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the-fiction-witch · 6 months

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22nd Goth Vs Punk

Media Pistol

Character Malcolm

Couple Malcom X Reader

Rating Angsty

Halloween Day 22

I sat on the sofa watching the tv the music playing from the speaker watching the top of the pops and their musical performance tonight, while I had little Elis in my arms in her PJs sucking on her bottle of milk.

"Malcolm?" I spoke up

"Ummm?" He hummed as he sat up at his deck clacking away on his typewriter

"Can I ask you something?"

he reached the end of his sentence and ran a hand through his hair before turning on his chair to face me "Yes pet?" he sighed leaning his arm on the chair and his hand on his face

"What's the difference between goth and punk?" I asked

Ohhhh Christ the look that I received.

You'd think I'd just slapped his sainted mother.

"I was just curious"

"How long of an explanation do you want?"

"How long can you give me?"

"Ohh I can give you an explanation back to the rise of paganism in Western society but I have a feeling you don't want that far"

"Uhh no thank you, Malcolm, you have till Elis finishes her bottle then I have to get this little nugget to bed"

"Okay so, Goth as a fashion, music and style movement primarily takes influence from the Victorian and their romanticising of darker more morbid concepts, things like graveyard walks, death portraits, and other more macabre things."

"Humanities goth era"

"Pretty much,"

"Why?"

"In Victorian times you had a lot of advancements in the sense of connectivity and publishing, both of which made people far more aware than ever before, that the world has always been horrible, murder, madness and such but you can argue the Victorians where the first fully aware of just how bad it was before that we had wars, politics, or just plain work to have to do so people didn't think about it yes death was rampant and everyone knew that but people couldn't pick up a paper and read just how bad it really was, people went from being aware of the hundred people in their area to the whole country and even the world and that's a lot more death and horror with your toast. Plus there was a massive spike in death given cities became huge industrial powerhouses and permanently fucked up the world which we are still recovering from. People became more aware of death and thus became more morbid as a side effect." He explained "And modern goth is a continuation of the moody, poetic dark romanticism." He explained "It's the wear all black, pretend you're a vampire, sits in a graveyard and frown mentality. it's the world is awful and I have to sit in it." He explained "But Punk, Punk comes from the natural human spark of rebellion, it's the world is awful and I'm gonna fucking do something about it, it's the fuck everything because the world is awful, the utter rebellion against everything and doing stuff just because you want to but mostly to disturb the establishment. I wanna spray paint my jacket but that's not normal, punk says fuck it I wanna do it. I wanna die my hair neon green, ohhh some old torie wouldn't like that so you fuck them and do it anyway. It's fighting! Violence! anger!"

"Against who?"

"Against everyone! and everything! It's pure uncontrolled rage."

"So in short terms, goth is the world is awful but what can you do Let lean into the madness and darkness of the world, Verses Punk which is the world is awful so fuck everyone and everything I'm gonna fight it"

"Exactly my pet"

"What am I?"

"Ohh you're a goth"

"Am I?"

"You made me get you in to see Joy Division?"

"That was fun."

"You own nothing but black clothes"

"I own some... red. And I know I have a white shirt in there."

"It's not white It's one of mine from Viv with the tits on it"

"Fair enough" I sighed as Elis finished her bottle

"Give her here" he says so I handed her over as he was always better at burping her and I think he just wanted to cuddle her

"If I'm a goth what does that make you?"

"Uhh a punk obviously, I invented it"

"But you just-"

"I invented the modern version of it"

"Did you?"

"Uhh hello, Seductions? New York dolls? sex pistols?"

"One of those was Viv"

"I helped!"

"Okay take those out, I don't exactly see you out protesting or yelling fuck off at the House of Commons"

"I mean that's mostly because I have to be back before bedtime," He says "Don't I Sweetie?" he cooes

"There is much anarchy that can be done before bedtime" I laughed "She sure knows that"

"Yeah, little chaos creature aren't you, my little punk princess" He cooed bouncing her on his thighs

"So?"

"I've been writing angry letters"

"Woo so has an eighty-year-old in Essex"

"I mean we're in a relationship with a child out of wedlock, and I have another child also out of wedlock with another woman I don't live with, and I've been divorced... six times?"

"Nine"

"Ohh, that's getting high now. You can't count Priya she married me for a visa"

"It lasted two hours but you were still married Malcolm I have the paperwork"

"Fine," he sighed "That's pretty anti-establishment considering even one divorce or one child out of wedlock is kinda taboo"

"I'd argue it's being normalized, what else? what have you done recently to stick it to the metaphorical man"

"I'm not paying council tax,"

"Yes we are"

"No, we're not"

"...what!"

"No we're not, are we? Nooo we're not paying the terrible government not one penny are we sweetie? Nooo Daddy burns all their letters in the garden, don't we? And my little princess helped too letting daddy use her to wipe her bump on their court order" He cooed as Elis began to giggle

"That's why our bins haven't been emptied in like a year!"

"yeah?"

"Malcolm! we have an infant. The bin stores stinks of baby shit and vomit"

"I'm not paying it."

"Yes, you fucking are."

"No, I am not! anarchy! rebellion! screw the government"

"yeah, that's fine doing stuff you wanna do like going against censorship, free speech, and going against the government policies. But it's a whole other thing Malcolm when it comes back and bites you in the ass so that you're 'rebellion' means your family has to live like fucking rats"

"It's the-"

"You dare say it's the principle of the thing I will shove her next nappy up your ass- wait what court order?"

"Yeah we got a court order about not paying it"

"And you did what with it?"

"Elis had a dirty nappy."

"So. you. did. what." I asked feeling like I was about to have an aneurysm

"I took the old nappy off, threw it away used the court order letter like a baby wipe to clean her up, put a fresh nappy on, and stuck the letter in a return envelope" He explained

"But you didn't throw it away, because the bins aren't getting emptied, you can probably go out and find the exact nappy outside in the bin pile" I complained "What did they say? when they got it?"

"......well"

"Malcolm" I warned

"there may be a warrant out for my arrest."

"Ohh dear god" I sighed

"It's fine, Daddy just can't go some places on our walks, can we sweetie? noo" he cooed giving her kisses

"You're going to the court and paying it. tomorrow" I told him taking Elis back and heading to her room to put her down giving Elis a kiss and leaving her little light on before shutting the door

"But Anarchy!"

"No!" I told him

"But.. anarchy," he says sheepishly

"tomorrow. fix it."

"Or else what?"

"Or else you're getting cut off from your punk princess" I warned

"Ever?"

"Ever."

"And you can never touch your thick thighed hot goth girlfriend ever again"

"You're an evil little goth girl" he pouts

"That's why you love me Malcolm" I smiled giving his cheek a kiss "Sort it out."

"I'll go down tomorrow"

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artofapeach · 2 years

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I notice a lot of people tend to skip over the Robo Fizz encounter in Loo Loo Land. I've seen people say Robo Fizz as a character is completely unnecessary and we should've just seen Fizzarolli there. But I feel like Robo Fizz foreshadows how big Fizzarolli is (among other things). Like he has successful robo copies of himself who is also successful. If we saw him in person there I don't think anyone would believe he was more successful than Blitzo.

GOD YES THIS IS SUCH A MAJOR PET PEEVE OF MINE

Like okay, first of fuckall, Blitz’s relationship with robo Fizz and real Fizz are WAY different. Blitz barely blinked an eye at robo Fizz, then when robo antagonized him, he was argumentative and hostile.

With real Fizz? He hid! He literally went “No FUCKING way! Not HIM!” and hid behind a menu *cough*likeonedoeswhentheyseetheirex*cough* He was scared, nervous, maybe guilty? There wasn’t that same hostility. It’s clear that he cared for the real one compared to the robot.

I don’t even think that’s the last we’ll see if robo Fizz. He may come up again and Blitz can deal with his weird relationship with him. I’m also a fan of the headcanon that real Fizz doesn’t even like the robots, so we may also see their relationship.

Two is your point, anon! It truly shows how big Fizz is! He’s not just some upcoming stand up comedian. He’s big enough to sell out and make copies of himself. It’s like the fucking Minions, but it’s a sexy jester instead of weird bananas.

And threeeeee, which is my favorite point~

Even if robo Fizz was unnecessary as a character, too bad. It’s fiction. There’s no right way to write it. Unnecessary characters are fun and healthy even. It’s Viv’s story and she can do what she wants. I hope she adds more unnecessary characters—I’ll love them all the same :)

Really wish people would use this energy to write their own story instead of bashing Viv’s kandjsjwnjd

#hey an ask #not art #rant #long post #helluva boss #fizzarolli #robo fizz

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emeraldwhump · 2 years

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Thinking about Viv /Jasper dynamic so I put together some ramblings I have about it.

Officially they are friends with benefits nothing more.

But from Jasper's perspective,

He has the biggest crush on Viv but trying so hard (and failing so hard) to keep this casual and not to let anyone (including himself) see that (the funniest thing is that Jasper tells /convince himself that no one can notice too) and it would generally look something like this:

His friends trying to be supportive : "whaaat? No of course its not obvious, look at me I'm so shocked right now when you told me you have a crush on her. So. Shocked"

Jasper himself being like: "hmmmmm I don't want to see her in any pain /distress ever and I care so much about her being comfortable,,, I wonder what's this about"

"What do you mean me calling her feyechka means something? I have cute pet names for all my hookups, there's umm curly haired chick, a redhead green eyed dude, and that one wierd person... See everyone gets one"

"So maybe she is the prettiest, funniest girl I've ever seen, with the most amazing hair on this side of the globe,,,, it's normal to be a bit attracted to the people you sleep with..."

His friends just respond with:...... Dude.

