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spiralingtrap · 3 months

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clawing at the walls of my enclosure. what people refuse to understand is that light wasn't destined to be a terrible person, but instead that the moment he put a pen to the death note, he was Doomed. even if no one knew that he had killed otoharada he knew, light, son of soichiro, who pursues justice above all else, is said by the author to be The Only Good Person in the Series, light yagami with loving parents and a sister whom he wanted to protect above all else. HE killed someone and HE knew and even if he wanted to say it was just a coincidence it sunk into his psyche. if anyone found out it would tear his family apart. that is the stone that sunk into him and that is the death note's curse. You Killed Someone and Only You Know.

and then he saves someone with it. he saves a young woman and that's the second nail in the coffin because now he has a reason and that reason aligns with his belief system. and so, already traumatized that he has now killed Multiple People and Cannot Say Anything without ruining his life and also traumatizing his entire family, he has no choice but to keep going. and then kira gets a following. people are encouraging him and he's already being followed by a supernatural being so yeah, sleep deprived and malnourished and in contact with A Death God's Book, pursuing godhood and protecting the innocent becomes the only way forward as he is pushed Further and Further from humanity.

and then the police start pursuing kira. now he's isolated from both sides—kira's followers continue to push him upwards and deify him, while the police (!!! his own father !!!) proclaim him as evil. he couldn't let anyone find out before but now it's even More of a risk, now he has to actively evade capture, dedicate his time and energy to hiding away and isolating himself further and further and further

and then misa appears and it only gets worse, because SHE idolizes and deifies him, so while he does have someone to confide in, it's again someone who will reaffirm that he's right every single time, because He Helped Her. he avenged her parents and so now all she has is him. and all he has is her. and the isolation gets Worse

L is the only person who gets even CLOSE to reaching out to him, poking and prodding at him and tugging at his strings at a very close and personal angle. it's said in L change the worLd that L lost because kira died without realizing the error of his ways. the intention was to bring him back down to earth!! to atone!! not just the death penalty, not just jail for life, to bring him back down to humanity!!

but L dies, and that tie is severed, and from there it only gets worse, because then kira's actions begin hurting his family. but now there's a religious movement, there's countless supporters who want kira to continue, who revere kira as their god, so even as sayu is permanently scarred, even as soichiro dies, he can't stop. because if he stops, all of it was for nothing. because kira has existed for years, he's been lying to his family for years, L was right and he's wasted years and years of his life so he HAS to keep going, until the moment it puts him into the ground. because there's no going back without putting the entire world against him.

#spierce testimonies #death note #light yagami #I Have Feelings About This Subject

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lavender-0-menace · 2 years

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the people have spoken

so we start with light yagami. top of his school, great family, tons of friends right? well, it definitely looks that way. but if you look more in depth you start to see the cracks in his “perfect boy” persona. he goes to class, studies, and goes to cram school. we really don’t see him with any genuine friends and anyone he seems nice to he actually kinda hates in his inner monologue. the only time we see him hang out with people outside of school is during the bus jacking date and that one time he tried to find misa. it’s most likely intentional since he doesn’t think anyones as smart as him. he’s close with his family, but even then he’s playing the role as the golden child.for example, we are introduced to his mom via her asking him for his test scores, making small conversation, and then leaving him alone. she’s glad his scores are so high and compliments him, but doesn’t even ask about his day or anything. his dad works weird, late hours as a cop as well. he’s close to sayu, but pushes her away as the story goes on.

also, light is incredibly immature at the start of the story (and doesn’t really mature mainly because of the death note. as we all know, he developed a severe god complex and stop maturing mentally since he saw himself as this all powerful perfect diety who didn’t need to change his ideals and how he saw the world). in all fairness, he is around 16-17 when he received the death note. i think his beliefs are better summed up in Where Is The Justice than i could write. i fully believe that had he not received the death note he would have become a very respectable detective, but that is not his story.

to summarize, light is lonely, immature, and think he’s the smartest guy in the world.

until he meets L.

L Lawliet is a weird character. he doesn’t really trust anyone, is off putting to most people, and more importantly, knew light was kira even when evidence pointed otherwise.

it is a fucking delight to rewatch death note just to see L make light squirm. you realize all his weird tendencies were intentional. Light can’t take anything he says at word because L is always two steps ahead of him. i think it’s best shown in the phone scene, where light thinks he can get L’s true name (side note: i love how L’s real name is literally just L Lawliet. that’s so clever, he doesn’t have to worry about kira finding his true name, since he already knows it, kira just needs his last name but doesn’t think of asking because why would someone just be named L? it’s genius) and calls misa, then L reveals he has miss’s phone and fucking talks to light on it. then lights like “ok whatever he didn’t know misa has another.” AND L HAS THE SECOND PHONE TOO! he’s just an absolute genius.

additionally though, L is also very lonely. he doesn’t really have any friends and his only family is fucking watari, who i am sure kept him away from the other kids in the wammy house as a child so he could focus on detective work. he’s incredibly smart but he’s reached that level where nothing really satisfies his curiosity, which is why he takes on the kira case.

somehow along the way, kira and L become light and L, who are actually friends. they understand each other in a way no one has before. the yotsuba arc shows just how well they get along, even if they annoy each other. they aren’t lonely anymore. they have someone who understands thems.

once l dies, however, it’s clear just how much their relationship meant to light. even before they really became friends, their rivalry was amazing. L was the one thing keeping light in check and with him gone light goes completely off the rails. light does some things in the second half of the series (trusting people with the information that he is kira, falling for nears traps,killing takada, and letting mikami use the death note) that he wouldn’t have even considered in the beginning because of how risky it was.

and at the end of it all, it’s not misa or his father or ryuk he sees as he dies. it’s L.

#my blorbos <3 #death note #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight

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whereiselsewhere · 2 years

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If you take requests, how the boys from Death Note would react if reader accidentally said something like "Oh shit, he's hot" or "Damn, he's cute/ pretty" out loud when they first met? 🤣 I think it would be interesting.

Thank you for reading! I hope you'll have a lovely day.

“It’s Just The Nerves” - Death Note boys

Headcanons: You let it slip you may or may not find them attractive during your first meeting.

Characters Mentioned: L Lawliet, Light Yagami, Touta Matsuda, Mihael Keehl

Category: Crack / Fluff ?

Author’s Note: Thank you so much for the request, these were hella fun to write! I hope you like them! :)

•In this scenario I can see it as you being on the task force when L ends up having to show himself.

•L doesn’t exactly consider himself- how do I say this- the most desirable person in the world.

•(Cough, I heavily disagree though.)

•I don’t think he’d pay that much mind to said fact, but he certainly wouldn’t be expecting anyone to comment positively on his appearance, especially just like that.

•You were probably standing to the side taking a break or leaving when you thought to yourself something along the lines of, “Shit, I wasn’t expecting L to be cute-“

•And you just hear Matsuda say, “What?” in total shock.

•At which you realise you just said that out loud. Literally the first meeting and you’re already being unprofessional. You’re totally internally scolding yourself for the rest of it.

•L just kind of locks his eyes on you for a few seconds, totally blank faced and lost for words. Then he just turns back round, as if nothing ever happened. It’s not fitting for his image to give you a reaction.

•L has stopped working. You broke him bestie.

•I mean, I’m not gonna lie, he definitely finds it a little weird but…

•If you look closely, he might have a slight hint of pink dusting his cheeks. :) Don’t think he’s easy to win over, though, even if he is initially attracted to you, because he’s the furthest thing from it.

•Things might be a little awkward at these meetings now, though…

•Bonus: If you do get into a relationship further down the line, be aware that he remembers everything, this included, and will probably make a remark about it to tease you months later, when you’d forgotten about it and assumed he had too.

Light:

•This one I picture in the early days of Kira, when he’s starting college.

•There’s a rather large group gathered outside where everyone is introducing themselves to each other, including yourself. Maybe if you’re more introverted you’re standing more to the side of things?

•Light is trying to make himself fit in and look more normal, of course, but you wouldn’t have any idea about that.

•You lost yourself staring at him for a hot second, not realising how obvious it was.

•Especially when a small something that you maybe shouldn’t have said slipped out-

•He instantly looks over, catching on immediately. He’s half smirking, and there’s a glint in his eyes. He holds the gaze for a few seconds before returning to his conversation, and you quickly relax thinking you had gotten away with it.

•You wish. :’)

•He taps you on the shoulder from behind and introduces himself as normal, but he’s clearly hiding an amused expression.

•Then, at the end of your conversation adds something like, “Oh, and you’re not too bad yourself.”

•You’ve definitely got his attention now, that’s for sure. He can see you taking a liking to him and might go out of his way to pursue things further if he feels it would do him some good. Will potentially get your number the next time you meet for said reasons.

•Just uh…don’t fall for any of his shit, ‘kay?

Matsuda:

•You’d been brought in for questioning around the Kira investigation after witnessing the death of some criminal somewhere and making some sort of statement about it for the news. You weren’t any witness in particular, just a case of random selection, if you will.

•Obviously L couldn’t do it himself, and he couldn’t choose Light, who seemed like the most suitable option to the others, as he had his suspicions about him being Kira.

•Eventually, Matsuda was chosen to take on the job of doing these few interviews. Something about him being young and charismatic. Makes people feel comfortable, blah blah blah, psychology.

•And he probably would’ve made you feel comfortable! If you weren’t totally into him, that is. Stuttering and stumbling over an interview as important as this, too. What timing…

•Still, he’s smiling and reminding you that you have nothing to worry about, that they’re going to catch Kira and they’re closer than ever.

•As the interview draws to a close, he gets up and goes over to open the door for you, thanking you for your time.

•Then the room just goes silent after he hears you mutter, “Damn it, only I could be interviewed by someone so cute over something so important and mess it up.”

•Yeah, that slipped out. Oops. As if things didn’t need to get worse, huh?

•It’s obvious he heard you because he freezes up and flushes bright red, and there’s really no use in pretending that he didn’t now.

•”You think I’m cute?” Is all he (eventually) manages to say.

•And oh my god it’s two nervous wrecks-

•You just start apologising? What else could you do?

•”No, no! Don’t be sorry!” And then get this- he actually had the courage to ask you out! He’s a little too happy when he returns to join the others, who had been watching the whole thing on camera.

•”We said catch Kira, not get a date.”

Mello:

•It’s pretty late at night, but you just couldn’t sleep, so you decided to just get out for a while. Nothing major, just a run to the store, maybe you’d just grab a few snacks or something.

•As you’re leaving the store, carrying a couple of bags, a certain stranger catches your eye. He’s crouched down next to the road, and he was doing some sort of work on a motorcycle, presumably because he’d broken down.

•You subconsciously stop and stare for a few seconds, captured by him for some reason you couldn’t exactly put your finger on. One thing was for sure; he was definitely attractive. Damn.

