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hiiiii!!!

sorry i can’t believe i didn’t see you answered sooner i was just very busy with life and stuff so it completely slipped my mind.

anyway i’m good! i just started a drawing class i’ve been trying to get into for some time but they didn’t have any spots open till now so im very excited! i rarely watch anime these days sadly but i do read a lot so im still in fandoms and stuff but book fandoms are a lot smaller and less active yk.

im exited about the story you talked about it sounds really interesting and the type of plot i would read about in my books!

i have some drama of my own with a “friend” but i’ll save that for another time

it’s currently like 2 am doe and i just now finished washing my hair so it’s gonna be a late night (i can’t use the hairdryer cause it’s loud and it’ll wake everyone up so i gotta wait till it air dries)

i’ll leave it at that and hope we can talk more!

- 🍍 anon

HEY! omg aren’t i lucky to log in today 😭- my acc is so dead.. anyways back to the important stuff.

That sounds like so much fun- i recently just got back into crochet which is fun. idrk if tumblr allows you to send images but if it does you should totally send me some pictures of your art that sounds great.

Exactly!! idk my love for Haikyuu died out and i just have no love for writing for it (sadly..) After this tho i’ll definitely post the first part of my story and you can tell me what you think? I don’t know if you will like it so i won’t post all that i have written yet <333

lil update.. my gmail isn’t logged in and i forgot the password so it might take me a hot minute sorry

Please spill the drama when you have the time i’m really interested <333

Okay okay i think i covered everything, hopefully your hair dried okay 😭

-xic out <333

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someone should tell me how to change my theme fast bc everyone else seems to do it so quick :((( wtf. like i want a pretty safe green theme rn.

#Spotify

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OMG YOURE BACK

i used to check every day to see if maybe you came back but after a while i lost hope and even after you posted about why you’ve been offline i still checked every day but then i gave up BUT YOURE BACK AND IM SO HAPPY

i though about sending something to see how you’ve been doing but i didn’t wanna bother you in case you wanted to be alone and have some time to yourself

anyway hru?

- 🍍 anon

OMG DHDHDH okay i keep checking in randomly so i’ll probably do that more in case u answer. tbh i thought u forgot about me so i’m glad ur still here <3333. idk when this was sent but u don’t know how happy i am too see this.

ANYWAYS. im good hbu??? i love fall season sooo yk, being able to dress up and everything is so nice.

anyways what have u been up too???? i missed talking to u sm. hopefully ur well <333

OMG I FORGOT TO SAY SMTH.

alr alr i am working on this NON fanfic related story.. it’s like 20 google doc pages already and i’m not even halfway done. as always it is bxb and uh it is angst bc yk how much i love to make people cry. it is focused around two people mainly, one being a ghost and the other being his ex lover. it is told in the ghost perspective. the basics follow how he has to watch as his ex lover falls in love again, and all the misery that has followed his death. including how his ex lover blames himself bc of the mc death, and how he reflects on how badly he had treated him while he was around (even if that reflection was due to other people forcing it into his head). it shows therapy visits, fights with new lovers, gravesite visits, and much more. SO IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED AND SEE THIS PLZ TELL ME SO I CAN KNOW IF I SHOULD POST IT HERE. i promise my word choices and my actual writing is better now <333.

UPDATE:

i feel so bad the last time i posted/checked in was 3 months ago. i need to do it more. i’m so sorry :( don’t be mad plz.

ANOTHER THING I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT:

alr heres one of the rare times when y’all get a inside of my life. there is this dude who me and him liked eachother last year but nothing happened. he got this rlly big glow up this year but that’s besides the point. anyways so he has alr had like 2/3 girlfriends in the last 4/5 months :((( and like every time he breakup with them he hits me up. and my irl friends tell me to literally block him bc at this point i’m there just as a rebound but like whenever we talk it’s strangely nice yk? anyways i don’t ever talk to him in person even tho i see him like a lot :( maybe bc last year we ended with nothing happening. i do not want to date him bc i know how that will end but yk at the same time we only talk when he breaks up with a girl and that’s just idk. too much for me.

another guy: One of my friends is also like seemingly rlly into a guy who i had a past fling with. we ended bc we fought over smth important to me, but he still doesn’t see a problem with.. he went to ask my friends what’s happening in my family bc i didn’t want to tell him.?? lucky my friends just pretend not to know. (it was smth else btw.) anyways but we have yet to talk again and i’m pretty sure he’s gonna ask out one of my other friends.

- xic (i forget how i used to sign off sorry :(((( , y’all don’t be disappointed it’s been so long)

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I SAW YOU IN MY NOTIFS!! how are you? do you still remember me? i hope life is treating you well, love!

OH HI LUV YES I JUST CAME BACK THIS WEEK, I WAS LOOKING BACK AT MY OLD DRAFTS AND I FOUND ONE THAT IG U REQUESTED AND I WAS ABOUT TO DO IT... BUT I WAS WORRIED U FORGOT ABOUT ME </3... IM DOING WELL THO, HOWS YOUR SUMMER?? HOW COULD I FORGET U???

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His Bear

Y/n or Ship(s): Ship (AsaNoya)

Genre: Angst with fluff ending

Warning(s): foul language (cursing)

Summary: Prank /praNGk/• noun pranks a practical joke or mischievous act. When Asahi finally breaks under the pressure of Noya’s pranks.. What else is there left to do but cry over the loss of his bear?

A/N: IDK if anyone remembers me tbh “-_- But uh I just have been thinking about this fanfic for a while and I decided to remake it bc why not sfjhfk. My writing has definitely improved (I think, y'all can be the judge of that).. So uh tell me how you like this one?Uh I also don't remembered why I called this bear bc he only called him like that twice.. but I kept the name lmao- (Someone be proud of me for posting plz :( <3 ) oh and the superache album >>> FINALLY: THANKS FOR 300??? <33333

Noya had a quite large following, most of which were from his prank videos on Asahi. The same prank videos that Asahi had seemed to have grown tired of, the same ones that he had begged Noya to stop. The same ones that made Asahi overthink, the ones that made him go into panic. But it seemed not to get through Noya’s skull, he was too dense for that. 

It was late, when Noya had once again come up with a stupid prank idea. Another prank idea that would hurt Asahi. Maybe it was meant to be harmless, and even if it was supposed to be it didn’t come off that way. As the camera got stepped up, it was time. “Asahi, can you come here?” Noya called out, from the other room. It wasn’t normal for Noya to not call Asahi his name. It wasn’t normal for Noya to sound cold? No that wasn’t it. It almost sounded like he was trying to be distant from him.

“Yes love?” Asahi's eyes met Noya’s. He was playing with his hands again. He only did that when he was worried, the few words Noya had spoken seemed to have made a difference. Actually more of the words he didn’t speak. The words that lacked to come from his lips, those few words that meant everything to Asahi.

“Promise not to be upset, okay? I um. I just think I need a break from us. From um this whole relationship, if that makes sense. It’s not okay. You're wonderful but this whole thing is a lot. We have been friends for a while and sometimes I wonder if it would be better if we had stayed that way..?” Noya knew he didn’t mean a word of what he was saying. How could he? This is everything he had ever wanted, everything he had so much as longed for. He was able to wake up to Asahi’s warm arms around him every morning. He was able to kiss a man he was in love for, for years. Someone he was hopeful to spend the rest of his life with. So why would he ever want something other than this? This was all just for the stupid video. This was all just to get a reaction.

