#this is an open ended thibg

[decolonize-the-left]

That post has me curious, what do Millenials y'all know that gen z wants to know?

Y'all can't emulate games on average and that's wild to me, I assumed y'all would be even better with tech than us, but I guess with things being more "user friendly" there hasn't been a reason to learn or dog through files and such.

Idk I just assumed with more advanced tech y'all would be learning more things than we did because there's more to learn? And that hasn't held up obviously.

#pls send anons #this is an open ended thibg

[not-goldy]

God I can't really stand JK anymore.

Everything regarding him went a downhill since 2023. The way he behaved changed a lot.. LIKE A LOT now he's way cockier as if no one in the whole world can top him and he doesn't need to listen to anyone giving even good advises, how he used to present himself and looked changed drastically now he looks like a junkie, how he used to perform changed so much now he doesn't half half the energy or stage presence and doesn't give af about making mistake a ton times while before he used to perform with extreme perfection. He's listening to their PR teams too much like where did I go live when I miss fans went ? Now he's listening to their cheap promo tricks. His work ethics is completely opposite from what BTS was.. he's working with payola king of the whole industry and buying success. Releasing a 100 version and a western collab with some B grade pop artist. The songs he releasing are basically shit now when he used to release magic shop, film out, your eyes tell and still with you kind of gems.

The ONLY thing connecting me to him now is Jimin. There's no way to avoid JK when you are a Jimin stan. But i'm WAITING for the day Jimin finally open his eyes and get out of this toxic relationship so I don't want to put up with him anymore.

You see, your problem is that Jungkook is not Jimin. That's your problem. Half way through your comment, I smiled to myself and I thought well this Anon would certainly love Jimin then if these are the qualities they looking for in an idol. only to get to the end of the Ask to find out you actually do like Jimin💀

That complicates things for me.

Where should I even begin

There's nothing wrong with having a preference. There's nothing wrong with having a bias.

I'm not gonna come for your throat on this.

You prefer Jimin's work ethics and prefer how seriously he takes his public relations, how he puts on effort and that's alright.

BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO HATE JUNGKOOK just because he's not YOUR PREFERENCE.

If you keep that up you and I gon have a problem.

Do I think Jungkook can take a page or two out of the Jimin idol manual? Sure.

As much as I looove seeing Jungkook live his life on his own terms not giving a fuck what anyone cares- some times, in certain areas I do think he could use that self regulation.

Yet on the other hand, I don't find Jimin's over regulation appealing either. I've ever said his kumbaya persona, caring too much what others think, trying to be perfect, self regulated, evolved, controlling his words, his attention, being overly polite, smiling when he should be cussing people out all in the name of his consciousness of the fact he is an idol really REALLY FRUSTRATES ME.

Jimin struggles with this. The never mind tattoos, the song lyrics yearning for freedom, set me free- where do you think that comes from?

I don't know how we can call ourselves stans and not sense some of these things: the members constantly telling him not to care what people would think, to do whatever he wants,- even Jungkook openly reminding him HE IS AN ADULT and shouldn't care about certain things.

Jungkook is good for Jimin and Jimin is good for Jungkook.

Jimin is the leash and restrain Jungkook needs and Jungkook is the freedom Jimin craves.

Please don't come for jikook I'll paint you and it ain't going to be pretty.

Also remember, this is a human being you are talking about. He is not an alien. He is human just like you. That vitriol and animosity towards him is so not necessary.

I can't help you unhate him.

But please, be a good human.

He is a relatively young man navigating overwhelming situations. I personally think going solo has taught him so much and there is much more he'd learn along the way.

And please, it's slander to say he half ass his performance- have you seen his tiktok? THE THIBGS HE CAN DO WITH HIS WAIST- MY GOD!

Oh and did you see Tae's smoke challenge? I may or may not be addicted to the part he wines his waist- lolay lolay lolay

Sorry I had to go and watch that clip again.

Liste, the point I'm making here is, It's his journey and his choice to decide the type of idol he wants to be. You may like it or you may not. That's a you problem. However he's responsible for his own reputation and his own success in the industry and I think he is still learning to hone his values and filter his choices through those values.

Give that man a break .

AND FREE JUNGKOOK.

Peace out

[punk-and-anxious]

Im sick so my mind is going plus ultra sicko mode with ideas.

But what if

Hurt no comfort fic

Its House pov.

And he is panicking! He has realized his feelings for Wilson and is scared to do anything because what if he doesn't receipicate! What if it ruins their relationship? What if Wilson ends up hating House?!

Life goes on. House continues to bonder on his feelings and what to do about them he thinks he might see some hints from Wilson but he isnt sure.

Some people make assumptions that they are together. And Wilson freaks out, acting like it'd be the worst thibg ever, and that he isn't gay.

So House starts to over think even more.

He starts to hide his feelings, but Wilson notices that House is acting differently and confronts him on the issue.

House inevedibly caves and makes a big love confession.

Wilson doesn't receipicate. He tries to turn House down gently but ends up ac5ing completely different around him.

Wislon starts to avoid House. Makes their conversations shorter and shorter, locks his office and doesn't open it unless necessary and and spends less and less time with House altogether.

Until they barely talk.

Until all of Houses fears come true.

Until they are strangers again.

And until Wilson leaves the hospital to go work somewhere else. House only hears about this when one of his ducklins mentions it.

#3xcuse the bad grammar i can not breath fully uwu #fanfic #house md #house md fanfiction #fanfic idea #house x wilson #hilson #james wilson #hurt no comfort

[mine-ventures]

I can't tell what setting this Minecraft world has proper. It has a certain medieval feel with thibgs like monsters, dungeons, castles, dragons, hell, magic, potions, constructs and the outworldy end. Yet there are modern appliances, talk about planets and modern concepts. The backgrounds and wordings contradict and don't always fit. It takes a bit from the fantasy and the survival feel base minecraft offers.

Why mix concepts? /gen

CW: Long Post holy shit, I'm sorry I never shut up---

Ok, I wanna answer this question first as a Mun, cuz I think it's my duty to do so! (Imma tell u now that some stuff I'll say in here are pretty much my point of view on some stuff, and they're pretty much my headcanons, so, yeah!)

So, here we go!

Why there are some concepts that doesn't seem to fit in here, you ask, my dear, Anon. Well, the answer is very simple!

Everything is set in a different time-line. I mean, some stuff related in the bios of my characters has happened like, many years ago, even more than a normal human being could live for. They've been here for MANY YEARS.

They're pretty much answering in a more... Uhhh... Distant-not-so-distant future?? Cuz some species can live over 100+ years, and some other cannot die unless killed (Ex. The Undead). Minecraft is a VERY old planet... And is definitely NOT the same Earth we all know.

