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Am I doing this right

#the fact that it's canon 😭 #they were meant to be in all lifetimes #they make me sick #the field where i died #mulder and scully #x files

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I'm gonna preface this by saying I have gotten through the first 3 seasons but...

I think the reason everyone says Mulder and Scully relationship is so queer coded is because their story arc is so similar to so many queer relationships in media

We have two characters who have amazing chemistry, but the director won't let them get together. Everything is completely pLaToNiC for seasons upon seasons, and every little hint of affection is noticed and analyzed by the audience. Some of their dialogue is vague and mysterious but could be read to mean I love you and the audience eats that up

Anyway, the reason MSR is so gay is because their relationship plays out like most gay or potentially gay relationships in media

That and of course they're both queer

#and that's why I love them!! #gay chemistry is the best chemistry #it's way better then getting together in the first 3 episodes #mulder x scully #dana scully #fox mulder #x files #mulder and scully

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#I'm sorry but this is their whole energy in one photo #because Scully is a boss queen #and Mulder is a malewife #Scully may be small but she's the man in the family #mulder and scully #fox mulder #dana scully #the x files #x files #txf

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#x files #the x files #txf #mulder and scully #dana scully #fox mulder #mulder x scully #mulder is so dumb #i love him #gilian anderson #david duchovny

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whatever you do, don't ever think about Aziraphale up in Heaven painting dawn and dusk sky with the most beautiful and delicate colours to remind Crowley, who's on Earth alone, that he still loves him and is not going anywhere

#don't think about it #because I do and it hurts #but why should I suffer alone #azicrow #good omens #good omens season 2 #aziraphale x crowley #aziraphale #crowley #neil gaiman #terry pratchett

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They're lying in bed; it's half-dark in the bedroom. Dean thinks he could spend eternity like this: with Castiel's chest pressed against his back (yes, Dean's a little spoon, and he's not ashamed), with Cas' arms wrapped around him, like he's the most precious thing in the whole universe.

In the warmth. Safe.

Dean lounges in Castiel's arms for a bit longer, feeling the angel's breath on his neck. Then he turns to face Cas.

“Why do you love me?” Dean asks. He can't help but asks, because he's Dean Winchester, the I-can't-believe-that-you-love-me guy. He needs to know. He closes his eyes and runs his nose lightly over Cas'. This tenderness is small and intimate at the same time. “There are millions of people in the world and you chose me anyway.”

“Dean,” Castiel mutters, and Dean can feel the angel's warm breath settling on his lips.

“Tell me,” he asks without opening his eyes. “I want to know. Please.”

Castiel is silent for a while, making small circles on Dean's back.

“I remember saving your soul from Hell.” He says eventually. “There, in the darkness and terror of the underworld, I held your soul in my hands like a little kitten. You were covered in blood, and there was little humanity left in your eyes. But you know, your soul was still shining like a little sun, despite the nightmare around you. And you thought you deserved to be there. That selling your soul for your brother was the only right thing to do. You fought back in the beginning when I carried you up to the light. You growled and cussed and scratched, but then you... You went quiet, as if you realized something, and you... You cried. You cried and you curled up in my arms, so small and so... Brave. And I guess I somehow already knew then that we are bonded.”

Dean listens, holding his breath. He still hasn't opened his eyes.

“And when I reassembled you, when I placed each of your freckles in its place, I... I didn't understand feelings yet, didn't know anything about it, but I realize now that even then I hoped deep down inside that I would be able to touch your body again someday.”

Castiel puts his palm on Dean's chest, right where Dean's heart is beating loudly, and kisses his chin softly.

“I love everything about you, Dean. People sometimes say that to love is to ignore the worst aspects of a person and exalt their best. But I... I love you for everything. For all the light in you and all the dark in you - though there's much, much more light in you, even if you try so hard to deny it. You care about your family, you care about the world. You have so much love in you, my little human, and you spend it so generously on everyone but yourself that I can't help but love you for it.”

