#yeah I dunno where this came from

[anxiety-and-fandoms]

chip right now: yeah sorry you’re both going through family issues sorry I can’t relate 💯💯🤪🤪#orphanlifestyle

#yeah I dunno where this came from #chip jrwi #jrwi riptide #jrwi spoilers #jrwi chip #tw emoji #emojis tw

[some-pers0n]

An odd Medic headcanon I have is that, despite being a very touchy-feely person (especially during surgery), he's very much against physical contact when others do it without any warning. Yeah, he'll wrap his arm around you and caress your face whilst sewing a sandworm colon around your spinal cord, but if you come at him from behind and put your hand on his shoulder, his immediate gut reaction would be to suplex you WWE style.

#tf2 #tf2 medic #tf2 headcanons #SHIT #I MEANT DRAFTS #SAVE TO DRAFTS NO #Uhh UHHH #Anyways yeah this headcanon has been one I've had for ages #Dunno where it came from but it's here and I've had it for #God #Like a year?

[heartbreakprincewille]

I was just thinking about how Erik's death, although very tragic, was important for many plot-related reasons. Not only to Wilhelm's character and Wilhelm and Simon's dynamic, but also because Erik was the Crown Prince everyone wanted.

If Erik would have been alive and became the King, I highly doubt that it would have brought any sort of conflict to the table. He was described as a "perfect" royal by almost everyone (despite S2 giving us insight about him struggling as well). The traditions would have went on as usual, the lies and secrets and toxic high-society solidarity finding a safe abode under Kristina and then Erik's succession. Even if Wille and Simon would have been together, it wouldn't have been much of a deal, Wilhelm was a spare after all, right? Erik was carved straight out of the image the Royal Court wanted him to be, but in reality it would just have been private therapy sessions and secret realizations about your surroundings but too "duty-bound" to act on them.

But Wilhelm is the Crown Prince everyone needs. Even if they don't realize it. Everyone in that damn school and even the Royals need a severe reality check. I agree, everyone is entitled to their worldview and it's not wrong to harbour a certain belief, but they need to realize how stifling they are. They made Wilhelm deny the video even though saying nothing about it was the right option! And then proceeded to offer the throne to the same person who filmed and uploaded that video. How infuriating is that? You are offering power to a person who can commit literal crimes as soon as its intoxication seizes his brain? Just because the current Crown Prince is non-conforming to your toxic systems and would potentially not bear future heirs? DO YOU GUYS EVEN HAVE MORALS?

I actually hope Wilhelm and Simon's relationship rock the foundations of Hillerska and the Royalty's beliefs. I hope Wilhelm's speech make them introspect what is right and what is not. Everyone needs some sort of discomfort in their worldview to grow, and I really hope Wilhelm and Simon's unabashed love makes everyone's centuries-old solidarity with stoic traditions twist and turn in its grave. I hope Wilhelm's growth as a person becomes so tangible that people like Nils and Stella are never afraid to be loudly themselves if they want to.

RIP Erik, you would have been an absolutely charming King. But trust me, your brother is here to start a revolution.

#dunno where this came from😭 #but yeah i was thinking about the scene where August meets Kristina and Kristina is talking to Wille about it and it just made me MAD okay? #even August feels everything wrong about the system but he is too conforming and stubborn to admit it #not shitting on Erik tho he would have been a great King rip #but yeah these rich people need to have their world rock and who's better to do that than someone in a position of privilege? :) #Wille and Simon don't even have to actively participate in anything they are just enjoying their relationship #while everything else burns to the ground lmao #young royals #wilmon #simon eriksson #prince wilhelm

[blade-that-was-broken]

John was sixteen when he figured out he was living alone.

He probably should have realized it sooner. Months since he left his brothers and moved up north with his father, but then suddenly, all he had was silence and free time. And not in a good way. His father suddenly had little interest in anything except his job and fishing. John could probably die in the woods one day and his father might not have even noticed.

Or maybe John just thought he wouldn't.

