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r0semultiverse · 8 months

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WHAT WHAT WHAAAATTT?!?!

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 11 months

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somewhat satisfied with this... pretty butterfly man...

#didnt want to diverge too drastically from his canon palette #but butterflies never retain their caterpillar colors so. blue-green & pink howdy supremacy #and a lot of butteflies have black bodies/legs and also dark gradients on arms/hands Absolutely Fucks #so he gets fancy black gradients! and cool wings!#his wings were a Bitch to do ngl #also fluff... butterfly fluff...#in my mind the back of his hindwings have big ol eyespots on em & smaller ones on the forewings #which you can kind of see #scribble salad #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #howdy pillar #yassified howdy <3 #i didnt have to make him pink. but i did. for all of our sakes.#pink/teal is The color combo no i dont take criticism. im right.#its like the bad bitch version of red/blue #WAIT IMPORTANT QUESTION. googling if butterfly fluff is soft #probably... ive always been too scared of hurting them to pet the ones ive caught/held #theyre not as sturdy as moths or bees. both of which are very soft and i wish they were dog-sized #so i could have a honeybee pet.#GETTING OFF TOPIC ONCE AGAIN #howdy Is very sturdy tho! so it'd be totally safe to-#actually yknow what im gonna stop right there

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year

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I love Jiang Cheng and I hope you agree. The most tragic thing about yunmeng siblings is that JC and WWX really love each other the whole time… I like to think they can fix it someday

Someday perhaps....in the meantime, I bet he's loving having dogs run around lotus pier. As a WWX deterrent of course. No therapeutic reasons at all.

#Poorly Drawn MDZS #MDZS #Jiang Cheng #As much as I put him on blast #I do like JC quite a bit.#Man....I'm sad you're on anon cause I'd love to talk more about the yunmeng sibiling tragedy #Part of me so badly wishes that they do reconcile after some time #though a good tragedy comes from the pain of what could have been #JC is definitely in my top 5 mdzs characters and its absolutely due to how messy he is #ngl I can kinda relate to where his hurt comes from and it makes it very interesting to analyze.#Favourism and antagonism of parents messes up sibling dynamics so much #The grief and trauma ended up causing a rift not a shared moment of solidarity #JC is a counter-representation and a foil to how LWJ deals with his grief #as heartbroken as LWJ is he...keeps his life going. The grief settles and he doesn't forget but he *moves forwards*#JC doesn't! He can't! He has so much guilt and regret and the grief stagnates him! Love and grief can become so terribly consuming!#He's so human for it! This is a story where no-one is morally black or white! *People* aren't black and white!

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gotchibam · 7 days

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Does anyone here draw in both desktop & mobile? I'm planning to get a galaxy tab at some point and since I don't really have any experience drawing on a (mobile) tablet, I'm curious abt how it feels to draw on one vs. drawing on pc w/ a graphic tablet 🤔

#once I have all my commission slots filled up that's when i'll buy one #i've been hesitating bc i'm not used to spending a big amt for something but honestly it's more of an investment than a simple want #my poor 10 year old laptop + monitor + keyboard setup is the 'pc' im currently using #both the laptop screen & keyboard isn't working properly anymore so i have a separate monitor + keyboard for it #it's pretty laggy most of the time #not sure how it's still holding up #ngl sometimes i'm worried it'll just give up on me & break at any moment #so I kinda wanna have a backup device #anyways! I get easily tired drawing on pc for some reason #I think it's bc i unconsciously tense my neck? whenever i stare at the monitor for too long #also my eyes hurt + the extreme hot weather lately is making me dizzy so i can't work for long periods of time 😔#I see a lot of artists use ipad so i'm guessing drawing on a tab would also feel nice???#also would that get you in the mood to draw more bc you can bring it w/ u anywhere?#i'm hoping to be able to draw more honestly.....#also the timelapse!! csp wont let me record timelapse on my current pc and idk why that is #might be bc im still on win 7 #HOPING i could post timelapse vids when i finally have a tab #tbh i want to get one asap (like as in rn) but I want to make sure I have enough budget first so im waiting for my comm slots to be full #bam blabs