#supernatural #destiel #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #dean is bi #castiel is gay #i love destiel #i will never stop thinking or writing about how bright dean's soul is and how cas loves it #cas carrying dean's soul in his hands is my favorite thing #fanfic #drabble #destiel fic

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‼️POSSIBLE OFMD2 SPOILER‼️

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#ofmd #ofmd spoilers #ofmd 2 #ed teach #edward teach #blackbeard #gay pirates #why's he so funny #stede come get your man #taika waititi

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#good omens #good omens season 2 #crowley #crowley fall #crowley deserves love and appreciation as he is!!! #he thinks he's unlovable but he is!! #Aziraphale you bastard get your holy ass back from heaven and love Crowley #neil gaiman #terry pratchett

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the thing that gets me about about barbie is that barbie land wasn’t even purposefully a matriarchy, barbie land came about because of the way little girls were playing with their barbies, it wasn’t created by mattel it was created by the people using the toys, so the fact that the barbies ignored the ken’s and had girls night every night wasn’t because they had some bias against him, it was just an accurate depiction of how kids play with barbies. I had some ken dolls as a child and they were essential to the plot in the sense that of course my barbie has a boyfriend because that represented the world i saw around me, but also he didn’t have any purpose in my dream world because i was only interested in what the girls were doing because they represented me and how i wanted to be, I wanted girls night every night I wanted the girls to be president and austronauts and not because of some inherent feminist idea but because I was a girl and I wasn’t thinking about boys, ken was an accessory. this movie wasn’t made to change the world but it showed a different perspective than what we usually see which I thought was fun. Men don’t have to be the centre of all our stories and its not even because we hate them, sometimes we’re just not thinking about them

#barbie #this is so beautifully written #this movie reminded me that being a girl is sk amazing #i love being a woman 😭

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The gay shot

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#destiel #spn #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #finally some peace

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just in case someone forgot about this.

Aziraphale and Crowley danced.

Aziraphale said, “Perhaps you could tell me while we dance ☺️”

and Crowley said, “You don't dance 🤨”

and Aziraphale grabbed Crowley's hand and and pulled him to dance and and Crowley said nothing, he just accepted it, because he does anything his angel wants.

they danced.

#sorry feelings #I still can't believe I witnessed it with my own eyes #THEY DANCED TO SOME JANE AUSTEN CODED MUSIC #LIKE ELIZABETHAND MR DARCY #good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens spoilers #azicrow #aziraphale x crowley #aziraphale #crowley #david tennant #michael sheen #neil gaiman

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would you care for a cup of coffee?

with you i would care for even more than just a cup of coffee

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imagine loving someone so much that you would like to spend an eternity with them

#good omens #good omens season 2 #good omens spoilers #aziracrow #aziraphale x crowley #crowley #aziraphale #and i would like to spend– #do you understand that he was not just confessing his feeling here #he was proposing!! #imagine being immortal and all you want is to spend this eternity with one person #i need what they have #neil gaiman

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today marks 1000 days without Cas

#castiel #spn #1000 days without my dad :((

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#i live there

#good omens #ineffable husbands #aziraphale x crowley #aziracrow #i live here #everybody moved on but i stayed

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Both the opening scene and “Every” share a small theme/musical melody that creates a deep emotion context to the pairs inner feelings.

Listen below to how the notes ascend and descend:

Pre-Fall Crowley’s still has an angelic choir, a holy radiance and innocence we haven’t heard associated with the him before. The theme sweeps into a bright major as he laughs at the joy of his hard work and the birth of something bright and new.

However, Crowley making a nebula fills him with the same joy as a kiss with Aziraphale. The melody plays in dramatic strings that cry out with a smaller choir which slowly drugs away. A melodic interpretation of the fallen angel. Yet, when Crowley kisses Aziraphale, the music falls to minor after the initial hope. Sadder. Slowly falling apart.

This isn’t a birth of something new like his joyful nebula, but potentially a loss.

In conclusion: Season 2 is actively slowly killing me. David Arnold went insane this season.

#good omens #good omens season 2 #azicrow #WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME