#'I told him how I felt!'

[feathered-serpents]

I cannot wait for Maggie and Nina to spot Crowley lurking around and after successfully cornering him ask how things are with him and Aziraphale and he sarcastically says "Bloody excellent" and when they do wring the truth out of him they're just like

#Good Omens #Good Omens 2 #They're literally going to be so mad #'I told him how I felt!' #'But were you TALKING to him?' #'Word were coming out of my mouth while he was in front of me' #'THAT'S NO THE SAME THING YOU USELESS DEMON' #good omens spoilers #good omens 2 spoilers #good omens season 2

[wolfythewitch]

isaac

#art #sketch #comic #religion #christianity #our sermon last week was about the story of isaac #and i found it disconcerting how enthusiastically they praised abraham's resolve to give up his son #and i can't fault him. god told him to #but sometimes i wonder how isaac felt #handing him the wood to burn at his altar #wolfy religious tedtalks #anyways i swear my other pride month drawings will be more cheerful HAHA

[drizzledrawings]

Insert a deep quote about seeing your grief in everything

#sobs hysterically #I just think about how Charles burried him #and was alone for an unknown period of time after leaving the wapiti #makes me wonder what he did and how he felt #I just wonder what kind of weight that would have on his mental state #of not knowing what happened #and knowing that the last time he saw Arthur was when he told him to go back to beaver hallow #AND ALSO NOT KNOWING WHAT HAPPENED TO THE OTHERS #SCREAMS #charles smith #rdr2 fanart #rdr2 #rdr2 charles #charthur #high honor arthur morgan

[zouisalmightie]

TO ALL THE HATERS THAT SAID WE WERE MAKING BUDDIE UP IN OUR HEADS HOW DOES MY ASS TASTE???

#am i ignoring the fact that fox et al purposefully stifled the queer love story we all knew was happening? yes i cannot deal with that rn #SO SUCK MY DICK WE TOLD YALL IT WAS CLEAR AS DAY #AND NOW HERE IS OLIVER HIMSELF LIKE YEAH HEY THAT WAS KINDA FUCKIN GAY THERES A QUEER ELEMENT TO HOW IVE BEEN PLAYING BUCK RYAN IS A #BEAUTIFUL MAN HIS JEALUSY WAS HIM NOT UNDERSTANDING HOW HE FELT IM RRADY TO CHEW CARPET #buddie #i love being right always

[malewife-cas]

no but i NEED a scene of stede explaining to ed how he feels like he ruined him and that’s part of the reason he left, like he needs to tell him he thought ed would be better without him

#ahhgshshh #going crazy #i think that’s what he means when he said “i should’ve told him how i felt” but idk #ofmd #ofmd s2 #gentlebeard #our flag means death

[weirdest-lights]

It's my own opinion but the more I watch the new season of the Bad Batch the more I feel like Tech's death was just cheap.

In a series focused on the Bad Batch, we saw more Rampart and Emerie than Echo . An integral member since the beginning.

So what if killing of Tech was just another quick way to get rid of a character they wouldn't have had time to write a role for? I mean, they barely talk about him and we never get to see anyone's reaction to his death.

It just feels like killing him was a way to get rid of a character easily to focus on others or just to make more drama in the new season.

"Oh Tech isn't here to do that so I guess we're going to have to risk our lives for this things."

"If Tech were here it would be easier but since he's not, guess we're going to have to take the long road !"

#personal #red's rambles #star wars #the bad batch #sw tbb #tbb #tech tbb #tech bad batch #tech the bad batch #I really don't like how they keep setting up plotlines but focus on others things instead #Like the whole Emerie episode ?? It just felt like a good excuse to show us how actually Emerie isn't that bad cause look ! #she cares for kids !! wow. even then she just does as she is told. #yeah sure she was brought up like this. so were the clones and they still questioned stuff #hopefully the next episode will be 2hours long cause otherwise no idea how they're concluding some stuff #my opinion #killing off the explicitly autistic character only to never talk about him again feels extremely cheap #tbb season 3 #tbb season three #tbb season 3 spoilers #? #arc trooper echo #echo #tbb echo

[daily-starlo]

[Day 15]

happy aromantic awareness week!!!

