#you're all crazy btw

[eclec-tech]

Some Fun With Numbers Under the Cut!

My follower count today is 501! That seems like a good time to tease a story collaboration I've been working on since February with @apocalyp-tech-a!

It will feature this number:

It will especially feature this number:

And for all of you who saw this post, you'll be happy to hear that it very much features THIS number:

It's not ready yet, but it's coming...

#thanks for following my blog #you're all crazy btw #the clone wars #clone wars fanfiction #the 501st #arc trooper fives #79's clone bar #79's #tales from 79's

[curapicas]

the reveal that Laios learned to see ghosts and why he kept quiet for so long...

oh, you mean like. what you saw happening to Falin throughout her whole childhood? Even though you stuck to her side and encouraged her into not hating her own powers? Even though you accepted her relationship with ghosts as benign and trusts her to give you their message?

(and no, there's NO dunking on Laios here... he saw this happening in his village and he hated it. but still,) well well if it isn't something he sees as worthy in his sister yet in him is just another one for the list of "offputting things people see in Laios"

#dungeon meshi #not even getting into his relationship with chil and how he just goes 'yes sir' whenever chilchuck scolds him+the consequence is this dksgd #laios and his mediating coworker (the other dad) #this also goes to show he's used to discomfort. all this time he was thinking he was /going crazy/ #reminds me of how everyone was groaning at marcille's healing while he lost A FUCKING LEG and just quietly scratched it until falin healed #btw this is open for discussion. I haven't seen yet comments on this scene #dungeon meshi spoilers #if you're an anime only that is

[bloodwhet]

while i appreciate seeing all these recent posts about transmisogyny (i really do appreciate the posts going around!) i'd recommend seeking out posts from trans women talking about our oppression because every post i've seen so far is from an outsiders perspective and kind of speaking for us. like please ALSO uplift our voices in addition to calling attention to problems we face. please talk about us in a positive light as well <3 ily

#also remember to tag the posts please the amount of untagged discussions of transmisogyny i've had to scroll past recently is crazy #this isn't meant to be negative or a vague btw you're all my friends #this is ok to reblog btw

[rpfisfine]

hello!! it's idat twt video anon back from the dead (I'm terrible at maintaining conversation)

I wanna thank you again for being a hub for our collective insanity, I've been scrolling through your blog lookin at what boyboy deep cuts I've missed and oh BOY the oil video is quite something. and I feel like I should share /my/ deepcut that I found even though it's nowhere near the same genre as the other stuff but a fellow man of culture (aleksa enjoyer) will appreciate it I think

https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x7s9nvk

so I watch idats one man band video maybe every week because one man band aleksa has such a grip on the creases of my brain folds, and one day I was lightly searching, perusing if you will, to see if he's done more music stuff and I found this gem courtesy of dailymotion user HankSydney. about half an hour of Aleksa singing what I assume is Serbian folk and honestly what a treat. none of us have ever done even close to what would be enough to deserve this. wonderful

(im gonna ask if I can give myself one of those anon ID emojis until I can figure out whether to ~unmask~ (come off anon), I propose 🌵)

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HELP ME... you're all completely welcome i myself have been made aware of SO many deep cuts i wouldve legitimately never found out abt on my own thanks to you guys!!!! the oil video is...... lets just say that i saw the greatest minds of my generation destroyed by boy boy oil video.

ohhhhhhh my god im gonna go crazy..... yeah ive known abt his appearance at the serbian festival in sydney for a while now but for some reason ive been putting it off the entire time bc i knew itd obliterate me in a completely different way than any video of him & alex borderline touching penises ever could so thank you for finally forcing me to check it out!!! ive just done the kubrick stare at my monitor for about thirty minutes like im honestly speechless hes SO...... his singing voice is SOOOOOO much deeper than his speaking one and the way he sings is so soulful and emotional you can rly tell how truly passionate he is abt music thats so fucking crazy... plus all of the songs are sooo beautiful im definitely gonna go back with shazam in hand and try to find all of their names like its just that dire for me rn. save me serbian folk music

i need to share this clip at least bc this part fucking gagged me to PIECES... im trying my hardest to be normal but hes sooo charismatic & confident and such a great performer plus he works the crowd rly well...... also every time he looks up after pausing the looper his eyes r so like.. electrifying i need to be sedated i think. tldr hes soooooooo talented & funny & good at what he does twirling my hair hiiiiii aleksa. aleksa heeeyyyy hiii aleksa<33333 if you read this im free on thursday night we could hang out on thursday night when i am free please respond to this im free on thursday night

#GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #youre SOOOO real for watching the idat one man band video every week every time i watch that one i get like . #legitimately overwhelmed by the beauty of music & humanity when they get all the people & esp children to dance in the streets..... #aleksa vulović #boy boy #I LOVE....CULTURE!!!!!! im rly rly happy that i understood some of the lyrics sometimes i jump up and down in my bed for five hours #when i realize he's a slav like me ^_______^ (and alex as well technically. i think) #thank you so much for this again also of course no problem!! from now on you're: 🫵 #cactus anon #asks #btw tumblr user gothgirlsakura if you see this your notification is in the video LOL i was rly rly lazy to screenrecord it again. Yaaayyyy

[uncanny-tranny]

Another thing that should have tipped me off that I was trans was I was raised on country music, yeah? I'm not talking the good country between ~1940-1980, by the way, I'm talking the 2000s, but all those country songs that the man was talking about his girl? I always pictured this distant future where I was like this cowboy who got all kinds of ladies.

I don't think my closeted self would dream of myself being where I am now, but I still do hope being a cowboy is at the least in my future...

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #nonbinary #i love reminiscing about my egg-y self. the fool was simultaneously aware AND clueless as all hell and we love to see it #(the song i still remember this clearly was Gimme That Girl) #i stand by my opinion that 2000s country paved the way for me putting undue hate onto the entire genre #now when i imagine being a cowboy it's like. an emo cowboy. i'll have the cowboy hat but we're playing MCR in my huge truck #it's crazy that i survived over ten years of listening to nothing but that type of country music though #if you're wondering: yes i should be asleep but consider i am in a Silly Billy type of mood #wait should i make a playlist of all the songs that made me euphoric as a kid. i want to see what the overarching trend is #(that is if i can even remember them all...) #also if you read this far (congrats btw) put some egg moment of yours that makes you like 'how did i NOT know' if yoh have one of those

[stop-breaking-my-heart-dragonage]

So you know this party banter between Aveline and Carver?

Aveline: I don't like some of the people you've been associating with, Carver. Carver: Talk to my brother/sister. He/She's the one in charge.

If you're on the rivalry path with Aveline, she says:

Aveline: Who says I don't mean him/her too? This city's full of people who are dead set on ending badly. I don't want to see you end up the same way.

I just- Aveline, you- you're so- hhhhnnnngggggg

I always rival Aveline when I play a mage, and if you think Edgar Aristide Hawke, who practically raised Carver and Bethany after Malcolm died and Leandra became a distant mother in her grief, wouldn't stop dead in his tracks at Aveline heavily implying he's a bad influence on his brother and Carver shouldn't hang around him so much since apparently Ed's someone set on ending badly...? Absolutely not.

This is another case of me wishing Hawke had the option to jump in during party banter with different options, because Ed would've chewed Aveline out for that.

Oh, and then there's:

Carver: Would asking you to stop spying on me help in the least? Aveline: No.

Aveline...................stop it.

#da2 #dragon age 2 #carver hawke #aveline vallen #da2 hawke #edgar hawke #listen all of aveline and carver's party banter and their relationship and the fact that they're pretty much foils DRIVES ME CRAZY #in a good way but then i get party banter like this and i stop everything i'm doing just to scream #like ed and aveline are on fairly good terms in act 1 i mean the rivalry is there but it's not too bad it's more like they just butt heads #but after leandra's death the friendship just rots and deteriorates like by the end of act 3 ed is genuinely surprised aveline #didn't turn on him and side with the templars but i guess even aveline knows what's actually right #or maybe she just doesn't want to face ed in a fight sksksks hell ed AND carver in a fight so it's easier to side with him and the mages #but anyway aveline saying that when ed's in earshot is bold but also the fact that carver doesn't actually acknowledge it #like he doesn't agree or disagree he just changes the subject to be like 'can you stop spying on me PLEASE' #like he already has no privacy while living with gamlen and now he has no privacy when he's by himself because apparently aveline's spying #also i always max out carver's friendship so he and ed are on good terms they're the brothers hawke and carver loves him #even if he doesn't outright say it you know that's what he's really saying in the last straw #when he says that he's proud to call hawke brother/sister and that's gone unsaid for too long like............ screaming sobbing throwing u #like the carver and hawke dynamic on his friendship path is sooo good that i hear aveline say that and i'm immediately ready to throw hands #btw if you're on aveline's friendship path she says 'maybe but i know you get around' instead which...........gets around where aveline??? #aveline my list of beef with you grows with every playthrough i hate you but also i love you but also i want to throw you in the ocean #until you get your head out of your ass like this is a case of her being a FASCINATING character but as a person? while i'm playing ed? ugh #my lady warrior hawke adored aveline but ed is ready to fight her 24/7 sksksk