Earth and Minecraft are NOT the same, nor even the Universe in here. You can view it as some kind of "Alternative Universe" if you want lol

Also, the modern stuff you see, aren't THAT modern as you think. Some stuff are still underdevelopment, like, when humans were inventing the first fridge?? or the first TV?? The first Light bulb??? Idk xD Even the fridge itself, is made out of iron blocks, a well preserved ice block, some Iron doors and probably a dispenser/barrels with some buttons/levers so it'll open lol You gotta use your imagination, bud!

I can assure you, they DON'T see their world as if they're in a game. For them, they live their life as if they are living like you! There's no such thing as "Game Mechanics" or "Game Rules", there's no "Health bar" or "saturation bar" or "Servers" or "Chat". Humans aren't called "players", The Nether isn't called Hell.

They're living their lifes, they're not living a game. Cuz this is not a game for them, as the real life isn't a game for you!:]

Also, another answer for some stuff is also: I've based much of the tale in my very old point of view when I first created these silly OCs and their adventures (And that was when I was 10yo... In 2010 lol)... So some stuff might seem pretty outdated, or maybe they don't make so much sense anymore not only for that, but because I always work in a way where I mostly break the laws of the canon just so some stuff could "make sense" in the universe of this tale... Also, because I find it funny and sometimes I just decide to ignore some parts of the canon so I don't have too much limitations lol xD (If you know me, you know how much I LOVE to break the Canon and make AUs and do stupid shit just for fun and some laughs xD)

But yeah, I'm sorry if everything I said is stupid or at the very end doesn't make any sense... I just want to have the same fun I used to had when I was 11, now that I have the free time to do it!

I just missed my blocky friends and their world :)♥

(Bonus doodle I made of me(?) with my Co-Admin of this Tale[????)

#Mun Says #I also find interesting to mash things up and see how the hell i do now for it to make any sense #without looking like a lunatic xdd #I could even answer that everything is just magic and that's it skhhdalkhfkas #but naaah #I do have reasons #and stuff have their own logic #I mean... At the very end... We're talking about Minecraft #Where if you cut a tree the thing keeps floating in the air #So... I don't worry too much about making sense but hajdkhasklfksa I know that maybe **some** stuff do need it lol #Anyway I should shut up now lmao #Minecraft #Minecraft OC #Minecraft OCs #Minecraft Creeper #Minecraft Enderman #Minecraft Zombie #Minecraft Skeleton #Minecraft Piglin #Minecraft Zombie Piglin #Minecraft Blaze #Minecraft Ghast #Minecraft Iron Golem #Minecraft Steve #Minecraft Alex #Minecraft Herobrine #Mine-Ventures #Ask Blog #RP Blog #Minecraft Ask Blog

[daegall]

NOO I JUST OPENED TUMBLR AND UR LEAVING !! i feel like if u leave for good i’ll most likely reveal my main blog 2 u and message u :-) i wouldn’t want to leave just as a stranger on the internet for u

but i’m doing good ! i’ve genuinely missed u and tumblr and being a functional human, this semester defs messed me up for sure

i’m also glad to hear ur doing good but i understand why u wouldn’t wanna be on this blog if ur not writing, have u thought ab opening another one? that’s what i did but i ended up leaving my blog so inactive HAHAHAHA, i felt so bad i just deleted my work (artwork not writing ABDJSNDK)

i’ll miss u tho !! - no sleep anon 🫶

NOOOOO BBY HI IM SORRY FOR SURPRISING YOU OR FEELING SAD ☹️☹️☹️ omgogmgomg if u do i will be super happy tee hee

ive been thibkinf about it for a real while now bc on one hand i absolutely adore and love writing it is a hobby of mine but like,,,, being on tumblr and idk just doing shit is tiring 😕

thr thibg isnt i cant write, its quite the opposite i love and miss writing 😁

im thinking i'd just idk lurk around pop a few fics here and therr not br completely in here bc every time im here jts either all tumblr or all personal life and i cant really do that so,,,

i will def be answring asks if i get any bc they make me suepr duper happy tee hee

this is what i hsve in mind but like its not official oop

#asks! #no sleep anon ?!

[britishsass]

In universe I imagine the journal thibg is raz sitting down postgame and writing everything down in a lot of detail. Just sitting down like time to tell my diary ALL the messed up stuff that happened!

POTRETEIRTRWT

That's hilarious-- TBH I think of it as like... Mental notes? Like how I'd just think to myself "OK! I got to the library, now my plan is to go write the next chapter! I wonder if my usual computer spot is open/if they restocked the vending machine with water bottles/if i'll actually focus this time?"

And then I end up just watching The Right Opinion talking about Hunt Down the Freeman for an hour.

#anon #ask response #queue (but not really) #psychonauts headcanons #finding out more about owl today i suppose! #yeah i got a routine for writing big stories: I go to the library #and i sit at the second computer #and then i procrastinate for so long that nothing gets done instead #until finally i do write 1000 words and then pass out #by which i mean i go play mobile games.

[obeiii-mee]

Hello! I love your blog! If requests are still open, can you do HCs for the brothers reacting to an MC who views the brothers as their family, and so does a lot of affectionate touches(random headpats and hugs) and do random kind thibgs for all the brothers? Like how jealous they would be and how they would learn to cope with it because MC cares about their family as much as they do?

Hi! Sorry I took so long to make this. I haven’t checked my inbox in a while so apologies! Just to make it clear, you wanted some HCs with MC treating the brothers as family? If this is not what you asked for, feel free to request it again and I’ll make another one. I hope you don’t mind I made MC gender neutral!

I think I got a bit carried away by this, made it a bit angsty but in the end, the brothers all consider their favourite human as part of their family.

Thanks for the request! I love writing soft HCs for the brothers~~ Also this is pretty much platonic because I just needed to write something sweet.

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The Brothers with an MC who treats them like family:

Lucifer:

-The eldest brother certainly didn’t expect this

-He was pretty sure you would have a hard time adjusting in DevilDom, the place not a really fit place for humans

-But apparently, this little exchange student fitted in his family like a missing puzzle piece

-His pride took some damage because you were doing a much better job at taming his brothers than he could apparently

-In less than a week, you had Mammon waiting at your beck and call (without even having to use your pact with him)

-Levi quickly got attached to you when he realised you were interested in his hobbies (even after the whole quiz attack incident) and he required your presence pretty often

-You started bringing Beel snacks whenever you guys went somewhere and now he refuses to leave your side

-Asmo fucking adored you from the beginning and appreciated how sweet you were to him despite his flirty nature, generally happy you would go shopping with him and all that

-Satan and Belphie took a while to warm up to you, but Satan would now come talk to you as often as possible and recommend you books, help you study etc..

-As for Belphie, he tried distancing himself after the whole ‘choking you to death’ incident a while back. But he couldn’t resist how nice you were to him and how you would sing him to sleep whenever he had his nightmares

-You’ve made your way into his brothers’ hearts, somehow.

