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boowhumps · 7 months

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Whumptober 2023

Day 14

(@whumptober)

By - B.W

⚠TW⚠

~ Swearing

~ Mentions of Addiction

~ Mentions of Suicide

~ Mentions of Death

Enjoy!

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"C'mon Karyme, let's go have some fun-!" Violet says with a laugh.

Karyme smirks, shaking her head. "..like what.?"

"I know a cool place, with no people.. and plenty of drinks." She says, an arm around Karyme.

Karyme laughs. "Alright.. alright. Let's go."

Violet drags Karyme away, and soon they end up on a roof, smoking.

Violet smiles. "Nothing better than this.."

Karyme nods, blowing some smoke. "..do you think we're bad people.?"

Violet looks at her. "Bad how.?"

Karyme lets her legs dangle off the edge of the roof. "You know.. addiction makes bad people.."

"And who said that? Probably the people who have the picture-perfect lives.." Violet replies, rolling her eyes.

"Guess so.." Karyme mumbles.

"What's up with you recently anyways.? Haven't had any hero-ly duties taking up all your time.?" Violet asks with a laugh.

"No, actually. I quit that shit." Karyme replies, taking a drink of alcohol.

"Atta girl! I knew you would come around.!" Violet cheers.

"You were right.. bunch of bullshit playing hero.." Karyme mumbles.

"And I guess little miss Krystal didn't take it well?" Violet asks.

"Not at all. She actually unfriended me.. called me a traitor and some other bullshit.." Karyme says.

"Well fuck her.. she doesn't know shit about you.." Violet replies.

There's a peaceful silence as they both sit there.

"..what about Kaiden.?" Violet asks. "You haven't said a thing about him.."

Karyme looks at her. "That's over with.."

Violet raises an eyebrow. "Really? The hell happened.?"

"..don't wanna talk about it.." Karyme mumbles. "Let's just- forget it, yeah?"

Violet nods understandingly. "So..what are your plans now.?"

"I'm moving." Karyme replies. "Going to Armoni.. heard it's beautiful this time of year.."

Violet hums. "I've heard the same.. I'm sure you'll like it there.."

"Too bad I won't actually get to see it.." Karyme mumbles.

"What.? Now you're just confusing me." Violet says with her arms crossed.

"I'm moving there.. but I'm not staying there." Karyme says.

"That still doesn't make sense." Violet mumbles.

"..can I trust you with this.?" Karyme whispers.

"Of course you can, we've been friends for 4 years." Violet responds.

"Once I get to Armoni.. I'm going to kill myself.." Karyme whispers with a smile. "That way.. no one will ever know.."

Violet raises an eyebrow. "Really now.? That's.. smart.."

Karyme smiles. "I know.. it's perfect.. the move is just a cover up.. once I get there.. I'm free.."

Violet nods. "Remember how we met.?"

Karyme laughs. "How could I forget.? You watched me try to kill myself."

Violet laughs as well. "..that's quite a story isn't it..?"

They both keep laughing together, clinking their bottles of alcohol together. They both lay down, staring up at the sky. Violet turns her head to look at Karyme, who's immersed in the night sky.

"Am I the only one who knows?" She asks.

Karyme turns her head, smiling at her. "Yup. You're the only one who wouldn't try to stop me.. you understand better than anyone.."

Violet smiles back. "Not even your family.?"

Karyme shakes her head. "My family has been dead for years.. there's no one to tell.."

"What about Zaaron.?"

"No.. he has enough going on.."

"Carlos.?"

"Busy with his little girlfriend.."

"Your sister.?"

Karyme frowns. "She left almost 3 years ago.. she doesn't matter to me.."

Violet nods. "That makes sense.. she left you with those monsters people expect you to call your parents.."

Karyme sighs. "Sometimes I wonder why they had me.. It seems like all I ever do is make them mad.."

"Maybe they didn't want another kid.." Violet says with a shrug.

"Yeah you're probably right.." Karyme mumbles.

They both return to silence, until Karyme's phone rings.

Karyme picks it up, staring at it with a frown.

"Who is it.?" Violet asks, scooching over to her to get a good look at the caller ID.

