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f10werfae · 1 year

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Child-Bearing Hip Dips

pairing: Professor!Ari Levinson x College!Student!Reader

summary: Ari overhears his babygirl’s conversation with her friends, he teaches her another lesson, why he loves her love handles. (DILF!Ari) (Dom!Ari)

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- 30 minutes ago -

“So Y/n, your truth is, if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?” Grace smiled picking a truth out of the hat, seeing that hardly anyone had attended the sociology lecture today due to weather problems, the girls made due and played some Truth or Dare; their seemingly distracted professor marking papers at his desk. His circular glasses perched on his nose, his eyes making subtle contact with Y/n, sending her a wink every few seconds.

She fidgeted and squirmed in her seat, having no underwear to put on this morning while at her boyfriend’s house, the greedy git had stolen it after he had fucked the daylights out of her. That same pair of lilac underwear, peeking out of his trouser pocket everytime he stood up to grab more papers to mark. He was practically teasing her at this point, even playing with the promise ring on his finger, reminding her of how those same thick fingers were tugging, pulling and feeling every bit of her the night before; in fact every night for the past 4 months since she took up this class.

“Oi Y/n, stop oglin’ Mr. Levinson n’ answer the question already” Lara whispered nudging her friend, repeating the question to her so they could move on with the game already, “Right oh uh, if I could change one thing about myself… maybe my hip dips? I don’t know anything I wear leggings they make my body look square and it puts me off. Plus! I don’t know, i’ve had people tell me before that it makes my proportions weird” Y/n explained scowling, gripping at the skin on her hips, her friends nodding as they could relate to the exact same thing.

“Ok next one-“ Before the next truth could be asked, the bell rang signifying the end of the day, all four college girls sighing out in relief at the thought of it finally being over. Lectures were to be put on hold after today, with the weather threatening to worsen, giving them all a weeks holiday to do whatever they pleased. Or whoever.

“Do all you ladies have a safe way home? Would you like me to call a few cabs?” Mr. Levinson offered seeing them all start to file out of the room, all of them stating that their significant other’s were picking them up, “What about you Miss L/n?” Ari asked tilting his head, seeing as now they were the only two left in his lecture hall, his fingers fiddling with the lilac fabric in his pocket.

“Hmm my man said he would pick me up, I don’t know if he’s here yet though” She pouted playfully walking around his desk, grabbing onto his sleeves as she pulled herself to smack a glossy wet smooch onto his lips, one that was gladly reciprocated. “is that so? What kinda man is that, leavin his woman stranded and cold” He cooed letting his hands fondle up her skirt, ripping a hole into her stockings, cheekily groping at her backside.

Both of them chuckling as he sat back down onto his chair, bringing her onto his lap, his hands going under the creme knit jumper of his that she chose to put on this morning; feeling her bare breasts as he also hid her bra from her. He hated seeing those wired marks on her back, he could care less if her tits sagged, they were only his to look at anyway. “Can we go to your place already? It’s cold and I still need to finish the damn paper my sociology teacher set me”

“Oh yeah good job tellin your sociology professor that” He grumbled bunching up his sweater just above her chest, exposing her globes to the cool air, the same ones he would spend any amount of time sucking and kissing on. “Anyway what’s this I heard about hip dips? Who told you that?” His fingers massaging deep into her hips, the same hips he loved seeing swaying round his kitchen as she listened to her music, the same hips that rode his cock to the moon and back, the same hips that belong to the most gorgeous girl he swears he’s ever seen. His Y/n’s hips.

“Well am not lyin! I’ve heard so many people tell me to lose ‘em, i’ve tried all the tips but these girls won’t budge. They just make me look bulky” She groaned running her hand back through his hair, his eyes darkening as her body was basically exposed to him. “Baby, these are my love handles, I love holdin’ onto them everytime your sweet pussy is wrapped around my cock, the way the muscles tense and relax with every movement. I don’t give a fuck about proportions either babygirl, at the end of the day it’s all mine to eat and grab at” He growled setting her onto his emptied desk, her fingers automatically undoing his belt and buttons, his trousers being tugged sown to his thick thighs.

“Open up baby, seems I need to remind my girl some of the things i’ve taught her” He gritted his teeth, feeling his cock being engulfed by her warm gummy walls, a familiar feeling for them both, comforting even. “F-fuck daddy, still so big” She whimpered, already feeling like she had been split into two, her older boyfriends cock was no joke.

-Present-

“fuck, ya know these hips were made for me don’t ya?” Ari growled slamming his cock into her wet fuck hole, his shirt unbuttoned as she pawed at his meaty chest and stomach, his lips coming down to pull and tug at her puffy nipples. “Y-Yes sir, o-Oh shit” Y/n moaned feeling him spit onto her face, his hands kneading at her hips, even spanking it lewdly. “What did I read people callin’ these once? Child bearin hips” He whispered licking up between her tits, her hands clawing onto his ass, pushing his hips farther into her; her tongue reaching out for his as her drool covered face mashed up against his in a sealing kiss.

Ari groaning at the feeling of his woman’s cunt clenching around his length, her hips wrapping her legs around his waist, caging him against her body as he continued thrusting in and out of her mercilessly. “Ya like that baby? The thought of your professor knockin you up? Watchin’ you walk around campus all full of my baby? Only we would know our dirty secret” He taunted whispering right against her lips, a string of saliva connecting them as she cried out and had to bite her lip to keep the rest in.

“Yes- Yes I want it all! Fuck just give it to me daddy, need it so bad, warm me up with your cum” She squealed feeling his hand leave her hips to start circling at her precious delicate button, rubbing it raw as he helped her chase her orgasm, his catching up with it. “Whatever my baby wants, she gets” He sighed out, and Y/n swore she saw stars, her toes twinkling closed, his shaft hitting her G-spot repeatedly. Their torsos flattened against each other, her hips slowly gyrating, his seed filling her to the brim, creating a cream like effect to the base of his cock where they connected.

“So what did you think about these hip dips again?” He breathed out resting his forehead against hers, fully taking off her sweater so they could feel each other’s warmth, skin to skin. “You mean my love handles babe” She giggled beaming up at him, despite her face being riddled with sweat and saliva, but Ari was sure he looked the exact same. From then on he swore he would fuck the insecurities out of her, even if it was the last thing he’d do.

“That’s my girl, now come on, let’s go home so I can help you with this ‘stupid sociology essay’ so we can spend the week doing somethin more productive” He joked cleaning her up a bit, even fixing her hair that was now all over the place, “Or something more reproductive” She giggled kicking her legs, already feeling him growing hard against her thigh, she’s got him again.

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PSA: Big beefy Ari is back again🫶🫶🫶🙏

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riaki · 4 months

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RIKOOOOO HI HELLO i saw ur wip game and now im breaking in to ask abt (u already know 😭😭) two tickets, please & his nails are painted coffee…. AND AND bestfriend’s sister too … if it’s ok…. IM SO CURIOUS im gonna devour these riko >:33

HI ARI 😽😽 not u breaking in i’m scared 😭 putting u n @mossmurdock ‘s asks together :3

ok!!! first the makima fic..

the first thing you notice when you enter the cinema lobby is that it’s practically deserted.

it’s like a ghost town, except the tumbleweeds are empty popcorn bags stained with grease, and the cacti are the railing banisters that fail to be organized in a way that suggests there’s ever a coherent line for tickets. it smells of cleaning products that failed to do their job and the tacky perfumes teenagers like to spray, and a little bit of mold. the whole feel of it is unnerving; it’s almost like a liminal space, with empty corridors that seem to stretch on forever, following the ebb and flow of the wave pattern on the carpets littered with stray candy wrappers and paper straws.

really, it’s a dump.

the second thing you notice when you enter the cinema lobby is the lady standing at the entrance to the hallway which contains all the theaters; she’s looking at a poster. something sci-fi ish; a little too gory for your taste, with a grim-looking doctor holding a bloody syringe that’s far too big to be in proportion. it’s a funny contrast; the girl has pretty orange hair that looks like it’d turn a deep shade of gentle auburn with age, like the leaves on the trees when autumn paints the world gold and red. it’s done in a neat little braid; the plaits are slightly messy, but you can tell she’s put effort into making them look presentable. even though you can’t see her face, you know it suits her. she looks like she’d be one of those petite, delicate girls, like a fragile flower. yet, she seems entranced by such a tacky poster.

is that strange?

i don’t have much written bc i’m still apprehensive about writing makima… she seems like such a challenge i’m not ready for 😭😭 but i will try my best for u two >:3 these are all also kinda old so the writing style might be inconsistent

the coffee shop sugu fic next!!!

you sidle up to the counter, next to the girl who’s eyeing her drink with absolute distaste, nose winkled in disgust. you wonder if he accidentally gave her black coffee. but you can barely bring yourself to care when it’s your turn to place your order— standing in front of the counter, fiddling with the ring on your finger as you find your eyes drifting over every corner of his face; the dark gauges on his ears, the gentle smile that has his soft lips curving upward so gently they make you feel like you’re the sweetest thing in the world to him.

“hey there. what can i get you?” he asks. his voice is smooth; it sounds like he could be the lead singer in an indie band. at that thought, your gaze drifts to his fingers, watching as they drum over the marble countertop.

you look up at his face again when you give him your order, listing it off like muscle memory as the other half of your brain works double time to memorize his face, and you curse whoever decided not to give the employees nametags, inadvertently condemning you to work up the courage to ask this pretty vulpine coffee boy his name.

this is SO OLD. i highly doubt i’ll be able to finish it but if u like it ari i’ll try :’3

bestfriends sister is for an ask i got a while ago so i havent rlly been writing for it….

”do you smoke with shoko a lot?” you asked quietly, watching as his thumb runs over the lighter’s wheel. he flicks it a few times, scraping and scraping ‘til a fire finally blooms, a bright phoenix stuck in a cage of gasoline and metal.

“sometimes. she got me into it.” suguru answers, taking a deep drag. his adam’s apple bobs in his throat, ever so slightly. for a moment, you wonder what it’d be like to sink your teeth into it and watch him bleed red like a pomegranate in a vampire’s jaws.

“she told me you don’t like seeing her do it, though. so neither of us do it as often.”

oh.

yeah… idk what i’m going to do with this one but whatever i’ll figure it out 🤞

#inbox 💌#precious moots!#ari!#moss!#ask game #hope u guys like rhese #now i go back to drawin 😽

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smndragon · 3 years

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henlo!! i hope you're doing well! i'd love to get a reading from you, if that's okay! my placements are: sag sun (12h), aries moon (3h) and cap rising! thank you so much for this!

I swear I looked at my inbox and took a second for start the tv and get a drink of water. This is gonna be a long night, I don't think there are meant full readings left though. I'm doing very well thanks for that!