-And, though he wouldn’t like to admit it, maybe in his too

-You’ve been very affectionate toward all the brothers, giving them head pats and words of encouragement

-You were the one always telling Lucifer to go to bed already because he was working himself too much

-A fragile human scolding an over 1000 year old demon was quite amusing to him but he was also very touched

-He often insisted you wouldn’t baby him, his pride kicking in, but you’d always laugh and patted his hair in a tender manner

-It took a while for him to come to terms with the fact that a human of all things, actually cared about his family as much as he did

-He even admired you for a while, such a breakable creature giving away gifts and hugs to demons that could kill them in seconds

-You has brightened up their day more than they had ever imagined you would and in a way he was grateful

-He was grateful to you for not getting intimidated by him and for standing your ground

-He was so relieved to finally have someone who wanted to listen to him and show him the care he’s been longing for

-You could always tell when he needed something, whether it’d be affection or just some words of encouragement

-His already big ass family just obtained another member and he wasn’t exactly complaining, since his fondness for you just increased with each passing day

-Just know that doesn’t mean he will tolerate you and his brothers teaming up to do something stupid

Mammon:

-It’s like his brain short circuited or something

-Why are you patting his head???

-WHY ARE YOU HUGGING THE GREAT MAMMON?? YOU CAN’T DO THAT-

-“I heard Levi calling you a scum earlier and I thought I would give you a hug to make you feel better.”

-......

-He’s so damn confused. And flustered. But mostly confused

-I mean, he’s a demon for the love of Lord Diavolo, he doesn’t need some human to comfort him

-But at the same time he can’t refuse you, like at all

-Who are we kidding, he really loves how you cheer him up whenever he’s sad or how you randomly start giving him gifts

-At first, he really thought you were messing with him, playing some sick prank on him or being fake with him

-But after a while, he realises that everything you do for him and his brothers is genuine

-Even if you just like him platonically, he will want your focus to be on him all they time

-He notices how you give his brothers the same kind of attention and he’s very slightly jealous

-He really loves his siblings but why should you be so kind to them?

-He doesn’t understand how you can treat everyone so nicely or why

-I mean, do any of them (him included) really deserve all the hugs and head pats you give them? What about the gifts you go to the trouble of buying?

-Mammon really wishes you were part of his family. He really wishes he had someone like you to counter all the aggressive remarks he gets from his brothers every day

-He figures you’re naive at first, the way you care for his brothers and him almost blindly. It reassured him because he wants the best for them too but you don’t need to be the one making sure they are happy

-You’re always insisting to help them whenever you can and he never once heard you say a bad word directed at any of them, even if you had the right to for all the shit they put you through

-You were precious to his family

-Ironically, an angel in that house of demons

-He’s forever going to be in your debt for everything you’ve done for his family and for all the support you’ve offered him when he had nonde

-He’s never trusted someone as much as he trusts you

Levi:

-Stupid normie, trying to trick him with their obvious traps. Do they really think he’s that gullible?

-For a good few weeks, he’s completely determined to believe that you are annoying and invading his privacy and not actually interested in what he likes because why would you want to spend time with him??

-That sentiment becomes harder and harder to hold as time flies by

-You’re the only person he knows willing to listen attentively to him whenever he starts ranting about his video games/anime

-Even if you’re not the most cultured about his hobbies, you are always willing to learn for his sake

-You’ve looked after him during your stay in DevilDom, made sure he took breaks from his computer and insisted he ate

-You began hugging him and patting his head whenever he started talking badly about himself

-He didn’t realise how much he needed someone to do all this for him, how much he yearned for this kind of affection

-The few times he left his room, he became aware of how much you cared for his brothers as well

-Hey you can’t just do that! They are his brothers y’know, he should be the one looking out for them!

-Except, he knows he never really did. Which is understandable, they’re all very powerful demons, they don’t need anyone looking out for them

-It made him feel weird, the way you showed your affection for them

-Maybe you really are just a nice person in general

-Maybe you really want the best for him and his brothers

-Damn it, join his family already! Life would be a hell of a lot more tolerable if you were nearby more often

-He often feels bad, with how much you run around for them

-You really are his Henry to his Lord of Shadows

-He’s a bit envious of how you manage to get along with all of his brothers when he struggles to do so but he’s in so much awe of you

-You were the only reason he came out of his room at times, just to make sure you were safe and alright

-He shouldn’t worry about you, but he does

-He worries about you the same way he does about losing his anymore of his siblings

-Please show him that you really care about his opinions and interests, he needs someone to validate his feelings

Satan:

-You really are something else, aren’t you?

-He’s met a lot of humans over the years, learned how sociable and affectionate their kind can be but none of them could compare with you

-Your whole existence could be wiped away in the blink of an eye and yet you’re completely unaffected by this

-You prance around the House of Lamentation as if it isn’t inhabited by seven deadly demons, showing your kindness in the oddest way possible

-Head pats? Why? What’s the point of them?

-You do realise you’re hugging a demon now right? Are all humans this courageous or is it just you?

-Satan really tried not to think much of you at first

-I mean, you were just a lowly human

-Someone he could theoretically use to annoy Lucifer but that’s it

-The more time passes, the more he became aware of how intrigued he is by you

-He’s watched you talk down Mammon from doing his stupid schemes more than once, for example

-He’s seen you offer to go with Asmo shopping several times even if he was being a drama queen, like usual, just for the sake of hanging out

-And then, he noticed that you were treating him with the same caring nature

-Coming to him for book recommendations and giving some back, spending time in his room just to have a cosy chat with him about anything that came to mind

-You went along with his plans to irritate Lucifer and though you often protested, he could sense it was out of concern for both him and his brother

-He’s never had someone treat him so genuinely before, his brothers and everyone else basically walking on eggshells around him as if he were a ticking bomb

-You were just a human, but his family didn’t deserve you at all

-He envied how patient you were, even more than him at times, while still standing firm when you needed to be

-Not that he cares (he does he’s just being rebellious) but he knows even Lucifer has warmed up to you

-You always put yourself at risk by volunteering to calm him down whenever he had his fits of rage which he never understood

-He...he really needed someone like you by his side, huh?

-He likes talking to you, he likes it whenever you hug him and gift him your favourite books from the human world which he will definitely read, he loves how you stand up for any of his brothers when the need arises

-You really are something else, aren’t you?

Asmo:

-You’ve has him wrapped around your finger the moment you arrived

-He could tell from a mile away how pure and genuine you were

-He often wondered what sort of dirty secrets a person as angelic as you kept? He’s the Avatar of Lust, he can’t help it y’know

-But he’s kept most of his questions to himself, besides some much needed subtle flirting which is part of his character

-For some reason, he can’t bring himself to try and seduce you. He probably could but he never really tried

-Like Mammon, would probably want a lot of your attention too

-You can’t just give his brothers hugs and praises and ignore him! He’s the prettiest demon you will ever meet and you’re going to leave him unattended??