Jasper: "yeah just friends with benefits nothing more going on on my part whatsoever but do you think she likes me god I hope she likes me"

Friends :......... D U D E

Generally Jasper being completely oblivious that his crush is very obvious to everyone:

"I look through all my flings social media to find out what flowers they like and buy it to them..... Completely normal casual one night stand behavior"

Said to a friend of his: "Hey you stop looking at her like that! She's mine non-exclusive, fuck buddy not yours, so keep away!"

Friends banging their heads on the table: "just ask her out already please we beg you we can't take this wierd pinning or whatever is this anymore"

Meanwhile Jasper "I'm a master of Emotion™... Anyway do you think asking her how her day's going after I sent her goodnight and good morning text is overdoing it??? Naaah it can't be, maybe I'll throw a meme in there to show how truly casual I am about this relation...You know as I said Master of Emotion™"

Friends are taking bets if he's going to talk to her like a normal person or if he will blurt out "i love you" or "marry me" one day without warning

Akskeke Jasper looking at sleeping Viv: " isn't she just the most perfect person to ever live? In a causal way of course, the same casual way I composed a melody inspired by how light plays in her hair"

everyone : "omg buddy so good you told us about your crush on her we would have never guessed"

This might be a spoiler alert but I plan on writing it someday but, Viv getting sick while guys are out of town, not like flare but just common cold.

Jasper later to his friend who said "I think you like her": "what do you mean <dude it's so fucking obvious at this point > I would invite every single one of my hookups to my place to make sure they aren't alone and cook them a healthy warming vegetable broth because they don't eat meat, and spent the day making sure they drink enough and have plenty of rest and specifically buy tea for them because I don't drink it but she, I mean that theoretical person does, I would also cancel my plans and spend my day with them on the couch playing video games so they won't be bored or marvel at their amazing embroidery skills because wow they really are so talented... Checking if they have a fever every five minutes is normal too. It's just called basic human decency, and good manners you uncultured swine "

" Um sure thing buddy"

From Vivianne's perspective

I really think after Jude, drugs and everything her confidence in relationship at least is literally below the ground at this point, because she's convinced that she probably just makes him mad with whatever she does and like as soon as he finds someone without the baggage/problems it's over and just sort of preparing herself for it

Generally Viv being the only one to believe Jasper's cool collected guy exterior because she was the only one who hasn't seen him talk for 20 minutes straight about how pretty her hair is

Viv talking to a mutual friend who definitely had to listen to Jasper talk about her one too many times: "I mean I like him a lot but I'm scared of a relationship and I don't know if he even interested in me that way, I mean I feel like I only create problems for him and he's bored of me or will be soon, he would probably laugh me off if I asked to be something more, and that's not what we agreed on so he would just get mad about me running it...

A friend: Please Just Take My Word For It when I say he's "probably" interested

Viv being insecure about how Jasper would even want to spent time with her at all leave alone a relationship with her: Do you think he's just with me out of boredom, and will move on once he finds someone nicer without all this problems???

Mutual friend reading a five paragraph essay text from Jasper about how pretty light in Viv's hair looked this morning : hmm I don't really think so

Friends probably take notes during jasper's ramble sessions to just quote him later and having a rant ready about every possible complex Viv could have

"my nose is too big/hooked I bet he would prefer a girl with a button nose" - Jasper's rant about how pretty and unique and special her nose is

"I still look like a bag of bones after all that wouldn't he prefer someone with something to look at??" Jasper gushing about how he picked her up from the couch and carried her to bed this one time and how he would love to just carry her everywhere"

Later when they manage to get into a relationship I know two cute details for sure: Viv likes to flirt i think after Jude she was doing that just coldly mechanically at work, but if she felt more secure with Jasper I guess it would start coming back so Viv would get flirty in public and Jasper literally responding with: 😍😍

Also I imagine Jasper just picking Viv up in bridal carry randomly and carrying her whenever he wants her to get, idk i feel like he would enjoy it and Viv would probably laugh /don't mind so.

Jasper's friends being like "dude we're really supportive of your wierd crush whatever but there might be as slight problem here"

"Yeah what?"

Cue Cole entering the cafe putting his knife back and complaining about blood on his shoes

When it comes to Viv side with Sasha and Cole I think something like this:

"ummmmmm"

Sasha walks in behind him with his usual Glare™

Jasper : "ummmmm you know what it's too early to talk about it yet, I wouldn't like to scare her away....

It's after Jasper met Vivianne so obviously Cole had to say he has a twin /bring her with him before so all of them would know about her but to him Jasper just knows Viv from that one meeting.

I imagine Cole describing an argument they had with Viv where she was obviously in the wrong and Jasper is just like

"I don't know it seems like your sister might have a point, and even if not you shouldn't talk to her like that! What were you thinking disagreeing with her?! .. I care about relationships between siblings,,, my parents are divorced and all...."

"Guess not all people can sw that she's literally the most incredible... girlfriend... Umm... date.... ooopps, I mean sister - the most incredible sister one could ask for..."

After Cole leaves, one friend:"I mean I know she's his twin but honestly idk what's all this fuss is about, she's not that hot and tbh she seems like a bitch...."

Jasper outraged gasp "you take that back! She's the hottest sweetest person ever! I mean she's our friend's sister it's rude to talk about her like that! You clearly don't deserve to be with her,.... I mean to be graced by her presence" ooffff saved it that sounds cool and casual

So just in general two very oblivious people very in love.

I don't have time for a moodboard so take some Jasper's faceclaims

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#Viv/Jasper #ship dynamic #whump ship #whump ship dynamic #Vivianne #Jasper

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m-an-u · 3 years

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#fuck I relate so much to viv I’ve never seen my scenario presented like that onscreen fuck #this is EXACTLY how it is #you do something nice for the teacher once they make you their pet soon you’re the ‘responsible’ one #and when something goes wrong at a school trip #you’re caught between snitching and losing your chance at better opportunities #so the first time. I snitched and then the entire class hated me #so the next year I didn’t and the teacher said she was ‘very disappointed’ and did not expect this from me #I hate the hope the principal so much ughhhhh #me.txt #se #sex education s3 #atleast in their case the principal is it right evil #in mine they’re always ‘nice’ and’doing what’s best for us’

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xxisxxisxxis · 3 years

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"Babe?" I call as I come in from the hottub, wrapped in a towel, holding my bottle of Pepsi.

Duff's sitting on the couch when I come in, reaching his hand out to grab mine.

"We're celebrating tonight," Duffs tells me, grinning around his cigarette, and I raise my brows.

"For what?" I question him curiously.

"It's been two months since we started dating." He replies.

"And that's worth celebrating?" It comes out before I can stop myself and his smile slowly falters.

"I think so, but if you don't want to—"

"—I didn't mean for it to come out like that, Duff." I tell him.

"No, Viv, it's fine." He assures me.

"I meant, we aren't really a couple, so—" I stop myself once more realizing the grave I'm digging myself as he looks at me with a slightly raised brow, blowing smoke from his nose. "—I'm gonna shut up. What time are we going out?"

"Just whenever." He mumbles and I frown a little.

"Duff, I didn't mean it like that, either, alright? I didn't think you actually considered us a 'couple' since I'm still technically married and you're like a mistress or something." I run a hand through my hair.

"Well, we're having sex, we go out together, we have conversations about our future together, neither of us are seeing other people or have an interest in seeing other people—I assume—so, either we're dating or wasting each other's time."

"Okay, we're dating." I say.

"Are you sure?"

"Duff, seriously?" I question.

"I'm dropping it." He ignores me, reaching for his cigarettes on the coffee table. "I gotta go grab a couple things from my apartment and I'll be back later."

"Alright." I reply, taking in a deep breath before mentioning, "hey if you get back and I'm not here it's because I'm gonna try to find Izzy a little later because we need to talk about something."

"Alright, I love you." He kisses my hair quickly and grabs his keys.

"I love you too." I tell him and he shuts the door.

As soon as he's gone I'm rushing to the guest bathroom and opening the cabinet under the sink, grabbing the grocery bag of pregnancy tests that have yet to be taken.

"God, if you love me…" I say, finishing the prayer in my mind.

Children are and always have been a blessing in my eyes, but that didn't mean I wanted a child then.

"Well, I'll be damned." Izzy mumbles, eyes squinting slightly, holding the test I plopped onto the bar in front of him as he peers into the little window of plastic, seeing another, "|" as opposed to the recent "||" we had seen on my first test.

This is negative test number five of five taken over the course of three days…

"I'm not pregnant." I repeat to him, taking this last test as the set in stone reality.

"Congrats, your gig isn't quite up, yet." He says, grinning crookedly and I roll my eyes as he throws back another shot before saying, "So, here ya go," he digs in his pocket and puts two condoms packets on the bar in front of me, making me shove at his arm, "you obviously don't have any." He states.

"I do, I just don't like using them." I reply, glancing around, seeing the coast is clear of anyone I know in the crowded room.

"You like living on the edge or something?" He questions, aggravating me.

"I like..." I hesitate instead of brazenly saying what I want to. "...you know…"

He furrows his brows and looks at me for a moment.

"...You like what?" He asks me, genuinely not understanding and I sigh.

"I like…that." I widen my eyes slightly for "that," hoping he catches on.

Nothing.

"I don't understand half of what you say so—"

"—I like cum." I rip the bandaid off and he spits his drink out, squeezing his eyes closed to brace the burn of whiskey through his nostrils as well. "And ya know what? It loses its appeal when it's gummed up at the bottom of latex." I add, just to gross him out more.

"Viv, I didn't need to know that!" He scolds me, groaning, rubbing his face.

"Understand me now?" I sarcastically demand.

"Ughh," he wrinkles his nose.

"I like to feel i—"

"Shut up!" He covers his ears and I laugh. "Damn it, Vivian, go back to damn near leaving the room anytime someone mentioned sex." He complains.