John is sixteen when he leaves home for the first time, spending weeks making his way back down to his mother's house - only to find it sold off and abandoned.

The whole trip took over a month but when he returned and was asked where he was, John didn't know what to tell his father. He said camping and it was accepted without fight or worry.

He wonders how long he could be gone at a time.

John is sixteen when he gets a job. It is just part time and doesn't pay a lot, but it is enough for him to get a bit of extra income to spend on the things he wants. His father's job pays well for the both of them to live but John doesn't really see any of it outside of basic bills he has to pay to keep the lights and heat on. He likes the movement and the work, and he gets to talk to people although John doesn't really say much. By this point, he's pretty used to the silence.

He is sixteen when he guts a fish for the first time. His father was gone for a week and there was little food in the house - with less money - but plenty of fishing poles and bait. He goes out, catches a fish and follows a video on how to gut and cook it. His father comes home irritated that his pole and some of his bait is missing but he calms down when he sees leftover fish on the stove. He doesn't apologize for the outburst, but John doesn't expect him to.

He is sixteen when he tries alcohol for the first time. He doesn't understand why his dad likes it.

He is sixteen when he gets lost in the woods for two weeks.

He is sixteen when his father disappears for almost an entire month. Considering John had done this himself; he doesn't say a word when his father trudges through the door looking for dinner.

He is sixteen when he breaks his first bone. It's only his finger but it still hurts. His father wraps it up so it would heal straight. John still isn't sure it did.

He is sixteen when he steps into that tiny hometown church and he leaves the service that day not certain God exists but if He does, maybe John isn't entirely alone.

He is sixteen when he makes a friend. It's not a person.

He is sixteen when he creates his clue board, trying to track down his brothers. He asks everyone; he gathers all of the evidence and intelligence he can. He spends weeks perfecting travel down to his hometown to try and investigate.

He is sixteen when he realizes no one knows anything. Fifteen years of being neighbors with the same people and no one knew where his mother took his brothers.

John is seventeen when he spends his birthday alone just outside a simple old cabin, huddled around a fire with a candle in a marshmallow. He only has one wish.

John is almost seventeen and a half when he can entirely live out in the wilderness by himself if he wanted.

He almost did.

John is seventeen and a half when he follows a girl from church to the recruitment office. They both have things they are running from and neither of them judge. Neither of them can. She stands by his side as they fill out paperwork and she asks him if he's okay. He hasn't been asked that for years.

John gives her a grin that's only partially fake and tells her never better.

John is seventeen and a half when he leaves home for the last time.

And then realizes it was never home at all.

#soldier on au #idk where this came from but it did #did a mini thing during work and then finished it up here #john gets real self sufficient real fast #he's got to in the environment he is in #so there is that #I'm still debating on timelines #cause yeah #JD looks for his brothers but idk if much would change if he did so after he becomes an adult sooooo i dunno

[quibbs126]

Okay, so Espresso grew up in the Creme Republic’s lower city

Why have I been seeing some people say he came from the Dark Cacao Kingdom then?

#I mean yeah that’s where the Coffee Tribe is native #but doesn’t mean he’s from there #maybe it’s from after we knew about the Dark Cacao Kingdom but before this chapter came out #I dunno #cookie run #cookie run kingdom #cookie odyssey #espresso cookie

[front-facing-pokemon]