"My fuckin' sister.." Karyme mumbles.

"Are you gonna answer.?" Violet asks.

"Fuck no.." Karyme says, declining the call.

She grabs another bottle, taking a long drink out of it. She hands it to Violet, who does the same.

"Wonder why she called.." Violet mumbles.

"Probably to pity me.. that's all she's fuckin' good at.." Karyme replies.

She turns to Violet. "Hey Violet..?"

Violet looks over to her. 'Yeah.?"

"Promise you'll never pity me.. even when I'm dead.." Karyme says slowly.

Violet nods. "Pinky promise."

They both hold out their pinkies, locking them with a silent nod.

They go back to looking at the sky.

"When I die.." Karyme starts. "I'll be up there.."

"Like a star.?" Violet replies.

"..no.." She says. "Like a supernova.."

Violet smiles. "Fuckin' weirdo.."

Karyme laughs. "Hey.. I'll be dead soon.. be nice.." She says as she playfully punches Violet in the shoulder.

"Also.." Karyme says. "When I'm dead.. you can have my moon hair clip.."

"I already have it though.?" Violet says, hand reaching up to brush the cold clip.

"I know.." Karyme responds. "But it's still mine.. and you never gave it back.."

Violet smiles. "So.. I can keep it for real now.?"

"Duh idiot.." Karyme says. "I don't have any use for it.."

Violet smiles. "That's why you're my best friend.."

Karyme smiles back. "I know.."

As the night goes on, they talk away..

And when the sun rises, Violet is alone.

"You know Karyme.. I regret so much.." Violet mumbles.

"But.. this is the thing I regret the most.."

She looks down at Karyme's still figure in the hospital bed. Tubes and wires in her.. keeping her alive.

"I could've stopped this.." She continues. "If I wasn't drunk.. I could've saved you.."

The beeping of the heart monitor is the only reponse.

"Instead.. I let you. I.. encouraged you.." She whispers.

"I would rather you live and hate me.. than die and like me for letting you.." She says.

She looks away from Karyme, hand still holding hers.

"I'm sorry.. I promised not to pity you.. but it hurts.." She says, tears filling her eyes.

"Kaiden's been.. amazing. He's always here with you.. taking care of everything.. he really loves you, you know.?" She replies with a smile, wiping away her tears.

She closes her eyes, letting the silence calm her.

"I have to go.. it's late.." She mumbles, standing up.

"Just.. hang on, okay? Don't let go.." She whispers, finally letting go of her limp hand.

"Stay a star.. don't become a supernova.."

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#whumptober #whumptober day 14 #whump writing #ouch.#this was hard to write.#this actually physically hurt to write.#the emotions are rolling and i cant stop them.#honestly this just convinces me that I've truly mastered the art of angst #which is a win in my book #anywaysss no more chit-chat thats all #and as always #enjoy! :)

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wtfuckevenknows · 8 months

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It’s too hot for hockey season (hockey jersey and heat don’t really go together) but dinner on the patio is nice 💕

#it’s 8pm and still 26 degrees #AND NO END IN SIGHT #😍😍😍#well we’re going down but not under 20 #which is a win in my book

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caduschka · 1 year

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How do you all feel about the name Burkhardt?

#I think it's a terrible name (affectionate)#Also absolutely horrible to wrote because there are so many different ways you can write it #Which is a win in my book #Since this as a first name with my current last name would be the worst name to wrote that's not even in a foreign language in my country

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couchie · 1 year

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i have the worst fuckihn migraine ever and i am using exposure therapy on it rn since nothing else worked

