#we got to the final BE FUCKING HAPPY

[heymacy]

IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder

╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher

#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies #(more thoughts at the end of the tags) #shameless #shamelessnet #shamelessedit #ian gallagher #cameron monaghan #*macygifs #bipolar disorder #hello pals how are we doin #i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags #and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes) #i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation #that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day #world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder #which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life #while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life #and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines #over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful #i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended #hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles #world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder #and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized) #it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all #it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen #so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can. #we are worth it #i promise #anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder #go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives

[spacenintendogs]

getting a cat was the best decision ever

#we got her 2 days ago &i could fucking cryyyy #finally having a cat again. #.... #so happy #rose rambles

[bitchthefuck1]

People who hate Shiv or think she was wrong for what she did in the finale are so unserious to me. "How could she screw over Kendall and stop them from keeping the company???" oh you mean the guy who promised they'd run it together and then immediately double crossed her? And then spent the rest of the season trying to cut Roman out of the company too?? How could she betray that guy??? real mystery.

#like are y'all just pretending that didn't happen? he was literally trying to cut them out the SECOND he thought he had a shot at the top #spot. why should she stay loyal to the plan if he literally never has??? be serious now #and yes she stabbed him in the back too but he started it and honestly what did you expect from these people? they've spent their entire #lives being trained to drag each other down for the top spot. that's not changing because they got along for 3 months and their dad died #also like 'we could have had a happy ending if she hadn't done that!!1!' first of all them keeping the company would NOT have been a happy #ending at all. and second of all. i'm sorry. were you expecting a straightforward 'we win' ride off into the sunset??? #from the 'the poison drips through' family trauma show????? be so fucking forreal. them getting out is the happiest possible #ending this show could have that wouldn't immediately ring false and feel unsatisfying #and before anyone tries to start something i am not a kendall hater or a shiv stan i'm just being honest #succession #shiv roy #kendall roy #siobhan roy #succession finale #with open eyes #roman roy

[misty-missdee]

Name change :)

#two videos back to back? #we follow no structures here #this was from the day my name change got approved #note the pure transjoy™️ in the transexual's voice and demeanor #i was so fucking happy #i am so happy #trans #queer #oh dee #its finally happening ^-^

[cradle-of-darkness]

COOKIES OF DARKNESS NATION WE ARE OFFICIALLY BACK 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

(long rambling in tags if u care)

#cookie run #licorice cookie #red velvet cookie #affogato cookie #I KNOW im late to this but i was at school ok 🙄 anyways i have a lot of thoughts #first off LICORICE UGH I MISSED HIM SO BAD IM SO HAPPY FOR HIM #his stats are so fascinating to me. i don't think anyone was expecting his strength to be that high #its pretty average but its still his best stat surprisingly #im shocked his strategy and puzzle solving are only 3. i think that's a strange decision to make them so low but I'm open to accepting it #maybe his avoidance/lack of ability to see the big picture contributes to the low scores? #his stats are so unexpected but I could get used to it. still i want an elaboration from devsis on these #i want them to show his strength in the show because i was expecting his strength to be like. 3 or 4 #but anywho. i think its very funny how affo is 0 strength. i love how its canon licorice could easily kick his ass in a fist fight #i really do love affo and im SO happy to see him with the cod fucking finally all we got with him as a cod until now was ODYSSEY 😭 #im so excited to see him work with the cod as an actual member. he's a very fun character for me #i cant wait for them to actually make him feel like one of the cookies of darkness its been over a year since he joined by now c'mon #im just so ecstatic that the cod are back. hopefully this is a good omen and will pave the way for more cod appearances soon #bcs u all know how i feel about the lack of cod for the better part of the past year. this better be their comeback i believe in them #😁😁😁😁😁😁 IM JUST SO HAPPY THIS IS THE BEST POSSIBLE OUTCOME IM SO HAPPY U HSVE NO IDEA I LITERALLY SCREAMED #btw ik crepe is there. but they're in a weird grey area of being a cod so i didn't post them BUT IM VERY HAPPY THEY'RE THERE TOO ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ #♦️charlie's miscellaneous

[captain-hen]

honestly, i think the reason this fandom has been so unable to accept the bad choices buck has been making for the past two seasons is because...before this, it was incredibly easy to blame everything buck was doing on his circumstances or the people around him. the lawsuit? well, that was bobby’s fault and the firefam weren’t supportive enough. the trauma of the tsunami and the ladder truck was part of the reason too! buck being unprofessional on the job? oh, that was his abandonment and intimacy issues! and abby and ali didn’t help either, those evil witches who left him! you get the point.

