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kawareo · 1 month

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Story reached a point where i have to introduce a new conflict and i do have it fully worked out but its stressing me out whether it'll come off good or not, i'll take a nap and try to figure it out tomorrow

#i just gotta get in the 'i dont care if people like it #'im writing for ME' mood tbh #but this last chapter's been killing me for some reason #its still fun dont get me wrong but somehow i am struggling way more than usual #vent post #kawa rambles

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sinnabee · 10 months

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INGREDIENTS:

2 cups evil boredom

3 teaspoons (heaping) blorbo poison (powder, not liquid)

1 daycare theme (10 hour loop)

1/3 cup brainrot

*1/2 cup distilled back pain

**(un)diagnosed mental illness

*(any kind of pain works, back pain is usually what i have on hand)

**(if you aren’t a fan of the flavor a diagnosis leaves, undiagnosed will work in a pinch! Personally, I like to add a bit of both.)

INSTRUCTIONS:

First, turn on the daycare theme (10 hour loop) and pre-heat the oven to 375 degrees.

Sift together your evil boredom and blorbo poison in a medium sized bowl.

Add in your pain of choice and mix well.

Once thoroughly mixed, it should be looking a little thicker. Some granules from the evil boredom and blorbo poison are fine. (You can always mix further, if you’re worried about it affecting the texture.)

Add your brainrot and beat with a whisk until it’s looking lighter, a little fluffy. (If you aren’t in the mood for fluff, a dash of angst or hurt/comfort can help tone it down. An AU if you really wanna spice it up.)

Realize this is turning out a lot better than you thought it would. Dang. Well, you’re certainly committed now.

Go ahead and get out a glass baking pan. Coat the bottom with non-stick spray. (I tend to favor Y/N brand Nonbinary Spray myself)

Using a baking spatula (one of the rubbery bendy ones), carefully move your mixture from the bowl to the pan. It’s alright if you get some on the sides, the heat should help it settle once it’s in the oven. To get out any air bubbles, tap the pan (carefully!) a few times on the counter.

Place the pan in the oven and set a timer for 15-25 minutes, or take a peek every now and then and see if it’s the right shade of cheerful.

Congratulations!!! You’ve successfully survived evil boredom, despite the hurdles you faced, and made something! (Pretty tasty too, if I might add.) You are still mentally ill, though. But - hey - now you have a little treat! And hopefully, your day’s just a little bit brighter! Enjoy!

#fnaf sb #fnaf sun #fnaf #fnaf dca #fnaf fanart #funky little jester boys #my art #i had WAY to much fun writing the recipe ahshsjskdk #im in a silly goofy mood (now that my evil boredom is a bit more under control)#anyway i hope y’all like him #he was made with love <3 #god. im never gonna draw him this well again am i #challenge for myself i guess!!!#sketchbook #i should draw in my sketchbook more often like dang #the loop is still going btw #it really does just. settle my brain #kinda fucked up tbh. idk how this isn’t annoying me yet but it’s just enough bg noise

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sk3tch404 · 1 month

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Late Night Hanma Blurb

A/n: Thought abt this during an itty-bitty road trip today. Smoker Hanma does smth to the chemicals in my brain. Forgive me for any lengthy bad writing. I've had a long day and I just wanna yip yap about one of my fav crazies 🙇

CW: Hanma can give two shits about your lung health but chooses not to when he feels like it, intimidation, threats of forced drug usage, sometimes forced participation in violent activities, thoughts of lovers suicide/murder(?), and whatever other yappin I put in here.

Hanma who smokes a fuck ton and doesn't mind giving you the good ol' second-hand effects of it, but absolutely detests you doing it on your own.

He snatches the stick from your mouth and holds it up and away from you with a small grit in his teeth. Hanma glares down in some curiosity but clearly squints in irritation.

"The hell is this? Don't tell me I'm being a bad influence on you now. If I catch you with one of these again, I won't let you off the hook so easily. You got it, Y/n?"