#it's not worsening #which is a win in my book #migraine #headache #funguy🍄

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firestorm09890 · 1 month

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Penny stardewvalley makes me so sad because she's SO sensitive to, like, basically everything you tell her (telling her that you can't stand children while two children are nearby is a pretty lousy move but -1500 friendship?? being a jerk to other characters' faces typically loses you about 50 points, and if you choose the option labeled "creepy" and ask Leah for a kiss in her 2 heart event she physically hits you and kicks you out of her house but that's only -100 friendship…) and so if you want to befriend her it's a whole lot of lying and tiptoeing around her feelings (2 hearts: George was right but saying that makes her feel bad. 6 hearts: her food sucks but even if you try to be polite about it she feels like a failure; only a bald-faced lie pleases her. 8 hearts: saying you don't want to be tied down with a family loses you a little bit of friendship and she's only happy if you say you want kids) and I can't help but think she's a product of her environment. She lives in a trailer with only her mother, who gets drunk every night and has something of a temper. Penny's like a skittish rescue animal who won’t even come out from hiding under something unless you leave her lots of treats

#stardew valley #penny sdv #I didn't mention the SECOND opportunity to lose 1500 friendship with her #because I think if you go out of your way to date her and then tell her that you don't like her that way then you deserve it #but yeah she's super volatile #i was upset for a little bit after reading that one post saying the ‘right’ answer in the 2 heart event is ableist #like nooooo not my favorite farming game :(#except that in the context of several other things in the game it becomes clear that winning someone over #does not always mean doing the right thing #looking directly at how the easiest way to befriend shane and pam is by enabling their alcoholism #which is framed as a harmful thing even if the characters themselves like it #you have to lie to befriend other characters too like with sam dropping his egg #and you can lose a little friendship based on preferences like sebastian asking about what books you like #though to be fair if i saw someone who could potentially be cool and i found out that what they like was stuff im not into id also #lose interest a little #anyway those are all examples spread around on different characters #penny's got it all at once #me post

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havendance · 3 months

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I think we should torture Dick by coming up with an AU where Tim's the one to get dealt the faked death/undercover in spyral thing instead. Like, congratulations man! You're the last one standing. (Well, except for Jason I suppose but Jason's probably causing problems on purpose.) You've won an even bigger than usual guilt complex. No, you can't opt out.

#this obviously takes place in a universe where they are still brothers who care about each other #bonus points if Tim 'dies' in a way that also allows Dick to conveniently blame himself for failing to save him #oh and this would also allow tim and helena to team up for spy shenanigans which is always a win in my book #dc #batman #dick grayson #tim drake #bats + birds + affiliated #last of the flying graysons #tim tag #carthago delenda est

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ventiswampwater · 9 months

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AN AMERICAN WEREWOLF IN LONDON (1981) dir. John Landis

#an american werewolf in london #aawil #horror #david naughton #griffin dunne #mine #I finally managed to download a decent quality copy of this fckin movie hjsdfhjhfds #which means I'm back on my bullshit. not that I ever left my bullshit. but we're so back 😌🔨💥#who would've guessed that higher quality footage yields higher quality gifs (answer: every giffing tutorial ever)#ofc these are still kinda wonky but there's?? marginal??? improvement??? and that's a win in my book lmao #pls be patient w/me in this trying time (as I slowly bamboozle and blunder my way thru learning gifmaking)#anyway. I ain't never seen two pretty best friends.#one always gotta be turned into a werewolf on the moors unwillingly #and the other? doomed to walk the earth in limbo until the werewolf's curse is lifted #smh 😔...................................#(sidenote: not sure if it's intentional. but the blood? on the sheep next to jack? eating the symbolism up w/a spoon tysm for asking)

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lee-kangin · 1 year

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HARRY KANE (10) & SON HEUNGMIN (7) OF TOTTENHAM HOTSPUR The greatest partnership to ever exist in the world of football. “When you turn, I will be always there.”