Hm, Sagittarius sun, Aries moon, and Capricorn ascendant.

The Aries moon is the loudest competing with the Capricorn ascendant. Possible glasses I feel from the Aries moon or bad eyesight. The Capricorn could cause you to cut your hair short since I feel some of them really like doing that either their chaotic energy at times✂️💇🏽‍♀️ (I always try to be careful when clicking edit ln these drafts cause it sucks to accidentally delete it ughh) SONG RECOMMENDATION LOVELIES creep by Radiohead! I'm back after getting an ice pop AND OMG IVE BEEN ANSWERING THINGS MY SHEETS ARE WARM AND I HAVEN'T OPENED IT HOW DID I FORGET. Anyways, I wondered if your profile was really you so I looked closer and now I regret I cause the characteristics will be thrown off later on sorry.

Gotta make a new paragraph that was long💀 the Aries moon is hard to see, the connection has been ruined. FOCUS I'm back okay let's go! The Aries Manor is large. I arrived immediately at gates. The place feels like a castle, all of a sudden I'm in a dress on the ground as if this is some kind of lost girl story. My expression looks really confused. As if they're asking "where tf am I" a tall figure comes down the stairs, dressed in a red dress as if her wedding with the world's biggest asshole had was cancelled. Red lips and styled back red hair, their eyes are sharp at the ends and wide in the middle (can't explain eyes lol) they offer their hand to me as if I look like the dumbest bitch at the ball lol. Long and manicured nails. Shes thin and lanky but beautiful non the less. (For all of you insecure people reading to this far I'm watching you😤 love yourself more please you deserve it) she has a butler on standby. "So what are you doing here?" A pretty basic question but I honestly feel so dumb rn lol. They act as if the quest never happened and look around for something in the room turning their head. "You're not Gemini/Sagittarius are you?" A skeptical look on their face. It's hard to interpret what they said. "Alright, maybe you're not here to pull a prank on me if you are." They grab a cigarette from a tin holder a worker offers them already lit and breathing rolls of smoke. "If not them, what are you doing here shorty?" Taking another hit, the cigarette finished by then. Time is going by faster than I thought. "Alright" I hear the click of the case in their hand closing. "If you aren't here for me then I know who, follow me." They get up to lead me up the stares. Hesitantly following after. Aura is red and flaming. Possible placements are the lover stomach or I feel the manor and small parts around it take yo the whole chest. You may have problems with heartburn, chest pains, or issues with the lungs. We leave the lavished hall. I feel there's somewhere you wanna go someday. Possible problems in class as a kid, too passionate or anger issues. Nowadays may be shy or hesitant. Aries people often are fiery, but we also turn more shy getting older.

I see a door down the hall opening it, the Aries moon is gone by now. I feel you have Gemini placements possibly tricksters with your Sagittarius sun. I see the Sagittarius sitting down on something soft and plush. Reading some kind of novel or paper. They seem very intimidating until seeing me. "Ah! Are you here to talk to me? I've been needing company!" Getting up to walk towards me. "Did Aries not come with you? They always avoid me." I see their earrings shine with the night sky. "I mean I did pull that paint trick a bit ago but to mean c'mon who wouldn't?" She once had an elegant purple dress, to match her heavy eyelashes and almost violet blue eyes. But I look into myself now. They are jokes on how we look the same now and they bet she asked me if I was them. They turn to me again after looking off for a bit. You the host may have issues with the contact under pressure or when holding conversations. They do the same thing the Aries does. They may go deeper than shown to me, lifetimes of being stuck with each other in the same hosts. May have liked each other in the beginning but something changed this. Possible placement now is the left side of the chest. Aura color is purple and starry blue. I'm no longer in contact.

I feel the Capricorn ascendant is the puzzle piece to what happened. Change that thought it's Gemini. It's not just you body but in others they've known each other I'm the placements. Possibly a love triangle turned into hate or something. The Aries moon once loved your Sagittarius, they still do. It's just things have changed and Gemini and Sagittarius are better together to Aries. This doesn't seem right. Idk how you could fix this maybe we'll see later. This imbalance could be the cause of some mental issues or your own love problems, both signs aren't as good with such things. They don't know how cause they haven't found true love yet. At least not reciprocated well enough.

The Capricorn ascendant lives in the middle of your chest in-between the abdomen and stomach proportions. This doesn't make sense to me since I believe the stairs were here. I get there, the Capricorn is sitting on the steps sketching. The Capricorn is more boyish. Dressed in a shorter green dress. Cut to the shoulders blonde hair with brown and green mixed eyes. A golden chain on the neck matching the sprinkle of gold on the cheeks and in the eyes. They look at me weirdly. As if they're appalled I ended up here. "Gonna sit or not?" They point to next to them on the steps. I sit down looking at the sketch set down for a second resting in their palms. "You can feel it too can't you?" Clearly they're talking of the energy between the other two zodiacs. "They've been like this for a long time-" "I know." I finally talk I believe after this whole reading. They look down at their drawing. "I'm pretty new here so yeah. I got it fast" they catch me looking at the pencil stokes. "You saw it before. Think it was good?" They look at me again head still down low. "yeah" I nod. "Great!" They pull me up. "Let's get away from here yeah?" There's fields outside the mansion. Green even in the night. Rolling down the grounds and getting grass covered stains and markings. This Capricorn is alive.

Characteristics: dark hair, wider eyes due to the Capricorn or Aries moon, I feel this creates bigger eyes at times. Possibly markings on the hands or arms. Height is fairly average or just an inch shy of it. Possibly have posters in your room. You may definitely need that cup of morning coffee. Strongly built with thicker bones. Took some scrapes and scratches as a kid lol.👷gap in the middle of the teeth. Your nose may scrunch and get bunny lines. Possible love for Halloween. Nice nails but they get broken easily do you have to cut them short. Struggled with self image issue younger. Causing some mental health problems. You aren't an angry person but if boundaries are crossed there's gonna be a problem.

Soulmates/ future relationship: (ignore if already in one unless curious) I feel Virgo influence here. Not the tallest person but also yes? One of those two either really tall ppl or not at all. You guys will try and keep up with each other a lot. Trying to manage schedules and make little completions on who cna do something better or first. On the couch watching movies and sharing food, okay cringey couple thing coming up. You guys may feed each other like it's normal and your friend just stare at you like "wtf??" They love our two though lol they'll get used to it. Possible meeting at s grocery store when in the bread isle or nearby. May have you call them lieutenant or some strengthening name at times or they won't even move to do what you want them to.

Other zodiac influence in your life through people: Gemini moon, Virgo moon, sun, ascendant. Possible same mercury and venus? Random. Cancer mars, Neptune.

Health/future: watch for dogs (i love dogs but I see some trouble here) cars when walking on roads or streets. Just saying duck and lay attention for the next 2 months when in a dangerous working areas or smth.

FINALLY DONE SORRY THIS TOOK LONG

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cruecifymesixx · 4 years

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Love and Leather /part eighty four/

Word Count: 4.2k

A/N: Enjoy!

Warnings: language, semi fluff, angst

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“You said you got rid of it?! Why do you still have her number, Nikki? Am I just a fucking joke to you?! I am coming here to talk to her-“ I shouted, pointing my finger at our therapist as I burrowed holes into green hues, “-because you wanted to work on things! This was your idea and yet you are still doing the same crap I don’t want you doing!”

We were currently standing in the middle of the therapy office, nose to nose as our chests heaved in anger. Nikki's cheeks were red, matching mine as his jaw was clenched and my fists were balled tight at my sides. The thunder claps were barely audible outside over our yelling match.

"It's nothing! It's just a god damn phone number, Vanity! You are blowing this all out of proportion like fucking always! She is just a friend!" Nikki raises his voice, his breath hot as I shook my head and smirked in his face.

"Oh bullshit Nikki! I wasn't born yesterday. She's a pretty blonde with fake tits and she has bad intentions, why can't you just see that and say sorry?! She knows about me and knows about Arianna!"

Nikki groaned, rubbing his face "Jesus, Van. You don't know her like I do! Donna isn't like that! We're just friends and it isn't romantic or sexual! You don't need to be insecure over it."

"Insecure?" A confused expression riddled my face as I stared at him, "Are you even listening to yourself? Maybe I wouldn't be insecure if you didn't talk to other women Nikki."

"Vanity! I'm not talking to her like you think I am!! Jesus Christ!" I took a step back when Nikki threw the plastic water bottle in his hands down at the floor, "Just fucking trust me for once and believe me when I say nothing is going on!"

I turned my cheek, glancing out the window at the rain droplets hitting the glass as the fog was rolling in. I sat back down in the chair, resting fist against my cheek as I glared at the clock. I-I just don't understand why he would lie, say he threw it away and then have it again. If he didn't want to do this he should just say so and save us the fucking trouble.

"Vanity?" I glanced at Crystal, "Did you hear me?"

"No, sorry." I mumbled crossing my leg over my knee and sitting up straight.

"I think you two should consider seeing other people for the time being. I thought you two were making progress, it's like you two took five steps back from where we were getting. Now, I'm not talking about moving out and finding someone to marry. Just some dates, see all the options that are out there." Crystal suggested as I shook my head bitterly, "Can you two do that? We'll try this approach and if it becomes to much of a problem the we'll try something else, alright?"

I saw Nikki shrug out of the corner of my eye, "Yeah, sure. I can do that." I rolled my eyes and roughly pulled a string off my jeans, "I'll be seeing Donna Friday evening anyways."

My eyes darted to him as I quickly got up and grabbed my purse and walked out of the office, "Van-" I heard them both yell for me as I slammed the door shut. I stormed out of the office and onto the front steps before I started walking to the car, being absolutely drenched by the pouring rain.

How can Nikki tell me it's harmless and it's nothing and then turn around and say he's going out with her? That doesn't make any sense to me. Why would he suggest going to therapy if he was just going to talk to another women behind my back again? I wiped my eyes, rain and tears mixing as they dripped off my chin. My teeth were chattering and my finger tips were turning numb from the cold as I dug the car keys out of my purse, hearing Nikki yell for me as well as boot prints splashing in puddles.

"Look, I'm sorry that I just said it like that back there. But I think it might be good if we did take a break." Nikki spoke, attempting to catch his breath as I glared at him and got in the car, turning it on and immediately cranking up the heater, "I love you but fuck, we ain't getting anywhere with the therapy Vanity."

I shook my head, staring out the window before I started to drive us home "Glad you already decided this for us Nikki. How long have you been talking to her?"

Nikki sighed, "Just a week or two. I ran into her. Our publicists office is in the same building as her managers office. It's not serious Van, I swear. I haven't done anything with her either, it's just been phone calls here and there and she asked if i wanted to go to dinner with her Friday, and I said yes."