•You must have said that last part out loud, because said stranger practically chokes on his drink after taking a sip of it and bursts out laughing. It probably came off a little mean, but that’s just his demeanour.

•He turns back to see you just kind of hovering awkwardly in that same spot and flashes a grin and rolls his eyes.

•Mello tends to keep himself to himself, so he doesn’t actually make any effort to talk to you, as flattered and amused as he is.

•Though, as you stroll past him, avoiding his eyes, he’s secretly hoping he might see you again sometime. Maybe next time you’ll have the guts to be a bit more forward, but prepare to be initially shut down if you actually ask him on a date or anything like that aside from harmless flirting. And even then, if there’s too much of that… (Jfc Mello decide what you want 😭) He’s definitely got a little bit of an internal conflict going on now.

•He really does not like to be at risk of being hurt at all, unfortunately for you.

•The next time he sees Matt, you’re the first thing he mentions in conversation, I can promise you that.

#death note x reader #death note #l lawliet #light yagami #touta matsuda #mihael keehl #ryuzaki #mello #headcanons

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tobiasdrake · 5 months

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Okay. I have my capitalist-whomping stick and a pumpkin spice muffin manufactured by the culinary engines of capitalism. I am ready to throw down in what is literally an intellectual thunderdome.

Yeah, it is surprising that Makoto's end-goal for entering the Mystery Labyrinth is more or less just "cool battleground for our fight".

Problem is, I don't know how he's planning on getting out. The only known way to leave the Labyrinth is when Yuma solves the mystery and reaps the culprit's soul. A visitor tagging along only leaves if they're with Yuma when he does that.

Shinigami has mentioned a second way but warned repeatedly that it comes at a terrible price. Maybe you have to, like, sacrifice Yuma? Which Makoto would be fine with.

His plan is to assume the role of L after killing L, so that he can control the Kira investigation and ensure the truth is never found.

I don't disagree. That's why you should be putting your resources into helping them, rather than simply preserving them.

Like, c'mon, man. I don't trust the UG either. Those assholes want to make immortal super-soldiers out of homunculi. You did a good thing by breaking the city free from their control. I agree that if the truth about Kanai Ward were exposed to the world, you'd lose that bargaining chip.

The only thing protecting this city from exploitation and genocide is blackmail. Once that trigger's fired, it loses those protections. I get that.

How about, instead of stabbing each other, we all put down our swords and talk through ways to manage safe, ethical research into homunculus physiology using Amaterasu resources? Can we do that? Everyone?

Vivia's finally getting through to Yuma. But. Like.

I'm not one for centrism. Often times, the centrist position is simply a refusal to engage with either side of the argument.

But. Like.

There has to be a middle ground between

1 - Let's expose the truth to the world and then let UG do whatever it wants to the homunculi of Kanai Ward! 2 - Let's keep the homunculi forever imprisoned within a cage of rain, gradually dying out over decades until all that's left is the barren husk of a city and a well-populated zombie enclosure.

I don't want to fight Makoto over this. But I don't think his autocratic leadership is enough.

I mean. He's not wrong on that front. The Mystery Labyrinth is a truly awful justice system. We've been wantonly murdering people left and right, something I've never shied away from criticizing our methodology for.

But. Like.

Your morality isn't defined by what you're against. It's defined by what you're for. This is not a tug-of-war. Yuma's flaws do not make Makoto good by default. "Everybody sucks here" is a valid outcome.

If exposed externally? This city will become ripe for exploitation by UG, who would want to take control of any effort to stabilize the defective homunculi for their own immortal soldier programs. If they aren't slaughtered outright.

But that's no reason not to expose the truth internally. Kanai Ward's an isolated city-state with no contact with the outside world so there's little fear of information leaking out. And once people know, they can work together to help solve the problem. After an adjustment period of outrage and panic, of course.

Which is why they should have a voice in it. Makoto is not their voice. He's as much an outsider as Yuma. He's just the outsider who's decided he knows what's best for them.

You can push through this, Yuma. You can--

Nope, there we go. Guess we're jumping, then.

Oh hey, a Labyrinth portal. In the Labyrinth. Will we have to solve the Mystery Within a Mystery of Why Makoto's Full of Shit?

Let's see, I drew....

That's an okay hand. I'll play Margulaw first because he's good for filtering and accelerating mana....

Don't fall for the false dichotomy, Yuma. Makoto says there are only two outcomes here: Ultimate doom for Kanai Ward or keeping things as is. He would ask you to choose between them. But you don't have to play his game.

Who says those are the only options? Him? He came here to stab you. Why are we letting him define the rules?

One of whom is currently roaming the Restricted Area as a feral and the other four are "dead" with conspicuously pink homunculus bloodstains.

Makoto and Yuma have the same manners of thinking and reacting to stress. I wonder why that might be.

To be fair, that's for good reason. You're a monster who kills people.

Nice to finally get a flashback of Number One's pact with Shinigami.

Shinigami was Number One's answer to Yomi's silencing methods. Makoto and Number One weren't in cahoots. They were simply both playing long games against Yomi.

Knowing that it was Yuma who said all of this makes it hit... about the same, really.

But Number One's philosophy may be more complicated than it appears. I note that he keeps qualifying the exposing of the truth. He wants a perfect solution, not just a solution. He wants to expose the truth to make everyone happy, not just to expose the truth. By that logic, if the truth didn't help everyone then it wasn't a good enough truth, right?

Of course, he also quoted this bit again.

So, y'know, maybe he still sucks and I'm giving him too much credit. There is no "perfect solution" for Kanai Ward without empathy for the people living in the city. The WDO creed is Logic Bro propaganda.

I like Shinigami's addendum here. Everybody has their own morality; Their own interpretation of the facts. But you need to first lay out the facts before you can decide how you want to interpret them.

The acquisition of knowledge is never, in itself, wrong. One must acquire knowledge before they can decide what to do with it.

However, this does fall flat given that Shinigami's superpower is committing spirit-murder of the killer regardless of whether they were in the right or not. Historically, Shinigami has never empowered Yuma to figure out for himself whether the truth is correct. Once the truth becomes known, Shinigami always forces his hand to do one and only one thing with it. Her powers decide what we do with the information, not Yuma.

The metaphysics aren't meshing well with the message she's trying to deliver here.

#master detective archives: rain code #drake plays rain code

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mapsareforbraindeads · 2 months

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Do you think Light would have

Do you think Light would of…

killed his own family, if he won against Near?

After reading the manga, I thought about a scene. Aizawa was with Near one the phone, after confirming that Light and Takada write notes to each-other. Near of course tells him to stop and that Light would maybe even kill him, if he found out about it, because Light dosent see him as a friend, he just sees Aizawa as "a annoying fly" around him. Later Aizawa sits behind Light and thinks: "Light is kira.. but what is with his family? Is he really planning on turning them towards Kira? But how Kira killed their father and husband.. or is Light planning to.. o-oh my god.." Obviously he is thinking about Light killing his mother and sister. Lets go over it.

Things that speak for it: Light said, that he would kill anyone who knows from the notebook, except Mikami because his eyes are useful. This includes Misa. But why should he kill his family and more importantly how is he planning to get away with it? Well his family knows that Light works together with L and the taskfroce (they dont know the real L is dead) to catch Kira. If everyone of them dies, with Light being the only one alive, it would look more then suspicious. Now his mother would probably not suspect her own son of being Kira, but Light probably wouldnt take any chances. He would try to get rid of everything that could stop him, to create his new, perfect world. But how is he going to do it? Well first write that his sister dies from something natrual, like a car crash. Then a few weeks later, he writes that his mother kills herself. His sister was unstable to that time, so it makes sense that she would carelessly run towards a car, who knows maybe she even killed herself. Then because the mother lost her husband and daughter, she kills herself, unable to deal with the pain. Its a tragic but realistic story. Then once everyone is dead, make a puplic massage, that Kira has finally killed L and will know rule the world. The only people knowing that Light was L or even has contact with him are: His family, the taskforce, Mello and the SPK. Light killed all of them, therefor he can simply say that L is dead, defeated by Kira. We also know that Light is cold, at specailly in the second half. He was ready to kill his own father 13 days after he wrote a name in the notebook, the reason why he didnt kill his sister was not because "he loved" her, but because he cant blame her death on Kira if she dies and he was ready to kill everyone he worked with for over 6 years at the end. Also lets not forget how crazy he was in his finally minutes of life.

Things that speak against it: Like I said, its not likely that his mother would accuse Light of being Kira. Then Light could make up some kind of story of how everyone on the taskforce died and he survived. Then he says either that L is dead too or he says that he decided to leave L, because it got too dangerous for him. Once done, he can still say the world that L is dead and that Kira is law, depending on what he told his family, he just needs to wait a few weeks maybe. That way Light wouldnt have to kill his family, however his family still knows that he worked with L and they probably even know that Light was suspected at one point. Of course aslong as they keep quiet about it, nothing should happen, but is Lights love towards his family bigger then his desire to become god? Obha said, that Light actually was sad when his father died, when Light realized that he maybe needed to kill his sister, he looked depressed into the mirror and got frustrated, in the first half Light was worried about killing his family however this probably changed over the years.

Those are all the things I can think of. So what are your thoughts, do you think Light would of done it? Personally I think yes.

anon. are we talking about the same character? have you read the manga? be honest with me.

light modeled his new world after what he learned from his father and wanted it to be filled with people as kind as his sister and mother. he would NOT kill them as some sick power play.

#vari answers

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azcatgoesmeow · 1 year

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Azcat’s Lawlight A/B/O fic rec list

Heat (🔥) Mpreg(🫃🏻)

These aren’t in any particular order but these are my favorites

Treaty 🔥 🫃🏻

AnimeFanime

This is a three part fic and every part is golden truly. Beyond comes into play in the second installment and shakes things up in a whirlwind. I promise you wont be able to put it down.

When Great Britain and Japan come to an agreement on a major treaty between the two countries, there is a long standing requirement between the country's packs that must be upheld. A match between a high ranking or highly valued Alpha and Omega must be made between the countries as a sign of good faith. With all of the official nobility of age already mated in both countries, Great Britain selects an Alpha, the World's Greatest Detective as their representative. While the country of Japan, provides their best and brightest, the attractive son of the distinguished Chief of the NPA, Light Yagami.

Both L and Light are thrown in as reluctant participants. Each with their own secrets, personal challenges and life ambitions. Can they find a way to happily co-exist or will the obstacles they face prove too much to overcome?

Yours/Mine/Ours 🔥 🫃

AnimeFanime

L and Beyond an Alpha/Alpha couple are looking to add an Omega to their relationship. They both meet Light and quickly decide he is everything they have ever wanted.

“B…” He said solemnly as the other man looked on with amusement. “I really want one…now.”