here's the flag i used as a reference! 👍

#starlo undertale yellow #starlo uty #undertale yellow #undertale yellow starlo #uty #uty starlo #undertale yellow fanart #uty fanart #aromantic #aromantic awareness week #aro #aro week #aro awareness week #he wouldnt be aro imo however i fully believe that he would be and extremely supportive ally. personal opinion!!! #however it would be extremely neato to see him as aroallo and that he had a squish on ceroba #and that he told his parents it was a crush because he didnt know that right terminology yet and it seemed close enough to how he felt. #after all this is aro week. aro headcanons win yippee!!!!!!!!!!!! #from: a cupioromantic <2 #i probably couldve toned the green down on him a bit more but EHHH its fine. hes a little too green but im too lazy to fix it so!!!!!!! <2 #ah fuck i forgot his pattern on the poncho. eeehhhhhh its fine. i cant fix it at the moment anyways its FINe- #love loses /pos

[jamietarttsdaddyissues]

Okay I’m going to say this and I’m going to say this once.

I do not like how the relationship with Jamie’s father was handled in season 3.

If they wanted to go the route of forgiveness they absolutely could have. If they wanted to go the route of his dad going to rehab they absolutely could have. Those are not inherently wrong or bad. It’s a show about forgiveness and I get that. It’s a comedy and Jamie is not the main character - I get that too.

My issue is this: the show went out of its way on multiple occasions to show just how violent and abusive James is. Just to give a few examples:

Repeated physical abuse

Repeated verbal abuse

Planning, funding, and likely pressuring the sexual abuse of his 14 year old son (a minor and below the age of consent in both The Netherlands and the UK regardless of the age of the girl in the red light district)

The willingness to beat Coach Beard (basically a stranger to him) with a metal pipe in a 3 to 1 fight in a back alley which could have realistically resulted in his death (and calling Beard “son” right before the final blow)

Jamie literally gave up his dream - a job as a professional footballer on a top hometown team - to leave the country on a trashy reality show just to get away from his father. The show traced a large portion of Jamie’s issues back to his relationship with his father. Not all of course - but that was a big theme of his growth and development.

So even if we entertain the notion that this stint in rehab was successful and James is sober - that’s great. That’s a storyline I wouldn’t mind hearing - IF we had the appropriate time to show it. But the thing is, we didn’t. This season was disjointed and rushed in many ways - and I’m not complaining - I still loved it. But if they’re going to tackle a topic this serious, they need to do it right. They need to be clear that alcohol was not the only problem James had and that sobriety does not absolve you of accountability. As important as it is to portray the message that all human beings can change, including addicts, it is equally as important to show the serious work that addicts in recovery put in to address the hurt that they caused through their addiction. It is not easy work to battle addiction and to mend relationships - sometimes part of recovery is accepting that you can’t mend things with everyone you’ve hurt and that is the right of the victim to decide how they feel.

We were shown none of this. What we got instead was:

A speech from Jamie’s mom about how he is still amazing despite his dad while still somehow crediting Jamie’s talent to his dad’s abuse

Ted telling Jamie to forgive his dad as he’s mid-panic about his safety and his dad’s location

Ted making a point to say the forgiveness was for Jamie’s sake, not for James - which was ALMOST good until they ruined it

Denbo and Bug suddenly supportive despite being just as violent as James in 2x09

James suddenly in rehab for 0.2 seconds

Jamie reaching out to his dad via text despite having no idea his dad is in rehab - something that is realistically compromising his physical and emotional safety

A quick clip of Jamie bonding with his father before the season/series ends for good

The reason I connected with Jamie so intensely from season 1 was the shared experience of abuse from my father. I want to be clear that I know I’m projecting - that’s what fandom is - and I in no way expected the show to end exactly as I wanted. However, this is what I would have liked to see as 1) an abuse survivor 2) a licensed therapist and 3) a person:

The message that you can heal without forgiving those who hurt you OR that you can forgive them and still not allow them back into your life (ESPECIALLY if it compromises your safety)

The message that sometimes people don’t change for the better and you can grieve that relationship while still fostering healthier ones elsewhere.

