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happy first-meeting anniversary ladies 🥺

#bruh- my heart #so happy #this is amazing! #reblog

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liking all the cc to download it later

10 months later: 👁👄👁

#b.txt

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if anyone wants to do this - I'm happy to answer!

soft asks:

cherry - what is your sexuality?

lollipop - favorite makeup products?

daydreams - if you could be anything or anyone, who would you be?

october - what month were you born in?

caress - do you like to snuggle?

ivory - describe your pajamas?

golden - favorite stationary product?

freckles - most-worn article of clothing?

twilight - best friend?

silk - do you like k-pop?

poppy - favorite pastel color?

dimples - most attractive features of a person’s face?

sunkissed - autumn or spring?

buttery - favorite snack?

whisper - how much sleep do you get?

pencil - do you own a journal?

cupcake - are you a good cook?

honey - favorite term of endearment?

clouds - describe one of your favorite dreams?

velvet - who was your first crush?

paper - favorite children’s book?

peaches - do you have a skincare routine?

mochi - favorite studio ghibli film?

backyard - did you ever have an imaginary friend?

strawberry - favorite fruit?

kiss - have you ever kissed a friend?,

nightlight - do you read before bed?

shampoo - favorite scent?

skin - what distant relative are you closest to?

aphrodite - favorite actress/actor?

cuddles - do you have any pets?

lace - if you own any dresses, which is your favorite?

sheets - sanrio or san-x characters?

cream - frozen yogurt flavor?

watermelon - do films ever make you cry?

sapphos - favorite poet?

plush - how many stuffed animals do you still own?

roses - what flower do you find most beautiful?

sweetheart - favorite mug/cup?

sunset - what are your pronouns?

#reblog #ask #me

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i hope the rest of the world understands that there's a wipeout of an entire nation going on right now. cities are being leveled with the ground, while everyone else is advised to continue as normal. this is how the Holocaust was allowed to happen. and by the way, yesterday a Russian missile hit the Babyn Yar memorial site, where WW2 nazis slaughtered more than 30,000 Ukrainian Jews.

first of all, don't even try to tell me i think every single person outside of Ukraine doesn't care. i saw the protests, i saw thousands of people on the streets, i saw worldwide social media campaigns, and i am eternally grateful, and they did drive me to tears. i have a lot of friends from around the world, who are still consoling me and helping me every day, who are donating money, just because they can't really do much else.

but you know what, the war is still going on. and i want to talk about how horrendous it is, and how it makes us all feel. i don't know who this is directed at, i guess into the void, just as any social media post is. and i might not be the smartest person when it comes to politics, but i am allowed to express what's on my mind.

we are not being taken into NATO, billionaire politicians tell us it is certain. fine, sure, maybe not now, but this essentially means that the EU and the USA governments are using our country, our people, our children who are being bombed and shot, as a shield for the comfort of their countries, because they don't want the WW3 to start. because if they do something more drastic than sanctions, Putin will shoot nuclear weapons at them.

what is the alternative? allowing genocide and totalitarian regimes? as my friend told me, it's ridiculous to let Russia continue to threaten nukes every time there's international blowback to them engaging in humanitarian and war crimes, which, by they way, they have been engaging in for a while now, in countries like Georgia and Kazakhstan, and many more.

why does anyone still think Putin won't try to erase every single Ukrainian he can get to? why does anyone still think that's an exaggeration? Stalin, who Putin seems to be really fond of, already tried this before. and not many believed us all those 8 years that things would escalate. but they did. and people still don't believe it can get much worse if this psychopathic dictator isn't stopped.

the official death toll among civilians only is more than 2,000 right now, but it's definitely much, much higher, as the attacks are so frequent and destructive that rescuers aren't even able to get to the bodies and count them.

and yes, me and my family are still here, unable to get out, waiting for our turn. and even in this moment, i still feel ashamed posting about this because people shut me down as ungrateful for the help we get, tell me that i think of them badly, tell me i don't understand anything about politics or diplomacy, or that reading about the fucking genocide of my nation is upsetting them and ruining their mental health. well, what about us? can't we allow ourselves to grieve out loud?