[mattodore]

"show off your music" tag 🎧 using this spotify app

this looks so sexy... anyway thank you for the little tag @machinegrl

tagging @wldestluv-rs @fizzytoo @rottengurlz @lucidicer @woohooincoffin @omgkayplays @void-imp @helltrait @raiiny-bay if any of you want to do it as well <3 no pressure tho obv!! also if you've already done this pretend i didn't tag you dkjnhk haven't scrolled very far back on my dash yet

#river dipping #playlist #gold guns girls is a song olly sent me bc it reminded him of matthias <3 so i spent hours listening to it #if it weren't for the repeated lines mentioning women i'd put it in his playlist but alas............... he is a gay man fdkjndjf #on my knees asking ppl to send me more music that reminds them of my ocs btw. i'm so normal abt it... :) #also........... god......................................... #listening to futile devices and thinking abt theo is enough to kill a person where they stand #i would know. typing this from the grave if you were wondering #famous last words / i'm a liar / silver / lemon eyes are all songs that if i'm listening to them i have to sing along. like i have to. #like it bursts out of me and then i'm banging my fist on the floor. like. literally. like actually. #ESPECIALLY i'm a liar. it makes me want to die and it's in the echthroi story playlist. god. #PLEASE TAKE ME HOME . BAM . WRAP ME IN A TOWEL . BAM . THE MARKS ARE ALL GONE AND I'M FEELING MYSELF AGAIN . BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM #CRAZY . IT'S JUST SO FUCKING CRAZY #lemon eyes turns my brain to mush too because it's SOOOOOOOO matthias coded. #like especially early on in mattodore's little situationship when theo was just. so jealous. like caustically so. #hush now baby there's no need to cry let me wipe away those lemon eyes...... #all your worries such a waste of time... you can't even see how much you're Mine. . .... #I BET YOU WANNA WALK AWAY RUN AWAY LOOK AWAY TURN AWAY HONEY YOU CAN'T HIIIIIIIIDE #LEMON EYES YOU'RE MINE. YELLOW EYES ALL MINE. #YELLOW I WILL HAVE TO BITE YOUR TONGUE. . . SONGS THAT MAKE ME CLAW AT MY OWN SKIN

[magneticflower]

I just imagined the crows playing monopoly and I cannot stop laughing

#six of crows #crooked kingdom #kaz and nina would already start bickering over who gets to be the banker until inej is like #'why would we let either of you be the banker ; you're the biggest cheaters we know' #eventually everyone is accused of being capable of cheating except wylan and matthias but matthias gets to be banker because #they don't trust jesper to not convince wylan to help him whilst matthias is too righteous to help nina #90% of the game is kaz and nina trying to screw each other over whilst inej is quietly buying up all the railroads #jesper keeps landing in jail and it's hilarious to everyone but him #wylan promises he'll visit #kaz keeps stealing money from the bank and matthias is none the wiser #ironically nina attempts to do the same but kaz calls her out and another bickering match ensues #where nina tries to prove kaz stole but it's too no avail #the game will last all night #kaz does win btw 'cause he cons matthias out of his good properties and builds like crazy

[proteuus]

yesterday I was going ape shit but then my girlfriend showed me dark souks 2 gameplay and I'm regular now. dark souls is such a powerful franchise

[goatmilksoda]

When you go through the entire aesthetics wiki and look at all the new-ish ones that have specifically developed on Tumblr, TikTok, and Pinterest, you start to realize that they can really be put into three categories like 75% of the time because people choose the same music constantly when they're making -core playlists so they all fit into either "Soldier, Poet, King", "Bubblegum Bitch", or "Sweater Weather".

