#yeah can you tell i'm feeling sad

[sincerelyyoursg]

you're too busy saving everybody else to save yourself

#gabi and her moods <3 #yeah can you tell i'm feeling sad #my baby :( #he deserved so much better #evan buck buckely #evan buckley #911 show #911 cast #911 fox #maddie buckley #buck 911 #911 buck #evan buckley moodboard #911 moodboard #buck <3

[dootznbootz]

Menelaus rambles a lot about not only Helen, but also Hermione. About how she used to say Olive like "Olifs". How she lost her first tooth running too fast and running into a low branch while out with Helen. How he'd sometimes wake up to Hermione leaning over him and poking his face to say, "Dad, can we go see the horses?" even though it was barely daylight. How she was much nicer waking Helen and how he thinks Hermione did that on purpose because she found "dad's face funny". How her favorite color was every color.

And Odysseus listens.

And he thinks about how his son only had a few teeth coming in when he left, teething on everything. How he could only say one syllable with his babbles. How his son needed balance to stand but Odysseus was so proud that Telemachus was very good at rolling over. How his son loved pulling at his and Penelope's hair.

How his son would be talking, walking, maybe even lost his first tooth by now. And he doesn't even know if he'll ever know his son's favorite color.

#Hi get sad with me :D #Odysseus and Menelaus are the Bros™ to me. I love them. Both simps who love their family despite being different in personalities #You cannot tell me they didn't talk about this and how this was painful for both of them :') #To make myself feel better. I like the thought of Athena kind of keeping him up to date :'D as he's her pet you know? #okay so this next bit ain't angst but imagine Hermione just coming in staring in the dark with the classic: #“Mom. Dad. I frew up🥺” #scaring the shit outta both her poor parents. Yeah I know she had nurses with her most likely but it's cute and fun!!! #I'm sorry but that's so fucking funny to me. I think every Parent has experienced that I'm pretty sure. #odysseus #menelaus #tagamemnon #greek mythology #this'll probably flop but oh well xD My homies can get sad with me >:) #odyssey #the odyssey #telemachus #hermione #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #helen of sparta #penelope #odypen

[kvetchinglyneurotic]

it occurs to me that jamie's conversation with ted at the pub in 2x02 might be the first time he talks about his dad with someone who already knows that james is abusive (with the possible exception of georgie). which means that the first time he hears an outside perspective on the situation, it's ted telling him that his dad's abuse is what made him great

#i don't even have a point it just makes me sad. and also annoyed. every time i watch that scene i'm like why would you say that?????? #a lot of the time when jamie's talking about his dad i get the sense there's this underlying question of like #“i feel like this was bad. can you tell me if it was bad?” #and really i think he just needs someone to tell him straight up like. yeah that was bad he shouldn't have treated you that way #but when he brings it up with ted and higgins they try to put a positive spin on it (shout out to season 3 roy for not doing that) #ted lasso #jamie tartt #kvetch oc

[nguyenfinity]

Every time I draw Mamagi it does AoE damage (I am also in the area of effect)

Lighthearted bonus:

#enstars #hiiro amagi #rinne amagi #i don't know if this is a bad time to be amagi-posting given that hiiro's fs2 just dropped but. oh well #also this might be the last thing i draw for a bit because i am in the final stretch of this semester #if you sent in a request. i will get to it and thank you for your patience #anyways i know i'm kinda being like 'haha rinne mama's boy' which like. yeah but also sometimes-- #--sometimes you're an adult in their 20s and like. yeah sure you're technically an adult or whatever but you still feel like a kid yeah? #and sometimes you just maybe want your mom to help you when you're lost or confused or when you need someone to tell you it'll be okay #but you won't get that for whatever reason #sincerely: an adult in their 20s #....can you tell why rinne is like. a vibe to me now #anyways i'm not saying mamagi dying was a necessary evil but if hiiro and rinne had an adult who actually loved them at home they probably- #-wouldn't have left and we wouldn't have the main story #if she was alive today tho she'd be going to their lives sorry i don't make the rules (yes i do) #if she ends up being exactly like the rest of their village in some future lore i'm gonna be so sad. #she'd throw hands with niki's parents #imagine leaving your sons behind because you straight up died (couldn't really do anything about that) #meanwhile your son's boyfriend's parents just. up and left him because they could #also posts with her will be tagged mamagi #if you read all that <3 #mamagi #she'd adopt all the bees and alkaloid too #imagine if they got their singing skills from her #also mamagi 1 rinniki shipper (also does not care it's not legal) #rinniki