i really do hope sanctions will help. maybe they will, after a long period of time (while the Russian troops are still killing our civilians). but honestly, if you think about it for a second, sanctions don't do much, because this is Putin's war. Putin and his friends already have everything they need in their own country for the rest of their lives, because they're extremely rich.

sanctions mostly hit ordinary Russians, who are either oblivious due to propaganda, plainly don't care, or are unable to stand against the war because of arrests (today, the Russian police even arrested primary school kids for laying flowers at the Ukrainian embassy). and i do still feel sorry for them and their soldiers who are being deployed here to die and kill for absolutely nothing, who don't know who and why they're killing, whose families don't even know they're here and if they're still alive.

what those sanctions are doing is, in my humble opinion, turning Russia into an isolated misinformed totalitarian empire akin to the proverbial USSR or North Korea. and if Russia does take us, our country will fall under these sanctions too, it seems. and we will be forever gone. maybe that's just what the rest of the powerful governments wanted. to use us as pawns, to use us as a shield for their own homes. while they smile and clap at their bureaucratic meetings, telling us they admire our stoicism or some shit.

you can block me and report me all you want, call me dramatic and unhinged, but i won't change my opinion until the rest of the world does something that can stop our people from being mercilessly, pointlessly killed to no end as every day a new city is claimed and destroyed. Ukrainians are burying their loved ones in their gardens, if they are even able to retrieve their bodies under endless airstrikes.

i do know that ordinary people that frequent this site can't do much, but listen, i'm allowed to be angry, for the last fucking time in my life, and this is the only public platform i have right now, so you will gonna have to read it, if we have to live through it. and i'm allowed to write these kinds of posts, because i'm grieving, i am horrified at what's happening around me. this is blatand nazism, all over again.

Ukrainians will never forgive.

P.S. please, i beg of you, read this article.

upd: i've been informed that article is paywalled, although for me it's not, for some reason. but you can use 12ft.io to read it anyway. if it still doesn't work, i copied it into this doc.

that's kind of weird to paywall something so important. i know most info there is publicly available, but i haven't seen it all laid out this well before.

#ukraine #ukranian

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#oop #happy birthday to me i guess #nearly an adult!

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I can't believe this year is coming to a close!!! WHAT THE ACTUAL FORK!!!

Reflecting on 2020, we all collectively wished for the year to be over, hoping in 2021 things would be different (in many ways for some, but focusing on the pandemic). Obviously, things have changed but realistically the pandemic is most likely going to be around for the year coming. That being said, this year our limits have lessened, therefore I'm looking forward to the things we all can do in 2022...

(this happens literally every year, but I feel weird even considering 2022 is near. and talking about it is so so odd)

I think, from what I am hearing & seeing, 2021 has been the year that 2020 was supposed to be for many. A re-inventing yourself, comfortably growing into the person you aspire to be, healing, learning and actively changing sorta-kinda year.

I believe (& hope) the pandemic has made the majority of us (not you Karens) grow a new branch of awareness and acknowledgement. With which we can bring into the new year!

No, the coming year isn't going to change as soon as the clock strikes 12 but I'm interested to see how the year goes.

Personally, I have things I'm looking forward to focusing on. And I hope you guys do, too.

I always have a wave of sadness, or an emotion I can't explain when we move on from the year, whether the year has been rubbish or not.

I'm interested in how the year will be for everyone. What life changes everybody will go through, or subtle things that are incremental steps that'll take you to your destination. Gains and losses. Trial and error. Setbacks and shortcuts. The way in which the flow of life takes everyone :)

I'm ready for this adventure, okay?!?!

A goal of mine for 2022 is to reignite the flame for this hobby I call simblr. I genuinely enjoyed posting and sharing about ts4. And I fully understand the weird pressure you get for having a blog...(pressure? on Tumblr? ikr who woulda thought!)

I took a break in June for summer and thought I'd be back but life got kinda chaotic quite suddenly and yeah.. also it's common for me to play a game for like a month or 2 straight and then have a long ass break. Anywho! I hope to come back soon! but you know, if not I'm probably still going to brain dump some words every now and then... :)

For now, I hope everybody has a STUNNING or RELAXED 31st. Thank yourselves for everything you've done for yourself and others. Pat your back for making it through. We made it, u guys!!!!. And to those who didn't, we'll carry your memories with us on this adventure. I hope everybody is well :) Cheerio!