Beyond let out a huff of laughter, reaching up to thread long, strong fingers through the other man’s hair, tugging slightly on the raven strands as he pulled L’s neck to the side, exposing his throat to him.

“Hmm…you talk about finding an Omega like it’s as easy as picking out a cake or deciding on dessert.”

Making a Scene

Coprinus_atramentarius

L is a brat Light puts him back in his place what more it there to say?

“It’s my first time back here with an alpha,” L says. “I don’t want to start drama or get the rumor mill spinning.”

“Mm.” Light drops his chin on L’s shoulder and watches a few teenagers run through the foyer, ignorant of the scene just a few steps away. They’re in Watari’s office on the first floor with the doors open – a marginal risk for exposure, though so far they’ve been safe. “Well, the great L being the great Kira’s omega does make pretty good gossip."

(L starts being a brat when he and Light visit the Wammy House, so its up to his alpha to get to the real reason why L's so upset - using some *interesting* methods.)

In your Place

Coprinus_atramentarius

This is part of a series also where L tames Light with a firm hand and Light’s inner omega sings beautifully for it

Ide, Matsuda, and Aizawa ask L how he deals with Omegas; Light finds out the answer firsthand.

The Taming of Light Yagami 🔥

TrashKing

This is probably my current favorite because it includes L as a widowed father and he takes that role up uhh not so well. Light happens to love his children like his own though and this makes for some very sweet dynamics. The relationship between L and Light here is electric and spicy. Definitely cannot recommend this fic enough thinking about it makes me want to read it all over again.

For the first time since Naomi's death L is in love, desperately in love, with his assistant Light Yagami. But Light is unwilling to take things to the next level until L untangles his grief from Naomi's loss and mends his fractured relationships with the people left behind.

#abo dynamics #lawlight #death note #fanfiction review #death note fanfiction #i compiled this list specifically for Ami so if you are looking at this Ami I heart you

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randomkposts · 2 years

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Hi, it's me again, okay, so I'm obsessed with the answer you gave me, I like the way you wrote it, as well as the analysis you gave it----what about female Mellow and Near??...Would they figure out fem light like fem L would?? Sorry for the questions.

I'm happy to answer questions so long as they are worded respectfully. And you are excited to ask, and I am happy to elaborate. No appoligies needed.

So Female Mello is harder for me to picture initially. A lot of his personality and accomplishments are things that are typically discouraged in females growing up. He's reckless, ruthless, ambitious, took over a mafia organization before he was 20 (ran away at almost 15, was 19 when kidnapped Sayu), and apparently did it with little more then the clothes on his back. Also very probably Catholic, or at least prays like one (how the rosary goes through the steering wheel is how it would happen if he were touching the beads, or how one recites the prayer)

Mello is also personality wise, a foil to Light. They can both be incredibly stubborn, childish, arrogant, passionate,often refuse to listen to others, and preform unethical acts. And genius, as expected of Ls successor. One of the bigger differences between them is Mello is wearing less masks.

Mello is very "screw the rules" attitude, but we do have to ask "what, if any of those traits were trained out/lessened in manifestation through socialization growing up? Be it religious expectations, gender expectations, cultural expectations, and or spending four years as part of a crime family (Male Mello seemed rather indifferent to it all, but I doubt female Mello would be able to stay quite as casual in indifference. )

So Female Mello probably varies depending on what the author decides for her background, and also should be what the female author decides about Lady Light.

That being said, she is still a foil, and so gets to act in ways other characters envy her for, she is things they wish they could be.

So if we are keeping the cannon traits of Male Mello, then here she is even more of a rebel, who took all of the rules people tried to make her follow and personally shot them in the backyard. And is a lot more confrontational about it. Because here, rather than assume "boys will be boys.", or "he will grow out of it in time", people instead went "Girl, are you crazy! What the hell was that!"

So in keeping a lot of her reckless, ambitious, ruthless personality here, she's also taken on a tendency for confrontation, and escalation.

It suits, because Mello is Loud, anyways. Except here, rather than focus more on Near and the rivalry, it's a lot more aimed against the world.

It would also probably change her dynamic with Near and Matt. In canon Matt is third and Mello is fine with him not being ambitious, and it lets them get along. In contrast, this Mello's tendency to push at everything, might take his refusal of the call as a challenge "I refuse to be second just because you are not trying". Which could be played interestingly, as it could mean the top three successors could be out for Kiras blood and playing the game.

Here female Near knows how to fake better social skills to an extent, and Mello still thinks she's weird and probably a robot. Nears still an extreme introvert, and prefers to send other people to do the human interaction work, and comes off as kind of dreamy and distracted but absolutely pays attention. It kind of drives Mello nuts. Near needs a Watari who gets her, kind of Like L, where Mello doesn't want to need people, and will get things done by hunting someone down and shoving it in their face.

Matt despairs for these two girls who have differently dysfunctional social skills. Who gave it all to being L, and didn't leave space for other things.

I don't know that the endgame would go down the same way. It depends a lot on female Light, and how her fall is going. Is she as willing to take the big risks and falls cannon Light is? Has her arrogance clouded her judgement in the same ways? Is she being stealthier?

A lot of big and little butterfly effects are happening because of the changes, to the point that the endgame would not go down the same way. A way to have Mello live would be to have him not take off his motorcycle helmet (a death note needs a name and face, and the helmet covered it), but with them both female Mello would be less inclined to give Takadea the blanket, and so might find her death note. Lots to consider.

E:-Fem Light a champion at gaslighting like her male counterpart. Where fem Light has to bend to social expectations of Japanese society on women, Mello shoots out the water with resound "fuck that.". Also BIG difference in the treatment of Takada.

Fem Mello would not hesitate to check bra.

Fem Mello would expect that too. Fem Mello as a catholic keeps up with the black lace or skulls. As per tradition.

K:- I get the image Fem Mello tells everyone to square up, shes here to throw hands

Mello:- come at me bro

Matt:- not now, we have a time budget.

E:-Mello: FIGHT ME

Matt:MELLO NOT NOW THE COPS ARE ON US

I can say Mello would have to fight harder to have the mafia listen to her. But we never really figured out how male Mello did that in the first place either.

K:-Yah. But I think shes ready to throw.

No we didn't. Have you seen any fanfic about it?Prime fanfic opportunity.

E:-I also want to bring up from the previous discussion of fem L. L convinced Kira is a female serial killer.

But you know "are you sure? Doesn't seem like it."

L ready to rip her fucking hair out.

Still has the sweets, doesn't give a an ass about it.Hey what is Misa role in this?

Still Misa Misa yes?

K:-Presumably.Have not been asked about a Male Misa.

E:-HECK YA I WANNA DO THE MALE MISA!

WAIT WAIT

What was L thing about Misa?Just her cuteness or what was it?

Been too long but his recreational scene of her lip stick add sticks out.

As my Perspective would be like projecting the feminine cuteness L would like but can't do as gotta keep the image. However male L didn't ever bother with that but we know why as gender plays into this. Remember there is a hugh stigma against cute girly things in Japan believe it or not. Remember the whole Lolita fashion?

K:- Eclipse, that Just makes Mello stand out more. Male Mello dresses gender ambiguous enough without adding the makeup.

E:-YES THAT. Fem Mello sticks with leather.

K:- Dyes hair. Even more rebel to japan. Tattoos.

E:-Yesss. Mello would speak in the gender neutral or male dominant terms in Japanese.

#random k #plot bunnies #a conversation with my friend #death note speculation #death note #female near #female mello #mello #mello death note #near death note #l #l death note #matt death note #always a diffrent gender

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metize · 3 years

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Behave.

Rating: Explicit Warnings: Rape/Non-Con Relationships: Yagami Light/Reader Additional Tags: Reader-Insert, Praise Kink, Yagami Light is Kira, L is reader's brother, but no one's supposed to know, Possessive Behavior, Unhealthy Relationships, Blackmail, Coercion, Sexual Coercion, Oral Sex, Rough Oral Sex, 'good girl's, AFAB reader - Freeform, Misogyny, Workplace Sex, Desk Sex, Penis In Vagina Sex, Vaginal Sex, this is filthy, I'm so sorry, Manipulation, Top Yagami Light, Jealousy

A/N: Filth! Absolute dirt! I'm the Trash Man! I come out, I throw trash all over AO3, and then I start eating garbage! Enjoy.

"You seem to get along very well with L."

You could practically feel your heart stop when Light said that. You felt so stupid, of course, this guy would figure it out. You tried your best to look unfazed while you panicked on the inside. The black-haired detective and you were trying to keep it a secret from the task force that you were siblings. You cursed Ryuzaki internally, he had been acting kind of protective towards you and it was bound to raise suspicion.

“You think so? I’ve just been trying to be on good terms with everyone.” You deflected.

The investigation room was empty save for the two of you, there was a single monitor showing the news broadcast reporting on the most recent Kira murder. You focused back on the files you were sorting through. Your older brother never cared much for organizing and that drove you mad. You glanced in Light’s direction again, he was staring at you, his gaze sent shivers down your spine, you just forced an awkward smile.

"Did you let him fuck you yet?" He deadpanned.

"W-What the fuck? Of course not!" You answered abruptly. You were offended that Light would even ask something like that. The crude way he said it too, made you blush in embarrassment. You found it weird he'd say something like that, usually Light was nothing short of a gentleman when addressing you.

"Don't get coy all of a sudden. Just admit you two are fucking already." He sounded annoyed now. He got up and got closer to your desk, his eyes never leaving yours. You sometimes felt intimidated in his presence, now in the middle of the night, alone with him towering over you, this feeling increased tenfold.

"T-that's disgusting! Why are you even saying that? We're just… we're just friends, coworkers who get along, whatever!" You started to crack under the pressure.

Light brows furrowed for a second and then his eyes widened in revelation. A grin formed on his face and he burst into laughter like he had finally gotten the punchline to a joke. His laughter was scary, loud and almost maniacal. You didn't know how to react exactly so you looked at him nervously and confused.

Did he believe you? Did he find the misunderstanding funny? Was that it? You hoped that was it. You offered a weak smile as his laughter died down.

"I was so caught up in this… obsession… this feeling of jealousy… ah. It was obvious all along. You're siblings. Siblings!" He shook his head smiling "This is pathetic. You're becoming such a nuisance with your distraction."

He figured it out, of course it had only been a matter of time. But that realization took way too long for his liking. He was blinded by the rage of the idea of L having you and he didn't stop to consider any other possibilities.

"Excuse me? I didn't-" You got up and started to retort his rude comment.

"Shut the fuck up." And you did so out of shock. Light wasn't like this normally, he was relatively courteous and nice. Why was he so… brutish all of a sudden? He smiled at your obedience. "Good girl."

The praise felt so dirty, you frowned at him. Being infantilized was something you were used to dealing with in the workplace, being surrounded by older men. But Light was pretty much your age, what was he thinking?