I sighed as I reached for one of his cigarettes in the cup holder, it was a New Years resolution to quit but I think this was a reasonable reason to have one, "You should've just been honest with me."

"So you could be pissed even more-"

"No, Nikki! Out of fucking respect." I snapped quickly, "You could have told me so I wouldn't have been blind sided in there. I feel like a damn idiot." I wiped hot tears and rain droplets of my cheeks, feeling Nikki's hand rest on my knee before squeezing it lightly, "Please don't touch me right now." I shoved it off of my body as I gripped the steering wheel after.

"Vanity, I'm sorry. I really am. I just didn't know how to tell you. But, I think we should consider using the therapists advice and and trying it out. That's all."

I ended up tuning him out. I didn't understand how Nikki could be so, so calm and collected about this. If it was the other way around and I wanted to see another man he would absolutely go berserk. But that's not the case because I don't, I just want him.

*Friday Evening*

~Nikki's POV~

I could feel Vanity's eyes drilling holes into the back of my head as I checked my hair in the accent mirror we had on the living room wall. I smirked at myself before my eyes met hers, "Yes?"

I turned around to look at her, seeing her curled up on the couch with a blanket and Anarchy by her side, "Nothing, you look nice."

"You think so? Thanks Van." I smiled at her as she started glaring before turning her attention back to the tv, eyebrows pulled together tight and her jaw clenched, more than likely teeth grinding against teeth, "What's the problem princess?" I attempted to bite back a laugh as she ripped the blanket off of her and got up.

"What do you think the problem is, Nikki?" She questioned, as she rolled her eyes and walked to the kitchen.

"Uh...is Mother Nature visiting this week?" I smirked as I glanced over, seeing her at the island opening a bottle of wine.

"The therapist is stupid and you know it. What kind of sane therapist suggest to go see other people where one half of the couple is a cheater? It's bull Nikki." She stated, stormy eyes staring deep as she brought the wine glass to her lips.

"To see if we should be together, Vanity. You heard her the other day. I think it's good for us ya know? We never have time away from one another and it's smothering-" I watched as her eyebrows raised, "T-that's not what I meant Van. That isn't-" I closed my eyes when she slammed the fridge door close.

"Ari, say bye to daddy." Van spoke softly as Arianna came bolting into the kitchen with Anarchy.

"I'll be back later sweet pea." I smiled as I picked her up and gave her a kiss on the cheek, "You be good and don't have too much fun without me."

Arianna pressed her little hands against my cheeks and smushed them together, "You have to be good too!" I chuckled and nodded, "Pinky!"

"Yes Arianna, I promise I'll be good if you'll be good. And if you are good, maybe we can take your bike out to the park and ride around a bit tomorrow. Sound like a deal?" I held my pinky out for her as she wrapped hers around mine.

"Deal!"

I smiled brightly, "That's my girl!" I gave her another quick kiss on the cheek before putting her down as she went over to the couch and stole Vans spot. I grabbed my jacket and went over to the table near the door to grab my keys and the flowers for Donna, "Hey, where's those sunflowers at?"

"They're in the dining room? You didn't have to get them for me but they are really pretty.." Van pointed as I glanced over at the dining table and seeing them arranged in a crystal vase.

"Uh-" I let out an awkward laugh, "Those were for Donna..."

I saw her expression change, the faint smile being replaced with a frown, "But they're sunflowers..."

I fidgeted with the key ring around my finger, "Donna likes them too...but uh, you can keep them. I can just stop at the store to get roses or something. I'm already running a bit late.." I mumbled, glancing down at my watch and then back at her, "So I'll see you later?"

"Yeah, yeah. I'll be here and I hope you have fun." Van spoke with a defeated sigh as she turned her back towards me. I watched for a moment as she went to go sit with Arianna and cuddle under the blanket. I shook it off before I walked out the front door.

*Nikki's Date*

What a fucking babe.

Nikki smirked, sauntering over to the table as he saw Donna, a tight red dress and sleek blonde hair resting on her shoulders in loose curls. She takes a sip out of a glass half full of club soda and a lime wedge. Her eyes light up when they find Nikki, "Hey! You look handsome!" Her voice was cheerful as she stood up and they gave one another a quick hug.

"Thank you, you look amazing. These are for you.." he holds out a bouquet of red roses, "I'm sorry if I'm a little late, traffic was kinda bad getting over here." He sits down, declining when the waiter offers a glass of wine and opts for water instead.

"It's okay. I was enjoying the free bread. It's good." Donna chuckles nervously a bit, "I hope this is okay for you? I'm sure you're use to five star dining and what not."

Nikki brushes it off, "Oh, it's not a problem-" He smiles at her, "I actually take the family here a lot."

"Oh? Well I guess you should have picked then. That's so sweet of you to take Arianna to fancy places like this. She must be really well behaved."

Nikki nodded reaching for a bread roll out of the basket, "Yeah she is. Sometimes she’s a brat and has the temper of her mom and I. So...it's fun."

"But I bet it's fun to have a little break from watching her right? I know my friends and they sometimes have issues with the co-parenting." Donna expressed as her eyes stayed glued to the menu, searching for her dinner as dessert sat in front of her.

"Yeah, well...we live like roommates kinda and Arianna is like a mutual pet-" Nikki laughs, "But it works out fine at the end of the day."

"Oh! I didn't know you too lived with each other. I shouldn't have assumed but how you were explaining it...but it sounds like a good system you have."

Nikki cleared his throat and took a sip, thinking how he wants that glass of wine after all, "Yeah, sorry. I should have been more clear. I bought the house for Vanity years ago and it's in both of our names."

Donna smiled at him, "It's okay. Whatever is best for Arianna, right?"

"Exactly, how's Rhyan? Is he feeling better yet?" Nikki questioned. He was glad he found someone that had a kid and could understand the responsibilities that come with being a parent, that he could get advice from if he ever didn't know what to do.

"He's starting to. Took him to the urgent care the other day and they gave him some antibiotics. I hope by Monday he can go back to school, I don't want him to miss too much. But enough about the kids, how was your week?"

Nikki let out a long breath, "It was tiring, meetings and phone calls nonstop. The album comes out next month so now we're working on merchandising and how we want it to look. Tommy's...girlfriend is helping." He rolls his eyes and Donna laughs, "What?" He smiled.

"I can't wait to here it. I'm super excited from what you've been telling me. You made that last part sound like it's a nails on a chalk board for you. Not a fan of her?" Donna questioned as she leaned closer a bit.

"It's definitely different. Doesn't sound like the usual Mötley but that's a good thing." He looks at her, "She's just- we don't get along but she's Arianna's godmother so I have to play nice."

"You'll give me a signed copy right?" She jokes, "That's too bad, I bet it puts a rift between you and Tommy and Vanity."

He nodded, "Sometimes it does but she's pregnant now so she hasn't been that much of a bother." He smiles at her and gently reaches across to touch her hand "You'll get it hot off the press and signed by all of us, I promise." Donna blushes a bit when he winks at her and she gives his hand a light squeeze.

They order dinner and some wine, chit chatting about anything and everything. Donna laughs at some of his corny jokes and Nikki's completely mesmerized by how down to earth she actually is despite being an actress and model. She enjoyed being outdoors and hiking, he could rarely get Vanity to break a sweat outside of the bedroom without complaining. She liked volunteering in her free time when she wasn't being super mom and a baywatch babe. Donna was impressed with how many articulate thoughts and ideas Nikki actually had. He wasn't like the dumb basketball stars or other musicians she had met. She swooned hearing him talk about his passions of music and song writing and even at the vulnerability about how his childhood wasn't so great and his sobriety. She heard many, many stories about him and clearly most of that was just gossip she had figured.

After dinner, Nikki paid even though Donna argued that they could at least split it evenly, they were walking through a near by park before going their seperate ways. It was only a bit chilly as sparkling lights were wrapped around the stumps of oak trees and some light music was playing from a street performer. They both had small cups of hot chocolate in their hands as they walked side by side.

"Thank you for tonight Nikki and for the roses. I've had a lot of fun tonight. Who knew rockstars could be so chivalrous and kind?" Donna laughs a bit as she nudges his shoulder.

"Who knew actresses couldn't be snobs?" He let's his free hand brush against hers, "But you're welcome Donna, thank you for wanting to go out with me. I wanna do this again if you do?"

Donna nodded as they came back to the entrance as their cars were parked across the street, "I'd like to do this again too Nikki." She smiles up at him taking the extra step and holds his hand gently, feeling how warm his palm was and the roughness from playing his instrument.

"I'll call you okay?" Nikki smiled, gnawing on the inside of his cheek before leaning down and kissing her on the lips softly. He pulls away after a moment seeing her bright blue eyes shining and her cheeks a crimson shade, "Goodnight."

*Nikki's POV*

I sat in the car, a permanent smile on my face. I think that's one of the best dates I've ever been on. I got a whiff of Donnas perfume on my jacket, it smelt like tulips and fresh linen. I sighed deeply before getting out of the car and locking up. I headed to the front door and walked in, being met by loud music and Arianna yelling.

What. The. Fuck.

I walked into the living room seeing Arianna jumping up and down and attempting to sing along to a Backstreet Boy music video, "Arianna? What the hell are you doing up? You're suppose to be in bed." I grabbed the remote from the coffee table and turned it off "Van!?!" I flipped open the pizza box, seeing a few remnants of left over crust and a carton of melted ice cream as well.

"Daddy! I missed you! Ca-can you spin me around!? Please?!" Arianna was jittery beyond belief as I then saw two empty cans of Mountain Dew on the living room floor.

"No, Arianna it's time for bed. It was time for bed-" I looked at the clock "-three hours ago." I quickly picked her up as I turned around to see Vanity, my eyes narrowing at that arrogant smirk she had plastered on her lips.

"What the hell Vanity? It's almost midnight and she's doped up on sugar." I glared at her as I started taking her upstairs to her room.

"Well, we were having fun and we lost track of time. It's the weekend Nikki, she's fine. Can you relax? She’s stayed up later than this before." I rolled my eyes as Arianna nodded at me.

I sighed, "Fine, at least you had fun. Did you save me ice cream?" I asked Ari as I took her to the bathroom and started wiping dried chocolate and Cheeto dust from her lips and cheek.

"Mommy and I ate it! She said you had dessert and wouldn't want any!" Arianna giggled like a maniac, "I'm not sleepy." I watched as she rubbed her eyes.

"Something tells me otherwise. Come on. Let's go get PJs on." I helped her down as we walked to her bedroom, "Any cookies left at least? You know daddy has a sweet tooth."

"Mommy ate the last of them. She wouldn't share with me." Ari mumbled as she got in bed and grabbed her stuffed monkey. Anarchy then jumped on her bed and laid by her feet. I smiled at her and patted her head, "And Ana had cookies too. Her poop was funny!"

