#ATTACK-ED

[desultory-suggestions]

It’s easy to feel invisible, but if you disappeared so many people would notice and care. The neighbors who always see you walk by, the shop owner or the cashier at your grocery store, the dog next door that likes to bark at you, the person at work or school who’s still working up the courage to talk to you, the friends you think forgot about you when you lost track of each other, the babysitter you had when you were four. You have touched a million lives in perfect little ways. Do not underestimate your importance in this world, you deserve to be here and you are wanted here.

#suggestions #recovery #positivity #self love #mental health #ed recovery #self care #love #suicide #suicidal thoughts #depression #severe depression #anxiety #panic attacks #self harm

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

why is my follower count going up. what did i do. u weirdos are freaking me out. buddy whats up

#feeling so attacked rn. all my hollow spines are standing on their ends #oh buddy you have NO idea how highly venomous and yet totally erratic my disposable body parts are #heck *I* have no idea #we are both in so much trouble the two.2 of us #anyway yes. yes my follower count frequently goes up that is how follower counts tend to work once u break containment #what you call 'audience appeal' i call a 'BIG FAT VIRAL LOAD' #but currently we are undergoing hm.m. a rarely precedent-ed surge. and i? i have some concerns about the public health implications #protect yourself. say no to social media #or at the very least make it so unprofitable that mr muskrat sheds the delicious delicious tears of stockholder lifeblood

[formulaonedirection]

Partying with Lando Norris

#lando norris #i'm sure someone's gif-ed this but the confetti shots! i wanted to gif it tooooo #hashtag hilton partner #they let aarav be in this because the alternative would've given me a heart attack so they're actually very considerate #anyway he's so cute i love when he does his all teeth laugh smile #nadia's things

[vinzulu]

#self care #self love #the original meme lines were made by my friend and I thought it suits he xuan cause it does #tgcf #fanart #he xuan #my art #heaven official's blessing #shi qingxuan #shuangxuan #beefleaf #tw insects #tw body horror #i guess #tw ed #cw nudity #tw panic attack #tw fucking loser #tw body dysmorphia #tw rats #yes there are multiple song references in it

[saltpepperbeard]

Stede is hotter than his man is.

Fight me

...COUNTERPOINT, ANON, WITH SOME EDITS HERE:

THEY'RE BOTH HOT SHDKLJS.

Or, to throw a Rhysie Gif in here for some additional pizzazz/point:

#Answered #Anons #Gentlebeard #Blackbonnet #Edward Teach #Stede Bonnet #OFMD #Edit #...SLIGHT fighting words indeed considering I'm an Ed/Taika Girlie (gn) and subsequently have a bias sdjklsds BUT #I cannot deny the fact that they're BOTH handsome/beautiful/hot/etc etc #And to put one over the other? #When they both have lovely characteristics that makes them both uniquely handsome?? #FIGHT //ME// ANON SHDJKLS #now with BIASES in effect #i have more of a thing for ed/taika because i'm Bewitched by his eyes and salt pepper hair #but see i GET why the rhysie girlies (gn) have heart attacks every two seconds #LIKE #I UNDERSTAND HSJKLDHS

[lumiilys]

I really think that if Stede had found Ed sooner in s2... before he got uh, beaten to "death"... their conversation wouldn't have been much worse than the one they had in fun & games. Ed would have probably locked himself in the captains quarters and sulked while Stede talked to him through the door. And eventually unlocked it to let Stede in... maybe to just let Stede sit with him a little and so he can scowl at him and let him know how angry he still is!!!! And he's not happy to see Stede again not at all!!! Ignore the little smile that forms on his face whenever Stede tells a joke! you're imagining it!!!

#like i know there were lots of angsty headcanons about stede and ed having a dramatic swordfight #and they were fun #but i truly dont believe ed could have ever brought himself to hurt stede #let alone attack him #and im glad i was right about that lol #ed is so real for taking a total of 12 hours to forgive stede #ollie rambles #our flag means death #ofmd #edward teach #stede bonnet #blackbonnet #gentlebeard

[justsalpals]

When Stede responded to that one guy willing to die for him with "bit intense, but I like the feeling" it confirmed every thought I've ever had about stizzy

#hey ed sorry you can't appreciate your attack dog but I know someone who's into that #our flag means death #ofmd #ofmd season 2 #stede bonnet #izzy hands #stizzy #gentlehands

[atomic-chronoscaph]

Mars Attacks: Invasion - art by Ed Repka (2013)

#ed repka #mars attacks invasion #topps trading cards #sci-fi art #pulp art #martians #2010s #2013

[sugashook]

the lover of beauty and the beauty!