You didn't have time to wonder because the man grabbed your collar and pulled you into a kiss.

You tried to push him away instinctively and ask what the fuck he was doing, but Light grabbed your wrists. He held them so tightly it almost marked your skin. Your lips were still closed so he bit them to make you part them. He kissed you aggressively as if he was punishing you for something. his tongue entered your mouth deepening the kiss and claiming your mouth for himself.

He tasted like coffee and sin.

"God, and I thought fucking L's girlfriend was a good idea, this is way better." He sounded extremely amused. "I wonder how is he going to react when he finds out I fucked his pretty little sister?"

Ryuzaki had always had a bad feeling about Light, he mentioned you should be careful around him, you knew all that and here you were. You thought he was being overprotective, to be fair Light wasn't the first guy L had a bad feeling about.

Light's hand was now caressing your hair, smiling content with your current predicament and very proud of himself.

"We… w-we can't." You tried to come up with an excuse. "We work together, so it would be-"

"I am Kira."

You heart stopped when you heard those words. Everything started connections in your head, every lead, every tip, every death. You still had many questions, some things didn't make sense, but as you stood there looking at that man's face it was clear that he wasn't joking.

"W-why are you… telling me this?" You tried to back away slowly. You could hear your heartbeat drumming in your ears.

"Because I feel like keeping you to myself." He smiled sinisterly, every step back you took he stepped forward to approach you again "I was contemplating killing you after pounding your cunt, but I told myself I deserved a little treat."

Hearing him talking about murdering you in cold blood activated your flight instinct immediately. You turned away and rushed towards the door, but as soon as you tried to twist the doorknob and open the door, it was locked. You twisted the knob again and again, desperately trying to unlock it with sheer willpower.

“Stop that, you’re smarter than this.” You heard his voice right against your ear, his hands now grabbing your waist and caressing you through the fabric of your blouse. “There’s only one way you leave this room” he placed a kiss on your neck and you shivered despite yourself “with my cum leaking down your thighs” he grabbed your throat suddenly “and invisibly leashed to me, like a good little pet.”

You were shaking, incredibly aware of Light's bulge pressing against your ass, one hand toying with the hem of your shirt and the other still holding your neck possessively.

"Are we clear, pet?"

You felt his grip tighten a bit so you just quickly nodded your head. It showed to be the wrong answer, because you were punished with a sharp swat to your ass.

"Use your damn words, there's a reason I chose not to gag you." He grabbed your face, forcing you to make eye contact with him. "Say 'Yes, master'."

He was a sick fuck. You wanted to scream at him and call him exactly that. You wanted to push him away and go home already. But god damn it, you wanted to survive this.

"Yes… m-master."

He smiled at your obedience and his grin made you sick to your stomach. He placed a kiss on your temple and pat your hair gently.

"There you go, good girl. That wasn't so hard, was it?" He turned you around quickly and pushed your back against the door. His mouth was on yours again, his hands slipped under your shirt and you shivered feeling his cold touch on your skin. The fabric was restraining his hands so he grew frustrated and started to undress you at once.

"Y-you don't… have to do this, Light. I promise I won't tell anyone, just let me go and-"

"Don't waste your breath. You'll need it when I get to choke you properly…" he answered simply, amused by your perseverance, all the while looking forward to breaking it. "I want to fuck you, so I'm going to do it. I have the whole world in my hands and it's not a little pet that's going to deny me what I want. Understood?"

He tossed your shirt on the floor and started pulling your pencil skirt up. He glared at you for not answering and you promptly spoke up.

"Understood."

He smirked. You felt his fingers trace your slit over your panties, you shuddered and instinctively tried to move away.

"Don't fucking move." His other hand grabbed your waist holding you in place. His tone was harsh and you were so fucking scared.

"Sorry"

"I'm sure you are… Good girl, at least you have manners." He chuckled at that. "Not that your decency matters, look how wet you are for your master…"

He stroked the wet fabric to emphasize his point and you tried to hold back a moan, but it was useless. It felt good, of course it felt good. Light was a hot guy, he obviously knew his way around someone's body and you were only human. His lips captured yours again and he kept playing with your clothed sex as you made out. You could swear you were going insane, the pleasure of his hands on you was intoxicating and his mouth on yours had you gasping for air.

"Get on your knees. Now."

You needed to survive this, you needed to be useful to him. The way he ordered you around did excite you but you needed to stay focused. You were not supposed to feel good, you were supposed to find a way out of this situation.

For now that meant kneeling before Light as he pulled out his cock for you.

You gulped as you eyed him, of course Light Yagami had a big dick, you had to have suspected it. But now you had to give him head and you knew very well he wasn't going to go easy on you. He saw your hesitation and scoffed in amusement.

"Go ahead pet, you want to prove to me you're worth keeping around don't you?" He smiled devilishly at you.

"Yes, master." You murmured and licked your lips. You could do this. And, in a weird way, you kind of wanted to do this, you wanted him to praise you more, to call you a good girl again… you repressed the thought. This is disgusting, Light is disgusting and a murderer. You were strong you won’t fall for his games.

You grabbed his cock by its base and started to gently suck the tip. You looked up at him before taking the whole shaft into your mouth. You sucked him off to the best of your, limited, abilities, trying to get him deeper with each bob of your head. Maybe if he came in your mouth he wouldn’t touch you further, maybe he’d let you go.

Your hopeful thoughts are interrupted by the man’s hand grabbing your hair forcefully, you looked at him and he was grinning like the maniac he was.

“Sit still, let me use your throat a little bit.” His voice was unshaken. You felt a bit annoyed he didn’t seem phased by your efforts. You didn’t have time to dwindle on that feeling because Light was grabbing your face and fucking your mouth as soon as he finished his phrase.

His pace was unrelenting and you felt your spit dribbling down your chin, you tried to breathe in small intervals and you could see him laugh at your predicament. You felt rage but he slowed down his thrusts and started petting your head. Like a kid. Like a pet.

“That’s a good girl, such an obedient little pet…” he breathed and pulled out “Bend over your desk for me.”

Fuck. You were out of breath, you could only nod and do as he said. You didn’t even think of disobeying his order, he praised you again, you were doing a good job… You got up and rested your torso on the desk. He was going to fuck you. Light was Kira and he was blackmailing you into submission. This was an absolute nightmare. So why the fuck were you so turned on?

“You know where you belong, don’t you, pet?” You felt his presence behind you and he pulled down your panties. “Not above anyone, not next to your brother… Not even by my side.” He pulled your hair and you yelped despite yourself “You belong under me.”

He entered you forcefully and you couldn’t help but moan loudly at the intrusion, he didn’t prepare you with his fingers, he didn’t touch you properly at all, it hurt and he knew. But he didn’t give a fuck.

“You should be grateful to your master, whore.” His hand reached around your neck his grip making you gasp. “Tell me you can be obedient.”

“I can!” You cried and you felt his other hand reach between your legs to press your sensitive bud.

“You think you can be useful? Do you think you deserve to live to serve your master?” His thrusts were getting harsher and he groaned “Do you?!”

“Yes, master, please, master!” You begged. To cum, to live, anything. Light held your life in his hands and you were so scared, but so turned on.

“You better....” He grunted and kept on rubbing your clit “I fucking own you. I’m going to cum inside you, going to make you my breeding bitch.”

Oh no. That wasn’t good. That was a bad idea.

“N-no… please not inside” You heard him laugh at your resistance.

“Then tell me… tell me his name.” His name? Fuck. Ryuzaki.

You couldn’t tell him his name. Was he going to kill you if you didn’t? You couldn’t do it. You sobbed and grasped his arm in fear.

“No, I can’t, I can’t!” You cried out shaking your head. The pleasure was overwhelming and you came on his fingers screaming. “I can’t! Ah!”

You saw stars, Light never stopped pounding you as he laughed maniacally at your desperation.

“Know your fucking place… useless cunt.... Fuck-” His laughter died down and he pulled you closer as he came inside you.

You felt his spent dripping down your pussy, you trembled both from the orgasm and from fear of what came next. Light pulled out and turned you around, smiling amused at your scared face.

“Don’t worry, pet, of course I wasn’t counting on a dumb slut like you telling me this information…” He pat your head and you stood there with tears rolling down your face “You’re beneath me, I don’t need you, I don’t need your help. I’ll find out eventually.” He chuckled and wiped away your tears “But I do know your name. So you better behave.” He kissed your forehead. “Won’t you, pet?”

#smut fic #x reader #light yagami x reader #light yagami x y/n #light yagami x you #light yagami smut #light yagami imagine #light yagami headcanons

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buckyseddie · 2 years

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bags [part one]

pairings — theo raeken x fem!mccall!reader

summary — in which, theo has returned from hell and doesn’t want anything to do with her. based on the song called bags by clairo!

word count — 2.7k.

warnings — angst, heartbroken!reader, sad ending, mentions of the reader being a bit of nerd when it comes to books and reading, use of pet-names [princess].

notes — i got this idea from the song, “bags,” by clairo. so, this fic is based off of that song. and, yes, i know what this song is actually about. but, i really love this song so much! and not only that, but it inspired me to write another theo fic. anyways, i kinda wanna make this into two different fics; like, this would be the first part, where it ends sad, and the second part of the fic would be posted, where it’d be like a happy ending. let me know if anyone wants a second part! gif and divider creds to owner!

p.s., feedback is very much encouraged and appreciated <3.

part two

main masterlist

SHE’D BE FOUND MOPING AROUND in her bedroom — almost every day — after the whole hunters and anukite situation had been dealt with.

scott had finally defeated the supernatural creature that was wreaking havoc — and overwhelming fear on everyone.

but, he also had to beat monroe, which wasn’t very easy — no matter how easy it sounds.

but, nevertheless, he’d gotten it done — like scott always had done with any enemy that dared try to tear him and his pack apart.

this was around the time that theo raeken had returned back to beacon hills.

after he’d avoided [y/n] as much as he could — he felt so regretful for hurting her, in the way he’d done before — she fell into a heartbroken slump.

every night, she drowned in regret — she could remember every moment that they’d ever shared.

every moment stuck with her — it haunted her, every where she turned.

“every second counts. i don’t want to talk to you anymore. all these little games. you can call me by the name i gave you, yesterday. yeah.”

“theo… why can’t you let anyone in? why am i not enough for you? why are you holding back?” she asks in a trembling voice, tears spilling down her face and down to her cheeks.

“[y/n], you damn well know that you’re more than enough. but, that doesn’t change the fact that we just aren’t meant for each other.” he states in a surprisingly soft and gentle tone, slowly lifting up her chin with his thumb and pointer finger.

theo wipes away the stray tears, before she whips away from his grasp, growing more frustrated.