BBC Sport / Kane and Son break the all-time record for Premier League goal combinations / The Guardian / Kane-Son trademark celebration during Liverpool 1-1 Tottenham, 07th May 2022 / Kane-Son trademark celebration during Manchester United 1-6 Tottenham, 04th October 2020 / Kane-Son trademark celebration during Aston Villa 0-4 Tottenham, 09th April 2022 / Kane-Son trademark celebration during Tottenham 2-0 West Ham United / Kane on Twitter after assisting Son on 4 goals against Southampton / Tottenham 1-0 Burnley, 26th Oct 2020 / Nice to Mich You, Son Heungmin / Premier League / Kane and Son hug during Manchester City 2-3 Tottenham, 19th Feb 2022 / Kane and Son hug during Tottenham 1-0 Crystal Palace, 20th Sept 2015 / Kane consoles Son during the Carabao Cup final against Manchester City / Kane and Son celebrate during Tottenham 5-2 Southampton, 26th Dec 2017 / Commentator on the Kane and Son partnership / Tottenham 2-0 Arsenal, 06th Dec 2020 / Caption from ‘Heungmin Son and Harry Kane guess their Premier League goal combinations’ / Stray Kids, I am YOU / Kane and Son celebrate during a 6-1 game against Leicester City, 18th May 2017 / Kane and Son celebrate during a 4-0 game against Everton, 13th Jan 2018 / Kane on Twitter / Frank O’Hara, ‘Morning’ / Kane wins the Golden Boot 20/21 / Son wins the Golden Boot 21/22 / Kane assists Son against Southampton / Caption from ‘Heungmin Son and Harry Kane guess their Premier League goal combinations’ / Mitski, Francis Forever / YouTube: Record breakers! Kane & Son react to becoming Premier League’s most deadly duo! / FootballJOE on Twitter, referencing Son’s trademark goal celebration, the ‘camera,’ through which he is looking at Kane / Gang of Youths, ‘Achilles Come Down’ / Kane and Son celebrate their goal against Arsenal / Kane on his relationship and link-ups with Son / Son and Kane on Instagram / Kane and Son after Kane assisted Son on four goals against Southampton / Tottenham 3-2 Ajax, 08th May 2019 / cr. Shaun Botterill, Getty Images / Commentator on the Kane and Son partnership / Tottenham 3-2 Manchester City, 19th Feb 2022 / Caption from ‘Heungmin Son and Harry Kane guess their Premier League goal combinations’

#footballedit #kaneson #tottenham hotspur #harry kane #son heungmin #son heung min #heungmin son #heung min son #tottenham #football #this is my magnum opus i spent an actual insane amount of time on this ... there is something SO deeply wrong with me.#i feel like this isn't enough to encompass the love they have for each other there needs to be MORE ... but i tried my best #in the end do you ever think about how they both grew up on different sides of the world with nothing binding them apart from a shared #desire to play football and to be the best at it. and how more than 2 decades later they found each other in london and became part of each #other's stories. because that's the crux of it isn't it? there will be no book written about one of them without mentioning the other.#they've become so intertwined over the years you can't tell where one starts and the other ends.#the amount of respect and admiration that they hold for each other is actually insane. like sonny talking about how harry is the best #striker in the world and - not pictured here - how he believed he could win the golden boot at the world cup last year which uh.#that was never going to happen but it's the FAITH. the unwavering relentless FAITH!!! that he has in him :(((#or the DIFFERENT way harry loves sonny oh i could pen tomes about it really but the point is that he opens up around him and he sheds that #stoic and untouchable persona and actually laughs and giggles and smiles in interviews with him and never doubts him. ever.#i couldn't fit in 'never in doubt' here but NEVER IN DOUBT!!!#'when you turn i will be always there.' how goddamn romantic is that then.#the thing is that they were born to be together. they were meant to play with each other.#there will never be another duo like them.#rahul.gif

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redactedcrowart · 1 month

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regardless, i wasn't built to be alone

part of this series 1 ; 2 ; 3 ; 4

#[posts visceral definitely-not-vent art] anyway so how's everybody been i know it's been a little while #i just finished reading It the Book which no one should ever do probably. next up is salem's lot 👍#also been writing ocs and shit. i'm working on their character sheets but one of them is so fucking hard to draw for no reason. i hate him #anyhow happy trans day of visibility that was Not intentional on my part. this one's not even that much about transgenderism too #well. it kind of is. but it's kind of not. but it is. but it's not as well. you understand #lycanthrope #my art #art #illustration #voidpunk #comic #poetry #(sorta)#oh hey there's not even blood this time. a win

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i-really-like-phrogs · 14 days

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I found ‘Trial By Ghost’ online, one of the BJ Specter Books. The illustrations are so energetic and charming! I love them

You can read the rest of the book here

#The story itself dragged a little bit… but it was super cute!#Lots of Lydia acting like a twelve year old girl- which is always a win in my book!#beetlejuice cartoon #beetlejuice #lydia deetz #toonjuice #BJ Specter #Beetlejuice #Cartoon Archive

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darkcandy-starfait · 8 months

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ut month 2023 ❤ - 13. undyne

I need to draw undyne more, like she's such a presence when she's introduced and even more so when she drops the scary, mysterious energy and just goes full throttle insane.

like when Frisk finally approaches her and she's delighted cause they've been only running from her this whole time? good shit

info about UT month 2023 here!