When you retort, telling him it's no different from when he does it and it is your own choice whether he likes it or not, he merely scoffs with a tilt of his narrow head. Throwing down the cigarette, the sound of his sneaker stomping and scraping it out against the pavement echos through the air with an annoying presence. Shuji demands the rest of your stash with a looming stare that can only put you into a state of sinking discimfort.

"Come on, don't be stubborn. Ya know, if you wanna do it so bad, why don't you try the whole pack? Mine too since it's a shitload better than that cheap stuff."

Reluctant on suffocation and early lung cancer, you begrudgingly hand over your smokes to him. Hanma smacks down on the box with an evidently loud shot of noise and slides it out of your palm--- pocketing it. He stretches out narrow smile as he leans down towards you.

"See, now it ain't so hard to listen."

He's still ticked off by the fact you think you can do whatever to your body without his permission, but since Shuji is so generous, he'll let you learn from your mistakes. See, he can be nice.

Don't test him though. Next time you're caught defying his selfish wishes, he's beating you down with degrading language and probably also beating whoever was involved. The convenience store employee that sold you the cigs, vape, or maybe even chewing tobacco? Yeah he's taking out his held back frustration on them. Bro is jumping over the counter and tearing their shit up.

Avoiding him because of his brutal and honest-to-God psychopathic personality? Now that's just cruel. Shuji is dragging your ass by the back of your shirt and pushes you to his motorcycle. The leopard print on the back of the bike makes you wanna barf every time you see it, but you got to keep it down if you wanna have enough energy to deal with him. He'll take you out no matter where you are at in that point of time and make you remember who he is; who you think you're messing with.

"Y/n, how many times do I have to tell you? Aim for the nose. That's easy for amateurs like you. Actually, lemme show you how to really deliver a jaw breaker-"

Yeah, he'll show you just how bad it can get with some random thugs on the street. You should be grateful with how gentle he's treating you. Instead of ending up with facial fractures, you have nice dates and thoughtful gifts. He's even teaching you a few tricks. How lucky can you get?

"I'm all done. Shit, I'm starved. Let's go grab a bite to eat, kay?"

Hanma thinks the only way you'll ever keep paying attention to him is if he keeps you and your actions in line. If you go off doing your own thing, his usually unmoving heart can't just stand there and watch you slowly leave him. Despite the negativity be brings into your life, he actually gets really fuckin anxious when he doesn't know or understand what you're doing. It's so troublesome how you make him feel. Yeah, being bored as shit is bad, but seeing you, the only thing that could ever bring him down to his knees unwillingly, slip away with nothing but disdain for him? Fuck no. He won't accept it. Shuji would rather kill you and then himself than have to bear the strange feeling of pain, or what other people call heartbreak, by his lonesome self.

Should he ever say he loves you, that would be the point of no return for the both of you. His hands have you tight in his clutches. No way out, no way back in for anyone else.

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hella1975 · 1 year

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*crawling from debris bloody and breathless with tears in my eyes* hrrngh. my. my assignments. they are completed