“n—no. i’m not going to sit here and listen to you tell me all of these excuses and l—lies that you come up with! i’m not a toy that you get to just play all of these mind games on!” she exclaims, turning away from the raeken boy.

more tears flood her eyes as she tries to blink them away.

“princess, i’m not lying. you know that i care about you — so much. but, you’re too good for me. you deserve better…” theo trails off, trying to control the urge to let go of his decision to protect her, and just hug her.

all he wants to do, is take away all of the pain that he’s causing her.

but, he can’t.

because — with what’s going on with the dread doctors and him — he just can’t let go, and let himself get the happy ending that he so much desires with her, because she’ll end up hurt.

so, with that, he turns around and leaves her as she quietly cries in the night.

it may hurt her to see him walk away, but it hurts him much more.

even though they weren’t that far into their almost-relationship, it still hurt her, for him to push her away.

but, it would hurt a whole lot more, if he’d let her in, and then, had found out about his allegiance with the dread doctors.

he couldn’t let her in, when he felt so evil and unloved.

besides, he couldn’t possibly destroy scott and his pack, and be with his enemies’ sister at the same time.

“every minute counts. i don’t wanna watch tv anymore. can you figure me out? just doin’ this to waste more time on the couch.”

after kira and scott had printed out the copy of the dread doctors novel, it was just about time for the pack to read it.

[y/n] was excited to read it, considering she’s always been a nerd when it comes to books.

even if this book was something very serious, she was still very much excited to read it.

what she was the most excited about, was the fact that reading the book would distract her over her heartbroken feelings for theo.

he — of course — is also at the mccall house, planning on reading his copy with the pack.

but, [y/n]’s plan to ignore him, doesn’t go all the way according to plan.

sooner rather than later, she finds herself looking over at him, across from the room, and him catching her eyes.

she doesn’t understand why he’s acting this way, when he specifically told her — days ago — that he doesn’t want anything to do with her.

why is he always paying attention to her, when he made it so incredibly clear that they can’t ever be together?

the feeling of his eyes on her is so overwhelming that she has to pull her eyes away from his and take a break from her reading.

in fact, she isn’t even the only one that’s seeking a break.

kira, from beside her, sets down her copy as scott turns on some tv show on the television.

[y/n] tries to distract herself with the show playing on the tv screen, but she only finds herself glancing right back at theo.

tears brim in her eyes at the thought of never being able to be with him, in the way that she wishes.

“can you see me? i’m waiting for the right time. i can’t read you but if you want, the pleasure’s all mine.”

she was studying for an upcoming test, in the school’s library, when she saw malia and theo leaving together, his hand placed on the small of her back.

without another thought, she follows them outside, only to see malia jumping inside his truck — the driver’s side — and theo going to the passenger’s side.

he’s letting her drive his truck?

[y/n] watches them pull out of the parking lot as tears form in her eyes.

is it bad for her to feel jealous? hurt? emotional?

theo and her always had their thing going on, but it was never official.

not after he told her that they can’t be anything more than friends.

but, if he can’t be with anyone, why is he hanging around malia, like that?

it doesn’t make much sense, and to be completely honest, it hurts her way more than she wants to let on.

how can he watch her with longing glances, in one moment, and then, be so… heartless towards her, in the next?

his actions are so hard to read at times, she always feels utterly confused over it.

she then realizes how ungrateful she’s being.

instead of being bitter over the fact that the relationship is over, she can be grateful for what they had before.

besides, malia and stiles are happily together — for almost a year now.

she’d never cheat on him — especially, with the guy that he’s heavily suspicious of.

“can you see me using everything to hold back? i guess this could be worse, walking out the door with your bags. walking out the door with your bags. walking out the door with your bags. walking out the door with your bags.”

she couldn’t understand why he affects her so much.

but, there was one single moment, where she understood why her heart flutters when he looks at her with concern, or when his touch gives her butterflies.

it was when tracy had become one of the chimera experiments, and lydia, kira, and [y/n] had raced down to the sheriff’s station, to warn natalie martin of the danger that she was in — that tracy was coming for her.

after tracy had arrived at the sheriff’s station, and her and kira had fought, kira sliced off her tale, seconds after they warned lydia’s mother.

tracy had ran for natalie, but lydia had been the one that tracy was going after, when natalie ran to hide in the basement.

in that moment, it took [y/n] no hesitation, to shove her friend out of the way, and replace herself with lydia’s recent spot, near the kanima-chimera.

tracy had struck her in the side, and it wasn’t long before malia arrived — right before theo, scott, deaton, and stiles had arrived — after tracy ran down to the basement, in search of natalie.

malia gave [y/n] a concerned look, before she turned to her, telling her of where natalie and tracy were.

then, minutes later, theo, deaton, stiles, and scott arrive, just in time to see [y/n] lying completely still on the ground, a tense expression on her face as her wound grows darker.

scott is the very first to run to his sister. worry fills his entire body, upon seeing his little sister in pain.

stiles gives a concerned look to the girl who’s always been like a sister to him.

she nods to him in understanding, knowing that he needs to check on his father.

as stiles rushes over to his father, theo stands still, frozen in place, tears clouding his blue orbs.

an undeniable and overwhelming feeling of concern floods inside of him as he realizes — he’s fallen for her, harder than he ever wanted to.

and that look she notices placed on his face, makes her realize just how much she cares about him.

“pour your glass of wine. mitchell told me i should be just fine.”

“i’m sorry that you got caught in the middle of all of this.” theo murmurs as [y/n] rests her head on his shoulder, a wine glass placed in her hand.

“you’re saying that you’re sorry, but you’re going to break my heart again, aren’t you?” she asks raspily, trying to mentally prepare for him leaving her all over again.

“i have to, princess. we aren’t right for each other. you know that.” he murmurs, turning his head to face her and place a small chaste kiss on her forehead.

“besides, you’ll be okay. if anyone can handle this, it’s you.”

then, she’s lifting her head up as he stands up, walking out of the living room and over to the front door.

he opens it and walks out with the door slamming shut, not bothering to look back at her.

she swallows thickly, trying to keep the tears at bay.

“cases under the bed. spill it open, let it rush to my head.”

one second, they’re entering the abandoned warehouse, and then, the next, theo’s shooting malia down, causing [y/n] to yelp in surprise and rush over to her friend, trying to help her stand.

what was going on with theo? and where was her brother? she hadn’t seen him in a few days, and she was starting to get worried.

but then, theo’s pulling her out of there and away from the desert wolf and malia, making her hand that was grasping onto her friend’s body fall.

she kicks and kicks at him as she hangs over his shoulder.

she’s freaked out of her mind, trying to understand the situation.

why did he hurt and deliberately betray malia and braeden? it doesn’t make any sense.

“i don’t wanna be forward. i don’t wanna cut corners. savor this with everything i have inside me. i’m not the type to run. i know that we’re having fun. but what’s the rush? kissing and my cheeks are so flushed.”

[y/n] feels her heart sore as he finally, finally smashes his lips onto hers.

she knows that she shouldn’t feel this way, especially because he’d just betrayed her and her friends, minutes ago.

but, the feeling of his lips on hers, completely distracts her from the issues at hand.

“why’d you do that to her? why’d you take me away from them? i could be helping them right now!” she exclaims, abruptly pulling away from him, after remembering what he did.

“i’m sorry. i had to. the desert wolf had something that i needed, and i couldn’t say no.” he mutters, sighing as he runs his fingers through his hair.

her mouth drops open, realizing stiles had been right about everything — the entire time.

it’s only seconds before she’s turning around so fast, storming out of the room and racing to find her missing brother, leaving theo all alone in silence and shock.

“tell you how i felt. sugar coated melting in your mouth.”

she couldn’t believe it.

after weeks of finding out of what he’d done; setting liam off, betraying malia, almost killing scott, sending lydia into a comatose state — all of it, she was being forced to work with him and his deranged pack, to help save mason.

an innocent fifteen year-old boy’s life, in the hands… of theo?

it didn’t matter that she’s heartbroken over him turning out to be the enemy, or that he broke her heart, by betraying her trust.

she’s not going to let the life of liam’s best friend lie in theo’s hands. no way in hell.

but, the worst part of it all? the extremely messed up part?

she still loves him.

and because of this, she can’t stop herself from asking to speak with him alone, after scott and liam leave the locker room.

“i get it, princess. i deserve a big slap to the face.” he states, completely serious.

but, instead of receiving a slap, he’s pulled into a tight hug.

theo pulls back abruptly, confusion clear on his face.

“i—i know. i should hate you. but, i can’t. because… even though, you tried to kill my brother, and you betrayed everyone, including me, i know that every time, you pulled me away from the danger. because, deep down, you care about me, whether you want to admit to it, or not. which means, i have to believe that you want to be good.” she states, sighing as his eyes widen in shock.

he sputters, not being able to find the words, to say anything.

“theo, i love you. and i think you want to be good — for me. so, please, don’t betray us again. it’s not too late to turn everything around.” the confession leaves theo utterly shocked.

he knows he feels the same. of course he does. but, can he really switch things around? for her?

he already knows the answer to that question.

but, instead of answering, he places each of his palms on her flushed cheeks, before pulling her lips to his.

“pardon my emotions, i should probably keep it all to myself. know you’d make fun of me. know you’d make fun of me. know you’d make fun of me. know you’d make fun of me.”

she hears the loud commotion.

racing down the tunnels until the sounds are nearing her, she stops, freezing.

her eyes fall on the katana sword that’s split into the ground, and then, the boy she loves, being pulled into a huge engraved hole, by his dead sister, him trying to hold onto the edge of the ground.

theo calls for scott in terror, before his eyes find [y/n] and his eyes soften.

without another second thought, he sighs.

“i’m sorry, [y/n]. i love you.” he says so clearly, not lying for one second, as his hands slowly ease up and lets go of the ground.

then, he disappears down the hole, falling, before the hole closes back up.

there, he’s left her all alone as her heart shatters to pieces.

“can you see me? i’m waiting for the right time. i can’t read you but if you want, the pleasure’s all mine.”

months have passed after theo had been dragged to hell.

[y/n] couldn’t bear the loss of him, so she dropped all connections to the pack.

she didn’t even speak with scott anymore.

she doesn’t regret her time spent with theo.

but, not a day goes by, where she doesn’t regret not getting to him in time, to defend and protect him.

it’s been her biggest regret.

she’s awe-struck and hurt when she first sees theo back from the dead — she had decided to help liam distract the ghost riders, so that scott could have time to remember stiles.

but, she wasn’t aware that theo was back — no one told her.

what hurt even worse was that theo had completely avoided eye-contact — he couldn’t bare to look her in the eye.

and ever since that day, he’d never tried to fix anything.

he made her feel ashamed and worthless. thus, why she continued to mope around the mccall house.

