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#ugh i feel like i just got a great hug thank u sm sm sm ily <3
mccleans · 2 years
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Omg sending lots of love and hugs your way and i just want to say like it is not stupid even in the slightest like i completely understand what youre saying like when youre feeling like that everything becomes a million times harder even if it is the stuff that you like but the main priority is you and looking after yourself and doing what is best for you right now i will miss you lots because on here isnt the same without but i will be thinking of you and i hope that things start to feel a bit better soon xxxx
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he-calls-me-kitten · 10 months
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I literally love ur blog sm! Do u think u can do just really soft sex with Satan after a long day at rad? If not that's fine but have a great day/night love!
Awww this is so adorable! Soft sex is so underrated honestly and it being with Satan?? The wrathful Avatar being gentle just for you? Oof my heart-
Thank you for the ask, love! So sorry for the extreme delay - it's such a lovely idea!
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"You look like you've had quite a day." Satan smiled as you entered his room and plopped yourself down on his bed, next to him.
"Ugh don't ask." You groaned as he chuckled and put his arms around you. He didn't need to ask, you'd tell him anyway.
"So Levi and Mammon flooded the classroom because of a stupid bet of who can hold their breath under water the longest. Fyi it should have been Levi cause he's literally a water snake in his demon form but he forgot to transform and it ended on a tie."
Satan facepalmed. Must he call these imbeciles his 'brothers'? "I'm guessing that lead to a tie-breaker." He said, running his fingers through your hair.
"Yes and Beel and Asmo got involved. It was a duo challenge now of who is a better team player! And as you can guess Asmo and Beel kept getting distracted and it ended up being a solo effort by Mammon and Levi. Which again... wait for it... ended in a TIE. But now guess who is the new tie-breaker?"
"Oh no, MC..."
"Oh yes MC! I had to run 3 laps with each of them in a weird relay race! I've had it with today!" You say, hiding your face in his pillow. His scent was always so relaxing.
"Well thank you for still coming to see me after all that." Satan smiles, rubbing soothing circles on your back. "Is there anything I can do to make you feel better?"
You peeked up and looked at his softened gaze. In times like these, he never denies even your most ridiculous requests.
"Hold me tight." You said and watched color rush to his cheeks. You turned towards him as he eased his arms around you, with your neck buried in his neck.
"I can do a little more than that...if you'd like." He said as he pressed a kiss to the side of your head. The way his fingers inched under your top, asking for permission replenished all the energy you lost through the day.
"I'd like that."
Satan pressed a kiss against your mouth just as you uttered the words. Your lips opened on their own, letting his tongue slip in and entice moans from you.
Patient yet passionate you couldn't understand how he did it, you were just happy to be on the receiving end. From your lips to cheeks, right down to your neck - he marked his love on you little by little.
"You... you're really beautiful..." Satan paused after he'd pulled your tshirt off. You blushed under his intense gaze as you pulled his green sweater off him and hugged him, hiding your face in his shoulder.
He groaned deliciously at the contact between your bare skins, bucking his groin into your hips almost involuntarily. Fingers hooking into your waistband, he pulled off your shorts next.
"S-Satan...need more ...please..." No his fingers wouldn't be enough. He was pleased really, he didn't know how long he could have held back anymore. He took off his pants and showed you exactly how much he wanted you.
"You're so ready for me, kitten... So good for me..." He whispered and kissed your cheeks as you screamed in pleasure at his thrusts.
You don't know how long it went on but you know you had the best sleep right after.
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im-in-vin-ci-ble · 3 years
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Heyy could I possibly request f!OC x Mark, in which the OC is Red Rush’s daughter who also inherited his powers. Set before the events of episode one maybe at a Guardian’s work party or smth. Mark and OC are hitting it off in a ‘Idk what’s going on my dad just works here’ solidarity during the party; while her doting and protective father Josef is keeping an eye on them, unsure about how he feels about his favorite sidekick growing up on him. Maybe Olga and Debbie try to be matchmakers too lol
A/N: okay well this is CUTE AF, I love this sm thank u for requesting <3 also josef and olga are married here, no one dies (yet) and everyone is happy!!!
Pairing: Mark Grayson x Fem!OC
Rating: T
Warnings: mild swearing
The annual Guardians of the Globe Founder's Day party was never really Zasha's scene. It mainly consisted of the Guardians and the Global Defense Agency's families, and more often than not, she was the only one in her age group. Her true purpose there was to really just pay her respects to the people — including her father, who people knew as Red Rush — who protected the planet.
This year's Founder's Day event was different, however, as Omni-Man finally accepted the party invitations he'd been ignoring for years. Although there were jokes that he had accidentally RSVP'd to the party, or that his wife had accepted the invite behind his back, everyone seemed happy, and still pleasantly surprised, when he and his family walked in.
Sitting down with a non-alcoholic beverage in her hand, she watched as everyone shook hands with the powerful Nolan Grayson and his loving family. Zasha's mom, Olga, walked over to say hello and immediately dragged the three to where Zasha and Josef were. The two male superheroes first exchanged pleasantries, followed by Olga forcing her daughter to get up so she can properly be introduced to the teenage boy standing across from her.
"Zasha, hi," Debbie said with a wide smile as she gave you a warm hug. "This is my son, Mark. I don't think you two have properly met yet."
He extended his arm, "Oh, hi, uh, I'm Mark," he replied with a sheepish smile.
"Hi, I'm Z," she said as Olga gave her a soft push to move her forward. The young girl's eyes threw daggers at her mom before politely shaking his hand, "Nice to meet you."
"Are you all hungry? They've got a lot of food," Olga told the Graysons, leading them and Josef, who squinted his eyes at Zasha and Mark, over to the buffet table.
Zasha and Mark looked at each other awkwardly and exchanged nervous smiles. He began to rock back and forth on his feet, shoving his hands into his pockets as he attempted to think of what to say.
"So uh, how's... superhero training?" he asked.
"Uh, good," Zasha answered, nodding her head. "We managed to take down Titan yesterday so that was pretty cool."
"Oh yeah? That's great," Mark exclaimed. "How about, um..." he scratched the back of his head, "Is the, i-is the drink... good?"
She looked down at her cup and clicked her tongue, "You know for a party that's sponsored by the government, you'd think they'd have better catering."
He chuckled, "If I knew this was going to be a boring party with adults and toddlers and no good food, I would have at least brought a snack and some comic books."
Zasha sat back down and looked up at him with a smile, "Well you better take a seat, buddy, because the next few hours are going to make you wish you were being hurled at buildings instead."
She gently patted the seat next to her and Mark accepted the offer. "Do you go to these things a lot?" he asked.
"Unfortunately, yes," Zasha replied. "You are so damn lucky your dad never wants to come to a Guardians event."
Mark laughed, "You know what, I used to be really jealous of all the families who got together during these events but right now, I'd do anything to just go home." He looked around and sighed, "I don't even know most of these people."
"Me too, and I've seen their faces at least thrice a year ever since I could remember," she agreed. "Actually, I think this is the first solid conversation I've had with someone at these things."
"Really?" he asked in shock.
"Really," she answered, taking a sip of the bland orange juice that now mostly tastes like water. "Most of the guys who are my age that have attended aren't really cute, nor are they interesting, so meh."
Mark's head snapped up at that remark and he felt the warmth rush up to his cheeks. "The other guys aren’t... cute and not... interesting?"
"Hell no," Zasha laughed. "Have you ever tried connecting with a person who has no special abilities but know you're a superhero? It feels like talking to a wall."
He crossed his brows, "What do you mean?"
She sighed and leaned forward, "They usually ask me what being a superhero is like, but when I tell them that I managed to take down a man with rock for skin, it's like I'm a freak."
"You're not a freak, Zasha," he replied. "And any guy who feels that way about a girl who's trying to save others sounds like a shitty person."
"And they're not even cute!" she added.
"And they're not even cute," he repeated after her with a laugh.
Zasha sighed again and sat back up. She looked over at him and briefly examined his face, "Well it's a good thing you are."
Josef turned around and watched as the 17-year-old boy chatted up his daughter, as well as literally take his seat at the table.
He held on to Olga's arm and leaned in, "I don't like what I'm seeing over there."
Olga turned to look then laughed at her overbearing husband. "They're just talking, Josef," she said. "It's not Zasha's fault she can enjoy a pleasant conversation and you can't."
"Mm..." Josef groaned, "I don't like it."
"Don't like what?" Debbie asked from behind.
Olga walked over to her and excitingly yet subtly pointed at Zasha and Mark, who were now facing each other now laughing. "Josef's worried that Zasha won't have time to be his daughter anymore if she ever started dating boys," she explained to Debbie. "You know he scares off every single boy Zasha introduces to us? I'm worried she'll never have a boyfriend!"