I hushed her, "Okay, okay. It's time for bed. I love you." I kissed the top of her head, "Sweet dreams princess." She told me goodnight as I left her bedroom quietly closing her door shut. I headed downstairs seeing Van cleaning up the mess, "What the fuck, Vanity?"

She looked at me, "Huh?"

"Huh?" I copied as I rolled my eyes "Don't act fucking stupid. She never eats this much junk food so what gives? Is this because I went on a date?" I questioned as she laughed and tossed the garbage in the trash.

"Oh please-" she rolled her eyes at me, "We eat healthy all week Nikki so why not splurge on junk food?" She questioned as she fixed the decorative pillows and folded the blanket before draping it over the back of the couch.

"And you ate all of it? Aren't you trying to diet?" I questioned as I saw an eyebrow raise in surprise.

"Oh, I'm sorry I'm not playboy bunny skinny or baywatch actress skinny." She glares at me, "...and it's a high calorie diet!"

I scoffed, "Unbelievable...I fucking knew it. At least I can give a decent god damn time!"

"You just made a subtle comment about my weight so of course I'm gonna be upset! And good, I'm glad you had a wonderful time."

I laughed as I knew she was lying straight through her teeth, "Yeah, I'm sure you're really glad Vanity."

Van shrugged, "No, really Nikki. I'm happy you had a good time with her. Me and Arianna had a good time too. We painted our toes and took Anarchy for a walk. Oh! And we made the living room into a fort."

I exhaled slowly as I sat down on the couch, I glanced at her seeing her smile as she played her facade well, "Fine, I'm glad you and Ari had a good time too."

"So...where'd you guys go?" Van questioned as I looked at her, "C'mon tell me. I asked so I want to know." She says down beside me, resting her elbow against the back of the couch and putting her chin in her palm.

"Well...we went to that restaurant we always go to with Ari...the one down by the pier.." I glanced over at her, eyes narrowing as she nodded, "And then we went for a walk at that park with the duck pond."

"Sounds like fun. What did you two talk about?"

I laughed, "Vanity, relax. We just talked about normal first date topics but it was nice going there and not having to beg someone to eat something."

"What do you mean? Arianna has a good appetite. A lot better than most six year olds." Vanity stated as she flipped on the tv and searched for something to watch.

"Not the kid I gotta force to eat something other than chicken strips and fries."

"Why are you trying to start shit right now?" Vanity side eyed me, the jaw muscle twitching as she scooted away from me.

"I'm not trying to start anything princess. It was just nice to not a waste a breath on deaf ears." I chuckled a bit as I kicked off my boots and perched my feet up on the coffee table.

"It's cause you take us there all the time." She mumbled, "We never go anywhere else. I've already tried almost everything on the menu."

"That's not true. We went somewhere new a few weeks ago and you still ordered a damn chicken strip basket. Why can't you just eat like an adult?"

"Jesus Christ Nikki, I'm not gonna argue about my eating habits because it's pointless." I stared as she stood up and tossed the remote near me, "I don't want you to see her again."

I looked past her and kept my eyes glued on the TV, "We decided to try it and take the therapists advice, Van."

"No, you decided it for us. I didn't have a say in that conversation Nikki." Van spoke quietly, but I knew how upset she was getting by the way her voice trembled.

"...And I said, in front of you, I would be up for trying. Because what if-Van what if we're not meant to be like we think we are?" I looked at her, sighing and leaning my head back against the couch as I saw tears in her eyes.

"How can you even say that-"

"Because look at us Vanity!! Look at how much fighting we've been doing! All the snide comments and glares! We're just fucking hurting one another!"

I closed my eyes, hearing her sniffle a bit "If this was gonna be the end result then what was the point of New York and begging me to come home? I coulda just stayed there. I didn't want to come back home just to see you going out with someone else. I don't want to do this Nikki. I don't want anyone else."

Van wiped her eyes when I looked at her, her eyes an almost honey color as they always were whenever she cried, "You really don't want anyone else? Or to even attempt to see someone?" I smiled just a little when she shook her head.

"No, Nik. I don't want anyone else. I just want you." She shook her head in frustration and looked at me, "But do you? Do you want me? Can you picture your future with out me?"

I swallowed the lump in my throat. Of course I couldn't see a future without her. The idea of her not in it scared the fuck out of me. She's my whole life, world and everything in between. No one else could ever deal or stick around with me like the way she could. But at the same time, is our future just going to be fighting to the point where we don't even love each other anymore? That we just stick together for Arianna? That we begin to resent and hate one another?

"Just...whatever Nikki." Van frowned and wiped her cheek when I took to long to give her an answer, "Goodnight and I'm glad you had a good time with her. I'm sorry you had to come home to a mess." She mumbled, her tone riddled with disappointment and hurt as she wrapped herself in a hug and turned her back towards me. I watched her as she went all the way up the stairs before turning around the corner.

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(a senseless, compulsive and without any objectivity post really, and there's a lot of mistakes)

I just rewatched FB1 and 2 this evening and:

Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them

I forgot how awesome were Newt, Tina, Queenie and Jacob in FB1

I forgot how FB1 had a so well-written plot and how satisfying was this movie

I looked after Graves/Grindelwald and watching the scenes where he appears is a hilarious experience, I was delighted to analyse everything he said and did with his true identity in mind (and when MACUSA employees talk about Grindelwald with him- I'm a simple girl, I smirk)

(Also, he is very smart, the way he manipulates everyone when he discovers about Newt's Obscurus is something I liked to watch)

(How nobody found out he was not Percival Graves - he was doing power wandless and informulated magic constantly, it's the sign of marvellous skills - and Grindelwald almost didn't hide it, his colleagues were a bit oblivious, weren't they? I mean, they knew the true Graves, they never figured out?)

I was so invested in FB1 and its characters it was amazing

Also, Credence is definitely not human, he seems more... etheral? Is it because he's originally an Obscurus or something like that?

(Also something can be sure, even if both Ariana and Credence are Obscurus, they can't belong to the same nature - if Credence was initially a human like Ari was, he would have died after the MACUSA employees casted their spells - Ari just died and his corpse was lying on the floor, she didn't transform herself like Credence did)

Also, Grindelwald is odious, detestable towards Credence, I didn't want to punch someone in the face like this since a quite long time

Fantastic Beasts: Crimes of Grindelwald

About FB2, it was sometimes strangely... unsatisfying (or not strangely, because there are flaws which were not in FB1 to my opinion)

I'm happy because I understood this time how Jacob kept his memories and already knew Credence survived thanks the end of FB1

But unfortunately, even if I know the story, it seems to be so rushed - to many characters to be really empathetic for me

Also I had the feeling there's a lot of them who actually didn't do so much, who are just parts of the plot and not real personalities? Maybe I was less focused - I was - but still

In fact, I think my real problem with the film is: it shows glimpses of a larger story and the main story doesn't deserve alone a film

To me, the main plot is about Credence, the second one is about Newt and his team

To be honest, even if I do love Newt's team, specially Queenie arc who's a very lovely character (and damn interesting (but she didn't do good things in FB2 sniff)) (but Tina and Jacob and Newt were so sweet hell) the real story was about Credence - in fact, showing how Credence ended up with Grindelwald was probably the aim of the film

And besides, the movie wanted to show good guys arc (so Newt who wants to reconcile with Tina, Tina who wants to find Credence, Jacob who wants to find Queenie, Queenie who's confused and hopeless), a bit of context about Dumbledore's and Grindelwald's origin story, the rising influence of Grindelwald back in 1927, how the two most powerful wizards of their age organised their own team of allies, and I didn't mention Leta's backstory with Newt and with Corvus, Yusuf's own backstory, Theseus, Grindelwald's acolytes Rosier and Abernathy, Grimmson role, I forgot Travers also, and Flammel, and also Nagini- hell in fact the movie is saying a lot - I swear I didn't wanted to write a that long list but well it might explain why I am a bit confused about that movie

And again I don't understand why it didn't work for me because I love lore, to see the web between the data, the events and the persons and that exactly what the movie does

(Entirely irrelevant here, but I'm personally betrayed by Grindelwald who's a huge bastard, a real monster, and everytime I see him as an adult I'm sad because if he had done the good choices and - for example - didn’t take pleasure to kill people and actually fought for a genuine "Greater Good" both Albus and Gellert could have been happy pfff)

(Again irrelevant, but I couldn't help but laugh at the end with the parallel between Grindelwald and Dumbledore, I saw them as two ex who are still resentful against the other - but here, their fight takes mondial proportions, and they found a new ally to piss off the other, and I know I shouldn't seeing that but bloody hell I'm tired of this film I'm sorry I will stop)

It feels like a necessary exposition to prepare FB3 but not like a real, intimate film? In my opinion again, I can understand if you actually liked FB2

It's beautiful nonetheless, the clothes, the ambiance, the decor and the attention on the details, it's fairly amazing

The music, the realisation and the editing were great too, to my opinion - sometimes the editing is brilliant in fact, it draws parallels

Having a lot of lore and a lot of characters to theorise and write is awesome too, even if I believe it was not exactly the goal the movie wanted to achieve

(The way Dumbledore tried to manipulate Newt, also so interesting, the only difference between he and his former lover here is the gentle music (and the not-so-gentle smile of Grindelwald facing Queenie))

ALSO, everytime Credence sees his baby Phoenix Grindelwald is around, a point which support the theory of Credence-not-actually-a-Dumbledore with a Phoenix summoned, by a way or by another, by Grindelwald himself

(True question, why didn't Gellert kill Newt (and Theseus) in Père-Lachaise after the meeting - because no-fuckin-body is going to convince me he wasn't able to do it and he loathes Newt (because because of him Grindelwald had been arrested by MACUSA and Newt is Dumbledore's protégé))

(Or maybe Leta cast a protection like Lily did??? Actually why not??? (I hope not it will ruined a bit the sense of it if it is a so common protection))

(Or maybe Gellert knows he will need at least one of them in the future? Because he's a Seer, etc)

To sum up, the movie is great to theorise and will take sense in the future when the next movies will be released, but as a film itself, I was a bit let down

(I don't want to just yell at the film, I will never be able to create something like that and I'm probably too young and inexperienced concerning movie's creation but pfff I wanted to express what I was thinking about it so here I am)

Sorry about the multiple mistakes, again I'm not a native speaker and it's a bit a shitpost so I guess it's not so serious, but sorry anyway!

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Try Again Chapter 1

The extended version of the little prologue I wrote last week is here! With over double the words and some added bits in editing

Click Read More or read it here on Ao3

The four of them were accustomed to the absurd landscape of the Null by now as they stepped into the sickly green tinted landscape from out of the portal.