#registeel #and now this guy is maybe a bit less interesting. from this standpoint‚ i mean. the eyes being just dots make it a little hard to like #feel *connected* to them when they're ffp'd‚ y'know? i feel like it's kind of a reductive angle. which is why i zoomed this one and the last #one out a bit. so you can see a bit of the rest of their body. it's maybe less funny but would it really have been funny to just see 7 red #dots on a gray background and have to read the tag to know it's registeel? i dunno. maybe. maybe it would've been. but i like this more #maybe the explanation is that i'm taking these pictures myself. i personally know all these pokémon and have to ask them if i have permissio #n to take these pictures of them. but registeel said i couldn't get too close. so we settled with this. hehe yeah that's why :) hehe :) #anyway. you now have the aegis cave theme stuck in your head #hi it's me from the present. saturday morning. in yesterday's queued post i came up with the idea of maybe doing a monotype run of a pokémon #game. i don't know which one yet but i wanted to do water-type. but i was like. maybe i'll liveblog it on my main blog. yesterday #and today i came back and saw those tags as i was queuing up today's 'mons and i was like… hell maybe i could stream it if enough folks are #interested. but if anyone is then i didn't want to wait that long for the queue to get to that post bc that's gonna post on like. august 18 #and class for my last semester of college Ever starts back up on august 21st and i don't. know if i want to start another pokémon playthroug #h that close to classes starting. especially not one where at least one (1) individual out there might be waiting for it So i put 'em here #they'll still be on that post but. they're here. just in case someone out there is chronically bored enough that that's something they'd be #interested in. y'never know there's a lot of folks here #anyway i will now queue up kricketot. see you then… or i guess see you whenever if you like send in an ask or a message or smth…

[pallanophblargh]

Had a pretty good birthday, for the first time in... a while? I don’t mean for that to sound sad, but it’s what ya do when you’re depressed and aging. (IYKYK)

An old friend from high school days came up from Iowa to celebrate with me, which was very welcome! We had plant themed fun together, and rants, and wrestled traffic together, and had tacos and margaritas. We were therapists for each other. We laughed about dumb shit most of the time and reveled in our shared weirdness. In many ways, it was as if no time had gone by. We were definitely both overdue for this, which is usually the case when you’re in your 30s and living in different states.

The unexpected side effect is realization on my end of how much I’d benefitted from leaving things behind: I’d always known that leaving more or less saved my life, but reminders from my friend who is so much like myself of how things still are there kind of shattered my comparatively pleasant little urban bubble I’d made for myself. And so I began my exercise in gratitude, that, regardless of how flawed this city and state may be, it’s been so good for me to be here, to learn, change, and grow.

And so, I say: I love you, Minnesota. Even if you are that Midwest flavor of banality (so what?) and you reek of that infamous passive aggression, you could be doing a lot worse. After all, progress, not perfection!*

I dunno. I just felt maybe I need to be more deliberate about noticing things I am/should be grateful for. Especially since I’ve spent my entire life focusing on everything that is wrong.

*Plenty of things NEED improvement/change, but considering the neighboring states and the country as a whole... yeaaaaah...

#April rambles #text post #Minnesota #Midwestern Woes #they're not much but I've made the Twin Cities my humble home #while realizing how many things we have to get right of coure #but compared to where I came from? MUCH better #small rural towns are a weirdly vanilla hell #and i feel like I got out comparatively unscathed #like yeah there's not a ton going on here but the more diversity we get the better #joking about if I didn't live here I'd possibly pick Colorado or maaaaaybe Michigan? Or Chicago of course #I dunno just practicing gratitude for once #hoping she can join us with her family someday? #I really don't miss Iowa it can fuck right off for the most part

[blujayonthewing]

sure was Something to see a bunch of people on facebook yesterday like 'haha wow this weather is great! I'll sure take 70s over february weather any day!!' and then watch severe thunderstorms and tornados sweep through that night

#HAHA WOW YEAH. LOVE IT WHEN IT'S 70 IN FEBRUARY IN MICHIGAN NO DOWNSIDES EVER #it doesn't sound like anything was seriously damaged and everyone I know is fine fwiw #but hometown got two inch hail and there was an actual (apparently brief and small) tornado touchdown like half a mile from my mom #I dunno it's just a weird... it's a weird thing. it's a weird feeling to see people celebrating something that bodes really badly #and then watching bad things happen about it almost immediately #AND LIKE. I WAS ON HERE POSTING ABOUT CROCUSES RIGHT?? it's not like I'm blaming anybody it's just...... weird #... although I mean the specific 'I'll take THIS over february any day teehee' did have me feeling a bit unhinged even before the storms hi #I FUCKING WOULDN'T! NOT IN THIS FUCKING CLIMATE AND BIOME!! PUT THAT FEBRUARY BACK WHERE IT CAME FROM OR SO HELP ME!!!! #I don't LIKE it EITHER but it BELONGS HERE we NEED IT #about me

[logicheartsoul]

So a couple weeks ago I got this free offer of “make your own custom tote bag on Shutterfly for free, you just have to pay for shipping” and not knowing what else to get printed on it, I just went for a sambucky edit I made of an animated emoji that came out when the show aired.

