#with pauses of course

[camprell-art]

Welcome to the Circus!

Count Bleck is the Ringmaster, Timpani is the Funambulist (aka the person who walks on the tightrope), Nastasia is the animal enchanter and hypnotist, Dimentio is obviously the Magician, Mimi is Dimentio's assistant and the Contortionist, (I can imagine both of them being acrobats too), O'Chunks is the also obviously Strongman and the Fire Breather and lastly but not least Mr.L is the globe of death motorcyclist!

#this took 2 days to finish #with pauses of course #but still a lot of time hehe #my art #super paper mario #count bleck #spm timpani #tippi #spm nastasia #spm mimi #o'chunks #spm o'chunks #spm mrl #dimentio #circus

[ibtisams]

It is so scary that it was confirmed that the truce between Hamas and Israel would not start before Friday, and then Israel arrested the director of al-Shifa, ordered the immediate evacuation of the Indonesian hospital, and there have been major deadly attacks on Northern and Central Gaza. It is clear death toll will surpass 15,000 before the temporary pause ever begins.

#Israel of course is saying it’s 100% Hamas’ fault that the pause has been delayed #I don’t anticipate the next 2 days being good news days #palestine #🦢

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

Transcript:

*panting*

What was I thinking?

"Who's your daddy?" Who says things like that?

I need to get it together and focus on my investments.

The BUSSY controls my every waking thought.

And I have lost my path.

Forgive me, Lord.

And allow me passage back to The Grindset.

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#ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #thank you anon for bringing this to my attention #normally i edit down the pauses between speaking but this time i think it needed to stay. for effect. #so you can feel his pondering in real time #he wants to get back to the grind. if you know what im sayin. #the cyber grind of course #if you know what im sayin #voice post

[pigdemonart]

I did say i would draw Grimsley falling down the steps of the PokeGala.

#pokemon bw #pokemon black and white #grimsley #marshal #shauntal #caitlin #lenora #drayden #iris #clay #one big gay unovan family #SO MANY PEOPLE GOD #AXEW #OF COURSE #listen #this was funny to me and a few people in me and cheri���s server JFNFN so HERE it i s #pauses on blorbo content to drsw the other blorbos #thats right…the whole nation is my blorbo #my art #comic

[r-aindr0p]

I have a bunch of songs mentioning fire or burning stuff in my playlists so I decided to do a little something with Rollo for each song even if they don't mach the vibe 100% ! Flamm and Flames series 2/? : Universe on fire - Gloryhammer

#twisted wonderland #rollo flamme #twst rollo #labeled 2 because i already did 2 drawings of rollo inspired by faster than the flame by powerwolf ! #power metal does have a bunch of songs about fire yeah... #back to drawing again after a little pause hehee cant wait to draw the rest of the rollos #he has his uniform in these because it is when he sets fire to fleur city #there will be one iconic french song about fire of course even if you don't like it you know it if you are french #feel free to recommend fire songs... litterally !

[luckycl0ve]

happy valentines day here's something i cooked up earlier! please donate if you can to the pcrf like i have today

#Bucky #Bucky Barnes #Winter Soldier #nonbinary bucky #non-binary bucky #guns tw #old time heart themed revolver yeah sure why not #pausing my patreon potentially indefinitely at the end of the month so i donated that will be this month's money to pcrf #similar vetted causes and gofundmes are good too of course #didn't just cook this up earlier i also make vegan steak frites for me and my flatmate yeehaw

[abrahamvanhelsings]

the hitch in van helsing's words when he says "i beseech you" im going to cry for real this time. it's not even simply that he knows how important it is that he gets arthur to trust him, that he's conscious of their duty to all living souls and lucy herself to do this to her and how difficult this will be physically and emotionally. it's that arthur now distrusts him, cries at him in anger - arthur, the man who looks like his lost son and whom he loves because of it. the man whose love and respect he may now never get back after suggesting mutilating lucy's corpse. he isn't just desperate for all the men in that room to trust him so they can give lucy peace and keep the living safe. that's the sacrifice of his father's heart splitting in two right there. wtf alan burgon.

