theproblematicpessimist

[theproblematicpessimist]

the only way to live is to almost die every day.

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#chaotic neutral #life quotes #pessimism #pessimistic #depressing shit #favourite quotes #sports #beach bunny #song lyrics #chaos journal #neurotic #pessimist #dying inside #dying out here #neuroticism #neurodivergent #its the neurodivergency #adhd culture #adhd memes #bpd feels #bpd life #bpd thoughts #devil town #chronic pain #chronic stress #anxious #anxi4ty #anxienty #mood swings #bpd splitting

[theproblematicpessimist]

Men born in the 1990s >>>>>>

[theproblematicpessimist]

what's your favourite mitski song?

mine is either liquid smooth or brand new city, but fuck, every song hits. me and my husband and francis forever are especially good when i'm in a certain sad mood.

baby though i close my eyes

i know who you pretend i ammmmmm

I KNOW WHO YOU PRETEND I AMMMM

#brand new city #mitski #mitski lyrics #washing machine heart #why not me #wlw #bisexual #liquid smooth #music #fave music #fave songs #mitski songs #me and my husband #francis forever #i should move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die #i should be doing homework #anyway lmao

[theproblematicpessimist]

[theproblematicpessimist]

thought of the day #1: november sixth, 2022

any one in my life that i think i know very well could be pretending to like me because they're bored.

#thoughtoftheday #solitaire #november #trust issues #wlw #quoiromantic #bisexual #followforfollowteam #alice oseman #bookcore #cottagecore #coquette #coquette girl #girl interrupted #girl interrupted aesthetic #girl interrupted syndrome #mental health #mental health awareness #mental wellbeing #mentalwellness #bpd stuff #bpd vent #coquette grunge #mall goth #dreamcore #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #lana del ray aesthetic #girlblogging #it girl #gaslight gatekeep girlboss

[theproblematicpessimist]

QUOTES THAT MADE ME LOVE SOLITAIRE:

"Do you think, that if we were happy for our entire lives, we would die feeling like we'd missed out on something?"

"Some people aren't meant for school," says Michael. "That doesn't mean they aren't meant for life."

A thousand thoughts at once. Michael Holden is nine hundred of them. The rest are self-hatred.

"Happiness is the price of profound thought."

I don't want people to be worried about me. There's nothing to worry about. I don't want people to try and understand why I'm the way I am, because I should be the first person to understand that. And I don't understand yet. I don't want people to interfere. I don't want people in my head, picking out this and that, permanently picking up the broken pieces of me.

"Maybe you are a manically depressed psychopath." I freeze, stunned, wanting to be sick. "Fine." I turn around and go into the house and shut the door.

#quotes #inspirational quotes #favourite quotes #solitaire #solitaire quotes #tori spring #victoria spring #michael holden #sprolden #bookcore #booklover #book aesthetic #pessimism #pessimist #optimism #pessimistic #story writing #alice oseman #psychopath #aesthetic #aesthetic quotes #book with me #bookblr #book writing #fiction #asexual #asexuality #asexual pride #ace pride #acespec

[theproblematicpessimist]

'One thing that a lot of people believe is that karma is a bitch. However, as a close personal friend of hers, I can confirm that this a misconception. Karma is actually very kind and fair. She only punishes those who have done wrong and is only brutal when it is required. I am telling you this because CHARACTER NAME is the living embodiment of karma.'

HEY GUYS so i'm going to write a new story. Follow to see every update :)

here's some of the main topics and TWs:

- secondary school

- mental health

- aromantic

- crushes

- investigating

- violence

- neglect

thanks! <3

#story writing #writing #english #gcse english #english language #story #descriptive writing #inspired by #victoria spring #solitaire #alice oseman #book with me #book writing #women writers #author #gcse revision #revision #school #exam revision #english exam #english writing #write with me #follow #followforfolllow #mental health #aromantic #aromantism #crushcore #quotes #writing snippet

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“Many people seem to think it foolish, even superstitious, to believe that the world could still change for the better. And it is true that in winter it is sometimes so bitingly cold that one is tempted to say, ‘What do I care if there is a summer; its warmth is no help to me now.’ Yes, evil often seems to surpass good. But then, in spite of us, and without our permission, there comes at last an end to the bitter frosts. One morning the wind turns, and there is a thaw. And so I must still have hope.”

— Vincent Van Gogh

[theproblematicpessimist]

some of my favourite characters that also really, really annoyed me (except jade, she could never annoy me).

#cat valentine #victorious #nickelodeon #cassie #cassie skins #skins uk #skins cassie #girl interrupted #lisa rowe #annoying #sam and cat #cassie ainsworth #ariana grande #angelina jolie #hannah murray #coquette #downtown girl #mall goth #wlw #i hate them #i love them #favourite characters #coquette girl #cottagecore #skins aesthetic #girl interrupted aesthetic #jade west #liz gillies #elizabeth gillies #jade x cat

[theproblematicpessimist]

"omg i love your drawing, it's so good!"

wow, thank you so much, but it's shit compared to what it looked like in my mind.

#artwork #art #drawing #mental health #sketching #relatable #memes #funny memes #relatable memes #sad memes #artists on tumblr #i hate everything #iloveart #imagine #imagination

[theproblematicpessimist]

jearmin at its finest. iconic.

jearmin rise ☝️ jearmin pride ✊

i loved them in episode 87 <333

sorry, annie, you can get with hitch instead

#jearmin #aot #aot fandom #aot ships #snk anime #aot anime #jean kirstein #jean kirschtein #armin arlert #sorry not sorry #thank you #lgbtq pride #bi pride #pride #mlm #gay mlm #bi mlm #lgbtq #lgbtq post #i love them #annie leonhardt #hitchannie #aot annie #snk annie #snk armin #snk jean #aot jean #aot armin #jean aot #gay men

[theproblematicpessimist]

people are so annoying. they don't know how to shut the hell up. like don't you sometimes just wanna punch them in the face but you know you shouldn't so you don't but then you're annoyed at yourself because you can't just punch them in the face? like they'd probably punch me in the face. no, they would definitely punch me in the face.

#mental health #anger issues #people are dumb #life #stfu already #trust issues #fuck people #vent post #venting #vent tag #i hate people

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fifty days remaining before

will soon post: christmas gift ideas, best friends edition :)

#merry christmas #christmas #hot chocolate #christmascore #christmas cookies #winter #winter aesthetic #fall aesthetic #warmwinter #ice skating #snowcore #snowman #presents #cottagecore

[theproblematicpessimist]

The fact that Tori just had had a huge emotional breakdown before this, but still stayed awake and got out of her bedroom to ask Charlie how his date had gone 🥺🥺

[theproblematicpessimist]

made this during pride month but never posted it :)

♥️

#lgbtq #pride #wlw pride #lgbtq pride #lgbtq post #lgbtq poc #catradora #she ra #she ra catra #she ra adora #gay pride #love u <3 #loveyourself #bi pride #bisexual #wlw #wlw love #wlw ship #wlw shows

[theproblematicpessimist]

Tori spring moodboard <3

God i love her whole vibe so much. I know damn well that this is what she looks like and represents, but secretly shes in love with pastel colours and stuff. And ofcourse not to forget her old starwars obsession :)