#the one with the paper plane

[purgaytorysupremacy]

and the grass where you lay left a bed in your shape / I looked over it and I ached

Dean Winchester has spent his whole life cleaning up his father's messes. Now that his little brother, Sam, is settled in California and Bobby's got a handle on the garage, they convinced Dean to finally do something for himself. After a chance encounter at the Air Force recruitment fair Sam dragged him to, Dean got hooked on air traffic control, and he gets stationed at Kansas City Tower for his final leg of training. There, he has to impress his on-job instructor Castiel Novak, the ex-Air Force captain who piqued his interest in ATC in the first place. (And only in ATC. He swears. Those blue eyes and dark hair and stupid hat have nothing to do with it.) If all that wasn't hard enough, just one week into his OJT, Dean gets a call telling him his father is dying and has to move back home to live out his final days—which could be more like years.

Dean has to decide whether to continue to let his life be defined by his father's mistakes and his misguided obligation to everyone else, or if he's brave enough—and strong enough—to find a life in his own shape.

start reading now on ao3!

#new chapter coming out tomorrow!!!!!!! #supernatural #spn #spn fanfic #destiel fanfic #ao3 fanfic #read on ao3 #a life in your shape fic #dean winchester #castiel #john winchester hate club #bobby best dad singer #fanfic #fanfiction #mine.fic #it's got planes! and nerdy end notes from me about why they use paper strips but also ipads! #this one's got a lot of the effects of john's childhood abuse of dean so just mind the tags and all that #but it's more about recovering from it than spotlighting it. or i hope so.

[thenwethrowitonthefire]

Shout-out to everyone who survived a "fun" easter with the family

#fucking hell #it started with finding out my dad smoked in my car when I picked up my sister #who was equally dreading the day #my mum turns into the world's tensest and judgemental presence. worsened by my aunt #then hell for autistic people (of which there are multiple present) #multiple deaf people means one uninspired conversation that isn't interesting in any way. #combinations of passive aggressiveness and people not saying a thing because they can't participate. voice volumes too damn high #weirdass food situations. Very full table. so many smells. #this goes on for over an hour. wishing for literally anything but being there. soul crushing. #then you still have to sit in that room for 2.5 hours. it just goes on and on. #my autistic deaf dad physically looks like how I feel. my mum and aunt keep piling on top of him to demand his mental presence #i leave the room once (to get my phone to show pictures to my uncle) and am immediately followed upstairs by my mum #who demands I don't leave the room (What's next. following me when I need the toilet?) #me and my sister are so bored we start throwing paper planes and fake fighting. #Which amuses the bored and the deaf #but of course my mum and aunt have opinions and this is not allowed. only soul crushing boredom allowed #they complain to each other over it while aggressively doing dishes #finally it ends because my mum and aunt start insisting my dad should go to bed if he's 'that tired'. *sprinkle on some additional ableism* #still sitting through a conversation about allergies one of my sister's friends has. my mum preaching that people should take that seriously #(meanwhile i had to cook for myself for 9 years because when my allergies were really bad no one bothered to check if i could eat something) #me and my sister go sit upstairs to discover our mum has made things we care about vanish in her room #and made things appear that should not be there #I've washed the interior of my car and hope the smell will go #you think it's over after that. but woke up with the realisation that even more things have disappeared from my sister's room. #i can't remember a time when things left outside of my room didn't disappear #I don't know why we do these family gatherings at all. no one has fun on days like that. #the housing crisis isn't making these things easy. my sister is losing her place to live again as well #she'll go hiking for a month and then work on a campsite over the summer #maybe I'll go house sitting again. idk. #can't make commitments a few months in advance like that because I'll cancel everything the second Sparks announces anything important

[kyoupann]

Totally serious and important research question and not self-indulgent at all

#vocaloid #hatsune miku #kagamine len #kagamine rin #megurine luka #vocaloid IA #of course I couldn't every series lmao #but #I included the ones I remember the most #the evillious chronicles is ALL of them saga of evil 7 deadly sins clockwork lullaby #because YeAh it's my poll #new millenium fans come get your juice #i was almost not gonna inclue Paper plane but... it's jusr so iconic lmao I remember finding it right after Servant of evil and being like #WHY DID HE DIE AGAIAAAN????

[twitchstreamergirl]

what a cute looking vocaloid song-

#D: #vocaloid #vocaloid songs #I'm not the same person I was one month ago before listening to this #kagamine rin #kagamine len #paper plane #shuujin p #if you know you know

[iregreteverythingpleasehelpme]

i listened to paper plane today and i

i cant live anymore that song was so sad why did they both have to die im still hung up on it that was the first song to ever make me genuinely sob i cant stop thinking about it

#genuinely its one of the most amazing songs i have ever heard #i know that sounds like such an exaggeration but the story telling is so good #it even has a manga and novel adaptations.... #vocaloid #vocaloid songs #paper plane #shuujin-p #AND ALSO KOKORO #WHY #WHY ARE THESE SONGS SO SAD

[lucky-draws]

15.7.23

#journal #bastille #< might as well put it in the tag lol #i was going to print out some of the pics i took but i found that my printer has given up on life completely so.oh well #so i just drew a pic i took of the stage + buildings around it #there were planes going over head throughout and i was like...guys ..u have to play glory right nao #oh and i cut up the cd booklets from my copies of bad blood and all this bad blood jfjfj rip they're all destroyed now basically #i didnt print out a physical ticket for the gig i just had it on my phone but i did take home a map + visitor guide from a gallery lol so. #that will do as physical proof i was there .. #also my journal is so uhm full now as in like.it doesnt really close like the pages are too bulky with all the layers of paper and whatnot #there's still half of it left to fill but i might just leave it and start a new one soon #since ill be moving soon it kind of makes sense to have this as a january-august Before I Moved journal ...and then start a fresh one in #september

