#will at best be ANTSY

[tanoraqui]

the real problem with The Silmarillion is that the creative sandbox is SO big, from the literal world map to the many-millennia timeline to the characters who are half historical figure constructed from 6 different half-contradictory drafts, half mythical archetype, and don’t even get me STARTED on the theological philosophy… that there is NO chance anyone else will remotely properly write the fic in your head. In other fandoms, I can be pretty sure that at least the people in the carefully chosen 12-person discord server I belong to all have the same fic in their heads that we jammed together at 2am, with the same interpretations of character and theme which we’ve debated and discussed at length. But The Silmarillion? You can spend 3 hours discussing a single character in like a 5-year period and walk away completely happy with shared headcanons BUT SIMULTANEOUSLY certain that their interpretation of the character is fundamentally different than yours, such that any fic they write would suffer from notable if not severe “he would not fucking say that” disorder…and that both your and their interpretations are completely reasonable reads of the text, so you can’t even be mad.

So you HAVE to write ALL your own fic or it’s AGONIZING.

#the silmarillion #tumblr give me polls so I can ask my audience what they most want to read #so I can focus on something instead of just having wildly tonally different plot bunnies bouncing around my head CHALLENGE #me eight months ago: why do so many people write long elaborate return to valinor fics? it’s gets saccharinely samey surely #me now: I want my blorbos to get A chance to live happily ever after but the nuances of their many characterizations and relationships #as well as changes in elvish society culture and technology; the literal effects of the Oath; the attitudes of the Valar #the involvement and/or existence of certain OCs; and the balance of tragedy joy seriousness humor cynicism and hope must all be CORRECT or I #will at best be ANTSY

[thedeafprophet]

I kinda have a parallel between the trio with each having been heavily affected by death(s) in the past that left a lingering mark on them to the present (Alex with his parents, Josie and her family), but I'm not sure if I've mentioned Jamie's situation on here....

I think I mentioned at one point, that when they were younger an illness hit the orphanage they were at (an unfortunately Very common thing that happened in the past). A lot of people never recovered, including one of the only friends Jamie had at the place. They linger still with survivors guilt with the experience, despite be quite young at the time and only having fragmented memories of what happened.

#a few people i know are aware of this tidbit #Molly was the girls name. the first example of the cruelty of life #😔 #jamie gets really antsy and upset whenever they get sick because of it #and they dont have the best immune system #oc talk #oc: jamie #illness cw #child death cw #ask to tag

[ruuari]

unhinged and introverted

#my best way of describing him #unhinged and introverted #cynical and mean #transgender #LOL #a sketch #I feel antsy and uninspired so I am going to draw. a page of vanitas #I have. some plans

[autistme]

buggin' out during junesong provision

#claudio sanchez #coheed and cambria #i couldnt think of a caption for this thank you random 2003 article for the assistance in verbage. he really was buggin out during this set #i mean i did think of one and it was 'claudio fucking up' but that seems harsh and the other felt like it was spoiling the Best Part #anyways. real antsy fella. really dandelion coded. #<- i dont know why i keep saying this. he just was #hello coheed tag its me again i am sorry for flooding lmao

[sekwar]

let's go crazy

#sekwar's art #artists on tumblr #ena #ena joel g #dream bbq #i didn't ink it in this time <3 #the colours had to pop out #this new form of hers is such a cool look #i'm so antsy #i wanna see what she's like! #and i wanna know where that hole came from! #this is gonna be the best thing to happen this year period

[leezuhh]

sometimes i feel like i'm going insane reading some of the takes y'all have on this website. you all do realize that the holocaust happened because of white supremacy. right? jews are not exempt from oppression from white supremacists. we don't.... benefit??? from white supremacy. you can argue about the role race plays in the support of israel by major world powers without saying that jews are supported by white supremacy?????

#personal #one of my best friends still gets called antisemitic slurs on the street and you want to say those people are on their side ? ok. #lbr many of the israel supporters online are still antisemitic towards like. actual jewish people they meet in real life. #every time i see a post like the one i'm describing i just get a little more antsy #it's something i've seen multiple of my antizionist friends parrot without like. any critical thinking. #also israel ≠ jews you really are not doing any work in dismantling antisemitism by making broad statements about jews as if we are israel

[zephyrine-gale]

hello! i got an email saying my charms would ship on the 29th but it still says that it's pre-shipment and has been waiting for the item since then. is this normal?

