#writers Firstpost

[amourdeleon07]

"Escapism" - A flash fiction

Hii!! This is my first flash fiction I'll be posting on Tumblr!! Thank you for stopping to read my work, it means a lot hehe :3 ----------------------------------------------------------------------

I have always loved romance, but when I was given a chance to experience it, it never stuck around for long. I’ve loved someone but they only wanted me for their desires, I’ve loved someone but they left me, I’ve loved someone but the love wasn’t mutual, I’ve loved someone but it faded. After all the people I’ve loved, I’d always end up heartbroken, always left alone with nothing but a runny nose and a drenched pillow with my tears. 

In our modern society, I’ve always thought, ‘Is romance still alive? Is love nothing but desires and money?’, I honestly don’t know what’s considered what’s right and not anymore at this time and age. 

Recently, I’ve gotten into reading books, that mostly revolve around romance, my friend recommended me and I got hooked. I’ve honestly started reading because I was still heartbroken at that time, a fresh wound in my heart that pained me too much to the point I couldn’t even bring myself to properly do my daily routine, I just got out of a romantic relationship with someone…again…I needed a distraction to hide the pain so I started reading.

I read and read, drowning my sorrows in books, hoping it would go away, I probably already have a pile of romance books sitting somewhere in my apartment. I sighed as I closed the book I was just reading, and I felt my heart ache for the umpteenth time today. ‘I can’t believe I miss them…What am I doing? They left me for another…I should move on…’ I shake off my thoughts, messing with my hair in frustration. 

Why does love have to be complicated? Why does love seem so beautiful but hurts so bad? It’s like a rose…A beautiful flower but can hurt you with its thorns…Is love even for me? Am I supposed to fall in love and experience its beauty?... Is there even anyone who would love me for who I am without the influence of this twisted society?

I feel tears starting to form in my eyes, I try to cheer myself up, shaking off those deep thoughts… ‘I can’t cry again…I’ve shed too many tears already…I can’t afford to waste anymore…I’m practically wasting my own time…’. I got up from my seat, getting water to quench my thirst as I pulled out my phone, and started scrolling through social media, wanting to be updated with the world, even though it may be cruel and harsh, I still care about it. I scrolled and scrolled until I stopped, seeing one of my exes getting married, another newlywed couple, they found someone new…I stop and stare at the newlywed couple, feeling jealous as I immediately regret scrolling through social media.

‘Another happy couple…happily married huh…When is it my turn to have that? When will that be ever me with someone?... Why is everyone falling in love while I’m… falling behind?’ I sighed as I turned my phone off not wanting to go through it any further, placing it on the countertop as I sat and stared off into nothingness, reflecting on all the relationships I’ve been in. 

Am I too much? Too little? What am I lacking? Am I not good enough? 

This is so frustrating, how do people even do this?…

My eyes subconsciously diverted their attention to the book I’d been reading. I’ve read the book many times already yet I still always go back to it…I don’t know why, I can’t recall any reason that could explain why I keep going back to it. I furrow my eyebrows in confusion, not understanding why I kept reading it over and over again even though it’s not even one of my favorite books I’ve read. The plot is nice but it’s not my all-time favorite. Is it the characters?... I mean the characters are really interesting, especially the male protagonist… 

The male protagonist…I mean he is really sweet and a nice person in general, he would do anything to protect his loved ones, he’s kind of cute too…Wait…Him? Cute? He’s not real, I don’t even know what he looks like apart from the description given by the author yet…I find him cute?... Do I have a crush on him or something? I’m in disbelief, not believing that I have a crush on a fictional character.

I stood up and went to pick up the book, observing it. I couldn’t help but smile as I skimmed through the book as I stopped and realized…

I do like him… I do have a crush on a fictional character. 

As concerning as it may sound, I don’t mind. 

A fictional character can’t hurt me, it can’t reject me, abandon me, or even leave me. I don’t even have to worry about getting heartbroken by a fictional character because…it’s fictional…ouch. Is this who I am now? A person in love with a fictional character? Surely I’m not the only one…right? 