“What..? Can we talk about this please. I really don’t. I really don’t know um. I don’t know, no I don’t want to break up please. Can we work this out.. I really think we can. Please just don’t leave me. I really love you, I will be better I promise, just tell me what I need to do,” His was rubbing his hands more. Which made it clearer that he was shaking, the color had drained from his face. Tears rolling down his cheek. As much as Noya wanted a response this was not the one he wanted, at the same time he didn’t know quite what he was expecting. He ran over to the camera and turned it off.

“Sahi , look at me. I was joking and calmed down. This was just a prank. I didn’t mean to hurt you. Don’t cry, it's okay. Bear please take a deep breath” He was holding Asahi now. His soft voice filled Asahi’s ears. Yet the words sounded bitter sweet. Maybe it was the fact that he had just thought he had lost his lover. Or maybe it was because this was just a “prank”.

“Nishinoya what the fuck.” Asahi slightly pushed Nishinoya off. Tears brimming his eyes. “No because, actually, what the fuck. Why? What kind of prank was that? I thought, I thought I was going to lose you. How was that fun to you? How was that funny?” Even though he was angry, he was still shaking. These feelings have been building up for a while, they had boiled over, the prank was too far. This was not fair. Not fair to whatever the fuck they had. “Is that how you truly feel? Is that the only reason you said it was a prank? Because you felt bad I am crying. That’s not fair. Please don’t fuck with me like that. You are really fucking with me aren’t you?” He had his arms around his neck now and he didn’t dare meet Noya’s eyes in fear that he would take back what he was going to say next. “Noya this isn’t what I wanted when I got in a relationship with you, I have begged you to take it easy with these fucking pranks. I begged you to look from my side of things. I didn’t sign up for this. It seems sometimes my words go through one ear and out the other, I don’t know what you want from me anymore. What do you want me to do anymore?” He took a deep breath finally looking up once again. This was going to hurt but it needed to be done. “I can’t even fucking trust every time you tell me you love me anymore. You have fucked my brain up and I don’t understand why,” He was crying still, but his shaking had stopped.

Noya stood there stunned. Unable to speak, unable to make an excuse. Maybe that made Asahi hurt, but at the same time it was exactly what he had expected. “You know what. Fuck this, I can’t. I really can’t do this anymore. Don’t contact me,” Without another word he left the room and went and grabbed his stuff. Leaving within a minute. As the door slammed shut everything seemed to crack. There laid Noya now unsure where to go, he sat there and cried.

It had been a few months since Noya had seen Asahi. Since Noya had disabled his account, he had removed himself from social media and tried his best to get back to “normal”. He had missed his lover's arms around him, he missed his lips, his hair, his voice, him. Today was harder than ever, their anniversary. Today he was supposed to be with Asahi, he was supposed to be celebrating with ‘Sahi. He got up and got ready, once again he wanted nothing more than just to forget this, to forget himself maybe. He called up Tanaka and asked if he could hang out tonight. It was 9 pm. Till then he did anything he could do to forget this fucking day. To forget how fucked up he was for doing that to Asahi. More than anything right now he just wanted to see him, even if it was with someone else. Just to see him one more time, he would prefer to talk to him but at the same time he wouldn’t want to see him hurt like that again.

When 9 hit, the plans had been changed to meet at a club, per Noya’s request. When everything go through maybe this was a dumb plan to work up the courage to call Asahi, another dumb plan to do something he desperately needed right now. Even if it didn’t work out, even if it was just sent to voicemail he would be happy he tried. So of course he got drunk. He downed whatever was the strongest. Tanaka knew what had happened but there wasn't much he could do to fix it. He knew it had to be Noya. “Noya, slow down on the drinks would you? What even are you doing..?” He knew he was harsh but maybe this was the push that Noya needed.

“I miss ‘sahi.. I don’t know what to do right now, I don’t know what I am supposed to do anymore. He told me not to contact him anymore, is it too selfish of me to want to contact him today and tell him that I just want to see him again.? I wonder how he is today, is he sad like me? Did he forget what today was.. no ‘sahi is too sweet for that. He is always too sweet for that. I fucked up with ‘Sahi. I didn’t mean to make him think I don’t love him.. but I do. I really do. You believe me right Tanaka?” He had tears in his eyes and without realizing he was crying once again. “I don’t know why I am crying, I am sorry I shouldn’t be crying, this is my fault.” He was wiping his tears as much as he could but they didn’t stop. 

“Nishinoya I never thought you didn’t love him okay? I think everyone but him, knew you loved him. He has anxiety since highschool, we both remember that. You can’t expect him not to worry when you pull stunts like that. You should have laid off the jokes just, for a bit till you and him could have talked it through. Even if you wanted to you can’t go back now, what has done has been done. He is probably doing the same as you right now, maybe even worse and you know that. He cares for you, and I don’t think that he could have just stopped loving you. Yet, when you put someone though that you can’t expect them to want to hold on. Even for the strongest people their hands get tired, and they lose their grip. You know what you have done wrong, yet I think you should wait till he contacts you okay? Show that you can listen to at least one thing he request and maybe he would feel a bit more comfortable. As for now lets just relax okay. I’m going to go dance and if you want you can follow me or just sit here all mopey.” With that Tanaka got up and moved away leaving him alone for a minute. His words were harsh but the truth. Noya knew he had hurt him and he knew he should be patient but fuck.

Nishynoya ordered several more drinks, downing once again. Around 11, is when he finally decided to stop, his ears began to rung and he could no longer bear the scents of the people around him. Their strong perfumes make him feel cramped and small. He got up walking out the back, finally getting the scent of air. He crouched down and just stared at his phone. “‘Sahi I am sorry if this makes you angry but fuck I need to talk to you.” He muttered under his breath, drunk, cold, and alone. It rang three times before it stopped, “‘Sahi?” is that you..? I know it is late so I hope you aren’t mad. Uh I just um.” It was clear he hadn’t expected him to pick up. “I wanted to say-'' before he could finish his sentence Tanaka came out of the back screaming.

“The fuck you go Noya? What were you thinking coming out here alone?” Looking at Noya he noticed the phone and grabbed it from him, “who are you on the phone with that is so important not for you to pick up your phone when I am calling? Do you know how worried I was.?” Noya had begun crying by now, he was drunk and worried that Asahi had already hung up. “What don’t cry, wait one second okay?” He pulled the phone up to his ear and spoke, “Hey I am so sorry um.,” He looked at the contact name, unsure what it meant he asked Noya who it was. 

“Tanaka?” Asahi responded before Noya could answer. “Is everything okay?” He had seemed wide away from his voice, not slurred or anything. Which meant he was sober. Good sign, sort of, maybe not. 

“Oh Asahi? I am so sorry I told him not to call you, I shouldn’t have left him out of my sight. I will let you rest.” For a second you could hear a few shuffling. 

“Wait! Uh, can I come pick up Noya? I mean if you want I can pick up Noya, I just um, I just need to know where you guys are. Well that is if you want me to pick him up of course but if you guys are having fun, make sure to get back safe.” Tanaka knew that Asahi just wanted to talk to Noya, he probably was unsure what to do too. Ashai was never a confrontational person and it was a high chance he felt bad for what he had said to him. He probably didn’t actually want to break up and he said it in the heat of the moment, he knew both of them well, they wore their emotions on their face, and somehow it was as if the other couldn’t see it.