#occasionally you get one and it'll have Animal Crossing music #but yeah #tbh if this experiment has taught me anything #it's that people think aesthetics are WAY narrower than they should be #like girlie cottagecore prairiecore jamcore fairytalecore dark fairycore and angelcore are all very similar variations of the same thing #just accept you're wearing slightly different colors or a different motif #I'm not trying to be mean because people can do what they want but like... #idk I don't think the fact that your outfit is red and contains hearts makes it 'lovecore' #that's just wearing red and hearts. It's a motif #it's an outfit flavor #For a long time (they're starting to fix it) #the wiki was plagued with paged about like 'butterflycore' or 'seagul core' which just meant wearing things with those motifs... #and like I'm sorry a motif or a color isn't an aesthetic #the aesthetic is the overarching vibe!!!! #I think when it comes to aesthetics they should be very broad so people can carve out their own niches #the same thing goes for all the -academias btw. There isn't any difference between any of them in a fashion sense #They're all just Claire De Lune and Sweater Weather to me. #goat talk #I can't believe I'm doing this for a whole year #you can already see how crazy I'm going #perhaps appropriately #today is clowncore #(Which is actually distinct! But to me still a subsect of kidcore)

[landlordevil]

Tumblr don't recommend me a post about astarion being a househusband. If he *was* one (which he never would be) i can only imagine it'd be that scene when mac makes breakfast for dennis' mom

#its so crazy to make domestic bliss AUs for the ONE male love interest that is like. really not about it. #he's kind of for messy gays if you want domestic bliss try the other three. you had a 75% chance of winning #btw you're all so lucky because im taking a reprieve from complaining about re to complain about this game! #variations on a theme. i cannae help it

[ratcandy]

there's just something about characters left in pure, unending isolation feeling the crushing effects of loneliness whether they realize it or not that speaks to something deep and wretched within my soul . and no i don't think that says anything about me

#that last line is /s. btw. #but at this point isolation is not only a Theme in character I enjoy but also a theme in my Own Works #like. we all know what I did to Zot so that's one (1) #the Guy I'm most attached to from that aforementioned object show has literally been isolated for the past decade #(not to mention that scene with Julien MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) #my own characters then consist of #1) guy who is in the woods/a house/a swamp/a cave/etc alone (x1000) #2) antagonist is left in desolated seclusion after plan fails #and that's IT that sums it up. #idk . i might be just making this connection/realization due to Um. Emotional Moments as of recent. To put it Mildly. #or maybe I'm being SUPPPERRR normal and you're the crazy one. think about that #clamtalk

[ranboo5]

Like u Don't understand if u didn't watch it live even it still goes hard but experiencing it real time was INDESCRIBABLE. He's BEEN talking abt the particles so like u know you exist in universe they've even said this maybe this stream or just before you know they do stuff off screen but rn you're hanging out it's IC but it's mostly chill. Some of the chat is talking about licking the table (End portal). He's comparing us to another enderman's particles. It's light it's whimsical you've tucked meta ideas into your brain to unpack later, including the "I can dismiss you with a clap of my hands!" but rn like . You're watching a fucking Ranboo stream. Even when they were ic regularly like we loved him as much as we do now chill ic was actually a thing people did and Ranboo did it a lot nothing out of place we are with our streamer getting halflore to chew on life is good this is a funny way to canonize emote only and the welp clap that ends streams but the conversation steers and proceeds and then Ranboo doesn't want to talk anymore and then the stream is ended as promised. Ranboo, the *character,* says "welp"

And it ENDS

The little word that you've gotten used to as "lore over!" a return to form, as ccRanboo going WASN'T THAT FUN EVERYONE :D is suddenly sharply recontextualized not just as the cameras being cut but CRANBOO CUTTING THE CAMERAS. AND WE KNEW THIS WE WERE LITERALLY TOLD BUT WE WERE NOT PREPARED

The way it casts the stream, the way it casts EVERYTHING cRanboo has done, the way it casts hanging out with cRanboo in itself in a completely different light. How long have they been presenting themself to us with intention? What HAVE they been doing and why are they keeping it from even us? Who are we, anyway? More importantly, who is cRanboo, really? How much has it hidden, or lied? And how much has been sitting here in plain sight, even TOLD TO US, like this mechanic?

