#2 am knows all secrets

[denkisauce]

very excited to finally share my arts from the 2 am project <33 thank you @unbreakable-red-riot for the opportunity to be part of one of the most fun projects ive ever been a part of!!

#the updated fic is being posted to ao3 you should check it outtttt #oh my god and if you havent read 2 am ever read it nowwww #iconic fic. defined the genre. stunning #fr tho this project was so fun 🥺🥺🥺 #discord drawing seshes >>>>>🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 #kiribaku #krbk #2 am knows all secrets #2 am #my arts #my stuff

[floccinaucinihilipilificationa]

Hello may 31th anon! Look at that, another year behind us and a new one to come. Have a nice day! ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡

#may 31th anon #hello friends!! (｡’▽’｡)♡ how are you!! I missed you so much! #I'm sorry that once again i have not been posting but I did that thing again where I got scared of posting #I do not know why but it is the same with physical paper diarys #I have 3 diarys and they all have 1 entry #I think one just says 'I am ten' #what have you been up to!! did you do something fun? is it summer too where you live? c: #my tumblr messages seem to be broken! I'm sorry if you wrote something :C it just says 'no new messages' despite also saying new messages #not a lot has happened here! I got a tomato plant and then I got very invested into the tomato plant and I have eaten three tomatos so far ( #my roses are also doing well!! I just got a new yellow rose and since she got here she only made orange flowers #I do not know the meaning of that #but I am very thankful! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡ I love it when things are orange!! #I've been trying to buy an orange shirt for the past 2 weeks but they always sell out before I get to them #I'm also thinking about buying a jean jacket #I have not worn a jean jacket for at least 15 years because one time in 7th grade tthe girl behind me said #that I was wearing a cool jean jacket and I just assumed that this was bullying for no actual reason #but maybe she just thought that it was an acutal cool jean jacket #we'll soon have out 10 year school reunion #maybe I should ask her #is anyone else going to a secret Sherlock phase again #I just want to see that silly little hat again #would sherlock holmes wear a jean jacket #have a nice day everyone!! #see you soon hopefully!! #♡＾▽＾♡

[beanghostprincess]

Sanji snapping at his dearest most beloved Nami-swan just because they don't know where Usopp is and he's worried sick makes my mind go to places I didn't know it could

#it's like 2 am so i'll make a more detailed post about the movie tomorrow but #sanji in this movie fucking killed me in so many ways and there's so much to unpack #like obviously i wanna talk about luffy and the usonami fight (BECAUSE THAT HURT MORE THAN ANYTHING TBH) but #but sanji is my sweetie pie so i'm gonna make it about him first #i know they are all extremely nervous and stressed and angry bc it's exactly what baron wants but you know..... #sanji saying it's luffy's fault that they're there and kind of yelling at nami to then proceed to get back usopp's hat?? i am going to die #ughh i love this movie so much so much so much i am going to obsess over this for days #one piece #black leg sanji #nami #usopp #sanuso #baron omatsuri and the secret island

[mazojo]

I want to thank dark academia based media for changing my life for the worse

#makes me SICK. I a see any sort of morality. talk about romanticizing languages. the villains and hero complexes. and I go SICK #I am reading if we were villains and oh guys how this book is about to change my entire life narrative I fear #james and Oliver are like. in love right? I am not being delusional right ? oh James how I know you will be dead by the end of this #I wrote notes at the end of each act as I go with my predictions and starting act 2 the second I realize #james wasn’t mentioned or wasn’t the FIRST at the door at Oliver’s release it meant we were fucked #also the fact I ranked him my fav in act 1 and all my favs are destined for death so that’s that #no spoilers btw I am just spitballing here but oh how I know I will be devastated in a hundred more pages or so #if we were villains #dark academia #also applies to ths #the secret history

[enden-k]

im so tired of being a sleepy boy

#i napped for 2 hours bc i was so sleepy and still am. why. #i hydrated enough im not having an episode im not sick and no meds are causing it (i think) and the sun is not out so why!!!! #what am i supposed to do aaaaa!!!!!!! sleep for an entire day until i had sm sleep im sick of it?? 😭 #i dozed off in the middle of sketching like cmon!!! #looking it up will tell me i have some rare kind of deadly disease and i dont wanna go to my doc and tell him im a sleepy googoogaga #this man is funnily enough my childhood doctor i went to before my adoption so he knows well enough how sleepy i am #considering my grandparents always tell i was fhe quietest baby ever and never screamed or cried they thought i just passed away or #was sick bc i just slept all day #so yss hes well aware of youn and his chronic sleepy sleepiness since baby times #actually thats over 20 years ago and my doc still looks the same #meaning super hot #which is confusing #this man did check ups on me when i was like 6 and 20 years later he kneads my popped out vertebrae back into place like im an old man #and he just looks exactly the same #this messes wifh my brain i think i need to nap on this #personal #tbd #idk why i rambled so hard while in the process of waking up my condolences if anyone read this far #im not even sleepy anymore bc i thought so hard about my doctor and his secret immortality my brain is actually working #🤔 ah