"She doesn't need a boyfriend, Olga," Josef chimed in grumpily, crossing his arms as he watched the two like a hawk. "No one will be good enough for Zasha anyway. She can literally outrun all the boys she dates."
"So are you saying that my Mark isn't good enough for Zasha?" Debbie asked with half a smile, momentarily shutting Josef up before he nervously tried to form a sentence. "I'm just teasing, Josef," she followed, winking at him and almost warning him not to underestimate her son.
Olga chuckled, "It's good for them to bond. They're both teenagers and superheroes, if they ever date at least they won't have to worry about keeping secrets."
"Whoa, wait," Josef exclaimed. "They just met, who said anything about dating?"
His wife rolled her eyes at his remark. "We should, what's the term... hook them up," Olga said. "Debbie, ask Mark what's going on and I'll ask Zasha."
Debbie agreed to the plan and walked over to Mark and Zasha while Josef huffed in annoyance but stayed in his position; there was no way in hell he was going to keep his eyes off of them.
Debbie offered Mark some food from her plate but he kindly declined. "Good choice," she said. "For a party paid for by the government, you'd think they'd have better food."
Mark laughed and nodded in agreement, "That's what Z said!"
"Oh really?" Debbie replied with a playful smirk.
Mark and Zasha looked at each other as if they were sharing an inside joke before Olga called her daughter over.
"Sorry, mama is calling me," she told the Graysons as she excused herself.
"So..." Debbie trailed off, raising her eyebrow at her son whose cheeks were rosy red.
"Mom, please don't make it weird," Mark begged.
"You and Zasha seem to be hitting it off."
"I begged you not to make it weird," he groaned, covering his face.
"I was just asking!" Debbie said with a giggle. "Why are you being so offensive?"
"I'm not, mom, I'm just... ugh," he groaned again. "Please don't say anything to Josef and Olga. Don't make it weird."
"I won't, I won't," Debbie reassured him. "Are you gonna ask her out though?"
"Mom!"
"Okay, okay, I'm leaving," she said with a hearty laugh, nodding at Zasha who was walking back to her seat.
"Sorry about that, my mom was being strange," Zasha said. "Everything okay?" she asked Mark, who now looked like he'd been slapped over and over again.
"Yeah, yeah! Great! Everything's great!"
She smiled at him but Mark leaned over and kept his head down. Another moment of awkward silence fell upon the two; Zasha looked around while tapping her toes and Mark's sight was glued to the floor. From the corner of his eye, he could see his mom and Olga delicately signalling at him to make his move. He covered the sides of his face and continuously mouthed "No," but the two were unrelenting. He took a deep breath and finally sat back up, and looked over at Zasha who was still pretending to casually look around.
"Hey, uh, Z?"
She quickly looked over at him with wide eyes, "Yes?"
Mark looked behind her head and watched as Olga and Debbie were giggling and whispering to each other, like a bunch of high school girls who just saw their best friend talking to their crush.
"Uh, I'm hungry."
The smile on Zasha's face was quickly replaced with a look of confusion. "Okay... and?"
"Oh! Um," he cleared his throat, "do you... like burgers?"
Zasha giggled and nodded, "I do like burgers."
Controlling his urge to fist pump, Mark cheekily bit his lower lip and moved a little closer, "You wanna head out and grab a bite?"
"Uh..." she turned around and watched as Olga and Debbie quickly nodded their heads, her mom giving her a sign of approval to leave the party. "Sure, I'm starving."
Josef looked on as the two of them stood up and began to make their way to the exit. Sighing in defeat and sadness, he called them over to the place where he's been stationed at since the Graysons arrived.
"Papa, we're just gonna get something to eat," she informed him nervously, knowing his scare tactics when it came to the guys she introduced him to.
Josef's eyes softened as the sight of his little girl, who he knew and finally accepted was growing up. She was making her way into the world and as much as he wanted to always protect her, he knew that she was just as smart and as capable to start doing it herself.
He took his daughter's hand and held it tight, "Okay, call me if you need a ride home."
"I will," Zasha said, giving him a kiss on the cheek. "Love you, papa."
"I love you too," he replied with a smile that was immediately erased when he focused his attention to Mark. "Bring her home by 11:30, and no sneaking into her room by the window," he ordered the teenage boy sternly.
Caught by surprise by the sudden formality, Mark straightened his back and nodded. "Uh yes, y-yes sir, Red Rush, sir."
"Papa!" she exclaimed. "No more scare tactics."
"I'm sorry," he chuckled, "that was the last one, I promise."
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kreidewaltz · 3 years
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YEAR END LOVE.
happy holidays and advance happy new year everyone!! this was supposed to be for christmas but.. yeah hope u had a great time w your loved ones <33 this is for my friends who helped me get thru shitty times, who made me laugh so hard, and made me feel appreciated :) to my mutuals, thank u for taking ur time to talk to me!! any interactions from u guys makes me so so happy <3 im proud of you for getting through this year!! this is gonna b a long one .. hehe <3 sorry if i didn't mention u!! i still love u :( this is in no particular order dw dw ily all d same
to my followers, mutuals, and people who likes my stuff in general ツ
AAAAAAA guys ily you rock !! thank u for supporting me and just being there for me (esp for the ones who listened and stayed w my shit !!) ty for liking, reblogging about my stuff, or just interacting w me!! pls pls talk to me let's have some good convo hehe i hope no one will send me or any blog hate bc that isn't cool >:( happiness and love only are allowed people!!!
@sunakissses ツ
my bestie, my bae, babe <3 you rock val if im honest :( even tho we haven't been friends for a long time, we just clicked !! and yeah talking to u is just makes me at ease n u have that comfy vibes :)) and our interactions r so funny and wholesome <33 i just love when im talking to ya you know :(( and idk i love ur supportive aura whenever i do something hehe :( lets keep going next year and be more closer >:) and yes u and suna r going to be the cat's first ever aunt and uncle <3
@romaune ツ
okay .. the literal meaning of sunshine, yes you gracie baby :( you're so wholesome i wanna cry thats me 2 u !! i love your aura and just everything, i get so excited when u reply to my asks fr, because ure so enthusiastic n i like that a lot !!! :( ik we don't talk a lot yet but from our interactions (or just us screamin abt our mans winks) i know i gained a friend, a good n funny friend for that:) and ure so like hinata i wanna squish and hug and talk to!! i love how we scream abt our ongoing suna brainrots HAHA can't forget that <33
@cryoqi ツ
people put ur hands up 4 the coolest person ive met !!!! >:( istg you're so kind and so funny even if thats not ur intention T_T at first i was intimidated by u but then yeah <33 we vibe :( only the real ones know abt us and me bein your bread anon <33 ure rlly great and can't forget d time us and dove sang thru texts ...? yes that i cried while laughing HAHA, and yes i love the way u write 2!! so you and just amazing overall :)) n yeah i like to talk to u a lot in the server !!! ure so funny & relatable at times hihi
@miyasangel ツ
arden bae !!! you're so ... cool and pretty and one of the people i want 2 talk to in here <3 you're like cool and the way you write is chefs kiss >:( and i love it whenever we talk abt random things AHSHS and when we talk abt atsumu <33 i love love that !! n yeah good thing i interacted w u b4 on ur old blog and get to talk to you more !!! i was so shy n nervous while sending you asks sometimes LMAO idk why :(( ure rlly a great friend <3 n i think u also became a factor on why im liking inarizaki :D
@cafemiya ツ
omg hail to issy !! i know we don't talk that much yet but i literally like u a lot >:( you're rlly great w your long fics !! n handmade heaven lead me to you and ur asks <3 and you're so chaotic too HAHA i like that :) dw ill always shower u w compliments bc u so deserve it bby !!! and i squeal sometimes when u reply to my asks w the same energy :(( n yes i just love you and your vibe in general <3 and im so excited 4 the collab !!! <3 thanks for reaching me out hehe or my slowburn fic journey wont happen :( anw ily and keep slayin issy baby!!!! :D
@kuro0luvr ツ
omg kieran .. the big phat supporter of chlojime is here people !!! <3 i just love loooove talking to you esp in the server & we scream abt anything n everything :( and thank u for always giving me support and everyone else when we're down!! you're one of my sunshines 2 :( i love how we just talk and instantly b close friends you know!! even tho we dont chat like in dms we r so close hehe :( and yes ill never forget how happy u got when i complimented that u have akaashi vibes <3 ty for being a good friend n supporter to me :(((