Anyhow, so the bag came and it looks SO good!!!

My original image was small and lower res than what Shutterfly likes so I had to find a way to upscale the image while keeping good quality. Took me a bit but found a good AI that did it.

I’m glad I only had to pay for shipping because if I had to pay the actual price plus shipping??? The costs would’ve been over 30 dollars and I would’ve lost my mind

#personal #sambucky #it came out so nicely and the image is big! You can see his heart eyes from outer space lmao #will I use this I dunno? We will see #dunno where I’ll have an opportunity to bring and use this but yeah

[bright-and-burning]

it definitely says something abt 10 year old me that i was obsessed w clove of all characters from the hunger games. “youngest and smallest of the career tributes, but seems to be the most intelligent” “very arrogant, sadistic, and strong” “loves throwing knives” like. aldhskdhakhdksjd ok.

#i have such distinct memories of a friend’s hunger games themed 11th birthday party #her parents had like a bunch of themed games (and i won the balloon pop one where u popped balloons to see if u survived) #and then we played pretend hunger games. and birthday girl got to be katniss obviously #but i immediately was like im clove and then climbed up a tree while cackling so like. #yeah. dunno where that one came from #loved an absolutely insane and violent girl character. still do tbf but like WHY was i projecting so hard onto her 😭

[victorluvsalice]

Valicer Not-Incorrect Quotes, Halloween Editon

[Context: Alice auditioned for a scare house and was hired on the spot to replace someone who'd quit suddenly; as a result, she was only able to send a quick text to Victor and Smiler saying she got the job and would tell them about it later]

Alice: [jumps out of a corner in the scare house, covered in fake blood and waving a knife] ARRRGH!

Pair Of Sisters: [scream and run on to the next performer]

Alice: [hides again and jumps out at the next passersby] ARRRGH!

Frat Bro: [screams surprisingly high-pitched and flees]

Alice: [hides again and jumps out at the next couple] ARRRGH!

Victor & Smiler, out on a date: [yelp -- then stop dead as they recognize Alice]

Alice: [also freezes as she recognizes them] ...

Victor: So this is where you were hired!

Smiler: [grins and waves] Hi bestie!

Alice: [trying not to laugh] Don't call me that, I'm trying to murder you.

--

Smiler: [entering the house fresh off a shift at Sunny Brews] Hey, I'm home!

Victor: [getting off the couch to greet them] Welcome back! I hope you had a --

Victor: [pauses, then leans in and sniffs Smiler] Goodness, you smell -- really good.

Alice: [getting up as well] They what? [goes in for a sniff too] Huh. You do smell good. Very -- fall?

Smiler: Yeah, that'll be the fifty million pumpkin spice lattes I made today.

--

Victoria: [showing the trio and Emily a new treat recipe she wanted to try out] And now you pipe your meringue on top of the cookie base in a swirl, like so.

Smiler: [looking at the resultant swirl with a raised eyebrow]

Victor: [guessing at what they're thinking] No.

Alice: [also guessing] Besides, it's white.

Smiler: ...that just sent my mind off in a different direction.

Victor: NO.

--

[Context: Victor, Alice, and Smiler are watching The Nightmare Before Christmas with Smiler's other coaster friends]

Thirteen: [glancing over at Victor and jerking her head toward the TV and Halloweentown] So, is that what your hometown looks like?

Victor: Har har. I'll have you know it's not nearly that colorful.

Rita: So more like the town in Frankenweenie, gotcha.