* PROSHIPPERS DNI

#undyne #undertale #safeutdr #ut month 2023 #utmonth2023 #my art #i think this kight be the best undyne ive ever drawn. which is a win in my book!

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lagosbratzdoll · 7 months

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On Daenerys, Colonisation and Race Discourse within the ASOIAF Fandom

This has been on my mind for a good long while and honestly, as much as I would like to leave discourse in the pits, it has been bugging me intermittently over the past few weeks.

Far too many of you get on here and call people who like the fictional dragon-riding family, neo-Nazis and that sentiment is so prevalent, that white people feel comfortable telling me a black woman that I am a neo-Nazi for rooting for Daenerys Targaryen. I am upholding neo-Nazi power fantasies for wanting to see a little girl live at the end of a story. I am a neo-Nazi for wanting to see the rape survivor have the family she aches for and children with the man (or men) she loves.

Then, those same people go on spiels about how the systemic erasure of those who sing the song of the earth and other old races is not colonialism. That their removal from their home is not displacement but an agreement between two equal parties. The fact that the only place where those who sing the song of the earth exist in the present timeline is north of the wall, surrounded by the bones of their dead, is not a travesty. That the expulsion of the old races from their home isn't that bad and should not be condemned.

Instead, people argue, completely seriously, that the harm that the First Men and Andals have caused is centuries in the past, so essentially the slate has been wiped clean. The logical leaps that are required to arrive at such a boneheaded conclusion are truly mind-boggling, and those who make such arguments are not good people.

I am unsure how one could read those books and come away with the impression that the old races do not mourn the loss of their home. I am unsure how one could read The Last of the Giants[1] and Ygritte’s reaction to both the song and Jon’s dismissal of the ethnic cleansing of the giants then believe that the old races and the free folk have moved past their displacement.

In Westeros, from the Wall to the broken arm of Dorne, they all speak one language despite the fact they are all different ethnicities and they all landed on the shores at different times. That is not the case in Essos, we have been introduced to at least six languages and in A Dance with Dragons, Tyrion notes that the Valyrian spoken in the Free Cities has evolved into nine distinct dialects, and they are well on their way to becoming different languages.

How would a continent as large and diverse as Westeros maintain its hegemony over the people if not for forced assimilation, discriminatory practices and violence? The brutal repression required to keep one house in power for thousands of years is nothing to sniff at. The suppression required to keep the vast majority of Westeros worshipping one (or seven) gods. The systems in place ensure that language does not grow or evolve amongst the highborns at least.

Centuries before Aegon's Landing the maesters were the definitive educational authority and even now centuries after, nothing has changed. The grey rats still decide who learns what and when they learn it. There's one in every highborn home, all correspondence passes through them, they are the healers and the councillors.

The circular logic gets even more blockheaded when you factor in the fact that Daenerys is far from the only white character in the books. She is not the only character who wishes for home. She is not the only character who draws strength from her ancestors, her bloodline and her magical creatures.

Cersei draws strength from her family’s iconography, and the Stark children (Jon included) all draw strength from their direwolves, their home and their blood. Sansa, Arya and Bran wish to return home and their home was built on the indiscriminate murder and displacement of the indigenous peoples. Their home is built on centuries of rape, murder, exclusionary practices and sexual slavery.

However, if we give the nonsensical argument that time erases crimes air; the Starks, Lannisters and Tullys are warring to settle personal grievances in the present timeline. As a consequence of that war, thousands (a modest guesstimate) of small folk, minor nobles and even some major ones have been raped, tortured, maimed and killed.