[hazmatazz]

realizing how much physical affection means to me literally. like i always get that as my #1 love language for every fun test i do but oh my god they're right. i don't get enough physical affection or i don't get people saying they're giving me physical affection when they can't and suddenly i'm staying up that everyone hates me

#logically i understand my best friend loves me but oh my god. we haven't hugged in a week. what if he never cares to see me again #or like . i understand my guy probably likes me but haven't been told i'm getting affection in a while . my affection has been rejected. . #so . ugh. just need a fucking hug dude #i wanna ask my friend for niceys rn but it's 3 am so she's probably asleep and also . :( what if he doesn't like me #(<- guy who's been friends with it for years) #like . i wish i could tell someone like “hey give them reassurance rn” without.... asking for that #like i'd post “need someone to be niceys to me rn” because that's usually the most i can do to communicate that but he rarely is on tumblr #and what? do i send this post to my friend? no wtf #this happens with like. everyone close to me btw. i just care a lot about my best friend #so just. ugh. gonna try and sleep now. i'm getting a hug from him tomorrow #i really hope he plans something with me...i think that's all i need reassurance wise #i don't plan shit with people because what if they don't wanna be around me? but when ppl plan shit with me? YEAH . <3 #godddddd #🤞 please invite me to something soon i miss you and i feel like you hate me for no reason but that i'm sad always

[genderqueerpond]

amyeleven fivenyssa crossover

#the three people who would like to read this get excited and then get disappointed because i never finish anything #but the thing about fivenyssa is that she's his daughter #and it's supremely fucked up #and the thing about amyeleven is that she's his Everything and it's supremely fucked up #and also she's the one who asked the doctor if he's a father and well. she'd get it the second she saw nyssa #i know that line was SUPPOSED to be about susan and susan's hypothetical parents but in my heart it's about nyssa of traken #and the thing about eleven and nyssa is that they'd have extremely deep and intimate conversation about being the last of their kind #she's probably the only person in the universe that he could talk about it truly openly with and it'd be like. #nyssa I'm so sorry i never fully understood you. i couldn't. i do now #and she'd be so SAD about it because she never ever wanted that for him #she never WANTED him to understand her like that because the only way he ever could was to go through the same thing #and nyssa would never consider that price to be worth it #but now she knows it's going to happen and she can never tell her own doctor #and it's devastating devastating but also deeply healing for them both but especially eleven #.... #and the thing about amy & five is that she'd know him. of course she would. she'd Believe he's the doctor and Understand about regeneration #and immediately tell him about the first time she met Her raggedy Doctor and he'd be like. you shouldn't be telling me this but #he'd be stunned and captivated by the amount of love and also possesiveness in her voice and wouldn't be able to bring himself to stop her #and she'd see straight through him and make him feel naked and raw and at the end she'd hug him goodbye and kiss him on the forehead #the way eleven does her because he's a CHILD to amy compared to eleven and he can't hide that #and the thing about eleven and five is that they'd each be deeply ashamed of the other #and finally #the thing about amy and nyssa is that they'd make out sloppy style #..... #............ #voices offscreen: #'i can't believe you called her my daughter and then made out with her' #'yeah and how many times have you made out with my daughter what's your point' #lavender thoughts #dw

[thedreadvampy]

I'm like. 99.5% ok about the breakup but boy that 0.5% sneaks up on ya

#red said #i just. i want to Tell Everyone for some reason. like that will help somehow. #there isn't anything to tell except 'we broke up' and i am not enjoying followup questions like 'are you ok' #bc again like. kinda yeah. also no. but mostly yeah #had a nice time with my friend Monday night cause they skated over the 'are you ok' fairly fast and we were able to Actually Talk About It #but like. there isn't. a good story. i don't know what to do with this feeling. #i don't want a shoulder to cry on cause I'm not that kind of sad #i don't want to be like I WANT THEM BACK cause i recognise that this was the right decision #I'm not. angry at them. and i don't particularly want to be. and that's tricky #cause this is the first time I've broken up with someone I've not felt a particular need to be angry at #i still like them i still want to be friends i think they fucked up in some places but i also don't think it was them being shitty #and we've closed it out we've done what needed done so it doesn't need dissecting angrily #but like if i don't want sympathy and i don't want anger i don't know what i DO want? #other than. i want to talk to them. i want to fastforward to the point where we can be friends #and that's not a want that can or should be met just now #so. ????????????.