To be honest…this is better than getting hurt almost always. This is better than facing the harsh and cruel reality, it may sound like I’m a coward running away but I need a break from all these heartbreaks, and if it means falling in love with someone I can’t have then so be it. 

I’d rather be happy because of my delusions instead of moping around feeling so depressed because of reality.

Call me crazy, delusional, mentally ill, I don’t care. I’d rather escape reality through these books than be hurt by the harsh reality. We all have our ways of being happy and feeling loved, this is mine and if people don’t like it, so be it, that’s not going to stop me from doing what I want. 

“These books help me escape reality.”

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I hope you guys like what I wrote!! This was the very first flash fiction I wrote :D

#writing #flashfiction #writers #literature #imnewhere #firstpost #deluluisthesolulu #bookworm #bookish #booklover #tumblr fyp #fyp #fypage #fypシ #fypツ #isthistoomanytags?

[rxbonisblog]

maybe in another universe i would actually feel safe enough to let my guard down and be the lover girl i actually am.

#thoughts #unsaidwords #taylorswift #labyrinth #poetry #writer #blog #Spotify #firstpost

[itstopplingdomino]

getting started

i didn't even realise that i have this tumblr blog for two years now. here's to getting started, better late than never is the spirit for sure.

#toppling_domino #firstpost #writers on tumblr

[bubbletea-baby]

Two lovers, polar opposites in heart and mind,

Fleeing from a world that wasn't kind.

One was fire, passionate and bold,

The other was ice, calm and cold.

They ran away together, hand in hand,

Escaping from a place they couldn't stand.

They left behind the judgment and the hate,

And found a new world where they could create.

They found a place where they could be themselves,

Where they could love without fear of anyone else.

One was the sun, shining bright and warm,

The other was the moon, casting shadows in the storm.

Together they made a perfect pair,

Two opposites that fit without a care.

They found a love that was pure and true,

And in each other's arms, they knew they'd make it through.

#lgbtq #gay #loveislove #poetry #poems #firstpost #divination #lesbian #wlw #mlm #gaylove #poet #writer #writing

[empty-emmy]

Sooo it's my first written post and....I kinda dunno what to write and if I'll be able to keep people entertained. I'm not exactly "consisted" person. Chapters in my fics tend to have 2-3 months gap between them, and I'm sorry for it.

But anyway, here's my main fic if anyone interested: https://archiveofourown.org/works/41992056/chapters/105421923

It's about Espio in Movieverse:D

I'm working on latest chapter currently

#firstpost #HOWTOUSETUMBLR #im a dumbass #there were backspaces??? #im ao3 writer #ao3 #sonic the hedgehog #espio the chameleon #sonic the movie

[noxdetox]

This is my first post. I sketch and draw mostly unfinished pieces. I'm experimenting with animation and pen sketching but I am primarily a digital artist.

I write stories and draw OCs for the most part.

#firstpost #artist #tumblrartist #newtumblrartist #wemightwritefanficsonhere #arachno humanoid poly mulitiversr #wemightalsodocommissionswe'llsee #writers on tumblr #artists on tumblr #digital artist #ocs #shadow wizard money gang #arachno humanoid poly multiverse #announcement

[soggycrustytoe]

Hello, i am an artist and writer and this is my first post.

A few things about me:

- I am British and Indian.

- I suffer from clinically diagnosed OCD.

- i enjoy being artistic and writing because i find it therapeutic and i would like to share my work on this platform.

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT GIVE MY CONSENT FOR ANYONE TO COPY MY WORK OR NOT GIVE CREDIT FOR ANY INSPIRATION YOU MAY GET FROM MY WORK.

ALTHOUGH I WRITE FANFICTIONS ABOUT THE HARRY POTTER UNIVERSE, I DO NOT SUPPORT J.K. ROWLING'S PROBLEMATIC VIEWS.

I AM CURRENTLY WORKING ON A FANFICTION ABOUT THEODORE NOTT AND MY CHARACTER. IT IS A SLYTHERIN X HUFFLEPUFF ROMANCE... tEe HeE...I WILL BE UPLOADING IT SOON.

Thank you for reading this.