-Of course, he cherishes the moments where he does have you to himself, where he can talk to you and trade skin lotions and perfumes

-Solomon is special for sure, but you are very different in your own way too

-He was always so pleasantly surprised, the way you brought out the best out his brothers and himself

-You were willing to listen to him being melodramatic and never once lost interest

-I think he knew

-I think he knew you could see right through him when he talked about how he’s the most gorgeous being in all three realms

-I think he knew you could see his insecurities but you never brought it up, for his sake

-You were always there to give out hugs whenever he was upset and forever handing him gifts you just knew he’d like

-He flirted with you, but you never minded and never scoffed at him, instead giggling away and shooting some one liners back

-He wanted to get along with his brothers the same way you did

-Perhaps he’s more lucky than he originally thought, having someone like you live with him for the foreseeable future

-You treated him with respect and never ending kindness

-You treated him like family

-And you’ve shown how soft-hearted you are for his brothers too which he appreciates more than he lets on

-Yeah, he truly is lucky to have such a delightful human living with them

Beel:

-You are honestly a human right?

-You’re not angel in disguise are you?????

-You’re definitely a trustworthy and patient person aren’t you?

-Your tolerance for his brothers alone is proof of that

-You didn’t snap at him after he sneakily stole some food from your plate during dinner, chuckling his gluttony away and instead asking if he wanted more

-Whenever you were in charge of making food, he started realising that you were intentionally making more for him, knowing how hungry he gets

-You bring snacks whenever you hang out with him, patting his head and giving him hugs, something he doesn’t often receive, even from his brothers

-Words can’t even describe the amount of joy he feels whenever he sees you supporting his siblings and looking out for them during chaotic situations

-Like that time Belphie fell asleep on the couch and you carried him all the way upstairs to their room before tucking him in and letting him sleep

-He knows you’re just a human but he feels so reassured to know there’s someone there that cares about his family as much as he does

-His brothers have treated you awfully many times before but you never caved in, never once gave up on them and he had no choice but to think you’re divine

-He doesn’t get jealous of how easily you communicate with his brothers

-If anything, he’s glad to have you there whenever fights break out between them

-When you first came to DevilDom, he really just thought of eating you right there and then

-But now, he can’t even consider the idea

-He would never let anything happen to you, someone he and his brothers view you as part of their family

-You actually make him feel satisfied, in a weird way

-He’s never lonely anymore, because he’s got you and Belphie with him

-His brothers may believe he only thinks about food but he would be willing to go the Celestial Realm and back for his siblings and you

-Give him physical affection, assure him his choices have meaning to them and make sure he knows that his efforts are valuable.

-Talk him about his guilt, be the shoulder he can cry on whenever he talks about his sister and remind him that he still has his brothers and you

-But most importantly, give him some snacks to share with you and Belphie

Belphie:

-He wants to hate you, no, he needs to hate you

-All humans are worthless, heartless, stupid, naive creatures that deserved all the suffering and despair he could cast onto them

-He convinced himself of that, he convinced himself humans are more deranged than demons

-You were no exception

-It doesn’t matter what his siblings think of you, it doesn’t master what you tricked them into believing

-He wouldn’t be so easily fooled

-But, even after all the torture he’s put you through, he’s never seen you flinch around him

-After the incident, he distanced himself from you, ashamed he couldn’t even kill you, a mere human, guilt riddled with anger

-You stuck around, always giving him your smiles and persisted he spend time with you

-Humans really are stupid aren’t they? You’re just going to come back to him after he almost killed you? Have you learned nothing about the demons you now live with?

-He couldn’t deny you, no matter how hard his subconscious was telling him to

-In truth, he wanted you around, he wanted to make up for everything he’s done

-No matter how stubborn he got, no matter how many insults he threw at you, you came over to his room to kiss him goodnight (tbh you do this for all the brothers) even singing him to sleep at times

-You never got fed up with him, which was a miracle in itself

-He knew his brothers were fond of you too, the way they would follow you around like lost puppies, waiting for their favourite human to spend time with them

-His twin just as attached to you as his older brothers

-Why? How are you doing this?

-He’s so irritated by it, the way a mortal just comes along and magically gets along with everyone

-How are you doing that?

-Deep down, he knows you’re just that kind of person

-Someone who just deeply cares about their friends and loved ones

-After a few months, he starts craving your head pats too, the way you laugh at his snarky remarks, the way you insisted you,him and Beel all hung out together at once

-He started coming to you at night, whenever his nightmares began to prevent him from sleeping peacefully and you never got mad at him.

-He thinks about it, as he lays in your arms trying to fall asleep again and appreciating your warmth

-He thinks about how he wished you really were part of his family and how badly he’d want you to live with them for the rest of eternity

-He thinks about how sorry he is for everything and about how happy his family has become since you came along

-He thinks about how you must be Lilith’s decedent and how much he misses her

-He thinks about how glad he is that you care for his chaotic family

Al~

(Belphie’s is really long wtf is wrong with me. I probably deviated from the original ask a tiny bit I was in the mood to make it fluffy af)

#obey me #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor #obey me imagines #obey me leviathan #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me satan

[cyro-starfire]

TW: EYESTRAIN, NUDITY (?), BLOOD, STARVATION, TORTURE, BODY HORROR DESCRIMINATION AGAINST ALIENS, EXPERIMENTATION, S/H

Giving my sona (Cyro) a back story cuz fuck u

Just to clarify, Cyro the cat isn't Cyro starfire, their two different entities, persona Cy is an alien while cat Cy is Mobian cat

P!Cy has two forms, the main form is their humanoid form while their real form is the pink thibg, major TW for experimentation, starvation, s/h, torture (physical, psychological, and emotional), mentions of war, descrimination against aliens, and abuse

Cyro was sent to earth to be safe from the gruesome war their home planet had suffered, unfortunately they didn't get the better life their brother hoped for when he sent them to earth, they were found by a horrible, sadistic, and disgusting "scientist" that happened to have been recently fired by the government for them finding out about her true intentions behind the scenes. She brought Cyro back to her lab to """study""" them (aka torture and abuse them) they kept Cyro in a containment chamber where she CONSTANTLY monitored Cyro. Never once did she mention Cy by their name and instead referred to them as "experiment 669", she would always electrocute, starve, and mentally put down Cyro just for her own sick pleasure, she always told Cyro that aliens were beneath humans no matter how strong they were. She stated that humans were always going to be the superior race and that aliens are just pawns for humans to experiment on, she would call Cyro weak, pathetic and worthless, days to months she would always brag about the human race, saying humans were the perfect species and we're destined to rule the entire multiverse. Cyro soon enough began to believe that all humans were horrible and only wanted to cause pain to other beings that were "beneath" them. Whenever the scientist didn't monitor them Cyro would blame themself for the torture they received daily so not only did the scientist torture them, but they also tortured themself, often finding many ways to cause harm to themself such as biting, hitting or even scratching themself. One day however their life changed when they were found by a group of humans, anthro animals, and even cryptids, who had happen to stumble upon the mad scientist's lab, lucky for them the scientist was out of her lab for the rest of the day to hunt for more "pathetic aliens" Anubis, a cryptid found Cyro's chamber first, putting his hand on the glass Cyro awakened and it startled them, Anbuis tilted his head in confusion and Cyro copied him, soon enough he did many movements that Cy ended up copying, the next person who came into the lab was Maggy, she found the switch to open up the container and released Cyro, with that the group ended up rescuing the little alien, Cyro now lives amongst a very diverse and friendly group of humans, furries, and cryptids, healing from the horrific torment they were forced to endure ever since they got here. The end.