Dark towering pillars of stone that created a castle type structure, floating above the seemingly endless green fog below. They hadn’t tested how far down it went, or whether there was anything below the green that they could see. It had been deemed too risky early on, once they had learned that you didn’t respawn from a death here.

It was only the four left now, everyone else was long gone. All but Grian were wearing full diamond armour, elytra discarded for the extra protection a chest plate provided. Grian kept his elytra however, and in his inventory the only remaining firework rockets to propel it.

“This area is new.” Iskall thought aloud, glancing around the black brick fortress the portal spat them out at.

It was the first thing he had said in days, the man having changed greatly in temperament since it had all begun to go wrong. Losing Stress and Ren seemed to have been the tipping point for him. And Mumbo

False hummed slightly as a reply to the man. She had been hit hard by the losses too, losing the other women had hurt her the most. She hadn’t resorted to partial muteness like Iskall, but she wasn’t herself anymore. She fought recklessly in the Null dimension and without regard for her own health. The others had needed to interfere to save her life multiple times already.

Xisuma was arguably the worst affected. He spoke, and he still protected himself, but he had taken the death of every other hermit as a personal responsibility. At some point the care he showed for all of the hermits has mutated into an extreme paranoia that he would lose another and it would be all his fault.

And Grian, well he spent all of his time in the rapidly decaying garden area at the top of his base. The greenery had been steadily decaying since they had cleared the last portal, both inside and outside of his tower. And then the crops had begun to wither across the server. The last sugar cane plants dying marked the end of flying as creating rockets became impossible. Then it was the food plants. And then the animals. Ari the parrot had been the last creature left on the server until earlier in the day. Now they were all gone.

Grian had gone straight to the new portal after losing Ari and found Iskall, False and Xisuma already waiting.

“I’ll head off and scout the area,” Grian was quiet as he spoke, trying to fall into the routines that were already tried and tested so far. Someone had to move, they couldn’t delay it any further. Either they succeeded and revived the overworld by completing this area of the fortress. Or they died. For good. So far the routine they had created seemed like the best chance they had. The best fliers - only Grian now - scouted out the danger before returning to the rest of the group. It wasn't a perfect routine - as evident from the Hermits they had lost already. He shook his head slightly, unwilling to dwell on that at the moment. I still have X, Iskall and Falsie to look after right now.

“I’ll fly straight for a couple hundred blocks, check for danger and then-“

“No.” The word was blunt and monotone.

The group turned to look at who had spoken. X's face behind his visor was pulled into a frown.

“But, X, this is just like all the times before, I’ll-“

“I said no, Grian. We aren’t splitting up this time.”

“Come on, he’s the best flyer we have, we need to know what we’re up against or-“

“I said no False!” X’s shout made even Iskall jump, “It’s only us left, I’m not losing anyone else, not this time. We’re sticking together as a group. Come on.” He walked off as he spoke, “Watch each other’s backs, we’ll get through this.”

Iskall, Grian and False shared a glance before following Xisuma, weapons in hand and unsure if they’d return to the overworld again.

Grian’s heart sunk as he heard the tear of his elytra breaking. He landed roughly, falling out of the air and barely breaking his fall with his one good leg. He stumbled, one arm flung out against the black brick wall to steady him. He could hear the Null Hounds snarling from down the dark hallways.

False had been right, he was the only one who could escape harm in these fortresses with his flying skills. He had had the best streak without being hurt while navigating these fortresses so far, though False's flying skills brought her a close second.

Now False was gone, a Redstone trap took the floor from beneath her feet and she fell into the lime green fog below.

X had been so stunned and broken watching it that he didn’t move, just stared down the new hole in the floor where the blonde had just fallen.

Iskall had tried to drag Xisuma away, but in the end it was to no avail. The Manta’s swooped down and took X out, Iskall was forced to retreat with Grian.

They had managed to run for another hour or so, Iskall fighting off the creatures chasing them, Grian managing to haphazardly fly carrying Iskall’s weight over the traps and drop offs into the abyss below.

It was Grian’s clumsiness that did them in in the end. It was his fault, he had tried to turn too quickly and clipped a wall, knocking them both to the ground into a pack of Null Hounds. The creatures loomed high, clearly supposed to be some form of wolf but with the twisted proportions of endermen and the glowing purple eyes to match. One tore into Grian’s leg before he got a chance to fend them off, and without the regeneration that was in the overworld he knew that his leg wasn’t going to be much use until he got out of this dimension - if he got out. When Iskall jumped in to save him, Grian flew out, and watched as his last friend was lost to the hounds.

It all seemed to have happened so fast. Did he really expect any different? Even if he hadn't, it still hurt - seeing his last friends just disappear, the knowledge that they wouldn't respawn again weighed on him. But what was he supposed to do?

And then he flew, flew until he ran out of rockets and until his elytra had finally torn. And there was really nothing he could do now, he couldn’t run, he couldn’t fly. His leg was useless, glancing down he saw the dark stain of blood on his clothes. He wasn’t sure what was more concerning, the way his leg looked and the way it couldn’t support any weight, or the fact that there wasn’t really any pain, just numbness, a cold sensation that was creeping in and taking away any of the pain. It was getting steadily harder to walk and dragging himself forward was becoming more and more tiring.

He stumbled around a corner and-

A dead end. The corridor ended, leaving only a balcony and a long fall down into the fog below.

He closed his eyes, he could hear the creatures getting closer, they knew where he was. Long ebony claws were clicking on the hard flooring and echoing through the corridor behind him. Warped and raspy growling accompanied it. They were coming. He took a deep breath, looking over the edge. There was no one left, just him. And if this was happening, at least he could choose how. It wouldn’t feel any different to the many times he dived through his base, just this time he wouldn’t be pulling up at the last second. A low growl behind him made him jump. Looking away from the abyss he turned slowly to see the creatures were there. He felt with his good leg, tapping his foot against it and gauging where the drop off was. And he stepped off the edge, falling soundlessly.

—

Grian jumped awake. He could feel the hammering of his heart in his chest, his breathing fast and panicked.

“What the-?”

The Null, no this wasn't there. Was that a dream? It must have been. Then the Null doesn’t exist - of course not.

He looked around. He was in his ship in a bottle at the bottom of the ocean, of course he was - where else would he be. That hadn’t been real. He told himself that again with a little more confidence. Even if that dream had felt so real...

He blinked hard a couple times before laughing at himself. How silly, being so scared of a dream. And he went off to start working on his new modern base on the ocean above him – even if at the moment it was little more than a stone platform in the middle of the water. Slightly awkwardly from inexperience, he pulled on the Elytra he had just bought yesterday and grabbed some rockets, keen to get used to flying so that he was no longer the newbie at the skill and he headed off without thinking about the dream again.

#apologies in advance #I am out of practise when it comes to writing #and at using ao3 and tumblr #if I make mistakes tell me #also feel free to talk to me about the au!#Try Again AU #Hermitcraft #Hermitcraft AU #also I use odd line spacing because I struggle to read blocks of text #sorry if that annoys anyone #hermitcraft 6 #hermitcraft fanfiction #grian #iskall #xisuma #falsesymmetry

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New Post has been published on https://lovehaswonangelnumbers.org/monthly-astro-forecasts-november-2019/

Monthly Astro-Forecasts November 2019

By Sarah-Jane Grace

In a world of uncertainty and nebulousness, one thing is abundantly clear: we are all living in tumultuous and turbulent times. Energetically, physically, emotionally, spiritually, politically and morally, the ground is shifting from beneath our feet and it’s bewildering, confusing and exhausting, all at the same time. Just as we feel as though things are settling, something else rocks the boat and sends us into another spin, then another. We barely have time to catch our breath or steady ourselves before the next challenge begins.

We have each been challenged this year on so many levels, and there have been moments of intense highs, but many moments of intense lows. Mainly though there has been a deep sense of unknowable shift, a feeling that everything is changing although we cannot make sense of those changes as they’re still too nebulous and out of reach to understand. We have more questions than answers and yet more questions without answers that continue to surface. We hope these changes are positive and life-affirming, but there is still an air of trepidation that more storms are on the horizon. Of course, there will always be storms as they’re a part of life, but many of us are weary and battle-worn, needing hope not challenge, joy not pain.

It seems important that we each learn how to let these feelings and emotions follow their own path, to travel through our lives like a feather in the wind being gently carried along. Even when a storm hits, the feather is buffeted around, but when the clouds disperse, it gets picked up and carried along once again. Yet, observing these emotions isn’t the same as wallowing in them. Being mindful of the feelings isn’t the same as diving into them head-first. Whilst it’s important to allow ourselves to fully feel and experience this journey, it’s also important not to be consumed by it.

Of course, many do become consumed by the intoxication of confusion and overwhelm, but this isn’t to be judged, they should be loved and shown compassion, understanding, and patience. We all have moments when it all gets too much, and it’s easy to under-estimate the value of a smiling face or a hand reaching out when we’re in the darker moments.

Part of the lesson this year seems connected in transmuting pain into joy, loss into love and life into purpose. It’s time to clear away the obstacles we’ve placed within our hearts and souls in order to live life in more awakened and connected ways. Yes, this means feeling even more, but unless we can wholeheartedly feel, how can we truly live?

So many of us live in a virtual world, surrounded by technology and concrete, disconnected from nature and the earth. It’s no wonder so few can see the pain of Mother Earth, as we live in a world of soundbites and instantaneous connection and expectation. This way of living leads to parts of the soul withering away through lack of use as many of the natural instincts that allow us to interact freely and spiritually become locked in, isolated and disregarded.

It’s time now to accept that our thoughts, beliefs, and actions ultimately shape and define our existence. This is a time of unity, not separation, compassion, not hate, love not pain. Whilst we will all experience all of these, it’s important to reach out now, to walk hand in hand with others, and to find a new way of being human…

For now, I wish you all kinds of wonderful.

With love,

Sarah-Jane

Aries

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November looks set to be a month of insight and discovery as you continue to connect to your true sense of self. Although you have always had a good sense of your true essence and purpose, life has often got in the way and, over time, this has faded from view by the many different things to do, people to see, places to go and distractions to explore. At the same time, you have also strived to keep others happy and ‘do the right thing’ even when your own needs have been compromised. As a result, there is a sense that you’ve been feeling somewhat bent out of shape in life, as though you’ve been trying to be someone you’re not, and whilst you seem quite content, intuitively you know that there is a whisper of discord between your soul and the outer façade you present to the world.