#alan burgon owns my fucking life fr every time i think it can't get better and then he's on the next ep and it's like #*holding my heart in his hand* if i squeeze like this i can wring every single emotion you've ever experienced out of you all at once #i had to pause then relisten then pause again b4 continuing #of course arthur forgives him in the end! but vh doesn't know that while he's suggesting this! #he goes up to arthur and suggests cutting off the head of his fiancée and he has to completely depend on his powers of persuasion #(which are off the charts but that's neither here nor there) #what if arthur didn't want to come. he'd only be able to do to lucy what has to be done by dishonouring whatever trust arthur has left #and in any case arthur would always think him mad and awful and never forgive him for anything #i am back on my vh bullshit (i was never off it) yes im being overly dramatic abt it. don't care. #dracula #dracula daily #re: dracula

[kellyscabin]

spnblr standardised test….. best of luck friends 🫶

#best i've got so far is 236/327.... #honestly idk if its possible to get them all in the max 25 mins it would let me set #like it took me 40 mins to type them all out for the template sooooo #I recommend pausing and thinking :) #OF COURSE you’re a teacher and handing out a test 🙄🙄 #supernatural #spn

[moonchild-in-blue]

You know what? I really wanna eat a sandwich with Vessel. We don't even have to talk or anything like.

I just want to sit at a table across him, get a few Capri Suns, a bag of crisps torn open between us, a nice sandwich each, and just eat in silence.

🧃😐🥪 🍟 🧃😐🥪 <- like this

#i want it to be almost uncomfortable but never reaching that point #i want us both to just munch on bread like 😐🥪 😐🥪 #and we're both sharing the same crisps. and maybe we reach out for the same potato but there's an awkward “you go” pause #our fingers barely touch. it's not romantic or anything it's just 😐😬 #and maybe I'll accidentally choke on a piece of chicken and he pauses. half-eaten sandwich in hand. completely silent #watching me cough and waiting to see if i need help or not. but then i sip on my capri sun and i'm 😐👍 and he's 😐👍 #and we both continue to eat in silence #he's fully masked of course #maybe he'll occasionally cough very lightly to clear his throat. or do a “mhm” sound to indicate the food is good #and that's it. that's all i want #is that too much to ask? i don't think so #(listen i love sandwiches okay? they're one of my favourite things in the whole world i could live off sandwiches if i could) #sleep token

[aardwoof]

i started watching merlin

this may be the greatest mistake of my life

#merlin #oh and i paused halfway through the first episode to read merthur fanfic because of course i fuckign did

[zishuge]

I'm supposed to be working but instead I'm thinking about Li Lianhua growing vegetables and how, once upon a time, he was so happy that he almost cried when he finally managed to grow some turnips.

Thinking about how he must've been at rock bottom then - sick, injured, heartbroken, having just lost in one fell swoop everyone and everything he's ever cared about. His shixiong, dead. He believes it's his fault. His shifu, dead. He believes it's his fault. His sect, in ruins. He believes it's his fault. His people no longer believe in him. A-Mian doesn't love him anymore. It's all his fault, it's all his fault.

He doesn't have Hulijing yet. He's alone. He's heartsick. He'll be dead in ten years, or much sooner than that if he can't find some food and shelter. His Sigu Sect leader token is only worth 50 taels of silver. It turns out everything he has built his life around is worth only 50 taels of silver. I can hear his self-deprecating laugh. How foolish he must've felt, having his life's ambition put so violently and abruptly into perspective.

Have you ever been so despondent that you cling desperately to just one thing, anything, that you can focus on in order to not think about everything else? So: turnips.

Tending, weeding, watering, counting, day by day by slowly passing day. The vegetables grow and he survives. And finally, one day, he discovers that against all odds, he has turnips. These hands which he believes have caused the destruction of all that he once held dear, somehow managed to nurture creation and support life. Everything and everyone is gone, but here in his hands is this one small glimmer of hope that perhaps he is not only capable of ruin. How happy he must've been. Was it the first time he felt joy since before the East Sea battle? How he must've wanted to tell someone, but there was no one there.

You know who he must've most wanted to tell? His shifu. His shifu, who once told him that he didn't care about Xiangyi becoming any great martial artist. Just eat well, drink well, and live well. Maybe kneeling there in the dirt, gently cradling his small misshapen turnips in his hands — maybe that's when Li Lianhua finally understands what Shifu meant.