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5hrignold · 4 months

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reminder

#rewatched this sneak peek for the first time since i first saw it and ugh. UUUUGHHGGHHH.#it hurts me a lot I’m ngl….. like to see charlie be so critical of something pim likes #except this time it’s even more painful because it isn’t just that pim likes it he also thought charlie would like it too and he literally #took him out and did this just for him because he thought he’d like it. he thought charlie said something so he went out of his way to #organise something to show to him to make him happy. and also how like… expectant? charlie is acting in the clip #like the way he just kinda frowns at pim whenever one of the dudes says something particularly out there #and it’s like. dude what the fuck #ive Said it once i’ll say it again i think charlie needs to lose pim during an episode or something. itd humble him #i mean that KIND OF happened with the finale but look where they are in s2 #as usual what i always say. absolutely no actual complaints. if anything i Love this because it’s very clearly like #im so excited for this particular episode because you can just TELL its gonna be such a good one for their relationship #like looking into it analysing it n stuff #literally anything with them together has me screaming and cryjing they’re one of my fav duos ever #ok my hands are shaking bye #smiling friends #💝#smiling friends spoilers #also this is just Such a cute clip. the way pim runs and how charlie slugs on close behind him looking all grumpy #and how happy he looks to be calling him his best friend… actually peak i fear this is the peak of the season (joke

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hgduo · 6 months

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they are literally just gone...

#man.................................. I do hope red team is able to somehow have fun in this event #because seeing Cellbit of all people quit early kinda hurt ngl cuz I know how much he loves qsmp #Also I'm sad he left right before Bags logged on because I feel like having someone on his team around would at least make it more bearable #... and I feel kinda bad for Phil and Cellbit because their kids are among the ones singled out for this event and it just feels rather #hopeless yeah :( I know it's just day 2 and maybe things can turn around for their enjoyment of the event but #at the same time I feel nervous speaking on my hopes because I think I might just jinx it again

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not-poignant · 20 days

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Daily excerpt from chapter 36 of A Stain that Won't Dissolve:

'There,' Sebastian said against his mouth, biting as his lower lip, and then his neck. Alex exhaled heavily, tilting his head away so Sebastian had more access, cheeks flaming at the pleased laugh that gusted against his skin before teeth scraped over skin in a way that made Alex want to go completely limp against the bed. 'You're a sucker for kissing, huh,' Sebastian said, biting down against Alex's neck, doing something with his teeth and tongue that ached slightly, felt like a pulling sensation. Alex groaned, and Sebastian kept doing it, licking over the sore spot several times before doing it again a bit further down. Suddenly the fingers inside him felt not terrible actually. He felt full, and aching, but when he squirmed next time he didn't know if he wanted more or less or the sensation. Yeah, sue him, he was a sucker for kissing. 'Good boy,' Sebastian said against his collarbone. Alex made a choked sound, eyes widening, because he didn't know Sebastian would say something like that, he didn't know he'd react to it like that.

#daily excerpt #a stain that won't dissolve #thespectaclesofthor #sdv fic #sdv fanfic #sdv alex #sdv sebastian #mm romance #queer romance #enemies to lovers #hurt/comfort #angst with a happy ending #ngl using a community label on this makes me feel like no one's going to see it

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beanghostprincess · 7 months

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sanji struggling to say "i love you" to usopp because he's still getting used to being in love with a man, but when he's finally ready to say it (he thinks that he is) he keeps postponing it because he has this idealistic concept of telling usopp that he loves him in a perfect, romantic way, and it never seems to be romantic enough.

he's stressed. usopp doesn't seem to mind that he can't say it yet, but sanji hates himself for making him wait. he keeps forcing himself to say it, but whenever it's the perfect time... he just can't do it.

the first time he says "i love you" to usopp ends up being in the kitchen. he's cooking multiple things at once and usopp is there with him like he usually is, telling sanji stories while he works on the food. sanji is just too lovestruck and focused on usopp that he forgets to take the food out of the oven. usopp is the one to do it, saving the food before it gets ruined.

sanji's too relieved to think his next words through: "oh, shit- thank you, thank you! i love you so much! i don't know what i would've done without you!" usopp doesn't respond. he just stares at sanji with wide open eyes and a silly smile slowly appearing on his face. "what?"