"I don't feel weird about talking to you about it because you're like a girl friend." I shrug and he glares at me.

"I'm what?"

"Like a girl friend." I restate and he raises his brows.

"A girl friend?"

"Yeah." I nod.

"You really know how to break a man's balls without even thinking fucking twice about it." He gripes.

"I didn't mean anything bad by that." I say, genuinely.

"You don't tell a guy he's like a girl friend." He argues.

"Well, you are."

"Are what?" Axl's voice is over the crowd and me and Izzy both snatch at the test before he grabs it and hides it in his jacket pocket.

"Wondering what's going on with you and Tansy?" I change the subject quickly when he gets to us and he tries to hide his smile.

"Don't worry about it." He states.

Axl and Tansy, in a new-found relationship, were in a whirlwind of puppy love. So much so that not even a week later, Axl would propose and she would inevitably say, "yes."

"Where's Duff and the guys?" I ask Axl as he grabs a drink and sits beside Izzy and I, lighting a cigarette.

"Steven's with some Cheryl chick, Slash is next door at the strip bar, and Duff…" he trails off, furrowing his brows, "...I don't know where Duff is."

"Oh, well, we were supposed to go out tonight to celebrate our two month." I explain.

"Well, I haven't seen him." Axl shrugs.

"He said he was going to his apartment." I add.

"Haven't seen him." He replies again and I sigh.

"Okay, then, I'm probably gonna head home and just wait there for him."

"He's staying with you?" Axl asks and I nod.

"Yeah?"

"In Nikki's house?" Izzy adds.

"...Yes?"

They look at each other and then look at me.

"What?"

"Whore around much?" Axl comments, about to throw back his shot but I knock the glass from his hand and tiredly glare at him.

"A lot, actually." I reply. "Screw you."

I turn to go.

"Viv, c'mon," Izzy sighs as Axl storms off.

"No, I have some more whoring to go do while my husband's off." I tell him.

"He's an asshole, Vivian, you know that." He says in reference to Axl but I just keep walking.

When I get on the street, I head next door to see if he's by any chance with Slash.

Before I can head that way, I'm halting at the sound of a sharp whistle followed by, "God damn!"

Getting ready to get arrested, again, I turn and my hostility melts away.

Robbin's grinning at me.

"Where the hell have you been?!" I ask him as he walks to me.

"I was gonna ask you the same thing." He states, hugging me. "I've seen all the shit in the press and figured you'd gone to Japan with Nikki to work things out or whatever." He adds.

"There is no 'working things out,' Robbin." I reply and he furrows his brows.

"What?"

"I'm filing for a divorce when he gets back." I explain.

"What? No, Viv, you can't do that, you guys are Nikki and Viv." He tells me.

"No, we're Nikki and Heroin and Mistress and Viv." I smartly shoot back.

"I hate that you guys gotta go through this." He admits.

"Well, we got married knowing it might not work out." I shrug.

"Yeah, but seeing you two being married and making it work got me to realize it's something I want, too, you know? I just didn't think it'd be like this. You two used to be obsessed with each other." He rubs the back of his neck, frowning a little.

"Well, it is what it is, Robbin." I say.

"It's bullshit is what it is."

"Talk to him about it." I scoff.

"Rob, c'mon!" A couple friends he's with call down the street and we both look in their direction.

"Well, it was nice seeing you, we need to see each other more often, you know." I smile softly at him and he nods.

"I hope things work out, Viv. I really do." He reassures me and I nod.

"Thanks."

"See ya later." He grins, patting my cheek before going to his buddies.

"Later." I mumble as he goes.

I breathe out and head into the strip joint, not finding Slash or Duff or anyone I knew.

I eventually give up and just go home because I need to finish decorating for Christmas, anyway.

Hoping to find Duff at home, I instead come in to an empty house and a sleepy Whisky.

"Hey, boy." I step to him and reach down, petting him, feeling a small ache in my heart realizing how much he's grown since Nikki first got him a few months ago.

We were happy when he first got him.

Now look at us.

I force it out of mind and decide to get distracted with Christmas.

I should've got a shower and gone to bed because I ended up getting thrown into a pit of heartbreak all over again whilst trying to find our star for the Christmas tree that I swore I had put in a closet at some point last year to move it out of the way…

"C'mon, you've got it be here somewhere." I mumble, digging around on the top shelf, my hand feeling something familiar.

I furrow my brows and lift the random junk to see the Bible Nikki had gotten me for valentines day this year that had "gotten lost."

The star is a distant memory as I grab the Bible and step off the step-stool I was using and innocently open it where the ribbon is tucked by the back cover.

I see a scribbling of Nikki's handwriting.

Vivian,

I don't know if it's offensive to write in one of these, but my place in hell is already solidified so I might as well piss God off some more. Sorry, I know you don't like when I say I'm going to hell even though we both know it's true. The one problem I have with where I'm fated to spend eternity, is that I know you won't be there. I realized this exactly one year ago. I came pretty close to being over with and I would be burning currently (or just laying in the fucking ground, or flying around as a reincarnated bird, whatever the hell happens to us when we go) had I not made it through. I know I'm scaring you with how much I do, Viv. I hear you talking to God about it when you pray. You're afraid I'm not going to wake up one day. I'm afraid, too. I know, right, Nikki Sixx is scared of something, who would've thought? I'm afraid I'm going to take my last breath without telling you how much I love you. I knew I loved you that night you snuck me into your window and asked me to help you bullshit that damn thesis paper for your final. That was six years ago, almost, and I wish I would have been telling you that I love you all along, maybe it would have changed the path of certain things that have happened. I'm sorry for what I've done, what I'm doing, and what I will do. It's my cross to carry. It's not your fault, it never has been, it never will be. I hope you can forgive me if I'm not here this time next year...if I don't get any better, I'll be in a coffin before our tour ends. Jeez, this sounds like a suicide note. I promise that's not why I'm writing this. I hope I'm around as long as you are. I hope we're together in the next life, whether it's as two birds that mate for life, pecking at each other's eyes, or our spirits just find one another. If God is real, all I'll need is for him to let me know you've made it up there and that you'll be okay, and I'll go to Hell and take the brimstone and fire for all the damage I've done. Just don't forget me, whatever happens. I won't ever forget you. I love you, Vivian. I won't ever forget you. I love you.

—Nikki

My body locks up, my joints tensing, my nose burning as tears come to my eyes...I start shaking, an uncomfortable lump clogging my throat...fury encapsulates me.

I'm throwing the Bible at the wall, pulling at my hair, screaming and yelling incomprehensibly before finally choking out, "why didn't you tell me this?!" I bark at Nikki who's across the country and can't hear me.

But I'm saying it loud enough that he probably could if he really tried.

I guess a part of me might've considered staying with him had he expressed his feelings to me earlier on in our relationship. It's nice to hear, "I love you," even if someone doesn't mean it.

I felt robbed. I felt I deserved for Nikki to tell me that before I found out about Vanity...before he started choosing drugs over me...before I started sleeping with someone else…

I lay down and just stare at the mirror ceiling looking back at me, an ugly crack causing my reflection to scatter in multiples.

Nikki must've broken it at some point before leaving.

I don't know what the point of getting a mirrored ceiling was...perversion or whatever, I suppose. But the money and time spent repairing the damn thing over the years…

I glance at Whisky, curled up on Nikki's side of the bed, talking in his sleep while his back legs twitch a little.

Maybe he's actually reliving a good memory of Nikki.

All I can think of is,

"I got on it to help with my shoulder and finish my parts of the album so it would be ready in time." He tells me honestly.

"And your shoulder's healed now, Nikki. So why are you still bothering with it?" I ask, looking at him.

"It's not like I'm injecting the shit, Vivian." He argues, getting defensive. "Go read your Bible or pray or something...anything."***

And,

I throw the syringe at him, screaming out, "when did you start doing this?!" as tears reappear in my eyes.

I expect him to come fight me, he instead ignores my outburst and leans down to grab the box of needles.

I get up and follow after him, my hands shoving at his back, nearly causing him to trip over himself.

"Answer my fucking question!" I demand him, my voice shaking. I get the reaction I want, the plastic of syringes and metal of needles colliding loudly with the wall when he throws the box of them angrily and spins around.

"Vivian, it's just recreational. It's not serious. I got it under control." He tries to defend himself and I close my eyes, realizing I'll never win.

Then,

"Andy." I cry out, keeping my hands on Nikki's chest, but the Finnish rockstar keeps yelling back and forth with the dealer. "Andy." I repeat, louder, but he still doesn't hear me. "Andy!" I'm pleading in a holler, catching his attention. "I-I can't do this, I'm sick, just call an ambulance!" I beg and Andy heads to the phone hanging on the wall.

And,

"Vince, I'm scared." I say in a whisper.

"Viv, you guys are gonna be okay. I'm sure you'll find a way take fix things just to spite people saying you two won't last." He assures me, his hand rubbing comfortingly up and down my back. "Look at me." He says and I do, and he wipes at my tears. "It'll be fine, alright?" I nod. "Okay?"

"Okay." I reply, sniffling again.

Also,

I'm hitting the floor as fast as I can, screaming as my ears ache from the noise as he just starts shooting repeatedly, and the house shakes, my only chance of protection is getting under the bed and I rush to get there, covering my ears as my spine paralyzes with fear and more shots fire out. I hear things in our house breaking and shattering from buckshot that flies through the open doorway as Nikki is shouting "GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!" with raw tears in his voice.

Then,

"I'm getting married, look." Vanity states, taking her left hand out of Arsenio's hold and flashes a shining ring on her ring finger and my ears perk up, apparently Tansy's pulled from her drugged stupor, because her heavy eye lids pop open and her face pales when I look at her as I hear Arsenio comment, "okay, um, here's something for Jett magazine," going with the sudden turn of events presented by the starlet.