It's so perfect it's SO perfect

#AND IT HAS THIS DYNAMIC WITH EVERYONE #IT'S JUST SO CRAZY THAT IT JAS IT WITH NOT JUST EVERY CHARACTER BUT *ALSO WITH US* #Wilbur calling himself fictional: I'm such a showman I'm doing this for ur entertainment btw. Fucked up you are watching me die on the syaG #SAD well there's other actors #Ranboo pulling the audience in as characters: YOU'RE ALL FICTIONAL TOO YOU ARE NOT IMMUNE TO PROPARANDA #⊬⍜⎍ ⏃⍀⟒ ☊⍜⋔⟟⋏☌ ⎅⍜⍙⋏ ⍙⟟⏁⊑ ⋔⟒. ⊑⏃⋏⎅ ⟟⋏ ⎍⋏⌰⍜⎐⏃⏚⌰⟒ ⊑⏃⋏⎅

[howtobeamagicalgirl]

Just now thinking about my parents yelling at me and my siblings for eating all of the groceries they just bought when I was a teen and how it's actually made me waste more food as an adult bc I buy things and only use part before stowing the rest away bc I feel like if I eat everything within like a week it means I'm a greedy savage and I don't have any respect for the things I consume.

#anntics #like. in retrospect. of course a family of seven will consume a ''family size'' package of anything in a couple of days #if you have 5 kids and a 16 pack of toaster pastries and each kid eats one per day... I mean c'mon #of course you're going to find only one pastry left on the morning of the fourth day #IT'S FOOD.... #I feel crazy for not realizing this until now I'm still weird about eating food I buy #I feel less terrible throwing away expired inedible food than I do eating all of something I just bought #this is only for packaged ready-to-eat things and like. snacks. throwing away leftover cooked food makes me about equally upset #there's no real point to me posting this btw. just jotting this down in my journal to get it out of my head #and now I can go finish loading the dishwasher

[mattodore]

5 songs i've had on repeat lately, tagged by @wldestluv-rs @veone & @lucidicer

i'm doing this a little late but i'll tag ppl anyway bc i want more music recs 😁 @rottengurlz @fizzytoo @wasabichips @zohrou @birdietrait

#FORCED!!! myself not to just put bark like a god / lemon eyes / jealous sea / and i'm a liar on this bc like. i'm just always looping them #i have a playlist of fifteen songs that's fr just called 'songs that make me go crazy' and they're all on it #river dipping #playlist #i'll be perfectly honest........... all of these songs here are also on theo and matthias's playlists lmao #i fr do NAWT listen to anything else anymore unless i'm scavenging for new music for their playlists 🧍 #i'm very normal about my ocs :_) #the first three are from theo's playlist and the last two are from matthias's #funnily enough i think you can kinda tell which songs pair with which character just going off the album art and the song titles. #trust i will ALWAYSSSSSSSSSSSS do a little music tag game btw like if you're ever like hmmm idk who to tag. tag ME☝️ #i'm going SO slowly through my activity feed atm but i'm getting through it 🏃 #whenever i finish up going through tags/replies/mentions then i will be getting to my inbox which like. whew... #i know that'll be an Event for me kfnhkfnh

[layla-carstairs]

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#I can't sleep rn because of family drama I found out today 🧍🏻‍♀️ #one of my aunts is contesting my grandma's will and the person who is getting fucked over the most is my dad #she wants a share in our family farm despite never giving a shit & my dad being the only one who loves farming #might never see two of my aunts again 🤪 #one of them into qanon and stuff so it's not a huge loss but still #also potentially some of my cousins? idk qanon aunt has 7 kids but they're all adults now #some of them I will very surprised (& heartbroken) if they take their mom's side but idk idk #also the whole thing is stupid she apparently requested my grandpa will too like. that man has been dead since before I was born 😐 #there's no way you're going to be to contest that #also shockingly oldest aunt is on our side (dad and Uncle). she once told my grandma to stop spending their inheritance so 🥴 #my dad's side of my family is crazy I surprised they've made it this long without a rift #my grandparents literally tried to pay off my one aunts boyfriend lmao #same aunt who's contesting the will btw #she has issues ngl my grandparents didn't name her for weeks bc they wanted a boy 🙃 #but like she's 60 now & has a phd in psychology & her parents are dead! very very dead! #and she's taking it out on her brothers so #she's been trying to do this for years & told my mom as much when my dad was hospital 🧍🏻‍♀️ #also other qanon aunt is backing her up and she's got issues too #when her partner died she made their FOURTEEN YEAR OLD son the next of kin #my cousin had his dad autopsy addressed to him at 14 let that sink in #my grandma ended up organising and funding the whole funeral pretty much because my aunt refuse to do any of it because she was made at him🙃 #they had seven kids & she nearly didn't go to the funeral #it was really traumatic for them (obviously) and she made it worse. my cousin was handed the Irish flag at 11 w/o being told #my mom had to take him away bc how obviously broken he was #I should stop talking about this now #I might delete this later idk #bella talks