@oikawasbliss ツ
milo everyday !!! >:) i missed our interactions tbh :( you're just so chill n i vibe w u a lot!! your themes omg i want em its so aesthetic and everything <3 and uhm i love ur love for oikawa >< i mean who wouldn't but whenever i see smth kawa related i think of u immediately T_T and yes ure just so so cool :(( lets talk more soon gah and maybe talk abt aot hehe smirks <3 and yes i just like ur themes and vibe a lot <3 lets talk more soon gah >:)
@himichii ツ
I KNOW we didn't talk really like until few weeks ago but ... you're so funny and kind n lowkey sweet HAHA u were so intimidating before i can't talk 2 u <//3 but im glad i did !! not me writin this and listening to the playlist u made for me :( omg thank u for that and the other that u posted, i felt nostalgic and (good) sad on d inside <3 HAHS lets talk more omfg idk what 2 say :( OH oh ure a greatt writer :( the angst u sent yesterday made me sad gah <3 let's talk more in the new years!!! :(
@hajimine ツ
oml lexy bae where do i start??? omg ily like <3 because you're so nice n sweet n so funny 2!! glad i started participating in your ask games and on that we became friends hehe :( i love how we just talk abt anything on your asks <33 like ur life keeps me entertained HAHA and when u became more chaotic n all that .. i liked it!!! :( and oh u write so well if u didnt know >:( can't wait 4 more interactions w you bae !! <3 and ugh omg ily <3 literally cannot express how much :( you have good vibes n i wanna have that too !! and love how we just scream over one man ;D
@lcaita ツ
omg kai ... hi <3 HAHS sorry if im so awkward wtf but ure so cool and so funny !!! i like ur vibes always even tho ure not always around <3 and when youre around i just get happy !!! >< for some reason i love ur name hehe and uhm i love ur aesthetics hehe on ur acc !!! >:) and yes thank u for being a kind friend hehe :( lets talk more next yr abt anything!!! maybe abt ur mans (kaashi, semi, others) hehe ;)
@kemochie ツ
nea !!! i just . wanna say that you're a sweet human being :( and deserve the world :( ik we didnt interact much yet but !!! i love u already n your aura in general <3 and i just get soft on ur username for some reason T_T i love our little interactions from time 2 time n i wanna boost that more on the new years!! <3 idk i like u :( that's it thats my say :(
@nightmareupondaydream ツ
kana baby !!! im so grateful for u whenever u send me sweet words at random times ... and when i need it <3 and i missed our chats in dms :( lets do it again sometime !! im gonna be here for u okay :( and you're so sweet fr i love u,, and yeah just talkin about how shitty life is or how my writing goes, let's do that on the new years oki!! <3333
@ravscrii ツ
thank u for being there like really >< ik u have own probs to solve but you still helped me :( ty for being a great listener and supporter hehe <3 u deserve great things !!! and pls dw okay we're good even tho we arent talking that much :( i miss that hehe n ure a kind and funny person ASHS esp in the server ur replies n everything make me laugh :( lets talk more soon like the old times AAAAAA i miss it hehe <3 and goodluck on genshin HAHA pls entertain me w it even tho i don't play </3
@rintaroll ツ
olivia babe <3 omg i missed u sorry 4 not checking on u :( forgive me <//3 just wnna say u totally made my 2020 better n a little more bearable <3 i like ur vibes sm and ur name .. olivia wow i like it :( and oh you're so aesthetic like ur blog in general ??? hello pls step on me :( and u also influenced me (for some reason) to like tsumu more ?! which i dont mind at all .. i like it when we scream over tsumu or i tease u n him getting horknee :D yeah and god i can't forget the time we fangirled over gojo on ur asks ... and u sent me gojo gifs which made me scream <3 one of my unforgettable moments w ya!!
to my hajime anon + mod ツ
thank u for always being here :( and you just chatting w me makes me so happy <3 i hope you'll see this hehe and just thank u and ily yknow :( when im down or happy, or shitty you're just there, supporting me always <3 im so grateful for that!! and hajime anon mod ily :( thank u for taking ur time to chat w me and make me so happy hehe <3 take ur time okay :)
to my baby, stella ツ
AAAAAAA idk if you'll see this but shoot me an ask if u saw :( uhm i love ur vibes and you're so cool !! promise <3 and your theme changes r always so beautiful <3 pls pls i love you so much agh im so worried when u deactivated :( pls dont overwork okay whenever ure working :( i love talkin to u always in ur asks !!! ure so sweet and lovely grr >:( u deserve all d good things okay ily stel :((
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mimik-u · 3 years
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“Bluebird” Thoughts:
Awhwhwh, I love the little detail of Lapis working on a sculpture... it’s just very sweet.
“I’m an actor.” KAOSKSSMS. Little Larimar is so good. I love her sm.
AQUAMARINE AND EYEBALL?! I MEAN, I KNEW THEY FUSED, BUT HOLY SHIT???? I think this is my first time seeing their fusion in canon. (Mostly, I think I’ve seen fanart!!)
Her voice is incredible.
Steven dipping grass in peanut butter and eating it is second only to him canonically eating raw flour at some point.
Awhwh, Greg brushing his hair.
I get why Steven is anxious about Bluebird. He has valid reasons considering the last times he saw either Aquamarine or Eyeball—the latter especially. (This episode’s vibe kinda feels like “Room for Ruby”!)
“Steven, you've literally invited all problematic Gems from across the universe to come here and learn a better way of living.” OWOWODDODJDKDJJS.
You know, now that I think about it, this episode might be the inverse of “Room for Ruby” insomuch as Steven has now taken Lapis’s role. Lapis’s skepticism of Navy (it was Navy, right, lmao) was colored through the lens of her trauma, and so, too, is Steven’s now. Lapis was vindicated in the end, but I wonder if Steven’ll get a similar conclusion?
“Steven, those are my drawings!” AWHWH.
Aw, they’ve replaced Rose’s portrait with a family portrait. That’s got me feeling some type of way!!!
Man, Steven wanted to talk to his dad, but Bluebird was already there. ;-; It’s always so rare for Steven to seek people out to talk through his feelings, that when he’s denied the chance, the lost potential stings.
“Are those screams of fun?” / “NO!” IWOWDJSISKSOSISK.
Oh, thank the stars, Steven is going to get vindicated in this one. WODKDNSKSK. The secondhand embarrassment was too real.
UGH, Aquamarine and Ruby are awful, but they’re also so good. That shot of them posing after unfusing is stellar.
THE FACT THAT THEY THOUGHT NO ONE KNEW WHO THEY WERE AS BLUEBIRD EIDJSJSJ.
What if I was a red gem ❤️ and u were a blue gem 💙 and we both wanted to watch the world 🌏 burn 🔥 to the ground?
OMG, GREG. THE KNIFE. HIS HAIR?!!/$$:$/&/8:8&:/&
And then he crawls over to his hair and hugs it tearfully. I’m half-laughinf, half-crying.
“Father, go inside.” HELP????????????? FATHER????????????
This shit’s about to get serious when Steven Universe is calling his dad father.
Okay, never mind. The girls r fighting.
“You guys fused just because you hate me, didn’t you?” / “Yes!” ISJDDJJS.
Bluebird literally being made out of spite is so fuckin’ funny sieosksjsjsjjs.
“Steven, why is Greg crying in the bathroom?” HELPPEDKOWSODOSKODDOFOOFCIKDSK.
ALEXANDRIIIIIIIITE. SHE LOOKS SO GOOD W/ THE NEW OUTFITS.
Garnet lifting Pearl and Amethyst fireman style is a good visual. Thank u, Crewniverse.
“Everyone can change, but not everyone wants to...” Wise words, Greg. ;-;
Hhhhh, this show really knows how to do final shots. Greg putting his hair in the water as the sun rises... Steven placing a hand on his dad’s shoulder? That’s the good stuff right there.
Final Thoughts: I liked this episode, but hm, I have to admit, it’s probably the first Future episode that I didn’t love, mostly because I was a bit put off by the Crystal Gems in this episode. Their willingness to open their arms to Bluebird was great, but I wish there had been a bit more nuance in it in terms of Aquamarine and Eyeball’s relationship to Steven. But Greg was phenomenal in this episode, letting Steven know it was okay not to be okay with Bluebird and also modeling what it means to accept change that you’re not necessarily ready for (and in doing so, providing a foil to Bluebird who is literally built on a desire to never change). Greg loses his hair, and he grieves it, but as that final shot of the episode tells us, he’ll turn out okay in the end.
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ewankoseyo · 5 years
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perfectly you || mark imagine
A/N: Finally finished (with extra cheese!) after having sat in my drafts for weeks! This is probably best to read on desktop rather than on mobile since mobile editing is being wonky. Decided to try something new with the OC. Also realized I could kill three birds with one stone by fulfilling three requests in this imagine. Enjoy!
