#you've fed them

[dennisboobs]

sitting back after writing 3k words of a fic and thinking. what the hell is this

#ada speaks #if i say what ive written #this entire scenario is insane but. i guess im committed #it has been a very very long time since ive written mac and its like. allll coming out in a way i didn't really expect #i *almost* feel worse for what im putting him through than dennis. ....almost. #this shit is honestly so heavy i think i need a break but none of my other fics are light either lmfao #whats worse: hostage situation turned incredibly fucked up conversion therapy #or the most relentless barrage of awful truths realizing that your existence is nothing more than a burden on the people you love and #no matter how much you sacrifice and how hard you're beaten down you will never have anyone to lean on because even though youve finally #reached a point where you realize you have to open up to them they will never see you for who you truly are because of the years of lies #you've fed them #*wheeze* #okay i answered my own question actually this is the lighter fic comparatively #dennis is suffering in both but at least he has mac with him in the former for better or worse #north dakota dennis suffers and then season 13 on is the bleakest most hellish time like has dennis actually been close with the gang since

[kimbapisnotsushi]

okay no see the thing that made me really, really sad about hinata and the thing that made me really, really root for him and love him and want to see him win it all was how, like, people kept DENYING him. and i'm not talking about spectators in the stands going "omg he's so short haha, can he really do anything?" i'm talking about how his own team and how everyone who knew them in some way - as much as i love them - could never really separate him from kageyama. they were the freak quick duo, karasuno's number nine and number ten. they were amazing! so brilliant, the two of them. and hinata thought it was a way out, at first. he thought it was a way over the summit. he thought it was the key to being someone better.

but a key goes both ways, you know. it can lock you up just as much as it can set you free.

and hinata had to be so, so frustrated. everyone was finding ways to move forward except him. everyone expected him to stay stuck. and you could argue that that's not entirely true, sure, that he was always training, always trying to catch up, and they encouraged that. but nobody ever expected him to be more. nobody ever expected him to go beyond what he had with kageyama - they all thought that was enough for hinata. they thought he was fine like that because it worked for the rest of them. they underestimated how much he wanted to be capable. they didn't get how much he wanted to stand on his own two feet.

and that wasn't fair to hinata! it wasn't fair that hinata, who loved to play and loved the game and loved volleyball so so much, was the only one being left behind! he wanted to change that but nobody was trying with him!!! so of course he got impatient!! of course he was reckless!!! of course he was carving his own opportunities!!! there was no way forward otherwise!!! because if we take a minute to think about how training would have gone while kageyama was at tokyo, let's be honest — it probably wouldn't have gone well. nobody else can do with hinata what kageyama could do with him. hinata would have been held back. he would have felt useless. practicing serves and receives was stuff he was already doing constantly before that, and it wasn't teaching him anything. yeah hinata was a little bit selfish and a little bit shameless but being so finally got him somewhere!!

all hinata ever wanted to do was fly, even if it meant straying from the flock to do so

#anyways lesson learned: when you've exhausted all other options then just fucking go for it #what's the worst that could happen #you either get shit done or you don't #ball boy arc is sooooo important and i hate when ppl treat it like hinata was just being stupid #he was FED UP!!! #washijo sure as hell wasn't going to let him prove anything so he had to do it himself #and hinata actually showed a LOT of restraint for how he actually is imo #he accepted washijo's decision so easily. i think he knew in a way. that he wouldn't have been accepted #but he had to try SOMETHING bc he wasn't getting anywhere with everyone else!!!! #and my heart breaks whenever i think about taking suga taking kageyama's part in the early part of the story #about them not needing to try anything new or do anything risky so close to the tournament #hinata was so fucking shackled and that's why brazil was so good for him #it gave him a chance to grow into himself #ALSO EVERYONE KEEPS ACTING SURPRISED WHEN HE GETS BETTER AND BETTER WHEN THAT'S ALL HE EVER WANTED HELLO #hinata shouyou #haikyuu #haikyuu!! #haikyuu meta #sou says stuff

[kaleidoscope1967eyes]

oh, geez.... i think at this point, i might've raised 300-ish monarch butterflies*??? it's genuinely so rewarding, and i really love it more than anything :3 butterflies are SO WONDERFUL, and they have so much personality ;3;

*plus a handful of queen butterflies and swallowtails

#you've never known love unless you've fed a caterpillar or butterfly by hand #we've had a handful of disabled guys with genetic deformities but we always make sure they get to live long lives #they can't get released but we still take them outside for excursions

