kiikslovewe

[kiikslovewe]

"You must've lost yo d_mn mind."

Teaser

"Babe? You serious?"

"No?"

"You serious!!?"

".....Yes."

"Look at me right now, and tell me the truth."

"Did you really?"

"...Yes baby, it's too late."

"Jackman Thomas Harlow, you must've lost yo damn mind!"

"I did."

✨Teaser ✨

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[kiikslovewe]

These few weeks have been stress filled, tiring and and a bit empty feeling. I have writer's block and I've been trying to keep myself from falling into depression because of it. It is hard because there are many things I do behind writing (leaving my work in drafts) online, I write poems/short stories, I paint, sing, produce music, dance, and am building a foundation for my future business but with all of those things I feel blocked, I'm lacking inspiration, I'm starting to fall emotionally and mentally, because those are the things that are keeping me alive, keeping me going. I have not stopped trying, I'd be damned to let myself let go of my passions, I worked too hard to learn me, but it's really hard. So many things I love so much are just...there, they are just things to me right now, I've been unable to perform those things, those things I love so much, the way that I want; the originality the uniqueness and newness is here within me somewhere, it's just waiting for something, someone but I just don't know what it is. I know I can do these things, but I just feel blocked. I want to be able to do them and feel proud after, not like I just did something and that's it, it's not fair to me.

I just wanted to rant. Sorry if you don't care. I don't care either. Thank you💜

[kiikslovewe]

Just keep breathing Just keep breathing Breath in Breath, breath please Now breath out Keep going Don't skip a beat please Push, just keep pushing I promise you're okay I promise, just keep holding on Hold my hand Squeeze when you feel unsure Squeeze when you feel pain Just keep holding on I promise you're okay I promise to keep you safe I promise to keep both of you safe Hold on by.kiikslovewe

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[kiikslovewe]

Fav color(s): Lilac purple, Emerald green, and any shade of brown.

Currently reading (online & in hand): “I can’t take you seriously” - Jackson Wang by @kpopimaginings || The Boy who Dared Novel by Susan Campbell Bartoletti

Last song: No Love by.Lyves

Last series: Komi can't Communicate

Last movie: Rurouni Kenshin

Sweet/ Spicy/ Savory: Savory🍟🌯🍕💅

Currently working on: Happy next Time, 2 drabbles, and thinking about making an Angsty fluff Oneshot with DEAN.

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Fav color: Purple, hands down and green.

Currently reading: Music Fairy by @sugakookitty (I keep going back to it)

Last song: Late Night by Loco and GRAY

Last series: Goblin on Viki (I really love it right now)

Last movie: Scary Movie 3

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: Sweet!!!

Currently working on: A bunch of requests and I’ve giving up on fixing my master list for now

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[kiikslovewe]

"Um no, it's your turn"

Part 2

"Damn, that was years ago"

"Mhm, and now you work with him, what a coincidence"

You sat on you living room floor talking to your bestfriend, going over your past; crushes, relationships, goals, dreams and what not. It has really been 4 years. Damn, and you're over him, but Honnie just can't help but keep bringing him up. You've moved on, not with anyone in particular, but by working and working with yourself. You're doing good and you're not looking for a relationship, you just want to make this next project sale.

" Y/n..."

"Honnie don't start-"

"I know, I know, but he've changed."

"Nope, no, no I'm not getting into anymore of his messes, we are just work partners. We'll just be that, I'm fine with that. Just stop pushing it. Please."

"Ok. I won't, but you can't keep being stuck on the past. We both know what happened wasn't the best-"

"It was fucked up."

"It was fucked up, but that was 3 years ago. I just want to see you happy and not worried about others all of the time. You don't have to be with him, but can you atleast think about a vacation, cause bae you're dragging yourself." Hongjoong spoke, putting up the Uno cards ya'll had played earlier. You made you way to your nicely decorated kitchen responding to your eager friend.

"I mean, that does sound good. But working is good too"

"My goodness, Y/n" Honnie put the multi colored card box down on your coffee table, and made his way to the kitchen grabbing one of the sodas you had in hand.

"Common be for real"

"Ok, ok, alright, but after this next project"

"YES!"

"You over here happy, but aren't you supposed to be meeting up with someone?"

Hong joong checked his phone.

"Shit, shit, shit I only got 15 min!" Hon made his way to the front door, grabbing his keys off the key hooks.

"Please, actually take a vacation"

"I will I promise"

"Ok, I love you"

"I love you too Honnie. Now leave before you're late." You giggled before waving goodbye.

Hong joong gave a small wave, before he hurriedly made his way out your front door, downing his soda.

"He's something else." You stretched your arms, just ready for bed.

"Goodnight Abyss." It's 8:30pm you said your goodnights to your home putting trash away and making your way to you room, getting ready for the next day.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Saturday

Oh the sun was taking its job a lil to serious. It was smiling and screaming for you to wake up. Their ray fingers brushing its way through your thin cream colored curtain tickling your skin with heat urging you to wake up.

