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[ronirasch]

i keep saying i’m in a reading slump but really I just can’t stop playing hades 😔

#hades game #hades supergiant #zagreus #video games #gamers of tumblr #reading #readers #booklr #bookblr #reading slump #i keep getting distracted

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literally had to call in sick to work because my insomnia was so bad and i legitimately got zero hours of sleep

absolutely did not trust myself to drive 20 min in the rain lmaooo

#insomia #depressing shit #mentally exhausted #mental health #mental illness #i need sleep #sleep deprivation #can’t sleep #insominac #fucking yikes

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all i do is make bad decisions and drink energy drinks

i am highly caffeinated and dumb as fuck 🫶🏻

#girlblogging #dumb bitch #caffeine #bad choices #dumb shit #shitpost #lmaooo #idk how to tag this

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impossible challenge: don’t think about offing yourself for one (1) day

but really existing in the world is exhausting af especially when you have no clue what direction to go

#depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #tw sui ideation #i need therapy #take your meds #sorry for being depressing #mental illness #mentally exhausted #im so tired #what am i even doing

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i think you can tell a lot about a person depending on which weapon they prefer in hades

for example i like the bow the best which means im a little bitch that doesn’t like to get too close

#hades #zagreus #hades game #video games #shitpost

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i feel like tumblr is just a written stream of consciousness

this is what it’s like in my head

#i am mentally unwell #pls help #the brainrot is real #i hate it here #why am i like this #shitpost

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i have to come back to this because i keep getting spencer edits on tiktok and the confidence and bde this man exudes is unmatched

i would literally risk it all to fuck spencer from smosh and i dont know how to feel about that

truly down bad

#spencer agnew #smosh games #smosh #help #i need him #pls hmu #smoshblr

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sometimes I remember when I read a book because I thought it was just a vampire/vampire hunter team up but what it was actually about was a vampire x vampire x vampire hunter throuple with the greatest himbo ever written

I have genuinely never been so caught off guard

#silver under nightfall #remy pendergast #books #book recommendations #reading #long reads #booklr

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i would literally risk it all to fuck spencer from smosh and i dont know how to feel about that

truly down bad

#smosh #spencer agnew #what the fuck #send help #i am unwell #smosh games #smoshblr

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it's like i am literally never going to own a house or find authentic love or escape the clutches of late stage capitalism so really what am i living for

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ever since i was a little girl i always wanted to be unemployed

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me personally? i die every night and come back wrong every morning but no one notices because i've been doing that for a long time so it's just kinda par for the course

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i spend my days waiting. waiting for the water to boil and my tea to be ready. for spring to come back. for more daylight. the oil in the pan to heat up. a “hey i miss you” or “can you help me out for a second?” or “you want to hang out?” text. for my phone to finish charging. for good news. flowers on the table. the next hug. “hey, you got the job!”. waiting for the sun. to set. to rise. to see both. for summer to be around the corner. a good song. a falling star. a text back. i spend my time waiting to be remembered. i spend my time repeating that tomorrow will be better. tomorrow will be better. i spend my days waiting and waiting and waiting. i spend my days waiting unbearably.

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being a sleepy girl and a reader is really hard

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Not going to live the rest of my life and not going to kill myself but a secret third thing

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I am haunted by the ghosts of people I thought I knew