“Ah sure, thanks Asahi, I think he would like that. Only if you are up for it of course otherwise I don’t want it to be a bother. He is really drunk right now and might say some random stuff so I don’t know I would feel bad for letting you have to take care of that,” He was hoping Asahi would just agree, he only did that so Asahi could have a way out if needed, but it was clear when he just asked for a location that he was hoping to see Noya too. “Ah okay I am going to hang up now but we are around the back okay?”

“Hey um can you actually put me on the phone with Noya?” He seemed worried, but there wasn’t much there could be to fix that. He knew he was on the phone with Noya when he heard sniffles, “Nishinoya is that you?” He whispered. A soft mhm could be heard but not much more than that. “Ah that's good, I am coming to pick you up, so wait for me okay?” Another mhm could be heard and then more sniffles like he was trying to stop himself from crying. “Noya take a deep breath, it’s okay don’t worry. Is there something wrong? Do you need me to pick you up anything from along the way?”

“Please just come.. Mm.. I miss you. I miss you right now, I am sorry,” for a second it sounds like he stopped breathing before he began crying again. “I don’t know why I am crying, I shouldn’t be crying, I am sorry.” He just kept apologizing and his tears ran free. As much as Tanaka wanted to help and calm him down he knew that this was his and Asahi’s problem.

“Noya takes a deep breath. I am on the way okay? Don’t cry please, I am almost there, don’t cry..” For a few minutes it was just silence. “Noya I am pulling into the back okay, you can tanaka thank you and that I am here so he can go back in now.” Noya obeyed and waited patiently, he was freezing but he couldn’t complain over that right now. He was about to see his bear again, and hopefully fix everything. If there was any possibility of that. As the car pulled in Noya looked at it and took a deep breath as he walked over. The call ended and he was met with the door, slowly he opened it unsure if he wanted him to sit next to him he just looked at the seat. “Noya you can sit down okay don’t worry,” Asahi’s voice was hoarse then it was on the phone, like it was clear that he had been crying. Noya sat down and closed the door, getting buckled. “Same place right?” Noya just shook his head. Why was he expecting something other than just that? 

Asahi’s hair was down which means that he rushed to get here because he hated it when his hair was down. Or at least he used to.. He probably still did. “‘Sahi, do you want a hairband?” Noya mumbled, he always kept them on him, no matter what. He kind of just wanted to hear Asahi’s voice again even if he was just a brief no.

“You have one?” Asahi seemed to laugh and with that Noya handed it to him, for a brief second their hands touched and Asahi seemed to feel the freezing temperature. “Noya you're freezing, why didn’t you tell me earlier you were cold.? I would have grabbed you a jacket or something. All I have is this one I am sorry,” He quickly took off his jacket and handed it to Noya.

“Oh um thanks,” He whispered as he put it on. The smell of Asahi filling his lungs made him feel safe once again. 

“Can I ask you something Noya?” Asahi muttered, without a second thought Noya shook his head yes. “I was wondering if um. If there is any chance you are up to talking this um like. Is there any chance you are willing to talk this through or anything? I don’t know I just um, I miss you a lot, which is stupid to say because I was the one who told you to not contact me. I have been waiting for you, I know that sounds really dumb, and selfish but I was kind of hoping you would contact me. Which um you finally did and I just. I don’t know, I just really miss being with you. I tried forgetting about all of it, which sounds like I am a dick now that I said it out loud. But it didn’t work and tonight I was just really fucking out of it, and I am really glad you called.. Sorry. I don’t even know if you're still single or anything,” He was choking up and you could hear it in his voice.

“Don’t worry about it,” he muttered, Noya was still kind of out of it, “No I am not seeing anyone right now, and I really miss you. This is all my fault..” He was tearing up again, “ I didn’t mean to make you think I didn’t love you or anything you know, because I really do love you,” Asahi had his eyes focused on the road, yet Noya didn’t want anything more than just to be able to look him in the eyes and say that. “I wasn’t thinking when I decided to do the prank and I know it hurt you and it wasn’t right to continue doing them. The last one I did took it way too far and it is understandable why you were so upset. I have stopped making videos and such and have gotten off all social media.. But I don't know if that helps.. I just don't know anymore, sorry,” He was crying now and trying to hold back his tears but it was no help. 

When they finally arrived it was late, Asahi looked over, “um is there any chance I can walk you to your door or something. Sorry that sounds stupid but uh..” He didn’t want to leave. Noya shook his head and they walked up the stairs to the apartment. Asahi looked at Noya biting the inside of his lip like he did when he was nervous.

“You wanna come in..” Noya asked, avoiding eye contact. Of course he wanted Asahi to come in with him tonight. He wanted everything back to normal. But that was going to take time. Maybe this was the first step? As Asahi nodded they both walked in together. Slowly making it to their bedroom. “I know this sounds really fucking selfish but is there any chance um.. You wanna stay the night, and just watch a movie with some popcorn or something..?” Noya just missed him, and he didn’t know what else to do. Asahi nodded his head and smiled. “Okay cool, um if you wanna change your clothes are still hanging up..”

“Ah, thank you,” He went and changed, coming back a few minutes later to find Noya in the kitchen making popcorn in his pjs. Asahi came up behind him and gently hugged him from the back. Noya jumped a bit but in the end melted into Asahi’s arms. “I missed you Noya.. I really did..” he whispered in noyas ear as he held him.

Noya shimmed his way to face Asahi and hugged him tight. “Me too, bear..” he whispered. Slowly he held him close and their lips finally met. Once they pulled apart, Noya whispered “Happy anniversary..”

“Happy anniversary..” Asahi said slowly making their way to the couch. They snuggled up with each other. Their problems didn’t magically get solved that night. It took time as does anything else, but this was a start. They were finally back in each others arms, and that was enough for now.

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Thanking the heavens I’m only here for a few more days because not only did I find ANOTHER GODDAMN HOUSE CENTIPEDE I found a lot baby centipedes

Just a centipede update but uh sorry I haven’t checked in in a while I’ve been busy going everywhere and anywhere

As much as I love traveling sometimes I just wanna lie in my room and do nothing all day

Not only did I get my period early and that in itself is horrible, the cramps are worse than ever and more frequent than ever so pills are my lifesavers even though I usually don’t like taking them (idfk why I just don’t. Like they don’t taste like anything, they’re not hard to swallow I just don’t like them)

However I have noticed my mental health has improved significantly since I went on vacation.

I’ve had noticed before a lot symptoms of ADHD but I want to go to a therapist first to get it diagnosed or get something else diagnosed maybe. I think it’s definitely something I just don’t know what and ADHD so far fit the best so…

Enough with gloomy talk

I’ve seen one of my favorite cousins not too long ago and before that haven’t seen her IN YEARS and so was pretty exited to talk to her but turns out we don’t have that many things in common anymore and it was pretty awkward at times but we still had fun chatting and catching up. As boring of subject it seems it was actually pretty interesting to talk about the differences in our educational systems we’ve experienced. But also it’s a given that some tea was also spilled while we also overheard some at a family gathering and Let. Me. Tell. You it was JUICY

Also she has an adorable dog and I love him

Do you have any pets? I don’t know if I mentioned it before I have a horrible memory but I have a dog named Toby and he’s a fluff ball

I have a funny story related to him actually and my stupidity

I was going to walk my precious fluff ball and went outside with the leash

And forgot the fucking dog

I WENT TO WALK THE DOG WITHOUT THE DOG

The best part? It happened multiple times

So yes, I’m smart academically but not logically at all

In school I’m a straight A student but in life I can’t even walk straight without walking into a wall and claiming it’s a secret passageway because “one rock sticks out so it must be a button”

(Small anecdote from my childhood but funny nonetheless)

This ask is getting quite long so I’m gonna end it here

- 🍍 anon

HELP- 🍍 anon idk if ur gonna see this or even remember sending me this but

Centipedes <<<<< Conan Gray 😔

Im so glad that your mental health has improved, please tell me how you are doing I miss talking to u :((((

Luv hopefully you did go get diagnosed, and found out what was up fr fr <3333 best of luck tell me how that went if you see this okay?