"Did you know she was engaged?" I ask Tansy and she's at a loss of words. "I didn't even know she was dating anybody."

"Vivian." Tansy's tone is dreadful and I wait for her to tell me about it, Arsenio cracking jokes in the background, causing Vanity's enthusiastic laughter to infiltrate the room.

"This is a beautiful ring." He states, grabbing my attention once more.

"Isn't it pretty?" Vanity agrees as he examines the rock on her finger.

"You, didn't you--"

"--Nikki Sixx." She interrupts him, and my brows furrow even more, confusion taking over me.***

And,

"How could you do this to me?!" I cry out as he starts trying to walk to me, trying to keep his anger low, but I get away from him, throwing a hotel lamp at him, only for it to shatter on the wall behind him. "What did I do to make you hate me so fucking much, Nikki?! To make you pursue another girl--one of my friends--so fucking hard that you propose to her?! Am I just that fucking forgettable?!" I'm throwing dirty dishes Tommy's used tonight, all of them breaking when they miss Nikki by merely centimeters, hitting the wall.

"Vivian, fuck it off!" He barks and I grab Tommy's switchblade off the nightstand, throwing it next, and it barely misses Nikki's face.

"I hate you!" I say back. "I fucking hate you!"

Finally,

“What's new…" He says with a small smirk, thinking about something before the corners of his mouth fall slowly. "...I've done a lot of shit." He starts and I look at him. "Shit I'm not proud of. I don't fucking know when to just do something a little bit. I can't have a bump, I've gotta go through an eight ball as fast as possible. I can't have a drink, I gotta drink the place dry. I can't have a serious girlfriend, I've gotta marry her." He says, and I glance at him and he shakes his head. "I can't just have a one-night stand, I gotta have a fucking affair." He finishes and I lick my lips, keeping my tears back. "This might be fucked up, but I've realized I don't feel like I shouldn't have had anything with her." He says in reference to Vanity and I furrow my brows. "I just feel like we shouldn't have gotten married to begin with."

I decide to have mercy on myself, refusing to relive anymore of our memories--good or bad--because they don't matter anymore and I don't even give myself time to think about how he finally decided to tell me he loved me after six years of jumping through hoops trying to earn it from him.

Careful not to wake the dog, I get out of bed, hearing Duff's car pull into the driveway, and glance at the clock.

How is it already 4:00a.m.?

I can't help but feel butterflies in my stomach, excited to see him because I've missed him.

When he gets in, he braces himself against the doorway of the foyer, cursing under his breath when his feet dare to slip from underneath him.

"Did you have fun?" I ask him softly, smiling at him and he slowly lifts his head to look at me.

"Y-You're still up?" He asks me, rubbing his face and I chuckle, taking a step to him.

"Yeah?" I reply, wrapping my arms around his waist…

...Noticing he's keeping his hand on his eyes as if he's rubbing them, and his lids are squeezed together.

"Are you okay?" I ask next, reaching up to pull his hand away from his eyes but he stops me.

"Yeah, baby, I'm fine, just go to bed and I'll be there in a second." He tells me calmly, slurring a little.

"Duff, what's wrong?" I don't listen, not buying it for a second.

"Viv…" he sounds disappointed. "Izzy'll be in here in a second."

"Just look at me," I giggle and move his hand again and he hesitates for a second, before sighing, looking me in the eyes.

I can't speak as pin-pointed pupils look down at me, the sudden smell of smack fumes on his clothes invades me, faint but still there.

I go to open my mouth to speak but I can't…

He's floating on heroin and my hopes of normality are drowned.

#nikki sixx #nikki sixx fanfiction #nikki sixx x oc #mötley crüe #gateway drug

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pebble-of-gold · 3 years

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Basil

Nov 2013 - Apr 2021

Rip Basil, my beautiful baby boy.

You meant so much to me and you were so special, I love you and there will never be a day I don’t love or miss you.

I know you were happy and lived a wonderful life, I took care of you as much as I could and Im sorry I wasn't there every day but it won't be the same without you. The living room won't look the same with the viv lights on and toothless is going to be lonely.

Its not fair, and I know its part of life but its the worst part and I sound like a selfish child for saying it's not fair, people have had it worse and lost more or list pets in worse ways but this was my worst.

I love you, and I know you're on the rainbow bridge playing with schmoo and granny, I know your smiling, but its gonna be hard for me to smile when I wake up to put the lights on and see you not there.

We're burying you in my t-shirt with bugs on it cause I know how much you liked bugs and your favourite Tunnocks teacake towel to keep you warm. You were too big for the wicker basket We're burying you in so we had to move your tail so it was parallel to your little pancake body. We're gonna put you in the garden under the new crockery and use your rock and logs in the garden and your viv is going to the SSPCA, we wanted to throw it away because it was YOUR viv and no one can ever be you but its going to a good home.

I love you my baby boy. I'll forever remember bringing you home, this tiny little lizard who barely fit my hand. I'll remember choosing you, the smallest dragon of them all but you gave me a kiss on the cheek and I knew you were mine. I miss you and I love you.

#bearded dragon #rip #pet pics #reptiles #lizards #loss #rip to my pet #love #i miss you

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thedreadvampy · 3 years

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My mom used to breed snake and I told her about what happen to Udon and asked her opinion about the situation and this is what she had to say: "I'm so sorry for what your going through losing your baby snake. That can be very hard. I use to raise snakes and love them to death. From what you've said this wasn't your fault. The breeder may or may not have noticed a problem. I assume you were trying to feed pinky mice that were frozen and then thawed. (1/3)

"And I assume that you have a water dish large enough for the snake to get in. I also assume you have a enclosure with one side hotter than the other. Snakes that are too cold might not eat. If all that was in place, you need to contact the breeder. They should give you a replacement snake. Maybe one a little older. Did they give you any information on the one they did sell you? Like, was he eating for them and what were they feeding him."(2/3)

''If he wasn't eating for them they should have never sold him. Most breeders will wait to make sure the snake is eating before selling it. After talking to them and you still feel uncomfortable, try going online to find another breeder with better ethics. And get your money back from the first one. I hope this helped you and you can find a good healthy snake." sorry for the multiple asks but I hope this makes you feel a little better and I'll ask her any more questions you might have(3/3)

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Yes, the tank was up to temperature, the water was refreshed daily and in an appropriate bowl, we were offering him the smallest pinkies we could get but he just wasn't eating, a couple of weeks ago he seemed interested but the next week he just ignored it and in retrospect I think he was just too malnourished to have the energy to eat. I called the shop after the first failed feed, because I wanted to know how old he was and how long he was going without eating, and they said he had been eating fine the weekend before shipping.

He was shipped quite a long way (from Sheffield to Edinburgh) in midwinter and I think it was a very stressful move. I don't think he was sick or anything - his skin was fine, he was very small but not skinny, his eyes were clear, he seemed engaged and interested if very shy, and over the first three weeks he started getting very interested in his surroundings when he came out of the tank, he was engaged and explorative, but he wasn't growing, gaining weight or showing any signs of shedding, and increasingly he was visibly underweight for his size (flesh loose around his ribs). So I was worried, but I feel very responsible for not acting on that worry - our previous corn snake, who was a mature gentleman of 17 when he moved into my house, didn't eat for about 6 months after he moved in with no ill effect, so I knew that as a growing baby Udon wasn't going to be able to go that long, but it was very hard to find information on how long you can try and fail at feeding normally with babies before you need to take steps (force-feeding or calling a vet). And I had been going to call the vet for guidance if he didn't eat by himself this weekend (that's 6 weeks without food) but then on Tuesday I went to check on him and he was dead. So I think it was just the stress of the move and the fact that we didn't take drastic action soon enough - we were spending literal hours offering him mice, we tried offering him bits of mice to whet his appetite, but he just wasn't quite up to eating for himself and so our failure was not wanting to put him through force feeding until it was necessary.

I'm pretty uncomfortable with the pet shop tbh, we should have bought direct from a breeder but we bought from a pet shop and I was suspicious from the off because they didn't really ask about our setup or what experience we had caring for reptiles, and sending a month-old animal to somewhere you haven't checked out even verbally, with no care instructions or follow-up, seems...dodgy. so I'm gonna try and contact them for a refund but what I really don't want is to put another very baby animal through that whole massive journey. I wasn't expecting somebody that baby in the first place and I was terrified even when he was perfectly healthy because caring for something so early in life is a huge responsibility I didn't at all feel equipped for, I was expecting him to be about three times as old minimum. So I probably won't want a replacement from that shop, but in a while I am going to start researching local breeders.

I'd never actually gone shopping for a pet before Udon, I think all my past pets have been opportunistic pets (like 'Jim is selling off his pigeon chicks' or 'my friend at school breeds rabbits'), gifts (my brother bought me mice) or house guests (Simon, our previous corn, was Sam's childhood pet and he lived at mine bc San didn't have space for his viv) so like. If anyone can help me out looking for reputable breeders in the UK please please please do (like: where do I look? what are good signs/red flags (Sam and I agreed when looking at pet shop listings that we wouldn't buy from anywhere that sold scaleless snakes or sunkissed corns bc they're so associated with health problems that they seem like a red flag)? how do I find reliable reviews/recommendations?)

also genuinely thank you for talking to your mum and for talking to me. I'm fucking devastated at losing him and I don't ever ever want to let another snake down like this again.

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lilteamushroom · 4 years

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Ed Bosco X Reader (ft Hunicast)

@lunarwolfgirl101 @prismaroyal @fandomsarepainful

✨You are the voice actor of Molly (Angel Dust’s twin) and ever since Ashley invited you to the Hunicast, people have loved you. Things have been crazy since you are moving in with Ed as a roommate since you were kicked out of your old apartment for having a pet French Lop Rabbit. Your old roommate turned you in for having Flopsy (your bunny)✨

You sat next to Ed in his recording space on call with Ashley, Michael, and Viv. “Stream will be starting soon!” Ashley says happily.