#ofmd #our flag means death #gentlebeard #stede bonnet #ed teach #blackbeard #gentleman pirate #.................................................................................................having a panic attack #tv show analysis

[sibmakesart]

#im going insane how ar u #for real ive been having a panic attack for 2 days i think idk its either that or im going to die #never had anything like that before 100% do not recommen #art #artists on tumblr #digital art #anyway here's izzy :) #ofmd #izzy hands #2d animation #gif animation #edward teach #ed x izzy #blackhands

[desultory-suggestions]

The ability to self soothe is vital. It’s okay to need external support or even crave it, but it is incredibly important to be able to bring yourself down from a panic attack or process your emotions by yourself. Keep a list of comforting activities, a box of cozy items, or a playlist of helpful music. Create a safe space in your home, even if it’s just a corner. Be patient and take as long as you need, but remember that when you do your best to self soothe and it isn’t enough, it’s always okay to reach out for help.

#recovery #suggestions #mental health #suggestion blog #positivity #self love #self soothing #self care #ed recovery #love #mental illness #anxiety #depression #trauma #panic attacks #anxiety attack #codependant #codependency #avoiding codependency

[larphis]

Sometimes I think “God, I am just like Ed” and then I start putting him on a pedestal and make big paragraphs to say that he never did anything wrong in his life and how he’s actually just a very soft person that is hurting deep inside and needs a forehead kiss and then I look in the mirror and realize that I am in fact Stede Bonnet.

#ofmd #our flag means death #stede bonnet #Edward teach #ofmd fandom #I feel like deep down every ‘he’s just like me’-Ed apologist is just a Stede Bonnet in disguise #because let’s be real this is such Stede behavior #I am in fact such a soft person but I always wanna appear tough and cool #I have an avoidant attachment style and am dating the man of my dreams but am rarely spending time with him #because my instinct is to run away once something good starts happening to me #I am such a Stede and honestly perhaps that is one of the many reason why I relate to this show so much #like yes babe I wanna kiss Taika Waititi too only to get a panic attack and run back to the life I hate #sigh

[aengelren]

The sexiest man alive

#SHUT UP #paths Eren #sososopretty #Ed visuals #attack on titan #eren jaeger #shingeki no kyojin #eren #aot #eren yeager #anime #eren thoughts

[ed-recoverry]

Original post

#panic attack #anxiety attack #mental health #positivity #self care #mental illness #self help #recovery #pro recovery #ed recovery #actually cptsd #actuallytraumatized #actually ptsd #actuallyabused #actually anxious #actually ocd #actuallyocd #actually disabled #actually borderline #bpd #actually bpd #actuallydid #actuallymentallyill #mentally ill #actually neglected #actually autistic #actuallyneglected #actually mentally ill #actually adhd #a4a

[k-i-l-l-e-r-b-e-e-6-9]

Ed Repka

#Ed Repka #art #artwork #cyclops #martian #illustration #attack #attacks

[levis-nut-dump]

~Iris~

(Description:Pregnant Reader is sick tw: death)

You've been sick for a while. You haven't been to a single scout meeting in the last three weeks. Honestly, you would just lay in bed and ride it out or go to the meetings anyway if Eren wasn't such a worrywort. Because of this, you agreed to go see Hange to find out what's going on.

"Seriously Eren. I'll go alone you just go to the meeting it could be important." you insisted.

"Not more important than you. I can skip it."

You sighed. "The titan shifter with the attack, founder, and armored titan skipping a meeting in the middle of a war? Eren be serious."

Eren looked down. "Do you not want me to go?" he asked sadly.

You froze. "It's not that of course not! I just think it's important that you don't miss out on any meetings. They're just starting to trust you again Eren. If you go missing from a meeting who knows what thoughts they'll get in their head." You were right. The suspicion on Eren is finally starting to lift and people are starting to understand the reasoning behind his actions. He was gaining trust, and you didn't want one doctor's appointment to ruin that. It's bad enough that Hange was insistent about skipping the meeting to see you.

Eren sighed. "You let me know everything Hange says when I get back. Or when you get back. If you're not here when I get back I'm heading over there because it shouldn't take longer-"

"Eren. I'll be ok." you softly laughed. Since five months ago, Eren's grown a lot softer from the serious 'no bullshit' man he was. He was terrifying and showed no remorse. One one-night stand and pregnancy test later, he can't seem to stand the thought of being away from you, worried something will happen to you and your baby.