but, like...it’s becoming very clear that at the heart of all the bad decisions buck is making lies his own problems. his own tendency to self-sabotage. his own tendency to be unable to see beyond the life he could have, to the one he does. it’s a fundamental flaw of his character, not just something that makes him a sad uwu boy. and the reason he’s going in all these circles is because he’s never properly dealt with the trauma that caused them, never truly tackled them at the root. his conversation with his parents, breaking up with taylor, etc...all of that just put a mere band aid on the problem. it’s never solved anything. and while he’s shown admirable growth in some areas, he’s still gonna regress in others as long as he continues to sweep everything that’s happened to him under a rug. and that’s why people hate it and call it out of character, because it’s pretty hard to paint someone as the golden boy when it’s becoming increasingly obvious that he’s not just someone that things happen to, he’s been actively playing a part in his own destruction, so to speak.

#and like!! this is what makes him so interesting!! #rip to all of you but buck is at his most fascinating when he's actively fucking up his own life!! #that little shot of the onesie was the MOST interested i've been in the donor storyline because it has such potential for angst and we #finally got a glimpse of it #i'm sad for him but happy for me #anyway #idk if this is coherent but i'm gonna go get to my actual responsibilities now #neethu speaks #fandom discourse

[in-naeher-we-trust]

GUESS WHAT CAME IN THE MAIL TODAY!!!

#uswnt #alyssa naeher #FINALLY WE GOT A NAEHER JERSEY #IM SO FUCKING HAPPY YOU HAVE NO IDEA #i’m torn between wanting to wear it every day and just framing it to keep it ✨pristine✨

[puppyeared]

I want to believe this is how they found Hunter

#the owl house #toh #labyrinth runners #toh 2b #the owl house spoilers #SJHDHHS I’m sorry but the fact that it cuts to hunter waking up after being rescued is so funny to me #like ‘hey you. youre finally awake’ #idk what else to add. very sweet that they got the E.E. to advocate for him :) like ‘mom come pick me up I’m scared’ energy #someone pointed out that bump looked in willows direction when saying the E.E was responsible for getting hunter and guessed willow might #have been the one to bring it up. which makes sense bc she’s the captain and I assume she and hunter kept talking on pensta after asias #very cute :’) we were also right abt hunter continuing to call willow ‘captain’.. altho for me I thought it was along the lines of being #raised in the emperors coven. so he’s addressing her as his superior but like we also know he kind of has a crush on her? this kid has so #many issues to work out. please let him be ok by the end of the show omg #AND SOMEONE POINTED OUT HE GETS QUIET AS OPPOSED TO HOW MUCH HE TALKS IN ANY OTHER SETTING. THATS SO CUTE I- #god I fucking love this episode. love all these kids and my boy BUMP IM SO HAPPY TO SEE HIM LETS GOOOO #my art #myart #toh spoilers #the owl house season 2 #labyrinth runners spoilers #toh skara #toh viney #toh hunter #toh fanart #the owl house fanart #fanart #comic

[dazais-guardian-angel]

Y'all, I think I've figured it out. Operating on the assumption that the finale is indeed an alternate timeline from the manga, then someone could have written on a page of the Book to rewrite reality to lead to the events of the finale sometime during season 5's events. In other words, this would explain the INCONSISTENCIES with things that were established or at least heavily implied/assumed prior and in the manga: Chuuya being a real vampire and not in control, nothing being planned, Dazai giving sincere speeches, Dazai really being shot and saying his "last words", Fyodor's hand not being injured, soukoku not killing Fyodor while in Meursault because they literally couldn't and Dazai needing Sigma to discover Fyodor's secrets because of that, Fukuchi's goal not being one that relied on Fukuzawa being alive since he clearly intended to kill him, etc etc too many more to count

Events and explanations in the finale feeling so contradictory and out of place, and characters feeling so ooc and not acknowledging any discrepancies, makes perfect sense if you consider that, up until a certain point, this was our canon timeline — until someone rewrote the ending of the arc with the Book, starting with Fyodor injuring his hand...! We only have one example of the Book being used to majorly rewrite reality in the manga, and when that happened, the main players — the ADA members — were aware that reality was changed, even though they did have memories of the new rewritten reality. BUT, Nikolai was unaware of this during that scene, and so also were all law enforcement because of the clause written on the page accounting for that, so what if the same thing could happen in this instance, to prevent all our characters in the finale from being aware that things had changed? We literally saw someone writing Nikolai's dialogue for him; imagine someone doing that during Dazai's final speech in the episode, and during all the rest of it! I don't know who this would be, but possibly a mysterious third party who got a hold of a different page from the Book somewhere and wrote things to turn out this way, because they wanted the ADA to win against Fukuchi and Fyodor? Maybe even because... this is the only way they can win?