I DO: I have a cat and two dogs they are the sweetest things ever. But yes we love straight A students who forget their doggg djkhfdfjs

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Hey Xic! I was wondering if I can request a playlist of Bokuto with what songs would him and his s/o listen to when they’re with each other? Like comfort/romantic songs that remind them of each other. Around 25 songs please. Thank you!

Your First Love, Bokuto

A/N to Anon Writer: Hey Luv! [AHH THANK YOU FOR REFERRING TO ME AS XIC I SWEAR THAT MY DAY- <3] Mhm of course I am always open to making playlist. Mhm, Mhm I understand. If you want more don't be afraid to ask. [p.s. if you haven’t i would check out my other Bokuto playlist if you enjoy Bokuto-]

A/N: Hey guys hows your summer going? I am starting another work soon. As always be prepared! I want some new anons and people to talk to.. so please message me lmao. <3 I might have jacked up my finger a week ago so I might go to the doctors soon. >~<

Minutes Long: 1 hour & 25 minutes

Song Count: 25

Where to find all my playlist

♫ I.F.L.Y. - Bazzi

♫ 8TEEN - Khalid

♫ Die Young - Kesha

♫ Clichè - mxmtoon

♫ Honeypie - JAWNY

♫ Lvr Boy - awfultune

♫ Bubble Gum - Clairo

♫ Tired - beabadoobee

♫ Cherry Cola - Kuwada

♫ Electric Love - BØRN

♫ Treasure - Bruno Mars

♫ I Like Me Better - Lauv

♫ Sunkissed - khai dreams

♫ Strawberry Blond - Mitski

♫ Philophobia - Sunday Cruise

♫ Little Talks - Of Monsters and Men

♫ I Love You 3000 - Stephanie Poetri

♫ American Boy - Estelle ft. Kayne West

♫ Are You Bored Yet? - Wallows ft. Clairo

♫ Best Day Of My Life - American Authors

♫ Out of My League - Fitz and The Tantrum

♫ Rocketeer - Far East Movement & Ryan Tedder

♫ Moves Like Jagger - Maroon 5 ft Christina Aguilera

♫ Jenny (I Wanna Ruin Our Friendship) - Studio Killers

♫ Can't Hold Us - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis ft. Ray Dalton

#xics.playlist

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How HQ Boys React to Someone Flirting With Their S/O

Character(s) included: Atsumu & Osamu

Requested by: My sibling who doesn't read my work lmao.

Warning(s): Cursing, Forcefully pinned to a wall [Atsumu], Hand forcefully around your waist [Atsumu]

Song of the day: Where Do I Go? by Lizzy McAlpine

A/N: Ah okay here is the new prompt. To kick it off we have "Grey hair both twins" requested by my sibling. Anyways this will be a Multipart series so request who you will want next! Thank you all for the love on my last series so hopefully you will like this one too. This one can be a bit heavy, being that this "flirting" can be very forceful as shown in the warnings. Please keep this in mind before you decided to "read more". If you wanna chat don't be scared, I like to think I am quite the kind person. ALSO- Please check out my cool moot @taeyamayang [i hope it is okay if I tag you..]

Where to find all the parts!

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Atsumu

Atsumu was always invited to parties and rarely went but today was different, today was celebration of their newest victory. So it would be weird not to bring his lover right..? Of course it would. Sadly you weren’t much of a social person. You looked amazing but Atsumu knew how much you hated compliments like that, it made you feel like that’s all you were good for. Like that was the only reason people stuck around. Which was why Atsumu normally complemented your intelligence, or amazing sense of imagination, or your strong sense of wrongdoing but not only that but so much more. He made you feel so loved in his arms. So maybe this once everything would go okay. It wasn’t like you could say no to going to such a big advent. It was important for Atsumu so it was important for you too.

When the night came up more anxiety hit, you weren’t one to party or anything so this was not something you were used to. You grabbed one of your more ‘fancy’ pieces of  clothing. The last time you wore it was years ago. It was a beautiful outfit so much that Atsumu claims when he saw it on you he fell in love. He just had to talk to you. He had heard so much about how you were so free and he loved that. He loved people who just rolled with it. Which was exactly what type of person you were. You were deep in love.

Atsumu walked out in this dark blue suit. God he looked so fucking hot. He had his hair styled back, he had a white shirt underneath the blue jacket. He was wearing a matching tie. “How is ma angel feeling?” he chuckled softly, meeting you in the mirror wrapping his arms around your waist burying his face in your neck. “ya smell so good.. yer perfume is so sweet.. I could eat you up,” he chuckled softly, his words muffled as kissing your neck as he held you.

“Baby that tickles,” you laughed softly, holding on to his arms. God, you felt safe in his arms. “I am good, how are you? You look amazing, hopefully nobody tries to steal you from me.” You laughed though to be honest you weren’t joking. He was all over the internet. He was the man of everyone’s dreams. Tall, handsome, funny, cute, strong, he was free and so much more.

“I am doing great, baby.. ah you know that wouldn’t happen, love,” he kissed you again. “Come baby let's go out to the front they are waiting,” he took your hand as you guys walked out to the front and was met with a limousine, “You guys are too extra,”  he muttered as he opened the door. There was Bokuto, Sakusa, Hinata, their partners and a few of their friends. “Where is the rest of the team?” He chuckled softly as he sat down gesturing to you to sit next to him which you did.

“Because we had to wait for you, they left already,” Sakusa muttered, sounding a bit pissed but his partner gently nuzzled him and he seemed to calm down in their arms.

“Ah I am sorry to all of you this was all my fault I took a bit longer then I should,” You smiled softly as they reassured you it was okay. As you arrived at the party the paparazzi was already waiting for the rest of the team to come out. The door opened and immediately the cameras started clicking which made you nervous. Atsumu’s warm arm wrapped around you as he kissed your head.

“Come on angel.. let's go have some fun then we can go home and cuddle,” he smiled softly as you shook your head. “I love you,” he whispered softly as he led you out. Cameras surrounding the others as they came out with their partners. You nuzzled into his side a bit more, gently he tightened his grip on you as you walked inside the large building. Loud noises surrounded you as he led you to the rest of the team. “Hey guys! This is ma angel!” he called out as they smiled a bit. A few laughs were heard. God he really was good at embarrassing you but to be honest you have only been dating like 3 months. You were at every game but still he acted like no one ever noticed you.

After an hour or so he offered to get everyone drinks, which everyone accepted and next thing you know Atsumu, Bokuto, Sakusa and Hinata were off grabbing the drinks while everyone else kinda stayed in a huddle. The music was too loud so you kinda moved to a corner waiting for him to return. Well in that moment someone decided to take their shot with you. Making their way over, you already noticed a few things. They seemed confident, a bit too confident. Flaunting to their friends about how some way they were going to get you. Some way he was going to make you fall in love at first sight. News flash.. you didn’t. Quite the opposite you wanted to leave as soon as you saw them approaching. “Hey Hun~ are you alone?” he questioned. Of course not. No one in their right mind would go to a party like this by themselves. Instead of answering you kept quiet. Which made them pursue you farther. “Awe don’t worry it is nothing to be embarrassed about~ I will keep you company.” They chuckled softly. Taking a step closer you were clearly uncomfortable.

