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angelfishofthelord · 2 years

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omg I kinda want to ask about all three WIPs (think I've seen you mention the Bible one but that's it) can I ask about all three WIPs. but especially the claire one 👀

ok omg im so sorry this took me so long to answer @castiel-kline and @laufire but i've moved into my new apartment now so here i go:

i wrote around 2k of this wip last year and haven't had a chance to go back to it since. its set in s9 and claire is around, presumably since like the first episode. anyways malachi kidnaps her and cas: her, because they want her to be a vessel for multiple angels (true vessel bloodline and all that) and cas, just as leverage aka torture to convince claire to say yes.

and imma put the rest of this under the cut cuz it gets graphic:

so the whole fic is from claire's pov, and she's drifting in and out of consciousness from being drugged with angel grace but she does see that cas is there. like this is the opening of the fic:

later she'll realize that the angels have been hanging cas and then resurrecting him, over and over. yes i've written about repeated death as torture before leave me alone its one of my favorite whump tropes

and then she's finally alert enough to actually watch cas get hung and choke to death and she goes absolutely ballistic. this coincides with bartholomew raiding malachi's barracks and he helpfully kills all the angels and then looks at claire and goes "you're worthless bye"

so claire is left alone with cas' body hanging from the ceiling

eventually sam and dean show up, with hannah in tow, who kindly resurrects cas but cas refuses to let her heal the rope burns on his neck. later in the fic i was gonna refer to that as a scar cas insists on keeping because it reminds him that he hasn't been killed and resurrected by malachi again.

and then i didnt write this far, but basically claire would start remembering different times when cas was hung to death. and she'd think it was nightmares of the one time he died, but then she'd figure out that it was memories and she'd be like oh fuck cas was dying again and again in front of me for days

cue lots of trauma and recovery and angst and feels

i was also gonna make it longer by having sam and dean not know about cas' repeated hangings cuz he asks claire not to tell them. but then during a case with some djinn or something cas gets knocked out and they have to go into his mind and he's just reliving all of those hangings again and again. and the only way sam and dean and claire can break the nightmare is to be with him each time he dies so he knows he's not alone this time

cue more trauma and recovery and angst and feels

also hannah was gonna be there just cuz i love her.

#inbox asks #my spn fanfic #tw torture

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astoriaxx · 3 years

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Random "niggling" thoughts

There are so many Harry x Hermione prompts here on tumblr that most of them have potential in becoming an amazing fic. Ngl, i've read tons of them, even those one shots.

Sighhh, and don't make me start with a lot of abandoned fics :(((

I've realized that I ship hermione to alot of men. Is it just me?

Im worried abt my wip fic on ffnet and i honestly don't know what to do with it now. I feel the... what do they call it?? Writer's block or was it something abt void where no inspiration or motivation perks you up to going back at it. smh, didnt explain that well didnt i?

Ive been reading a lot of dramione and harmione fics.. which is as always, a lovely past time..

I'm turning 21 this year... holy fck

I guess the reason why i feel stagnant recently with my works (ff, video editing) is bcs im insecure with how i create them.... FF: grammar, sentence structure, deep conversations, good character creation, descriptive war scenes that are hell'ova hard to describe huhu.. VE: flop

How to become an adequate writer if english isn't your first language??? Hmpf. I basically know very few words that are considered "deep"

Oh! my bday is on May 1st.

I'm interested in sewing diy dresses. And im unsure if my parents will support this possible new hobby of mine.. (nope i dont have a single clue abt sewing machines)

Is there an existing dramione discord?

I love dramione and harmione ship... drarry is my secret.. ehe

Hence, dramionarry.

I can't choose between these three ships, so i combined them all. :P

I HAVEN'T GIVEN UP ON MY HARMIONE FIC YET, SO IF ANYONE OF YOU ARE WILLING TO BETA MY WORK PLEASEEE HELP ME :((( I want to know what i shld work on and if im doing it correctly. Lol.

I have a prompt in mind.... hmmm... and its all abt dramione and a baby harry—time travel fic perhaps?? They rescue little potter from the past then... imma write it later instead...

Wow, this is embarrassing i basically encoded all of my thoughts here.. lol

#weird #random #thoughts #uhh help?#lol #fanfic #hp fanfic #hermione granger #dramione #harmione #harmony #harry x hermione #me #hello #smh #this is embarassing tbh #uhm hi

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pinkykitten · 4 years

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I was tagged by @writing-with-melon I hope my answers aren’t complete waste or if time and if so I’m sorry and I love you

Rules: Answer ten 10 questions, ask 10, and tag 10 people

1. What song automatically plays in your head when you look out the window on a long drive?

i dont really have an answer for this. i think i just automatically think about any song ive been listening to recently or any song that has been stuck in my head.

2. Do you have some snacks nearby when you write?

well i live in a two story house so the kitchen is downstairs and im usually lazy busy so since i have a mini fridge upstairs i just usually get water to drink while im writing. its kinda hard to eat and write cuz i loose focus really easily so when i am writing i am writing! i am in the zone! but if i am a little hungry ill usually snack on candy like chocolate kinder joys i love them but they r so expensive or snack on chips but i get like salt on my fingers or i like cheetos so cheetos dust and that just gets everywhere and later my hands and keyboard kinda smell like fart. 3. What do you do to combat creative burnout?

so burnout happens to me a lot so to get inspiration i either read other stories or fanfics which gets my head gears turning or i admire a piece of art or photography or a song. whats so unique and satisfying with writing you can explore and go anywhere with it, hehehe erotic if you know what i mean lol jk there are no barriers with writing just your imagination. there is inspiration any where you go and id advise to never stop writing. even if its a few short sentences or paragraphs about anything even bird poop its still progression and your mind is working and your searching for words like its all good for you bby. 4. Do you use (or like to use) prompts?

i do ill put the link here. im thinking of changing it though to do something different.

5. What is your favorite place to write?

lol boring, i know but my room. my room is really bright in the mornings and comfortable and chill and i have a candle of the pandora ride in disney that smells like the ride so its all good and relaxing and super peaceful plus i have a picture of myself the age of like 9 on my desk idk why but it encourages me and makes me focus to make sure i never get that cringy again.

6. What is a hobby or yous that you usually don’t talk about?

well i like working out HAHAHAHAHA jk that was a joke...get it...cuz i much rather be eatingokillstop. but i really like to draw which i have a art page you can see it if you click here pls look at my failed attempts to be hip and cool with the cool kids and being artsy fartsy. another hobby is i really like to do makeup and nail art, nail art is really tough guys no joke if you do it like you got wizard powers are something. maybe its bc my nails are shorter than pete davidson and ariana grande’s relationship, alright im trying to stop i swear!

7. Do you play an instrument? Which one?

no i wish though. i always wanted to learn to either play the piano or electric guitar cuz H.E.R looks so cool doing it.

8. How do you feel about your handwriting?

it sucks dont even try me. my sister can barely read it like no wonder nobody wants to steal my signature heck they can’t even read it!

9. Can you tell us of a story that marked your development as a person? As a writer?

ok sit back guys, sniff a nice amount of crack and get ready for the most cringy moment of my life but also a time when i knew i was meant to be *inhale* a fanfic writer.