Hello! I printed all of the shipping labels on the same day to pack them in batches, but there were some delays with items that were supposed to arrive on the 1st, so I had to put packing and shipping on hold until they arrived last weekend~this monday :'> I sent out all of the remaining orders out today, so your tracking number should update in a day or so! Thank you for your patience!

#shop bloops #I hope everything arrives safe and sound for you all!! #my only conclusion from the past two weeks is #fedex sucks ass and the local post office gives me a headache ajfkghj #i will do my best to have everything ready before printing the labels out next time tho #i just thought the stickers and stuff would arrive at their ETA and then they didn't come until like a week after... #so I do apologize for the long wait #i get antsy when the tracking doesn't seem to work too :'>

[caterpillarinacave]

So you choose not to step through the door, after all why mess with nonsense when you're already in nonsense? You check the items in your pockets, your phone you shut off to conserve power, the dog tag, key and top clink together but offer no help, and when you fiddle with the walkie-talkie you manage to get it to turn on, excitedly you call out to the void but only static responds, which is disappointing but predictable, so you put the items away and hunker down for the night, looking at the sky you can see that the stars seem strange, though you're no expert, and the moon seems to have a second smaller moon near it which looks pretty cool but is a stark reminder of how not on your own world your predicament has landed you.

In the morning you begin looking through the nearby bushes and plant life taking note of anything strange, you notice the berries you had been picking before you stepped through the door are also growing around here, they look and taste the same, and some other plants seem pretty similar to the forest from before as well, although the further away from the door you go the more unfamiliar plants you come across (of course that may just be your lack of familiarity with plants) and the few animals you have noticed are bizarre in a way that you can't explain, like the people from town, they seem almost perfectly familiar, just a little off and the noises they make have you thinking they wouldn't be able to communicate with their counterparts either, brushing aside another branch you come across a strange funnel made of metal which you pocket and what looks to be a regular whistle, you wipe it down and blow but hear nothing aside from the air going through, you consider it is either broken or maybe a dog whistle, as you go to put it away you hear something big running in your direction, before you can decide how to react a large creature storms out of the bushes and stops in the clearing before you, it's huge as a horse with paws and sharp teeth it licks as it looks around and spots you, it shakes its head again reminding you of a horse, then steps closer before turning and staring expectantly, you get the feeling it's waiting on you, impatiently, and you realize it seems to expect you to get on its back. Do you get on?

Yes.

#I am a terrible terrible Irish child #Clearly all those folk tales whose only moral was “don’t climb on the strange horse” were lost on me. Technically not a horse though. So. H #Uh please don’t run into the bog with my on your back strange horse thing. #…This may be one of my worse ideas #On one hand moving away from what appears to be the only connection my world doesn’t sound like a great idea #Back through the door is logically the the best bet. However I’ve already explored the area #The only thing to do would be to just sit there for hours and that will get me nowhere. The things that do have leads like the walkie- #Sputtering are things to pay attention to but not things that are likely to change if I don’t move. The whistle is the newest thing- #And let’s be real I’ve been in the bramble for like 14 hours without the neurospicy meds I am teetering on dangerously antsy #Probably better to get on the horse before I come up with something more stupid #It’s interesting my world flora seems to surround the door. I wish I’d payed more attention before I stepped through #If the nearby flora on the other side seemed like it would come from this world it would suggest that the door just leaks between universes #In two ways. If it’s earths flora then it’s either only leaking one way which we could no from one step through #Or - which we will not know but should pay attention for if we step into some other world - if the earths flora shows up around EVERY porta #Which would suggest earth is the base in some way #It might be beneficial to climb a tree to try and see farther out #Though I don’t exactly get many opurtunited to haul myself up a tree so I would put to much stock in a)my upper body strength #And b) my ability to chose a tree that won’t kill me #It’s defintley worth taking in as much info as possible. I’ll try and notice things like different winds gravity tempature ect #What should i tag this all. Help I got lost in a blackberry bush? Anon who takes me to alternate planes of reality? #I know #Guys I got lost in a bush #That’s a good one. Nothing weird there at all. #FINE I’ll rage it “guys I got lost in a blackberry bush” #I wonder what makes things so familiar. Perhaps this world exists very closely to the other. Perhaps they’ve crossed paths before. #Perhaps they’ve shown up in our dreams. Perhaps I have bad memory and my brain gaslights itself into thinking everything’s familiar #I wonder maybe the horse is a horse/dog thing- that would explain the likeness to the dog whistle (?) #This can’t get any worse I say doing something that could very much make it worse #Eh what’s the worst that can happen. At least I don’t have to pay taxes in this world #Guys I got lost in a black berry bush

[keeps-ache]

i don't know what it is but there are thoughts in my brain. more at 11- oh wait it's already 11.. uhh 12. maybe!