“Thanks for inviting me Ash!” You say happily.

“Oh no problem (y/n)! I’m so happy to have you here! Good thing the lug had the heart to take you in.” Ashley said. “Haha yeah.” You said thinking back to when Ed let you stay at his house.

“No you can’t do that!” You cry as your ass hole of a landlord throws your things outside into the rain.

“I told you no pets! And you broke the one rule we have! And that party you had? Nope! Having a male in the female rooms? Absolutely not! Your out missy!” Your landlord yelled throwing out more stuff.

Your landlord shut your apartment door and locked it.

“I have more stuff in there!” You say to her.

“Well you can grab it some other time. Go home to your parents house.” Your landlord said walking away and getting into her car. You took Flopsy out of her cage and put her into your jacket so she wouldn’t freeze, Flopsy casually cuddles into your jacket and falls asleep. You shiver as you dial a couple numbers into your flip phone. Your friend didn’t answer, you couldn’t call your parents because they lived in another state. Then you thought about the people you record things with and the Hunicast gang. You almost smile dialing his number.

“Hey (y/n). What’s up?” Ed asks.

You sniffle a bit.

“I uh, need some help. Something happened.” You say with a hiccup trying to hold in your cries.

“(Y/n)? What’s wrong?”

“My roommate turned me in for having Flopsy and now she kicked me out of my apartment. I’m out in the rain in my pjs with a couple things of mine. I don’t know where to go or what to do. Could I... if it’s no trouble, well-“

“You can stay here til you get things sorted out. I’ll be there in 10. Hang tight. Don’t freeze.” Ed sighs hanging up.

Your pjs were soaking wet. Your hair was wet. Everything was wet.

(I saw these pjs on Pinterest and thought they were cute)

You saw headlights approaching in the distance. You stood up making sure to hold onto Flopsy. Ed pulled up and nearly jumped out of the car. “Thanks for coming Ed-“” you were cut off by Ed putting a blanket around you, he had gotten out of the car.

“Get Flopsy and go in the car, I can get your stuff and put it in the car.” He said you nodded putting Flopsy in her cage. You wanted to help him but you were so exhausted from being yelled at and crying. Ed saw that. You climb into the passenger seat with Flopsy’s cage in your lap. Ed put the few things your landlord threw out. Ed got into the car. “Sorry this is happening to you” Ed says turning up the heater. “It’s okay, thank you for coming to get me.” You say to him. “I couldn’t just sit back, when a princess is in need of a hero.” Ed said almost in a flirty tone. You felt your whole face heat up. Much like Ashley you got flustered easily, and Ed being Ed loved to take advantage of that. “Oh my hero.” you stutter, but it made him laugh. For the next few weeks of trying to find an apartment, Ed eventually asked you to just move in permanently. It was very well aware you both liked each other but you both didn’t say or do anything about it. Til now. 30 minutes into the stream there was a particular question that caught everyone’s attention. “MintyCat45 says: ‘Its been hinted before but no one has had the balls to ask. Ed, (y/n) are you guys dating?” Michael asked. “OOOH SHIT.” Dave yells. Ed looks over at you. “(y/n)?” he asked getting closer to you. “Yes Ed?” You asked shyly. “Would you want to go out after the stream?” He asked. 8,000 people were hearing your crush ask you out. You nodded your head to him. “(y/n), the people wont hear you if you just nod your head, darling.” Ed says getting closer to you. You cover your face. “yes” you say softly. Ed gently pulls your hands away from your face. He turned back to the microphone. “I’m taking her out. So now we are dating.” Ed said all smug like. You poked his face, “Hey hey hey! I said I would go out with you, that doesn’t make us a couple.” you said with a dash of a blush across your cheeks. “So your saying you don’t wanna be with me?” Ed says a bit dramatically. “No I do!” you answer without hesitation. “There’s your answer.” Ed says. “Oh Ed your in love!” Ashley teases. “Shut the fuck up Ashley.” he says. You sit back in your seat, relaxing a bit, though a blush was still across your face. The rest of the stream went smoothly, Oh Ashley’s thrown around, flirting, song requests, the usual. Soon the stream ended, Ashley, Michael, Viv and Dave said their goodbyes as the call ended. Silence filled the room. You were feeling hot from blushing for so long. “A date huh?” you ask him, getting up to stretch. “I’m not an idiot, I know you like me (y/n).” Ed said looking over the side of the couch. You stop in your tracks. “Well I know you like me too!” You say to him. He chuckles. “Where do you want to go out to?” Ed asked getting up. You thought about it. “There is a good bubble tea shop near here we could go to.” you say to him. He smiles. “How about dinner? I know you haven’t eaten yet.” He suggested to you. You shrugged thinking back to his mom.

“I know but your mom is high risk, we are meeting her on Sunday for dinner I don’t want to risk it” you say to him. He nods,

“Wanna order food then atch a movie?” He asked you, you nodde happily in agreement. “Surprise me on the food.” You say to him. He smiles.

“You gonna have the best delivered pizza around here, that is in our budget.” Ed says with confindence. You smiled back at him as he walked away to make a phone call. You go to your room to change into some pjs. You found your strawberry pjs. The one you wore when Ed took you in. Of course you are going to wear it for this date. You put your hair into a loose low bun and your strawberry milk socks. Even though it was an at home date you still wanted to look your best.

You head back into the room, just to catch the tail end of the phone call. You settled your self on the couch with your favorite blanket over your lap. Ed came over to the couch and sat about half a foot away from you.

“Are you cold? I can turn up the heater.” He asked. You shook your head.

“I’m okay. This blanket will do.” You answer him. He nods. Silence filled the air, all you could hear was the slight hum of the heater going in the background, though you didn’t hate the silence. Your old apartment always had some sort of commotion going on.

“I like how quiet it is here.” You say randomly. Ed looks at you. “Why’s that?” He asked you.

“Well my old apartment always had something going on.. From car alarms, to the neighbor couple fighting then Half an hour later, going at it.” You say as you felt your cheeks heat up.

“I’ve always liked the quiet.” You admit him.

“I’m not surprised, my old roommates said the same thing.” He looked away for a second then back at you, his eyes locked on yours. He slid over a bit to be closer to you.

“I’m glad your my roommate now.” He said in the most gentle voice you have ever heard him. You swore he could feel the heat coming from your face.

“Me too Ed.” you say to him. His eyes were so piercing, like they could knock you out with just a glance. You wanted to get closer to him. You scooted just a bit closer to him, he definitely noticed this.

Ed got closer your face, you could feel his warm breath against your ear.

“You so cute when your embarrassed, my dear.” He said in Alastor’s voice which just made you blush even more. The doorbell went off, alerting him that the food was here. He smiled as he got up, putting on his mask then opening the door.

You could hear small exchange of conversation between the guy at the door and Ed. Eventually the conversation exchange between them ended and Ed came back in with a box of pizza and a smaller cardboard box. You got up happily to claim your pizza. Ed set the box on the pizza down on the counter, the turned around to get some paper plates.

“Tenny’s pizza?” You asked him. He sighed.

“The only not horrible take out pizza around here.” He said opening the lid. The smell of grease came from the box.

“Bad or not, it smells good!” You say to him grabbing 2 slices and placing it on your plate. You saw the small box next to it. You could smell it. Your eyes lit up as your mouth watered.

“You got cinnamon breadsticks?!” You asked excitedly opening the box and smelling it with glory.

“Of course. I know it’s your favorite” he answers grabbing a couple slices for himself. Out of the 6 breadsticks you got 3 of them.

“I’m surprised you remembered that I love those.” You say to him as he follows you to the couch and flops down next to you. You brought up your legs and sat criss crossed on the couch.

“Ed what do you want to watch?” You asked him. He shrugged

“I would say something sports like but I don’t think you would like that.” He said. You chewed your food then answered him.

“Well I’m sure we can find a movie that we both would like.” You say to him trying to compromise for a movie.

“How about a classic movie? Like The Princess Bride or The Sixth Sense?” You ask him. He nods in agreement. It clicked in your head.

“What about the sandlot! A classic and a sport movie!” You say to him happily. He smiles.

“Sounds good to me!” He said. You started the movie up. You sat there happily eating your cinnamon breadstick, then sat back and relaxed when you finished the last part of it.

Okay (y/n) now is the time to snuggle up by him. We are watching a movie. Now is the time!

You think to yourself. You stealthy slither your hand under is arm then intertwined his fingers with yours. You didn’t see it but Ed had a gentle smile across his face.

“If you wanted to cuddle you could have just asked me.” He said to you. You blush but take up up on the offer scooting closer to him, laying your head on his shoulder. He shifted his body so you were more in a comfortable position to cuddle him.

You told yourself you wouldn’t fall asleep but you found yourself with your eyes Drooping, wanting to go into slumber. You fell asleep with ease.

When you woke up again you were in the arms of Ed. He held you like his life depended on it. You see him sleep so peacefully. Like he was where he needed to be which was with you.

You laid back down, your head on his chest, feeling it rise and fall, the beat of his heart was like a melody that put you to sleep.

You fell asleep knowing that Ed was your safe place. He was your home. That because of that fateful night you were together.