#b.txt #nonsims #my posts #new year #goals #2022 #life changes #healing

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please! looking for books to read in 2022 soo hit me up!!1!! please

put a book in my ask!

never heard of | never read | want to read | terrible | boring | okay | good | great | a favorite

#books #b.txt #nonsims #my posts #book recs #book recommendations

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ok we're settling this discourse right now

put ur zodiac sign in the tags & if you like or dislike:

- pineapple on pizza - mint ice cream / mint chocolate - ketchup in mac n’ cheese - fries dipped in ice cream

#aquarius #yes but not a big fan of pizza #yes yes yes to mint icecream #yes #hell to the no- what even who does that #b.txt #nonsims #my posts

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forgot how sad watching your sim generations die... lowkey in my feels.

my current legacy is the bloom legacy and probably my best save yet. but just watched the dear 3rd gen die... onto gen 4 I guess!

also that feeling of accomplishment with you sims and when they die you get a little bit proud of them but also like don't go... idk. I've spent a long-ass time on each gen so idk.. looking forward to working with Marco (gen4) though! learning so much character writing/development as well which is always joyous!

this is turning into rambles oop

p.s I just opened my game for the first time since... august? even then I wasn't on much. anyway, a nice welcomeback from my sims lmao..

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[edit: I know I've been kinda hiding away for a long time. drafted multiple updates about my simblr & life, just never got around to actually saying anything because I'm actually busy for once. anyway, i am alive, sorta :P hi hi hello]

#b.txt #ts4 #my posts #s4b

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if you're interested here are my top 6 songs at the mo:

Disco - Surf Curse

Dakota - Stereophonics

Surefire - Wilderado

Kathleen - Catfish and the Bottlemen

What Once Was - Her's

Next to You - John Vincent III

#b.txt #nonsims #my posts #music #music recommendation #good tunes

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non sims4 related rambles

I have to say it: I'm lowkey excited for next year

I know I know. Stay in the present or how? it's not even December etc - I agree, really

uhhh i just needed to ramble for a moment... don't mind me

I feel like a hypocrite. I think it's mad that people get hyped Halloween before it's even October and then when it's Halloween we move onto Christmas... and I feel it's a similar situation where the year hasn't come to an end but I'm hyped for next year. right?? crazy

but yeah, oops. literally, I was just thinking of some 2022 goals and got hyped. I guess that's a good thing though. ew optimism

side note: I keep a (bullet?)journal and I usually like to start getting ideas, planning, looking back at my likes/dislikes of my current journal, so I know where there could be improvements for the next journal etc around November/end of the year. and I already get excited with just the thought of making a new journal lmao but then thinking about goals and things I'd like to do/be/change etc, just- and also knowing you can achieve things, tick stuff off the many lists that we all have, complete tasks.... knowing you can do it just gives that extra boost of courage. that it is worth writing these goals down BECAUSE you will do them. If it's 1 out of 10, 5 out of 10, 3 out of 20, or all fucking 20, whatever the number, it's the fact and feeling of accomplishment that says YOU CAN DO IT! so make those goals. those goals might change too, mine did. but still, set some goals!

honestly, some of my 2021 goals became less... significant. that's cool because then I can focus on other ones! looking at my 2021 goals, I won't be achieving them all because of many reasons; 1. I changed. my priorities changed (for the better? 2. I forgot about them lmao 3. new goals were created and I lost track of the others or maybe the old ones weren't needed, but that's fine! it shows what was a priority for me, and perhaps some were unrealistic.. hehe

all I'm trying to say here (if I even know what I'm trying to say lol) is that, whether you achieve any goals or not, write them down!!! not digital, on paper. just do it.