[dtaegis]

there's something i've been thinking about since i came home. i'm feeling empty about that guy

#like today i was at a party and someone asked me if i had any love interests #and i sighed and explained the situation to him #and i realized i always do this. i sigh and explain about this One Guy that Doesn't Date Me bc he is Fucking Nervous #and it's like. i'm not mad at him. i'm not sad. ok a little bit sad #that we have good chemistry and could work as a couple #but it's just... idk if i can call him my boyfriend. idk if i want to date him anymore #which is kinda weird bc we've been building this little thing for quite some time like telling about each other's day wishing a good night #it feels like breaking up with someone yet we don't even date #idk one time i was talking about this with a friend and they said “are you sure you don't like how he makes you feel instead of liking him?” #and yeah. yeah. ig that's what it is #bc i never had someone show romantic interest so explicitly on me #idk. thinking and thinking #i wish he was the one that didn't want to stay with me no more instead of the other way out it'd make things easier for me jfjdjfjf

[moe-broey]

Extremely messy doodle pile to honor an equally messy game LMFAO

(I'm not very far yet! Keep getting distracted and provoking level 50+ Pokemon in the mountains. For reference my team are in their low to mid 20s.)

#pokemon #pokemon sv #i do really wanna do more story stuff though i'm very invested now actually #yeah yeah yeah i talked shit but also. i can forgive anything. if you give me Character to fall deeply in love with. #anyway forgive my miraidon attempts LMFAO i'm VERY bad at drawing lizards/dragons it is always a nightmare for me #but i love my bike dog. he is so fucking cool. look at my bike dog boy #also unforgivable actually! unfair that arven has the monopoly on mullets in this game. feel like pure shit give me my mullet you bitch!!!! #sad! well there are other hairstyles. #i do like my little guy though. he's giving 'that classmate who's clearly queer in some way but- #-you can't tell if they're a transguy or nb or a lesbian'. very nostalgic actually #arven #nemona #my art

[running-in-the-dark]

today was exhausting - my friend was here for about 7 hours and I just. oh man I love her and all but it's just a lot sometimes. it's probably for the best that we only meet up like 2-4 times a year now (gives me enough time to forget how draining it is so I look forward to it, and recover afterwards)

I don't talk to anyone but my husband most days, and he doesn't really talk. so that's maybe 15 minutes total of talking. and today it was literally. 7 hours. no breaks except when we were eating (but no even then someone was always talking).

first of all ouch, it hurts (my voice is very hoarse now). and also. it's so so so draining. like. we really have nothing in common at this point. but she's my oldest friend and I do love her so it's tolerable... but just barely. these days there's way too much diet/food/weight loss talk, and also she seems to be getting into alternative medicine which I cannot fucking stand (it's one topic where I can't pretend or be nice about it either). lots and lots of very preachy vegan stuff too (I don't have any problems with it, I admire people who can do it, but fuck dude you know I eat meat and that I've said many times that I *can't* go vegan (I would starve. there's not enough foods that would be left. seriously.) and it feels pretty shitty to keep going on about it every damn time. I'm not sitting there trying to convince her that she should really be an atheist or something, because I know what her thoughts are about that and I respect it.

when she hangs out with her other friends a lot it's mostly just talking about all the issues that come from that (they fucking suck). I don't know, it kind of feels like I'm her therapist. when I talk about something I'm interested in she doesn't ask many questions and it kind of sucks. like, dude I don't care about your plants either, but I'm interested because you care, so. maybe try that too. would be nice!