"you just told me that you loved me!"

"NO I DIDN'T! DID I? OH SHIT I DID." sanji starts panicking, of course, leaving the food on the counter to grab usopp by the shoulders. "you didn't hear anything."

"but i did!" usopp tries to be a tease about it, but he's just too happy. "you love me! not take backs!"

"i take it back, though!" before usopp can take what he says seriously, sanji groans. "i wanted it to be special, goddamnit. can't you just forget it?"

usopp holds sanji's hands carefully, intertwining their fingers together. "i can't forget it but... there will be more times for you tell me. again and again if- if you want to, of course, i'm not-"

"again and again." sanji can't help but get excited at the new possibilities. "i'll tell you again and again."

"i do think this was pretty romantic, though."

"if you consider my food almost getting burned to be romantic you won't be allowed in my kitchen ever again."

#ngl i should've just turned this into a fic but i just got back from work and i'm tireeed #anyway they're so in love it hurts #sanji struggling to say ily takes me back to ace saying 'thank you' to luffy and sabo for loving him and tbh i like that for sanji too #repressed sanji with internalized homophobia but fighting it bc he loves usopp so much makes me cry #one piece #sanuso #sanji #usopp

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vividxp · 11 months

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I've tried a couple of times to get my thoughts organized regarding white viewers commentary on how AMC's IWTV handles race, but I'll just simply say there's definitely a cynicism that is common in a lot of those analysis that is...bemusing.

#iwtv #amc iwtv #iwtv discourse #it's hard to describe #but it's half 'amc did the raceswap to get wokeness points so they have to beat audiences on the head with it every other minute'#and half 'oh they're just addressing race in the wrong way and it hurts the credibility of loustat as a couple'#i remember when maven in one of her reactions was like the show is making lestat a white savior #and literally all the black people (including me) in comments were like 'huh??'#I was also reading another recap that was generally really good and interesting esp about nola #but they thought Claudia calling Lestat massa #was the show handling race clumsily #which is just fascinating to me because wow folks really don't know why Claudia was doing that?#like that felt perfectly in character and spot on to me #first off she legitimately feels that way and we see her say that in the show #but at the same time it's also a point of attack that she can make without reprisal from lestat #lestat basically like disengages when she does it and it's funny to me ngl

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fantasticalchaos · 2 months

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Thinking of the thought that Danny is in two friendship groups (Secret Trio/Quartet/Group and the Nicktoons) that has someone (Randy and Timmy) that'll eventually have their memories wiped and has to deal with that twice...

#nicktoons unite #the secret trio #secret trio #secret quartet #nicktoons #angst be upon ye!#Cause the Norrisville Ninja (Randy) only lasts for 4 years until they take the Ultimate Lesson and have their memories wiped to make way fo #the new ninja! Meanwhile Timmy has Cosmo and Wanda until he’s grown up or not miserable anymore (fairy godparents are given to sad kids)#correct me if I’m wrong with these info it’s been while and I’m looking at the lore lol #but like- these two similarities are pretty angsty ngl #like it’ll hurt the Nicktoons and The Secret Trio (or Quartet/Group) for having Timmy & Randy gonna forget when the time comes #And then there’s Danny - whose in both groups! he’s gonna deal with not one but two!!!#That is unless there is a loophole or when a fanfic makes an exception for Randy and Timmy to keep their memories and whatnot #this some food for thought and me just thinkin of that just now #Plus I think Timmy (& his fairy god family) and Randy would get along well (minus the shenanigans they'll get into).#fairy odd parents #fairly oddparents #fop #timmy turner #randy cunnigham #randy cunningham 9th grade ninja #rc9gn #danny fenton #danny phantom #fanfic writing prompt #had this in my drafts #in a while