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canonmisogynyvictimstournament · 7 months

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MISA AMANE (DEATH NOTE) (CW: Imprisonment, Torture)

1.) Misa is treated so phenomenally poorly by the writers of Death Note. She is devoted enough to Kira’s cause to sacrifice half her lifespan for the additional power to see people’s names just by seeing their faces (you need a face and a name to kill someone with the Death Note), and she takes the time to understand everything about it. She, a random civilian, is able to find Kira all by herself by being clever, and she’s very devoted to Kira and Kira’s cause. You would think this would earn her some respect and make her a force in the narrative in opposition both to L’s lawfulness and Light’s god complex (because Misa is a true believer, while Light is some dude with a god complex and a willingness to commit mass murder to further it), but no, the moment she meets Light she falls hopelessly in love with him (not just Kira according to her), pledges her loyalty to him, and agrees to mindlessly follow him, with her sole condition being that he can’t date other girls (and if he tried to, she’d kill the other girl; note how this is not a threat on LIGHT’S life) and has to date her and at least pretend to love her. You would think, again, that these would become problems that potentially fuck Light over, but they are mild inconveniences at best. And, despite her ability to find Kira and only get found out by bullshit trace DNA and pollen nonsense that she, again as a random civilian with no knowledge of forensics that honestly sound SO FAKE (really, trace pollen from something that is super rare and exists near her apartment but few other places? Trace pollen that got in the shit she put together INDOORS? Come on, that’s SUCH bullshit, and SO contrived), had no way of knowing existing. Because she DID circumvent all the ways she’d incriminate herself that a normal person would know about, but because they got her on the SMALLEST SHIT, they’re like “oh, she’s an idiot.” And it’s not in a “oh, look at these guys, underestimating her” way, it’s in an “oh yeah, they’re 100% right, she’s an idiot” way.

EVERYONE in universe regards her as an idiot, both when she’s just known as the Second Kira and once her identity has been found out. The creators in a bonus book rank her knowledge at 3/10 and her creativity at 4/10, which is SUCH bullshit when all of her plans (the few ones they let her have) make creative use of her powers and talents. Like, she sent a video into a tv station that contained a journal entry that had multiple dates on it, with one being clear bait for the police to approach, one being irrelevant, and one containing information that only someone with a Death Note would understand, and she uses this to indicate a time and place they should meet. Except she doesn’t meet him there, she dresses up in a plain outfit and wig that look NOTHING like her and sits and watches the crowd, waiting for someone to walk by who is missing the date of their death above their head (an indicator that that person has a Death Note), and then goes home and researches him online. That is objectively clever! Even if the cops were there, which they were, they would never notice her (and they didn’t) or figure out that she got the information she needed. HOW is that not creative? HOW does that support her being an idiot? Light tricked a woman (Naomi Misora, who deserves her own entry) into giving her his name one time in a way that almost gave him away, and that was regarded as sooooo clever, but this is stupid? Ohba, explain. Matsuda, who I love dearly but also who has never a plan half as clever or interesting as hers, gets knowledge at 4/10 and creativity at 5/10. It’s misogyny, there’s no other reason that makes sense.

And when her anonymous videos that she used to draw out Kira mention the shinigami and notebooks very subtly, in a way the police wouldn’t understand, Light is like “Second Kira, you IDIOT”, but meanwhile, when Light had a victim mention shinigami in a note written before they died for the sole purpose of fucking with L, the narrative is like “Oh, look at him, he’s so clever mentioning shinigami when L has no way of knowing how important and real they are.” The double standard of it all!

Also, ok, so, the reason L dies is because Misa’s shinigami Rem fell in love with her and wants to protect her, even if it results in Rem’s death (which it does because a shinigami dies if they kill someone for the purpose of saving someone else). However, Misa is not involved AT ALL in getting Rem to go through with this. Light manipulates Rem into doing it, and the fact that this also doesn’t bite him in the ass, even though Misa and Rem were friends, is INSANE. Their logic is clearly that obviously Misa would never rebel against Light because it’s not like she has an internal life and feelings outside of devotion to Light, and if she did, she couldn’t do anything because she’s an idiot, so it’s not worth exploring. God forbid she have agency and be a force in the narrative, even though it would make the story more interesting and complex. She doesn’t even need to be super smart for that! The creators THEMSELVES rank her social skills, charm, and initiative at 10/10, and she gets to use them all of one (1) time. They just keep not letting her do things, and it’s at the expense of their story EVERY SINGLE TIME.

Also, after this, she’s gives up her Death Note (which means she loses her memories involved with being a Death Note user) when Light tells her to, and then she’s just written out of the story, with the exception of her looking sexy, being a jealous girlfriend, and being implied to die, even though TWO shinigami died for her and thus gave her their lifespans. Yeah, she halved one of those, gained the other, then halved that again, but she should have gained more than a total of, like, eight years from that! But no, Light’s story is done, so why would Misa survive when he didn’t?

That’s not to mention the weird fetish-y way she was tied up when imprisoned. She wasn’t in her normal clothes that she had been apprehended in, no, she was put in this raggedy, white straightjacket-looking thing, with a blindfold and her arms crossed over her and fastened behind her back. She was kept on some slab and set upright for FIFTY DAYS. Like, look at this shit:

Meanwhile, Light, who was also imprisoned, kept his regular clothes and only had his arms tied behind his back normally. The only difference in the powers they were assumed to have is that she could kill with just a face. So why the weird outfit, huh, Ohba, Obata? And, like, they sell FIGURES OF IT in the real world, people can BUY her in this outfit and DISPLAY it, and it is CLEARLY because they think some Death Note fans would find it arousing. And if the whole show was just fetish shit in all directions, then, sure, fine, go for it, but it is JUST her in this moment! And, like, if it was supposed to show something about L and how he's kinda fucked up like that, you would think it would, like, come up again or something but it gets a fleeting mention ONCE and then THAT IS IT. Why do this, literally why??? Like, how high did they get off their own misogyny to come up with this?

I just. I can't with how they treat Misa, I CANNOT. Like, I know they love to jerk off Light and talk about he's sooooo smart and clever and charming, but this goes beyond putting her down because they want to lift him up. They put her in to cause some chaos a couple of times, pull some fetish shit, provide the method for killing L (but not do it herself or even play any active role at all in it), and then they're done with her. She's a convenient tool to the writers, not a character, unlike most of the male characters whose emotional reactions to Light's bullshit come back to haunt him. For example: the way his responsibility for his father's death and his dismissal of his father during his big confession lead Matsuda, who had liked Light but had a stronger emotional connection to his dad, to shoot him in a way that stops Light from using his Death Note scrap to get out of being surrounded after being definitively revealed to be Kira. And like, I love that moment for Matsuda, it's great, my favorite scene in the whole show, but why don't Misa's emotions and bonds get to drive her to action in a way that is inconvenient to Light? Fine, she has unending devotion, why not have THAT do anything either? And it's because this is the same type of treatment all the female characters in Death Note get (although Misa gets it worse by a country mile), being a POTENTIAL to MILD problem for Light and/or a person to use the Death Note in his place but little else, or someone to get kidnapped, it makes it clear that Misa's treatment here is due to misogyny that infects the whole text, and it just. It rankles.

2.) Despite having the potential to be an interesting character (unhinged death note who doesn't have excuses for killing people like Light does, actual connection to her Shinigami), she just gets reduced to Light's plaything and fangirl, literally keeling over backwards for him. She ends up having nothing to do in the story, being reduced to this hollow shell of what she could have been, with her only personality trait being that she's obsessed with Light, even after he routinely ignores her and even cheats on her. Every woman in Death Note gets put on the sidelines so the male characters can take the spotlight, but Misa easily has the biggest wasted potential of any of them.

3.) Left as flat, annoying, and obsessed with a guy who treats her badly the entire series. Could have had a lot more development but she just gets treated like an idiot at every turn despite HER INTRODUCTION including a pretty clever plan actually. As the series goes on it feels like they make her less and less intelligent just to justify why she's keeping the exact same dynamic with light. Honestly the more i think about it the weirder that gets.

I don't think it's a problem in itself to have a character who isn't especially intelligent or is easily manipulated or is an obsessive fan, and you can make really interesting stories using characters with those traits. But DN just did not do that, and honestly I think if Misa was written a bit smarter (not necessarily super detective chess nonsense smart, just having actual fucking agency and being able to come up with plans of her own) the series would be way better for it. You get a whole new dimension to the conflicts and scheming if she's acting on her own terms, or trying to help and doing something unexpected, or just generally having another character with a death note and complicated ties to the main characters and actual human agency. Like even STAYING obsessed with Light she could have been so much more and the specifics of her motivations could be explored in more interesting detail than just making her a rabid fangirl even having spent enough time with the object of her obsession that the dynamic should have evolved.

She's in a classic of the "so misogynistic it turned out gay" genre and like good for the gays i guess but holy shit she got done so dirty. She deserved better and DN would have been not only better in the "don't be a jerk towards entire groups of people" sense but also probably better as a drama intrigue situation if the authors had a crumb of respect for her.

Also due to the story events she's set to die pretty young and this is barely addressed? It's a sidenote really and a lot of people die but Rem is the only one who gives a shit and their reaction is not focused on for long. I will not start about her and Rem because that will make this much much longer and is relevant more to why i like Misa than to why she got fucked over. (But hey it's kinda fucked that she definitely did have people who supported and cared for her and they all got stripped away and it's not even played as fucked up that this woman has no support network save for one guy who would kill her in a heartbeat if he thought it would help him and also that Misa can't fully see the people who do care about her until it's too late and this is never played as dark and serious in a series that thrives on being dark)

It's just really really obvious that the authors do not see or write her as a person.

tl;dr SHE'S THE SECOND FUCKING KIRA and she gets treated like a PROP for most of the story. gets downgraded to scenery actually later in the story

actual tl;dr: introduced with an interesting plan and motivations worth exploring, slowly has her undeveloped personality steamrollered further and is treated like a tool and a prop for the rest of the series.

NEZUKO KAMADO (DEMON SLAYER)

1.) She has next to no speaking lines even in flashbacks (literally wears a gag for Plot Reasons) and is never developed beyond being ~Tanjiro’s little sister in need of protection forever~ EVEN THOUGH we can see that she’s an extremely powerful fighter and could benefit greatly from proper training. She is the most significant female character in the anime (I haven’t read the manga) and she has no agency whatsoever. Also, more egregiously, she’s like 12 years old and acts like an infant but her power-up form is an adult woman with cleavage for some reason??? Why did they put cleavage on a 12-year-old???