“I am not alone.. I am with my boyfriend..” you muttered softly, your eyes glued to the ground, scared to even look up. You weren’t too good with things like this where they would push and push, to the point where you were forced to except. To the point where you would give your information just to be fucking left alone. You just wanted Atsumu to come back soon.

“Come on, give me some sugar. Your boyfriend doesn’t need to know about us, eh? It will be our little secret. I can tell you're smart. So why not just hand over the phone number and maybe we can hang out soon? That sounds nice right..?” Their voice was annoying, it wasn’t calm or sweet like Atsumu’s. It was demanding and rough. He didn’t care what you wanted. He didn’t.. he was going to push till you gave it out. You just had to hold on a bit longer and maybe Atsumu would be able to save you from this terrible, awkward moment. You just had to wait a bit more.. just a bit longer. Before you could say anything his hand was already around your waist

“Please get off me,” you pushed him off. Which seemed not to be the right move because next thing you know you were forcefully pinned to a wall, his arms tightly around your waist.

Next thing you know he is off you and then shouting. “Who the fuck do you think you are touching ma angel?” There he was, Atsumu. Finally.. It felt like it took ages but now he was here. He punched the guy in the face and you immediately rushed to his side to try and calm him down. He gently wrapped his arms around you. There it was. That warm feeling only he could give you. That safe feeling. He wasn’t forcing you to hug him or anything. You felt safe in his arms. You held him close. “ya okay angel.. I am sorry I took so long,” he muttered as he gently kissed your head. “He didn’t hurt ya did he? I will kill him, don't worry, just tell me,” he whispered in your ear. The guy was still recovering from the hit.

“I am okay.. thanks to you,” you whispered softly as you held on tight. To be honest you were a bit scared, not that Atsumu was going to hurt you but that you couldn’t tell if Atsumu was kidding when he said that he would kill that guy. He sounded dead serious but you really wanted to think of it as a joke. All you wanted to do was walk away right now. You wanted to go back to the group and pretend none of that happend. But of course that could happen. Of course that couldn’t because someone really wanted to piss off Atsumu.

“You know it sucks that cutie is left with you, I mean you only punch someone when they aren’t looking at you.. are you that worried? It is funny, now come on cutie do you really wanna be with this guy? I have a bunch of money.. that's why you're with him right?” Of course not. You really loved him. But right now you could tell he was pissed and you didn’t know what to do to calm him down. He let go of you and next thing you know he wasn’t in your arms anymore but on the floor punching the guy, making a mess out of him. You wanted it to stop. It only took a minute max before Bokuto and a few other people were pulling Atsumu off what was left of the guy. He was covered in his own blood now. Atsumu just looked annoyed, he wanted to kill the guy, or that's what it seemed like, it really seemed like he wanted him dead right now.

“Atsumu what the fuck are were thinking you could have gotten pulled from the next match for that shit!” Sakusa scolded, “I understand that you are pissed at him but that shit isn’t what you pull! Look at him!” he pointed to the guy. “When were you going to stop if we didn’t pull you off huh?” He seemed upset. You on the other hand were still in shock.

Atsumu made his way over to you and stood in front of you unsure what to say to you. So you took the lead, “fuck Atsumu,” you muttered as you clung to him his arms wrapping around you next. “What in gods name were you thinking, Sakusa is right, you could very much be fucking kicked from the next few games.” You muttered softly in his chest.

“I wanted to make sure he would keep his mouth shut about you. He had no right talking about you as if you are just an object. He had no right touching you. So I gave him a taste of his own medicine. I touched him without him asking and frankly I don’t regret it. I would do it all over again and I wouldn’t mind being suspended from the game if that means you would be okay and that he wouldn’t be touching you ever again.” He muttered back. “I really love you and it pissed me off. I am sorry if you are disappointed with me but there is a fine line with me, and he crossed it. He pushed me to the edge, I wasn’t going to do much more than that one punch if he just shut his pretty little mouth. But of course he had to bring up the fact that yer be a better fit with him.. I couldn’t let that pass by. I just couldn’t lose you.. please forgive me angel..” he muttered. Clearly he was a bit drunk as his words slurred a bit. He seemed all over the place but it was okay. “I really just wanted to protect ya..” he chuckled a bit. He didn’t seem to regret doing it but maybe he seemed a bit upset because he worried you were upset with him, which you really weren't. To be honest it was quite the opposite. You were so happy he did that, otherwise you would probably still be in that ‘guys’ arms.

“‘Tsumu thank you.. if it wasn’t for you I don’t know what I would be doing without you right now. You really saved me back there and not only that but you really make me lose my mind when I am around you. You really are the love of my life. So no, I am not disappointed or any of that shit, if anything I am worried about will happen to you now that you did that, I really don’t want you to get in trouble because you decided to help me get out of my mess… I am sorry that you were dragged into this baby.” you muttered as you kissed his head.  You weren’t lying when you said you were worried.

“Don’t worry about me angel, I will be okay. Okay? Don’t feel bad it was ma idea to attack the guy, none of that was yer fault. It is everything but your fault you wouldn’t have had to come if I hadn’t begged you too. If I didn’t go get the drinks and leave you by yourself you would have had to deal with him.. if he listened to you when you said no then everything would have been okay and everything would have gone much smoother. If he hadn’t made that remark he would not be in the state he is in. So angel none of what has happened was yer fault. Believe me okay, I really love you and I don’t want yer worrying about this. I will handle everything and keep you updated..”

You shook your head softly as you held him close, “I love you too babe.. I love you so fucking much.. thank you..” you whispered. You were a bit cold, and it must have been noticeable because Atsumu took off his jacket and placed it on you. “thanks..” you closed your eyes for a moment taking in his embrace.

In the end in a not so surprising amount of events Atsumu was benched for a little bit of time, for some reason he still claims it was worth it even though his teammates don’t. Which he almost threw a fit over, because they didn’t think that , ‘protecting his angel was worth not playing a few games’, though in reality they just meant that there were other ways that he could have gone about it but he decided to take the most violent approach. Which didn’t seem to work out in his favor. In the end the guy tried to press charges but after a bit decided to drop it. Nobody knows why but they think it had something to do with the lawyer or something. You and Atsumu were happy and that all that mattered. He was always there to protect you. He would never let that happen again. At night he held you closer than ever after that happened. He made sure you felt comfortable as he had one leg on top of you as the rest of his body was wrapped around yours. Which was surprisingly comfortable.

You just had one thing bugging you so you decided to address it. “Atsumu.. remember when that guy said that I was only with you because of your money.. I really hope you understand that he couldn’t be more wrong. I love you for so many things like your freeness, your ability to change, the way you can be so protective and loving at the same. Not only that but the stupid little things you do. Like the way you make stupid little jokes to lighten the mood. The way you call me when you are out and about just to make sure I am happy and am feeling okay, and if I am not how you make this cute little fucking dates to make me feel better. The way you remember small parts of a story that I tell you and will mention it at random times without even thinking.. The way even if something is not of your interest you take your time to learn it with me and listen to everything I tell you.. God you make me lose my mind but I really love you.. I really do..” you whispered breaking down into tears as he held you close.