#hunicast #ed bosco #edbosco #ashley nichols art #hunicast x reader #hazbin hotel #michael kovach #ed bosco x reader #dave capdevielle #ed ballsco #hunibun #alastor

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chaifootsteps · 6 months

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Viv's rant about Dana feels...kinda hypocritical? Like, I know there's a difference between live animals and taxidermized ones but someone showed a pic from her insta once, and she had a macaw and a owl up in her room, and last time I checked, they're really expensive and they're decoration, so yeahhhhh, that's not a very smart thing to bring up Viv (also who wanna bet she made that shit up bc, even tho I don't follow Dana closely, I never seen her talk or even bring up the topic of exotic pets. Last time I checked she only had a cat)

(also...wasn't SVA (it was either SVA or other of the "popular art schools) infamous for almost killing their students via stress and harsh deadlines? I don't know what Dana excatly said but...idk you can criticize your college? mine has huge communication problems between the staff and the students, and I've seen a handful of people talking shit about it online. Like yeah sure, maybe it helped you grow, but that doesn't mean you can't criticize it or anything)

Vivzie's pearl clutching over Dana dissing SVA immediately made me think of this.

youtube

#Anonymous #video reply #vivziepop critical #actual blog post

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talesofstyles · 5 years

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I'M OBSESSED WITH THE STYLES GANG! Can you please write more with six kids in it so we can get to know the kids better? Please pleaase please! Thanks!

Thank you anon! Here I’ve got something for you. This is where the kids are older (17-26) and they’re the guests for The Late Late Show with James Corden. The format in this one is different than the ones I usually write but it’d be easier for you to read I reckon. Let me know what you think and I hope you like it!

James Corden: Oh hello, you beautiful lot! God, it’s been ages since the last time I saw you guys. How are you?

All kids: Good! Great!

James Corden: How’s mum and dad?

Eleanor: Uhm, you saw them, like, ten minutes ago back there…

James Corden: I know but it’s on the script, E… *cackles* you made me look bad on my own show

All kids: *burst into laughter*

Eleanor: Hahaha, sorry uncle James

James Corden: Apology accepted, Princess George of Cambridge *smirks*

Victoria: Whoooops

George: *smirks*

Charlotte: Not me, E… not me… *shrugs*

Charles and James: *burst into laughter*

Eleanor: Oh God *cheeks turning red*

James Corden: Hahahaha I’m sorry sweetheart. Okay, I’m not. But let’s get started! Each of you says your name and age

George: Oldest to youngest? Or?

James Corden: Yeah I think that’s a good idea

George: Okay, hello I’m George and I’m 26

Eleanor: I’m Eleanor and I’m 24

Victoria: Hi, I’m Victoria and I’m 22

James Corden: *starts singing* I don’t know about you~ but I’m feeling twenty-two~

Eleanor: Dad… not me *waves hands to the camera*

Charles: Uncle James, dad… *points to James*

James Corden: Oh you’re a brood of snitches

All kids: *burst in laughter*

James Corden: Okay, go on

James: I’m James, one of the most eligible bachelors in Great Britain and Northern Ireland and I’m 20

James Corden: *snorts* Well mate, I don’t doubt it

Charlotte: Hello, I’m Charlotte. He’s *looks at James* 20, which makes me… wait-

Charles: 17, duh!

Charlotte: Heey! *playfully hit Wolfgang’s biceps* but yeah I’m 17

Charles: I’m Charles and I’m the baby of The Styles Gang. I’m 4 minutes younger than Charlotte, so I’m also 17.

All kids: *burst in laughter*

James Corden: *shakes his head in laughter* Alright so I’m gonna pass this bowl around. Each of you gets to pick one tiny paper from there and when you pick it, you read the question that’s written in there out loud and each of you have to answer. You can answer at the same time as well if you’ve got the same answer. Ready?

All kids: Yes!

James Corden: Here you go, George

George: Alright *picks one* wait- it’s blank

James Corden: Who put it there?! *looks at the crew and chuckles*

George: Another blank. Seriously? *chuckles* ah, this one’s not blank. Alright, ‘When you wanted something, would you go to mum or dad? Or both?’

Victoria: Well, 101, you can’t go to both

James: Yeah, they’re always on the same page

George: Absolutely. When you asked mum and she said no, then you asked dad…. you’re in deep shit

Charlotte: Seriously, it’s a big deal

Eleanor: I did that and I thought I was never gonna see the daylight again *chuckles*

All kids: *laugh hysterically*

Victoria: I remember she was so scared she thought she was gonna die

James Corden: Hahahaha, how old were you?

Eleanor: Twelve? Thirteen? Couldn’t remember exactly but it was around that

George: I feel like it depends on their moods. Like, if I wanted something and I wasn’t sure how mum and dad feel about that, I’d wait until Saturday to ask them because they always wake up on their best mood literally every Saturday. I’m not kidding.

James: This is disgusting but I’m almost certain they do it every Friday night

The girls: IEWWWW! *scrunch their faces at James*

George and Charles: *shake their heads in laughter*

James: Seriously

George: You’re right. They always ditch us and go on a date night every Friday night so that makes sense

James: And you do realise how bright and chirpy they’re every Saturday, right?

James Corden: Oh yeah that’s solid right there. They definitely do it.

Charles: Also it depends on what you’re asking. If you’re asking for permission to do something then it’s mum. But if you’re asking for something, like a toy or gadget or something like that, then go to dad because dad is less fussy with that.

George: Oh yeah, that’s true! *pass the bowl to Eleanor*

Eleanor: Alright, ‘If you had children which one of your siblings would you trust to look after them?’ oh, none of these lot! I don’t trust them, I’d give them to mum and dad.

All kids: *burst in laughter*

James: Hey! You can trust me! M’gonna be t’best uncle, y’know!

Eleanor: I’m certain you’re gonna be the best uncle but I don’t trust you to parent my kids *cackles*

Charlotte: Honestly that’s a good choice, just give ‘em t’mum and dad. They won’t mess them up.

All kids: *burst in laughter*

Victoria: Alright, ‘What was your siblings’ pet names or nicknames?’ hmm, so George has always been Georgie. Eleanor is E, mine’s Viv. James is Jamesies, Charles is Charlie and Charlotte is Lola, so we used to refer to the twins as Cbeebies... you know, Charlie and Lola

James Corden: Did you guys see your dad’s bandmates a lot?

George: We went to the same school as uncle Ni’s kids, Luke and Emma, so we saw him a lot. And I was in the same football club as Luke until we were around twelve.

Victoria: Eleanor and I had ballet class with Poppy, uncle Mitch’s daughter so we saw him quite often too

James Corden: Oh that’s neat! Alright, keep going

James: ‘What was the last text you sent to each other?’ well we’ve got a group text so we usually just talk there. But wait, let me check for the private ones. *scroll through his phone* oh, it’s for Charlie *chuckles* I said, “do not come home now, mum’s pissed at dad.”

All kids: *burst in laughter*

Charles: Tha’ was last week, wasn’t it? *cackles*

James: Yeah. Mum and dad rarely fight but when they do, it’s a bloody war zone.

Charlotte: *picks one* ‘If you got a call that your sibling was in jail, what would be the first crime that comes to mind?’ Charlie or James would probably about public urination or something like that

All kids: *burst in laughter*

James: Heey!

George: Well you did pee in public in LA once

James: Tha’ was probably when I was like seven or something

George: No, that was last year!

All kids: *burst in laughter*

Charles: *picks one* ‘Who cooks best? Mum or dad?’ oh absolutely mum. Dad’s shit at cooking!

Victoria: I swear he can only cook two things: that brussels sprouts thing and chicken soup. Tha’s it.

Eleanor: But he’s good at baking

George: Mum’s good at baking too

James: Mum’s good at everything

Charles: *cough* kiss-arse *cough*

All kids: *burst in laughter*

James: Alright, we’ve still got some questions left so I think we can do another round. Your turn again, George!

George: *picks one* ‘Who’s closest to mum? And who’s closest to dad?’ I think us boys are closer to mum and the girls are closest to dad

Charlotte: True!

Eleanor: ‘What is the dumbest decision your sibling has ever made?’ *cackles* oh God. Okay, I’ve got that fly story on the top of my head now.

All kids: *burst in laughter*

Eleanor: Tell it, Viv!

Victoria: Oh God. Alright, so I was around eight or something. We had little cows on the window sill in front of the kitchen sink and one day I was in charge of the washing up after breakfast. It was Saturday I think. Suddenly I saw a fly out of nowhere when I was rinsing the dishes and I didn’t know what I was thinking, but…

James Corden: Oh I think I know where this is going… *cackles*

James: Poor little cows…

Victoria: I was like… “fly!” and eight year old me thought the smartest thing to do was to throw one of the cows to the fly. It missed so I threw another one. When it finally went out of the window, I realised I broke literally every single cow on the window sill. The broken piece was scattered all over the kitchen. Some on the floor, on the sink, even on the counter. Then I remember dad walking into the kitchen and he was like, “bloody’ell!” I was so scared but he just sighed and said, “let’s clean that up before mummy gets home.” Then we went all over London looking for bloody cows to replace them.

James Corden: Did your mum notice that the cows were different?

Eleanor: F’course she did, they couldn’t find cows so they brought home some ducks.

All kids: *burst in laughter*

George: Did you guys remember that kitchen accident?

James: Oh I was thinking about that too *chuckles*

James Corden: What? Another kitchen accident?! Styles you should’ve put a hidden camera in the kitchen!

All kids: *burst in laughter*

James: Alright, so we used to circle around the kitchen. All of us. We’d walk on top of the counter then climb up to the fridge and then get down to the counter on the other side before jumping to the kitchen island and then back to the counter over and over again.

Victoria: The rule was we couldn’t touch the floor *chuckles*

James: Mum just had the twins so she was napping with the babies and the rest of us were in the kitchen. George was here, Eleanor was there and Victoria too. I was on top of the fridge and I wanted to jump straight away to the island instead of going down to the counter first.

George: The thing was, there was an open box of cereal on the island and a jug of milk

James Corden: ……oh God *hands over his mouth*

Eleanor: We cheered him on. Like, clapping our hands

Victoria: We even chanted, “do it! do it!”

