Alex and blitzen, out of breath and at the same time: help, i lost my boyfriend!
Person: well what does he look like?
Blitzen: beautiful!
Alex, wiping a tear: fucking stupid!
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Doesn’t look so pure to me. Looks like I’m going to be seduced into a giant pretzel with a fucking cheater
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hey gamers
what's poppin, Kitsu_19 here
just made a tumblr account to promote my PMD: Gates to Infinity AU fic, "Daily Life in Pokemon Paradise" and also flex some of my ""art""
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Nov 8 2022
Woke up feeling the same as usual which lately has meant that I'm feeling pretty out of it all the time. Like yeah I have ADHD and autism or whatever but this feels different and more dissociative(?) I don't know the right word. Sometimes I feel so different from how I present myself and that's probably how everyone feels but in me it creates a great feeling of discord and uncomfortableness.
I guess it's a bit odd knowing that you'll never get to bare yourself completely to anyone you know. Maybe that's a good thing though, not that I'm some sort of serial killer or anything I just like having parts to myself that I keep to myself.
Ok now I sound pretentious, I feel pretentious posting about my feelings but I'm sure it's alright.
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my apology for my last post
also re-doing a m.a.p thumbnail submission
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I NEED to hyperfocusqon moths and other bugs after school andn ummmm.... jerma and furries... I NEED MY PC FIXED
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help I am so out of focus
>be me
>make tumblr to attempt contact with a zuma blitz dev
>unsuccessful
>get zuma blitz shit after
>forget about tumblr
>make a 2010 style blog because i had a little wave of nostalgia during the time where i was hunting for zuma blitz shit
>also forget about it
AAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHH WHAT DO I PUT HERE HOLY CRAP
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make a little world smash it to dust weeheehee
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Yeah percy and annabeth are dating but they probably still call eachother random shit like pussy jackson and annabitch
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New Here
Seeing if Tumblr chaotic nature forces me to actually start writing for one
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they want to talk about mental illness and acceptance and how everyone is a little ocd it's cute and quirky and their "intrusive thoughts" are about cutting their hair off and you say yours are about taking a razorblade to your eye and they say ew can you not and everyone is a little adhd sometimes! except if you're late it's a personality flaw and it's because you are careless and cruel (and someone else with adhd mentions they can be on time, so why can't you?) and it's not an eating disorder if it's girl dinner! it's not mania if it's girl math! what do you mean you blew all of your savings on nonrefundable plane tickets for a plane you didn't even end up taking. what do you mean that you are afraid of eating. get over it. they roll their little lips up into a sneer. can you not, like, trauma dump?
they love it on them they like to wear pieces of your suffering like jewels so that it hangs off their tongue in rapiers. they are allowed to arm-chair diagnose and cherrypick their poisons but you can't ever miss too many showers because that's, like, "fuckken gross?" so anyone mean is a narcissist. so anyone with visual tics is clearly faking it and is so cringe. but they get to scream and hit customer service employees because well, i got overwhelmed.
you keep seeing these posts about how people pleasers are "inherently manipulative" and how it's totally unfair behavior. but you are a people pleaser, you have an ingrained fawn response. in the comments, you have typed and deleted the words just because it is technically true does not make it an empathetic or kind reading of the reaction about one million times. it is technically accurate, after all. you think of catholic guilt, how sometimes you feel bad when doing a good deed because the sense of pride you get from acting kind - that pride is a sin. the word "manipulation" is not without bias or stigma attached to it. many people with the fawn response are direct victims of someone who was malignantly manipulative. calling the victims manipulative too is an unfair and unkind reading of the situation. it would be better and more empathetic to say it is safety-seeking or connection-seeking behavior. yes, it can be toxic. no, in general it is not intended to be toxic. there is no reason to make mentally ill people feel worse for what we undergo.
you type why is everyone so quick to turn on someone showing clear signs of trauma but you already know the fucking answer, so what's the point of bothering. you kind of hate those this is what anxiety looks like! infographics because at this point you're so good at white-knuckling through a severe panic attack that people just think you're stoic. even people who know the situation sometimes comment you just don't seem depressed. and you're not a 9 year old white kid so there's no way you're on the spectrum, you're not obsessed with trains and you were never a good mathematician. okay then.
mental illness is trending. in 2012 tumblr said don't romanticize our symptoms but to be fair tiktok didn't exist yet. there's these series of videos where someone pretends to be "the most boring person on earth" and is just being a normal fucking person, which makes your skin crawl, because that probably means you are boring. your friend reads aloud a profile from tinder - no depressed bitches i fucking hate that mental illness crap. your father says that medication never actually works.
you still haven't told your grandmother that you're in therapy. despite everything (and the fact it's helping): you just don't want her to see you differently.
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putting my prediction on record now that the coming decade is going to see the rise of viral-marketed fancy at-home water filtration systems, driving and driven by a drastic reduction in the quality of U.S. tap water (given that we are in a 'replacement era' where our current infrastructure is reaching the end of its lifespan--but isn't being replaced). also guessing that by the 2030s access to drinkable tap water will be a mainstream class issue, with low-income & unstably housed people increasingly forced to rely on expensive bottled water when they can't afford the up-front cost of at-home filtration--and with this being portrayed in media as a "moral failing" and short-sighted "choice," rather than a basic failure of our political & economic systems. really hope i'm just being alarmist, but plenty of this already happens in other countries, and the U.S. is in a state of decline, so. here's praying this post ages into irrelevance. timestamped April 2023
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