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“your mark imagine about the car ride made me tear up, your writing is so good ! i was wondering if you could write another fluffy mark drabble about a girl who is super focused on school and doesn’t rlly have any friends, but suddenly mark comes around and insists on being her friend, but she doesn’t want any friends. so she’s totally in denial when it’s obvious he likes her and she likes him. dk if that made much sense but hopefully it did to you! thank u sm in advance <3”
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“Kang Jisoo? Are you related to—”
“Yes, she’s my sister.” Jisoo took her uniform from the teacher with a short bow and not another word.
She was used to it, expected it every time she entered a new space.
“Oh Kang Jisoo, you just got your uniform? Great, you can sit right over here by the window!” The giddy teacher chirped. Jisoo slowly made her way to the only empty seat, ignoring the stares from her new classmates as she passed. “What a coincidence! You know, Jiwoo also sat there when she was in my class two years ago!”
Jisoo gave a feeble laugh. “Yes, well...”
“I’m sure you’ll be a delight to have in class just like she was!” The teacher said before addressing the rest of the class. “Well, now that we’re all here, let’s get started. Welcome to high school orientation everyone! You will all be my homeroom students for the year...”
For Jisoo, it was just another day stuck in the the shadows.
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“Hello, are you even listening?”
Mark glanced at the boy sitting in front of him before letting out a bored sigh. “Yes Jackson, you did look so cool at your match yesterday.”
“Ugh you weren’t even listening!” Jackson groaned, putting his head down on the table in defeat. “I've been asking if you could volunteer for the fencing team’s carwash fundraiser this weekend since one of our members can’t make it.”
“Yeah sure, whatever,” Mark replied dismissively, returning his gaze past Jackson. For Mark, it was just another day at lunch with some of his closest friends. Jackson would blab about some random topic of the day while the others would passively listen as they ate, occasionally taking jabs at the talkative boy.
Jinyoung, sitting next to Mark, had noticed between bites of his lunch that Mark had been checked out of their group’s usual silly conversation. He turned to see where the boy was staring and let out a snicker. “Why are you staring at Kang Jisoo?”
Jackson, being the King of Subtlety, quickly whipped his head around to the object of Mark’s attention. Jisoo was sitting alone at her usual spot a few tables down, completely engrossed in the book she was reading for a class. She would take a sip out of her milk carton every so often, but never put her book down, completely unaware of the stares she was getting. Jisoo was often seen eating by herself during lunch, so Jackson thought it was odd how Mark was paying her mind that day. “Oh? Does someone have a thing for Ms. Kang?”
“Jisoo? That’s her name?”
“You don’t know her?” Jaebum, usually half-present during these lunchtime conversations, looked at Mark incredulously. “It’s the last year of high school!”
“Exactly! I know I only transferred here in the second year, but don’t you think it’s weird how I’ve never seen her before? Or wouldn’t think of talking to her? It’s our last year yet...JB, do you know who that is?” Mark quizzed his friend, pointing to a boy tossing his trash.
“Uh...I actually don’t know...I think I have him in bio?”
“And Jackson! That girl over there!” Mark pointed to another girl walking into the cafeteria. “What’s her name?”
“Kiso? Miso?” Jackson scratched his head in confusion.
Jinyoung raised an eyebrow at Mark. “Is this your way of telling us you’re tired of us?”
“Of course not,” Mark assured. “All I’m saying is that even though our school is so small, we don’t even know our own classmates. We’ve been stuck in a bubble, not that there’s anything wrong with our group, but it’s our last year of high school. I think we should try getting to know our own class, don’t you think? JB, Mr. Class President, you of all people should agree.”
“You do have a point,” Jaebum agreed pensively. “So what? Are you going to try and be best friends with Jisoo now?”
Jinyoung sneered. “Yeah, good luck with trying to even talk to her.”
Mark looked at the three boys curiously. “What do you mean?”
“That girl will not give you the time of day unless you are a textbook,” Jackson joked, going back to picking at his food. “She’s all about school and grades so she doesn’t have a lot of friends. Or any friends, really.”
“See, all the more reason to try,” Mark contended.
“I’m surprised you don’t at least know of her,” Jinyoung said thoughtfully, hand under his chin. “Don’t you know her sister?”
“Who’s her sister?” The simple question was met with audible gasps.
“Wait, you really don’t know?!” Jackson looked around, making sure Jisoo—though far away and still not paying attention to anything around her—wasn’t listening. “Her sister is—”
“Hey Jackson!” A boy had sidled up to their table, notebook in hand. “Here are those notes you asked for earlier.”
“Oh thanks man!” Jackson took the notes and brought the boy in for a pound hug. “See you in math!”
“You’re hilarious! I’ll see you in English!” The boy chuckled before heading off. The three friends looked at Jackson with amused expressions.
“You have no idea who that is, do you?” Mark asked dryly.
Jackson simply shrugged. “I could have sworn the only class I needed notes on was math.”
——
The next day, Mark made it a point to hunt down Jisoo. He didn’t know why he was particularly drawn to attempt befriending her, perhaps it was the challenge? Mark wanted to prove his friends wrong. Was it so bad to want to try making new friends? Maybe she just didn’t have a lot of friends because people were jerks. And Mark wasn’t a jerk, he got along with people really well, even if he was the more soft-spoken one in his friend group. But there was a first time for everything. Mark could break out of his shell and make a new friend.
But if he didn’t know anything about her before, how was he supposed to find her now?
Luckily he had made it a point to actually look up when he was walking into his classes today rather than scroll on his phone as he strolled in, because he finally spotted her sitting in the back of the classroom—nose shoved in another book—during his third period.
“Hi, is this seat taken?”
Jisoo glanced at the seat next to her. “No, go ahead,” she replied, removing her backpack from the chair so Mark could slide in next to her. Before she could return to reading, Mark spoke up again.
“Thanks. I’m Mark, by the way.” He stuck a hand out to Jisoo.  
She only smiled at his hand, returning her attention back to her book. “Mark, I know who you are.”
He shyly retreated his hand to his lap. “You do?”
“Yeah, I’ve only been sitting a few rows behind you the whole year.” She smirked, eyes still glued to the pages before her.
“Oh, but—”
“Just because you don’t know me doesn’t mean I don’t know you,” Jisoo interrupted, glancing at the boy in amusement.
“Oh.” Mark didn’t expect their first interaction to turn out this way. He imagined Jisoo to be more...shy and soft-spoken. Lost when it came to people. Kind of like him, but more so. He didn’t expect her to bite. Dumbfounded but determined, Mark pressed on. “I know you like reading. What are you reading now?”
“What are you trying right now, Mark Tuan?” Jisoo put her book down and gave Mark a bemused expression. “You’ve never spoken to me a day in your whole life, despite us being in the same Honors English class for the last three years, and now you’re coming up to me asking what I’m reading?”
Mark looked up at Jisoo ashamedly, suddenly feeling small under her gaze. “It’s never too late to make new friends, is it?”
Her gaze softened a bit. “It’s a book of poems in English. Mrs. Baek let me borrow it to practice reading English prose.”
“Oh, cool.” Mark nodded, wanting to relate. “So do you like writing? Are you planning to go into it after you graduate?”
Jisoo shook her head and gave Mark a wry smile. “You don’t need to try so hard Mark, I don’t need your pity.”
Mark was silent for a moment. “I wasn’t taking pity on you. I was just thinking about how weird it was that we’ve been in the same classes but I didn’t know you, though I should, and that’s why I wanted to talk to you.” He averted his attention to the front of the classroom. “I’m sorry for bothering you.”
Jisoo continued reading until the silence became too unbearable for her to handle. 
“Do you really not know who I am?”
Mark shook his head. “Should I? You know, I didn’t imagine you as the type to have an ego.”
She grinned to herself at the boy’s cluelessness. How refreshing. “I do like writing, but I may go more into journalism later. What about you? What are you thinking of doing, Mark?”
Mark returned the smile, giving Jisoo his full attention. “Well I’m glad you asked...”
——
The usually empty desk next to Jisoo in her English class had become Mark’s self-assigned seat. Every day at the beginning of class, he would cheerfully slide into his seat as she was hovered over some assignment due the following week. 
“Good morning Jisoo!”
“Good morning Mark,” Jisoo would greet back quietly with a small nod before returning to her work. 
Despite having sat next to her for weeks, Mark felt he had barely learned anything about Jisoo. Jisoo had a tendency—and was really good at doing it without him noticing—to deflect questions back onto Mark whenever he’d ask questions about herself. When he asked her what she liked to do for fun outside of school, she had said she didn’t have much free time because of all the work she had to do for her other classes.
“But what about you Mark?” Jisoo asked before Mark could press on. “You’re on the volleyball team, aren’t you? What’s that like? When did you start playing?”
Seeing as only fifty minutes of class every day was not enough for Mark to get closer to Jisoo, and Jisoo would quickly leave to her next class as soon as that one was over, Mark knew he had to try even harder. 