so it was elementary school, i think 3rd grade and for my writing assignment we were given a prompt of idk what the heck tbh i think it was like be outside the box and im like ok imma nail this cuz im a weird child and yeah so i got my papers and pencil and i went TO TOWN on this paper. so i wrote two stories. one short story with a picture to go with it and one long story that yeah i buried years ago. so my first story was about a farmer was about that farming life. he had chickens and dairy. so i cant remember if the cheese was spoiled but doesnt matter. anywho these cheese and a chicken were alive like they could talk in the story and i gave them faces, yikes. but the whole story was the farmer was a b*tch and he was trying to eat the chicken and cheese so they hatched a plan to get away from the farmer. they did it successfully and they ran away. yay happy ending my teacher actually liked that one me too and my school mates were thinking what they heck is this girl on i made a story about how me and justin bieber made cookies for Christmas you know. so then my other story i was more proud of this one cuz it was a tone of paper, sorry trees, and this story was about how a female hippo (girl i was all about plus size and thicker girls and no body shaming) and an male ostrich were kidnapped from their own habitats and taken to become circus animals. failed version of Madagascar hey mine was before the circus movie OK THEY STOLE IT FROM MEEEEE. so they get taken and are treated to harsh punishment and the animals can talk and i think its in the point of view of the male ostrich guy thing. they are in the circus and they start to have this relationship happening. love starts blossoming its all good. im happy with this cuz i believed in love at age of 8. they find a way thru a kick butt scene of the animals escaping and the hippo and ostrich are so in love that they run away together and they have half hippo half ostrich babies and i think i named the species hipstrich or like ostppo idk but i was so proud of this story and when my teacher read it she was worried about me lol i think she thought i might like mate these two animals like secretly idk but she was like it was ok and i was like what this is frickin William Shakespeare writing or like F. Scott Fitzgerald writing. nevertheless it taught me a lesson that nobody else needs to like what im writing the main point and only thing that matters is if your proud of it and you like it and i really did. i will remember that story forever and thats what made me want to be a writer. lol sorry that was a lot.

10. @emdop I’m going to use this great question: Explain one of your WIPs in the most ridiculous way possible.

wellllll im working on my peaky blinders oc story its a lot of drugs money killing weapons jewelry rich profanities like its the show but written from my stubby hands so my oc and whatever its great and so excited to show it to you guys.

MY QUESTIONS:

1. WHAT MADE YOU WANT TO START TUMBLR?

2. IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHING OF THIS WORLD, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

3. WHAT QUALITY IS IMPORTANT TO YOU?

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE OUTFIT?

5. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE?

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG IN THE WHOLE WORLD?

7. IF YOU COULD VISIT A PLACE, WHERE WOULD IT BE?

8. WHAT SHOW OR MOVIE UNIVERSE WOULD YOU WANT TO BE IN?

9. WHAT IS THE SCARIEST MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE?

10. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE IN THIS WORLD THAN ANYTHING ELSE?

im tagging: @thatlittlered, @ardentmuse, @acciosnapes, @lotsoffandomimagines, @collecting-stories, @blog-of-a-multitude-of-fandoms, @naughtyneganjdm, @lenahellgizibe and two random followers @spiritsent, @sucker-for-my-fandoms

i was tagged by @writing-with-melon again ty btw, ps i felt so much pressure lol jk 😊

Rules: Answer 5 questions, Ask 5 questions, Tag 5 people.

1. What is your favorite book?

fifty shades of grey hahaha naw my favorite book is obv you all know this is series of unfortunate events but i never usually cry period and i never cry for books ever so when i read mrs. tom thumb by melanie benjamin, its the part when her sister minnie dies i cried so hard idk it was just emotional the wording the way she described her pain it was so beautiful written yet so sad and that was just amazing to me cuz im like this book made me feel things and im like wow i would love to write a book one day and make someone feel something whether it be sadness anger happiness annoyance anything they are having an emotion and that is super powerful to do that with just words. pls go check out that book its a good read. also im a fan of the greatest showman so i really enjoyed it. there are many other books tho that i thoroughly enjoy so much.

2. What piece that you’ve written are you most proud of?

oh my god ive always wanted to be asked this question hands down i am always proud of my platonic gender neutral tony stark fic called in·con·sol·a·ble window to me i wrote it so sad and i was feeling like depressed lol when i saw peter die in infinity war like i didnt know what to do with my life tbh but im so glad that @impetrichorny requested it tysm i just like how its not based on romance or fluff or happiness it is based on when you lose someone the nightmares and sadness you go through and that there is nothing nobody can do about it except just be there for that person so i really like writing angst and something that was out of the box. ive been thinking tho of doing a part two since the fate of all the characters has changed after endgame. who knows tho.

3. What is the last song that inspired you?

well for art it would have to good news by mac miller when i did that kobe bryant memorial on my art page. i dont want to give it away though but ill just say some very powerful womens music inspired my oc writing and making.