[humanmorph]

Lye „Lyke“ Lychen as a sacrifical altar (to Aterika’Kaal) (but he's also kind of the sacrifice)

my @secret-samol gift for @bronanlynch! for the Aterika’Kaal/Lyke prompt of „what if things had gone differently and Aterika'Kaal was still with Lyke“.

notes on this under the readmore!

AU

In this scenario Lyke would succeed in getting the heart of the Motherbeast in Episode 47 and while Alaway would notice & probably still call out to Aterika’Kaal the way he presumably did in canon, Lyke would be there and get to make a compelling case to Aterika’Kaal the likes of „If you stay with me I am going to feed you. I’ve taken care of you until now, I’ll keep doing that“ (argument supported by the fact he’s currently holding the heart of an incredibly powerful dead god). Aterika’kaal agrees and they barely escape through the Sanctum of the Stone Chorus portal. I think it's fun if Lyke then stays there after the hour described in the move is over, maybe knowing he can't convince Pickman & the others that what he's done is actually good, and fine, there's not even anything to worry about he has this totally handled, But yeah he then sets out from whereever in Sangfielle Aterika'Kaals domain is (Austin did say it was an actual place somewhere), and the rest of the Blackwick Group is left to wonder what the hell happened since Lyke just vanished! Alaway has possibly fucked off too after losing the heart. And them getting fired, the Carnival of Moted Light etc. would still happen (and I guess Chine would succeed at what they were doing since Lyke isn’t there?) and who knows if they’d take any action in finding Lyke after that! All that aside though, Lyke basically offers himself to feed on (through blood and/or energy) and to sustain that he keeps consuming(not literally eating) powerful objects/artifacts/resources and possibly eventually living things (I’d imagine he'd still take work as a „please deal with this weird shit for us“ person and when he has to kill a cursed beast or whatnot... might aswell feed Aterika'Kaal?) (What also plays into that decision, and is part of Lyke justifying this to himself, is that without him, Aterika’Kaal would become too powerful. So he aims to function as kind of a conduit & control the power intake so to speak. I think this probably doesn’t work for very long.) I think this eventually goes bad for him because it’s super taxing on his body and the whole deal kind of flips with Aterika’Kaal feeding/keeping HIM alive. He starts finding bodies in the domain again (alternatively, Aterika'Kaal gets better at hiding them because it knows Lyke doesn't particulary like it when it does that). Lyke probably gets stronger due to this power/magic wise, but also way more fragile (he's constantly anemic!). („I love you. I want us both to eat well.“ - Christopher Citro) („When I write of hunger I am really writing about love and the hunger for it, and warmth and the love of it and it is all one.“ M.K. Fisher) Notes: I put some resources Lyke’s canonically had in-game + some extra stuff in this picture (the arrow is a reference to Marn’s epilogue, the bugs are bugs (with possibly sinister connotations. If you want them to have those, it’s optional) and the fur is from the Ravening Beast). Another detail I came up with I might aswell tell you because otherwise noone might ever know: the ring with the blue stone is a gift from Es. Sketch Notes: 1. Lyke turning his head to kiss a rose / exposing his neck was one of my very first ideas/sketches I made while working on this, and I liked it too much to not include it. 2. This is supposed to be Aterika'Kaal giving Lyke a blood transfusion but it rather looks like it's feeding on him instead...! I like how the relaxed pose turned out. 3. I wanted to draw something smaller in a simpler style to fill the big canvas I was drawing these on (even though now I put them in separate files anyways...). The day I drew this I saw a tweet about a medieval monks sketchbook, so I was still thinking about that. I didn't even plan to color it originally but I ended up getting invested, haha

Inspired mainly by these 3 quotes: „KEITH: I’m a walking- I am a shrine to Aterika’Kaal.“ (Sangfielle 12: The Secret Ledger of Roseroot Hall Pt. 4) „KEITH: There's a version of dealing with Aterika'Kaal that ends with Lyke being satisfied that he rehabilitated a god or at least it looks […] like what he thinks Aterika'Kaal would have been before the YVEs showed up. That's probably his main retirement path, but it also might kill him instead.” (Sangfielle 47: Wax, Iron, and Ichor Pt. 4) „AUSTIN: As you’re fading, the last thing that you do is make this blood sacrifice to Aterika’Kaal. Your own blood.“ (Sangfielle 52: Six Travelers: Lyke)

