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Accidentally closed my 127 open tabs this feels like the burning of the Great Library of Alexandria

dO YOU KNOW HOW MANY OF THOSE FICS I FORGOT TO BOOKMARK ??!!?

This is more upsetting than it should be

#ao3 #fanfic

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I really wanna do commission since i want to safe up some money for my semester abroad that i have to do for my degree but in the last 4 years of posting art online it just seems like all requests i get are either scams or just people that want are for free :(

I just never know how to post about it and promote my work without seeming annoying or pushy and since it would take me like 2 months for each commission (and i refuse to sell my are for like 5 bucks) it seems like people just aren’t interested

#art #artist on instagram #artist on tumblr #art comms open #art commisions #vent post #uni #fanart #artcommissionsavailable #studyabroad #english lit student #university #poli sci

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I dident think life could throw more shit at me but oh well here we are 😃😃

Also this is me giving a sign of life bc ive been away from instagram and tumblr for a while

#english lit student #university #overwhelmed

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!TW: death!

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For many people the holidays are a horrible time. Up until this year i thought i got lucky because while Christmas was never something i looked forward to, it also wasn’t something i was dreading. However cruel things happen when you expect them the least. And so now i am laying in my bed grieving a person that was alive two days ago. there is something so sinister and cruel about loosing someone while the world around you is celebrating, wishing you a merry Christmas and a good start into the next year. It still dosen’t feel real and i think it wont until the day i return to the motherland and see the grave. Death is always unforgiving and painful but i don’t think i will ever be able to see Christmas the same way. Because while the people around me are celebrating i will always see it as the day i lost her. The day i woke up with her being gone. The day i woke up from my mothers screams and cries for her. I knew it would happen someday soon, of course i did. After all she had cancer and was 74. i had hoped to see her one last time. Hear her voice one last time. See her smile one last time but life is unfair and so i lay here, questioning what could’ve been.

Writing has always been my way of coping with trauma. Sharing my grief is my way of understanding what is going on in my heart and not feeling alone.

#dealing with grief #tw death #cancer #cancerawareness

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Hey!

If your interested in seeing art made my me that isn’t marauders related i have a new instagram account! I want to have a page where i can kinda just post anything and everything art related although it’s probably mostly going to be Kpop/ anime related art.

I would appreciate it if you look into it!!

Insta: @/artbyyejun

#artist on instagram #fanart #kpop #anime art

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Not being able to digitally draw for such a long amount of time is making me go crazy

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Love the immediate bonding

Making fandom friends is one of the best things I've ever done!

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No amount of love could save us

#fanart #marauders #harry potter #black family #regulus black #jegulus #james potter #fanfic #prongsie #sunseeker #starchaser

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Fun fact about me:

During 2017 my Hyyh/ Bangtan universe brainrot was so bad that up until this day i exclusively buy white lighters (and carry it around with me everyday even tho I don't smoke) and almost always write the Y•k on it

#hyyh #bts hyyh #hyyh yoonkook #bts universe #bts #yoongi

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Cutting my time on stan twt down to like 15min a day was one of the best thing ive done in the last two years

#stan twitter #fandoms

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8am lecture means playing the „how late can i leave my bed without being late“ game

#uni #university #english lit student

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Birthdays are so depressing man like why do i feel like someone just died

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Finishing a slow burn fic series feels like leaving a situationship where you obsess over the other

#fanfic #ao3 #slow burn

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Cant believe im not 19 anymore,,like WDYM IM 20????? MEE??? IM JUST A TEENAGE GIRL?????

#birthday #turning 20

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No matter how cringe Hyyh universe Yoonkook fanfic will always have a special place in my heart

#fanfic #bts #bts universe #hyyh #hyyh yoonkook #hyyh fanfics #bts army #ao3

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Remember how i said im gonna post some art in like mid October??? Yeahhhhh that aint happening 🫠🥲

#art #fanart #marauders

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One of the most frustrating but also lowkey funny parts about uni is writing long ass formal emails to professors almost BEGGING them to let you into the course and then getting a two line email back thats like:

Dear student,

Sorry to disappoint but no xx

#uni #university #english lit student #political science #english major