4. How do you feel about letting people read what you write?

at first i was scared cuz i thought i wrote like trash which that feeling kinda doesnt go away like some days i feel that way others i feel confident or it depends on the request it just depends but anyways i was always insecure about my writing so when i started writing it was more like lets see how this goes if not ill delete the whole page. im glad to say it went great but in the begging it was hard cuz i kept putting myself down but i learned to accept or just understand that you keep learning with writing you always learn knew things with writing how you can explain something better or you words get more intricate and people see the improvement and you do too thats why i applaud those who dont speak english that english isnt their first language. you are doing a tremendous job and keep practicing cuz you’re gonna make it to the top. ive also learned that some days are not my days and you can take time off when youre not feeling it when you have writers block. just recollect your juices sip some tea go to the beach relax your mind a little and take as long as you need to come back and give it your all. also comments and reblogs and likes a follows those meant so much to me and encouraged me. thats why i cant express it enough how much all those mean to writers, artist, photographers, anybody who is truly trying their hard in this area of social media. its makes a person happy smile and confident in their writing but first train your mind into loving what you make not what others thing. you have to be happy with the outcome that is what truly matters and what makes your writing the best. look at me getting philosophical.

5. Do you get distracted easily? If yes with what?

yes and with porn haha i get distracted easily like very easily homeschooling was really tough for me. music distracts me, netflix, the urge to watch david dobrik or unus annus or buzzfeed unsolved on youtube, heck my farts distract me. i gotta be like troy bolton i gotta get my HEAD IN THE GAME!

MY QUESTIONS:

1. IF YOU COULD BE NAMED SOMETHING ELSE, WHAT WOULD YOU BE NAMED?

2. WHAT PERSON INSPIRES YOU THE MOST?

3. IF YOU KNEW THE WORLD WAS ENDING TOMORROW WHAT WOULD YOU DO TODAY?

4. WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT IN THE SHOWER?

5. WHATS YOUR WEIRD COMBINATION FOOD?

im tagging: @thatlittlered, @ardentmuse, @acciosnapes, @lotsoffandomimagines, @collecting-stories AND WHOEVER WANTS TO DO THIS IF YOU FOLLOW ME OR LIKE MY STORIES TAG ME ILL READ YOUR ANSWERS. HOPE I DID THIS RIGHT SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING MWUAH

#ask #@writing-with-melon #rambles #writing #tips on writing #unus annus #david dobrik #netflix #buzzfeed unsolved #peaky blinders oc #kobe bryant #mac miller #tony stark #peter parker #the greatest showman #tom thumb #troy bolton #zac efron

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jus-clowning-around · 4 years

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So this is part of my prompt fanfics!

this is a reader x Sam (from spn) fanfic. the reader in this fic can be of any gender. I'll be using gender neutral terms but this fic is for she/her, he/him, and they/them readers. (becuse girls arent the only ones who read fanfiction.)

any way my dumb ass deleted this ask but it was going on a hunt with they boys and sammy being over protective-

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Ship: Reader X Sam (From Spn)

Rating: Pg13

Additional Info: loose fluff

Word Count: 1000

Fandom: supernatural

triggers: light cursing

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Request/ask from- @jamzm

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Send in more asks/prompts! :) NSFW and SFW are both aloud! Same with read x canon vs canon x canon!

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They had been on the road for over 12 hours now, stopping here and there for snacks and bathroom breaks but they still had 5 more hours to their destination and it was starting to wear on the three.

this was the first time the two Winchesters finally let you go on a hunting trip with them. it wasnt nothing to big just a simple low level vampire situation a few miles away from Cleveland, Ohio in some shitty old town, And of course being in a small care since Texas and still going, it was wearing on them.

The two boys were in the front seat arguing over whether The lead singer from ACDC sold his soul to a cross roads demon one of the many arguments started over the long and tiring care ride.

of course Dean was trying to argue with Sam about how he must of and sam..well he wasnt having it.

"Oh come on think about it Sammy, he got famous from a song about going to hell and glamorizing it. it makes sense-" dean said with a crack of a smile.

"yeah in 1979 Dean...he would of been dead by 1989. Ten years remember, you and I both know that's not how it works"

"okay but he could of fought off the hell hounds with that sick guitar of his-" he mumbled getting cut off.