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b4kuch1n · 9 months

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dip pen ink comm batch 4 complete! for Ezechiel, @ohwwhuv, and Leo :]

#bakuspecial #commission art #the grayscale for these were done on a train with my laptop track pad fksdjhf it was! manageable! but not desirable condition #that was before I got my new current tablet too... thank you my old huion. you served me well. Im so sorry I chipped ur paint to shit #ngl the texture on the new one's better off the bat. the grip's better and it has good kinetic feedback #too bad abt the touch buttons tho... I was confident I could make use of them but alas #things need actual feelable buttons again please I can Not tell where anything is when Im drawing and cant look at the tablet #my eyes are on the screen!! Im bad at gauging distance!!! please give me buttons I can find in the dark. please #even the old huion which has actual buttons I still couldnt use them. bc theyre not raised #theyre flat to the tablet's surface. you know what I shouldve tacked raised stickers on them I was stupid there #well! the more u learn. the more u learn #I'm happy with the current tablet tho!! buttons stuff aside it's nice to draw on. and thats what important. wrists dont hurt no more #almost said ''I miss the wacom eraser end" I don't. not really. every time I used that thang I was like wow you are so imprecise and blunt #litcherally why would you want basically a mappable stylus end but it's 50 times the size of a normal nib and you cant see where ur drawing #especially on a screen tablet. the dynamic there makes absolutely no sense #I can really do the same thing now by mapping one of the stylus buttons to swap foreground color to transparency #anyways. this has been my testimonies on tablets. in the tags of a dip pen ink post lmao #well! this is a late post I shouldve posted this before art fight. thank u again to that anon who reminded me #have a good day lads! we can answer emails together. hands in professional hands

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senseiwu · 3 months

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Does it piss anyone else off that barely anyone holds garmadon accountable for his actions and then they give people crap for being upset with him after he's hurt them

#thinking of lloyd in crystalised and wu in toe.#like.#how dare they be upset.#im sorry but 'youre no sensei and you never have been' is NOTHING compared to what garmadon did are you SERIOUS #youre like the teacher snapping at me.for telling a girl in high school not to spa #speak to me like im five lmao #jesus christ #'it wasnt his fault 🥺🥺🥺' doesn't matter #stuff still happened. people still got hurt.#and theyre ALLOWED to feel hurt goddammit #real 'you cant blame them they were drunk' vibes here ngl #its funny cause even garmadon acknowledges he did those things.and takes responsibility for them #which is. why he sacrificed.himself to sabe everyone #because he knew he couldnt make up for all the bad he had done but at least he could do this #jelp save everuone and right a wrong of the past in the process #but noooo nothing is his fault and wu is awful.for being upset that he stole his letter broke his trust and lied to misako #im really.#tired of this fandom sometimes #shout out to garmadon fans who actuqllu hold him accountable for what he did youre the only ones that dont drive me up a wall 👍

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hyperfixated-chaos · 2 years

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When your brother is being possessed by the evil, abusive emperor but that frame rate is just so high

Based on one of the example panels from Overly Sarcastic Productions's Mind Control Trope Talk, by @comicaurora. It fit too well for me to not do a lil redraw. Her style is really fun honestly

(Obviously no reposting or using without permission! Original panel and link to the video below the cut)

That ^^^ shows up at 1:47 (but also, just watch the entire video, and all their other ones while you're at it)

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akkivee · 7 months

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can’t believe they just highlighted ichiro and kuukou’s hand size difference and matching rings set up in one swoop like that lmao

#this is vee speaking #like can you believe that lmao????? they break up and somehow still match each other despite the years being apart lol #they’re soulmates fr lol you can tell because their right hand pinkies are bare to keep their connected red thread of fate unobstructed lol #oooooooh that reminds me of some ichikuu art i wanted to make after track 5 came out hmmmmmmm #ngl i hope we’re getting more nb interactions between them lmao #i love kuukou and ichiro’s very brief back and forth that cleared the air between them #but i also feel like they were referencing a conversation we haven’t seen like an inside joke between them lol #and i would like that context lol but if it doesn’t happen then it doesn’t happen lol #BUT I WOULD LIKE FOR IT TO HAPPEN—#also????? i think it was really cute when kuukou approached ichiro the first time saburo actually turned to look at ichiro concerned???????#like he knew kuukou was one of ichiro’s hurts??????? and was happy when they were cool again saburo wtf?????????

