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kyouka-supremacy · 4 months

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Okay about Beast sskk; because I realized I've got a very definite picture of what the Beast post-canon is like that is only in my mind and I never actually put down, so here we go. Very needed content warning of sickeningly fluff and Beast sskk being disgustingly in love with each other, I suppose.

After Dazai killed himself, Atsushi is reasonably tormented, and can't sleep at night. Roaming across Yokohama late at night, he always ends up at Akutagawa's– instinctively, unconsciously, to an extent even unwillingly. He doesn't choose to, it's more about countless nights unable to sleep spent wandering with no destination and still always finding himself in front of Akutagawa's place for some reason. Akutagawa somehow always knowing when it's going to happen so that he can face him before Atsushi has time to hesitate and run away. How they don't really need words or explanations most of the time, how for Atsushi knowing that there's another person who understands is enough, and everything he needs. How before Atsushi realizes it (and thus keeping him from trying and prevent it), Akutagawa's house has become the only place where he can fall asleep.

That's how they start living together before even being together. They might not even have an actual “getting together” moment, you know? The development of their relationship is so natural and spontaneous, it was meant to end that way from the beginning. Besides, Beast sskk don't really need words between them, so... I suppose an actual confession, albeit nice, would be almost superfluous.

Soon enough they move together to a small apartment near the ada (I'm assuming Atsushi has still enough money saved from his old job). Against popular belief, with time it kind of crystallized in me the idea that Atsushi wouldn't join the ada? His life to that point has constantly been doused by violence and pain and death, he deserves a long break to cope with all the trauma; throwing him right back to another environment where he's constantly pushed to fight and use his ability would not do any good to his mental health; especially when he's got such a conflictual and hating relationship with Byakko, even worse than it is in canon. I wasn't kidding about the house husband thing. Beast Atsushi stays home and chills down and is safe and away from all major sources of stress and triggering environments. Slowly, with time, he goes out more often, gradually relearns what normality is supposed to be like, and bit by bit all his traumatic experiences get more distant, and the nightmares more rare. Akutagawa follows up with his ada job– obviously! There's a whole deal in the end about how important it is for him to keep doing his job and trying to be good. I do believe the ada is the right place for Akutagawa. He returns home to Atsushi who always welcomes him with warmth and joy, and they cuddle a lot.

But I also believe that there would be times when Atsushi is required to go back to action and fight– he's not a member of the ada and he doesn't work for them, but it's obvious that when the ada is in danger and Yokohama is facing serious threats, the guild and the rats and ultimately the doa, the times will call for his intervention. He usually comes to help or rescue Akutagawa, a trump card of sorts. And it's endearing, how Akutagawa is always the one, even among the ada, most contrary on getting Atsushi involved, how he wants to protect him and keep him away, how more than anything he wants him to be safe. As for Atsushi, I really like the concept of this man who retired from action, that spends most of his time at home or chatting with the seniors in the neighborhood, who joins the fight only when the situation is most desperate and reveals himself to be the most powerful and destructive beast to have ever walked on earth. He reluctantly fights, and together with Akutagawa they end up saving the day for everyone, because as Dazai himself said nothing can stop the both of them together.

On the other hand, when the world isn't ending Atsushi solves that very specific role of crime drama protagonist's husband who's very supportive of their partner and listens to them ramble at home about their cases. He often offers useful insights on how criminal organizations work.

Atsushi didn't replace his collar after it broke. They're barely visible under his turtleneck, but he has now wrapped bandages in its place: to hide his scars, to keep the memory of Dazai with him everywhere he goes, to remember what he's lost but also what he's gained.

Ah, and when it comes to the fight against Fukuchi, Atsushi is the one to die for Akutagawa, of course.

Headcanons that directly contradict something stated above but that I still like:

Sskk get together after six months– it's got an ironic taste to it, the timestamp their canon counterparts set to kill each other now being the time they declared their love to each other. It's so soon, but also is it really? They immediately clicked the moment they met each other, and they were always destined to be. At that point, there's no one in the world they need more than they need each other.

In case of Atsushi still wearing the collar for some time after the canon events: sskk had their first kiss when Atsushi took the collar off for the first time. Ever since Dazai died, Atsushi is haunted and unstable; he's throughout scared of taking off the collar, terrified by the idea of hurting someone unintentionally, now that Dazai can't be there to controll him (both through his ability and by the general power he used to have over Atsushi's psyche). Akutagawa sees how much Atsushi is physically hurting, and insists on him taking the collar off; they fight over it for months (verbally, for the most part, except for a couple of times when the fights become physical– but without abilities), before Akutagawa finally manages to convince Atsushi to take it off for a few hours. When they're alone, because after months of being persuaded, Atsushi can trust Akutagawa to be able to defend himself; and also something about “you would never hurt me”. Thing is, when Atsushi finally takes it off, he quickly spirals into a HUGE panic attack, not able to trust himself not to harm the people he cares about; and the only person around is Akutagawa, and he cares about him deeply. The tiger is taking over, and Akutagawa is panicking, and he's desperately looking for a way to quickly ground Atsushi so he just. Kisses him. Which effectively works in the way it immediately distracts Atsushi, as well as causes him to zone out for several minutes. Akutagawa immediately apologizes, and then panics again when Atsushi doesn't answer for a while. It's kinda cute. After that, Atsushi gradually learns to take his collar off more and more often; this time, he can really trust that, if Akutagawa is with him, everything is going to be okay.