You've known Eren since you were kids. Just thirteen. Then the war started and he grew cold. You don't know how it happened that night, but you never regretted it. You've always found him rather attractive and now you're both nineteen, pregnant, and living together. When the war is over, the two of you are to be married. So young and your lives are coming together; Which is why it's so important to Eren that you stay safe.

Eren crouched down and kissed your stomach then got back up and kissed your forehead. "Eren I'm hardly showing." you laugh.

"I know, but she's still in there. Growing. Being." Eren smiled softly.

"She? This again?" you giggle.

Eren grinned. "It's a girl. I can feel it. Her name will be Iris."

You laughed. "Alright, you're gonna be late. Go." you softly push Eren out the door.

"I'll come straight home to you two. I promise." he said. You simply nod and wave as Eren walks out the door. He turns around, runs to you, and kisses your lips, softly grabbing your face. "I know this is soon. Everything is happening so fast but, I love you (Y/N). I'm gonna take care of you two. I'm going to be a better man because you deserve better."

You kissed his nose. "Eren. I'm so proud of you. Iris, will be proud." You say the name just to humor him but you know it's a boy and his name will be James.

Eren left for the meeting and you left for your doctor's appointment with Hange. You lay on the bed chatting with Hange as she and Onyonkopon prep you for your ultrasound. The latest technology available to you on Paradis thanks to Eren, but people hardly thank him for that.

"So house living with the titan shifter?"

"He has a name, Onyonkopon." Hange laughed rubbing the jelly on my stomach.

"It's nice living with Eren. I feel safe there." you answered.

"I love that kid since he was, well, a kid, but he's gotten a hard exterior on him now. You feel safe around him?" Hange asked.

"He's really softened up since we found out I was pregnant. He said he loved me this morning."

Hange's eyes went wide. "W-what did you say?"

You blushed. "That I was proud of him..."

Onyonkopon cringed. "As a man, that hurt."

"I love him I do! He's just been so much of a like, evil villain, that it caught me off guard. I'm gonna tell him tonight." you smile to yourself.

Onyonkpon rolls the machine in and Hange gets started. All three of you look at the machine but only two understand what they're looking at. Both Hange and Onyonkopon's faces drop.

You look at them and your face drops too. "W-what is it?" you ask.

After a couple more minutes of Hange moving around the microphone-like thing in silence, she sighed and wiped the jelly off your tummy. Onyonkopon sat you up. "I'll give you two some privacy."

*Hours Later*

You hear the door open and your nerves do flips. You stand up as Eren walks into the living room, taking off his jacket. "I came as soon as it ended like I promised." he said with a smile.

"Yeah." you weakly grin.

"S-so what's the news? Why have you been sick?" he asks noticing your mood was off.

"W-we lost the baby Eren. She's gone." you say.

Eren makes his way to you and holds your face in his hands. He stares at you with what looks like rage, but when he wraps his arms around you and buries his face into your neck you realize it was him trying not to cry. "Are you ok?" he asks you, still buried in your neck.

"No. I feel like a failure as a mother before I even got to meet her."

Eren lifted his head and looked into your eyes. "You are not a failure (Y/N). You created a person and carried it for five months. Maybe it was stress we're in the middle of a war. Malnutrition also because of the war. It's the timing, not you." he reassured you through tears. He paused. "D-did you say her?" he asked.

Shit. You didn't want to tell him Hange told you the gender today. It makes this a whole lot harder for him. "Y-yes. It was a girl Eren." you say sadly.

Eren drops to his knees and sobs. You hold his head as he cries into your thighs. He was so exicited to be a dad. More excited about this baby than you were, and you took it away from him.

You stare blankly into the wall as Eren continues to cry. He grabs your hand. "It's not your fault. I still love you this doesn't change anything. We need each other more than anything right now. I know I've been a monster. I know I've done unforgivable things but I'll still be a better man for you. Just don't go."

"Eren, the baby isn't the only reason I stayed. I love you, and you're right. We need each other more than ever right now. I'm not going anywhere." you reassure him.

Eren gets up and looks into your watery eyes with his before he kisses you long and hard. "Thank you (Y/N)." he said.

"For what?"

"For saving me."

"Iris did, not me."

"No, you did."

#aot #aot x reader #attack on titan #fluff #levi ackerman #levi aot #smut #anime and manga #anime art #jean kirstein #armin x reader #armin smut #armin arlert #armin aot #eren yeager #eren jaeger #eren x reader #eren #anime edit #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #a #t #m #c #h #Spotify