Which brought him to lunch today. 
“So are they like...together now? Or something?” Jackson, Jinyoung, and Jaebum were baffled as they watched the unusual pair sitting together tables away from theirs. “Mark always sits with us during lunch.”
“Of course not, Mark would have told us if he was seeing someone,” Jinyoung assured Jackson, though he was half-convincing himself. His friend wasn’t one to step out and talk to others, but here Mark was, speaking animatedly to Jisoo. “I guess he was serious about trying to make new friends.”
“Still, this is the first time I’ve ever seen him talk to her,” Jaebum stated confusedly. “With Jisoo, Mark looks almost...outgoing.”
“See Mark, your friends think this is weird too.”
“What do you mean?” Jisoo nudged her head in the the direction of the three boys burning holes into the back of Mark’s head. They immediately busied themselves as Mark turned around, attempting to seem like they weren’t staring. Mark chuckled as he turned back to Jisoo. “So what? They think everything I do is weird. They can’t talk though, they’re really weird too.”
“No wonder you guys are friends,” Jisoo stated pointedly, stabbing at her salad. “So why aren’t you sitting with them right now?”
“Why? I can’t sit with my other friends?”
Jisoo looked at Mark skeptically. “You think we’re friends friends? You sit next to me in English and we talk before class starts.” 
“Hey, I told you about the time I split my pants in elementary school in front of my crush, and not even the guys know that,” Mark explains, darting his eyes at the aforementioned boys. “We are friends.” 
Jisoo studied Mark’s face for any sign of insincerity before relenting. “Okay Mark Tuan, I’ll bite. So what brings you here to sit with me today of all days?” 
Mark simply shrugged, finally allowing himself to start eating. “Well I realized that you know a lot about me, but I wanted to know more about you.”
“What do you want to know?” Jisoo closed her notebook, giving Mark her undivided attention. It didn’t seem like Mark was going to budge, so she knew there was no point in trying to get some studying done for tomorrow’s quiz. Jisoo was also just genuinely curious as to what Mark was getting at. 
“Oh! Uh...” His eyes darted around as if searching the cafeteria for the right question. Mark hadn’t expected her to open up that easily. “What is your favorite...color?”
“Mustard yellow.”
“Why?”
And that’s how it started. Jisoo went into a story of she had an affinity for fall colors and was compelled to buy everything she saw in those shades. Jisoo and Mark amicably went back and forth sharing stories of the random things about them, Mark feeling touched by the sentiment that these were now things only he knew. Jisoo was obviously very closed-off so Mark felt a sense of accomplishment with how much she was sharing with him, trusting with him, in such a short amount of time. Judging by how rarely he saw Jisoo talking to others, he thought that people also knew very little about her. Though he did vaguely remember the guys saying something about knowing her—
“So what does your family look like?” Mark asked after finishing a story about how his sisters used to dress him up when he was younger. “I think Jackson or Jinyoung mentioned something before about you having a sister too?”
The small smile that had inched its way onto Jisoo’s face instantly dropped and she looked almost panicked. She abruptly got up from her seat and started to gather her things. “I should probably start getting to my next class, it’s a bit of a walk.” 
Mark frowned at her sudden disposition. “Sorry, did I—”
She gave a small bow before leaving him. “See you tomorrow!”
He sat there watching Jisoo’s retreating form, completely dumbfounded by what just happened. Mark turned around, meeting the now-shameless stares of his friends who had watched the whole interaction happen. The three of them just shrugged at Mark, at a greater loss than he was. 
——
Jisoo found herself inexplicably looking forward to her daily interactions with Mark. 
After she brushed him off that day in the cafeteria, she was really worried about how she was going to talk to him ever again—Jisoo was even more shocked that she wanted to talk to him—but it turned out that she had nothing to worry about. The following day, Mark had sat next to her during class like usual and talked to her normally, asking if she had understood the assigned reading. He never mentioned anything about family ever again, conversing happily with her as if the end of their lunch together had never happened.
That’s when Jisoo realized she considered Mark a friend. 
And it was normal for friends to look forward to seeing their friends every day, right?
“Good morning,” she greeted teasingly as Mark lazily slid into his seat. “You look awful. Did you stay up late playing video games for the fourth night straight this week?” 
“Very funny. It’s the only way I can play with friends in other timezones.” He laid his cheek on the desk and side-eyed her. “But I’m glad you’re enjoying this.” 
“Oh no, it pains me to see you looking tired. It means you won’t be listening to me nagging you to put as much effort into your homework as you do video games.” Mark rolled his eyes before rolling his head on the desk so that he was facedown. Jisoo let out a hearty laugh as she finally took notice of his outfit. “Mark, were you too tired to even turn the lights on this morning? You look like you dressed yourself in the dark!”
“Wait, what do you mean?” He shot up in his seat and looked down at his clothes.
“Your shirt’s inside-out! How’d you even button up your shirt this morning?!” 
Mark quickly put on his cardigan, slightly hiding his little mishap. “Oh my god, I’ve been walking around like this all morning, and no one told me anything!” Jisoo, amid her fit of giggles at her friend’s troubles, wiped away the stray tears that had formed in her eyes. Her laughter subsided when she noticed Mark silently staring at her, an impish smile quirked on his lips. 
“What?” 
“You look prettier when you laugh. You should do more of that.”
Jisoo’s face quickly flushed. “Prettier? What do you mean by ‘pretty’?”
“What do you mean what do I mean? You’re pretty!” Mark shook his head and chuckled. “Oh wait I remember, the Kang Jisoo has a bit of an ego. Fine, when you laugh, you’re so beautiful,” Mark corrected himself with another laugh. “Happy now?”
Mark broke into more fits of laughter as he noticed Jisoo’s face turning shades darker by the second. She slouched in her seat and covered her face with her hands. “Mark, why would you just say that so easily? What am I supposed to do about it?!” To Jisoo, Mark had said it as if he were talking about the weather. 
“I don’t know, I think it’s Jackson’s sappiness rubbing off on me. We’ve been hanging out too much lately,” Mark joked, turning to the front of the classroom as Mrs. Baek walked in, signaling the start of the period. For the first time ever, Jisoo couldn’t focus on the lesson, Mrs. Baek’s words going in one ear and out the other. 
It was also normal for friends to call their friends beautiful, right?
——
Jisoo told herself she only let Mark walk with her home because her house was already on the way to his and the days were getting shorter. It’s better for a girl to walk home with someone, especially a guy, when it was starting to get dark, of course. 
And Mark most certainly forced his jacket onto her when a gust of wind had whipped past them that afternoon. She hadn’t asked to use it and she definitely did not exaggerate how cold she was by wrapping her arms around herself so that Mark would notice. Jisoo really was cold and Mark, being the nice friend that he was, had forced his jacket over her. 
“See if I weren’t walking with you, you’d be freezing!”
Jisoo rolled her eyes as she returned the jacket to Mark. “We were a block away from my house, I think I would have been fine.” 
 “Yeah, yeah whatever you say,” Mark replied with a sneer, waving you off. “See you tomorrow?”
“Yeah, if you don’t oversleep and actually make it tomorrow,” Jisoo joked, earning a playful shove from Mark. “Bye—”
“Jisoo, you’re home!” 
A middle-aged woman donning an apron and with fresh dusts of what seemed to be flour on her face had emerged from Jisoo’s front door.
“Oh Mom, yes, I just got back.” 
The older woman walked up to Jisoo, lacing Jisoo’s fingers with hers and beaming brightly. “I just got the best news today! We’ve got a special surprise arriving tonight!”
Jisoo smiled as she dashed her finger across her mom’s cheek and flicked the powder off. “Is that why you’re going crazy in the kitchen?”
Her mom nodded. “It’s not every day we get this surprise, so we’re having a feast tonight.” She looked behind Jisoo to see Mark still standing there in the walkway, watching the interaction. He waved when Jisoo’s mom looked his way. “Oh! Is this a friend from school?”
Jisoo gave a nervous laugh. “Yes, well...” She nudged her head and gave Mark a slightly-panicked look, motioning for him to come over. “This is Mark Tuan from my Honors English class. He lives a few blocks that way so we walk home together sometimes.”
Mark stuck his hand out to the older woman. “It’s nice to meet you, Mrs. Kang.”
She gladly took it, shaking his hand profusely. “Very nice to meet you, Mark! You must join us for dinner, I made a lot of food and this is the first time I’ve met one of Jisoo’s high school friends. More of a reason to celebrate!”
“No Mom, Mark is really busy—” Ignoring Jisoo’s protests and before Mark could get a word in, her mom had dragged the two of them into the house. 
Jisoo’s house was simply decorated, the mustard yellow walls doing most of the eye-catching. It was warm and cozy as the smell of her mom’s cooking wafted in the air. One thing Mark noted to himself was that he couldn’t spot any family pictures anywhere. 
