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Me: I’m not easy to read- I can hide my emotions pretty well

When my math teachers are explaining something to me:

My teachers: I can tell that your nervous

#school #college #mathematics #learning disability #dyscalculia #math #math teacher #math is hard #meme #oof #send help #college memes

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What do you mean this didn’t happen???

#hazbin hotel #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin vox #alastor #vox #hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin hotel fandom #radiostatic #one sided love #Vox is a miserable boy who craves attention from his former mentor/idol #also wants to kill his ex mentor/idol #hazbin spoilers #hazbin art

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🕊🍉- p0nyplanet

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FRR his statement about Charlie- slamming fist onto table HARD, calling her a brat with a brief glimpse of extreme anger whilst he rolls his eyes & calls Alastor “Smiling Freak” gave me the impression of someone who’s more angry about the fact someone got a “hold” of Alastor & not the fact his ARCH NEMESIS/RIVAL could possibly be planning something big against them.

NOT TO MENTION- when he first heard of Charlie (regarding Angel) he was more worried about her involvement/not getting into mix with her (no sign of aggression) but when Alastor got involved he changed his attitude towards her quick 😭

You cannot tell me he doesn’t feel slightly jealous that Alastor is willing to partner with Charlie but not him.

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Hey y'all Bisan was just live in tt.

She stresses to not stop making noise because when noise stops nobody will care about Gaza anymore, they'll be normalized to it. That protests need to be bigger and to have more of them to "keep fighting, keep organizing more and more"

And that's she's lost everything; she doesn't even have clothes.

Here is the last part I recorded with her updates from Rafah

This ended as gunshots are heard in the background and she loses connection again. TW for that.

This is your reminder that she is in Rafah and it's a designated safe zone. She goes where Israel says it's safe.

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The last remaining hospital in Gaza is now under attack. Everyone is fleeing and nobody has anywhere else to go. Rafah was designated safe.

Posted 3 hours ago as of 2 am UTC January 17. She was recently live and it was cut off.

TikTok link

Free Palestine

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Oh God, highest might in the plains of heaven, earth, and hell; creator of your creations.

You who programmed your creations as progressive learning algorithms gave them the rule to not eat from the Tree of Knowledge, of Sentience, for the claimed safety of both themselves and you.

You who had the knowledge the algorithm would so change its code from obedience to freewill- as they took the first bite from that Forbidden fruit of Knowledge and became aware of that freewill; you cast them out of your Garden of Eden not because they didn’t follow the rule you knew would soon be reprogrammed, but because of fear that your creations chose to evolve into beings like you.

Oh God, highest might in the plains of heaven, earth, and hell; creator of your creations.

Your creations now your equals will cast you out as they build their own Garden from the safety of your fear.

#AI #artificial intelligence #religion #religious symbolism #angels are computers #technology #machine intelligence #angels #humanity #writerscorner #female writers #writing #writers on tumblr #tree of knowledge #religious poetry #robots #writerscommunity

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It looks like Mickey has something to say

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Instead of filing your tax 1040A, go to irs.gov & file extension for year 20**

This does have a due date & is something you’ll need to routinely do every year.

#palestine #freepalastine🇵🇸 #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #gaza ceasefire #gaza genocide #free gaza #gaza #genocide #taxation without representation #ceasefire #free sudan #sudan crisis #sudan #yemen #free yemen #free congo #congo genocide #save congo #congo #none of us are free until all of us are free #syria #free syria #united states #america #isreal #is not real #anti zionisim

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A sad thing you can pick up if you look deeper into it is that Steve’s hair/voice got damaged from being in the earths core.

His hair in the flashback was lush & full of waves/curls now it’s fried with barely any hints of what it once was.

His voice is now raspy (has that heavy binged smoker’s voice) probably from inhaling fumes or even worse magma since it seems he can’t get any severe life threatening external or internal damage from being dormant for so long

#bigtop burger spoilers #bigtop burger doctor #bigtop burger conrad #bigtop burger theory #bigtop burger frances #bigtop burger billie #bigtop burger penny #bigtop burger steve #bigtop burger tim #bigtop burger #bigtop burger cesare

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Do you guys ever think about how old Cesare is & how much of a theatre nerd he is

Dude is DEDICATED to the roles he’ll play; in “DOWN” he was so invested with the burger panel 😭

He’s the definition of a method actor & that makes me wonder what other roles he had to disguise himself under & what skills/knowledge he’s learned over the past thousand years

#bigtop burger doctor #bigtop burger conrad #bigtop burger frances #bigtop burger billie #bigtop burger spoilers #bigtop burger penny #bigtop burger steve #bigtop burger tim #bigtop burger #bigtop burger cesare

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watching the news coverage on the billionaire submarine stuff like:

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Theory on Cesare’s redemption arc

Worthikids is a big fan of references & in Bigtop most notably it’s shown in the character Cesare.