[night-cityscape]

all the songs i associate vaughn with are about being blackout high/drunk and i think thats very funny

#songs like #wasted remix w/ juice wrld (ew) and murkish #also #paper planes x kodak black #the only one that isnt about that is fucken . murder on my mind

[guitar-anon]

i'll draw the rest of the requested sonas with allison tomorrow (or at least some :D)

#original post screaming into the void #i got caught up on some school papers that i needed to get done! so i feel a lot better about taking time to draw now :D #i have really really cute ideas for interactions with the other sonas #that child is just experiencing everything possible in whatever plane of existence theyre on and i love it #sentient mask? immediately puts it on face #eight and a half foot tall goatlike creature? figure out how to sign to him that you wanna experience being tall #fuck up your arm and end up with a robot one connected to your brain? cool shit new party trick make it fall off randomly #i wanna draw the other pictures so bad augh

[wodania]

Honestly the whole team black v team green thing is impossible for me to get behind because each side has such diverse characters, both personality wise and moral wise. Like, the idea that I can’t say “oh so and so is just kind of a dick and I hate his character” or else I’m against a character I do like? That’s so tiring let me be both a hater and a lover, no discrimination!

#I will always say I’m team vibe #no political preference #just which character do I vibe with at this one given moment #this is a hotd twitter call out cause the way they talk about these characters you’d think it was an ongoing irl war #i am team helaena though #i’ll get her cute little butterfly hair clips and one of those spider plushies with the bendable limbs #and an encyclopedia on bugs with cute annotating supplies #also divorce papers #and a restraining order #and a plane ticket to essos #so she can escape and be free with her bugs

[lover-of-mine]

Eddie compliments Buck once and Buck turns into a puddle and is ready to beg for anything just to hear Eddie say 'good boy'

askoaksoaksokaso no but thats so true??? you know that noise Buck makes after the "alright cowboy go get 'em"? imagine the reaction a good boy would create? The puddle Buck would melt into? he would stop working or just drop to his knees lol

#no but the way he folds like a paper plane over exactly ONE compliment gets me every time #like dude was all i hate your existence #but then eddie was all oh youre badass and he's flips to id die for you #its insane aoksoaskaoskaoskas #i really need a tag for asks #anon😌

[tic-loud-tic-proud]

Music producers in the 2000s were like "yeah this is a beautiful song filled with emotions but you know what would make it better. Some angry guy yelling"

#getting jumpscared by accidentally listening to the version of paper planes that has some guy yelling kn the background #seriously why was this such a big thing back then #cheap thrills has it that one song by evanescence #apparently amy lee didnt even want tl have the guy yelling her producer said it was the only thing that could #get the song on the radio

[sanstropfremir]

My receipt 🧾 for my favorite songs this past month. What’s yours? Link —> 🧾

Tagged by: @hoforwonho thanks addy!!

Tagging: @sapphicshawol @alexanderfuckingwept @kafffeesatz @moonflowerglowing

#tag games #witness my mental illness. WITNESS IT #left right is the queen but i've listened to priority SO much since winter palace dropped its actually crazy #paper plane one of the greatest songs of all time btw #text

[yeehaww-sims]

My husband and I keep getting frustrated with how most pieces of pride cc have so few flag swatches, so one again I am taking matters into my own hands sfdjkldfsklj

#wip #I only have the first 7 done and had to get Creative with that one [gay anarchy] #queer anarchy's flag is gonna look similar #it might not be 100 swatches when I'm done. it may be more. who knows #this is just my default palette for pride things #it's not gonna have 500 swatches don't worry!! 100 tops #this is a recolour of Trillyke's Paper Planes top! #and I'm recolouring a masc framed shirt to go with it don't worry #I'm also gonna make accessory sleeves/overlays for it so you can change the colours of the sleeves/add symbols to it #I went through and pulled out a bunch of potential tops and dresses to recolour #plus I did a personal recolour of littledica's masks the other day. but that I might need someone else to test #because I edited the original for personal use fdslkjdflk #what the fuck you can edit tags now #I'm gonna do so many recolours :) #anyway #enough tags from me back to work

[navysealt4t]

i got on social media way too young but i also met cool ppl

#like #i joined a drawing group when i was like 10 where every month there were contests #and i was drawing like square robot cats on lines paper #and some guy was painting masterpieces about his insomnia #and there was one person who drew like amazing airplanes based on real planes #and i drew a plane one time and shared it with her and she got so excited #idk just like . humans #everyone is so human yknow

[hardrockshrimp]

I feel insane I just wanna talk abt trains with Bruce Dickinson

#I WANNA GO TRAINSPOTTING WITH HIM AND SEE HOW GIGGLY AND EXCITED HE GETS #one of my irls is like this with planes and we were hanging out around an airport and we ate outside just to watch them land #cause around where we were they fly right above your head cause the airport is like right there #the landing spot specifically #BUT ANYWAYS BRUCE ILY GIRL #new psycho schizo espresso episode where he talks about neurodivergency w dr kevin and says he doesnt think he is #but then special interests come up and he goes on for the rest of the episode about trains and #what is it again like submarines right or boats too #idk not to diagnose a man i dont know but yknow #he also really like planes right or at least military planes #YKNOW I DIDNT KNOW SKUNKWORKS WAS THE NAME OF A FUCKINGN PLANE #regardless #bruce dickinson #screaming into a paper bag #spencer contemplates becoming a musician interviewer #but i dont even talk about the normal things i just let them talk abiut their interests outside of music #I JUST WANNA SIT DOWN W BRUCE AND TALK ABOUT BIG VEHICLES #im not a plane/train autist btw im a vintage/novelty car autist #anyways bye #heres a whole post in the tags