[conspiring-limabean]

i think its weird that the idea of eating bugs elicits a gross-out reaction in so many people considering the fact that eating bugs is a norm in many cultures today, historically has been normal basically in every culture, and beyond that we evolved from apes. every aspect of human evolution seems like we're designed to eat whatever bug we can grab and historically that is what we've done. what evolutionary benefit is there for the idea of eating bugs to be instinctively seen as gross

#it has to be like ... a learned habit #in contrast to like. eating fruit or even eating meat #hand a fruit to a man who hasn't been raised to eat fruit and he'll probably be happy to eat it regardless of upbringing #even if you've never seen a fruit before I think if you #laid your eyes on a colorful juicy mango you would feel the instinctive drive to recognize it as tantalizing #but the same cant be said for bugs even though eating bugs is probably just as evolutionary normalized for us as is eating fruit #anyway this post is pointless. i just fed my lizard crickets and he loves them and they drive him to madness

[my-thoughts-and-junk]

That nosleep post about the lady who killed her husband who came back six months later is making me think things

#random thoughts #horror #six months ago you killed your husband and buried him under your petunias #and as his body laid there and was fed to your flowers it. awakened something in them #they infest him. digging their roots through his nervous system and thoroughly rooting themselves in his brain #eventually they dig their way into his lungs and they take a breath filled with moss and soil #they dig their way out under the dead of night #and their memory is limited but from what limited synapses are still firing they remember you. and they know your touch. #you grew them from seeds. you are their mother. you are their god. you are their wife. you are everything. #they are mostly piloted by muscle memory. they know not of what drives them to do the things they do #complete removal of inhibitions. not weighed down by other people's expectations of what they're supposed to be #in some ways this is the best you've known your husband in all the years you've known him #they awaken from their dirt nap and begin to wander #your husband is found the next day by the local lake. his clothes are nowhere to be found. #(they wanted to become clean for you) #so your husband returns to you. he becomes reclusive. rarely leaving the house. spends most of his time in books or otherwise reading #(they want to become knowledgeable for you) #he treats you with reverance. he stays one step behind you like a living shadow. he will not leave the house without you there with him. #(you are all that matters) #btw this is very much a hivemind situation going on. several tens of petunias now form your deceased husband's cerebral cortex #they lack very much distinction from each other but they ARE multiple #their blood is thin and watery. they eat little unless asked. they become sluggish and sleep for days at a time during cold weather. #their body is self-seeding. their consciousness will remain but vary due to new seedlings taking over as the old ones wither and die within. #feel like when they awaken they know who YOU are and that they are YOUR husband and then they become obsessed with being the perfect husband #and then have an identity crisis when they learn your ACTUAL husband was. less than stellar #'i can be whatever you want as long as it gives me purpose' #when kissed they taste slightly sweet. mostly earthy. kind of floral. with a bitter aftertaste #your old husband didn't want kids. this confuses new husband #like even after they work through their 'i am an object to fulfill a need' phase they just REALLY want kids #you two have a daughter named melissa :-]

[nicistrying]

I'm currently having a minute to calm down after receiving verbal abuse from a customer because she made a mistake by not reading the tickets and I told her that. But just thinking about what a lovely evening I had last night drinking amaretto in the bath and snuggling with Maggie. We're going camping at the coast tonight and tomorrow and tbh I feel gross and tired and grumpy and want nothing more than my actual bed, buut I'm sure we'll have a lovely time and I'll feel much better for having gone somewhere new especially at the coast as I don't get to go to the beach as often as I'd like. An hour and a half left at work and then Matt is picking me up. Can't come quick enough 😭😭😭

#personal #retail is a bitch to work in #like please everyone who shops anywhere ever #read the fucking tickets #and don't shout at the staff when you don't read them #either be 10000% sure you've been charged wrong or at least be polite and query it instead of demanding money you're not entitled to #ugh i hate people today #even our bread delivery guy was like dude are you okay today #i was like naahhhh i dont think so lmao #just so so tired #and fed up #everyone is so rude today #i am so close to telling a customer to actually go fuck themselves today

[shikan0in-heizou]

asdlaksj that's adorable

#remi plays a thing! #video games #genshin impact #gi: kaveh #parade of providence spoilers #you've fed them they're gonna follow you forever kaveh that's just how it works lol

[thecoolertails]

a 14yo pro-ana blog just followed me dear god someone needs to help this kid

#i want to cry #there is nothing wrong with you. there is nothing wrong with eating #you've been fed so many lies and youre going to destroy yourself running after goalposts that will always move before you reach them #you should be eating ice cream with your friends you should be laughing and eating candy while you paint each other's nails #not starving yourself into oblivion and punishing yourself for being human #god i hope you learn to love yourself. god i hope you'll be okay #my posts #does anyone have any good post to reblog on hand regarding this.