#and so he promised himself he would do nothing but try to live by shifu's words for the rest of his life #of course that is until fang duobing crashed into it #mysterious lotus casebook #莲花楼 #word vomit #it's li lianhua feels hours #when i tell you that that one scene of him tending to his turnips #made me absolutely lose it #i had to pause because i was sobbing so hard i couldn't see the screen #i can't have been the only one #just imagining what he must've felt then #every time i think about it my heart aches #i'm sorry this is so long i just can't stop thinking about it and need to get it down #i have to go cuddle my dog now #my ramblings #text

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

the doctor isnt neurodivergent or autistic or adhd or nonbinary or genderqueer or asexual. what the doctor is, is Not From Here

#which necessarily of course says something abt their (non)whiteness #(i had all these words in quotation marks first so mentally add those to whiteness too) #but we've them be black for all of 1.5 episode now so #lets see how that develops you know #also i dont think i understand the politics of that part well enough to say much abt it #not that i probably understand the politics of these parts better but #im annoyed enough abt this Thing happening these years. in these 20s i guess. the 'representation' thing #to complain abt it anyway #the dsm isnt real and it isnt gonna fuck you buddy #maybe i'll read some books and then one day i'll write an essay driven by spite and pettiness #i wonder if i can make the thesis statement about the tension between their status of main character #in a 60 year running family adventure show vs this therapy thing we're doing now #like. you cant do that. in terms of like. what story is and does. what a character is and does. it strains #in an interesting way. like im not saying they Shouldnt have done it. im just observing. that you cant do that really. i think #or maybe you can! but i'll find that out #i also dont know shit abt narratology or whatever so. need to read books first. sigh #always have to pause my thoughts to read myself in first its so annoying. esp bc i rarely really do #bc then new thoughts new things to do you cant do EVERYTHING. you can do almost nothing. bane of my existence really #but like you might even be able to say smth interesting here about whether you can call them traumatised at all #remember that article i saw around on tumblr a few years ago i think that was abt like. some scholar in the middle east maybe #saying that ptsd is a western thing bc it necessitates a Post #all of this is western. psychiatry is western. its all stories. how you conceptualise trauma is a story #whos Other is story #where youre from is a story what you stand for is a story who you are is a story #ah. checked the article. dr samah jabr. palestinian. i'll start with her book maybe

[jahiera]

man I can’t do it anymore. I’m going to be petty and silly and yuck on yums but please. on my knees can we stop calling astarion “asta” “starry” “asty” I’ll kill him myself if only to free us from this torment

#Asta….. Well yes he is an ass. Ass is a nickname that is free for use. #seeing it used casually in tiktok comments and my brain pauses trying to catch up with who we’re talking about #pleaseeee i am begging. no more baby nicknames for the bitchy vampire. #ASTA. Asta. Dear god. I can see him making a Face right now #I KNOW ITS HARMLESS it’s cute have fun live your dreams. I am just cringing in the background #plus astarion is a pretty name and I like how unwieldy and pompous it is.. of COURSE you’re an insufferable vampire with #an insufferably long dramatic name

[wallylake]

[Slight Spoilers, I guess?]

I love so much how silly Chosen is in the new AvA with Orange, the sillies, I used to think of their dynamic being like that and finally seeing it's just amazing

Visual representation of how I see the dynamic

#Ava #animation vs animator #alan Becker #alan becker fanart #I still think Chosen is just tired most of the time but when he focused He enters “The Zone” man #Orange is just overall confused but he sure knew how to pull it off #of course until The Sunglasses mercenary pull up the pause option #Im loving this soo mcu #really excited to see what happens next

[leafatlaw]

im sure a million people have already said this but, im thinking north and south and the cain and abel parallels, and i feel sick

#sparrow speaks #rvb #PAUSE im only on s9 #rvb lb #them.... #anytime north does anything im just like #how much of souths speach to wash was real ? #of course this casts the director as god which has some really interesting conitations #god i could draw somwthing for this #i dont think i want to #south rvb #north rvb

[aholefilledwithtwigs]

I have discovered a personal hell. Timed online courses with time minimums

#this is a 5 hour course #so each page has a countdown time #before you can click next #anti adhd violence #how am i going to focus with constant pause #anti flow state ui