2.) She’s the best character in the show. Obviously. And yet, look what they did to my girl. The whole point of having two protagonists in a show is so they can talk to each other and convey info to the audience, but they completely just silence Nezuko and make Tanjiro communicate via (constant, incessant) inner monologue. She has so much potential - she’s a scared little girl, who’s gradually becoming a monster and doesn’t know what to do about it, who can fight just as well as her brother but is terrified of what doing so makes her. And yet, the show relegates her to a walking motivation - she spends almost all her time not fighting literally locked up in a box, and wears an honest-to-goodness GAG that prevents her from having any meaningful dialogue contribution. Like, it doesn’t get much less subtle than that? She could and should have been the best character in the show, but instead both the worldbuilding and the story go FAR out of their way to ensure that she’s rarely seen, basically never heard, and only meaningful for inspiring Our Hero to Be Manly.

3.) Best Girl. She’s the reason I watched the show, and frankly, it is a crime that the show quite literally in-universe silences and hides her away so that its annoying male MC can inner-monologue.

#polls #round 2 #week 4 #new #cw imprisonment #cw torture

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toorusproblems · 3 years

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If your still taking requests can I request a death note oneshot nsfw were it’s after Light’s fathers death and the reader doesn’t like Light in fact hates Him but starts to feel sorry for him and later that day decides to visit his apartment to help him deal with his grief and ask if there is anything she can do to help him and light subtly implies that she can help him by sleeping with him and the reader is tempted to but doesn’t want to because she remembers she dislikes him and he has a girlfriend but light eventually persuades her into it ?

Just this once?

pairing: light yagami x f!reader

wc: 1.4k

cw: infidelity (light cheats on misa), dubcon, coercion, reader is L’s little sister, not proofread (lmk if i missed anything!!!)

hi!! sorry this took forever, i took a lil break from writing. i tried my best to stick to the request but idk how well i did lmao but even so, i hope you like it!!!

Your dead-set focus is suddenly ripped from you as the familiar noise of the task force headquarters’ door creaking open pulls your eyes away from the bright computer screen. To your displeasure, the new presence in the room is none other than Light Yagami.

“Oh, Light! I thought we agreed you didn’t have to come in today?” An uncharacteristically soft-spoken Matsuda greets.

“Yeah, but I guess my father’s passing only fueled me to get to the bottom of this even more.” Light states.

Being L’s sister, you’ve inherited the black-haired boy’s suspicion of Light. After all, you were the only person in the world that L trusted with his entire heart and soul. Those countless times you’ve stayed up together throwing theories about the Kira case back and forth, only for you and the night itself to hear.

Though your brother was undeniably a bit smarter than you, you weren’t stupid either. With everything L had theorized about Light’s true identity, it’s hard for you to write off L’s death as a coincidence. The timelines just seemed to line up too perfectly.

Everything on top of the fact that because of your investigation work on the Kira case you were barely even given time to mourn the loss of your precious older brother, a heavy dislike of the brown-haired man festered in you.

Even so, you can’t help but feel sympathetic towards him today. After all, it’s true that you know what it feels like to lose a close family member too.

“Hey, Light,” his name feels sour on your tongue, “if you want I can take the heavy lifting today, don’t stress, alright?”

His eyes meet yours, and you take note that they look even more dead than usual.

“It’s okay, Y/N, no need to worry.”

—

No need to worry.

Well, you did worry. All day in fact.

You hate yourself for feeling so empathetic towards the man who you suspect of being behind the killing of your very own brother.

But here you are now, about to knock on Light’s apartment door with a small bouquet of tulips in your left hand. Nothing special, you told yourself, just something to show that you care at least a little.

As you raise your right knuckles to the wooden surface, the door suddenly swings inward.

“Oh hello, Y/N. Pretty flowers you’ve got there.” Light points at the objects in your grip.

That’s it. That’s another thing that you hate about him. How he always seems to be one step ahead of you in even the smallest things. How it feels like he always knows what you’re thinking. It’s almost like he’s watching you sometimes, for fuck’s sake!

“These are for you, actually.”

“Really?” he fakes a smug expression, making you cringe, “Thank you so much!”

“It’s nothing. Feel better soon.”

You turn to leave, but Light’s hand catches your shoulder.

“Wait. Before you leave, can you come in for a second?”

“Oh uh… sure? Why?”

You receive no response as Light silently motions you onto his couch. A nervous pit grows in the bottom of your stomach.

“So uh… what do you need me for?” You ask apprehensively.

“Just want to talk. It feels like forever since we’ve actually sat down together and had a conversation, you know?”

You let out a sigh of relief you didn’t know you were keeping in. “Yeah, it has been a while.”

Yet another awkward silence passes. The sheer quietness seems very strange to you for a moment until it hits you.

“Hey, where’s Misa? Is she out at a shoot or something?”

“So observant.” Light chuckles, and with the tone he puts on, you’re not sure if he’s being sarcastic or not, “Yes, she’s filming a commercial for Miho Skincare. Or at least that’s what she told me before she ran out the door.”

“Oh, I see.” You bite your lip, unsure of how to continue the conversation, “Do you want me to put the flowers in a vase for you?” You ask, picking up the tulips from the coffee table.

Light moves his hand to your thigh in a smooth motion, catching you very off guard so that you nearly drop the bouquet. You hate the fact that blood rushes to your cheeks.

“No need. But there is something else I want from you, if I’m going to be blunt.” His eyes pierce directly through you. You feel naked under his gaze.

Fuck, as many negative feelings you harbour for the man in front of you, you can’t deny he’s attractive in all sense of the word. You know what he’s asking for. It’s plainly clear even just from the lust blooming in his irises.

And it’s then when you realize how touch-starved you are. You’ve been using every available hour of your life on the Kira case, of course you hadn’t had time for any kind of relationship.

So you don’t stop him from inching closer. One of his hands sliding towards the inside of your thigh while the other pushes a piece of your hair from your face. His captivating eyes flutter shut and you’re about to give into his touch when you remember the girl you had been talking about just a moment earlier.

“Wait. Misa.” You whisper simply.

“She won’t be home for hours. And you want to make me feel better, do you not? I’m just asking for one more thing in addition to those flowers you gave me, hm?” He borderline growls into your ear. You would be lying if you said it didn’t turn you on a little.

Without waiting for an answer, Light crashes his lips onto yours. The kiss is hungry, like he wants to waste no time with you. Admittedly, you still feel a little uneasy about all of this, Misa’s face—sweet as candy—beaming at you in your mind as her boyfriend sucks on your tongue.

You feel around each other’s bodies, unbuttoning anything you feel to rid yourselves of your clothing. It all goes so fast, and before you know it, you’re both in your undergarments. Light’s got you lying beneath him with your knees pressed to your chest. He reaches to pull your grey cotton panties to the side.

Suddenly, the peppy blonde girl inside your head once again appears, and you realize what you’re doing.

“Hang on, Light. I’m not too sure about this anymore…” You weakly tell him, pushing his hands away from your most sensitive area.

“Hm? But you promised you’d help me feel better.” Light throws uncharacteristic puppy eyes your way. He points to the wet patch that had formed on the centre of your panties, “And look, you want it too, right? Just this once? Please?”

It’s true, you had come here to make him happier. So why should you go back on it now? You criticize yourself, wondering how you could ever be so inconsiderate—to a coworker who just lost his father, too!

So you nod your head in coerced approval towards the man on top of you, who then in turn wasted no time pulling his cock out from his boxers.

Without warning, or any prep whatsoever, Light pushes the head of his cock into your cunt. The stretch burns, and you’re left wondering if it’s just because you haven’t gotten laid in quite a while, or if his cock is just that fat.

“Light!” You whine in slight protest, “You’re too big… hurts…”

He only hums in response, pushing himself further into you, “Sorry, little one, this cunt is just so tight, I can’t help myself. Fuck-“

Light starts a rhythm, watching his cock sink in into you over and over again. He notes how each time he pulls out, a sheen of both your slick, and even some blood coats it. Must’ve just been too big for your little cunny, he guesses.

The pain of the stretch slowly turns into pleasure and you relax into Light’s touch. You throw your hands into his surprisingly soft brunette locks as he pounds into your sweet spot.

You wonder if L is watching you right now. He must be so disappointed in his little sister, moaning and creaming so sweetly for the very same man he thought he had taught you to be wary of, the man who made the world a living hell.

#zap⚡️ is typing...#zap⚡️.answers #lights.⚡️#death note smut #death note x reader #cw coercion #cw manipulation #cw dubcon #cw cheating #light yagami x reader #light x reader #light yagami smut

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salemwitchezz · 3 years

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Could you do a continuation of "- getting misa to realize light doesn’t love her HCs"? Keep up the good work!

— getting misa to realize light doesn’t love her HCs (2)

part one

pairing: misa amane x female!reader

warnings: none really, just fluff <3.

a/n: thank you for the feedback! this took a little while only because i was busy for a few days, i wasn’t planning on doing a part two so i’m sorry if this is a little crappy :/. i hope you liked it though, @tokenlasagna!

gif is not mine. credit goes to owner.

if you were being honest, you weren’t surprised when misa told you light was kira.

in fact, you were kinda betting on it ever since L made the assumption, he did seem a bit suspicious— even you saw it.

but you couldn’t help feel a little betrayed.

after you had gotten misa to calm down at your apartment and make her some tea in the process, you sat the two of you down and told her that you needed to know everything that had been going on.

and misa did tell you everything, including information on the second kira— to which she gave herself up as the culprit.

but you weren’t surprised at this either, you had already connected the dots and figured she would have some entanglements with light’s schemes.

but you would make sure nothing happened to her, it wasn’t her fault that she had been tied into this situation.

i mean, maybe a little.. but you didn’t want to tell her that.

you assured her protection, from anyone and everyone.

and when the time came to devise a plan, you would be prepared to back up everything.

after contacting L and having you and misa tell him everything, a trap was set for light.

you didn’t forget to mention that light is the one who manipulate misa into doing his dirty work for him.

she would still have to face some consequences, but it was better than being thrown in jail and being put on the death sentence.

fortunately, the scheme in catching light by surprise went as planned even if there were a few errors here and there since he had found a way around a few things.

light had shown his true colors after he was caught red-handed, it was confirmed he was kira and he was thrown behind bars.

you thought everything would be fixed and would go back to the way it was in a world without kira.

but, with everything that went down, it took a toll on misa.

the man she loved and dedicated herself to had thrown her away and left her broken on the street, and on top of that, he was caught and she would probably never see him again.

you thought she wanted this, even she thought she wanted this. and she did, but when it came to it actually happening, it was a whole different story.

eventually, she had no other choice to get over it. but she wasn’t alone, you were always there for her.

you had spent a lot more time with her, and most of it was to make up for the time you lost.

in result, misa ended up getting closer to you. closer than she’s ever been with anybody. it wasn’t the same as it was with light, misa felt like she could actually be open around you without getting her head bit off.

in fact, she ended up getting so much more attached to you, she had started developing feelings that she didn’t even know were there.

like light, she got butterflies every time she saw your face, but it was even more intense.

misa had figured out her emotions not long after, but she didn’t want to go through the same situation as she did with light.

but she knew you wouldn’t do that to her, you were different. she could see that for herself.

