I’m never getting over this look and it’s not just the kilt or the rest of the outfit but HIM he’s glowing and he does look like a boy ™️
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I'm rereading the outsiders rn and like (this accidentally turned into a rant where nothing I say makes sense my b 😭)
"I don't care about Darry. But I was still lying and I knew it. I lie to myself all the time. But I never believe me."
Why would he say this? Why would,,, PLEASE. IM SICK. ILL.
Darry and Pony's relationship is something so special to me,,, it's so,,, omg. Like a whole page dedicated to how he doesn't care if Darry doesn't like him/care about him but he literally says over and over that he does care,, I'm sick over these two 😭😭
Literally earlier in the book when Pony gets jumped and Darry's the first one at his side and he's shaking him and immediately apologizes,, I'm gonna VOMIT.
"Darry's always rough with me without meaning to be." "I'm okay. Quit shaking me, Darry, I'm okay" He stopped instantly. "I'm sorry."
That's why the part where he hits him is so,,, literally insane,, ik people joke abt it all the time and call him whiney especially cuz of Johnny's situation,, but literally like,, ok so,, 😭😭
Imagine you're a little guy (😭😭) like Pony's only 14 (and remember how awful being 14 was 😭 you hate everything and everyone and you feel weird/awful 24/7) and he explains how no one in his family ever raised a hand at him or hit him and he thinks Darry can't stand him, he thinks Darry wants to send him away and that he's only a thorn in his side. So Imagine how terrifying it is for your big brother (who's like huge might I add) slapping you and you're thinking "Oh my god,, he really does hate me. This was it. He really doesn't like me." Like yeah he's gonna be scared and he's gonna go to the one person he trusts the most and even Johnny was like "wth??? What??? Omg???"
And imagine Darry's guilt,, I'm not justifying him hitting Pony cuz there definitely was a better solution 😭 but like he's only 20, raising two teens, working all the time and they're all dealing with the loss of their parents. So many things have gone wrong to lead to this outcome and you can bet he regrets it everytime he thinks about it,,
Pony was valid for being scared is what I'm basically saying,, 😭😭 and their complicated relationship really just gets me all the time and I'm obsessed with them growing and getting better cuz that's all I want for them and I love them the end 🫶
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OKAY WAIT I GOTTA KNOW WHAT UR MUSIC TASTE IS - fav songs & their artist???
hot & heavy, brando, i don’t wanna be funny anymore, the night shift - lucy dacus
it almost worked - the tv girl
literally any song by the maria’s, mac miller & tyler the creator
helmet - steve lacy
think fast - dominic fike
bathroom - montel fish
just a couple songs and artists i’m into rn :3 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING!!!
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I’m gonna post the rest tomorrow but I’m gonna leave y’all with these 🥲
I took these
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