"no Dean"

a chuckle came though from the back making them both turn to look at you, causing sam to hit dean over the head lightly. "the road!" he huffed before shaking his head before a new conversation started up quickly to pass the time.

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Once they arrived in Ohio they stopped at a little diner named "Ricky and Dickys" Dean of course found it funny so they stopped to get the "full hunters experience" but in reality he just wanted a cheese burger.

You sat with Sam as he went though his lap top,reading the same article over and over again.

The same article that lead them to this shit town in the first place. He was tense, not like normal but even more so.

He was nervous. I mean you usually helped around the bunker with small tasks but this was out in the field, this had danger to one false move and one of them could lose one another. So yeah he was nervous.

This wasnt like his normal hunt. This wasn't like working with dean on a vamp nest 10x the size. It was different this time. It was with you. Someone he tried to keep out of danger and now he was throwing them straight into danger.

Even with the trust he had in you already, all the training, all the research, everything. It was you.

"If anything happens-" he started breaking the silence between you two.

"Nothing will happen sam, I've been with you guys over a year now I'm ready to go in a hunt."

" you said trying to reassure the giant across from you. Only to get a look of worry back.He ment well he did. But again. This was you. He cared about you and was gonna be worried no matter what you said or did.

"Just..make sure your phone is charged in case we get separated, and make sure you still have that file of dead mans blood I gave-" he said starting to babble.

"Samuel I'll be fine. I mean I have one of the best hunters in the world as my boyfriend. I know all the tips and tricks. I'm not oblivious. I know a thing or two.

"I know I dont doubt you I just..." he gently put his hand over the others smiling sweetly with those puppy dig of his.

"I care about you. Alot..so just..be safe. Use your head..and eat up" he said softly taking his plate sliding it over to you"

"We cant hunt some nasty with being hungry now can we." He smiled like a fool. Smiling all dopey like a hint of worry still there but quickly fading as his bother joined them.

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When they got back to the motel dean went to his room, right next door. And sam followed you into theirs...he was exhausted, everyone was. It was a trap, it wasnt just a lone vamp, it was a whole nest now running right at them.

A slash here, a slash there landing on the three.

A head here, a head there off the vamps. It took a few sharp machines and some sweat to get them all wipped out. One by one..

He dropped his bag the moment they walked in. He wrapped his arms around the others wasit, letting the weight of the day pull the bath to the ground...this isn't what he wanted for the others first hunting trip.

This was a blood bath. It almost went..so wrong. If they didnt break down that door just a second later he wouldnt be holding them in his arms. He smiled gently holding the other in his arms. Leaving gently kissing on their cheek, on there neck, shoulders.

Anywhere he could get to before wrapping his arms right back around them. His vocie was shaky. Thinking about could of happened to his beloved.

"No more hunting trips...for awile. " he mumbled his voice breaking

"please no more..just for a few weeks. That was way to close. " he said softly

"we barely made it out..i..I miss calculate, I thought it was just one..it was so many.." he mumbled leaned over and over gently pecking their cheek.

"To close.." he mumbled with a frown. He sat there for awile holding on to the other.

He stayied like that for awile. Holding you in his arms, rocking back and forth ever so slight. Just holding each other. This was protection. It was sam Winchester trying to hold on to what was dear to him, emotionally and physically. He spent the rest of the night, kissing up their neck. And holding them close before falling asleep

So I dont think this is exactly what you wanted when you said overly protective sam but I hope you enjoy anyway! I always imagine sam being more emotionally protective over his partner rather then physically (of course he would still snap anyone's nal3ck who fucked with them. But- ) I always imagined him as a kind of, I'll kiss you cheek, and hold you while you cry. And imma worry bout you 24/7 Kind of protective rather then how I imagen dean would be the opposite more of protection physically. To his partner. Anyway enjoy. Already workin GB on your other prompts!)

#sam winchester #jared padalecki #dean winchester #jensen ackles #sam and dean #jensen and jared #reader x sam winchester #reader #fanfiction #supernatrual #supernatural fanfiction

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