"OKAY! Goddamn Sunny, I'm up." Those words only came after a few tosses and turns from your body. It's 10:00am haha, you never get up that late, which means. Universe says, "TREAT YOURSELF BITCH."

You rolled your way off of your high bed, a bit annoyed, but ready for this weekend.

You got washed up, you're glowing and you look good girl, now get dressed.

[Your top]

[Your bottoms]

[Your shoes]

[Your Hair]

Yes babes narrator put you on. Anywho your clothing reflects your occupation. What is it?

You're fully dressed and ready for the day. You cook in a lot, so today you decided it would be nice to eat out. Brunch babe? And Mimosa? Yes.

Over the years you've made a nice amount of close friends. A nice amount meaning just 2 more. Hongjoong we know, Mr.Drama kid but the other 2 are Moonbyul and Jimin goodness gRaCious, it's almost like you just attract crazy people.

Starting with Moonbyul, she's a flirt, big dick energy, yet very shy and is an alternative teddy bear. She's protective of you and loves hyping people up, yet still doesn't like to be in the spotlight, not saying she won't work that shit, but she doesn't choose to be in it. She loves food, so if you're going out to eat it's usually with her and if it's drinking, that's with Jimin.

Oh Jimin, another flirt. Flirt 2.0 he loves the attention, oh he will put on a performance for anyone who looks his way. He taught your nephew how to body roll, now the boy won't sit down, his confidence is at another level now. Jimin is also protective. Being close to him and Moonbyul, you realize that the two would laugh when they're ready to break shit. Yeah, crazy. Jimin flirts with anything, Moonie, flirts with anyone. I promise there's a big difference.

So today since you're drinking and eating out, your with these lovely to maniacs. Moonie and Chimmy. You know their chaotic, but you didn't think the 3 of you would be doing what ya'll are about to do.

To be Continued

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[kiikslovewe]

Happy next Time

Warnings: angsty angst angst, character's death, miscarriage mention, grave, grave yard, ...flowers?, arguments, depression. ʰᵃᵖᵖʸ ᵉⁿᵈⁱⁿᵍ, ˡᵃᵗᵉʳ.

"I'm done, I'm tired of you. I'm tired of being pulled into this loop hole of you not knowing what you want and you wanting more. Why are you treating me like I've never been here for you, I've always been here for you. You don't support me. You treat me like dog shit, you might as well throw me out of your house, in a shit held bag. What did I ever do for you to treat me like this? I'm not frosty, but I sure as hell can be cold. Do you really not want me here? huh? Kayla talk."

It's always the arguments in the living room that kills me inside. Was he right? Was I basically neglecting him and being ungrateful? But, but how could I when he's the one who chooses to use his brake time to spend it with his friend. I know he works hard, we both work hard. I just want someone to hold me, I'm depressed, I don't want to be left alone with the thoughts that reminds me that I'm just choosing to live. I want to be held I want to be loved. Why is he mad at me? He asked me to stop talking, and I did. Now he's mad, but for what? Because I choose to respect his request and follow it. Fuck him. Fuck all of him.

"Fuck you, Joshua. Fuck you, 홍지수. I don't want you to leave. I never wanted you to leave, that's all you've done. 'Here' for me? Fuck outta here. You were here for me when YOU needed me, Joshua. Oh and really, fuck you. You neglect ME, Hong Ji-soo. Me. I'd always tell you what I want, what I like, how I feel and so fucking on. You always forget, you always forget about me. And I'd be damnd if I ever forgotten anything about you. Why?!?! Because I fucking love you. Do you not understand that? I ask you about your well being, I try to set up dates to do the things you like, I make sure I find time to clean OUR house so that you can lay comfortably. I only have one arm, but goddamn it I figure that shit out. Yes or no?"

"..You do."

"Then why, why do you feel like I'm not supporting you when you're not even here to be supported. You weren't here through our miscarriage. We lost our babies. And you didn't get a chance to know because simply, you didn't want to hear me. You didn't let me tell you. I'm still hurt. I just, I just want to leave. I don't know where, but somewhere that'll surround me with people who really love me, and care about my life. Oh and don't fucking cry now, you don't get a chance to do that. You don't deserve to feel bad now. Fuck you, I hate this person you've become. I can't do this anymore. I don't want to."

"That was the last time we spoke"

Joshua sat at his wife's grave, flowers grew above the grass that sat above the coffin that was held beneath. They were her favorite flowers, daisies. The name she wanted to give there daughter.

"I'm sorry, Love. You didn't deserve any of that. I'll make it up to you I promise. I promise."

Joshua held his daughter, Daisy on his lap, saying one more goodbye before he made his way to Kayla's mother's house.

"Hi, Mommy" the one year old spoke. Saying her first words, but quietly. Jishua didn't catch them, but he will catch the next surprise, 3 weeks later.