Of course, everyone has a façade, it’s just that yours seems to have slowly moved further away from the life that makes your heart sing and soul glow warmly. You keep on keeping on, trying to do more, be more and achieve more, but there are threads of discontent weaving their way within. When you tap into this discontent, you want nothing more than to run for the hills in order to shake off the façade and reconnect to the ‘real you’, whilst this is understandable, it’s important to realize that even the façade is the real you, it’s just another version, the one that keeps on keeping on. So, instead of running for the hills (after all, the only person you’re running from is yourself), maybe it’s time now to love all aspects of yourself wholeheartedly and to give your true essence the room the move freely…

Taurus

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Over the course of your life, you have accumulated a great deal of ‘stuff’: memories, experiences, learning, books and plenty of things you’ve kept ‘just in case’; and stuff isn’t just physical, it’s emotional and spiritual as well. Of course, most people collect these things, but there’s a sense that you’re somewhat more fastidious than others! As a result, a large proportion of this ‘stuff’ is surplus to the requirements of your everyday life, but you carry it around within your head, heart, and soul, ‘just in case’. Whilst there’s much to be said for being prepared for any eventuality, there is a sense that carrying around so many boxes marked ‘miscellaneous’ just in case you need them has started to weigh you down, and much of your energy is focused on carrying them rather than on living your life.

There is a part of your soul jostling for space now; it’s as though your spirit wants to stretch out and breathe deeply once again, yet these boxes are in the way, towering high in places in fairly chaotic fashion as boxes marked ‘miscellaneous’ are hard to order as not even you know what’s inside them anymore. You seem to have reached a chapter of change in your life, one unlike previous periods of the shift in that the change is more inner than outer, it’s more heart and soul. This change is coming from a deep longing to set yourself free, to have the confidence to let at least some of these boxes go, trusting that if you do need their contents again in the future, you can tap into your phenomenal intuition and wisdom in order to find a way forward. Sometimes the only way to move forward is to let go of what’s behind you…

Gemini

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There are times in your life when everything feels heavy and cumbersome, as though there are simply too many things to do, people to see, places to go and things to achieve. And then there are times when your life feels a tad empty, as though nothing has any true meaning anymore. It’s important not to forget the times when you are feeling whimsical and reflective, or the times when you are highly motivated and inspired. And then there are the other 98% of times, the humdrum, run of the mill times called everyday life. As a spiritual and intellectual soul, it’s easy for you to explore new realms of consciousness and to seek out deeper meaning and purpose, yet there is a sense that when life gets a bit ‘run of the mill’, you feel flat and rudderless as though someone has knocked the wind out of your sails.

Life is a hotchpotch collection of experiences, and whilst there is a lot of humdrum, pedestrian keeping on keeping on, this is the essential needlework that holds everything together. The rest (those inspirational highs and lows) reflect passing moments, fleeting experiences of reflectiveness, sadness, inspiration, and joy. Although you would love to see more of these enriched moments in your life, you realize that the humdrum brings context and meaning to the ups and downs of life. Yet, there is a part of you that wants more: more highs, more creative acrobatics, more innovative ideas, and more spiritual meaning. Whilst this is only natural, it’s important to realize that this oscillation is needed, as without this context, everything will likely feel meaningless and without purpose. So, try to enjoy your soul pirouetting through life, let your spirit dance freely and savor your creative prowess. In short, be yourself and love yourself for it…

Cancer

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In many ways, your life is like a baking project: the cake is your life, the toppings are the skills and gifts you bring, and the filling is your willingness to be the glue that holds it all together. You have spent a great deal of your life being the coffee buttercream in the coffee and walnut cake or the strawberry jam in the Victoria sponge cake. You have given so much to being the best person you can be and trying to hold everything together that you’ve grown bored of the same old cakes, day after day. You know you have the skill to bake new cakes and to explore new ideas, but you are so used to being the glue, you are finding it hard to extricate yourself as a cake without filling is like jelly and no ice cream.

At the same time, it’s not just being the glue, it’s also being the best possible glue as well as you often feel that you should do more, be more and achieve more. So, as well as trying to hold everything (and everyone) together, you are also giving yourself a hard time for not being ‘better’. Yet, why do you feel you have to be the perfect glue? Why do you have to be glue at all? What drives you to place yourself directly in the middle of the great big cake of life?. Whilst life can create obstacles and responsibilities, you seem ready now to seek out a different way of living your life, one that allows you to breathe more freely and lets you snaffle those delicious toppings (your gifts) and to bake a new cake of your own design as you live the life you were born to live…

Leo

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November looks set to be a month where you continue to seek out balance in your life as you prepare for some twists and turns ahead. It’s important not to make assumptions that twists or turns mean challenges and tribulations, they don’t. Not always. Whilst your path is always curved and never straight, there is a sense you have always thrived on the meandering nature of the journey of your life. Yet, there is a part of you fed up with dallying and zigzagging as it feels like time-wasting and you want to charge ahead and get to your chosen destination as soon as possible. Of course, intuitively you know just how much extra ‘value’ you get when you meander as it’s often the path less traveled where new insights and deeper wisdom reside, yet you remain keen to get from where you are to where you want to be as quickly as possible. Why? What’s the rush? This is an important question to ask yourself as it shapes and defines the course of your life.

At the same time, you seem so keen to get from where you are to ‘where you want to be’, but when did you last pause and contemplate the shape and form of what that actually is? In other words, have you honed and sharpened your dream lately? Are you still sure you want to head ‘over there’? In short, this is an important time for you to re-shape and re-define your hopes, goals, and dreams. You simply aren’t the same person you were a few months ago as you’ve shifted on so many different levels. Dreams are for evolving, people are for changing and ‘over there’ is for moving, so instead of charging ahead, take a breath and let your intuition lead the way…

Virgo

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As the wisdom continues to rise up within your heart and soul, it seems you are beginning to find a deeper sense of peace, as well as a more profound sense of purpose, in your life. You spend a great deal of your life thinking about your life, trying to make sense as to why things are the way they are and trying to answer some of life’s great unanswered questions. Yet, you are not lost in your busy head as you find ways to channel your gifts into creative and meaningful tasks. You let thoughts, ideas, and feelings flow through you like running water; as though you are standing in a brook and everything babbles along over you, refreshing you in every moment. The free spirit within you thrives on having the space to explore life from every angle and to take time out when needed to just rest and be.

However, there is a part of you that struggles with your carefree nature; this part of you is much more ordered, structured and in need of routine. As a result, there can often be a bit of a tousle in your heart and soul as you pull in different directions, trying to be the free spirit, but wanting to do so in an orderly fashion! Whilst these two aspects of you are very different, they are still both a part of you so it’s important to befriend them both and find ways for them to work together rather than pulling you in opposing directions. It may not be obvious how to have an orderly free spirit, but with your capacity to think outside the box, there is a way, you just need to believe it. Don’t look for reasons not to, instead of opening up to flourishing, thriving and living the best life possible…

Libra

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As you continue to re-calibrate the great big weighing scales of your life, there is a sense you are beginning to relax a bit more when it comes to making decisions and choices. In many ways, there is a sense of self-imposed pressure to get life ‘right’ and you often judge yourself very harshly for ‘mistakes’. Yet, what you see as a mistake is more just a part of the inevitable journey of life as we all make ‘wrong’ turns and meander off course. However, whilst most people acknowledge this and move on, you find it somewhat harder as you want to know what went wrong, why, how and who, etc. Of course, knowing such things can help you understand yourself better and also maybe help you to avoid making the same ‘mistakes’ again, but there is a risk that focusing too hard on what you get wrong, rather than on what you get right, can leave you with a skewed sense of self.

Life is a moveable object; mistakes and wrong turns are inevitable and can assist in making you more self-aware, self-compassionate and tender. Within your heart and soul you are something of a free spirit and if you’re too hard on yourself, there is a chance that you end up caging your soaring spirit as you find reasons ‘not to’ or delve ever more deeply into ‘what went wrong’; please stop giving yourself a hard time. Understanding is, of course, a good thing, but so is acknowledging the situation and moving on as you create space for new opportunities and experiences, otherwise, a log jam can form. It’s time now to let go of the cycle of self-judgment and instead, start to allow more inwardly focused compassion and tenderness into your heart and soul…

Scorpio

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November looks set to be a month of clarity, insight, and inspiration as you have been shedding a great deal of detritus recently, particularly of the energetic and emotional kind. Detritus is ‘stuff’ that takes up plenty of space in your consciousness, but it doesn’t seem to serve any real or clearly defined purpose. Everyone has detritus, it’s not always ‘bad’, it’s just stuff, often head clutter. However, when too much detritus starts to build up it can choke and stifle the flow of your life, leaving you feeling discombobulated and out of sorts, wondering where you are (and why) in the bigger picture of your life. You have experienced more than your fair share of storms creating unrest within your heart and soul, often bringing about a shake-up of your hopes and dreams. As each storm has come and gone, there is a sense that the clear skies revealed after the storm clouds have passed has been dazzling and full of inspiration and hope.

In truth, there is a part of you that loves a good storm: the intense energies allow you to access your own inner storms and transmute these in new ways, blasting lots of the detritus into oblivion. Of course, not every storm has a silver lining and there is no doubt that you’ve had to face some big challenges in your life, but your enthusiasm, passion and zest for life has enabled you to deal with these with courage and strength. Your tendency to look deeply within can often whip up a storm as you have a phenomenal and formidable power to break through inertia and initiate change. As the storm clouds begin to pass and the sun starts to shine, open up your heart and soul towards the wisdom rising up from within…

Sagittarius

♐

In many ways you are one of life’s chameleons with a gobsmacking ability to shapeshift as, and when, the need arises. Your stealth, wisdom and quick mind allow you to bend and flex as the need dictates, enabling you to adapt to most situations you find yourself in. Shapeshifting is an artform and you seem to have mastered it over the years, however there is a sense that you are so good at it these days, you often do it without even realising. This enables you to glide through life with relative ease, but it’s important to be aware of this tendency otherwise you can get lost in the moment and disconnected from your true sense of self. That’s the main issue with being a chameleon: if left unchecked, you can lose sight of where you end and where the bending and flexing begins.

Being so fluid has enabled you to explore so much in life, but there’s a sense that being more present in the moment is something you need now as there are some important decisions to make about what happens next. Now, this isn’t to say that being a shape-shifting chameleon is a bad thing, it’s just that it can sometimes take over and take you away from riding on the crest of the leading waves of life. You are a vibrant, passionate, inspirational soul and it’s important to be conscious and aware of this in order to channel it in positive ways in your life. The risk with bending and flexing is a disconnect from rolling up your sleeves and getting stuck in as you become more ethereal and less earth based. You seem ready now to explore new terrain as you ground yourself more in the moment and find new ways to flourish, blossom and thrive…

Capricorn

♑

You’ve always been a bit of a stickler for doing things properly; you have a motto that if something needs doing, then do it properly (and do it well). Of course, ‘properly’ is an individual thing as everyone has a different version as to what it means to them, however, you have a fairly clear idea as to the ‘right’ way and the not so right way! Whilst you are open-minded about the digital age, you still see the value in a pen and paper, a book or even a DVD or CD (or perhaps a vinyl!), you won’t dismiss something because it seems outdated if it still has worth and works well. When you look at your smartphone, if you have one, you don’t take it for granted, you sometimes look at it in awe for making phone calls, texts, emails, storing pictures, music, films and books (and much more).

