#their gonna need a eye doctor

[sirwow]

oodlin

#insert img of nicole and cole getting home looking like sopping wet cats #anyways eyes being different for every character is one of my favorite design thangs #rhythm doctor intern #rhythm doctor #Cole brew #nicole ting #cocole #i need to grab someone to ramble on end abt RD or im gonna implode from my brain ideas drowning me #edit: tumblr keeps double tagging my stuff and idk why.. #RD Connections Converged

[aggressiveguitarnoises]

i make diff playlists for diff games/shows/interests that i watched and liked so i thought it would be fun to share them:

the last of us

both games based and show based

(my best one tbh)

tomb raider

based mainly on the modern trilogy games and lara herself

blue eye samurai

show based, season 1

good omens

show based, season 1 & 2

(ngl i feel like this is my worst playlist oop)

bonus : crowley playlist

doctor who

show based, season 1 & 2 so far

(i would be lying if i said it isn't very timepetals based.. . . ...)

hannibal

show based so far (and very hannigram based. especially will somehow)

bonus:

will graham playlist

hannibal lecter playlist

hannigram playlist

ill take any recommendations for songs for playlists OR any show or game recommendations(although it will take me time to get into them and watch/play them + a possibility that i wont even get into them enough to make a playlist)

notes :

i look at characters, archetypes, character dynamics, relationships, plot, character motives, time and location and any songs included in the show itself, but also just silly willy vibes

yeah most of these have same songs and like 40% of the playlists are nin but still, these are songs that i think talk about the character dynamics or represent the characters well or even perfectly, i love tragedies ok

ngl i wish my range in genres was a bit wider so i could base it on the show's/game's genre that i think suits it best or that is actually in the show/game, would fit the vibe much better instead of just being my music taste but.. here we are

my spotify ofc

i have like 80+ diff playlists anybodys welcome to come judge them

enjoy:3

#i think im gonna edit my posts more #or i just really need to have a separate personal blog and a blog where i actually try and post stuff #i enjoyed this so well see #the last of us #tlou #tlou2 #tomb raider #spotify #lara croft #sottr #rottr #blue eye samurai #bes #good omens #good omens 2 #doctor who #hannibal #music #playlist #rock #electronic rock #synth pop #new wave #industrial #metal #i treat my spotify like a silly blog #my spotify is really not that good #i have a song that has been added to 20 different playlists #i make too many playlists tbh

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tuvok, seven years ago: I’m sick. I have the flu. Medical Personnel: Oh. Do you want to go to sickbay or-? Tuvok: No I Need To Go Home Immediately. I’m So Sick. Achoo. Bye.

#Janeway watching like 'this is gonna be so funny seven years from now' #You just know Tuvok wants to be struck dead in this moment #Janeway looked him dead in the eye & said 'I know you need to fuck right now bud it's okay :) as soon as we're done here you can go fuck :)' #Only T'Pel....as a doctor......can cure him of the Tarkalean Flu #Tuvok you are such a bad liar <3 sure. go home #<- as if they can't cure a FLU in sickbay...Tuvokplease

[superhell]

he IS crying and now so am i fuck this shit. proceeds to keep watching

#i HATE THAT. genius doctor who cannot save the woman who means the world to HIS world. the unflappable and uncaring facade brought to its kn #ees by tragedy of the worst sort. and the only witnesses are. his psuedo-son. and the man he loves. do not SPEAK to me #im fragile. now EYE need a hug #imagine being that good at doctoring and then failing at the worst possible time like hes never gonna. actually recover from that #proof he is human but at what cost. at what fucking cost #house #wilson #hilson #<- in the tags #amber volakis #robert chase #<- again both in the tags #house md #hatecrimes md #when i say i hate that let me clarify i love that. i am also heartbroken and want good things #.

[thoughtsofthegirlwiththecurl]

I might possibly maybe perhaps have posted my writing in a place people can read it for the first time in 15 years?

Okay bye

#am I gonna start writing again? do i need a writing tag? #these are all incredibly self indulgent and written purely for an audience of me #any enjoyment anyone else gets is simply an added bonus #i think this last round of covid + imprisonment did something to my brain #i was at the eye doctor today waiting for my eyes to dilate and started writing an epistolary firstprince publishing industry fic in my head #who am i??????