I don't really think I had any goals until I started journaling (cue journal sponsorship lmao) but I say journaling only because I literally started caring about my life, changing myself only for myself, caring for myself, at the end of 2019 and I decided I wanted to try bullet journaling WHICH led onto thinking of some 2020 goals (lmao like everybody else 2020 was the year I was "getting my shit together" but that changed (for some). At the end of the day, I realised I'm always trying to get my shit together one way or another. every year is gonna be me trying to improve myself - I think that's good. I hope that comes off positive because I mean it in a good way. that every year, we are changing so setting a year to work on yourself is limiting. just say you're learning, living and loving... lmao so inspirational.

so the initial reason for saying I didn't think I had any goals is that you might be thinking the same. if you think you don't have any goals, give yourself 5,10,20 minutes of like ?what the fuck do I like doing?

wanna dye your hair? write it down. learn a language? write it. visit a place/country? jot that down real quick. try a food preference or recipe? pin it. new activity? draw up that rocketship design? meet new people? watch all your youtube watch later playlist? you go ahead. try a new habit? hobby? you wanna tap into your creative side? the first creative thing that pops into your head> write it real quick. get your type speed to 100 wpm? you go gurlll. read 60 books? hell yeah!!! (tell me how to please), new videogame you wanna check out? yesss!!!! try out therapy? go sea swimming? go on a date with a stranger? buy flowers for you or someone random? get a pet? new hairstyle? apply to a job or jobs? bake something? YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO BABESS

I hope that gives you a few ideas. literally anything

I didn't mean for that to go on for so long, I guess I just had something to say. I'm not sure if anybody's gonna read this but if you do... I hope this made some sense! thanks

[edit] I know I've been on hiatus (still am) for far too long. the months move fast, don't they? and honey, life has been busy and life shall go continue being busy. but today it is 11/11/2021 and since this has been a draft for a few days, and unintentionally the topic is goals making, I thought it might fit well on this special day :)

#b.txt #my posts #non sims #goals #goal making #goal setting #journal #personal diary #goal achievement #manifestation

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reblog and put in the tags the last book you read, the book you’re currently reading and the next book on your list

#the seven husbands of evelyn hugo #taylor jenkins reid #- #flowers for algernon #daniel keyes #-- #the marlow murder club #robert thorogood

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May your autumn be cozy, refreshing, and full of love.

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#reblog

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Hello please reblog this if you're okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

#reblogs #sure

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People who get excited over the stars, the moon and sunsets are my kinda people

#reblogs #me #i just love #i love #stars #moon #sunsets #clouds #the birds #i luv it all

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keeping you in my thoughts, love <3

Take a minute to read this, please...

Hello, I apologize for my absence here. Recently I’ve been struggling a lot with a lot of things, specially my mental health. I don’t have any medication for a month now and my mind have been awful to deal with because of that. Honestly I’ve been seriously considering suicide. 

These days I didn’t had any kind of food, I starved for two days until I managed to buy bread and water. I don’t have any kind of medication that I have to take for severe depression, severe anxiety, insomnia and PTSD. If you already know my history, you know why I have to take all of this, I’m extremely sick and the last time I went to the psychiatrist I was diagnosed as autistic. 

Because of  Covid, my only source of income have been taken from me (I take care of dogs) and I tried to make Twitch livestreams, but it’s not really working. 

I have no ways of paying rent this month and I have no family, friends or contacts in the city that I live. I can’t go back to my extremely abusive family in no way, shape or form and I’m really scared that I’ll be homeless soon. 

Suicide seems like my only option right now. 

Please, I know that it’s hard for everyone at the moment, but if you can help with any amount, help me. I don’t want to die and I’m in complete despair, crying for days now.

My paypal is [email protected]

If you can’t help with that, PLEASE reblog this post. it helps immensely. 

Thank you for your attention, blessed be. 

#tw suicide #important

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TW: carbon monoxide

my carbon monoxide alarm went off a minute ago but nothing was on to set it off (apart from the boiler) so we're 99.9% sure it's low battery. it's been tested and it hasn't gone off again but damn, my heart always goes pitter-patter.

when I was younger, the carbon monoxide alarm went off and wouldn't stop. and we had to get all the pets out and basically evacuate. and then fucking 2 fire trucks & rapid response ambulance showed up and it was 11pm and it was hectic but worth it because it was serious.

anyway, I'm traumatised from that experience. so I'm jumpy since then. but we (my family & I) survived so all is good.

you're welcome for the rambling :D

#get to know me lol #fun facts amiright #tw carbon monoxide #b.txt #me