#IM FUCKING DONE #I BARELY DID ANYTHING TODAY TBH BC WE'D BASICALLY DONE THE GROUP PROJECT #BUT STILL EVEN JUST THE KNOWLEDGE OF AN ASSIGNMENT IS ENOUGH TO DAMPEN THE MOOD #FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU #BUT IM FREE NOW #FOR A FEW WEEKS AND THEN IT'S SUMMER EXAM SEASON BUT WHO CARES #WRITING TIME BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#gonna do a little to-do list here:#1. taob ch42 #2. TAMS PLOT OUTLINE (fun thing about tams is while literally ALL of my other wips are outlined basically minute-by-minute #like the level of detail i put into the outline before even writing a single sentence is INSANE #tams just doesnt have an outline. ive just got bullet points of Main Scenes that are happening so i at least know plot twists #and things like that #but everything in-between is just me freestyling lmfao #BUT ive recently had some superrrr good plot ideas so i think im gonna properly do her outline now #bc tams is turning out wayyyyy better than anticipated like it intially was a fun little passion project #but now it's like 'oh shit you could Be Something'.#ANYWAY)#3. tams ch5 and respond to ch4 comments/asks #FUN :))))#taob is the only one i TECHNICALLY need done by the end of march but it's nice having 'deadlines' for things i actually enjoy #also my flatmate's OLD flatmate (V) who i saw a lot last year bc i basically just invaded their flat every single day #like i was there ALL THE TIME their flat was the main base of operations #so even though V was just 'my friend's flatmate' he still became my friend on his own and joined our pres a lot etc etc #and his girlfriend visits from the next city over a lot and she's genuinely the loml i really like her #but obvs since they all moved out of that flat for second year i literally HAVENT SEEN V OR HIS GIRLFRIEND SINCE #BUT THEYRE COMING TO OURS FOR SOME DRINKS TONIGHT <333 we're literally just gonna catch up and play wii #and today is also my friend's bday so tomorrow our main group is going for bottomless brunch #AND i decided to be the bigger person with the other flatmate that i fell out with #so we're both fine again now and it's lifted more of a weight off me than i realised <3

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waywardsalt · 1 year

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uuuhhhhh wrote a segment of the ganonbeck thing on my phone (this whole thing isnt written on my phone i just have future scenes hashed out on phone) so i figured id share it for: giving a snippet of it bc why not, and to maybe get some feedback on writing ganondorf and the specific concept he talks about?

(this isnt indicatives of the whole fic just a scene delving into ganondorf’s personal conflicts and a little bit of worldbuilding or something. would appreciate some feedback or tips or whatever on this since im not sure if. i wrote this idea well. also hope its generally interesting/fun to read)

#salty talks #tbh tho i think this does kinda set up the dynamic between them and why ganondorf is drawn to linebeck maybe #linebeck is. hes funny in a good mood. he helps lighten ganondorfs mood and helps him disengage from serious stuff #he is also supportive of him fucking killing the king of hyrule. but hes mostly someone that helps ganondorf loosen up #ganondorf is this cunning wise man who holds lofty ambitions and is influenced by the history of his people and lets it motivate him #and linebeck is the image of the cat with the label ‘father i crave violence’ hes a lil ooc and chaotic but he thinks the hylian king sucks #this fic is mostly a lighthearted gay little thing where theyre both in lighter moods exploring the desert #but does have snippets like this about ganondorfs discontent with the hylian kingdom and linebeck struggling with his mental health #making it so it doesnt really exist in a vacuum and can feed into a possible future longer au fic idea #tbh been leaning into linebeck having a similar distaste for the hylian monarchy to ganondorf and carrying it into post ph #which fits in neatly with the headcanon that he is half gerudo so. pieces fitting together #this is mostly unedited btw so if it comes off as rough then yeah. its a first draft #topical with people talking more about the uncomfy way the zelda games approach imperialism n stuff #so i mostly worry about how i write about it here cuz its a concept im still new to and not sure how to really approach #if you saw the version with the images in the wrong order no you didnt #but seriously please let me know how i did writing what ganondorf talks about handling him is scary to me and i want to do good #ganonbeck #linebeck #ganondorf #they are tagged now rejoice

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hirokiyuu · 2 years

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52. Sol/Dys >///<

52. things you said with my lips on your neck

"Will you miss me?"

He doesn't mean for it to slip out but he can't catch it in time; with their mouth on his neck Sol pauses. "Of course I will," they murmur, breath ghosting against his skin. "But I want you to be happy more than I want you to stay."

His fingers spasm against their skin, pulling them in tighter. He can't say anything to that. "...I mean..." they hesitate, face tilting further into his neck. "It's what you want, right? To leave, and join the Gardeners...?"