“I think I’ll be learning more about you today than I have in all the time I’ve known you,” Mark teased, giving Jisoo a nudge as her mom ushered them to the living room. 
“Whatever you do, don’t ask too many questions, answer all of my parents’ if they have any—but be vague when you answer—and just give me your food when my mom’s not looking if you can’t finish it,” Jisoo hissed quietly as she pulled Mark to sit on the couch. She turned back to her mom. “So what’s the surprise?”
The older woman shook her head, a mischievous glint in her eyes. “Well it wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you, now would it? Your father is picking it up right now.” She was about to return to the kitchen but quickly turned back to Jisoo. “I almost forgot! Dear, could you go over to Mrs. So next door? I asked her to fix my pants and was supposed to pick it up today before she went on her trip with Mr. So, but I still have so much to cook.”
“I can come with,” Mark volunteered. 
Jisoo gave him a hesitant look. “No...you better not. Mrs. So gets weird about strangers coming over. You can just relax, I’ll be right back.”
Mark went to join Jisoo’s mom in the kitchen. “Mrs. Kang, I can help you finish cooking or set the table while waiting.”
She clapped her hands gleefully. “Oh, I’d appreciate that Mark! You can help me make the cheesecake, it won’t take too long to make. Here’s an apron!” Mrs. Kang lowered her voice to Jisoo as Mark busied himself with the apron. “He’s handsome. Bring him around more often.” 
“Mom!” Jisoo gave her mom a frightened look, silently ordering her to stop, before turning to Mark. She stifled back a laugh as she noticed he was wearing her dad’s “kiss the cook” apron. “I’ll be back. Don’t make too much of a mess.” 
Jisoo was at Mrs. So’s longer than expected. As soon as she rung her doorbell and the older woman came to the door, Jisoo found herself answering a parade of questions. Mrs. So claimed to have not seen Jisoo in so long and wanted to catch up, even though Jisoo would sometimes join her mom and the other older women in the neighborhood for weekly tea. Mrs. So had occupied Jisoo with so many questions that she had almost forgot the reason why she was there. 
Taking a breath after finally leaving Mrs. So’s with her mom’s pants in hand, Jisoo headed back to her house, hoping her mom wasn’t similarly bombarding Mark with questions or embarrassing stories about her. She was also really looking forward to whatever surprise her parents had in store. Perhaps it had arrived when she was gone? Maybe they were finally getting a dog? With that exciting prospect in mind, Jisoo happily bounded to her doorstep and opened her front door, ready to be greeted with a—
“Surprise! I’m home!”
Frozen in her spot, Jisoo allowed herself to be engulfed in a bone-crushing hug by her older sister. 
“Unnie...you’re—”
Suddenly Mark emerged from the kitchen, looking as giddy as a kid at a candy store. “Jisoo! I didn’t realize your sister was the Kang Jiwoo! I see her on tv all the time! I should have put two and two together. Why didn’t you tell me?” 
“Yes, well...” Before she could even begin to formulate an answer, Mrs. Kang had enjoyed them in the foyer.
“Come and take a seat before the food gets cold!” She ordered, ushering the kids into the dining room. “Jiwoo dear, you must be starving! I made all your favorites!”
Jisoo felt like a lost scubadiver with only a couple of breaths left in her oxygen tank, a few seconds away from drowning.
She wanted to scream. She wanted to get away. But she could only sit there and watch silently as Jiwoo seemed to bewitch her friend at the dinner table like she did with everyone else she encountered. Jisoo couldn’t even enjoy her mom’s cooking. 
“This is top secret information, so keep this on the down low,” Jisoo advised jokingly as Mark pretended to zip his lips. “But we’re shooting the music video for our comeback single. One of the locations is a half hour away, and the other girls are just staying at a hotel, but I decided it was close enough for me to come home and spend the night.”
Mark had stars in his eyes as he conversed with Jiwoo. “Wow, a comeback? You must be super busy! You probably have a tour coming up too! I saw some footage from your concerts overseas before on the news, you guys got really big!” 
Jiwoo gave a shy laugh, looking down at her plate in modesty. “Yes, well...”
“Jisoo does that too!” Mark pointed out, turning to the silent girl next to him. “You probably get it from her, don’t you?” Jisoo could only shrug as she occupied herself by tossing the food around on her plate, not wanting to answer and confirm his speculation. 
“Oh, Jisoo gets a lot of things from me,” Jiwoo added with a lighthearted laugh. “When we were younger, she used to always follow me around and copied whatever I did. I remember I used to get so annoyed when she’d mimic what I’d say.”
“Really, she used to copy you?” Mark looked back and forth between the sisters. “But you two are nothing alike!”
Mark had no ill-intent behind them, but as those words left his mouth, Jisoo knew she was done for. He had finally seen Jisoo for what she really was—everything that Jiwoo was not. 
Out of breaths in her oxygen tank, she was drowning.
——
Mark was certain Jisoo was avoiding him. 
He thought nothing of it initially. She had been quiet during dinner at her house, but Jisoo was always quiet, so that was nothing out of the ordinary to him. The next day during their class together, she had arrived just as class was about to start. She had no choice but to take one of the seats up front, so Mark had no chance to talk to her in class. Perhaps she had been running from her last class? Mark knew Jisoo could be a bit of a grade grubber. He speculated that she was probably trying to negotiate her grade up from a 99 to a 100 with a teacher, and that’s why she ran a little late. 
But then it happened again the next day. And the day after that. And after that. And so on. He noticed she wouldn’t look his way during class. Then she’d quickly leave as soon as class let out. Jisoo was also nowhere to be seen during lunch. Nor was she at her locker after school, where Mark would meet with her so they could walk home together. 
Jisoo didn’t answer any of his texts or his calls. Had he not seen her every day during English, Mark would have been really worried that something happened to her.
But it had been a week after the dinner at her place and Mark was still worried because something did happen to her, otherwise she wouldn’t have been ignoring him for that long. He felt helpless, he didn’t know who to ask about her whereabouts. 
Jisoo had really opened up to him in the last few months, so why was she closing herself off again?
Mark finally caught her on her walk home. As soon as school finished that day, he had made it a point to race to her block so she would run into him. Jisoo was a good girl, she surely wouldn’t be skipping out on class just to go home early so she could avoid him. 
Jisoo found him leaning against a lamp post near her house. Waiting. She was about to make a run for it when Mark turned and saw her. 
“Jisoo, wait!” 
“Mark, jus-just leave me alone.” She tried to sound assertive, but sounded like she was trying to convince herself more than Mark instead. 
He walked up her, eyes boring into her skull, willing her to look at him. “Why have you been avoiding me?” She stayed silent, averting her eyes in any other direction but his. Mark knew she was trying to figure out a way to make a run for her house. Jisoo knew he was a fast runner and could easily catch her. “Did I do something wrong? Was it something I said at dinner to your parents? To your sister?” Taking her chances, Jisoo attempted to dash past Mark. With cat-like reflexes, he grabbed her arm, spinning her around and holding her in place so she was forced to look at him. “Whatever it was Jisoo, I want to apologize for it properly, but you need to talk to me.”
She had never been so close to him. She found looking Mark in the eye unbearable so she averted her gaze elsewhere. “Why do you care?”
“Why do I care?” Disbelief laced heavily in his voice. 
“Yeah, it’s fine, it’s not like my sister’s going to hate you for not checking on me or anything,” Jisoo said offhandedly, slipping herself out of Mark’s grasp. “She loves all her fans.” 
Suddenly it all made sense to Mark. 
“Jisoo, do you really think that lowly of me?” 
Whatever resolve Jisoo had built up came crumbling as soon as she heard the hurt in his voice. “Mark...”
“I always thought that you were only distant from others because you were so focused on school and people misunderstood you, but you were doing this deliberately, weren’t you?” The heartbroken look on Mark’s face tore Jisoo to shreds. “Jisoo, how could you think I was being like everyone else? We’re best friends.”
Jisoo could feel herself getting choked up. She felt like a fool. Of course he wouldn’t purposely use her like everyone else did, Mark Tuan was the nicest person she had ever encountered. Never did he ask anything of her, except for her time. 
Which is probably why she had fallen for him, slowly but surely. 
“I’m sorry,” was all she could say, with her head hanging down. 
Mark looked at her with a stern expression. “You know what your problem is? You push people away before they can hurt you. You’ve never let anyone in long enough for them to see how amazing you are.” He reached into his backpack and pulled out a small mustard yellow gift bag. “Talk to me when you like yourself as much as I do.” Without another word, he tossed the bag to Jisoo and left in the direction of his house.
——
“Do you...mind if I join you all?”