Oblivion: Does Jack come to your family reunions?

Victor: Come on, I don't look that much like a Tim Burton character.

Alice: You really do.

Smiler: You're one oddball corpse-revival away from starring in one of his movies.

Victor: [fake pouts] You're all mean.

Smiler: [winks] And we already know you like spirals.

Victor: [deep blush] Can we go back to watching the movie?

--

Alice: [sidles up to Victor drawing something and leans over him, grinning and showing off fake vampire fangs] Hi darling.

Victor: [glances up at her with a smile -- then does a double take when he notices the teeth] Oh! Ah, hello.

Alice: [still grinning, running a finger along Victor's neck] Like them? I got them just for you.

Victor: [visibly swallows] Ah -- they're -- they're very nice.

Smiler: [abruptly appears at the door in a lab coat and yellow spiral-pattern goggles, lounging against the frame in a way that's meant to be sexy] I understand someone in here needs some serious brainwashing?

Victor & Alice:

Victor: [snorts and turns away to try and hide his laughter]

Alice: [shakes her head, snickering] Way to kill the mood.

Smiler: This is the sexiest outfit in the world and you know it.

--

[after hours at the scare house]

Coworker: Hey, Alice? I saw you kissing some guy behind the attraction on our break --

Alice: Oh, that was my boyfriend, I wasn't making out with a random guest.

Coworker: [fidgeting] Yeah, but -- I saw him come in with some other guy, and kiss him too.

Alice: Oh, that was my boyfriend's themfriend.

Coworker: ???

Alice: We're complicated.

--

#valicer #not incorrect quotes #incorrect quotes #victor van dort #alice liddell #smiler alton #halloween #wanted to do something new for the spooky season #came up with the 'Alice working in the scare house getting surprised by Victor and Smiler' scene #ran with it from there XD #if you're confused by the ghost cookie one #know that was actually inspired by an episode of Great British Junior Bake-Off I saw #where the kids had to make poop emoji cookies XD #and I had to do the 'Victor looks like a Tim Burton' character one #obviously Tim's Corpse Bride doesn't exist in this universe if Victor's wandering around in the real world #but that doesn't stop Victor looking like he belongs in one of his films #before you ask no I don't know if Alton Towers has the same coasters or not in this verse #maybe they do but they're named different things or have different theming I dunno #but yeah enjoy my silly Halloween scenes! I had fun with them #queued

[galaxygolfergirl]

Wow, the Helsa fandom just disintegrated into dust didn’t it

#I mean like why wouldn’t it though #you try to be a part of a fandom for almost a decade with little to nothing to go off of in terms of content #canon content that is #once you get to the point where it’s just fanfiction and your imagination it just feels kind of divorced from the actual media itself #when you compare the idealized version you made up versus what you actually have to work with you really can’t build any more beyond that #it was going to sizzle out anyways #I mean yeah I see a few stragglers hanging on but I mean we had a good run #I mean I made my peace with it a couple years ago #things were getting a little too immature and pissy when the sequel came around #people were getting nasty #I dunno I was just thinking about my old ships and kinda miss when things were fresh and exciting #that was 7 years of my life #ya can’t really ever get that back though #you can only appreciate what you gave and what you got out of it #to anyone still riding the train more power to you #helsa #frozen #frozen 2 #prince hans #queen elsa

[tocontinue]

  —Is next year the one?

  It’s an idea he hasn’t humored in so many years. De-weaponization. The chance to finally shed the mantle of Mega Man and return to his roots, his purpose, his function, as Rock. The lab assistant Doctor Light wanted in his second foray into the Robot Master.

  The idea was attempted before, to some extent. If they had followed through with it, it may have cost countless people their lives. Rock would never consider a Robot Master attack to be a blessing, but... well, thank goodness Cossack hadn’t delayed his uprising any further. If he had to be re-weaponized, the delay... well, he tries not to linger on the what-if.