“Angel.. it is okay.. you're always there for me. You make me feel special and you make me feel loved and for the first time in a while I find myself thinking I have finally one upped my brother. I have finally found someone who loves me for me and I really really love you. So don’t cry okay..? I never believed that guy. I know you love me and I hope you know I love more than just your body okay.. I love you so much so don’t ever.. ever think I don’t.” he held you to his chest. You gently shook your head. He was so good at making you happy. God he was just so fucking amazing. You really loved him and he really loved you too.

Osamu

Osamu always seemed to be favored, so naturally a lot of people asked him on dates, not only that but a lot of people did go on dates with him. But now you were dating him things slowed down. He stopped going on dates and naturally asked people to stop showing up when he was out with you. Well one thing for sure you are big now. You were Osamu’s lover. So of course people wanted you too now. You were everything everyone wanted, tied with the fact you were with Osamu and that just made you want more. This was a lot and to be honest you would have loved this before you met Osamu but now you kind of hoped all of that would stop. News flash it didn’t. Of course it didn’t, to be frank your opinion really matter to them, all that mattered was you were good looking enough to be with Osamu.

Your relationship was built on love and that’s all that mattered. You two really did love and trust each other. It was what your relationship was built on. It was what all relationships were built on. Your personalities went hand and hand. You loved going out and dancing. You loved midnight slurpees and driving on the freeway to nowhere, all windows down. You had to have the sunroof open and blasting music, singing on the top of your lungs. You loved the feeling. Osamu loved watching you feel so free, having so much fun with that amazing smile on your face. Who wouldn’t love that? You dragged Osamu to do cute things that nobody else would get. You loved dressing up, either in tight fitting clothing or loose fitted ones. It didn’t matter. You just loved the feeling. You felt invincible when you did that. You felt so free and you didn’t care if people judged you. Your opinion was the only one that mattered. You thought you looked amazing and that’s all that mattered to you. You loved dancing in the rain. Osamu didn’t mind at all. He loved to be with you and he was open to new things no matter how ridiculous it was. You guys jumped off a fucking plane one time together. Of course with a parachute but god you guys trusted each other that much.

This was the man you wanted to spend the rest of his life with. He was everything you ever wanted.. and now you had him as your partner and god that made you so happy. You were so happy. Your two year anniversary was soon and you knew you had to do something big. You got the whole day ready, you started off with just a movie. It was a romance movie, and you planned to ease into it. You didn’t wanna do anything too much. Something where you two could just be near each other. It might have sounded stupid, but that was all you really needed to be happy at the moment. You just felt so free when he was near you. You felt so fucking happy with him, and it was so hard to explain.

Then you had dinner together, you decided it would be best to have something more fancy. You wanted to show all your appreciation for all he had done for you. He stuck by your sides at your lowest moments and you didn’t know what else to say but thank you. You wanted to show how much you loved him, and to be frank, you weren’t too good at showing your affection. Everyone told you that. You knew it was true. You knew from your last relationships. You wanted this one to be different.. you couldn’t let him leave you, you couldn’t live without him now that you were dating him you felt safe, but never really comfortable. Too afraid to lose him, too afraid to fully let loose around him. You didn’t wanna scare him off. You really wanted to make this last.

Lastly, a nice walk.. right now they had a Christmas tree show. They were decorated.. Little did he know you actually had a tree in the show. It was in a park area and people just gotta have hot coco and relax and walk and see the trees. You decorated one just of you two and such. You tried your best to make it look nice but in the end you were just overwhelmed and wanting to give up. Atsumu reassured he would love it, and he was lucky to even have you so there was nothing to worry about anymore. Osamu loved you and that wouldn’t change over just some stupid tree. You have been good to him.. right?

When you met with him he was all dressed up. You two decided to wear matching scarfs and you were excited to see he went through with it. It was a warm dark burgundy color. With that he had a brown large coat and just classical dark brown shoes on. You were wearing A white turtleneck, a regular sized brown coat, black boots, and the signature burgundy scarf. Osamu looked so good in it, you two were matching more then you too though you would but you were quite glad. You slowly walked over, it took a moment before Osamu gestured for you to take his hand which you happily did, You never took the lead for that stuff. You always waited for him to ‘let you’ take his hand. Which might be stupid but it has been two years now and would it be weird to start now..? You didn’t wanna push your luck. You didn’t wanna ruin anything right now. Not when you were so happy.. Not when everything felt so nice. Not when everything seemed to be going good. You just had to hold on a bit longer. Just a bit longer.. maybe a bit would be forever but as long as everything stayed like this then you would be more than happy to continue as you did.

You guys arrived at the movie a bit later, You guys got one of the best seats in the whole theater but not only that but you also had the best person next to you in the entire world. Osamu. For most of the movie you guys exchanged loving glances and such. Your hands were cold as you interlocked with his. His fingertips were warm to the touch and not only that but holding his hand made you so happy. This date made you so happy. Just hanging out with him made you so happy. Sometimes it felt as if you couldn’t breathe and maybe that was a bad thing.. but god that tight pain in your chest made you feel so happy. You started to crave that feeling.

“The movie was great, baby.. Thanks for taking me to it.” He chuckled a bit, kissing your cheek as you two got up and started walking to dinner.

“Mhm of course love.. thanks for coming with me..” You muttered you were not too good with feelings so maybe this wasn’t the right thing to say at the moment but you didn’t mind.

“Ya of course, I am glad that you came out with me.” He whispered his grip tightening a bit as you walked with him. “I love you so much hun..” He muttered and in response you just smiled and shook your head. Osamu wasn’t one to throw around the word love. You learned that when you mentioned something about someone's appearance and saying you loved it. It started this stupid argument about how strong the world love meant. Osamu never liked it when you mentioned someone else and in the same sentence said the word love. He felt as if that word was and should only be used with people who are close to your heart, not just some random classmate or waiter. At first you didn’t understand but then Atsumu explained that Osamu’s last relationship ended because of cheating. He used to use the word love with everything but now only for you, and you alone.

After a few minutes you finally said something about it, “I love you too my darling..” you whispered in his ear as you held the door open for him. You moved to the side letting him go in first. You smiled a bit as you got moved next to him,  waiting for your turn to be seated. You luckily made a reservation, the place was packed with people, but of course it was. It always was, so now with Christmas coming up you weren’t surprised people were trying to get anything close to then. Soon enough you were seated and all you could focus on was Osamu, and his small beautiful smile. His perfectly calm face. His sweet tone. All that made you so happy. It always made you so happy. He glanced up from the menu chuckling a bit as he spoke, “Hun.. are you going to look at the food or me the whole time? I don’t want you going hungry,” he smiled a bit.

“Oh.. sorry,” you felt the warmth of the blood rush to your cheeks and tips of your ears. You didn’t think he had noticed, and since he did it was more embarrassing than you thought it was going to be. You glanced at the menu, you smiled a bit as you found what you wanted. Looking back up your eyes met with his and you immediately looked back down. “For someone who told me to look at the menu instead of the person of you then I would think you would do the same,” You smiled softly looking back up to find his ears and cheeks having hints of pink.

“Well I have picked out my food have you, hun?” He smiled a bit as he looked up to you. You and him always got the same thing, though you both pretended to act like that wouldn’t happen, you both pretended that you were interested in other options. Maybe because it felt really repetitive or something but it was what you liked.