#secret samol #sangfielle #friends at the table #fatt #rosa art #lye lychen #aterika'kaal #lyke #guy of all time btw this was such a joy to draw and think about #its so funny to me though because i almost put lyke/aterikakaal on my own prompt list but then for whatever reason didnt #and then i saw it on the spreadsheet (2) & was like 'man i hope someone picks them. i want to see this.' BUT IT WAS ME... IM SOMEONE.... #@ those 2 people (one is eliot bronanlynch. i know this) especially: i hope you enjoy!!!!!! @ everyone else you too ok : ) #the notes were in a pdf originally i didnt think id write so much. #i thought about making it bullet points maybe itd look neater on tumblr but i dont. want to... copy&paste it is... #this isnt the first time i painted digitally but it MAY be the first time ive had a good time with it #i used the twitter circle thing for the first and possibly last (until next secsam) time for this so i could post wips. for motivation #it worked : ) #cool to see my actual progress #fun fact about the quotes i added i spent like. a lot of time to look for a better one than the citro quote #because i straight up just do not like the poem its from. i am ripping it out of its context. but it still sounds nice. i folded eventually #the urge to ramble on the the tags........ i will overcome it now and post this #ARGH i forgot tumblr doesnt take transparency on large files well.... it just turns white #well ive made it dark now on the painting it looks better than white but the original was transparent. know this #im posting this kind of late. relatively. i JUST got back from work

[crow-caller]

hi crow! huge fan of your youtube videos - i hope this isn’t too intrusive (and if it is no pressure to answer this ask) but i wanted to ask, has youtube revenue been decent? i’m not too familiar with how the monetization process works, but i hope you’ve been able to make a good living off of your videos so far!

Youtube monetization is admittedly better than I thought, but I'm definitely not making a living. I don't want to get into the exact numbers, but it's an interesting amount- maybe if I had a job it'd be a good supplement, but I am disabled and live off gov benefits- UC- with PIP- a disability independence extra fund. Youtube rn is about 40% of what I 'make', with benefits covering rent, food, etc. Youtube adsense also varies, which makes it hard to count on it.

I appreciate it and it is all helping. I have said this a lot, I had -8£ when that lightlark video went out lol, but sadly I'm far from MAKING BANK.

this is also where ad sponsors kick in, which I'm currently trying to negotiate for before I do my next vids. It always feels weird, I get it, but a single ad spot gives like... 50% of what I make in ads in a month at least. I'm trying to actually negotiate up my value for ads too because oops, we're being kicked out of our flat and the housing market is a nightmare! please let me sell you a fcking mattress

#yewchube #hope thats interesting #I didn't know anything about it until I started it. it's all weird #mostly it's a problem where youtube is very secretive about Your Value #so talking to sponsors is. they want YOU to provide numbers despite you having no info to help give you an estimate #leading to a mystery of if you are up or down charging your worth. #ive been so embarressed by doing two (2) ad spots but I am getting over this because goddamn it. I am poor.

[sexynetra]

I am on a mission to learn how to draw can you believe these are literally only 4 days apart I’m feeling so pussy pussy cunt cunt rn

#also I know it doesn’t look like Marcia I literally today learned how to draw facial proportions I can’t fuck around too much yet #also I liquified her she wrong so it’s a lil fucked up but #I’m v proud :) #didn’t even touch hair or body or anything but that’s fine I just want to learn to draw Marcia’s face right #that’s goal one #I will not rest until I get this down #I will become the expert in drawing Marcia’s face #also do you love that I can’t remember any makeup look except the red and white one #I’ve used it for like 6 drawings of her now #anyways it’s crazy what a single 10 minute video on how to properly proportion a face can do #also I don’t know what my style is yet bc I just started so obviously that factors into things #anyways! #artist advice is always welcome critique might (will) make me cry :) #encouragement is always… encouraged 😉 #anyways I’m v happy with myself #even though I opened the canvas and lost track of time and blinked and it was 2 am #also can I just say it took me a few tries but I’m loving the lettering on her name :) #okay that’s it I’m going to brush my teeth and fall asleep #also I’m still trying to figure out all the secrets of procreatepls aid #marcia #marcia x3 #marcia marcia marcia #drag race fanart #my art #also there’s only a one hour difference between how long it took to do these that’s so funny #wow #also in my defense! #I was trying out different styles so I was trying to copy a more cartoonish style #but still :) #also it looks so warm on my phone rn bc I have night mode on but the colors are so pretty on my iPad :) and presumably here once night mode

[charlie-rulerofhell]

Chris Harms in that one video that keeps on being recommended to me.