Remember Atsushi asserting this plan, and how silly and too simple it sounded? What if someone else ended up doing just that, writing their own simple outcome for the ADA to win (as a narrative of course, which is probably why it had to start with the major catalyst of, again, Fyodor injuring his hand)? Additionally, if that's what happened, maybe the ending of the finale is a sort of side effect to the Book being used improperly in this way, leading to a destabilization of the timeline or a mishmash of other timelines into the anime one, leading to the alternate Fukuchi and Akutagawa we see there?

#bungou stray dogs #meta #THIS MAKES SO MUCH FUCKING SENSE AND EXPLAINS SO MUCH I'M GOING TO SCREAM #i guess this is sort of a foregone conclusion that the Book is the result of this timeline #since we ALREADY KNOW the different timelines are a result of the Book s;dlkfkgfkdlsl #but it only just occurred to me of the Book being used like. MID-PLOT #THE FINALE REALLY IS JUST BAD FANFICTION LITERALLY LMAOOOOOOOO #A BONES EMPLOYEE GOT ISEKAI'D INTO THE BSD UNIVERSE AND REALLY FUCKING WANTED THAT HAPPY ENDING FOR S5 IN 24 MINUTES COME HELL OR HIGH WATE #AND GOT ONE OF THE PAGES AND JUST WROTE IT THEMSELVES!!!!!! 😂😂😂😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣 #they'd had enough of the people slandering their anime adaptation. they said oh we'll REALLY give you something to cry about #BUT THAT WOULD EXPLAIN WHY CHARACTERS FEEL OOC!! IF THEIR DIALOGUE WAS WRITTEN FOR THEM VIA THE BOOK!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHH #....what if it's Dazai. What if Dazai wrote this ending just like he wrote the Beast timeline. What then— #I guess Beast in and of itself is one massive example of things being rewritten and no one but the writer (Dazai) remembering/being aware #that they were ever different #so.......... it's not impossible despite what we saw with Sunday Tragedy #i'm telling you though i've connected the dots #if things go differently in the upcoming chapters #and we see that other Fukuchi and we find out about someone using the Book i'm going to LOSE MY MINDDDDDD

[yellowjckets]

people being mad nat died from an overdose like … she didn’t actually overdose that’s the tragedy of it! also … we KNOW misty kills with fentanyl she steals from her job, it’s been established multiple times! like that’s the tragedy of it all. she’d finally got clean & she was finding a purpose again … it’s exactly how it was going to happen.

#yellowjackets #you people are so fucking stupid . twitter ppl i’ve not seen the discourse here lol #i have other crit of the finale but like nat dying made sense. she got marked for death and kept avoiding it . #‘this shows drug addicts can’t ever have a happy life’ stop applying black and white morality to this show. it’s also not like she actually #overdosed herself …….. she was accidentally killed in a way that looked like it . #‘it shows things can’t get better’ in real life sure but this show isn’t abt that …… it’s abt them all being DOOMED for what they did #like idk how u can also equate anything being shown in fiction to having an exact irl parallel at ur big age but #it’s also on theme w how all the characters have died so far . i think we’ll see more intentional deaths later on but ….. #even w pit girl we see she gets chased into the pit. she never gets pushed . it’s the implications !

[femmeroi]

Top ten characters HRT could have saved

#kyosuke kiryu #kalin kessler #ygo #my art #Finally got to Kyosukes introduction in my 5Ds rewatch...... #Kicking my feet and giggling I love her crazy ass I'm so happy I'm so so so happy #Every time he does his crazy bitch laugh I blush #Goddd I'm so super excited idgaf if this arc has some lame duels we get Carly and Kyo- what more can a guy want !!!! #You know I just realized I have a very clear and definite taste when it comes to YGO.... My faves tend to be reformed crazy guys #(I love them as a crazy fuck and as reformed normal dudes- can not love one form without the other)

[todayisafridaynight]

top ten things i didnt think could happen during the aoki/bodyguard segment Aoki Actually Attacks