Have a picture as well, major TW

#art #experimentation tw #blood tw #s/h tw #self harm tw #discrimination tw #nudity tw #starvation tw #body horror tw #cyro #cyro starfire #cy #cy starfire #backstory #persona #yes I'm an alien #a la creatura if you will #eyestrain tw #ask to tag

[lily-mj-fae]

Let's talk about Elain. Specifically, ACOFAS.

I've seen a few people accuse her of just giving up on Nesta and, i guess I'm just interpreting it completely differently. Or I've dived into her far too deep to be able to look at just the actions and instead look at everything into it. But i know i haven't seen her giving up on Nesta. I hope I'm not the only one.

But before we talk about those parts, i wanna talk about the "help" she was offered. Especially compared to Nesta. (And of course things change in acofas).

In acowar, nearly everyone is treating elain with kid gloves and basically only trying what used to make her happy. Which, isn't awful. But they have a mindset of basically just "go back to normal" as they do so. Which is super unhealthy. Also, she was not given the opportunity to share her story. She was kept in an unfamiliar place, and originally in place where there's little access to outside. And on top of all of that she was getting visions and the IC (until later) took it to mean she'd gone mad...which also played into how she was treated.

Even after learning what power she held, there was no attempt made to help her learn it, control it, or test it (except when they wanted to know where hybern's army was..and again they did so with 0 attempts to even train her first).

Essentially, Elain was expected to heal and be exactly who she was before, despite the fact that of the 3 sisters she lost the most upon becoming fae. Be bright and happy and kind and garden, unchanged by the events. And ultimately i think she adopted that mask for everyone. Except a few people (Nuala and Cerridwen, and I think Az).

Nesta and Feyre though, made the decision for her that she wouldn't be included. Nesta made the decision to take away her choice in whether she got to tell her story. She took away even the possibility of choosing. And while admirably in the name of protecting her, it's likely more detrimental than it is good as it removes Elain's own agency and choice.

Nesta though was given choices. Nesta was given purpose. Nesta was trained, included, and became a part of the group, no matter how small. She was involved and got to be a piece. She got to choose if she wanted to share her story. She got to choose to train. She got to choose to help. Every step of the way, she had choices and she was given the means to protect herself.

Now let's talk about what makes people think that Elain gave up on Nesta. Her discouraging Feyre from talking to her, and her comment that if she didn't want to come out was more trouble than it's worth.

To the first part. In all honesty, i would have done the same thing. Nesta rejected Elain, even went to far as to tell her that they had separate lives and she didn't want to be involved. To Elain. We all know, that Nesta and Feyre were barely getting along by the end of Acowar. And 6 months have passed since then and thibgs regressed. If nesta said that to Elain, why on earth would feyre think she stood a better chance. And ultimately she didn't. She only got Nesta there by extorting her.

As to the second part. There are a multitude of reasons for her to say it. 1) Trying to force Nesta could result in a fight which would ruin Feyre's birthday and solstice and the whole party and ultimately Nesta wouldn't be there. 2) They had tried. She'd invited Nesta. Feyre invited her. And no one else in the inner circle could convince her (no not even cassian). So why continue to beat the point. 3) Nesta is stubborn. I'm sure Elain knows from experience when they were still humans. Trying to get her to go to the functions wheb she decided to drop out of the season.

Also remember the whole, elain was isolated? She tried to include Nesta, because she'd wanted to be included. But She's that kind of person. Nesta isn't. And When nesta made it clear she didn't want to be involved, by saying something extremely hurtful to elain, elain respected that. It's possible she even realized that Nesta might nAnd she had every right to be hurt and even react to it emotionally. It might mean later she needs to apologize for that reaction, much in the way her sisters have things to apologize for, but what was said was actually incredibly cruel, considering it was Nesta who admitted elain lost the most and then decided that hey, losing your sister too is perfectly acceptable.

And while perhaps Nesta didn't mean it that way (it was more than likely a piece of her own trauma response of pushing others away), but it isn't unreasonable for the girl who lost the most to feel like she is losing her sister too. And to be mad and hurt by that. And maybe part of her reaction is spite. But given what happened, it's understandable.

Ultimately, i think Elain is trying to work through and help Nesta in a different way than she was "helped". She's tried to show nesta that she's loved and wanted. She's tried to include nesta when she had been excluded. And when she realized it wasn't working, that Nesta was rejecting that again she resigned to giving her sister space, because they're different people with different needs.

And to mention another point, someone brought up how Nesta was demanding a new healer because Madja found nothing wrong with elain past the usual traumas to be expected (and she wasn't wrong. There was nothing wrong with her), but elain hasn't called for one for Nesta. Well, given what the response was to "the usual traumas" i'd guess there's no healers that deal with the mind. Plus, elain and nesta have unique shield that make it difficult for even some of the best to get in, even if they did work on mind healing like that. So there's not a lot that is with Elain's power to do in that department.

Ultimately, she still loves Nesta. And when Nesta does arrive, she immediately gives her pretty much all of her attention except when azriel opens his gift. She welcomes her, has a gift for her to include her, and it's something that she knows Nesta enjoyed, even after becoming fae.

I think ultimately, Elain has just accepted that all she can do is offer Nesta her love and support, but that she doesn't have the tools to help Nesta, and Nesta doesn't seem to want help. She's respecting that. But Elain is there, anytime Nesta needs her or wants her.

Ultimately i think we won't have definitive answers until we get to read through each of their points of views. And obviously they all had their flaws, even when trying to do good. But this is always why i try to look deeper at the characters.

#elain archeron #nesta archeron #acotar #acofas #acowar

[kibybun]

🎉HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 🎉THIS IS FOR MY BEST FRIEND!!! I HOPE YOU'RE BIRTHDAY IS AMAZING AND EVERYTHING GOES YOU'RE WAY!!💜💜💜💜

Yandere Vampire Shinsou and Jirou x reader!

Tw: Yandere

Happy birthday!!!