James: So I did. I jumped superman style. There was a tick of silence.

Eleanor: The kitchen was a shambles. The milk was all over the place, the cereal too! *snorts*

George: I’m the oldest so I knew I needed to act tough. I was like, “alright, s’okay, we’ve got this. We just ‘av t’clean it up.”

James Corden: Did you manage to clean the evidence?

Victoria: Here’s the funny part: we did clean the kitchen, but it turned out there was a camera in the corner. We made a home video almost every day and that’s why it was there and none of us suspected anything but it turned out that it was recording the whole time!

James Corden: Oh God, did your parents say anything?

Eleanor: They did eventually, yeah, but it was like a couple weeks later.

Victoria: Alright, is it my turn again? *picks one* ‘Are you closer now or when you were younger?’ I think we’ve always been this close. Growing up of course we had friends outside but we spent most of our time playing with each other. And sure we don’t live in the same house anymore now so things change a bit but we still see each other at least three times a week and we never stop talking in the group text so really nothing has changed.

James Corden: Aw, that’s sweet!

James: Alright, *picks one* ‘Which one is most likely to have a big family?’ oh Eleanor for sure. She’ll have a whole brood of little royals. *smirks*

Eleanor: *throws a pillow at James*

All kids: *burst in laughter*

George: James, mate, she’s gonna kill you *cackles*

James: Absolutely not, my sister loves me dearly. Right, sis?

Eleanor: I am NOT talking to you!

James: Eh, fair enough *snorts*

Charlotte: *picks one* ‘What was the biggest lie, you sibling ever told your parents?’ I couldn’t remember why but one time Charlie was so pissed at me and he came to dad and told him the worst thing he could possibly think of… he told dad I was a drug dealer.

James Corden: NO WAY! *burst in laughter*

Charlotte: Dad was like, “no, Charles, she’s not. She’s nine.” and the best thing was that dad pulled the exact same thing when he was six or something and told nana the exact same thing about auntie Gem.

George: It’s so funny every time nana tells us a story about dad because he was basically Charlie and Charlie was basically little Harry. They look exactly the same, they’ve got the same terrible sense of humour, they’re basically the same person *chuckles*

Charles: Well, good thing he’s my dad. If he’s not that’d cause a big problem right there

All kids: *bursts in laughter*

James Corden: Alright, the last question is all yours Charles

Charles: *picks one* ‘What is one thing that you really admire about your parents?’ hmm, I’d say how they love each other? That’s… man, I want to have a relationship like that one day. They disgusted us on a daily basis–still do by the way–and we always pretended that we were gonna puke every time they kissed in front of us but it’s just so amazing to see, y’know? Believe it or not they still bloody flirt all the time and yeah that’s absolutely disgusting to witness but s’also amazing.

George: That’s true, but I also wanna add about their patience? I mean they almost never raised their voice at us and I know we did some pretty messed up things when we were little that sounds funny now, sure, but it wasn’t back then.

Charlotte: Oh yeah! Usually, we’d just get “I’m disappointed in you.”

James Corden: I’ve known your folks long before you were here and I’ve always known that all six of you are gonna turn out amazing because you were raised by the coolest, best, most amazing parents out there. Hell, Styles, adopt me please! *high fived all kids*

All kids: *burst in laughter*

James Corden: Thank you for coming! S’really good to see you guys.

All kids: You’re welcome!

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omg INTERESTING mark lee yangyang wonwoo minghao hmu 😎

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also also about this

but omg right like i know the mbti and enneagram doesn’t amount to much considering there isn’t enough research on either to prove that they’re representative of personalities.

both the enneagram and mbti are very one dimensional.

while the mbti focuses on traits you are born with, the enneagram assesses you based on the traits you develop over the years. the enneagram is slightly more holistic since it doesnt exactly just throw you into one box.

you'd honestly be able to read a person better if you know both of them. im a pretty good example cuz i have one of the rarer combinations - an infp and 8w7 and lord the amount of shit i've gotten for this. since these two are complete opposites it looks weird but i mean it works yk

(so many self proclaimed mbti and enneagram have a weird thing against us 🥲)

but i embody both of them a LOT

a small summary of my personality would be like

i am someone who has a very distinct difference in my public and private life.

in my public life the 8w7 is dominant. i am a go-getter, pretty good with people when i need to be and am very career oriented.

because of my tiger parents i am by default a perfectionist. i also tend to pile on too much so this leads to lots of burnouts.

in my private life i am very infp. no exaggerations, 90% of my social life is talking to my little sisters. i keep a small circle of friends and i am rarely active on social media (i text back 3 days later </3)

i tend to notice small things in people so i have a lot of random pet peeves. i am very judgy but i usually keep my observations to myself.

okay im done sorry for the rant

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omg you’ve clearly studied up on the mbti and enneagram 🍯 anon, i’m jealous !!! :’)) it’s one of the things i wanted to learn more about as well so i appreciate you sharing what you’ve learned about it with me 🤧💝 but that makes a lot more sense !! i assumed of that sort because the enneagram has so much more types (??) like i’m 2w3 i believe and viv was telling me more about the compatibility and how basically they have to add up to 10 to see which type you’re most compatible with :o WAIT IF YOURE 8W7 WE’RE COMPATIBLE HAHAH 💖💖

and honestly even if both of those differ a lot, that doesn’t mean they don’t apply to you !! ppl shouldn’t be giving you shit when personalities are so complex and multi-layered 🤧 but omg i see how we are somewhat similar in ways bc i also notice a lot of little things ab ppl and experience burn outs trying to live up to expectations and keep my personal and public life very separate :’)

apparently mine says i fear being unloved and worthless and works hard and makes connections with people so that doesn’t happen 😩 so true !! and i do tend to repress my negative emotions quite a bit 🥲 it’s very interesting to see how these results are different from my mbti one tho !! :o ALSO DONT APOLOGIZE IT WAS INTERESTING TO READ :’)

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thatgirlfromwindsor · 7 years

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92 Tag!

I was tagged by @roleplayingexo, my lil love

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (20 ppl ur funny)

THE LAST:

1. Drink: Iced water to go with my cookie bc I’m lactose :c 2. Phone call: I think my auntie. She wanted to talk to my dad or something. 3. Text message: My cousin :D I think I was asking her to steal a baby for me

4. Youtube Video (this was fked when I got to it so imma just do my own…): My girl Taylor Nicole Dean

5. Time you cried: Yesterday. I was talking to Mel about my hypothetical dead bird dying because it outlived me and got sad and didn’t understand why I was gone and I broke

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: Boy I haven’t even dated someone once r u kidding me 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: :’) I’m a boyfriend virgin and a kiss virgin I feel personally attacked 8. Been cheated on: See above 9. Lost someone special: My puppy was run over by a car the other day. That effing sucked. 10. Been depressed: I haven’t been diagnosed by a doctor and I don’t really have sad periods or anything. I don’t think I have serious depression but sometimes a girl just wants to d*e ya feel me lmao 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: *sigh* I’m a drunk virgin too. I have gotten tipsy before tho (my first time drinking and it was soju smh the inner koreaboo strikes again :////)

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: Pastel pink, mint green, coral pink/red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yes! I started uni this fall, so I’ve met loads of new people :) 16. Fallen out of love: I don’t think I’ve ever really been in love. I did unbias Minseok though. All the merch is a lil awko taco now. (Still loaf him, but Jongdae owns my heart n soul now uwu) 17. Laughed until you cried: Today. I was reading a confessions post from my uni and o lor d 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeah. It sucked 19. Met someone who changed you: @universitykpop when did we meet again lmao 20. Found out who your friends are: ?? Who knows all of y’all could be snakes and I’d be none the wiser 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: See above for further explanation

GENERAL 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Almost all of them. I have Mel on there and some distant family friends or something 23. Do you have any pets: I had Chocolate but I had to leave her behind in Vietnam when I came home (technically I only babysat her for a lil bit but she was my puppy and I cried when she died) 24. Do you want to change your name: Yes. My last name is stupid and in the wrong language. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I just had a small get together with friends. We chilled, played jenga, gossiped, the usual 26. What time did you wake up: Today’s a saturday so like probs something dumb like 11am 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Watching animal videos 28. Name something you can’t do: Not cry during an argument I’m a lil pussy 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Like 2 hours ago before she went to bed 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish I got into working out so I wasn’t a fat out of shape slob

31. What are you listening right now: My songs of the moment are Babe by Hyuna, Forever by Exo, Kokobop by Exo, p much all of Exo’s discography. I slide in some Pierce the Veil and All Time Low too. They’re rad 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Most likely? 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My makeup is nearing the end of it’s run but 1) I spent a lotta time on this look and 2) I’m lazy to wash my face (I’ll post a pic if any of yall are interested) 34. Most visited Website: Loncapa :’))))))))) Fuck me up chem

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: Nope! 36. Mark/s: Beauty marks/birthmarks by my eye, on my arm, on my back. They’re not moles though. They’re very much flat. I have some scars on my hands from stupid things like getting cut on coral and shit 37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be an author. I thought I loved writing but I guess biomed was always my true calling 38. Hair colour: Black 39. Long or short hair: Long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Yeah and the bitch’s name is Kim Jongdae 41. What do you like about yourself: I think I have pretty lips. I like my eyes 42. Piercings: Just my ear lobes but I’ve always wanted a nose piercing or a double helix 43. Bloodtype: No idea but according to an old wives tale I’m an O type 44. Nickname: I like to go by Vivi on here, or Viv sometimes. Mel likes to call me Weimoney :’)))))))))) 45. Relationship status: Single af 46. Zodiac: Pisces 47. Pronouns: She/ Her 48. Favourite TV Show: Go Fighting! I used to be really into the Flash, I really like Orphan Black too 49. Tattoos: Nada 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: I don’t think so. My parents thought I was dead when I was born tho so who knows what the doctor did to me 52. Hair dyed in different colour: I’ve tried! My hair is a really really dark dark black colour. I’d have to bleach it and I don’t wanna fuck with that at home lmao 53. Sport: I like jogging sometimes. I’ve tried to pick up yoga 55. Vacation: I loved loved loved China. I visited Xiamen recently and I love it so much. I feel so at home. Also Grand Cayman. It’s beautiful there (my heart goes to all of those affected my the hurricanes. Stay strong!) 56. Pair of trainers: (does this mean sneakers or runners???? I don’t get your foreign slang Jess) I like my converse. They’re my babies. I have a pair of Free Runs tho. They look really good with skinny pants.