"...Yeah," he says, because he does. He does. He's wanted to join them since he was sixteen and Sym let slip it was a possibility; he's wanted it since he was ten and an inhuman stranger crawled out of the forest. He's wanted it since he was five years old and he knew his mother wasn't coming back ever again. To stop living like this. To stop being human. And yet --

"Okay," says Sol, before pressing a kiss once more to his skin. "Then you'll go, and I'll miss you, but you'll be happy and that means I'll be happy too. Got it?"

"Yeah," says Dys again, and even as their hands flutter at the edge of his shirt, he's thinking of that night in Wet, looking up at them from where he'd crouched in the gutter, and how if they'd only asked he would've put the bomb down instead.

#i think a lot abt the false solution of dys leaving as a teenager...... makes me sad #this is from my ninth run sol specifically lol. who does this #im sad........ abt them.................#they are in love and yet. and yet #cat sent slow dance to the gc and captioned it dyssol so i did write this listening to it on repeat which is why the mood is. Like That #thinking also abt dys wanting to be asked to stay. hahahahaha (in tears)#ghhhhhhhhhh dyssol...............#i was a teenage exocolonist #i was a teenage exocolonist spoilers #how do you writing #asks #ask meme #va1iant viridity #i think the time between setting the bomb and glow is just. sad teen romance hours #i actually have some other similar stuff from this run #just....... makes me sad tbh #ghhhhhh dyssol............

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aphoticforest · 5 months

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When Grusha is annoyed by Rika, he goes back to the overly formal way of addressing her that we see in the DLC.

I can definitely see it happening as per usual couple arguments 🫡

Or in the future when they're married and Rika still flirts with women (he doesn't mind that she's bi of course, but doing it when they're married is different).

It's one thing to say it to her when they're not married, no one will question it. But when they are married, it would lead to people asking and all that. He prefers to wait until they have privacy to formally address her in a snarky tone.

To bring Poppy into this, I can imagine this happening where she could possibly overhear, leading her to worriedly ask Rika later. She assures Poppy that it wasn't too serious.

I'd also imagine that Grusha chooses to be alone with his Pokemon while both he and Rika cool off from arguing. Maybe even going snowboarding to feel better...

#permafrostshipping #rika x grusha #grusha x rika #rika pokemon #grusha pokemon #pokemon sv #i really liked this ask tbh #it gets me out of my comfort zone (fluff)#and this really does seem like grusha behavior #even though in game he's polite to her 🥺#also im sorry for taking long to respond to this 😭#i have to get my mind in the right mood set to write these good #it just makes it easier for me :p #sorry if it's short btw 😞

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helianskies · 1 year

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came up with the most 'owie my heart' scene ever in the shower and god help me if i am ever going to be able to write it down

#ive been in a horror mood lately okay #and this one just kinda got out of hand #it came out of nowhere and smacked me around the face tbh #helia writes #im sad now :(#i habe made myself sad with my imaginary sad scenes :(

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semercury · 9 months

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I don't want to be at work I want to be home writing some silly little words.

#stuff sarah says #jk id probably be working on an s+ run in re/4/r #(tryna not get picked up by tags)#but we finished the cle/on movie/mini series last night and it breathed new life into my fic idea #tbh i was sad there was just crumbs but i think thats all any shipper gets with this series #but i wanted to write this fic before i work more on my cringe fic bc its short #and i love instant gratification #and i have a title. its some fu/n. lyrics if that tells you the mood...#''if youre right here why do i miss you so much?''#and with ''now i just wait for you to talk to me but you wont even look at me baby'' as some ~flavor text~#came up with the fic by being like ''they should get smoothies together :)'' with the bestie #and now im gonna make it sad #babe if you see this i def will send you snippits as i write the rough draft #anyway. i dont want to be at work for a lot of reasons #it feels weird. theres too many people here tonight #and i think we're gonna get done super early with stuff we needed to do?#idk. id rather be home #i dont want to work anymore ever. i think i should be paid for having amazing takes on fictional characters #and being mildly interesting to talk to and being bad at video games but still having a good time #that last one is a real talent. real gamers take their L's #anyway