💉You shake the nerves from your body as you walk to school. Today was your first day as a second year at U.A.

💉Part of the reason you were so nervous was because you missed the first year, leaving you little to no opportunity of squeezing into someone's friend group.

💉But you trudged on, arriving at the designated classroom and pushing out the door. Easy to say you were shocked to see people fighting.

💉You sneak against the wall to avoid the loud exploding man and the one with the engines in his legs only to bump into someone else.

💉You profusely apologize, only stopping to blush as they say it was fine in a deep and sleepy voice. Who knew the tired look was so dang cute?

💉It was odd though. As he talked about how annoying his classmates are you couldn't help but notice how dark his eyes were, how pale he was, and how his eyes stared at your neck.

💉You were knocked out of your trance as a girl jumps into your view, curious as to who you might me. She had the same ethereal glow to her eyes and skin yet she had more of a punk aesthetic, plus her was looked like it was actually brushed.

💉She asks your name then introduces herself and her purple haired friend.

💉They pull you with them to their seats, setting you in the middle, somewhat excited as they distract you from the teacher.

💉It was odd how it was so cold with them so close, but you liked the cold. Another thibg that bothered you was how it was oddly dark in your little corner with your new friends. You'd think the classroom would be better lit but that wasn't your job.

💉For the rest of the day they tug you along, excited to show you all their dark and secret hiding spaces within the school.

💉The only issue you had with this was lunch. They dragged you into a closet, happily trying to share their raw meats for lunch. You didn't mind the taste of blood just it freaked you out how their eyes seemingly glowed as blood dripped down their forearms and got smeared onto your face.

💉It was probably just a special diet they were excited to share with you. It wasn't weird.

💉The end of the day comes and Jirou whines, claiming she had so many more song to share with you. Shinsou just pouts, muttering how the two of you could've napped together under the stairs.

💉You smile and laugh, happy that they already like you so much. But you had to get home, you missed your dark room and bed.

💉You didn't expect Jirou's nails to did into your wrist though, tugging you back with a upset look on her face. It was almost as if she were begging you to stay..... So hope... so mesmerizing.....

💉You feel another cold hand on your arm, gently pulling Jirou off and snapping you back into reality.

💉He gives a lazy smile, saying he'll get that nap soon before walking Jirou off.

💉You stand their for a moment, confused and flustered. The feel of his cold fingers gently holding you was heaven.

💉No.... it was something better, just like how Jirou's touch was so unsettling but exciting.

💉You shake your head clear of these thoughts and dash home, unaware of the glowing eyes that watched outside of your open window.

💉That's how everyday went. You meet up with your pale friends and they drag you into dark and dusty places, cold skin touching yours as their intense stare makes your skin heat up more.

💉Their behavior only changed when the idea of dorms got announced. Apparently they had them last year and were debating on whether or not to bring them back.

💉Jirou was over the moon, talking about how the two of you should share a room and have lste night jam sessions.

💉While Shinsou mumbled about how cute it would be to see you jump as the two of you watch horror moves and cuddle afterwards.

💉It was also funny how they started calling you weird nicknames. Jirou called you "her little Rockstar" while Shinsou called you "kitten".

💉These would've been fine but they seemingly only use them when others are around, making you blush while the other party gets uncomfortable.

💉It only intensified when your room wasn't the closest to their's.

💉On night you happened to stay up a few hours later than everyone. You didn't intend for that to happen but it did and you still needed to shower.

💉You sneak out of your room and into the showers as quietly as possible, unaware someone was sneaking around with you.

💉You take a nice hot shower, a great contrast to your odly cold friends. Once done you walk over to the mirror and wipe away the steam. There wasn't anything behind you, as there should be.

💉You start to dry off only to scream as a cold hand trails up your thigh. A hand swiftly covers your mouth, soft words telling you everything was going to be okay.

💉It was Jiruo.

💉You look over your shoulder, slowly calming down but still startled. How could she be there? She wasn't in the reflection.

💉You try to look back at the mirror but she cups your cheeck, her hot breathe a great contrast on your face. She mumbles something that sounded sweet but your ears couldn't quite pick it up.

💉But her breathe trails down to your neck before stopping. She sticks her hand in your mouth before biting down onto your neck.

💉You draw blood from her hand just like how she does to your neck.

💉You want to desperately pull away and demand she tells you what the hell is happening but somehow its oddly soothing. It might just be the adrenaline that made you pass out but somehow it didn't feel wrong.

💉You wake up in a cold sweat back in your bed, dressed in pajamas with hair barely damp.

💉You take deep breathes and feel around your neck trying to figure out if that was just a dream, unaware of the eyes watching you.

💉You wince as you accidentally press too hard into your wound and jump as you hear a low chuckle.

💉There you see Shinsou with a look of amusement and jealousy.

💉He stalks closer, saying how unfair it was of Jiruo to get the first bite.

💉You were so exhausted to couldn't scoot back, or maybe you didn't want too.

💉His arms make it to either side of you, gently pushing you back and pinning you in place. He only had to tilt his head ever so slightly for you to know what he wanted. Complacent, you tilt you head, exposeing the other side of your neck that was left unharmed.

💉He leaves little kisses on your neck, calling you a good kitten as his hands slowly intertwine with yours.

💉Unlike Jiruo, when he bite you he shoved your head into his shoulder, keading you to bite him back.

💉You slowly relax as you realize the pain wasn't as bad as before, somewhat enjoying the taste of him. But you couldn't enjoy long enough as you fainted. Curse this weak body.

💉The morning light blinds you, forcing you to get up. You couldn't move your neck as you sat up, the pain preventing it.

💉The events of last night burn into your mind, making you realize the situation you were now stuck in.

💉They were vampires.

💉They marked you. You now belong to your undead loves.

💉And honestly, you didn't mind.

💉You just pitty whoever looked at you next. They'd meet a rather gruesome death.

Kiby~💚

[dapper-nahrwhale]

Every single day I think about how one time in middle school we had a open house school thing (I cant recall the actual name of it lol) where all the parents came with their kids to meet teachers and at the end the principal had some lecture thibg about internet safety and one of the slides was about rude lingo and it was something like "gato-lover321" and the principal said "see who knows what this means could be something hurtful :(" and some dad stood up and said "it literally says cat in spanish" and the principal said ":o" I think about this every single day

#lea rambles #it was so wild like????? it litterly is just cat how did you muss that?? #just? what??? it was so funny at the ime tho #i cqnnot stop thing ant it

[slashersins]

Hey that michael thibg u posted was great even if incomplete!!! Your writing is always a delight and makes my imagination run rampant...i i see that fic less as incomplete and more as an open ending wouldnt you think? Love your work as always queen

Thank you bb ! ; ; ; If you see it as open ended them I’m really happy , that way you can all imagine what he does next , and I’ll feel less guilty about giving up the ghost

[kaspbrak-tozier-reddie]

Could you do a part 2 for the angsty Reid one shot? Maybe the team ends up needing Readers help when they get a case where she is currently living?