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

being sick as an adult sucks. wdym my mom won’t just automatically make sure I eat food instead of exclusively drinking Gatorade all day. wdym I have to ask my roommates to make me dinner. I have to Venmo a friend money to buy me more Gatorade?? I can’t focus enough to do homework??? I hate this.

#this is a silly haha humor post but in all seriousness. #COVID rly is just making me stare all the internalized ableism in the eye #yes worth isnt defined by productivity and disability and the idea of being a burden is part of being human and isn’t shameful at all #until I have to minorly inconvenience people to meet my basic needs #I really want to eat dinner but that would require asking my roommates to make me dinner which is just. 5 kinda of mortifying. #even though if someone I knew was sick I would not be upset about making them food! sick people need to eat! #my parents ordered me chipotle yesterday bc they were so concerned bc of how I sounded over the phone #and my friend went out and bought me juice and Gatorade and popsicles and took me to the doctor #the support system Exists I just feel bad about having to use it T-T #I just want to be hugged and read to and reminded to eat food but I am an adult now and not at home #lonely TT-TT #it’ll be okay I’m probably just emotional bc I’m sick and hungry #I also just am struggling so hard because I want to catch up on my classwork Right Now #but I can get through maybe one assignment before I’m too exhausted to keep sitting up #and I have to lay down and close my eyes and sleep or do a light activity like playing candy crush for the fifty bazillionth time #I’ve gotten through like. 100 levels this week. #I’m losing my dang marbles. I am gonna be so behind in ASL Susan is gonna be so disappointed in me #I feel like I have all this energy when I’m laying down bored but as soon as I sit up I feel like I’m floating and about to fall over #so. so tired. why can’t I be healthy already and do homework T-T. #I’m choosing to take this as a lesson to slow down and not overwork myself so hard. instead of being mad at myself for getting behind. #<- is trying and failing not to be mad at herself for getting behind

[sigynpenniman]

okay time to go bother an actual eye doctor because I wanna be the dead secretary so bad. this feels so unhinged and extra. i feel like they're going to laugh me out of the building. but. life is sooooo fucking short man

#this is a weird one for me for some reason #i just want white contacts bro #that feels like a very very silly and not-good-enough reason to bother an actual eye doctor #but i want white contacts that won't be dangerous and cause me problems later 😭 #sooooooo #this is the route i guess #gonna be soooooooo hard to walk up to these people and not feel like i need to apologize repeatedly and self-depreciate #hi i need white contacts for a cosplay i know that sounds silly and dumb to you and i'm wasting your time i'm so sorry #but that's not very fair to myself is it #so i'm going to try and NOT do that #WHY IS THIS SO HARD. THIS IS NOTHING. THIS IS A NOTHINGNESS. WHY AM I SO UPSET ABOUT IT. #they're gonna hate me 😭 #okay fuck it. onwards and upwards #only way out is through etc #promise me you guys won't judge me for making a big deal about nothing #when this is inevitably indeed a nothingness and turns out to not be worth all this upset #promise? #okay love you #muwah

[thehardkandy]

Travelling back home tomorrow hoping for a smooth groove

#i did have a really nice week last week but now im back to everything feeling busy #(its not really that busy) #and oh i miss being slow like idk ever since i was a literal child doing ONE excursion weekly #for an hour #always felt like such s draining burden #and tbh i would like to know why thst is because while it's easy to see as poor habit as an adult reinforcing itself #as a kid i was always made to do things. see people. #i did a summer camp every year at least during the day #i did sports i went hiking in forests #but i remember so distinctly like an age where i stopped asking my parents to try new things #because i would get so excited!!!! but then every week it would become this overwhelming presence #despite being something that i actively enjoyed #and it eventually felt so awful i was like okay no more wanting things you dont use them wisely #like ouch yeah actually that's a big one. wanting things usually wraps back #around to shame or guilt just about always #anyway how is this relevant to travelling? #it's just that i have to travel tomorrow and i have a doctors appointment Friday i have to go to in person #ive changed beds ive slept in 3 times in 5 days #and all i can say at the end of it is that even these little things are JUST enough to be on edge #to feel like im putting my hands over my ears and closing my eyes and pretend nothing bad is gonna happen #even thougu DEFINITELY something bad is going to happen #but of course it doesnt because this is all benign stuff ive done a trillion times before of no note #crazy how complicated it can be to be a person #it is why i dream of living in a small village where i am an apprentice tradesperson and i live simple house #and the house you can walk to anywhere you need to anywhere you need in an your #but no one is that urgent about anything anyway. #beautiful little place that has never actually ever existed for anyone in anytime #but i am still wanting to scream and pull my hair out just asking why why cant everything slow down and be smaller