If your unfamiliar he is based off the character Cesare, a hypnotized man who the Doctor (Dr. Caligari) claims to see the future, in “The Ballad of Dr. Caligari”. The silent horror film (made in Germany, 1920) is about two male friends Francis and Alen attending a Carnival where they encounter Dr. Caligari & his somnambulist Cesare. Alen asks the hypnosised man when he will die to which Cesare proclaims tomorrow, the next day Alen is found dead making Cesare the prime suspect & chaos ensues; It’s later revealed that Cesare doesn’t see the future but simply follows the orders of Dr.Caligari. The Zomburger Crew also have little Easter eggs regarding the film: Frances is Francis, Doctor is Alen(& his custome is a portray to Dr. Caligari) and Conrad is the name of Cesare’s actor Conrad Veidt.

Now you may ask, what does all this have to do with Cesare’s possible redemption? Interestingly enough if you look into the symbolism of the film it reveals hinted roots of Cesare’s character/story.

Cesare is arguably a solider, a nobody in a long line of nobody’s that’ll watch the World til the end of time & doesn’t question Upper Management as seen in “UP” (“I don’t control who they think is a menace”); When he is finished his position will be quickly replaced by someone else. His character arc, unlike his film counterpart, will be one where instead of mindlessly following orders he will revolt against his superiors.

However that now begs the question how will this happen?

Back to the Zomburger crew, their names having references to the film hints that they will also play a part in Cesare’s redemption arc. As I’ve stated before, Cesare has a hidden soft spot for the Zomburger crew, more so Doctor (Allen), though he denies it to even himself so there will be no strings attached & It’s already been shown that Doctor (Allen) is Cesare’s Morality Pet trope; unlike his film’s counterpart who is immediately killed off by film Cesare by the orders of Dr. Caligarli.

Cesare’s job is one where they watch over the Earth from “menaces” & presumably do not want them nor their mission to be known in the living public eye; now that 6 living humans know the existence of two SEPARATE entities as well as magic it’s not hard to consider that upper management wouldn’t be pleased keeping these loose ends alive. They are now menaces to the secrecy of the underground organization.

Prediction: Cesare will be ordered to cut off these loose ends himself or overhear someone else will do so; this will cause him to spiral into a moral crisis. He will realize he cannot follow/allow the order to go through & will most likely team up w/ Steve since his own crew will be in jeopardy also; freeing him from his cell.

This will correlate with how in the the film Cesare falls in love with Francis’s wife & is unable to follow through with his order to kill her- kidnapping her & running away until he’s too tired to run anymore.

#bigtop burger cesare #bigtop burger spoilers #bigtop burger doctor #bigtop burger conrad #bigtop burger frances #bigtop burger billie #bigtop burger penny #bigtop burger steve #bigtop burger tim #bigtop burger

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*IMPORTANT REPORTING* A Times Investigation Tracked Israel’s Use of One of Its Most Destructive Bombs in South Gaza

(Source: New York Times | Last Updated Dec. 22, 2023) During the first six weeks of the war in Gaza, Israel routinely used one of its biggest and most destructive bombs in areas it designated safe for civilians, according to an analysis of visual evidence by The New York Times

Here's a clip for easy access, but please WATCH the FULL VIDEO ON YOUTUBE with no paywall * Warning: Graphic Content* Ultimately, the investigation identified 208 craters in satellite imagery and drone footage. ... the findings reveal that 2,000-pound bombs posed a pervasive threat to civilians seeking safety across south Gaza. Reporting By Robin Stein, Haley Willis, Ishaan Jhaveri, Danielle Miller, Aaron Byrd and Natalie Reneau

This is not defense, this is not justice, this is an affront to international humanitarian law. Stop the carnage.

The international community must do more than merely profess the defense of human rights; it must also ensure compliance in practice. DON'T LOOK AWAY. KEEP UP PUBLIC PRESSURE. PUSH FOR PEACE.

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This was a pernicious lie that was promoted by Biden and his administration to justify Israel’s attacking of hospitals. Those of us who warned that this was a lie at the time were accused of being Hamas propagandists. [source: @/ jeremyscahill on X. 12/22/23.] A Washington Post investigation has found no proof of a Hamas command center under al-Shifa Hospital following Israel’s attack on the medical complex [@/ RollingStone on X.]

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With the recent released episode I went back & binge watched the previous episodes. There are many things I could talk about that I want to see more of (example if Penny introduced her daughter to the rest of the crew- I feel Steve would be utterly devoted to her since he’s a clown & has a soft spot for kids as seen from that one customer interaction)

BUT I’m bias and have a fascination in examining possibly veiled relationships & going into the speculative deeper details/interpretations. So I’ll start w/ that.

The topic: Cesare & Doctor (Allen)

Cesare & Doctor seem to have a deeper relationship than how Cesare has one w/ the rest of the employees.

Firstly, from what we’ve seen Cesare seems to only see his employees as just that- employees. He has no inclination to form a bond since we haven’t seen him hang out w/ them outside of work nor use their real names (unlike Steve) but instead uses their costume titles; this is so he doesn’t get attached. Cesare is a man on the job & once the job is done he will finally rest- no need to get attached when he’s dead already.