#like I know alllll about her other friends and their shitty behaviour #and just. it's exhausting #it's also exhausting telling her over and over again that she is too nice. yes being nice is good and all but she lets people walk all over #her and afterwards she goes 'oh well I guess it was probably just because [they had a bad day/other thing that happened/I said the wrong #thing]'. I do that too! but it's just EVERYTHING. always. even when someone is CLEARLY being shitty to her. like her shitty friends. she #will still excuse their behaviour #it just makes me sad man. #buuut #like come on maybe let me talk about my stupid tv show for 5 minutes and try to seem a little interested? I know it's irrelevant I know no #one cares but damn you really can't pretend?? I've mentioned it before a couple times on the phone and she's always just vaguely like 'ah #that sounds interesting' WHEN I HAVEN'T EVEN SAID ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT IT'S ABOUT. but she doesn't ask what it's about so. I just stop #talking about it and we change topics. #like. yeah I know it's a bit weird that I'm in my 30s and that is one of the most important things in my life rn but. that's how I am. it's #always been that way. and my other friends care (or at least pretend to because they care about *me*) #so it feels pretty shitty! #like if I can look at 15 pictures of how big her fucking plants and herbs are getting. idk maybe ask one question about my show. #or like. even things like our new apartment and stuff. she listened and everything. but it's just. there's no interest there really. just #live 'oh that's nice :)' and we move on to the next topic again #idk man it makes me a bit sad (and I know it's ironic because I say she needs to acknowledge that people don't treat her well but. I mean I #do know this isn't great. and I limit my communication with her to a level that doesn't feel too exhausting. so. idk I feel like it's #different or whatever. buut really I just don't have many friends and I get lonely and it's better to listen to someone talk about #themselves all the time than not talking at all) #okay I'm gonna shut up now #and anyway I'm just exhausted and it's all very fresh rn and I'm incredibly tired so I'm very grumpy. usually it's really not that bad. #I just needed to vent I guess #okay bye and goodnight and I will stop talking now I swear #personal

[lisxdumbr]

I feel so abandoned lately.. it's like I'm a little girl and today is my first day of school and I know no one once again. sigh

#vent in tags? #so aheem. yeah it happens that my friends and i always play together #but when one of us can't make it none of us play because we want to be together yknow #but it happens that today I wasn't going to be able to join. and one of my friends just went- #”oh nevermind. the two of us can join to advance and you can come another day when you're able” #and i just ? idk it kinda freaked me a bit because it's the first time they say that? #but well i agreed because idk. my first thought was that they were very excited to play or something. but it did make me feel a bit. uneasy? #and yeah i tell them that i may be able to join around 11 but they just. ignored my messages #and i waited for them to reply but the reply never came #and i still opened our disc server to see if they're there and yeah. they're talking. they were projecting something a while ago too #and idk it's not that deep but i do feel a bit bad. if it had been any of the other two we would've agreed not to play till another day #but the very first time this happens it had to be with me as the subject #I've always had a rooted social anxiety that i thought i had overcome in the past but i don't think i have #my thoughts are spinning and i feel bad and the recent friendship paranoia i got is not helping #if i was normal i would probably join the vc and ask them directly why they aren't answering my messages but I'm not brave enough #so i guess I'll play alone tonight and tomorrow we'll see #but i feel very sad and lonely right now #:( #vent #rant

[g0nta-g0kuhara]

Hey its the anon that associates Colorbars with Tsumugi, may I also suggest First love/Late spring by Mitski for Rantaro?

I actually already have First love/Late spring on my v3 playlist for Gonta! Though relistening to it I can see it working really well for Rantaro too

#Rantaro pushing everyone away in ch1 is so heartbreaking #pluto answers #by the way- I associate this song with Gonta because I think Gonta wants so badly to be connected with others #he doesn't feel like he's all that great and doesn't understand why anyone would like him outside of him being polite or useful #That he's willing to go along with a lot just to feel part of the group #'one word from you and I would jump off of this ledge I'm on baby / tell me ''dont'' so I can crawl back in' #Also some thing about 'And I don't wanna go home yet / Let me walk to the top of the big night sky' #makes me feel very sad about post trial 4 gonta #ahhh. I dont know if i explained that well but yeah #keep in mind with the first half of my gonta playlist i made it like IMMEDIATELY after playing trial 4 so i was a wreck )b

[welllpthisishappening]

Wait, wait, NYR has a captain now and it’s not Kreider? Was this… expected? I’m not a Rangers fan, I get the majority of my info from you and sort of twitter because I really like how they’ve been playing and they seem like good boys, but I thought if they would give someone the C it would be Kreider. So, I’m confused.

It's one-hundred million percent because Chris and Mika could not split the C like one of those plastic best friend heart necklaces, circa 1999. If they cannot share it, then they are not interested in it. 