[masschase]

Colouring in one of my favourite old doodles from an ask meme :)

Once again, "Matt Miller will remember that."

#it's just cute it's so them pre-relationship #i just love that matt looks kind of done with her shit for some reason though #i have 3 options for why... #1. he thinks franklyn is hotter than ryder (only bc he's never had to deal with josh birk in person 😅) #2. “i look like ryder and you've never let ME bite you” #3. he's fed up of taking cold showers after hanging out with this bih #old drawing #matt miller #sr boss: casey clark #saints row 4

[veshialles]

"I'm just trying to get you out of your bubble" girl you're the one living in a bubble if you think The National Post is a neutral-party news source

#and then trying to accuse me of ''not listening'' and ''not knowing what [i'm] talking about'' the audacity lmaooo #ah the next 2 weeks are going to be so blissful. a taste of freedom from this hellhole of a house #every day my mom leans further and further right and it's so fucking depressing #ruby rambles #AND THEN trying to shift the blame onto my BPD #like mom I always look up newspapers when I haven't heard about them before #because it's very important to know your sources and understand your sources #because if you don't that's how they sink their hooks into you. that's how propaganda spreads #like I do have a bias and that bias is towards actyually fucking learning and researching when I gain new information #sorry your brain stopped working at age 55 and you've decided you would rather be spoon-fed or whatever but that's a you problem #stop trying to shift the blame onto me as though this is my issue when. literally all I did was #actually look up the source :| #god this is getting fucking pathetic holy fuck get me out of here #tipping on in case anyone wants to help fund my future exodus from this hell <3

[theghostofashton]

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#to a certain extent white people need to acknowledge that they will never fully understand racism #full stop they will not #and that's not a knock at them that is simply the reality #there are some things you will never understand unless you've lived as a poc in this world #and for that reason i wish they would sit down and shut up when we talk about racism #bc truly it goes so far beyond what they perceive to be racism #like....y'all don't realize what im saying is racist bc you are white you don't even notice these things #and that's not your fault but what IS your fault is the absolute refusal to accept or acknowledge poc TELLING you shit is racist #bc it doesn't feel that way to you #like please lmk what the hell you know lmfao #it isn't your job to tell me what's racist and what isn't #and to assume that you get an opinion is frankly disgusting #be mindful of your privilege and stop stepping on our toes thanks so much <3 #sorry i have seen............so much bullshit in the past two days and i am genuinely so fed up #white people speaking over us about racism of all things feels so violent like who gave you the right sit tf down #anyway i hate this app lmfao

[homunculus-argument]

You know how people sometimes get a cat by just having a random stray cat with no collar and no chip walk in and sit on the couch like "yo fucknuts I live here now", and the people just go "well fuck, guess I gotta go get a litterbox then."

Now consider: Humans doing that to the fae. Not being captured by the fae folk, not taken against their will but stubbornly walking in to their realm and refusing to leave before one of them agrees to take this damn creature. Faeries telling each other "naww come on, you can't make it leave, it already ate your food. Everyone knows you gotta keep them if you've fed them."

And another faery yells back "I did not fucking feed that thing, it climbed into my pantry and was eating flour straight out of the bag!"

[thedevotionaltour]

Daredevil #16 - "Enter...Spider-Man!" (March 1966)

Written by Stan Lee Art by John Romita Sr. (pencils), Frank Ray (inks)

#daredevil #matt murdock #spider-man #peter parker #daredevil comics #john romita sr #frank ray #stan lee #frank giacoia #marvel #marvel comics #back issues box #IM FED UP BEING AN EASTY TARGET FOR ANY CHARACTER WHO HAS A HOSTILITY COMPLEX! #AN' IM GETTING FED UP WITH BEING PUSHED AROUND BY SOME NEUROTIC WHO DOES HIS THINKING WITH HIS FISTS!!! #i hate them both. so fucking obnoxious. never stop this. i wish someone would tape their mouths shut. theyre the best #also i wouldnt say youre a whimpering amateur matty but you've been a whimpering something for part of this. see two panel posts ago #and you will be a whimpering something for the rest of your forseeable life. who said that.