  It’s selfish, but he can’t help but particularly wish it on himself this time. Wily’s last attack hadn’t just seen him donning the blue armor once more; Rock was weaponized even further, outfitted with the Double Gear System of Wily’s own design. Sure, there was technically nothing inherently... weapon-y about it, and Rock had found plenty of other uses for it in the aftermath of that attack. But that was why it was installed into his systems. To fight. To stop Wily.

  It had been a long time since the last attack. Maybe, just maybe, Wily was down for good this time. Run off to some hidden bunker to waste away, ensuring everlasting peace. And yet...

  ‘Remember this! Doctor Wily always strikes again!’

  ...There were too many risks. It was unlikely Rock would ever be able to retire the title in his lifetime.

  A door opens behind him. In that moment, Rock becomes acutely aware of how sad he must look, gazing out of the window of Light Labs so... well, sad-looking. He turns to greet Doctor Light with a smile, but it’s painfully clear to both of them how forced the gesture is. The facade is abandoned almost immediately, with blue eyes turning to the ground below instead.

  “You know, Rock,” he begins, pulling up a stool and sitting across from him. “...you would be terrible at poker.”

  The comment catches him off-guard. He turns his gaze back to Light, a curious frown replacing the forlorn expression there a moment prior.

  “I’m... not sure I understand.”

  “You really haven’t heard of a poker face?” The realization earns a chuckle from Light. “Poker is a game of lies, above all else. Knowing when to hide your look of disgust, or your joy upon seeing a good hand, is all part of the basics of the game... hence the term.”

  A slow nod of understanding follows, though Rock doesn’t look happy about it. He supposes he’d rather be bad at a game all about lying, all things considered... still, he can’t help but feel like he’s failing something. Even if it is really as simple as not hiding his emotions well.

  ...Proving his father right, it’s clear that Light takes notice of it.

  “Now, I never said it was a flaw.” Light tries again, leaning forward and placing a hand on Rock’s shoulder. He can’t help but find some comfort in the action, and visibly relaxes, if only a little.

  “Most men would have crumbled under the weight of your responsibilities. To stand up, time and time again, to stare danger in the face...” Light shakes his head. “Honestly, Rock, I struggle to keep my head up sometimes, and I’m not even the one to face Wily each time.”

  “But I’m not keeping my head up.” Rock interrupts, shaking his head as well. “I’m... sad. I’m always sad. I wish... I wish it would all be over already.”

  There’s a pause in the conversation. If Rock were to look again, he’d see his father thinking his next words over very carefully.

  “...It’s true, you may be sad now. And I can clearly see that you are.” He adds with a chuckle. “But your emotions are not just limited to despair, and I can see that as well.”

  Rock shakes his head yet again... but doesn’t interrupt, instead looking up at Light once more.

  “I designed you as a son. A child, meant to experience the world with the same sense of wonder a human child would.” He stops briefly to clear his throat... it’s clear he’s getting a little emotional, too. “With each time Wily comes back, I... worry you may lose that.”

  A pause, as Light takes a deep breath.

  “Yet, after over a dozen times of saving the world from destruction... you haven’t changed, my boy.” There’s the faintest threat of tears welling up in his eyes, but the smile below them is warm and genuine. “When you help me in making new Robot Masters, or when you go out to help your brothers... even when you spend time with Roll, it’s clear to me that you’re having fun, Rock. The same fun a child like you should have.”

  Another lull in the conversation, but this one falls on Rock. He sits there for a moment, mulling his father’s words over. Thinking back to exactly what Light described... helping him make the new Robot Masters of tomorrow, or showing up to a work site to use his Copy Chip to double manpower on a Robot Master’s project. Even just helping Auto with the reconstruction of the 11s...!

  A laugh actually slips out. The sound even catches Rock himself off guard. Light can’t help but laugh as well.

  “I don’t fault you for wanting this war to end. We all wish it had ended a long time ago.” Light says with a pat on the shoulder. “But you are more than just this war. You’re a beacon to the world in so many more ways than you realize.”