#This might as well be the sappiest thing I've ever put down but like. idk did I make it go through that Beast sskk are meant to be #atsushi nakajima #ryūnosuke akutagawa #sskk #shin soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd beast #mine #15/08/23 #This is ridiculous I never realized how soft I made them until I actually wrote it down.#It's so silly when I'm also the first one ready to make canon sskk suffer #What can I say. They've suffered enough.#“The bandages are barely visible under his turtleneck” I mean that's for when he wears his turtleneck–#and not Akutagawa's striped shirt as he does at home. Which is an awful amount of times but nobody needs to know that.#I'd say this is self-indulgent but it's not like I'm doing it on purpose this is seriously what Beast sskk is like in my mind.#Nothing much I can do about it. That's the realistic Beast outcome for me.#If the author wants to prove me wrong by dropping Beast 2 they're more than welcome but untill then *this* is my canon #kbcu (Kyotag Beast Cinematic Universe)

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is-hinata-good-today · 9 months

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august 15th, 2023

every second of every minute of every hour of every day, hinata is 100% perfect!!!!

#hajime hinata #super danganronpa 2 #danganronpa #15/08/23

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rovingsolitarything · 9 months

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15/08/23

Seven of Wands

Valour, discussion, wordy strife, negotiation, war of trade, protection, barter, success, perseverance, challenge, competition, defensiveness, maintaining control.

No, you don’t want to make a deal; no, you don’t want to be involved; you’d quite like everyone to stop poking at you and that’s it!

- CJ

#tarot #daily draw #seven of wands #15/08/23

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ashestoshadows · 7 months

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Honey evolved!!

#yay!#ashestoshadows #pokemon #nintendo #random post #video #glaceon #eevee #Pokémon sleep #pokemon sleep #15/08/23

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lcentretenimento · 9 months

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Consolidados de Terça-Feira - 15/08/2023, São Paulo

Confira as principais audiências da TV aberta na Terça-feira, dia 15 de agosto de 2023. Continue reading Untitled

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#15/08/23 #agosto #Audiência da TV tempo real #audiência tempo real #Audiências consolidadas #Audiências da TV #audiencia 15/08 #audiencia de tv #audiencias #consolidados #consolidados 15/08

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yesitsvjays · 9 months

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I’m not a fan of fabricated romantic introduction. It always felt forced or there was a sense of pressure lingering in the air because our mutuals swore we’d get along. Admittedly, I don’t have a type. If we vibe, we vibe. What’s meant to be will be.

But there’s always room for change. I was asked whether I was interested in being introduced to someone. For the first time in years I actually said “why not”.

#Personal #15/08/23

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jtl-fics · 5 months

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foxhole bake!

WIP Wednesday - 11/29/23 (Closed) | A Foxhole Bake

Neil looks away from Noel and the camera manages to follow his gaze after seemingly struggling to look away from his smiling face. The camera manages to shift to Andrew across the walkway. The other man's eyes are laser focused on Neil.

He certainly has quite the grip to juice that lemon by crushing it in his hand like that.

"I'll be the one smashing my cake in your face." Neil says camera magnetically attracted back to him and back to the smile that fills his face.

#Foxhole Bake AU #AFTG #AFTG AU #Andreil #Foxhole Bake - Week 1 SS - 15 #11-29-23 WIP Wednesday #WIP Wednesday Ask Game #08

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nekokabuuuri · 10 months

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ALCREMIE (AFINA) - THE CREAM POKÉMON

#alcremie #gifs #my gifs #gifs i made #nintendo #sentient cream blob #pokemon #gifs i like #afina the alcremie #mint cream alcremie #fairy type #fairy type pokemon #edited on: 15/08/23

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atztranspm · 8 months

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August 15, 2023

San 2

Yeosang

Yunho

Hongjoong

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fernand0 · 8 months

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¿Tendremos semilla?

¿Tendremos semilla? De momento sacó una vara floral (recta y sin bifurcaciones, diferente de las que veíamos el otro día) con sus correspondientes flores. Tiene lo que parece una semilla, el año pasado ya tuvimos unas poquitas que llegaron a generar sus plantitas pero que lamentablemente se…