#just me hi #hello why am i talking about being wanting to able to sing through sneezes hfsjhbaj #i have not even thought about this for a full day but i wanna do it so bad man #what could it be practically applied to? uhhh the humor and lightened spirits of people around me #that's the best i got! the other is being slightly more annoying because it's still funny lmaoo #'but you hate sneezing' yes but also consider this #............................. #mmm it would be funny lol :> #/seriously though i think out of all the things human bodies do that i dislike/hate sneezing is in the top 5 #somewhere below The Oozing but above Placebo #i hate listening to people sneeze. like you know when you hear people breathing too much or chewing too loud? it's so bad man fhvshf #'breathing too much' okay yeah that's one of the sentences i've typed this year HFbvshf #and people scratching themselves. oh my sstarssshfvsfvbbggg #it's Not the same as sneezing or breathing it's just Deeply uncomfortable lol #like please . take your skin elsewhere... thank you <333 #and sneezing isn't even Nice !! #MAN. HICCUPS #i get hiccups so often it might be inhumane how often my body decides Okay. We're Feeling Antsy and just Goes to do it's thing #why are you even doing this dude ?? this is not helping our health as far as we know and also it doesn't even feel nice this Sucks fshvsh #but you know what. cheers to that i guess Lol #really why do hiccups feel so uncomfortable ? like my guy you are a Guest. sit down #anyway. apparently i have thoughts on sneezing .>. #//welp! back to baking cabbage water in my brain #it's turning out kind of nice! i thiiiink.. :> #when it turns brown i believe that means it's ripening. come back for more tips from keeps 👍

[sweetcreaturetm]

PLEASE I need a football au Steve like a safety or a corner and he’s super fast and Eddie does sports photography cause it pays the bills ya know? Anyway Steve is covering a receiver and tackles him and they stumble through the sideline and he lands on top of Eddie. And Steve’s like omfg I’m so fucking sorry but he has to get back to the game. And Eddie’s shook up but he’s like omfg that guy was so fucking hot. After the game Steve gets his name and shows up at his apartment and Eddie’s like omg and Steve’s like listen I’m so sorry I want to make sure you’re okay and Eddie’s like yeah the trainers checked me out I’m fine. And then Steve’s like trying not to leave and then he’s like… can I tell you a secret?

#and the secret is that he’s bi and is into Eddie #and nobody knows and he understands if Eddie doesn’t want go out with him since he hadn’t come out yet #but Eddie’s like uh yeah I want to go out #and whatever whatever they fall in love maybe some angsty outing or maybe some angsty Eddie’s a little antsy not being able to show Steve of #off #idk #steddie headcanon #steddie #athlete Steve #photographer Eddie #steve x eddie #also Steve plays for the colts I guess #but in my dreams he plays for the pats because I’m a pats girl #hate me cause you ain’t me #but also they haven’t been the best but I stand by my team

[duskerot]

MY PARTS SHIPPED

#txt #tbd #nendo.txt #actually got the email like right after posting the last post hdlfjrlrh #they shipped this morning apparently . but i manifested the notif i guess m #ive been Metaphorically pacing like a wild beast since i placed the order . #antsy to just get my hands on em #also i hate sending email i wanted to send a reply cuz they actually #sent me a very nice message warning me that the pieces i bought were all different skin tones and that they #would do their best to get a neck peg in the middle so itd blend a little #and i was like ohh no no its fine !! im gonna be repainting from white !! thanks for the concern Aa #i dont want to clutter their inbox tho chz like it already shipped they probablt dont need that message but #idk wanted to thank them for being thoughtful . #like yeah ik theyre all different skin tones none of them even remotely match hers anyway #i just needed the right Shapes . i can repaint but i can only modify plastic so much myself lmfao #its funny makijg a tag of me making her because the only ppl here who know about her are my irl friends aha #i dont rly oc post . shes my profile pic tho

[fur-bee]

recreating magnet in florida prison

#jjba #ermes costello #jolyne kujo #why did i make this #stone ocean #jolymes #hope it feels very 'everytime we touch' nightcore #absolutely no way this hasn’t been done #fellas is it gay to do the hatsune miku megurine luka magnet pose w your girl best friend #i was gonna post this in the morning but I’m too antsy #enjoy

[squuote]

figuring out my weird digital art block the night before to now being a bit antsy and impatient to get back home because of how badly I wanna drown myself in my drawings