“Mhm the same as always.. Are you getting what you usually do..?” You asked and in response he just shook his head. You order soon after. Once the food came, it was the same as always. The flavor coating all over your mouth. You were quite happy with the taste. You always ordered a cream sauce risotto, with mushrooms and shrimp. Osamu ordered squid ink pasta with a cream sauce and shrimp as well. The food was always so good so you were glad it was the same today. After you got dessert. Osamu whispered something to the waiter as they walked away. A few minutes later they came back with a lemon sorbet. Next thing you know Osamu smiled a bit and pulled out a small box flipping in open. There were two initials carved into it. They were matching promise rings.

“Y/n, I love you so much. You were always there for me and I want to thank you. I know we are both still young but I want to make sure you will stay mine. So y/n can you make a promise that when the time comes we will marry..?” He asked softly. You were tearing up a bit as you shook your head and then the ring slipped on. God it was perfect. But now you were worried your gift wasn’t good enough being that Osamu bought you a ring and you just decorated a tree. Osamu and you finished dinner by getting up. Now just one more place to go. The Christmas tree show. You walked with him slowly, not wanting him to be so disappointed faster. When you arrived at the park Osamu ran to the bathroom for a second. To be honest he had been nervous the whole time so now he just wanted to freshen up a bit.

As you waited for him a male approached you. “Hey love.. you here alone?” he chuckled a bit. A bitter smile plastered on his face.

“No, I am actually here with my boyfriend. I am just waiting for him at the moment,” You tried to give a smile back, though you didn’t like the nickname love, It made you feel as if he and you were in a relationship, though you haven’t met this man once.

“Ah  what a shame that he is making such a pretty face wait..” He muttered, “how about you and me get a hot chocolate? Hm?” He chuckled a bit more. Though it seemed extremely forced, unnatural.

“No I just wanna wait for him, but thank you for the offer,” He was taller than you, maybe Osamu’s height. Close to that. You didn’t feel comfortable, you felt anything but comfortable right now you just wanted to leave. You didn’t wanna be near this guy one more minute, but at the same time you wanted to wait for Osamu to come out of the bathroom so he didn’t think you left him. So In the end you just waited for him.

“Ah well could I just get your number sweetheart..?” He chuckled a bit, throwing those nicknames that made you want to throw up that made you want to cry out for help. But when you said no he just kept pushing. Then that warm arm around your waist. Osamu's warm arm.

“Oh hey,” He knew what was happening but he knew that you were more loyal than anyone else he had ever met, he knew that you didn’t feel comfortable, “sorry for making you wait hon, we can go see the Festival now okay?” He lucky got you out of there, “I am sorry about that hun did he do anything to you,” He asked, walking down the trail slowly.

“No he didn’t do anything, don't worry, thank you for helping me get out of there, I really appreciate it,” you muttered softly. Soon enough you had arrived at the tree, his face turned from stunned to a weird emotion that you couldn’t quite read. Which was quite new you normally could understand what he was trying to say and now this just made you ten times more worried then you should have been.

“You did this..?” He muttered softly, turning to you as you shook his head, “Ah I see, I really like it. That photo is when we first met. I was so nervous.. Did I tell you that? I saw you just sitting there and I thought I was late. That one is from the first time you met my brother, oh god he even annoyed me with the amount of questions he asked you. That one was from our first slushy night, after your bitch of a friend dumped you to hang out with the cooler kids though I swear you were the coolest person in the world. Oh at that one is when we were about to go skydiving together, god I was so terrified did I tell you that? You acted so excited so I tried to pull off a cool face but once we were doing it god it was so fun. This is so beautiful. Thank you baby.. This is the best gift in the entire world.” He whispered tears falling from his cheeks as he pulled you to a hug. “God I love you baby..” You felt all the worry and doubt melt off of your shoulders. You were so glad he liked it. You were so glad he remembered these memories. These were some of the best memories of your life but you knew more were going to come.

“I love you so much too baby. I was so worried you weren’t going to like it. God thank god. You do so much for me and I couldn’t wish for anything more than this. You are the one I wanna spend the rest of my life with. I feel so free with you, I feel so happy with you, I feel like myself with you.. I get nervous to hold your hand. Every time you smile I just fall in love again. Everything you do makes me feel so free and happy, and I don’t want this feeling to ever end so thank you so much for everything you ever did for me. Those slushy nights are the best nights of my life, any time when I am with you I feel like nothing can hold me back. Nothing can harm me. You make me feel like royalty.. I don’t know what I did to deserve you but thank you for staying with me. I love you so much.” You muttered softly. Next thing you know you were pulled into a kiss. His warm lips pressed on yours, both of your salty tears mixing with each other. Little i love you're falling from both of your lips. This is how it was supposed to go. You and him, forever. You were soulmates, you knew you guys had to be.

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Hey has any of you guys watched link click? I just saw a tiktok for it but I kinda wanna watch it. Someone please tell me if it is good- and if it is sad. [so basically what is it about?]

#midnight.thoughts #please tell me #link click

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Im gooood the week is finally nearly over so now I can return to my continuous cycle of doing absolutely nothing 😌 and tysm I’ve only done 3 so far but I enjoy them since I can do them on my phone

I just want these weeks to go by so I can finally get my glasses- I was going to do some more writing but then I went on tiktok and now I can't get off. Anywaysss you have anything planned for the next weeks or anything, or you anything this summer ?

Mhm of course- I do most of my writing in notes and then I throw it in docs to fix up my mistakes lmao. So like at 12 or smth [when I am about to go to bed] I can just write a paragraph or smth.

#xic.chats #xics.moots #xic.answers #tendousthoughts #i need to stop the procrastination #help me please- I can't focus

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Hiii how are you ???

Hey! I am doing great lmao, procrastinating but doing great. How are you doingg?? The SMAU are looking great btw-

#xics.moots #xic.chats #tendousthoughts

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AHHH OKAY OKAY THIS MIGHT SEEM STUPID TO POST ABOUT BUT DID ANYONE ELSE NOT KNOW ABOUT THE MALE VERSION OF MISS PERFECT? LIKE SERIOUSLY THE VOCALS ARE SO FUCKING GOOD-

MR. PRESIDENT PERFECT IT IS MY GENDER EVNY IN A FUCKING SONG-

sorry for this nonsense post I just needed to share this with someone

#midnight.thoughts

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It’s me again

I actually went to sleep

I have to go somewhere pretty soon so I have to hurry writing this

My pronouns are she/her!

Speaking of pronouns, on here I saw you prefer he/xe/they but I checked your wattpad and there it says you prefer she/they

Just asking for to make sure I don’t get it wrong and make you uncomfortable!

And don’t worry you didn’t pressure me into telling you I actually want to tell you I’m just careful cause it’s the yk internet so then to make it fun I decided to just give you a hint

Here’s another pick up line!

“Are you spring? Cause you’ll be coming soon”

- 🍍 anon

Ah I just woke up! Thats good though, have fun!

Cool! Great to know!