#snap chats #ignore the fact joon-gi's having the worst time ever ok sacrifices had to be made #GOD FINALLY I GOT THESE STUPID GIFS #the funniest bit is that aoki primarily targeted eri i just didnt wanna show her gettin dogged on twice #like father like son why the fuck do they both have problems with eri ☠️☠️ #BUT YEAH NO I DIDNT. I NEVER SAW HIM USE HIS GUN OR ATTACK UNTIL LAST WEEK #AND I NEVER SAW ANYONE ELSE TALK BOUT IT AND WE ALL KEPT JOKIN AOKI NEVER USES THE GUN #BUT NO HE DOES my hypothesis. right. #is that he'll only do these things when he has some bodyguards left #'snap the fuck is that top gif then' LISTEN i had JUST gotten rid of a guard before his turn #idk maybe he needs a buffer turn to use guard order idk #but i kept him alone for a solid ten turns and he just kept using guard order #thing is his goons are so easy to take out with essence of rose typhoon or something similar he's always in need of guards #this fight just goes by so fast you never expect him to use either of these- which what makes his empty gun in the followin scene hilarious #hence. why ive never seen it lmao #i can die happy now. im not crazy. im crazy but im not lying #this was so unnecessary LMAO #genuinely insane i can just upload homegrown y7 gifs and videos... wild... #unrelated to these. ive decided tendo is no longer scary ive got the timing down everyone <- two people died during the tendo fight #LISTEN FOR THE MOST PART I GOT IT I JUST FUMBLED AT THE WORST TIME LMAO its all good #at this point im more afraid of the arminator fight since that shit just hates me and kills my millenium runs more than tendo #ok bye im practicing more before my friend hangs out with me

[gnomeboops]

just finished young royals and i'm truly regretting wearing my shitty non-waterproof mascara today because holy shit!!!!! oh my god!!!!!!!

#MAN #i couldn't watch the final season when it came out so i've only just finished it #and OH MY GOD. OMFG!!!!!! #i really wasn't sure they were going to make it i was already crying #when there were like 10 minutes left of the episode i was like omg are they going to save it in that time... will it be ok... #and like it got to the point where i was thinking i would have to learn to live with this #and the ending would be bittersweet and id have to deal with that #but OMG!!! THEY SAVED IT #i fully started to sob at ''what the hell do you think'' #like omg... truly im so fucking happy rn i was preparing for the worst and we got THE BEST!!!!!! #young royals #yr #<33 #gnomeantics original 🌟

[dilfpassing]

Man this is the first birthday I've sat alone in my room and sobbed on

#this fucking sucks #my dad called me to say happy birthday and i started crying because i got so bummed out #he was going to come up and visit and we had to postpone because i got covid #and then 20 other things went wrong already this morning #and im sick and exhausted and sad #and then i got dizzy while walking the dog im pet sitting #and i got stuck behind bikers taking up the whole lane #and then behind a pickup truck full of mulch going 20 under #and i had to cancel my birthday party #and my mom is at the beach without me spending time with her racist loser boyfriend and bragging about it to our family #and this was supposed to be the year i finally did something for myself on my birthday like it was supposed to be different this year #and im alone in my room #tired and sweaty and sad and lonely and miserable and sick and awful #and i just want to hibernate until this is over

[gayemoji]

this week on I DONT THINK HE WOULD FUCKING DO THAT: house ramming a car into cuddys house while she has guests

#house spoilers #house s7 #house md #WHERE THE FUCK DO WE GO FROM HERE #like unLESS the eriters are pulling another 'teehee vicadin hallucinations' on us #which je sus chri st . #HOW TF DO THEY PULL THIS SHIT BACK #we've got a whole nother season left so unless house is just one the run & wilson just joins him bc obviously hes gonna forgive him #like WH. believe me i can forgive fictional characters of A L O T but this shit just does not make any damn sense #ofc he's in a bad spot (<-UNDERSTATEMENT OF THE CENTURY) #and he already maxed out his self destruction meter for the week. like thats his one coping mechanism spent. #but to RAM his car into cuddys whole ass dining room just cause he saw her with some and so he thought shed lied to him . #bro am i insane if i say thats too much even for house.of all damn people #like if this was a SERIES finale with stronger more obvious buildup and not just like. #½ a season of cuddy and house actually happy together and then ½ a season of whoops theyll never work out i guess #and instead something like s7 minus the CAR RAMMING and s8 is just house boiling and stewing and eventually he rams his car #with intention to kill and intnetion to die #then SURE i think that would be something i could see his character becoming #but this is so damn out of the blue. #house would not do impulse attempted murder no matter how fucked up he was on rage or pain or vicadin #m #live

[hwiyoungies]

finally got all my wisdom teeth out only the stitches left and then i'm fucking Done finally free

#had an issue with the anesthesia today so while we were waiting for that to settle #my dentist started making some small talk and in my mind i was like #so what are we now #because he's so fucking handsome LMFAO #and he was like oh so how's work been? and i was like me?? bestie you've never asked me that before LMFAO #and then like explaning how being a freelance mua work and stuff #and then he got the tooth out #but yeah i'm so happy i'm finally gonna be done with this just a week of eating baby food #and then i can be free #b.txt