To be Continued

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[kiikslovewe]

Happy Birthday to ME 💖🌷💞💗🧚‍♀️🧞‍♀️💫

#black writers #happy birthday #happy birthday to myself #kpop ambw #ambw bwam

[kiikslovewe]

"Um no, it's your turn"

"Why do we always have to discuss this...You are the one in love with the school's Teacher's pet, not I."

"No I'm not ju-just put the damn thing in"

You and your friend Hong Joong were arguing about whos turn it was to give this, in his words "School's teacher's pet," this note. Hongi is someone you trust even more than yourself, you told him months ago that you needed him to do something, no question asked, he started helping. You and him have been taking turns to give your crush these anonymous letters, trying not to get caught. Just 2 weeks into this "operation" did Hong Joong find out what you were doing and who these pieces of papers were for and this man is not here for it.

"Ok listen...You're obvious. We both no you like this doggie"

"Human"

"Whatever, he acts like one. There's no reason for you to keep acting as if you haven't been gushing over this human puppy since day one. I've almost gotten caught by the whole cheer team doing this," Hong Joong gave the most exaggerated expression and a hand flop,"They still think I'm gay." He then gave a big sigh like the extra person he is.

And right behind him was one of the member of the cheer team. Standing with their mouth wide and exited. "O M morherfucking G you are!"

Hong Joong turned around and you stared grinning softly at the scene right infront of your eyes.

"I am?!?!" Hong Joong pointed at himself confused and with his other hand still flopped.

"OH MY GOOOOOSH YAAAAY HAPPY GAY PEOPLE MONTH!!!"

Oh that girl was ditzy, but sure did she have a lot of love and she for sure was a supportive and encouraging person.

You giggled and Hong Joong almost fully thrown himself on the floor, "Thanks a lot..." he spoke with his brows clearly as frustrated as he was and his back hunched over, he then turned to speak to Lila the cheerleader, "It's, it's pride." He said disappointedly. "OooOooo I got pride" Hong Joong shook his head and turned back to you, "You"re doing it this time, you've caused enough harm to this fluffy heart, Girly. Bye..." and he left running away like Wendy from Scary Movie. Oh boy, was he a drama kid.

This day was going to be long. Only a couple of days until you graduate and you can't even tell your childhood crush you like them. "DK I am determined to tell you," you spoke to yourself mentally "But when?"

You looked at the small note in your left hand and smiled to yourself, balling it up and making your way to your shared Homeroom.

TO BE CONTINUED

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[kiikslovewe]

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Guess who?

An: This drabble can be turned into the proper oneshot if you or anyone else is able to guess the member that is anonymous in this drabble (comment down below). It could be a female, or male k-pop group member, it could also be a Korean soloist. Who do you think it is?

2 AN: I was supposed to do this like 3 days ago😂

"Have you ever flirted with a guy using the classic, "Do you want to go have a drink with me?"

You sat and watched your friend on live television on your favorite show. You sat on your living room floor with a couple of thick blankets, your plushies and a few snacks watching as the next question was asked in her interview. "Oh man." You responded to the question already knowing the answer.

"Oh. No, not to a guy, but to a girl yeah, I have done it before. But I don't know if that was flirting?"

"Yeah." The female host and their team chuckled to their honest answer "It's flirting."

"Oh."

You rolled your eyes, smiled, and whispered,"You knew that."

It's funny because you would think that it was because that's your bestfriend and bestfriends tell eachother everything and their stories and doodly dot and that's the reason why you knew their answer

But no, you knew because the person they were talking about was you.

That's how the two of you ended up being friends.

The interview went on and you sat and watched. "They are something else"

Guess who.

#drabble #kpop #kpop ambw #boy group #boy bands #girl group #girl bands #kpop imagines

[kiikslovewe]

I don't know how these drabble things work, but I'mma try.

It'll be something where you can kinda put your input....I don't really know how to explain it but you'll see it, probably later today.

[kiikslovewe]

T̶r̶y̶ A̶g̶a̶i̶n̶

Tᴇᴀsᴇʀ

The story includes>

Pairing:Secret agent!Namjoon!black fem reader!bestfriend

Genre:Fluff

Warnings: Breaking into security,breaking things, kissing,pda,reader is a control freak, rude language, cursing, suggestive

?: You're not doing this dirty shit right, Bear bear.

?: I'm not a dirty cop I'm a secret agent.

Y/n: Dirty cop, secret agent, same thing. Diddy Doodle lee. How are you supposed to be the smart one and you set off the goddamn alarm, Bear bear. Come on. And why am I here.

Namjoon: Because you keep me calm , and I am the smart one. If that alarm didn't go off, your scary little ass would have been caught because you wanted to wear yellow sooo bad. It was a distraction.

Y/n:............I distract you *y/n smirked* I make you nervous.*she teased*

But flushed Namjoonie Bear bear spoke up

Namjoon: Nope. Try again.

Tᴇᴀsᴇʀ

au: The picture does not belong to me, nor was it edited by me.

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