But also, what Chris has failed to consider is:

(jk, i understand. it's because he's obsessed with mika)

Listen, Jacob Trouba seems like a mostly stand-up dude. He loves his wife. He's got cute dogs. He hits people. He's my husband's favorite New York Ranger.

AND YET

Chris Kreider is the heart and soul of this stupid team of codependent, hug-prone idiots, and I am so, so, so incredibly sad that he will not be the captain of them. Collectively. Legit, thinking about Jacob Trouba, stand-up dude he may be, standing outside the tunnel as the last person off the ice, makes something in my chest ACHE. Is that weird? Maybe. But I am also a little codependent on the New York Rangers and their continued success in the sport of hockey, and I WANTED THIS A LOT.

Justin had a game last night and then I left before he woke up this morning and this is the message I got after the official announcement was made:

RIP sign I brought to Buffalo that said MAKE KREIDER CAPTAIN YOU COWARDS.

YOU'RE ALL COWARDS. I'M UPSET.

Maybe the NHL and the New York Rangers and the world were simply not prepared for the power of watching Chris Kreider get the Cup first and then immediately handing it off to Mika while making in-love eyes at him. Like the camera would just shatter or something. To maintain balance in the universe.

That's my story, and I'm sticking with it.

#laura rambles #zadien #i am real glad to be an accredited source of rangers news though #but uh—yeah #i'm sad #i just feel like i have cried enough and often in public about the new york rangers #and as such #should be given this one thing #i guess i can finally buy a jersey???? #but let me tell you #IF HE ONLY GETS A LETTER ON AN AWAY JERSEY I MAY NEVER RECOVER #this does however make me think about writing matt jones NOT wanting to be captain #so maybe something positive will come out of this

[ladsofsorrow24]

kinda hilarious tho how as my followers count rising, the notes i got from my current artworks are getting lower day by day lol

#like yeah i know external validations and algorithm isn't a very reliable source of motivation #but i can't help feeling... sad about it #once again it feels like my skill is only recognized when it fulfills other's expectations rather than my own personal vision #but then.... that's just how art is #you can't guess people's receptions and reactions to it #the only thing me as an artist can do when it comes to this sort of situations is to be earnest in everything i created #creating things that comes from my heart and makes me happy and excited #rather than depending too much on people's validation #because likes and reblogs are fleeting in nature #but the feeling of accomplishing something that seems impossible at the time? #that thing sticks with you forever #so #idk where this going #just me rambling like usual what do you expect from me lol #and this is by no means me trying to make you guys pity like/reblog my non spn art #i'm just telling what i feel about my art journey recently #tmi tag

[teethcore]

she just said in this tender voice "you don't have to be [facet of myself i'm questioning] if you don't wanna be, baby."

#yeah i can totally see why you might say that #in a facade of being supportive #as if you don't know how questioning works #in that it can in fact be confusing or even stressful!!!! #and that might be a helpful sentiment #if it wasn't being expressed by someone who's been like #vehemently shutting down any feelings i express on the matter #you can't go aggressively telling a questioning person #''you are definitely NOT xyz.'' #to telling them #''hey it's okay you don't have to be xyz if you don't want.'' #you're not fooling anyone #how about just. fucking. #i just felt all the steam and anger leave my body as i was typing. #i'm so sad #defeated. #how about #''whatever you end up being comfortable i will support you'' #how about i love you and am listening #she's not #she's not listening #she never will. will she. #echoes from the void

[pyrexbongcries]

one of the besties is mad at me because for once i wasn't a self-sacrificing mess who only exists to serve others lol

#i 'ditched' them at the bar last night #we were there to 'commiserate' about dating woes or something ?? #i thought we had though lol #we talked out everything we could have about it #it was a pretty one and done they were sad cause a date got postponed #and they have a feeling the date is never going to happen #and that does suck a whole lot but there's only so much 'god yeah it's just about trying no matter what as much as it sucks' you can say #before it all just sounds like washed out sadness #and i'm sorry you're going to tell me i can't......make out with the hot girl who put an ice cube in my hand cause i kept smiling at her #intricate rituals just cause they're not confident enough just to start talking to ppl why does that have to hold me back #every time we went out this summer it ended up being about their feelings and their sadness and woes and struggles #and i kept comforting them and comforting them #everything has to be about them all the time always