  Rock nods his head with the smallest smile on his face. Thanks to that awful poker face of his, it’s easy to tell this one’s actually genuine. It only takes a moment for the boy to jump off of his stool and run in for the hug.

  “...I do this all the time, huh?”

  “All part of that terrible poker face of yours.” Light says with a chuckle and a ruffling of Rock’s hair. After only a moment, though, his tone becomes genuine once again. “There’s no need to stress over how you feel. We’ll always be here to help you.”

  Rock nods again, then pulls himself out of the hug. His joyful expression has returned in full!

  ...And it vanishes almost immediately to a look of panic.

  “The fireworks.” He looks to the door, then back to Light. “I’m not late, am I?”

  “What? No, that’s not for another...”

  Wrong answer, apparently. Rock bolts through the door without waiting for Light to finish, his voice echoing through the halls of Light Labs.

  “Rush! C’mon, boy, we’ve gotta hurry!”

  “Uh, Mega Buddy? I dunno how to tell ya this, but set-up isn’t for another--”

  Ruff, ruff!

  “Alright, finally! Let’s go, boy!”

  The sound of the door opening and slamming shut, and Roll’s complaints about the noise ringing through the halls a moment later...

  “Please, never change, Rock.”

#► Drabble Tag TBD #//-Yeah I dunno where this one came from #//-Hi it's 1:30 AM Vio I hate myself for doing this rn #//-But FUCK it was fun so who cares KAJSBCKASXA #//-Hi next day Vio proofreading this #//-I love writing again. This rocks AKSBCKSX

[willywormsworld]

me: *sees something dumb cute small and fluffy (usually cats)*

me again" omg billy!??!?!

#billy hargrove #cat billy hargrove #i dunno what it is mate #its a problem im insane #in my mind he is a dumb fluffy cute smol violent kitty #yeah i know hes nit short but i like to make him a leeeeeettle bit shorter to amplify his gremlinocity #ya dig #like small angry gremlin rat boy bf #HES SO PRETTY FUCK #idk where that came from #okay im going to bed now #its 4am and i have church #rip me #✌️😜

[karmaphone]

BOOK APP HAS BOOK I THOUGHT I LOST TO INPATIENT THREE YEARS AGO REPEAT BOOK APP HAS BOOK I LOST TO INPATIENT THREE YEARS AGO

#FUCK YESSSSSSS #ITS NOT BOTH BOOKS I LOST BUT FUCK YEAH!!!!!!! FUUUUUUUUUUCK YEAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! #it's On A Pale Horse if you're curious #which is like. super misogynistic and gross BUT!! I like the concepts presented #I mean it's largely about religion. it's about a world where creationism and evolution BOTH happened. and this. this random guy kills death #and has to replace him. which is apparently how the office works. Santa Claus rules yknow #and like. there's a lot about soul balance and how it's not necessarily morally correct and about how he uses his office to do what good he #can. like giving a hospice room full of people the release of death they'd been denied. or saving a drowning person instead of taking them #I mean there's a LOT in there about how the main love interest was 'defiled by a demon' so she could have magical knowledge #like. a conscious choice she made. and was treated somewhat as if it was not? I dunno man #there's a lot in there to hate but it's so fun and quirky and fucks around with the concept of god and the devil #like. in-universe Canon is that God sprung from humanity's Good (good->g-od->god) and the Devil came from humanity's Evil (evil->D'evil) #and like. the concept of purgatory as doing soul taxes forever is hilarious #also? the three paths/time is fake thing? chefs kiss NO NOTES #well. ONE NOTE. stop describing women like that man. especially goddesses or whatever they are

[lily-blade]

Honestly kinda sucks that I find myself struggling to figure out the basic controls of popular creation programs like Roblox Studio, Source FilmMaker, or Garage Band while so many other people seem to have such an easy time with it and many are even self-taught.

#Whenever I look for a tutorial they always expect you to know how to do at least one thing but what if I don’t know. What then. #Dunno where this thought came from but. Yeah. #vent