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non-un-topo · 10 months

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Was tagged by @polarcell to make a fanfiction trope tier list! Thank you, my friend <33 S tier is tropes I will always love and read. Just a simple sort of base. God I'm specific... A tier is for tropes I also enjoy, but not for every fic / all the time. B tier are tropes that are in the middle for me. I generally like them, but only look for them occasionally or when I'm in the right mood. C tier is for tropes that don't interest me, but which I will sometimes indulge in depending on the fic! And D tier is the no-thank-you tier lol.

Tagging @spacegirlsgang @the73rdpostscript and @maddielle!

#i hope this image is legible lol. the quality might be really poor #brain is going ~~im so boooriiiing~~ but it's okie #had an epiphany a while back that was basically like: Oh. i just don't like reading/writing ROMANCE!#which is why a lot of fic tropes don't speak to me (centrality of romance). but it does depend on my mood/craving #i very much write what i want to read i guess dfghgfds #if i wasn't afraid there would be a lot more in the c and d tiers lol. but it's hard to decide tbh. it also just really depends #on the way a fic is written sometimes #like the vibes and such

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hellguarded-moved · 11 months

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// whoops. sorry i went radio silent. this week i've been preoccupied with my new job application, new gw2 xpac was just announced, and then i spent the last 2 days binging a webtoon. lotsa stuff going on for me rn.

#ERROR ( );#// will i be back to here? idk! im lurking but #// my motivation to actually write has been p low #// i wanna play gw2 a lot due to all the new content that dropped recently + the beta periods + i'm behind on the older content too lmao #// i also have a lot of new ideas for some drawings that i wanna realize but i need a specific mood to Actually draw #// and also i have a month until my physical tests for the police so i've been preparing for that too now that they've told us what exact #// disciplines they will be testing us in. and there's also some psychological tests i'll have to undergo for that.#// it's uh. certainly keeping me busy!#// i've never been this determined for something so that's p exciting on its own for me aswell. i rly wanna do my bestest on the tests #// i'm mostly reachable on discord tbh

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spinoff-antithesis · 1 year

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finally cracked im writing my theories on color symbolism in rottmnt god help me

#kitty rambles #its mostly abt karai n casey (sr) rn bc i thought too long abt the color green (look me dead in the eyes and say casey isnt red + green)#but i wanna extend it to the boys april + MAYBE splinter and sunita but idk much abt sunita and im in a rise!humans mood atm #its all rly bullet points i havent written a real essay in fucking ages and theyre so hard to WRITE #damn imagine graduating college and still writing essays couldnt be me!! <- its me hi im the problem its me #the things i do bc of my adhd #this is ALSO making me think too hard abt casey & karai i adore them so much i wish we got more of them i wish s2 hadnt been canceled #ALSO TEAL IS CASEY JR LIKE. YOU GOTTA HEAR ME OUT ON THIS /gets shot #i think a solid secondary color for him would be white tbh #in part bc he's the result of an entire generation's worth of love and reflects that in everything he is. but also bc of some of the meaning

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sanchoyo · 1 year

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Ik i don't talk abt bnha much anymore (I tend to wait to binge read stuff anyway and do go thru phases of being obsessed then completely ignoring stuff for months to years until I remember I Like It, but admittedly I've lost interest with it a lil bit regardless) but like. I get baffled when ppl lump bnha in with 'crazy fandoms' or whatever. yeah its a big fandom and im SURE theres discourse the likes of which i could never imagine (I am very good at blocking and blacklisting tho lol) but. it was genuinely, for me, one of the MOST positive fandom experiences I've ever had! ppl were always very very nice to me and supportive and I used to get so many nice ppl leaving comments or sending asks, and it actually makes me a lil teary to think abt bc. I am a very shy person tbh! and I always kinda worried the type of content I posted wouldn't be received well, but it was always met with kindness, and even when ppl disagreed with me they'd stay polite and thank me for explaining why and it always stayed very civil? so its hard not for me to look back on it fondly.