It was an odd sight to take in. The boys looked to Jaebum for guidance, always yielding group decisions to the unofficial leader.
“Sure Jisoo,” Jaebum choked out. The boys hurriedly moved their stuff from the table, shifting themselves to make room for her. Jisoo quietly took a seat directly across from Mark and began digging into her lunch, unaware of the stares she was receiving. 
“So Miss Kang...” Jisoo made a funny face at Jackson’s formality. “What brings you here to sit with us?”
“You guys are always staring at me during lunch, I figured I’d join you so you wouldn’t have to strain your eyes so much,” Jisoo teased, side-eyeing the boys as she ate.
“Oh, she bites!” Jackson bellowed. All of the boys, except for Mark, laughed at the usually quiet girl’s uncharacteristic jab. 
“I was also just thinking about how it’s our last year. It’s kind of weird how I see all my classmates every day but I’ve never really made the effort to talk to them. So I guess, here I am now.” Jisoo gave them a sheepish smile, as if asking for permission.
“Well you’re more than welcome to sit with us during lunch whenever you want,” Jinyoung invited graciously with one of his signature eye smiles.
She smiled warmly at them. “Thank you.” 
Mark could only stare silently across the table at Jisoo as she conversed easily with his friends, his eyes fixated on the mustard yellow bow tying up her hair. It had been over a week since he had last spoken to Jisoo. Joining him and his friends at their usual lunch table was the last thing Mark expected her to do. Watching as she blushed and giggled softly at one of Jackson’s typical flirtatious jokes, he didn’t expect her to get along with his friends so well either.
“Better get going,” Jaebum announced as the bell rang, signaling the end of the lunch period. They all got up to clean up after themselves. “Don’t forget about the meeting after school. And Jisoo...”
“You’ll have lunch with us again tomorrow, yeah?” Jackson asked, looking at Jisoo hopefully.
She glanced at Mark who looked back at her with an unreadable expression. “Well...if it’s okay with you guys...”
“Of course it is,” Jinyoung reassured. “Anyone who’s able to completely debunk Jackson’s stupid conspiracy theories is all right with us.”
“Hey!”
“Sure, see you guys tomorrow,” she replied gratefully, waving the three boys off as they headed to class.
“Jisoo...”
“I’m sorry, am I overstepping boundaries?” She looked at Mark worriedly. Of course he’s still mad. She silently scolded herself for imposing. “I knew I should have asked you first if it was okay.”
Mark shook his head as he pulled Jisoo aside from the other students leaving the cafeteria. “No, not that. You always sit at the same table or spend lunch time cleaning lab supplies for Ms. Kim. What are you trying to do here?”
Jisoo sighed as she gazed up at Mark’s questioning eyes. There was no point in trying to come up with a lie, Mark had already seen right through her once before. “Can we talk and walk at the same time? I really can’t be late to History, we have a quiz.” Mark rolled his eyes before gesturing Jisoo to lead the way to class, a small smile playing on his lips. That was the Jisoo he was used to—always prompt.
“I missed you.”
Now that was the Jisoo he was not used to.
Mark stopped in his tracks. “Are you sick?” He placed a hand on her forehead. “Your temperature seems fine. Are you really the Kang Jisoo, the one who thinks nagging someone about how much sleep they’re getting is a sign of affection?”
She removed Mark’s hand before continuing to walk. “It means I care.”
“So do I.”
“And that’s why I missed you.” Jisoo stopped walking again to look at Mark properly. “Mark, you were right. I do tend to push people away because I’m afraid of getting hurt. Like before. I thought I was going to get hurt again so I pushed you away too.” She gave him a regretful look. “I’m sorry I thought so little of you, Mark. Of course you weren’t going to be like everyone else. You’re my best friend.” 
“But why do you keep pushing people away?”
“Isn’t it obvious?” She smiled sadly as she looked down at herself. “I’m not Unnie. She’s a beautiful and successful Hallyu star that everyone wants to be or be with. I was always compared to her ever since we were kids, and whenever people talked to me, it was always about her—they would ask if I could get them tickets to her concert or an autograph or if I could give her a letter and to let them know what she says when she reads it. I was always living in her shadow.”
Now Mark was the one looking apologetic. “That must have felt awful.”
“That’s why I’m so focused on school. I can finally do something that Unnie didn’t get a chance to finish. When it comes to my education, I can just be me, not Kang Jiwoo’s younger sister.”
They gazed at each other for a moment, letting Jisoo’s words sit. Though she had said that he was right, Mark now felt horrible about berating Jisoo before. He suddenly took her hand and started walking hurriedly. 
“You’re right, you’re not your sister,” Mark announced undoubtedly. Jisoo didn’t have it in her to protest. She could only stare at Mark’s grip and let him tug her along. “Jisoo, you’re you, perfectly you. You’re Kang Jisoo, the girl who silently judges my unkempt hair in the morning even though she’s basically had the same haircut since the fourth grade.”
“Hey!”
He gave Jisoo’s hand a gentle squeeze as he continued walking, unintentionally causing her stomach to stir. “You’re everything you should be and nothing less. I wouldn’t have it any other way, and neither should you.”
They had arrived right outside of her History class. With her hand still in his, Jisoo scanned Mark’s face with uncertainty. “So we’ve confirmed that we are best friends, but still, how could you be so good to me? I feel like I’ve always given you 10 when you’ve given me 90.”
“Because I like you,” Mark replied simply, releasing her hand with a shrug. “And don’t worry, you don’t have to say it because I already know. Otherwise you wouldn’t be wearing the bow I got you.” 
Jisoo felt her face flush red. “But I—”
The bell rang again. “I better run to class before Mr. Jeong gets mad again. Meet you at your locker after school?” Unable to produce a proper sentence, Jisoo nodded dumbly, earning an ecstatic smile from Mark. He quickly pecked her on the cheek before heading off in the opposite direction. “Go be the educated Jisoo that I like, bye!”
She grinned to herself like an idiot as she slid into her seat, Mark’s words replaying in her head over and over again. More motivated than ever, Jisoo happily greeted her classmates around her as she got ready for the rest of the period. 
“Because I like you.”
Slowly but surely, with the help of a good friend, she was beginning to like herself too. 
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franeridart · 7 years
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Knowing I have both a katsudon son and a Tayaki son is so good
Isn’t katsudon Izuku’s fav food too? :D
Anon said:In your head do any of the characters in Boku No Academia have weird kinks?
Sorry anon, I don’t really ever think about that sorta stuff so I’m definitely lacking in that type of headcanons (try @syblatortue‘s blog for that sorta things!!!! nothing especially weird imho but I’m 100% sure you won’t be disappointed :D)
Anon said:KIRI HAS A BACKSTORY OUR PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED HE'S SUCH A PURE CHILD I NEED TO HUG HIM AND YOUR ART MADE EVERYTHING SO MUCH BETTER
I’M GLAD TO HEAR THAT!!!!!! Honestly I don’t think he used to be generally a sad kid? He seemed pretty fired up and ready to do good, generally!! I loved it t b h !!!!! So I’m, like, pretending there’s no angst for now. Cause I’m a weak baby.
Anon said:Ahhhhhh I'm going through your bnha tag and your art is the reason I started watching but I realized there was so much I hadn't seen/understood and it's all so wonderful and great I love your art so much and your ideas for comics are always just so good and lovely and especially your tags and tbh I'm totally in love with you and your art I hope you've had a lovely day you make mine better all the time AND YEAH
Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!! Holy f uc k!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *O* I love you lots too, anon!!!!!
Anon said:Everyone from class: kiri.... are you okay..? *blood gushing from mouth* Kirishima: 'Tis nothing but a mere flesh wound
If this isn’t the most Kirishima thing I’ve ever read hahaha
Anon said:I never realized how much I love how you draw Ashido like,,, ugh she's so cute and muscular and it makes me hella happy fjfjfhcthlfsfjlk
AHHHHHH THANK YOU!!!!!!! It’s been stated many many times in canon that Mina’s an athletic one so I like making her muscly!! Aside from Ochako she’s probably the physically strongest one, imho - but she’s also??? So cute??? Her clothes and words and her room and accessories (her phone too!!!!) everything’s so pretty and cute she’s really super cute I love it, muscular strong pretty and cute lady that’s, like, my ideal everything hahaha I indulge a lot while drawing her ngl
Anon said:Ur Kiris r the best.