#delete later #too cold in my room and hurts my hands + just needed to mess with my brushes #needed the little mixup every now and then. keep forgetting that #been in such a weird mood this entire week. not not good. #it’s like a weird off and on. antsy would best describe it #but something did happen last weekend so. I guess I shouldn’t be surprised x-P

[rosicheeks]

🫣

#I posted those gifs I was talking about last night 🫣🫣🫣 #I was going to do a video but it wasn’t working #the sound was off #buuuut I hope you guys enjoy some new gifs 😇 #it’s been so long since I posted #and I’m so antsy right nowwww #I know right now isn’t the best time to post so we will see if I get any attention #and ya know if I don’t get any most likely I’ll delete it cause my anxiety is strongg #so if you want me to keep it up you should go give me some love 😌🥰 #shut up rosie

[talesofruby01]

When you’re an introvert with a guilt complex

Like, you don’t wanna do something, or you feel antsy because you’ve socialized too much, but saying no or leaving feels rude or might make the other person mad or feel bad, so you gotta sit there just dying inside-

#I was at my friends house today #and I love this friend she’s the best and I adore hanging out with her #but I was at her house for FOUR HOURS #and she’s a fellow introvert so she’s chill and knows how I feel #BUT WHEN I WANTED TO LEAVE CAUSE I HAD STUFF TO DO AND WAS FEELING ANTSY I FELT BAD #I’m seeing her Saturday but I feel like a jerk from leaving- #also I got this friend I sit with on the bus that’s like- #I love them but they have a tendency of making me feel guilty #but one time they wanted me to come over after school and I had a bunch of stuff to do and did not feel like socializing- #but I didn’t know how to say no so I dreaded it the whole day #heheh enough of my stories #self care #guilt complex #introvert

[masquenoire]

OOC// What are some things that make Roman feel sad?

Few things make Roman Sionis feel sad. Years ago, it might have been a different story; he was a very lonely child for the most part whose parents made it crystal clear to him how unwanted he was, how much harder he made their lives and berated him constantly for how he couldn’t even begin to live up to their lofty expectations. It wasn’t much better elsewhere; Roman had few friends even amongst the other children of Gotham’s upper class families, a little too ‘odd’ and cursed with no filter to be able to truly fit in. Fortunately there were a few positive influences during this time. A few employees hired to take care of the family household and chores treated Roman well enough, caring more about the child than his own parents did. It was the chauffeur who realized he’d gone missing during one particular party and ventured out into the forest to bring him back when he’d been bitten by a rabid raccoon, though had been threatened by Mr. and Mrs. Sionis to not speak about the incident or else lose her job. Receiving so little genuine consideration throughout his life has long since burnt out Roman’s ability to feel sadness, because if nobody ever felt sorry for him then why the fuck should he feel the same about anything (or anyone) else? He’s older now, capable of looking after himself and everything he’s got is entirely his own doing. He doesn’t need empathy, to give or receive and frankly, such feelings are only weaknesses to exploit in Gotham’s crime-ridden underbelly where everybody’s out to get you. On rare occasions, Roman will notice a child who is not happy, clearly not loved or cared for by their parent/s at all. It’s a stark reminder as to how he once was, a haunting memory of how he’d once been and had nobody in his corner. For the briefest of moments he’ll feel the sharp, painful sting of sadness, memories of times he’d thought he’d long since gotten over... until familiar rage overcomes him, wanting nothing more than to -lash out- at the closest thing. To Roman, anger is much more familiar and preferrable to grief.

#elisethetraveller #;; asks #Thank you for sending this! #This was a really good question and hard to answer #In a good way of course! #It's hard to think of many situations where he'd feel sad anymore #Thinking about Circe or Tiffany can bring him down #Especially the latter #He feels he failed to protect her and she died because he wasn't strong enough #Li is a close second #She almost died because he got the Joker involved and she ended up with some terrible burns #And despite all that she still stays around and continues working for him #Other times he'd feel sad uhhh #When he's out of whiskey or knowing he's not seeing Rocco and Dante again for a while while at Arkham #Few things piss him off harder than child abuse and neglect tho #ESPECIALLY when their parents should be doing their best to protect them #Roman would legit kill an abusive parent with his bare hands if allowed to #I'M OFF WORK FOR A FEW DAYS #Gonna try and write but I'm a bit antsy today #First hair blew up into an awful mess and trying to brush the tangles out ripped out half my hair #So head hurts #Also there was an aggressive customer at work but thankfully she wasn't mad at me #Had to find a manager though but wew not fun #child abuse tw #child abuse cw #child neglect cw #child neglect tw