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cynicallyneutral · 23 days

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how do u like ur toast? i’m bored as hell and will do literally anything but draw. lemme know which and why, and what do u put on it (if u do)

#honestly i will literally do anything but draw #these past few months ive been doing…idk if u can like #call it self care or what #but i been tryna eat a lil better and move a lot more #so i been playing basketball #not like a match or whatever bc idk shit #and then lifting weights and running #bro i swear to god i have weights in my room now #kirishima are u proud of me #ive also been looking to join some kickboxing classes #literally doing anything BUT draw #HAAHHAHSHHFHFH #but HEY!!! im stronger than before now #and i wanna learn how to punch a bitch and make it hurt yanno #and hopefully one day i will be able to lift my weight and more #god i rly do wanna go back to drawing tho #but i do wanna keep on playing bball #and still lift weights #and theres just so little time like why do i have to choose like this #i also wanna be good at dancing #listen theres just so much i wanna do now #i miss drawing #this looks like an ad ngl

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jinxybri · 2 days

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What is family?

For a long long time, Rae only knew his family a mother who was trapped in a land he never knew of. He found his purpose in trying to find and free her. She was his family through blood. He cared for her.

Then came along two little lab assistants who cared. They brought him food, made him take breaks and listened to him when he needed to be heard. They became his family through choice. He loved them.

Through horrid pain he found out that a woman, a goddess, who had tortured his friends and used them as tools, was his second mother. She was his family through blood. He loathed her.

He came to learn that he had a sibling somewhere, wandering the world. He found hope in that knowledge; hope that one day he could find his blood family. He held out hope.

And then he found them. Through the God of Creation, he found his brother. They ran into each others open and waiting arms, thanking the world that they finally found each other. They were his blood family. He loved them.

His brother also had a father - their family was split into two; one with the God of Creation and their mother; and one with the Goddess of the Mind and their mother. He chose the first one, hoping that they would choose him in return.

For a time, they seemed to.

His purpose shifted, wanting to free the man who claimed to be his father - not by blood, mind you, but by choice. He worked day and night, barely sleeping, through his own sickness and declining health, to find a away to free him. To free a man who claimed to be his father.

He had almost died to a sickness and a vengeful goddess to free the god, and yet when the plan had failed, the God had retaliated with a reset.

Eventually though, through hurting an another family, he saved the man who claimed to be his father. He reunited father and child in hopes that he would be chosen.

And yet, when things went wrong, when he had a moment of panic and hurt his brother once, he was cast out. He was chased out of the family who had claimed they chose him.

Instead, an another person rose. He found a connection with the Goddess of the Mind, his mother. At first, he loathed it.

But over time, as she learned to be more like a parent to him, his brother and supposed father's presence faded from his side.

And then he died. He died, giving his powers to a man who called him a bastard. He was brought back to life with his mother's final choice. She had chosen to love him, and in turn, he loved her.

But he lost her.

Instead he was left in a world with a man, who's words were so foul and wrong, who twisted every promise and good thing into a nightmare. Such a horrid nightmare that his mind shattered.

His family was the one who helped him. The nephews who, throughout the years, still chose him as a family every single day; the friends he cared and loved as did they; and his partners, who he found home within, all came to his rescue.

His brother and supposed father were nowhere near.

When he returned, when his mind pieced itself back together and he had more answers about their mother, his brother turned him away and called him a liar.

And instead his brother turned into a nightmare, molded by the God of Creation.

But he kept trying, kept finding ways to show his brother that he was still there. That he cared. That he loved them.

That all broke when his brother took a step too far. When his brother killed one of his nephews.

Icarus had fallen far before, but this was the final strike.

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