:)

#firstpost #artist #writer #fanfictions #slytherin #hufflepuff #slytherin x hufflepuff #harry potter #aboutme

[thruthofficial]

Writing is a tough thing to get back into when the fire died over time. Thats how I'm feeling right now, but I'm so happy I've finally been able to put it into words.

So please check out my first blog, I'd truly appreciate it.

lots of love

#blog #writer #writing #author #blogger #lifestyle #newpost #firstpost #blogpost #writer'sblock

[gotellsomething]

Place where I can find my new zone

Hobbies means some activities outside your daily routine who can make you feel more exciting in every second. There’s a lot of hobbies such as Swimming, Painting, Singing, etc. it could be a normal hobby and it could be a weirdest hobby have you ever know it depends what kind of people are you.

A few weeks ago, I found out that I missed some activities that should be my old hobbies, and it's "Writing". I just love to tell some daily story and make it for some people to read, so I don’t need to say to them one by one what I have been through.

Writing in my scene it’s not just about a story, it could be poetry, art narrative, photo narrative and some of them I turned that into a song’s because I love to play guitar and I wanted to have my originally song in this year LOL.

This pages, will be my new place where I can share some all of the above to the people outside my circle and I am hoping it will inspired them in future or at least getting more in touch with my story.

I’m not promise that I can update this place in daily, but I’m start to make this pages will always have a new post in every week, hope my life will have a uniquely story.

Satria Dwi Prayogo signing out, Thank you

#story #firstpost #hitumblr #writers

[arthurmorcom]

Where do we go now?

For many reasons, my choice always would be to pretend that everything is normal. Maybe I would be vulnerable to having endless conversations about what went wrong, or maybe I was filled with thinking of what I had to do instead of what I did. After a certain point, all became meaningless, idle, and time-consuming dialogue exchanges between people and me. Most of the time, I would stare at them blankly as if I did not want to wear any of my emotions. Cheeks portraying a contented face, rising left eyebrow as if the talk interested me. Perhaps it was easier to go along with what they said or suggested, but no matter who I talked to, I could not escape this communication loop. Having a glass of water in my right hand, nodding my head several times to make sure that I followed what they said, but still glancing at them with a pair of eyes lost in imagining a different world based on their last words. At those moments, you can say maybe it is time to take a different journey, a million miles away from where you stand at the corner of the room, not to feel this again. I believe it is not possible, not because I have no hope, but because I have tried that many times.

So here we are, you and me; maybe it is all just different voices in my head, who knows? In reality, we've never met, but I assume we share this feeling. We will be in this room filled with people who will participate in these conversations more willingly than ever, while we will have less to endure. As you can imagine, my only question is, where do we go now from this infinitely large corner of the universe?

Looking forward to receiving your response, It's me, Arthur.

#depressing post #writers #firstpost #helloworld

[3b0nygyal]

#firstpost lolz

Idk just wanted to say hi, to whoever sees this. I’m new to this but BEEN wanting to acc have my own space outside of privated socials, journals and notes app to talk my shit!

I’m a writer/poet, I lowkey hate explicitly saying it too but…just wanted to let yall know! I love anime, discourse on a bunch of things, LOVE black women, anything philosophical, also this is a bigotry NO ZONE! i will send u to the pits of hell and make u perish there forever! pop culture/media, reading, fanfics etc etc!

I’m so open to conversations, meeting new people etc so always slide thru and lmk how you’re doing and what youre about. :)))

#new blog #writing #poetry #anime and manga #makeup #music #pottery #black woman #ao3 #fanfic

[icarlyisback]

Happy Halloween folks. Welcome to my first post on my blog.

Today I woke up to the news that Twitter is going to start charging twenty dollars for verification. If I didn't think Twitter was crazy yesterday, I definitely think it's crazy now. Does that mean that only the rich will get verified?

To me, I think verification should depend on how good the account is, if it's popular, if it offers something valuable. I know personalities who don't have millions of followers and they are verified because they are good at what they do.

If they are going to involve money, it means that if I am poor and good at my stuff, I will never see the blue tick in my entire life. This doesn't help everyone obviously, I know people will be rushing to pay so Twitter won't have a problem. Even then, I think this strategy is not fair.

