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aelianated-star · 3 months

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The fact that I passed out while working, had a low blood sugar episode, got a 72 hour video EEG placed, and then reached close to a HR of 200bpm from CRAWLING up the stairs and just walking to the bathroom? Foul.

#seizures #dysautonomia #pots #rare disease #rare disability #ist #orthostatic hypotension #low blood pressure #low blood sugar #gastroparesis #EDS #ehlers danlos awareness #inappropriate sinus tachycardia #seizure disorder #tic disorder #syncope

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aelianated-star · 6 months

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‘Sodozo&&3’’ekmkeodoxkzjznz !!!!!!

I’m so normal about them (I’m going feral)

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“I’m so lucky I get to come home to you”

A little midwest emo RainDrop for today. I pictured this as Dew and Rain coming home tipsy and giggly from a late game night at Mountain and Swiss’ place, kissing and stumbling back onto the bed as they try to lose their shoes~

#the band ghost #dewdrop ghoul #rain ghoul #nameless ghouls #repost #not my art #ghost band #autism

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aelianated-star · 8 months

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I don’t think Ghost is given hardly enough credit for what they do. Tobias has found a way to masterfully merge his love for music, distrust in organized religion, and just the quintessential one essence of self love (and a lot of horniness).

Also every single one of their members are just GOOFY, okay? This band doesn’t take themselves seriously, like at all, and they manage to make everyone in their fan base smile. Their fans are the sweetest, and honestly, probably one of the least toxic of the fandoms you could be in.

The band Ghost is so fucking funny to me. Their frontman currently looks like this:

Or some version of a horny goth clown, but the guy underneath it has got the wettest saddest eyes I've ever seen. Just look at him:

This man admits to being very sensitive and cries at the drop of a hat.

He has a wife and kids.

He wears the costume because he doesn't like the way he looks on stage as a rockstar.

He treats the audience like his children. They're officially called the children of Ghost for that and also because of the play on "children of god."

The band literally fucks around on stage while riffing this badass music. They go through physical comedy skits every concert like the three stooges. For example:

Two demons throw guitar picks at each other when they get angy.

One guy grinds and licks the stage like a cat in heat.

One of them shakes their tits at goth clown man and scares him shitless.

One of them twirls goth clown man like a ballerina as he dances by them.

Several of them slap goth clown's ass when he waddles by.

He created the band to make people happy, to celebrate being a fucking weirdo because he always felt left out, and to make fun of Christianity because it makes people feel bad. He lost his older brother, and it tore him up so bad that the music he made as a result launched him into a worldwide music career.

This man ends every concert "ritual" with three things:

1. Be nice to each other

2. Help each other

3. Go fuck yourself

(Literally and figuratively)

Their music is 70% "fuck me I'm so horny", 10% "I love you so much" and 20% "ethereal badass metal".

Look at how much fun he's having, dude.

It's literally just a rock band filled with the nicest people on earth wearing costumes like a Shakespearean play. And all they do is make up funny little lore stories and serve cunt.

#the band ghost #ghost #tobias forge #papa iv #papa emeritus iv #dewdrop ghoul #hard rock #rock music #metal music #nameless ghouls #ghoul squad #deconstructing religion

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aelianated-star · 8 months

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SOMEONE TELL ME WHY LIQUID NUTRITION/TUBE FORMULA AND HOMEHEALTH COMPANIES MAKE THEIR PACKAGES/BOXES SO DAMN HARD TO OPEN?? Like your customer base is malnourished /chronically ill/disabled people and y’all had the AUDACITY to make the boxes so hard to open that even my able bodied, male family members struggle to open it?? I know it’s expensive (god bless insurance actually paying for something for once bc there’s no way I could afford over 9 boxes a month at 72 dollars a box) and they’re trying to prevent theft, but I can guarantee that nobody who sees these shipments of giant liquid nutrition boxes is going to try and nab it.

#gastroparesis #stomach paralysis #hot girl stomach problems #disability #digestive disorders #intestinal paralysis #tube formula #liquid nutrition #AND WHY IS IT SO DAMN EXEPNSIVE #in this economy?#chronically ill #chronic illness #scleroderma #diffuse scleroderma #connective tissue disease #ehlers danlos awareness

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aelianated-star · 8 months

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KDODOXKKXNDNEKEKDX TJEMMMMMM!! My fucking brain CANNOT, this is delectable 😫

Requested by my patrons 🖤

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aelianated-star · 8 months

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CELESTE CAME OUT SO CUTE 🙏🏻🥰

Our Touchstarved OC's for @redspringstudio are meeting for their weekly book club! Our Discord loves talking about them- Recognize anyone? What kinds of books are they reading?

Lyssa belongs to me!

Noël belongs to @todayis-snowy

Azariah belongs to @eumeki

Celeste belongs to @aelianated-star

Rumi belongs to (our dear leader Toma who's not on tumblr)

Artemis belongs to @phantomhideout

Willow belongs to @perxywonderland

Lynara belongs to @lilyblooded

tried to get everyones tumblr, defaulted to chat names if not

Transparents and progress gif under the cut

I had so many accidents happen with this piece, I'm relieved its over almost LOL! You can see some places where i got tired

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aelianated-star · 10 months

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"miguel is the villain spot is the villain miles himself is the villain" no youre all wrong the REAL TRUE villain of atsv was that bitch ass school counselor lady

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aelianated-star · 10 months

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REBLOG IF YOU HAVE STRETCHMARKS

This way people can see they’re not alone. I have them and this would help me see that.

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aelianated-star · 10 months

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Why is everything kicking my ass rn?? Hip surgery rescheduled, my dysautonomia is kicking my ass, I’ve had a fever from antibiotics for dual infections, and my gastroparesis has been horrific for MONTHS. I’ve now had two gastroenterologists tell me they have no other treatments to try and was referred out to a motility specialist that I can’t see for months 🫠But all my blood labs are horrific due to constant dehydration, low blood sugar, and malabsorption from my gastroparesis!!

At least I have a lot of new music (god bless Hozier, Paris Paloma, Paola Bennet, and Ghost) and an excess of Spider-Man content to distract me!

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aelianated-star · 10 months

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He needs to be such a s1ut all the time 🧐

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aelianated-star · 10 months

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advice from across the spider-verse :)

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aelianated-star · 10 months

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WHO’S CUTTING ONIONS (why did this make me cry, it’s so cute 😭. Lil mayday and her anarchist uncle)

‘aight, mate, we’re done! Looking like a proper little punk now, eh?

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aelianated-star · 10 months

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HEHEISOXOXKDJEOWOZKXZJS !!!!!

YALL DID HER BEAUTIFULLY AND I FULLY ALMOST CRIED IN THE THEATRE SEEING HER. Sunspider means so much to me as a rare disease patient (especially an EDSer & co). I really really hope we see more of her in the next film. And I 1000000% will find a way to cosplay her when I get the spoons and time 🥹

“Sun-Spider was absolutely one of my favorite assignments on the film. I poured over Dayn Broder’s original designs to include as many design markers as I could, while trying to see if I could plus up the design. Had to make the wheelchair a mech that could follow her around.” — Kris Anka

#rare disease #rare disorder #sun spider #spider man: across the spider verse #across the spiderverse #spiderman #spider-man #into the spider verse #cosplay #comfort character #character design

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aelianated-star · 11 months

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Sad you left my very important contribution out </3 🤧 /j /lh