Despite all this, no one writes meta after meta about how Sansa and her siblings must surely die for justice to be had for those who sing the song of the earth, the free folk, the giants and all the old races that fled beyond the wall.

People write meta about Cersei and how she must die, but those are typically more misogynistic nature. They typically argue that she must die not for the “crime” of being Lannister, but for the “crime” of being Cersei and “ruining” Jamie.

I would not mind criticisms of Dany and her peace-focused approach to ending slavery because the approach is naïve and she gives the slavers far too much ground. However, she is learning, growing and self-critiquing. At the end of A Dance with Dragons, she has decided to embrace fire and blood, her knight is breaking the false peace which is a necessary step forward.

What I find offensive is people saying that she should have planned better before she abolished slavery. And that the death, violence, and sickness that arises from her quest to eradicate slavery is somehow worse than the death, violence, and sickness that already existed in Slaver’s Bay.

This argument often downplays the horrific conditions and suffering that exist(ed) under the slave system in Slaver's Bay. Such arguments are often in poor taste and prioritise the lives and comforts of the slavers more than the people they have enslaved.

I would not mind criticisms of Dany if people applied that same critique even-handedly. The same people who believe that Jon and Bran have done much to rectify the evil that their ancestors perpetuated believe that Dany has not done anything to right the wrongs of her ethnic kin. They praise them for the non-existent steps that they have taken, but in the same breath, they condemn Dany for not being able to immediately end the plague that is slavery.

It is perfectly alright to not like fictional characters, no law requires you to like certain fictional characters over others. However, what is not right is making broad accusations about those who do, it is beyond the pale. It is disgusting, and annoying, and trivialises real-world issues to score cheap points against fictional characters.

Equating the survival of a teenage survivor to the restoration of a fascist house or neo-Nazi power fantasy when such designations do not exist in the world of ice and fire is strange behaviour. Saying that the teenage survivor will eventually be manipulated and raped (again) before ending up dead on her manipulator's blade is also strange behaviour.

Dismissing the horrors of colonialism, especially when the text shows you that the involved parties are still affected by it, is not normal and often veers into real-world imperialism apologia. While criticism and analysis of characters and their actions are valid and even encouraged, it is essential that we do not resort to sweeping generalisations about other people and that we keep criticisms of characters grounded in the text.

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Ooooooh, I am the last of the giants, my people are gone from the earth.

The last of the great mountain giants, who ruled all the world at my birth

Oh, the smallfolk have stolen my forests, they’ve stolen my rivers and hills.

And they’ve built a great wall through my valleys, and fished all the fish from my rills

In stone halls they burn their great fires, in stone halls they forge their sharp spears.

Whilst I walk alone in the mountains, with no true companion but tears.

They hunt me with dogs in the daylight, they hunt me with torches by night.

For these men who are small can never stand tall, whilst giants still walk in the light.

Oooooooh, I am the LAST of the giants, so learn well the words of my song.

For when I am gone the singing will fade, and the silence shall last long and long.

#I do not like most of y’all.#Do not call people of colour you do not know neonazis to win points against a fictional character.#It is not my fault that most of your faves are boring and do nothing to drive the plot forward #take it up with george rr martin and stop villifying dany and her (mid) family.#The insistence that we must mind fandom etiqutte is tired as hell too especially because people use it as silencing tools.#“Yes I called you a neonazi but you are the real weirdo for finding my post so really it’s on you that you saw that.”#that’s how y’all sound.#If I see another post that equates enjoying dany to being a neonazi #i will make it everybodys problem.#Took a long break from this fandom because the rancid takes were overshadowing the good takes #and i’ve been back less than a year and the takes are even more rancid than before.#hotd opened an evil door that should’ve remained shut.#Cause why the fuck are there criston cole apologists? Why are there aemond and aegon ii apologists? It is a dark world we live in.#put the last giant at the bottom for my homies who have not read the books which if we're speaking real is more than half of y'all #now that i have gotten this out of my system #it is time to get back to demon slayer #daenerys targaryen #asoiaf #asoiaf thoughts #asoiaf nonsense #if you saw the typos in the first version #no you didn't #edited this to add some thoughts I originally put in the tags because I felt it worked better there.