What do you think about this? Are you on Twitter's side or you may offer a different opinion

Love you, have a nice Halloween.

Allie:)

#dailyblog #blogdaily #tumblr #tumblrblog #twitter #halloween #newblog #halloweenspecial #firstpost #famous #socialmedia #new #tumblrblogger #blogger #dailyblog #writer #love #humor #jokes #gossip #popular #celebrities #music #movies #relationship #books #friendship #newblog

[jennifercwilsonwriter]

Hello! So, this is me, delivering workshop on #historicalfiction at Swanwick Writers' Summer School a fortnight ago, and I miss my Swanwick gang already...

#amwriting #writinglife #writerslife #firstpost

#historical fiction #writing

[thishumanexperience]

Greetings!

I’ve finally started this writing blog after much deliberation, and after spending hours looking at best blogging platforms, I still decided good old Tumblr was the most fitting for maximum freedom of expression. lol. The anonymity to just be myself. This blog is pretty much intended to be my online journal - my thoughts, feelings, experiences. Just the power of the written word. No post schedule; just life as it comes.  Who knows what this will turn into. If I get some people reading my writing, that’s more than I could hope for, but I’m not setting any high expectations. For now, I’m glad I’ve started something. Stay tuned, I guess. 

#new blog #writer #blogger #journal #thishumanexperience #writing #onlinejournal #thoughtsandfeelings #firstpost

[x6yawnaka6x]

~ message from yonaka ~

cw: swearing, dumbassery

Intro

Hey! Welcome to my safe haven, Daydreams and Nightmares. I dunno what inconsistent fuckery I'mma be posting on this account, but it's prob writing + magical girl stoof. However, I tend to lean towards mature, dark themes. Don'tcha worry, I'll be putting up CWs / Content Warnings and TWs / Trigger Warnings. I'll also be putting up SWs / Spoiler Warnings. (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.✧

Content

Neewayz, here are the things I'd love to post about if I'm not a lazyass bitch!

💖 writing & non-writing shenanigans | #yonakadreams

💖 prose & poetry (+ drafts a.k.a. exposing myself) | #yonakawrites

💖 question & answer (exposing myself 2.0) | #yonakaanswers

💖 exclusive WIP & OC sneak peeks (from drafts 1, 2, 3, 4 and perhaps the manga hehe) | #yonakascrisis

💖 psychology info (mental health check-in, therapy sessions w/ me, affirmations and reminders) | #yonakasadvice + #psychologywhomst

💖 magical girls / mahou shoujo (Pretty Cure, PMMM, Sailor Moon) | #yonakasmagic

Each and every one of these heart bullets will fall under #gnsd. GNSD is the acronym for my motto: good night, sweet dreams.

Basically, my account is meant to be a perfect balance of fluff, angst and gore. I do hope you enjoy. In the meantime... good night, sweet dreams! (｡♡‿♡｡)

<3 Yonaka xoxo

#writing prompt #writers on tumblr #fantasy #my writing #fiction #gnsd #yonakadreams #firstpost #wtfisdis #magicalgirls #mahoushoujo #pmmm #prettycure #precure #sailormoon #findyonakasbrain

[stardancingchild]

"My North Star , My Polaris"

No matter how bright the sun burns,

or tries to fade away your light.

I know the night will always come,

and you will be there;

making the most special part of my sky.

Whenever my ship at sea is lost,

you show me the right way;

even when the compass ditches,

I know,

you will be out there .

At the most beautiful part of my sky

The stormy clouds will hover,

and sometimes fade you away;

away they'll fade you but , I know you,

You'll shine rather brighter again.

And I hope you will be this way.

You are the most special part of my sky;

and no matter whenever you go,wherever,

I'm glad I'll see you every night,

everyday,

cuz' you are brightest star in my sky,

and you will always and forever,

Stay.

This is a poem that I  wrote out of 4 random lines that came into my mind.It is dedicated to everyone in my life who is there , even in the hardest times. To Dad ,Sis and especially , MY MUM.

#poem #poems #poets on tumblr #poetry #tumblr #my writing #writer #people #life #quotes #firstpost