like for whatever problems I have w the series or direction its taken my experience was OVERWHELMINGLY positive and idk if thats just because I was firmly in the villains stan camp or what but. very grateful for it idk I'm just rereading old reviews and getting very nostalgic and happy if I could make ppl happy with it bc it made me happy too ;w; ill always be fond of the lov and a lot of the characters anyway. I still care for them very much. whenever bnha ends u guys gotta lmk if they get happy endings bc if not I'll be glad to write a fix it fic 👍

#to be FAIR. ive never had any super BAD fandom experiences either. i like to think im p good at being chill and reasonable and maybe that #kinda attracts similar ppl?? or. idk honestly but im glad for it lol #but bnha fandom overwhelmingly was supportive like. i had the nicest anons for it...i got the cutest merch sent to me for nothing?? that #was SO NICE I STILL HAVE IT BTW. i wonder if the person who sent it still follows me even tho i dont post bnha...#i mean i do every now and then when the mood strikes but ye #oh also danny phantom fandom was rly nice too abt my oc!!! my god she still has more notes than ANY oc post ive ever made #baffling how many cool ppl liked her and i got fanart for her too???#im always like. ugly crying when i get fanart of any kind JKASDHKF or fan works!!#very very very cool and nice....#sanchoyorambles #i want to write more fics sometime but i am STILL burnt out on writing from nano tbh?? it was SO EXHAUSTING #i HAVE fic concepts altho not bnha exactly #i do have bnha fics i could add to the wip comp that im never gonna finish but post regardless #altho tbh that wasnt received the best so maybe not...#:thinking:#there are some warm healer wips in there....i think #??#would have 2 check #also very funny bnha fact my sister is also a lov stan and has spinner merch in her car lol #same hat. we r truly related #me and a friend were talking abt smth related to this earlier #i dont get into good/perfect media much #bc i have this need to FIX THINGS #bnha fits that. i could fix her #ive never claimed its the Best Anime Ever but I CAN FIX HER *with a sledgehammer*

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useryennefer · 2 years

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#in my 'im so annoying everyone hates me' era #especially when it comes to my mutuals #i feel like im so irritating whenever i reblog something (mainly from my drama mutuals tbh)#and i write some insane tags lmao #and like i try to interact with them but i barely get any response #and i know that everyone is busy/not in the mood etc but this is my general experience #and i honest to god think its bc im annoying 😐 well.#anyway this shall past too i guess #or something hdfhdbfh #personal

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athousandbyeol · 2 years

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Chapters: 1/3 Fandom: รักโคตรร้ายสุดท้ายโคตรรัก | KinnPorsche: The Series (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham/Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun Characters: Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham, Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Macau Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun Additional Tags: Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Vulnerability, Melancholy, Introspection, Sad, Lowercase, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Heartbreak, Pain, Tears, Character Study Series: Part 4 of for vegaspete Summary:

pete speaks the language of tenderness. vegas talks about love in torture and pain.

but it's going to be fine this time.

[a sequel to break me again]

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pinnithin-writes · 3 months

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i need to get my ass in another fiction workshop course next semester so im pressured to write something actually interesting

#i say interesting as if what im writing right now isnt #it is its just #i can write at a much higher caliber #i guess i need the pressure of peer review to kick my ass about it #im not in any fiction classes this semester im just cruising through poetry and publishing #not actually writing anything substantial #feels weird #idk. idk whats going on im kinda in a mood tonight #i need to send my work to some magazines tbh like i know how ive done it before #im not being challenged enough and its making me weird about my writing ability #pin talks #hmmm. ignore this

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