#chris harms #lord of the lost #lotl #my gifs #the gifs can‘t do him or the emotion he puts into singing justice at all even though i tried #so i can only ask you all to click the link and watch and listen to the whole performance #for all the non-german speaking peeps here: the conversation in the beginning goes like #man 1: chris i love you! — chris: what was that? i am very sensitive to compliments you know #man 2: take off your clothes! — chris: i tell you a secret. under these clothes … i am … completely naked.

[bmpmp3]

one of my favourite character relationship dynamics, platonic romantic or anything, is when two characters are absolutely the bestest of best friends and when one is hurt or something the other will scream and cry and wail and explode and when the other is in danger then the first one will go on some kind of silent terminator-esque rampage about it. besties (do no separate)

#i havent watched more than season 3 of x files but i rewatched season 2 recently #and that entire season along with the first half of season 3 (where i am now LOL) have been entirely this #literally like. mulders the screaming crying throwing up type and scullys the terminator one #its awesome #another far less obvious and possibly less intentional example but recently ive been reading some villainess manwha called #a villainess no more and like. the romance is kinda sweet and gentle and cute and all but like #i kind of really loved in the early parts where they kinda just became besties at first sight #like bro......they are BEST FRIENDS #rn in the story ive gotten to the point where theyre best friends And lovers which is sweet #its interesting though normally im a huge sap who loves romance in like everything but like...i kinda preferred them just as besties? #not something that happens to me often (nothing wrong with purely platonic relationships im just a romantic dweeb) #(theres exceptions of course. speaking of scully and mulder i like them best not as romantic or platonic but a secret third thing) #(theyre relationship is: scully and mulder. you know. thats their relationship status) #but this is a case where i really loved the platonic married besties dynamic a LOT #are there any comics or something about two besties being married platonically. maybe im craving something i never knew i craved #besties wedding. besties wedding #but i guess its no surpirse that i love besties dynamics if you remember all my complaints about certain routes in certain sengoku era otog #i think shingens route should have had more goofing around. i think mc and shingen should have become besties before romance #sometimes i cant buy romance unless they become best friends first. become BUDDIES before u put a ring on it #if that makes sense. who knows what im talking about. hold your besties real close tonight.....for me #(a transparent version of me smiling is overlayed over the night sky before i fade away into stardust)

[denkisauce]

you like him too // he doesn't know, right?

my second piece for the 2 am project <3 did anyone else read the fic and get really emotional about denki 🥺🥺

#he literally deserves the world i love him sm 😩😩 #denki kaminari #kaminari denki #bnha kaminari #kiribaku #2 am knows all secrets #2 am #my arts #my stuff

[cowboy-robooty]

one of the biggest mistakes of my life was not watching jojo rabbit in theatres swear to god... one of my top 5 movies

#i wanted to watch it actually but i didnt because i was a fucking loser with no friends and no car (too young for lisence) #and idc abt watching movies alone i love doing shit alone unironically but bc i had no car id have to go with my mom or dad #and i was like fuck no not worf it tf this movie think it is? the lego movie? #and now i finally watched it like a month ago and found it it literally is same level of amazing as the lego movie #shit makes me crazy you know that its good when i say its as good as the lego movie okay #cowboy robooty who was chronically obsessed with the lego cinematic universe for like 5 years #im still one of the strongest warriors okay but i cant be the strongest anymore bc the lego movie 2 should not exist and YES. REX DANGERVWST #MAKES ME A LITTLE CRAZY I LIKE HIM SO MUCH OKAY. BUT AUAGWHSHS THE PLOT AND AND THE MESSAGE AND THEY HAS LITERALLY ONLY HALF A SECOND OF #GOOD COP BAD COP. WHERE TF WAS HE?!? HES PART OF THE GANG!!!! #AND THE WHAT THEY DID TO WYLDSTYLE OHHHH MY GAWWWDDDEJNSKWLS #AND THE WHATEVRAWANNABI MARRYING BATMAN BULLSHIT.......................... JUST IGNORE LEGO BATMAN MOVIE... OKAY THEN. #Sorry. robooty crazy as usual u know me heehee! #but yes i fucking love jojo rabbit and i am still obsessed with the lego movie and... #well i think the lego movie is one of the greatest movies made of all time. #so lego movie is second favorite movie and jojo rabbit is swimming around in top 5 #number one is a secret ee hee hee!