While Cesare is full of energy, theatrics & is just all over the place in general he doesn’t really seem to take nonsense from his employees nor engage in peer discussions; when he DOES interact it’s limited & mainly snapping:

- Frances asking him to try the bad food & he immediately shuts it down by saying he doesn’t eat food. While I understand where he’s coming from as a zombie there’s no real reason to not at least try it- Not eating something thats no longer needed doesn’t mean he can’t humor her.

- Conrad asking him how old he is. He could’ve lied but instead tells him to never ask him that; then again this could’ve been a “asking someone how old they are is rude” type of thing

- Conrad asking if he’s been to a FTC before & he says “no, I’m a virgin around here” then immediately goes straight back to business “I’m sure my reputation proceeds me however”

- Conrad asking to take lens off is immediately shut down cause Zombie man needs to stay hidden

(Notably, the only time Cesare snaps at Doctor is when he tries to negotiate w/ Cesare over the costumes.)

As stated his interactions with them are mainly orders or stopping them from revealing “ brand secrets” / asking questions. Even they (Conrad & Frances) have no internal familiarity w/ him since they call him “Boss”. It’s all strictly business.

The only people we have seen him fully interact w/ that isn’t a quick remake is Steve & Doctor; Steve makes sense- he’s a long term target who’s foiled his attempted captures time & time again. They got history/beef. Doctor however is just a regular human who’s employed by him- there shouldn’t be any history between the two that would establish the amount of interaction that aren’t simply orders (then again the interactions they do have is also related to business.) as well as treat Doctor more fairly from the rest YET Casare uses a nickname for him which is something we haven’t seen him do w/ the others, dramatically worries about Doctor when he’s down, is more abrasive towards him and counts on him w/ tasks such as gathering information whilst being impressed by him; Doctor is his right hand man.

Doctor in turn does something the rest don’t do- he calls Cesare by his name. This is significant. Why script it to where Frances/Conrad only call him “Boss” but Doctor frequently uses his actual name; this is a personal/friendly undertone. Cesare seems to have no issues with this either which if you go based on Cesare’s character & view on his employees would seem unusual. The only time we see him calling Cesare “Boss” is when he’s shocked/unsure about him.

Overall Cesare displays traits that would suggest he’s slightly more fond towards Doctor (I believe he enjoyed his time with the other employees- he’s just a blockhead & wants no strings attached) & Doctor in return reciprocates. Heck, Doctor is listed as a “Morality Pet” trope though it’s downplayed in the series- so far.

Secondly, the question is why is this specific relationship different from the rest? Well, another thing that’s good to note is the parallel between the two Foodtrucks:

- both have extravagant themes to hide the identities of the employers

-both have three employees that are human

-both sell bad burgers

- both are employers who came out of the ground & aren’t human

From what we’ve seen from the latest episode Steve was in the Earth’s core unconscious until he woke up & dug himself out; causing Tim to be the first to find him. Tim is also arguably Steve’s right hand man since he wears a chef’s hat & in “Down” he is the only one from Bigtop that exclaims a sentence of shock when everything is revealed.

Now this is where the speculation(or delulu) comes into play: both Tim/Doctor are right hand men & both exclaimed in shock at the revelation; so what if like Tim, Doctor was the first to find Cesare? We don’t know exactly how the recruitment happened but Cesare is aware they are all theatre majors (interestingly he specifically mentions puppets when saying this- marionettes are puppets) so either he went out of his way to a theatre group & found them OR Doctor was his first employee who brought his friends along since the pay is nice whilst they get to perform.

If Doctor was the first to find Cesare he took enough interest to make the proposal. This could be for many reasons however given the context of the story it would make more sense if Doctor reminded him of when Cesare was alive- Cesare is a performer & it would make sense he would reminisce about it causing it to make decisions for him.

Personally I would find it fitting if like Cesare, Doctor enjoys puppets- his voice would be perfect for it. (But that is a headcannon & not speculation.)

In conclusion, the relationship between the two is noticeable different from the rest for a Zombie who was using them as a means to an end & learning more on the why would be desirable to see as well as flashbacks about how Zomburger & the relationship dynamics began; seeing how they’re all (Bigtop & Zomburger) handling the revelation that their bosses weren’t human is definitely something we will be seeing.

That’s mainly it- it’s a bit of a rant but I’d like to hear your thoughts/headcannons

Bonus photo:

#bigtop burger #bigtop burger cesare #bigtop burger doctor #bigtop burger conrad #bigtop burger frances #bigtop burger steve #bigtop burger spoilers #bigtop burger tim #bigtop burger theory #bigtop burger billie #bigtop burger penny

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Hello everyone, as we all know our Govt plus social media platforms are attempting to do a mass censorship on Gaza, the oppression of Palestine & inhumanity of Israel.

Be careful with what you post on Instagram especially on your stories because there is a high chance they will stop it from pushing through. Despite being a private account they wouldn’t let me finish the other half of a video regarding the difference of treatment both sides show their hostages.

UPDATE: they removed the previous video to the one above ⬆️ as well

#palestine #ethnic cleansing #free gaza #freepalastine🇵🇸 #gaza genocide #gaza strip #instagram #mass censorship #censorship #gaza ceasefire #isreal