Get ready for some more angst 😬😬 message me if you want a part 3

Requests are open

Warnings: Angst, swearing, mentions of sex, mentions of body insecurity

It’s set 2 years later

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“Y/N we need you to come in, you’re in need to work with an FBI team we brought in to help.” My boss says.

“Okay I’ll be there in 20.” I reply and hang up. I gatger Luke and his go bag that i have packed and ready to go in case of something like this. I enter my son’s room and gently shake him awake. “Lukey, sorry baby but mommy has to go to work.”

“Okay.” He whispers tiredly and opens his arms for me to pick him up.

Sure I work from home but if I am needed at HQ i must go. I can’t just wait around.

I walk cautiously and quickly towards my car and hurriedly put my now sleeping 2 year old into his car seat.

I take the 5 minute drive to the 24hr daycare at the hospital and check him in. I watch as he gets placed into a bed and make my way back to my car keeping my hand in my gun in case of an attack.

****

“You called sir.” I ask my boss.

“Yes, I have brought your old team in for this case.” He says.

“I’m sorry but there’s a conflict of interest. My son’s father is on that team. I didn’t leave on good terms with them. Either take me off the case or take him off. Your choice!” I reply.

“I see, is that why you had a change of heart when I first gave you the offer?”

“Yes.”

“I will make an enquiry.” I head towards my team’s technical analyst, Frankie’s, office.

Frankie and I have developed a close friendship almost as close as the one that Garcia and I had when I was still at Quantico.

While our team is out on a case, we work from my place or in the office bonding over our kids, cute animal photos, Disney and love of Italian food.

“Y/N!” I hear a squeal from behind. I turn around and am faced with a short plump woman with purple hair running towards me.

“Penelope?! Oh my god! It’s been what 6 monts?!” I squeal back.

“I know right! I was told to meet Frankie, I assume you’re heading there now.”

“Sure am! I’ll show you the way.”

Taking every twist and turn to get to the dark gloomy hallway.

I.T was always a dark art in the HQ. All tech analysts kept to themselves and never spoke to other members of the FBI. In fact, tbeybwere often forgotten.

However that was until I showed up. At Quantico we all talked to and love the tech crew so coming here to find that no one really talks to them was really concerning. I.T is used on every case it’s not very practical when you don’t know who the most important person on the team is.

That’s why I made the effort to get to know my team’s tech analyst, Frankie.

“Frankie?” I call knocking on the purple door.

“Y/N, come in. And who might this be?” Frankie asks as she opened the door.

“My best friend Penelope Garcia. My old team’s tech analyst, they’re helping on this case.” I reply. “Garcia this is Frankie.” I watch as the two hug and Frankie helps Garcia set up.

“This is so much better than my office!” Garcia exclaims.

“I’ll leave you two to it.” I go to leave but Frankie pulls me back.

“If your old team’s here then what about Spencer?” Frankie asks.

“I don’t care. Every time I call offering him to see Luke he’s been rude and disrespectful! I never knew Spence had it in him but he’s lost the opportunity that’s why I filed for full custody of Luke.”

Garcia spins violently in her chairand stares blankly. “Boy Wonder did what?!” Garcia yells.

You see after my anger and sadness had sort of passed I reached out to Spencer to spend a weekend up here (if he didn’t have a case). As much as I hated myself, I did it for Luke. I didn’t want Luke growing up without a father.

But instead Spencer’s response being hopeful and grateful that he gets to see his son at all. His tone was dismissive and rude. I did expect that after all I did move with our son states away.

So I called at another time maybe 9 months after that (about 1 year after we broke up). He was pissed off again. But I was hopeful that he’d send something for Luke for his birthday but he didn’t. Nothing.

I made one final call 6 months later and this time he answered then hung up. I made attempts but then he blocked my number.

Call my obsessive or clingy but I just wanted what’s best for my son and now what’s best is if he doesn’t know who his father is until he is much older.

“It’s fine Penelope. I’ve made my decision and now he doesn’t get to see his son at all. He has made no effort while I gave him opportunities. Hell I spoke to Emily!” I state.

“That’s why she was so adamant of him staying home for the last case!?” Garcia asks, i nod.

“You’re staying here.” Frankie says.

“I can’t hide forever!” I smile at the two girls and walk back out.

I hold my head up high and shake out any negative thoughts. Since Spencer I had been on several dates but none of them brought the satisfaction both sexually and mentally as Spencer.

Maybe it was just because Spencer was always innocent in a way. Too shy to say anything and didn’t want to do thibgs in case he made me uncomfortable. For example, hand holding or his hand resting on my thigh.

Hand holding and just a casual hand on the thigh are normal in day to day relationships. I personally didn’t mind but Spencer? Spencer was the one that didn’t want to do it simply because he was afraid others wouldn’t like it or that I would get uncomfortable.

Sex was another thing. Even though we had had intercourse multiple times, he still got self conscious about himself. Whether he was bug enough or not, that’s just a normal thing.

I often worry about myself occasionally especially when it comes to sex but I don’t care in the end. In the end, i am who i am and I wouldn’t change that. But Spencer made it such a big deal, although sometimes I wonder if he did that on purpose.

****

“You got Spencer kicked off the case?!” JJ screams at me as i enter the lobby.

“JJ.” Emily warns.

“What!? She took his child and blamed me for their break up!” JJ yells again.

“I think it’s safe to say we hear Y/N’s side of the story.” Rossi declares.

“I would like to know what Reid said.” I reply to the crime writer.

“That you didn’t give him time to respond and that you left. You never called or anything.” Luke replies.

“Okay that’s bullshit.” I reply. I tell them everything.

How on that case Spencer looked at JJ like he looked at me. How I confronted him and he said nothing, I paused to give him tike to respond but he didn’t.

I told them how I phoned him every month to see Luke but never took my offers. Hell, I told them I went through Emily to try to convince him.

“Believe who you want but know this, Garcia can pull my phone records!” I say, I walk right up to JJ. “Don’t you ever tell at me and bring my son into this, understand?! What he did was lie and manipulate and you were the cause. ‘Oh Spence, I’ve always loved you’. Cut the crap JJ.”

With that I walked away, “Agent Trish, I’m taking myself off the case. Put Spencer back on, you’ll need him.” I say to my boss as i pass him.

“Agent Y/L/N.” He retorts, i turn around to face him.

“I didn’t know you had an issue with some members of your old team. I will request for a new team.” Agent Trish says. He was old, he may be 2 or 3 years older and reasonably cute but dating or sleeping with your boss? Not a good look.

“That will be much appreciated sir.”

“Not a problem.”

****

I head back to Frankie’s office, my head hangs low. How was i going to tell Garcia?!

“Garcia?” I ask glumly.

“Yes? Oh god what’s wrong?!” Penelope asks.

“I got you guys kicked off. JJ was rude so I yelled at her and i took myself off the case but um. My boss seemed to think otherwise and is sending you guys home.” I whisper to her.

“That’s okay. Want me to stay a few nights. We can catch up and have a girls night. Frankie can come too.” Garcia suggests. Frankie smiles and nods excitedly.

“That would be wonderful, i just feel so terrible though Garcia.”

“I know. It’s okay. I understand, it’s not your fault. It’s Spencer’s.”

That’s when it really hit. Everything. The pain that I’ve had to hide for 2 years finally surfaces. My body shakes as i give in. My warm tears trickling down and drying to my cheeks.

“That’s it! Girls night starts now! Let’s head back to yours, Y/N. We’ll take our computers.” Frankie says.

#spencer reid #spencer reid imagine #dr spencer reid #dr spencer reid imagine #spencer reid smut #criminal minds #criminal minds imagine #angst #spencer reid angst #kaspbrak tozier reddie

[princesspuddle]

i have to count more, as times gone by i just feel like i have to control... when someone bothers me or messes up my control i have to fix it. Being here, this room makes me sad, it feels like i was trying to break the mould so bad at home and struggled, but here, i feel even more obsessed like it has to be perfect, everything else messes it up so i have to control my sleep the most... i tried so hard to not do my obsessive 2 trips to bathroom before i sleep but i physically cant, controlling my nose and breathing is more difficult than ever, i used to jist manage with the simple smells, now it feels like there cant be any dryness,excess bogeys, wetness just eveyrtything, everhtjings so fucking sensitove and i cant keep a grip on it. 2 pillows my side 3 pillows that side, blankets off the right of the bed, nose thibgs organised on top of ipad, oil under my pillow, teddy upright next to me, splatoon under my left arm, only ampunt of light can be from my stairlight and the door being held open only by the latch being on. It feels just like i have to do it. I tjoihht i was gonna break it down but i cant its getting worse, cleanint my feet, my hands, the oil on my eyelids, its all fucking tiring and i feel like im going to have this for life. This is why i cant handle the situation being disrupted, noises.. repetstive noises.. loudness just anything that isnt what i controlled and put there will kill me, i juzyg feel so panicky and sick, like my head is exploding and the anger that comes over me is something ive never had in my life. I hate it so much, when did thiseve happen to me.. when i thinm of me as a child, i remember situations that repeated daily and i would be stressed without, but is this really causing me this much trouble to my adult life? I like recognising patterns andcontrolling then and i think thats why i hate clusters so much, i like counting with my tongue, to my top teeth when front car tires hit the shadow, bottom teeth when back wheels end the shadow.. stupid games, why is it always with my sleep? Why is my sleep the biggest distressor of my life? Sleep i avoid and love most, i just want it under my control, i hate the new habbits my mind creates.. its as simple as ' you now have to do this or else this ' and it becomes a habbit.. its like my brain telling me to do one thing but also fight ut at the same time.. in the end, the relief from satisfying the task is what engrains in me.. and when i can finally be done and close my eyes i feel most at peace. I hate this and i have no way out of it, icant just try not doing these things, no one understands .y frustration, hyper sensitivity and awareness to what i avoid, it breaks my brain

23.6.2020

03:37

[anxiouslysapphic]

6, 14 (aro to aro, im curious), 46, 68

6, what music do I listen to?

Mostly musicals mainly, I like to dissapear into other worlds.

14, do you belive in soulmates?

Yes as a matter of fact, but under two not so conventional ideas. First off I belive that you can have multiple soulmates. Becuase you need different thibgs at different points in your life, and the person you immediatly click with and gives you what you need at that time can change as you develoup through your life. Secondly I belive that soulmates don't have to be romantic, as said above they are the person who can give you what you need, and you give them the same. So they can be friends or even family, iys just someone who you are... just kindred spirits, you guys need eachother in that point in time.

46, where do you feel most confident?

In the forest alone with myg music climbing trees and rocks and wandering around. Exploring.

68, what would be the title of a book about your life be?

"Oh god not this again" 😂😂

Sorry this ended up being kinda long. Keep asking me questions I'm open to it and I'm curious what you few followers want to know about me😂💖

#ask me anything #im so bored

[gaybullies]

henmarsh au hcs as requested by @the-art-of-tender-souls!

-because ive already discussed this, henry would be real iffy and kinda scared letting her do ANYTHING that meant he didnt have control of the situation -but shed call him out, hes not nice enough at all for her to overlook it like she did tom -shed tell him what he was doing and also tell him why, whys he didnt even realize - their friendship would start of course with opening up about their bad dads - bev opens up first, he eventually asks certain questions as a(n eventual) segueway to talking not only about his dad, but patrick. she already knows the somea stuff cause shes a little spy, but she kets him talk abyways. to see it from his point of view. - they help eachother come to the conclusion that that shit just isnt normal - when theyre bored they put cigarette burns in the shape of hearts in each other. romance amiright - they hang out at the quarry a lot. or some similar place. neither of them like being home, even as adults - youd expect them to fuck before they got together, but actually nah. henry's too much of a pussy abt it, too scared of intimacy - you bet your ass she gets him into pet play tho - bev kisses his forehead and shit when they cry - they have crying sessions a lot, but it sometimes ends up with the both of them in a fit of giggles - they both enjoy the taste of vengence. pretty protective of each other but its obvious whos the more protective one - also henrys a bit possessive honestly but shes forcing him to work on that - henry doesbt physically hurt her friends anymore, at least not as much, but they all still dont rlly get along - of course the boys.tm (losers club) would be. hella against this. theyd be protective of her but wouldnt really do abything abt it bc they know bev can handle herself. they just worry. -eventually they all warm up to eachother. vic and belch included, they thinknits weird at first but theyre honestly easier for the losers to warm up to than henry is -henry and richie still despise eqch other until theyre having a debate about celery thats oddly civil and then theyre cool w/ eachother - bev??? calling her bf out on his fragile masculinity??? u bet. its a regular thibg abd usually is jsut responded to with flustered silence - part of the reason they break up is bc they barely even act like a couple, more like bffs. one of them is gay but they dont know who. - the end of their relationship, bc these two just wouldnt last, would be bo burnhams "eat a dick" because its fitting okay - after they broke up, theyd be jeering exes. mostly bev lovingly bullying him and "warning" potential love interests about kinks he has (that shes the reason for in the first place... smfh) - them as exes also includes them still having each others backs tho. and comfort in each others prescences when theyre upset. of course their hang out time diminishes grewtly, but in time of need theyre always there for each other.

-also he never stops calling her marsh. their entire relationship he calls her marsh abd she thinks its so funny bc hes a mess, she never told him though and never will.