Your ability to merge the old with the new looks set to serve you well now as there is a sense that you are on the verge of a new chapter in your life, one that seems to span the past and the present, the present and the future. It’s hard to distill and condense into something coherent to articulate and explain, but it feels exciting and tantalizing, as though you are about to wholeheartedly embrace a new way of living and being. It’s your open-mindedness that leads the way, but do be mindful of your sometimes stubborn, resistance to change, as a self-imposed impasse at this stage could thwart opportunities; just because it looks different to your ‘right’ way, don’t dismiss it out of hand. Open up your mind to new experiences and intuitively know that there is often more than one path to the same destination…

Aquarius

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You are a natural-born visionary, often gazing ahead towards the horizon with a knowing sense of direction and purpose. Your instincts invariably prove to be correct (when you listen to them!) as you have an almost uncanny knack for knowing when to act, when to wait or when to walk away. Of course, there are always times when you misjudge this, but these thankfully seem to be few and far between, and you always seek to learn from these experiences, enabling you to grow and evolve with an open heart and mind. Being a visionary brings you great wisdom in life, but there is a risk that you may start looking too intently towards the future, rather than focusing on the here and now. Whilst you do gain context from gazing backwards and forwards in time, it’s important to notice where you are now as well as this is the only true reference point you have.

None of this is new to you, but there is sometimes a need to point it out as you can stop noticing the bigger picture of your life. Try not to let the grass grow from under your feet as it may trip you up, leaving you faltering and confused. This isn’t to say that you should stop being a visionary, far from it in fact, it’s more a gentle reminder to keep the context of the present moment so what you both see, and feel, makes sense. Sometimes, the more you focus on the here and now, and the less you focus on the path ahead, the more insight and wisdom you can glean, as it’s only in the present moment where you can truly connect to your sense of self and essence. Set your essence free and be here now…

Pisces

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November looks set to be a month for reflection and contemplation as you consider the life you’ve lived and the life you’re living, as well as thinking about the life you’d still like to live in terms of your hopes and dreams. This isn’t an exercise you do very often as it can feel like a million miles away from your massive ‘to do’ list of things to do, people to save, places to go and stuff to achieve. Oops, did that say people to save? Well, yes! There is a part of you that thrives on feeling needed and this often pushes you towards over-giving and over-sacrificing your own wants, needs, energy and being. It’s important that you have a sense as to why you give so much of yourself, as there is an obvious conclusion that it’s because others take and you give, but maybe you just give a bit too freely? This isn’t a criticism, just an observation, and we live in a world where we need givers rather than takers. However, there is a risk that you over-give to feel better about yourself and this needs to be explored as it can deplete you on all levels.

You are possibly one of the most loving, giving, compassionate and generous souls around, but you fail abysmally at showing any of these qualities to yourself. There is no obvious reason for this, but it really does need to change if you are ever to achieve the promised land of inner peace and contentment that you have been searching for. Giving is great, over-giving to the point of depletion isn’t. Saving others is admirable, but sometimes they can only save themselves. This is a month for some self-preservation and self-awareness as you slowly start to find ways of drawing boundaries and shining that glittering heart of yours back towards amazing yourself…

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the-rebel-shaman · 7 years

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Libra Rising

This is the sixth post in the series on rising signs around the zodiac, I figured Aries gets to be first enough so I’ll be releasing them in reverse order.These descriptions are based on books, pictures,and interviews of people with the rising sign itself if you don’t know your rising sign go to (http://www.astro.com)and put in your information you’ll need your birth time which can be found on your birth certificate. Enjoy.

Overview

Easy, breezy, and beautiful the Libra Rising life is one of effortless beauty and chic. Hair windswept and cheeks rosy these women look like they roll out of bed flawless(just ask Beyonce) and have the nerve to be southern belle sweet. The men are just as pretty and could easily charm the birds out of the trees on their worst day. Don’t you just love/hate them. If there is such a thing as rising sign privilege this lot has it. Blessed by the gods with looks, style and charm it seems almost unfair how easily these folks pull it off. And to top it all off most of them are gracious enough to pretend not to notice you gawk when they flash you their trademark smile. They’ll even pretend that the incoherent babbling your doing is, in fact, normal. I suppose it all comes with the territory when you hold the title, deserved or not, of most beautiful rising sign. Whatever they’re doing be sure that they’re making it look effortless and ten times cooler than you ever did, and for that we love them.

Mannerisms/Behavior

Men:

Pretty boys through and through. Charm and je ne sais quoi out the wazoo. This is the ballad of the Libra boys. All couplets aside these boys are stunningly adorable. I’m talking kitten and puppy in a slipper adorable. Usually flashing gorgeous smiles complete with dimples, you can find these boys charming the pants off of everyone. And even the more aloof ones will draw their fair share of admirers. On the downside, all that attention they get tends to be for their looks making it rather difficult for them to be taken seriously. On top of this, they can also get into the habit of others coming to their aid. It is remarkable the things people are willing to do to keep a pretty face out of trouble. But if they can push past the instinct to settle for the role of sugarbaby these men are quite erudite and cultured and can easily do the libertine french artist vibe quite well.

Women:

Perhaps it is because we see so many of them in the public eye, but more than many signs these women seem to be able to give off that easy, breezy vibe Covergirl keeps wanting folks to buy into. Tousled locks and easy smiles. While they don’t vibe deep per se they are quite astute conversationalists always keeping their wits about them in social conversations. And you can bet your bottom dollar that they can breeze by that penetrating question you asked while charming the pants off you and whisk out before you noticed. Unlike their Libra Rising brothers the women of this sign are far more machiavellian and instead of passively accepting favors tend to actively invest in, barter, and trade their looks like stock. More than any sign these women can capture and sell a personal aesthetic like nobody’s business. There are no ditzes in this sign and woe be unto those who mistake that gorgeous face for naivite.

Decans/Apperance

1st Decan(0-10 degrees)

Men: The pure Libran type with the ovals of Venus being sharpened by the air element in which it lies. High broad forehead asymmetric hairline. Slender winged eyebrows. Slim almond eyes often fair colored. Higher fuller cheekbones. Overall heart-shaped face. Thin Cupid’s bow lips and a round oval shaped chin. The body is fairly well proportioned the torso is symmetrical and rectangular that can tend to a softer fleshier look. The arms are long and lean the legs are long and lean but can tend toward skinnier.

Women: With Libra in full force with this decan expect a balanced golden look to these gals. Their face is a very elegant oval face shape with balanced curved hairlines the eyebrows are naturally medium in weight and often curved in shape. The eyes are full bright and almond shaped. They also have a tendency to be slightly further apart Han the average gals. The noses are usually medium in width and fairly even from the bridge through the base. The cheekbones are rounded and visible but in a place that could be described as neither high nor low. The lips are usually smaller with fuller lower lips. She also has a smooth oval chin. This girl while thinner tends to be hourglasses shaped and a bit hippy, not her flesh but her bones are well shaped.

2nd Decan (11-20 degrees)

Men: This Decan is underscored by Aquarius as a sub-ruler which brings in a bit more of a rugged look than the previous decan. broad rectangular forehead prone to wrinkles. Heavy rectangular face shape. Full eyebrows. High but not overly prominent cheekbones. Slender down turned almond eyes with a roughhewn nose that’s fleshier at the bottom than it is through the bridge. Over the top of thin Cupid’s bow lips and a longer rectangular chin. The shoulders are broad leading down to a more tapered waist, giving more of a trapezoid shape than the coveted “v”. The arms are slightly shorter than in the previous decan and the legs are usually thicker.

Women: the Aquarius influence makes these ladies faces markedly shorter than the previous decan. The hairline is curved the forehead is smaller and the eyebrows are curved. Much like the Aquarius woman the features really dominate the face. The eyes are large and oval the cheekbones are low and not very prominent and the jaw is rounded. Finishing off the characteristic Aqua look are thin finely shaped lips. The shoulders are usually slim and rounded. The overall look is curvy but a bit bottom heavy giving a slightly pear-shaped look. The arms and legs are shorter than in the previous decan with the arms being slimmer and the legs thicker.

3rd Decan (21-30 degrees)

Men: This decan is much fuller in the face giving it a more neotonous look. Where the other decals have more angular faces this one has a softer more oval shape with a more asymmetrical curved hairline. The forehead is shorter than the other two decans and the eyes much larger, but still keeping the almond shape of the previous decans while adding a characteristic puffiness to the lower eyelid. The eyebrows are full dark and normally straight across. The cheekbones are low and the cheeks full. The lips are still thin and Cupid’s bow shaped but a bit poutier than the previous two decans. The nose is also typically broader than the other two decans. The chin is larger and rounded usually with a Geminian cleft in the middle. The shoulders are normally rounded and the hips fuller. Giving a characteristic hourglass look to this decan male. Beyond this, the body tends to a certain medium-ness in proportion being neither particularly large or particularly small.

Women: The last decan of Libra rising sees the face return to the length of the original. Keeping the oval shape but adding weight to the bottom half of the face. The forehead is high. The eyebrows are slender with a curve at the tail. The eyes while almond shaped are sharper than the first decan. The nose is equal all the way through, like the first two decans. And the cheekbones while lower are still rounded and fuller. The lips are also sharper and less curved. All of this is usually on top of a long swanlike stalk of a neck. This long and lean trend continues-Ed into the body with this decan boasting the longest torso legs and arms of the bunch. While they do retain that slightly hourglass shape it is quite stretched giving them a more rectangular appearance.

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griffinsandpeacocks · 4 years

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Loony Two Writing Challenge Week 3

Griffin was remarkably relaxed as he took the exam into the university. He was minor concerned but rather than sweat he just took a deep breath and did it. He is waiting for the results and is glowering as the twins pick on him having come to visit their soon to be freshman adopted brother. He jokes back but it’s halfhearted. He really wants to prove he could step with the big boys and was more than just a money sign to the University. He wanted to excel in his field and prove his theories weren’t just fantasy. When Griffin received the news he passed and was accepted he went to a bar with his brothers. He starts flirting with an albino he thought looked nice. Eventually the night finds him at the man’s place and a couple flirts later in bed. Waking up Griffin panics carefully he gets out of bed and slips out and walks to a bus stop to go home. He hears his parents ripping into the twins and cringed.

“I’m okay... I saw Able at the bar and stayed with him!” Griffin calls and four faces peek out into the entry smiling.