[kiriona-apologist]

i genuinely love being ace, i take so much joy in how i experience attraction, but holy shit that first lesbian break up compounded with my asexuality sent me into a tailspin so hard i briefly wondered if i was aro as well

#i love seeing tiktoks abt other lesbians talking abt their first breakups #bc they're like i thought i couldnt love ever again #girl it almost changed my romantic alignment #so much so that developing a crush on a girl almost knocked me out #i was like OH so i CAN develop romantic feelings ok good to know #wild journey let me tell you what #to be fair this current girl (i keep telling people i'm getting over but lbr here- #tumblr i can be honest with you you won't spill my secrets) #really had me considering the ace thing SO #i'm thinking i'm maybe demi? idk #it's almost 2 am i'm putting this ramble down to that #all this to say the unique experience of being an ace(ish???) lesbian

[sysig]

Haven’t seen you around these parts (Patreon)

#Doodles #Deltarune #Rouxls Kaard #Pink Addison #Blue Addison #I feel like it might be a bit out there to say that Rouxls Kaard and the Addisons are equivalents to their respective chapters but like #Hear me out for like half a second lol #Handsome masc salespeople with an interesting relationship to the Secret Boss - yes I fully admit to being No Suit trash lol #I know you can't buy from the Addisons in the same way - like they don't get the vendor close up but they're Super trying to sell you stuff #I'm just saying there are enough similarities to justify mushing my previous fave with my current - faves I guess lol #They're all very Design y'know how it is - I think I still love Rouxls more but he's more difficult to draw so it's getting harder to tell! #It's all Blue's fault anyway lol as soon as I started drawing Rouxls again I had to have them meet somehow - he's literally in Chapter 2! #Why not wandering around lost lol #Me? Projecting onto my current fixations?? Psh no - they think he's handsome totally irrespective of me definitely lol #He is handsome ♥ If they happen to notice well what's the harm in that lol #The pirate hat is very goofy but I forgot about the eye patch :( It's also quite a handsome accessory! #You'll never get any sales if you get flustered by handsome customers! Very unprofessional! #Pink recovers but poor Blue lol - gotta be aggressive in today's fast paced market! #I do love the idea of the Premium Travel Package just being a map lol - ''You can find your way there'' thanks Pink #I am very pleased with that last panel haha they all turned out so cute! Poses and legs and expressions ah! Fun! #Maybe once he turns them down they can talk shop lol - literally

[soldier-poet-king]

I finished the first third of the traitor baru comorant and y'all what the fuck. What the FUCK

#fran reads #where do i even START #i am disturbed and confused and deeply satisfied snd conflicted all at once #it is NOT a happy book. but maybe every once in awhile dark political intrigue masterclass is needed #like.holy shit. the empire. the meritocracy and utilitarianism. the colonialism and economic control. the INTRIGUE #the fuckin. eugenics of it. literal actual eugeniced and moral hygeine police and conversion camps. FATHER SALM #and in the middle of it. baru and her ambition and her sense of self and identity after going thru a literal residential school #AND THE PAPERWORK. OF IT ALL. WE LOVE TYRANNY THRU PAPERWORK #love muire lo. fascinated. i need to know what hes up to #anyway. highkey fuckin terrifying but also. holy shit. #i could not read a book like this frequently. im too softhearted. but hot damn. #also i need 2 know who farrier is or im going to DIE #what are the secrets at the heart of the empire. the masks. i need to KNOW

[thenothlng]

probably a wiz oomfie: tumblr user thenothlng also known as styx pass through here

wizblr: how can you tell???

wizoomf: Wizsein

#jext msg #is it about to be 5 am. yea. am i thinking about wizsein/beasein. yeah #like literally my stomach hurts rn thinking about them #pleaasepleapeleplasepelase it has to be ok. Please #and if it’s not just. put me down gently ok. let him at least be ok and let us make peace with it #god how would i even handle that. wow. wow. wow. fuck my stupid baka life #ship tht is so incredibly important 2 me #i know i’m like the 1% tht ships it romantically but it’s also like Beyond tht i’m afraid #like it rlly transcends human emotions and it’s just. A Thing. to all those oomfs who call it a secret third thing. Yeah #ohhhhhhh if i could just go back and experience all of that again. literally. man #guy who i would put myself into a doomed time loop for over and over again just to see again forever #relive it all just to experience guy all over again. try different things even if the outcome wouldn’t change (desperately trying to do so) #wizsein forever i’m so fr #my blorbos. i need to finish so much art still lol #ANYWAYS. i should lay down. enough indecipherable texts for the masses of wizblr to try and decrypt #im taking my big gay ass to BED #wizsein