SOB I’m undeserving but thank you so much ;A;
Anon said:!!! I'd seen your Shindou You painting a while back and I remember it literally being one of my favorite things I'd ever seen and I loved it so much even though I literally had no idea who he was but I just met him and I was like !!! and went back to check who it was and I love him even more it was a really incredible drawing and you bring goodness into my life 12/10
HOLY SMOKES THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!! I love Shindou a lot and drawing him was!!!! f u n so this really really makes me happy!!! thank you!!!! *A*
Anon said:HOLY SHIT THE NEW MANGA CHAPTER
I KNOW RIGHT you wanna know my fav thing about it? The fact that there’s a (1) at the end of the chapter’s title like, fuck yes Kirishima’s backstory deserves more than just one chapter am I g l a d
Anon said:Fran. FRAN. Kirishima's hair is naturally black. I love your Kiri with black roots even more now that this is canon. If you ever draw more of Kiri with black roots (like he just has roots in random comics), I think I'll cry happy tears because this gives me life.
Thank you!!!! And that’s highly probable at this point tbh, I know the pain of roots showing and how much sometimes you just Don’t Feel Like Fixing It too well to think Kiri would never let it get out of hand before he finally decides to dye it back to red hahaha
Anon said:i just spent my whole day scrolling through ur tumblr while im sick and i feel better already. damn it i find life in ur drawings you're a blessing ;;
gAH that’s so sweet!!! oh my g o ds ;A; I’m glad I could help you at least a lil bit, I hope you’re feeling better now!!
Anon said:Your denki is the cutest thing ever he makes me so happy its?? Like i dont know how u do it but just your art in general makes my day sm better and its rly comforting, hope youre having a nice day
;A; thank you omfg!!! That’s probably because Denki is the cutest thing ever, nothing to do with me specifically, but I’m so so so so glad you like how I portray him!!!!!!!!!! aaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
Anon said:i just wanted to pop in real quick and say that you're one of my favorite artists since your art is really cute and unique okay bye now
S o B how am I even supposed to deal with so much sweetness and kindness I d i e
Anon said:Who's ur fave f/f pairing from bnha? (I love ur art btw bless u love)
Momo and Jirou!!! and thank you!!!
Anon said:good time to become ambidextrous lol
I’m so damn useless with my left hand that before I learnt how to draw with it I’d have the time to heal from possibly a thousand blisters on my right hand, anon
Anon said:Do you think kiribaku will become canon? I have high hopes.
I mean. I fucking wish. But BnHA is a Jump Shounen, so... better not put too many hopes on that (as of now I’m limiting myself to hoping neither of them will end up in a relationship that isn’t with the other tbh, that would be enough for me)
Anon said:Your whole blister situation reminds me of when I got a blister from playing guitar without a pick and it made me so angry that I couldn't play correctly that I just. Took a safety pin and kinda. Stabbed it. All I can say is please don't do that because it hurt like a mother. Anyway I completely understand your frustration.
I’m sorry but I laughed so hard at this oh my GOD - don’t worry anon, I’m letting it heal by itself haha thank you for the concern, tho!!!!
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hunbomb · 7 years
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dating yuta!!
yALL READY FOR THIS
also thank you @that-little-asian for helping me w trying to find ideas
and @jaeminnana for trying to help w my master list (even tho it still doesn’t work rip) 
3/? for the nct dating series
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- oK ofc i always gotta start off on how y'all start dating
- aight so you and yuta are on this co ed rep soccer team (also knows as the best)
- and y'all r both the best on the team
- so u guys are always competing for the #1 spot
- its pretty serious lmao
- “iM BETTER”
- “NO U AINT IM BETTER”
- “BUT YOURE SHORT”
- “what the fuck does that have to do wi- you know what? never mind” - you
- YOU GUYS EVEN COMPETE ON WHO CAN SHOW UP AT PRACTICE FIRST
- secretly though, yuta has the biggest crush on you 
- same w you
- y'all r good at hiding your feelings tho
- yuta didn’t really interact with you outside of soccer he wanted to tho
- you guys have 0 classes together 
- bUT ITS FINE CAUSE SOCCER TAKES UP LIKE EVERYDAY OF THE WEEK BEFORE SCHOOL AND AFTER
- anyway back onto the story
- so yuta goes to his friends (the other guys on the team) and you go to your friends (the girls on the team)
- “gUYS I LIKE YUTA”
- “gUYS I LIKE Y/N”
- “WE KNEW IT” - everyone
- so they devise a plan to get you guys together (without y'all knowing cause ur blinded by love)
- so during the next practice, jaehyun “accidentally” bodychecks yuta who falls onto of you
- his arms are on either side of your head and his legs are in between yours
- BOTH OF YOUR FACES ARE SO RED
- your heart bbbeats
- “,,,,,you can uh-like- get up now” - you
- “SHIT SORRY”
-  both of ur faces r so red
- he just awkwardly helps you up and you guys have moment
- like y'all r staring into each others eyes
- what u didn’t know though is that the rest of the team filmed it
- even the coach was in on it cause everyone ships u two
- time skip
- after that moment, y'all stopped bickering
- now its shAMELSS FLIRTING
- “hey bbygirl ;)” - nakamoto yuta
- ITS EVEN WORSE THAN UR FIGHTS
- YALL ARENT EVEN DATING STILL
- but that changed on one very special day
- aka the day he asked you to prom
- aka the best day of your life
- HE MISSED A SOCCER PRACTICE TO DECORATE YOUR LOCKER
- with like hearts n memes
- and when u opened it, it says “go to prom w me loser”
- YOU ALMOST CRIED
- THEN YOU TUrnED AROUND AND YUTA HAD FLOWERS AnD IS CHEEKILY SMILING AT YIU DSHDSKSHBC HOW COULD YOU NOT ACCEPT
- ok so now y'all r technically dating
- and when he goes to your house to pick u up he had to do a double take
-you!!were!!gorg!!
- you almost fell down the stairs lmaoaoao
- cause he was so handsome (not like he isn’t everyday though)
- he gives like the best kisses
- THE BEST KISSES
- not to rough, but not too slow ya feel
- and he is so caring for you
- like he always asks in between periods how you’re feeling and ugh goals
- once a guy from another school tried to hit on u during a tournament
- yUTA LoST IT
- “hey you. this girl is my girl friend so if you bippity back the fuck off that’d be great” 
- that was just quick sample
- all the girls love him and can’t get over the fact that he’s taken
- the always hug him and cling onto him and he’s like 
- “ewwwww’
- cause the only one doing that should be you
- he accidentally tripped u during practice one day
- “omg baby r u ok?!’
- “do you want me to carry you babe?
- sO NICEE
- yo but he is so cocky and shit sometimes
- like he doesnt even try to tone down his flirting w u
- “those shorts look good, but they’d look even better in the storage room floor ;)))” - yuta
- u aint gonna disagree w that
- cause sexy time with yuta is the best time
- its either super rough n hot or sweet n caring there is no in between
- you’re not complaining though
- y'all r still competitive w soccer though
- “bAbe get out of my way”
- “nah babe i got this”
- “gET OUT OF THE WAY”
- “BUT IM BETTER THAN YOU”
- “SHUT THE FUCK UP” - everyone
- its the hard knock life for u guys
- his lock screen is a photo of you after a soccer game with the first place medal
- you just looked so good
- you had like a loose ponytail, a flushed face, and a smile so big it would rival his “healing smile”
- yours is the same (him with the first place medal, a flushed face, big smile) cause y'all r like that
- this girl once tried to steal him away from you
- HAHAHAH SHE’S DUMB
- he literally told her “stop trying to be hot, you’re not y/n’
- she cried and ran away
- lol 00ps
- YUTA LOVES HOLDING YOUR HAND
- “yours first perfectly with mine”- him
- “bitch no ur hands r sweaty” - you
- you guys are both so petty,,,,,,people wonder how u can stand eachother
- LMAO HE LOVES YOU THOUGH
- when!he!first!said!i!ove!you!
- cutest thing ever
- it was your 500 day anniversary 
- and he came to practice w a bunch of flowers and gave u the biggest hug
- he spun u around and was like
- “god i love you so much”
- you almost peed ur pants
- the coach almost peed their pants
- the team almost peed their pants
- the school almost peed their pants
- ANYWAY
- your first date was a mess though lol
- he set up this picnic and EVERYTHING IT WAS SO SWEET
- bUT NOPE
- HE TRIPPED OVER HIS OWN FEET AND DROPPED THE BASKET CONTAINING ALL THE FOOD
- then it rolled down a hill and was never to be seen again
- “jfc yuta”- everyone including himself
- bUT YALL WENT OUT FOR SUSHI AND IT WAS A GR9 EXPERIENCE 
- in conclusion
- yuta is a babe and everyone should love him
- he deserves everything and all the love in the world
- osaka prince <3
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THANK YOU GUYS FOR READING! I APPRECIATE IT SM :)
by the way i know my master list is rly messed up, I’ve been trying to fix it for like 2 hours but its not working :( 
ALSO I MAY MAKE A FANFIC BASED ON THIS PLOT!!! STAY TUNED :)))
- emma
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