[medicinemane]

People are too accepting of shit like everything being appified and turned into a device

People are too accepting of yet another shit quality streaming service

People are just too fucking willing to be good little consumer whores with shit and man... I just don't get it, cause I don't think it's a matter of them being stupid or something, but fuck are people willing to buy into really shit systems at the drop of a hat

#it confuses me cause I've got no interest in most of this shit; like full stop #like I watched more on that thing and about one more minute in I'm like nope! never buying this thing even if I brew someday #like... it fucking has some pro settings #like bro? you're fucking telling me that a thing I paid full market value for; you want to charge me to do everything with it? #'oh; it's just higher resolution on the app or some shit' the app is part of the device I bought #as in... I should be buying a fully functional device; you've not put all the function inside my device #therefore anything that the app is capable of is a function of my device #if you limit me in some way on the app; even if it's not for physical use of the device; that's still limiting me and I don't own that devi #and like... uncool with me; that's dog shit; that's just trash; like you can fuck right off if you're doing that after I've paid already #like... I buy something; I own it; no fucking live service models for physical fucking goods #that frankly tells me you kneecapped the product and made an app just to have recurring revenue #and just... there's so much shit where it's like... you people aren't stupid; so why the hell you all so dumb? #why do you just buy in to every god damn thing tossed at you and swallow and slop you're fed #the hell are you standing in lines for fucking cups for? #you're all so fucking lame and pathetic; and this is coming from a fucking waste of flesh #how the fuck can so many people sit through more marvel slop long after they stopped being good? #how can you tolerate not owning a physical device you paid full price for? #or like why the fuck would you ever let them give you a keyless car? you still have to remember the fob so... how does this help? #cause I can tell you how it hurts you in concrete ways #fucking dude talking about how you have to put your fob in a faraday cage and wrap your keys in tinfoil when out in public #and like... he was so fucking right; but that's just a stupid system is my point #how the fuck is the world so dumb and docile? #cause you know who a lot of the people who are like that are? smart people; people I can like and respect #and then they act like dumb fuck morons drooling all over themselves #taken in by shit like the most basic like I can literally go look and find this on sputnik tier propaganda #buying up trash products they don't own to consume yet another fucking bad remake on #why? like I refuse to believe I'm just so much smarter than everyone else #that's a stupid opinion to have and it's also useless even if it ends up being true #and like... I'm not so sure it's anything new; I feel like it's more just new stupid modes of it showing through #like it's just food and circus or however the saying goes

[alastors-wife]

Why do so many "doms" just do shit like choke or degrade you without bothering to give any warning or ask first

#yall make my ass itch WHO RAISED YOU?? HELLO???? #but if i panic and start throwing hands EYE am the one in the wrong #especially if you DONT KNOW SOMEONE holy fucking shit dude #and then these buffoons will make it obvious they dont even know what they're doing #you are funny as fuck if u think im putting my life in your goofy ass hands!! #or when u say u dont know them well enough for them to be doing certain things #and its clear it didnt register in their puny little brains #dating apps are about to be my villain origin story #maybe minding my business was better. maybe i need to revoke coochie privileges to anyone until further notice #the last 2 folks i've met in person had me re-evaluating my life choices like i think this is a sign #like im not about to isolate myself altogether but i am NAWT going to be wasting my time with people who get a little too comfortable #a little too fast #if you've ever wondered if T4T is better the answer is no ♥ praying for u babe!! #maybe im not as adventurous as i'd hoped before and you know what. I'm ok with that #yall annoy the shit out of me #i do NOT have the patience for people with nonexistent communication skills #or a lack of common sense... extremely basic social skills you should've learned in elementary school... #no more. i am FED UP. coochie denied!!!! begone harlot!!!!

[starringvincentprice]

Hey do you ever think about how so much entertainment is "content" now and nothing is genuine everything from small creators in niche spaces to films costing hundreds of millions of dollars? Anyways

#i think the only genuine franchise movie that was just recently launched is like. the Ti West Mia Goth movies. #everything else is ALREADY part of a fanchise #and if it's an original script it's commercial fluff. it's such a sad time #i mean you wonder why barbie got so popular (and don't get me wrong I enjoyed it) but it's still part of something recognizable #god fucking GHOSTBUSTERS wouldn't be made today because it would be too original #i know there's new movies out there but it is so sad to know that most of them are declared as indie or arthouse #the public yearns for originality they just don't know it yet #because how do you know you love the taste of fruit if you've been fed gruel all your life #starringvincentprice;speaking