“Griffin! You startled us! We were so worried! You should have called.” His adoptive mother Aris scolds lightly walking up to give him a tight hug. Smiling sheepishly Griffin chuckles now nervous. He pats his pocket and froze. Shit.

“I... Uh... Have no idea where it is...?” Griffin replies weakly. Morgan his adoptive father waves his phone a bit smirking as he looks over.

“Good news then, one of your soon to be professors found it out on the street. Says he’ll meet you at the University in his class. Why don’t you go meet him he’ll be there soon and I’m sure that hang over you must be nursing could use some fresh air. These two can even drive you there.” He says looking at his twins with a critical look Griffin swears is genetically imprinted into the Lunari family. Griffin feels as stiff as a board. His soon to be what? The twins groan and trudge after Griffin.

“Oh and boys don’t go to any bars tonight please. We’ll need you back here for that dinner party.” Aris calls and all three call back that they’ll be good boys. Griffin is now panicking and stares at the two.

“Please don’t say anything. I’ll be skinned alive.” He wheezes and the two look over with winces as they’d put it all together too. They pat his back and nod and drive up to the University and show Griffin to the classroom, Griffin’s so happy his meeting with the Dean is in an hour so he’ll have an excuse to run away.

“Professor Oberon! We’re just dropping off Griffin, Father said you found his phone! Alright we can leave to get to our classes right, little brother? You can get to the Dean’s office to sign off on everything from here?” Lexius asks and Magnus nods looking at Griffin both wanting to run away from the awkward situation. Griffin nods looking up at the Professor wanting to melt into the floor. Thankfully the professor looks equally uncomfortable. Both straighten up Griffin schooling his features thanks to the time he’d spent at the orphanage and Prof. Oberon due to being the physiology expert he was.

“We should take this to my office you’re phone’s in my desk.” He says and Griffin reluctantly follows him content to ignore everything. If he acts like nothing happened nothing happened.

“So needless to say if words gets out both of us will face a lot of issues.” Professor Oberon says looking at Griffin wearily. Griffin snorts like he didn’t know. He looks at the man and shakes his head.

“I like where I’m at. I’m not ruining your life because I want attention. My family would disown me. I’d lose everything I’ve worked hard for.” Griffin states and the man snorts and arcs a brow.

“You’re family to the Lunari twins. How hard could you have worked?” Oberon asks and Griffin grits his teeth and holds his hand out.

“Why don’t you put your profession to use asshole and some minor observation skills. Can I have my phone now?” Griffin is shaking slightly and Oberon sees he may have hit a nerve. Though Griffin made a point the Lunari had tans atop having blond hair, with blue eyes. Griffin was almost as pale as he was and had amber gold eyes with black hair. His defensiveness put a lot into question. Oberon pulled out the phone and hands it over. Griffin turns and walks out.

It’s several hours later and Griffin is waiting for the twins out front feeling drained. If he wants to take over his family business he needs to not only pursue his interests but several classes that revolve around business as well as the meetings he’s in with Morgan constantly to practice. He sighs wanting to smoke but refraining until he can hide out in the manor’s back yard. A group of Jocks is walking by and spot him. He sighs and looks up at them as they circle him.

“So what’s up loner?” One asks and Griffin straightens up no longer leaning on the short wall he looks at them all and sighs on the inside. Why did he have to attract all kinds of trouble?

“Waiting for my brothers to pop up. Then we’ll head home for the dinner party We’re almost running late for. Can I help you guys?” Griffin asks and the group goes to say something but Just then the two waltz up grinning.

“Hello our glorious team! Unless you want the coach to boot your asses off the team be dears and leave our little brother alone, okay?” Magnus and Lexius say sweetly looking at the group with vindictive glee showing in their eyes. The team backs off and Griffin walks with them and at home they all dress up Griffin wants to sink into his chair at seeing Professor Oberon was one of the guests.

“So Griffin how’s it all going?” Aris asks and Griffin smiles though it’s forced.

“It could be going much worse. I have my schedule and I’m going to have virtually no free time anymore but I did chose to go for the business major next to my system engineering. So... My own fault.” Griffin jokes and there’s nods around the table and laughs and Griffin feels worry as Oberon is paying him a lot of attention. It’s a nice dinner and after during the little mingling session Oberon moves closer to him and Griffin gets agitated.

“So you’re the Aegel Heir.” Oberon says and Griffin sighs.

“Yeah. Now could you just leave me alone it’d be best for both of us because if I screw up I loose everything. I have to be competent in what I do or I don’t get my family business back and the board of chairmen can lock me out. This kind of scandal screws both of us. Nothing happened just pretend like it wasn’t a thing please.” Griffin says quietly and Oberon nods feeling rather disappointed as it would have been nice if not for the fact like Griffin said both of them could face major fall out from their night leaking into the press. He’d loose his job and Griffin would loose his family business.

“I am sorry about my comment earlier. Have a good night.” They part ways and Griffin doesn’t drink feeling tense through the night he’s just wanting to get everything squared away so he can go to bed. He doesn’t want to make any more stupid mistakes.

Waking up the next day he sighs and gets ready and goes to campus to start in on his courses. He paused to look at the old family photo from when his last name was still Aegel. He sighs and looks down he can’t have this get blown out of proportion. He can’t loose everything when he’s spent so long trying to make sure he didn’t disappoint his father and mother. He’d just have to tip toe around until he graduates and has his family business in his hands. Where it belongs. He just has to keep calm and not slip up till then, and hopefully Oberon won’t either. He considers moving Universities. He’s just nervous, he can’t say he didn’t like the man. Just that he had to keep his distance... When his family kept a close connection to the man.

These next couple of years were going to feel like forever.

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2017 Week 5 Preview

Is it just me or is Broncos Bye Week always just a bit hollow? Just me? Okay. At least this year I have my girlfriend’s birthday on the same weekend, she’s the only thing better than Broncos football! This also happens to be the week of failure matchups, as three games pit teams against each other that figure to be in the top few picks of the draft.

Teams on Bye: ATL, WSH, DEN, NO

NE 40 - 36 TB - Lock It Up - - Game to Watch - Don’t kid yourselves. Just because New England’s defense is doing their best Saints impersonation doesn’t mean they’re gonna lose to the Buccs. Who do you trust more on a short week: Belichick on the road coming off a loss, or Dirk Koetter in pretty much any scenario? I pick the one who knows how to use the dark side of the force.

BUF 20 - 23 CIN - Unpopular Opinion - - Game to Watch - Maybe I’m disrespecting Buffalo? Or maybe the Bengals’ new look is exactly set up for success, with a consistent running game and an uncoverable AJ Green to soften the defense. The Bills are coming off a hot run and about to play on the road, that can often mean a cool-down, especially for a rookie coach.

CAR 24 - 29 DET - Game to Watch - The Lions won ugly on the road last week, I think they’ll win ugly at home now. This game has sneaky NFC wild card implications, and it’s worth remembering that the Patriots defense that Cam shredded last week is absolute garbage.

LAC 22 - 21 NYG Can both teams lose? From injuries to missed kicks to clock mismanagement to turnovers, have two teams underachieved more? This is a disaster. In what might be the final meeting between two quarterbacks who were traded for each other in the draft, one team will leave 1-4 and one 0-5. Garbage.

SF 20 - 24 IND - Unpopular Opinion - People are picking the 49ers because they feel like San Francisco is too well-coached to go 0-5 and they’ve played a bunch of close games, but in a game where neither team is even good, the better QB play often wins. Everything I’ve seen so far leads me to give that edge to Jacoby Brissett over Brian Hoyer.

NYJ 27 - 10 CLE - Lock It Up - Yeah, the Jets are only one spot above the Browns on my power rankings, but there is actually a huge gap between them. The Browns gave up on the season last week, and the Jets have proven they can stop the run, putting the game in DeShone Kizer’s hands. This game could be worth watching if just because Myles Garrett will make his NFL debut, but he’ll be on a snap count.

ARI 17 - 21 PHI - Lock It Up - The Battle of the Carsons. I honestly think this Arizona defense could make for a tough time for Wentz, but if Palmer gets hit on fewer than 80 percent of the Cardinals’ plays I will be shocked.

JAX 13 - 28 PIT - Survivor - Again, don’t kid yourself. Anything the Jags have done well has come under perfect conditions for them, and anything the Steelers have struggled with has been in adverse conditions. With the way their defense is playing and the way Leveon Bell took off last week, Pittsburgh has this on lock.

TEN 14 - 17 MIA - Unpopular Opinion - Matt Cassell. Brandon Weeden. The Titans employ the only two QBs they possibly could who might lose to Jay Cutler. The Dolphins offense has laid an egg recently, but they are playing their home debut (yes, in week 5,) and Adam Gase should be able to find some kind of motivation in them.

BAL 6 - 13 OAK EJ Manuel vs Joe Flacco. Are you excited yet?

SEA 36 - 33 LAR - Unpopular Opinion - - Game to Watch - That’s right, the curse ends with Jeff Fisher’s ouster! Over the course of five matchups, Russell Wilson has faced Rams teams at home led by 5 different QBs. He’s only won one of those games. Picking the Rams is super trendy right now, but I see a Seahawks team letting the offense loose. I’m not sure who will be leading the way on the ground, but I do know it doesn’t really matter. In a game that could end up being pivotal for the NFC West, give me the Seahawks.

GB 31 - 29 DAL - Game to Watch - An ages-old rivalry that got reignited last year. The Pack came into JerryWorld and avenged a regular season loss to the red hot rookies. This season, the Cowboys come in with a sputtering ground game and a defense with very little direction. I’m still worried about the Packers’ running backs but I think Rodgers will ultimately win the game by himself AGAIN.

KC 26 - 23 HOU - NFL Title Belt (KC) - - Game to Watch - When I saw how many games the Chiefs had in primetime this season, I scoffed. Well, looks like the NFL once again tripped over themselves and landed on gold. There are no two rookies hotter right now than Kareem Hunt and DeShaun Watson, and we get to see which of them will carry their team to victory as both face off against very good defenses. On the line is not just the NFL title belt, but an undefeated record for the Chiefs and a shot at being repeat division champs for the Texans. I think KC wins because of their maturity and offensive line, but Andy Reid's teams seem to play with a level of skill directly proportional to how many days have occurred since they last played, so that Monday night turnaround could show up.

MIN 20 - 21 CHI - Unpopular Opinion - Two rookie QBs have played Mike Zimmer’s defense, and both of them won. Mitch Trubisky makes his debut on Monday Night Football, lucky us. I have just little enough faith in Case Keenum and Latavius Murray to think that the Vikings can stop the Bears from beating them on 55 carries in this game.

Clear Eyes, Full Hearts, Can’t Lose!

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