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becca-e-barnes · 1 year

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It's been a really busy week so I'm just going to indulge myself and talk about exactly what I'd love to be doing rn with CEO!Bucky

When I imagine CEO scenarios though, I don't think of the reader as his assistant or an intern. Maybe the CEO and his comms director. Someone he considers an equal because I think that's a hell of a lot more sexy and still has a power imbalance 🥵

He knows you're incredibly capable. He knows you've got more drive than anyone else in the company. He knows you've spent years pushing yourself to get to where you are and you're determined to keep climbing.

But at the same time; it's nice to get a break from that too. Sometimes it's nice to just be tossed around and given orders. You get to switch your brain off and give in to whatever feels good.

And that's how you found your knees hitting the plush grey carpet of the CEO's office on a Friday afternoon.

"Good girl. So fucking pretty." Bucky's hand on your chin directs your face upwards. He's continuing the task you started a few minutes prior; stroking his own cock at a leisurely place and enjoying the sight of you in front of him with your blouse missing the top few buttons.

There's nothing else you'd rather be doing right now. There's no other release that lets you unwind like this. You don't have to think about anything other than the glossy bead of precum gathering on the tip of your boss' dick and the way that even the sight of it makes your mouth water.

His other hand is still holding your chin but you don't want to just watch when you can do so much more than that. You lean over, taking the head of his cock in your mouth, flicking your tongue over the very tip to lap up the precum you've been craving.

Your hand replaces his, jerking his length slowly with a measured pressure while your tongue swirls, keenly licking away any fresh evidence of his arousal.

"Fuck." He groans, melting into your eagerness. He's had a long week too. You know he needs this as much as you do but he's just as respectful as ever, conscious not to press himself into your waiting mouth.

"I bet you're wet already, aren't you? You look like such a sweetheart. No one would ever guess that you get off on sucking my cock. I bet everyone thinks you're so innocent but they don't get to feel the way you drip down your own thighs after you swallow my cum." You imagine that mouth of his has got him in plenty of trouble over the years but fuck, you love it. You swear he could probably get you off just by talking to you.

You hum happily, taking as much of his length into your mouth as you can manage, wincing slightly the first time his tip nudges the back of your throat. Your flat tongue rolls against the underside of his length, your hand cupping his balls and you feel his palm settle on the back of his head.

"You're so fucking keen." His blunt fingernails scratch gently against the nape of your neck and it feels like such a tender gesture. You get to be unashamed of how keen you are with him. There's no embarrassment or reservation. You don't have to hold yourself back to save face and it's refreshing to want someone this much.

You head bobs on his length, your lips forming a perfect tight ring and every now and again, you're rewarded with the sharpness of some fresh precum smeared onto your tongue.

"You should slow down, sweetheart. I don't want to finish yet." His voice is a little strained and it's beautiful. Now you're torn though. You don't want this to end but you're desperate to feel hot ropes of his cum splash over your waiting tongue and across your face.

Somewhat selfishly, you do as you're told. Your body reminds you of your own desperation and you don't want to ruin your chances of getting bent over that desk.

#becca writes spice #becca's thots #ceo!bucky #dom!bucky #I survived the big scary thing I had to do this week besties #I'm told my speech had a few people teary eyed #big win #and I quite like the house I went to view this week #plenty of potential #gonna put an offer in if dad thinks it looks okay #I'm getting my new glasses tomorrow too #and I'm really excited to get my hair done #I'm so over the pink rn #I'm sick of looking at it #but I'm booked in to do some recording on Friday and I thought I'd have to cancel my hair appointment on Friday afternoon #which sucks because my hairdresser is always booked a month out #but I got talking to the videographer last Friday night and I was joking that the time he'd set for filming was so inconvenient #but he's fine with setting a time on Friday evening after my hair cut so I wouldn't have to reschedule my appointment #AND my hair would look nice for the video #I just thought it was really sweet #he calls me 'one take becca' because it takes him longer to set up than it takes me to get my pieces recorded #legend

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