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having a breakdown bc I got high this morning and ate off schedule and now I cleaned up the yard (<- planning to mow back and front yard by myself and skip my original first meal)
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I've been utterly fascinated by Good (better? nicer?) Chase design by @lizard-color4 from this post and desperately wanted to know more. Who's this man? What's his story? Why is his hand bandaged? Why is his fashion taste is so much better than Original Chase? And why the hell does his hug looks so nice??
so i um, decided to explore his design a little ;D
also bonus+ sorta?? continuation / my take on the after hug because i really craved more of that
bonus++ a silly doodle of my first attempt on his design because why not
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not to get hashtag personal but sometimes it just feels nice shouting it out where people will see it. those past few months have been just so weird for me. mostly because it feels like every two weeks i realize something about myself that i have a not-particularly-healthy approach towards and each realization feels like i'm opening a wound and then picking at it for days on end, which. i try to maintain a "well, now that you've addressed it you can start repairing your relationship with it" attitude towards all of it but most days everything feels raw and sensitive to the touch and it's really, really exhausting watching myself under a microscope for so long. and i'm still not sure what to do about it, but i'll give myself just a bit more time to feel uncomfortable
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i remember one time as a kid i was playing halo 3, and i died in the game, and i wasn't mad or anything but i straight up just fucking took it out of my xbox and snapped the disc in half because i was tired of playing it, and went to the store the next day and bought halo 3 again
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ive been looking up stuff about a program that's existed for over 20 years i think, which led to me reading help forum threads from 2009 and 2022, and can i just say.....
oh my god the internet is such a better place now. what the fuck was wrong with people in 2009. i understand perfectly why i was so avoidant to troubleshoot anything back then, all that you'd get out of it is a half-sentence non-response that simultaneously didn't answer your question and insulted you as if there were never a stupider person alive. you get bullied out of the forum immediately. in 2022? instant, simple answer AND they got their followup question answered too
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