[duck-in-the-universe]

Scavengers art! I imagine this one would be pretty early after Desmona joins them, before she has the armor and all that. None of them really know what they're doing yet, they're just trying to coexist as best as they can. Glass and her do a lot of the cooking around here, but Sprocket likes to help pick the ingredients. She needs her nutrition, goddamnit!

Tags and text transcript below the cut

Sprocket: It's bone broth, from an aurack. It has calcium in it.

Desmona: Oh cool. That's nice.

Sprocket: Did you know calcium is good for your bones?

Desmona: Uh, yeah.

Sprocket: That's good.

Taglist: @glacierruler

#ocs #sci-fa #sci-fi #art #worldbuilding #glass tag #sprocket tag #desmona #im gonna ramble more here you cant stop me #sprocket used to be a 'doctor' for bots #and he has a lot of strong “i need to help and fix” instincts #that he can't really do anything with! #he's not around bots all the time now! he's around all of these beings he doesn't know how to fix #so he's trying his best #also since glass is so interested in human stuff #desmona teaches em how to cook! #she doesn't have much more than a base knowledge #and eventually glass gets better than her lol #despite not being able to taste anything #right now ey's just stirring things though

[chloe-brennan]

:/

#so my dad like blacked out last night bc he felt unwell and now like half of his eyesight in gone in one eye #and i'm terrified that it's gonna be permanent or that it's gonna get worse #i told him he needs to go see his doctor but might not even be able to get in until next week #i'm so scared for him like that happening cannot be good

[andromedasummer]

finished my crochet cup holder and sewed up lunas ears, head and sewed them together and have started on crocheting a cactus which is pretty damn good considering i spent nearly all of saturday sleeping to recover from work and the family emergency happening rn

#im okay my grandad is being taken to hospital rn #theyve been working on his heart (hes had a triple bypass and a stent that failed ((think the surgery was botched)) but yeah doctors keeping #and eye on him and found his heart tried to fail twice this week and only the meds stopped it) so hes being taken the the hospital #they live on the other island so my uncle is driving 2 hrs in to look after my grandmother (who is who i actually assumed was sick when the #call came through because shes got a whole heap of problems like alzheimers and parkinsons) #but yeah my dad is gonna have to organize a flight down and i know that despite being short of breath my grandad was able #to give dad a call and let him know what was happening so hes not in a really bad state #but. yeah this is stressful! stressful thing to happen on whats supposed to be a holiday and i hope he just needs to stay overnight #because im coming down next month and i want him to be there. i want to see him. i want to see both of them and sleep in the side room #in the spare bed thats tucked just the way my grandma makes it #and have mashed potatoes and play board games and just. be around them #i know they dont have long left and i havent had to grieve a family member in my life before #i want them around just a bit more. just a little longer

[theokusgallery]

Omg We're both Bi & Autistic with Extreme throat pain & Like creepy shit for some reason/pos

(coughs) (because of throat hurty disease) If you figure out how to deal with any of these three things tell me

#ok bc usually the bisexuality is not much of a problem #usually we contain it. usually it's only about a pretty cute flower boy with good intensions and gardening shears #and thats not much of a problem! i just cry for half an hour about how pretty and cute and sweet and nice basil is and that's that #(have i mentioned how im deeply gay for basil. do i even need to at this point) #but this is reaching stratospheric levels of gay that i did not previously think were possible for myself #(looking at my own art with wide eyes as i feel the horror of realization creeping up my spine) #my throat still hurts and i went to the doctor and they didnt give me anything to help! that! sucks! #and obviously i havent been able to deal with the autism. (looks at sunny) sorry little guy you're gonna suffer some more #ask #candiebish #arsenic

[superpussyking]

Very cruel that they take pictures of your eye by flashing a big fucjing light at you when my main symptom rn is being sensitive to light