My Wattpad hasn’t really been updated in like forever lmao. That's why it still shows my old name. [Storm] I’ll update it now! Thank you for reminding/bring it to my attention. I don't want to confuse anybody. But yes I prefer He/Xe/They pronouns but she/her still do work. I used to like She/They more and only use those. But because I am pretty sure I am gender fluid [im still trying to find my label] my gender can move around a decent bit. But yes to put it short here is right and Wattpad needs to be updated-

okay that’s good! Mhm I understand- if i ever do pressure you just make sure to tell me, I never mean to do that. Oh okay, it’s all good I understand your concern with it.

djbsakfmncjasfhu.. My dumb ass is blushing so fucking at that- I have never seen that one before. Thank you for it. <333

#xic.answers #this pickup lines are so good- #he/xe/they pleaseeeee #🎫 .🍍 anon

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Listen

I KNOW I said I was going to sleep after I sent the last ask but I might or might not have stayed up reading more fanfiction

But you mentioned Criminal Minds and Bones? I ABSOLUTELY LOVE BOTH OF THOSE SHOWS. I watched every episode at least once and most of them twice or three times even. The same goes for shows like The Mentalist, Isles and Rizzoli, Body of proof, Lie to me, Dr House etc.

I watch a lot of shows

Tbh I don’t read as much as I want to. I think I just don’t know how to choose books well because I stumble upon a really good one like once every century but when I do I finish it quickly but most books it takes me AGES to finish (the problem might also be because I choose books by aesthetic sometimes yikes)

After debating for a really long time if I should reveal what language I speak (because that would directly reveal where I’m from) I have decided to give you a hint!

It’s in Eastern Europe

Hence our time difference (it’s 2:37 lol)

But yeah I speak my mother tongue, English since I’ve been learning it from a young age and a bit of German since I have cousins from Austria also it’s normal for people to learn German here

What kind of pick up lines are your favorite?( that’s a weird question lol)I like to just search up and read some chemistry pick up lines for fun cause I’m a nerd

I’ll probably go to sleep now

(Emphasis on probably)

- 🍍 anon

You need to sleeppp [tho I never really do- you have to] Sorry for the late response tho

OKAY I'M GLAD WE HAVE THAT IN COMMON- Dr. Spencer Reid is just.. *chefs kiss* Hot I tell you. Idk- I know like he is totally like the opposite of my type for hq boys but his intelligence and shit is too die for.

Same- I wish I read more, but when I am in a good book it goes by so quick. I need to go on something to find better books lmao. Most times if I don't like the cover I won't pick it up- but I think that's the same for everyone. Like for manhwa for example- if I don't like the art style or I am not used to it I can't enjoy it as much as I want to even if the plot is extremely good. [which fucking sucks-]

AHH I didn't wanna pressure you I didn't even think about that I swear- But thats super cool! I am learning a bit of Mandarin Chinese- it is cool. lmao.

I don't really know lmao, I like ones that are all over the place, tho some can be really basic- which I don't tend to like. Maybe because I find that they are just repeats and aren’t as special lmao.

okay nighttt

p.s. I never asked and I don't know why I haven’t, but whats your pronouns-?

#xic.answers #🎫 .🍍 anon

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Hello hello I saw that you responded to my last message QUICK so I’m here at like 1:27 AM writing more cause you’re cool and fun to talk to.

But yeah the doc who was doing the checkup was so confused she looked at me with such an expression words cannot describe and then looked at the board then back at me and was like “okayyy” That mostly happened because I’m a try-hard and tried to get all of them correct like previous years in a short amount of time cause I was also nervous because yk… social interaction and getting it wrong would be embarrassing (boy how I messed up)

My show palette has been taken over by anime lately so that’s why I’ve been looking for normal people shows but genre speaking I love horror, comedy, crime, only some romance if the characters are well developed and not one dimensional and I also enjoy some magic/superpower universes but also, only if it’s well thought out and not so random that just anything goes and rules are only there when it fits the storyline

I’m also reading a book currently that I’m fairly certain is called “perfume” (I’m reading it in my language and that’s what it’s called in it so I’m assuming that’s how it translates but book titles can change with languages so) it’s about a serial killer that has an exceptional sense of smell and the reason he commits crimes is solely to make the perfect fragrance. It’s really interesting actually but in all honesty I chose the book cause the cover is really pretty and an aesthetic.

My asks are just getting longer and longer huh?

Well before I go to bed I’d just like to leave you with this pick up line I saw the other day and let me know how much you blush

“Am I a rollercoaster? Cause it seems the faster I go the more you scream”

Now imagine one of your husbandos saying it and tell me how much you blush

- 🍍 anon

Ahh! Heyo again! lmao I would have responded earlier but I noticed your message when I was out eating so I decided to wait till I got back lmao. But its 1:27 for you??? Whatt?? It is is like 4:50 pm for me lmao. I live in PTD time lmao.

Crime is so good- I don't know if you know the show Criminal Minds but if you don't I seriously recommend it lmao. As well as the show Bones.

Ah that sounds good- I love crime and stuff. Like something that shows some development throughout the characters other wise it gets boring quick. I am not a big reader so I try to find something that isn't to flat of a read [if that makes sense]. Anyways what language do you speak-? I only speak English but it is cool to meet people who speak other languages.

NOOOOO my whole ass face turned red to the point where I had to cover it- just imagining Iwaizumi pulling me close to him, like in front of family or something, and then just whispering that into my ear just to fuck with me. AHh and leaving it with calling me "baby boy" or "baby doll" ughh my dumb ass would just obey anything he says.

Ughhh- I am going to be thinking about that all day now- i am so embarrassed lmao.

thank you bb for the amazing thought <3333

#xic.answers #xic.chats #my dumb ass is blushing so fucking hard I tell you #iwaizumi is god i tell you #I would love Sakusa saying it but Idk if he would #🎫 .🍍 anon

[tendousthoughts]

So umm centipede update, I saw and killed another one with, you guessed it, ✨ bug spray ✨

Thank you for the show recommendations! And may I say, you have TASTE and uhh not to toot my own horn but TOOT I think I’m pretty good at remembering show character’s names, not real people names, I’m horrible at those but show character’s names no matter what country they are from

I’ve never been to an optometrist mostly because at every eye checkup since I was little I got perfect scores… until the last one when I said the letter E was the number 8 on a board filled with only letters. It’s only getting worse but it’s not so bad that I’m getting glasses and if it ever does I’ll just get surgery

A show I’ve been watching recently is about to start so imma watch that. It’s called Blacklist if you wanna check it out it’s really good in my opinion

So umm the blog is looking great bb so ciao

- 🍍 anon

Oh that suckss- I really hope that gets fixed. Be careful tho I don't want you taking in too much of that bug spray through the air.

AH thank you bb, you are too sweet. NO but seriously I can't remember names for the life of me. Like when I read manhwas and stuff I swear I can't remember any of the names. Real people are no exception a few weeks ago or something I saw someone I knew and I think they recognized me too but we didn't remember each others names so we just gave weird glances lmao.

AnYways do you have any show recommendations- I wanna know what your taste is lmao

Ah- I go every year, tho I hate when they dilate my eyes. That shit is painful when you go in the sun. AHhh lmao that must have confused the doctor. But ya I don't know if I will ever get surgery- it is scaryyy but maybe that's just me lmao.

Ah thank you, I can't wait for your next message byeeee ~

#xic.answers #bugs suckkk #🎫 .🍍 anon

[tendousthoughts]

your ac is amazing can i be your 🍄 anon pretty please?

Ahh Heyo! Thank you so much, your too sweet! I would be honored to have you as my 🍄 anon! If you have any questions be free to ask!

anywaysss~~~

how are you doing today? You do anything for the summer, or do you have anything planned?

#xic.answers #Yay a new anon #Tendousthoughts #🎫 . 🍄 anon