An emphasis on support systems and chosen family when someone doesn’t have the reality of a parent or partner getting better (we saw this with Bex seeking out Rebecca and Rupert’s assistant)

Instead of Man City suddenly cheering for Jamie, which felt insanely unrealistic, having the cheers of Richmond fans drown out the boos and verbal assaults of the Man City crowd - further emphasizing that despite the pain he has attached to Man City and his father, he has a home with Richmond.

So to wrap up this very long rant, I feel very disheartened by this part of the season. I still love Ted Lasso and always will - there were so many parts of this season I absolutely adored and wouldn’t trade for anything - but I feel that they dropped the ball on this one. Most people don’t get to repair relationships with abusive parents. Is it possible? Of course. Is it important to depict that it can happen? Absolutely. It’s a show about forgiveness. But they didn’t need to do it like this for Jamie’s storyline. They could have kept the speech about forgiving James for Jamie’s sake and deleted all of the rehab/texting afterwards. I still wouldn’t have been thrilled but it would have made more sense to me in context of the show. And it would have meant a lot more to me as someone who’s father is unlikely to ever stop being a risk to my safety.

This just felt bad. Jamie Tartt had one of the best arcs I’ve ever seen in media and he deserved better than that.

#ted lasso spoilers #jamie tartt #James Tartt #anyway #you don’t have to agree with me on this #this is just my take #clearly I’m personally triggered a bit by it lol #I’m not looking to argue or anything just needed to vent #a lot of things felt off this season and I know there’s a lot of behind the scenes reasons for that #some we’re aware of and some we aren’t #but this is one of the ones that hurt #I have a few others too but since this is a Jamie blog I’m just posting about the Jamie ones #don’t even get me started on Sam being told to forgive the people who committed a hate crime at his restaurant #and no further acknowledgement of that trauma and safety issue #and no explanation of how he got onto the Nigerian team with Edwin Akufo actively sabotaging him #okay I promise I’m actually done now #long post

[oatbugs]

my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot #of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality #friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers #more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso #he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her. #and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap #the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth #bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel #how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter #how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do #very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly #and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips #(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner #about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a #knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more. #he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you. #the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her. #red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends #we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said #jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes #i wish i had met you years ago. #crushposting

[ryllen]

‘ i am not used to on falling for ‘popular’ type of guy, so i have my doubts whether ur feelings are true. ‘ but he convinces u by saying how he specifically LOVES 2 gifts and u specially have fallen into that ‘specific’ LOVE list too

#these are just floods of text but i want to at one point seriously told him the doubt i honestly felt towards him #from his gift; movie; and movie treat list; i feel like he is never the picky type about things; he either likes or mostly okay with it; #but when it comes to what he loves he is actually picky about it; and that's the point of the debate here #sdv #stardew valley #sdv alex #stardew alex #stardew valley alex #sdv farmer #stardew farmer #stardew valley farmer #fanart #the way he tolerates most thing make him great to have as companion to be tagged along for all kind of occassions #date; movie watching with his kids; grandparents; or just hanging out with friends with different likes #love how he has secret confidence deficiency but he is also the one pep talking u right now

[todayisafridaynight]

whatever //blasts your old man with the butch beam//

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #yakuza series #jo sawashiro #genderbend #snap sketches #sorry. #i laid in bed for three seconds and i dont know what happened i saw a vision and thought to myself 'how can i make my mommy issues worse' #unrelated ramble time my dad. texted me and he did the whole 'you need to eat' bit #and then i told him i was goin to my moms this weekend for a hot minute and he was all 'oh ill send you miso soup :) quick an easy :)' #like thank you...... i. LOVE. water. #i actually do like miso soup but it just seems like a funny thing to me idk LOL #immediately after that he was like 'wait ill just give you money for groceries' #which i felt bad bout since i always feel bad gettin money from my dad. not my mom tho she's a witch #see this is. why we're here tonight this ramble is NOT totally unrelated LMAO #anyway. i have a genderbent ichi doodle too but i figured one (1) instance of me being ill is enough for tonight #so with that im gonna look at the wall more and think of women BYE

[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

#bakuspeech #number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u #he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up #(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out) #we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment #and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here #but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something #but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku #but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this #this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and #that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing #but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it #its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with #and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually #I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay #but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol #not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real #and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself #and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god #that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao #but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them #have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway

[shinozaki-ayumi]

i was skimming a blood drive stream (mostly looking for ayushiki crumbs, it's been a while) and was reminded of one of the best interactions in the franchise

#''i know you're stuck in a torture school full of unspeakable horrors but how've you been?'' #girlfailure ayumi i love you #also i remembered there being ayushiki crumbs but i did NOT remember how much??!!!?? #their interactions are the best part of the game easily #but the part where she goes to his apartment in the middle of the night and basically starts to admit smth to him about how she felt #about when he told her to reach out to him whenever she needs support and he did the head pat thing #and he 1) forgot that even happened?? somehow?? #and 2) he's like ''i feel like i'm supposed to be reading between the lines rn but i'm so lost'' #LIKE YOU'RE SO DUMB... YOU'RE BOTH SOO DUMB AGFDGJGRHHHH #i need closure in darkness distortion i am telepathically begging kedwin to please let her get better so they can get a mildly happy ending

[asoulwithadream]

go ahead, destroy us in 8 words. not that i mind for my own sanity

#the entire show just summed up in one fucking line #i cried this #i physically sobbed thinking this #all the way back in 2022 #“HE COULD HAVE JUST TOLD HIM HOW HE FELT” #miscommunication at it's finest #and knowing that they were aware? #the pain they put us through was deliberate???? #jail #for a million years #ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd s2 spoilers #ofmd s2 teaser #ofmd s2 gifs #stede bonnet #rhys darby

[bylertruther]

y'all moved on but i literally still can't believe this is real life. what the fuck. spread ur wings, mr schnapp... sniffling, crying, weeping bc i am so full of Joy... not 2 be corny but it's always a lovely thing when someone steps into the light n lives their truth... when they feel safe and loved enough by those in their life that they feel they can and genuinely want to share this part of themselves with the world... mr schnapp who has played will byers for such a big part of his life and explored his own self and come to terms with who he is at the same time that will has... will, who means so much to so many and has such a realistic journey that we seldom get to see, especially in such mainstream media, literally the biggest show in the world... just so moved that he went from being scared in the closet to feeling so loved and at peace that he would share this part of himself with the world in such a silly, light-hearted, and entirely noah way, always so true to himself and full of light... i just. 🥺 a lot of feelings are being felt rn. good for him!! GOOD FOR HIM!!!!! 💗🏳️‍🌈🫂

#like. he's gay 🥺!! tears in ym eyes lol the reality hit me like. omg. he's gay.... noah schnapp... gay... revealed it in a silly funny #little tiktok.. with a smile on his face :) <3 it just makes my heart so happy!!! i love when anyone feels safe enough to come out!! #i wish we didn't have to i wish that we could just exist and have it not be a big deal but we aren't there yet and for now i just. #i just !!!!! feel so happy!!! for him and those who felt inspired by his courage and told their loved ones about themselves too! #and for those of you that can't do that just know that you are still loved and seen and you are not less than or any less valid! #peace and love on planet earth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥺😭🤧💓 #scared in the closet to being out and proud and smiling about it.... bro i'm really crying rn like . love is so real... it's out there... #staring up at my ceiling thinking abt how none of us are ever alone... wauw life is um . well. life sure is something sometimes huh

[abigail]

btw besties !!! i did meet my favourite musician and he did write the thing for me that i wanna get as a tattoo :-) yippie !!! ♡ ♡ ♡

#he was so real about it because i said i wanted it as a tattoo and he was like ok i need lined paper . i’m so sorry about my handwriting . #i like his handwriting tho like !! i’ve seen it before on setlist i am a fan hence wanting the tattoo in his writing lol #but yeah wow :-) i was incredibly awkward like my anxiety was so bad yesterday anyway and then meeting him oughhghghhh why am i like this #honestly irl i am SO awkward i never know how to talk to people …. and then on top of regular awkwardness my anxiety ?!?! #he probably thought i was such a freak lol oh wellllll he was lovely and the shoes were sick yaaaaay :-) #omg ALSO he was so nice because the thing i want tattooed is my fave song of his and when i told him this and he knew i had been to #mulitple shows that tour he was like shit i’m sorry we didn’t play it and seemed genuinely like he felt bad abt it bless him #i said they played it last tour so we good hehehe aw #a