#.txt post #just thinking bc i know im gonna need to see and eye doctor soon #AND ive started getting weird light flashes?? #AND my eye kinda hurt all the time? #this shit sucks 😔 #and i havent had a glaucoma test in years bc i cant not blink #i try so hard and my eye will not stay open #i miss that one test that isnt the puff of air that ive only had once and have yerned for ever since

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

idk if ur fr. but like be a clown. i went to theater school so my adviser a full ass doctorate haver was a clown (people love this ill tell them this and theyll be like. ‘wow you really have beef w her?’ and i gotta be like. no shes a whole ass performance clown?) sf has a clown troupe that is historically notable and i gotta believe there are others PLUS ur more typical traveling stuff. and hey. birthday party gigs are always there when ur not traveling. the world needs more clowns. u could probably always get some sort of office job qhen ur done clowning, but getting into clown school young is probably best if you want to do physical stuff too

honestly i'd love to be a clown. but i do have a passion for psychology so i'd want to finish my bachelors at least before i start with anything more. but i also really do want to perform. i love dancing i love being funny i love making people laugh i think i'd like to be a clown. i would need to do some research on schools/classes and the costs but i think i really want to take a shot at it

#i'm like legitimately putting a lot of thought into this because i think i'd really like it but i don't have the time atm #but maybe if i took a break between my bachelors and my masters i could try some clownery? #i can't really derail my psych stuff though. i'm probably gonna need a doctorate but i can try to do both #i'm going to do some more research but i think it's a promising option #because while i do love psychology idk if i want a super typical psych job #i'd probably want to do studies and write journals and whatnot. maybe be a professor. that or counselling #and i can't imaging being a clown on the side would make any of those worse #one of my profs has been pushing me to find something new to be passionate about (that does not include library stools) #and tbh i'm like wayyy less depressed when i can do something physical and performative #like i dance when i have the time and i really enjoy it and i think i'd enjoy being a clown as well #hmmm #well if everything goes to plan i'll graduate w my bachelors next fall and i can always try out a clown school before i start my masters #or do them both at the same time but idk how demanding either will be #but the masters program i've been eyeing is a little over 2 years with summers #and a lot of the classes are in the afternoon to allow for work #so maybe i could do both #i'll definitely think about it some more #ask

[maranull]

Just had some weird iridescent-like shapes in the bottom my vision (they're completely gone now) and the absolute terror I felt thinking my retinal was detaching is beyond words.

Beyond. Words.

#personal #mmm yes #ty whatever that was #i totally needed a heart attack today #very cool #making an ophthalmologist appointment faster than you can say “mara's loosing her eye” (i'm exaggerating no worries) #although this and the next week are filled to the brim with work #so that's fun and also means that the appointment is gonna have to be for the end of next week #mmmmmmm #i love work and 2+ hours commutes #my favourite way of giving me absolutely no free time for insignificant things such as doctor visits and such #at least my work is really close to a good public ophthalmology clinic #so if anything urgent happens i can bolt it to there #sr for the tag wall #this is how i vent now apparently #with tag walls #thanks for bearing with me #also i love you folks #<- been a second since i said it #k back to work i go #<3

[danothan]

saw art of pre-op trans masc viktor and jayce and immediately just started crying oh my god. not rbing it bc i lost the post through my tears and also bc it’s too much for me to look back on but holy shit, i love arcane artists.

#im pretty sure it was by hexhomos if anyone else wants to go check #danbles #arcane #i cant believe i never thought to draw it myself i need to get on that #if i can gather the strength to do it… #JAYCE IN A BINDER im sorry i cant im gonna start crying again #i dont even hc him as trans he’s so chronically cis to me but it doesn’t matter bc. jayce in a binder 😭😭😭 #no im not done actually i’ll type this through my newly formed tears #pre-op shirtless viktor is just so good bc i literally cant imagine him as cis #so whenever i see shirtless art of him without top scars i just assume he had a rly good doctor #(the doctor was probably him) #BUT SEEING ONE WITHOUT SCARS BUT ALSO NOT CIS #opened my eyes blew my mind #it’s just so awesome bc he’s very skinny and would be pretty flat-chested already #so it rly shouldn’t matter #but just the tiniest detail it’s like. yeah. #real as shit. #in conclusion um. love in my heart and peace in the world ✌️