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: I ate a cookie bc I skipped dinner oops 58. Drinking: The same iced water 59. I’m about to: Do some chem hw 61. Waiting for: My next trip to NR to I can justify blowing all my $$$ on Exo notebooks 63. Get married: I would love to. It requires that I’m in a relationship first though… 64. Career: Med school is the dream. It’s a big dream and a big ambition, but I hope with hard work and perseverance I can make it a reality. I’m not sure what I want to specialize it, but I’ve always found reproductive endocrinology super interesting.

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: I love hugs. Hugs are the greatest. They make me feel warm and loved. No experience with kisses

66. Lips or eyes: Eyes. Eyes hold so much expression and history.

67. Shorter or taller: Both! Kyungsoo and a smol lil cutie patoot, and Channie is a tol giant full of love and cuddles. Both could take me any day

68. Older or younger: Older. I can’t imagine being with someone younger at this point in my life

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: I just want my boothang to be happy and healthy. Channie bear pls don’t starve urself abs aren’t worth it bb :((((

71. Sensitive or loud: I don’t know what this means but if it means what I think it means than kinky sex

72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: I’m a massive piece of shit with social anxiety so you know what who fuckin knows at this point

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: SEE ABOVE ONCE AGAIN HOLY HSIT 75. Drank hard liquor: I’ve had soju so it’s like half vodka? I’ve tried a berry alcohol (it’s native to Vietnam and super hard to come by) that’s 40%. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I lose my sunglasses on my face. I’m a failure 77. Turned someone down: Possibly? I’m terrible at reading signs. 78. Sex on the first date: I feel personally attacked at this point. No first dates ever :/ 79. Broken someone’s heart: That would mean that someone would be interested in me… 80. Had your heart broken: Yes 81. Been arrested: Nope. I’m a good girl 82. Cried when someone died: Yes 83. Fallen for a friend: Nada

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: Meh. I guess so 85. Miracles: Yeah 86. Love at first sight: I believe in lust at first sight. I don’t believe that you can truly fall in love with someone before meeting them 87. Santa Claus: Nope 88. Kiss on the first date: Sure, why not? A kiss is just a kiss 89. Angels: I like to think so, yeah

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: @universitykpop is it sad if I say you? 91. Eye colour: Brown 92. Favourite movie: Rush Hour. It’s a fave of mine. Brings me back to the good old days :’)))

Tagging: @universitykpop @penseuls I have no other friends oops. If you see this then I tag you too!!! And tag me in your responses. I love reading them. Haneul I dare you to do this all in your bullet journal (might as well get some content for your blog)

#tag game #oops i'm rly late on this awks #like 2 months late #oh whale

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alanakusumas · 7 years

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92 Things Tag

I was tagged by @jakemckenzie, @endlessraj, @mermaidwarriorqueen, @elenasanchez, @lanapowellblog, @mirasols, @xo-endlessmayhem-xo, @jessicamckenzie, @jakesmckenzies, @craighsiao, @zigsexual, and @principal-mc to do this l’il activity! Thanks for all the tags pals I’m gonna read all of your responses after this!!!

THE LAST:

1. Drink: Sprite 2. Phone call: My friend Becky, last week bc I’m an antisocial bih who doesn’t like talking on the phone!!! 3. Text message: “he SORRY I FORGOT TO REPLTY TO THIS”, fun fact this actually went to @zaddysloan lmaoaoao 4. Song you listened to: “Squeeze” by Fifth Harmony 5. Time you cried: this morning bc i had a lash poking in my eye

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: naaaah b!! i have a tendency to end things off poorly ldkjklaslmdf 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yep, it was gross 8. Been cheated on: nope!! 9. Lost someone special: not yet, thankfully 10. Been depressed: uh HELL YEAH LMFAO 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yup, during freshman year of college that was so yike!!

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Rose gold 13. Olive 14. Grey

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: Yeah! Friends here and in real life, group work in uni really brings people together 16. Fallen out of love: I’ve never been in love but have had my heart broken if that counts 17. Laughed until you cried: always!! so thankful for my pals 18. Found out someone was talking about you: YEESS..,,,it was so wild someone i’ve never met before was talking shit ab me and then i met a friend in university who was hesitant to become my friend but now we’re besties and she spilled the tea to me and we both hate that girl who was wasting her breath talking ab me!!! LMAO 19. Met someone who changed you: noone’s really significantly changed me...just minor tweaks in my personality here and there to cater to others 20. Found out who your friends are: Always known who they were, luckily!! 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: what’s a facebook list if you mean fb friends then yeah!! plenty nnnhhh

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: probably 85%? 23. Do you have any pets: Nope!! don’t have time to care for another living being 24. Do you want to change your name: I used to, but not anymore!! my name suits me 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I went to Jack Astor’s and got my first legal drink and had good pasta with my old roommates!! 26. What time did you wake up: 9:30, but i fell back asleep until 10:45 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching game of thrones looololol 28. Name something you can’t wait for: september!! one of my best friends is flying back to my city to study again, i can see my friends who aren’t in school this term, and my cousin is starting university down the street from mine!! plus i start my job!! how exciting is that 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: uh...may! omg 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I wish my parents had higher earnings!! This would make our lives a lot easier instead of tightly budgeting and worrying if we’ll ever be broke 31. What are you listening right now: “Squeeze” by Fifth Harmony LMAO 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my roommate’s boyfriend visiting her every night and always hanging out together i haven’t properly hung out with my roommate/best friend since she moved in!! what the heck 34. Most visited Website: facebook 35. Mole/s: I have one above my left elbow and beside my left ear 36. Mark/s: got stretch marks, a tiny scar between my brows, and a birthmark on my left ribcage 37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be famous by 16 as a child star lmfoaooao 38. Hair color: Chestnut brown 39. Long or short hair: Long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: i have so many crushes it’s ridick, there’s my old-time forever crush , my group project crush, and the guy i’m currently seeing who’s great (i’ll commit to him when i’m 100% sure of my feelings) 41. What do you like about yourself: i like how i walk and present myself with confidence, took me a while to accept myself for who i am 42. Piercings: None! 43. Blood type: B - i think 44. Nickname: Viv 45. Relationship status: currently seeing someone!! 46. Zodiac: Virgo 47. Pronouns: She/Her 48. Favorite TV Show/s: Game of Thrones, Big Brother, Black Mirror, Riverdale, Westworld 49. Tattoos: None yet! 50. Right or left hand: Right! 51. Surgery: none yet, thankfully!! 52. Hair dyed in different color: no, i don’t know what colour i’d like to dye it actually!! 53. Sport: the only sport i enjoy is swimming! 55. Vacation: I’ve only been to cities in America: Montreal, Ottawa, Boston, New York, Washington 56. Pair of trainers: i have the typical nike roshes LMFAO

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: Probably pasta tonight!! 58. Drinking: Sprite 59. I’m about to: Go home and cook pasta lmao 61. Waiting for: Wednesday so my classes for the week will be over and I can catch up on tv shows with my partner!! 62. Want: To knock the frick out 63. Get married: Sure, but if I found someone that wanted to spend the rest of their life with me without the papers and the ring I wouldn’t be opposed to it! 64. Career: University student/intern 65. Hugs or kisses: both is good 66. Lips or eyes: Both!! I mean, they contribute equally to shaping a face i find attractive lmao 67. Shorter or taller: Taller, which is tricky cause I’m tall myself 68. Older or younger: Older!! 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms = zaddy 71. Sensitive or loud: there’s gotta be an equal balance 72. Hook up or relationship: i’m having an epiphany LMFAO // at the moment relationships; i’ve done hookups for the past 2 years and although i’m an indepedent ass ho i’m starting to grow fond of the idea of having someone else by my side 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: a troublemaker who knows their boundaries

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: Nope! 75. Drank hard liquor: Yup! not fun would not recommend 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yeah i’ve lost my glasses before and it sucked!! 77. Turned someone down: heLL YEAH 78. Sex in the first date: LMFAO once and now i have no idea where he is or what he do 79. Broken someone’s heart: yeah but he wasn’t pursuing me in a respectful way so he can suck my ass for all i care 80. Had your heart broken: yeah!! twice!! and it freaking sucked!! it was those “not the right circumstances” situations 81. Been arrested: nope!! 82. Cried when someone died: like..characters..yeah...noone important to me has passed away (thankfully!) 83. Fallen for a friend: yeah!! my ex roommate!!! who i’m currently seeing lMFAO

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: mmm academic and career wise?? nope!! personally?? heck yeah 85. Miracles: yes!! 86. Love at first sight:no!!! 87. Santa Claus: fun fact my mom told me santa claus ain’t real so!! 88. Kiss on the first date: ALL THE DAMN TIME LMFAO 89. Angels: nope!!

OTHER:

90. Current best friend’s name: mercedes and tina aka @zaddysloan and @endlessraj 91. Eyecolor: Dark brown 92. Favorite movie: The Help

I would tag people, but I’m pretty sure I’m one of the last ones to do this activity so!!! If you haven’t yet then I’m tagging you!!

#about me #vivien rambles #long post

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