“y/n?” the blonde girl squeaked, lifting her head from where she had her face buried in your stomach.

“hmm?” you hummed in response, glancing down at her and taking notice that her tank top’s spaghetti strap had fallen from her shoulder. hooking one finger around it, you pulled it back over her shoulder before focusing back on the blonde and her sweet brown eyes.

it was a ridiculously hot summer in japan. both you and misa were dressed in tanks tops and shorts, the slider door to your apartment’s balcony had been wide open, allowing the air to come in since the conditioning in your apartment building wasn’t cool enough.

you two were usually like this, when she was on top on you— on the couch preferably, usually taking a nap or watching a movie. she liked being close to you, and it only fed your love for her since you absolutely adored the girl.

“you know, i never really got to thank you.” misa’s honey sweet voice snapped you out of your thoughts, and you tilted your head. “for what, misa?”

“for helping me— you know.. see the truth with light and everything. i wouldn’t have listened to anybody else, i didn’t even listen to you at first.”

you chuckled, resting your head back down on the armrest of the couch, “yeah, you are a bit hard-headed. but your safe now, that’s all that matters.”

misa pursed her lips and laid her head back down on your stomach, “yeah, i know. but, i should have listened earlier.”

you furrowed your eyebrows and took a deep breath, placing a hand on top of misa’s blonde hair to pet it. “it doesn’t matter now, misa, it’s over. you need to stop thinking about it.”

misa frowned to herself, she knew she should have been happy with the outcome of everything— but she just wasn’t satisfied with the way she made you worry for her over the last few years.

“but i can’t, i hurt you. i’ll never forgive myself for that.”

you scoffed, “who cares about about how i feel—“

“i care about how you feel, y/n!” the way misa shot her head up and the defensiveness in her tone had taken you aback, and you propped yourself up on your elbows so that you could meet her eyes properly.

you blinked at her slowly, “i— i know that, misa.. um, what’s gotten into you?”

misa let’s her head hang with her arms still on either side of you, you heard her take in a deep breath. “i really like you, y/n— in more ways than you know.”

your heartbeat picked up, and you moved her strands of hair out of the way so she got the hint to look up at you. “i think i know.”

with that, the blonde girl shot forward and captured your lips in a kiss. it caught you by surprise, and your heart beat at an inhumanly fast pace. you eased into it, placing both of your hands on her cheeks tenderly to deepen the kiss.

it was short and sweet, and you were certain you were as red as a tomato when she pulled back to look at your face with a nervous smile.

you mirrored her expression and sighed contently, “you have no idea how long i’ve waited for that.”

misa’s nervous smile turned bashful, relieved at your positive reaction instead of the opposite that would serve you both an awkward situation.

leaning in closer to your face, misa whispered, “it should have happened sooner.”

#misa x reader #misa amane x reader #misa amane #death note x reader #death note #l x reader #light x reader

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twatshag · 3 years

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"Can I ask you something?"

♤ In which haikyuu boys ask you personal questions ♤

Pairings: iwaizumi x reader, osamu x reader, kuroo x reader All gn!!

Warnings: mentions of death(not the characters), suggestive topics, mentions of daddy issues, mention of past troubles, insecurities, mentions of exs cheating, crying

Genre: fluff, slightly angsty but still fluffy.

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A/N: In honour of mental health month I wanted to write this piece to make you guys feel loved by the boys ! You are loved and cared for and as much as I hated hearing it but things WILL get better. Stay strong I want you to fight.- Kira

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Miya Osamu

You and your boyfriend were cuddling against one another in your bed it was a routine you both loved doing on your free days. Basking in each others warmth while talking about your days and what the future holds.

Osamu's laugh rang through the bedroom walls while he played with your hair. "And then she literally drops her cake right onto my laptop and it freakin' broke it!!" "Ma god angel was tha cake that hard?" "You have no idea how much I wanted to punch her for one, baking a cake that was literally so hard if I ate a rock it would've been softer and two for breaking my freaking laptop !".

Osamu chuckled once again as he kissed your forehead and you frowning because of how can he find the awful events that you've been dealing with all week funny at all.

"There there angel A don't want ya getting forehead wrinkles from frowning too hard ya know." He chuckled while poking your ticklish sides earning a slap on his hand. "Jeez I think I'd literally cry if I ever got them." Osamu smiled against your hairline as the conversation came to a halt maybe this was the right moment to ask what he's been thinking about all week he thought.

"Angel can a ask you something?". You tilted your head to look at him while he gazed right back at you while popping an eyebrow at his question "is your question going to be 'can ya help me get off?' ? Because your answer is no."

Osamu chuckled and rolled his eyes at your so bold statement just a while back in your relationship you'd be blushing profusely if he made any type of suggestive comment wondering what happened to his innocent S/o.

"Nah angel I'm serious here". Noticing his serious features you decided to nod and see what he has to say.

Gulping he decided to ask away. "What made ya believe in love again? Ya know after yer ex had cheated on ya?" Your eyes widened at his sudden question earning a worried panicked look from him. Looking around the room to avoid this awkward situation he put himself into "Y-ya dont hafta answer ya know A- a Just couldn't-" "you."

His eyes met yours with a dumb founded expression you deciding to continue on since there was no backing down now. I mean you always knew that one day he'd ask you about it but it still made you sink a bit when he did.

"I mean sure of course there would be times where you smelled different or something and I'd panic or times you got so many notifications on your phone and i'd let my past get the better of me and snoop but after 3 months of dating, you told me something that just healed everything I've been through."

You smiled at him and he looked back at you with a curious look to what his so called healing words were.

"You told me you loved me. And I know that sounds so stupid" you laughed heavily releasing the lump in your throat.

"But the way you looked at me was like an unspoken promise to never hurt me like he did." You shrugged smiling at him and burying your face against his chest.

Osamu was dumbfounded by your response sure he knew he might be the reason but confirmation doesnt make the love sick smug grin on his face and the warmth rising to it any less effective.

He held you as tight as he can. "God angel ya really know how to get a man flustered say how bout ya help me get o-" "no" "Angelllllllllllll" you scoffed at him and hit his chest. "Shut up and sleep Miya" to which he laughed at the sound of his last name even when you were upset and you addressed him by his last name he can't help but smile at how beautiful it sounded coming from you. "Yer breaking ma heart here angel don't make me take yer cuddling rights." Chuckling as your grip around him tightened and drifting off to sleep together while he played with your hair.

Making mental note to always be the one who heals you forever because you were the one who healed him too and God did he love you so much for everything that you did.

Iwaizumi Hajime

Today was your regular late night drive throughs and talks about your life while stuffing your face with fast food with your beefy athletic trainer boyfriend.

As you brought the sandwich to your mouth and took a big bite you moaned at the heavenly taste earning a chuckle from the green eyed man next to you.

"Can't believe I'm not the one who's making you moan that way but a sandwich."

You rolled your eyes at his snarky comment while stuffing your mouth with the sandwich "shushth up iwa-chanth".

"Jeez who knew romance was dead L/n and I told you stop calling me that and don't speak with a mouth full last time you did you had to clean my car seat" he laughed earning an intensive glare his way from you.

You swallowed and thought about a good come back for a second. "I wasn't the one who threw up in my cup holder was I? Iwaaa-chaaaannnn" making sure to drag the annoying nickname out just to tease him.

He rolled his eyes at you "you're such a brat, doll and you know how I can't deal with spicy food who's fault was that?" You laughed "oh shut up, you loved me for the after care you got Hajime." "I'll think about it."

Smacking his chest lightly as you both laughed into the night.

Should I ask ? I really don't want to pry. I mean it's been weeks since they've told me about it and I dont want them to feel alone maybe I shouldn't ask them iwaizumi thought to himself while staring at the sandwich in his hands. But before he could decide he was snapped back to reality by your voice "not hungry Haji?" Before he could settle on a decision the words have already come out of his mouth.

"Doll can I ask you something?" You raised an eye brow at his sudden serious tone and you nodded "of course, anything haji-baby" feeling the atmosphere turn tense you decided to pull out the favourite nick name card and he smiled nervously.

"Do you miss her?" You felt your heart sink. Your friend had gotten into an accident talking with her boyfriend while driving resulting them in a critical state which lead to them passing away. You smiled weakly.

"Yes I do.." he stared at you worried that he might've crossed a line or broke a boundary but before he could overthink you opened your mouth to speak again.

"But you know, my care taker always told me something that always stuck to me about death. They said Nobody dies before age" he frowned confusingly. "What do you mean?" He asked eager to know what your statement meant.

"It means that when a person passes away they've served their purpose and they accomplished what they wanted to on earth so they go into their next step. A life even better than what they've gotten." You gazed at him smiling of course it hurt, alot but your friend was very successful and very happy when you went to the funeral and walked up to her casket the way she lied there was a peaceful sight. Slight smile on her face despite her body being cold.

As much as it hurt saying good bye you couldn't help but smile at how happy she looked to earn peace of an even better life in the next. Leaving her pain behind her.

Iwaizumi reached to hold your hand thinking he couldn't possibly be more in love how foolish he thought.

"You're really strong you know that?" You laughed heavily squeezing his hand while a few tears slipped out of your eyes. "Its a part of life you know its just it always hurts when they leave but it makes me at ease knowing that something better is out there for them."

You looked up at your boyfriend who was tearing up in front of you exchanging silent smiles and promises to never be sad when anything happens to you both individually because at the end of the day the light at the end of the tunnel is always brighter than the start.

Kissing in the dead of night as a confirmation to what you both were thinking and agreeing to your promise. While he held you in his arms remembering to always make you feel better because even though his job was draining coming home to you and embracing you was something that always, always made him feel better. Hoping that it would be your cure as well.

Kuroo Tetsuro

"Kitten! Come help me with this!" Kuroo whined as he was trying to hang up the drawn portrait of your pet dog on the wall. Today was just a normal lazy day in the kuroo & L/n household. "Tetsu- stop whining can't you see I'm busy here" you rolled your eyes at your 6'2 pouting boyfriend who's suddenly bad at everything he can do alone knowing damn well he just uses it as an excuse to be close to you.

Despite what everyone thought of Kuroo he sure was the clingy type in fact if you got up to the bathroom during the night he'd whine about how you don't love him anymore because you left his arms.

Walking over to you trying to put the portrait into different frames you had placed on the floor deciding which one would look the best on the wall. He crouched down to your level and hugged you from behind while resting his chin on your shoulder.

"Kitten don't use that sassy tone with me I'm still your senpai chibi-chan." You giggled and rolled your eyes at his silly nickname "you know that it's been 5 years since high school right ?" He smirked at you and kissed your neck earning a whimper from you at the warm sensation. "But you're still my chibi-chan" "whatever you say captain"

you smiled at his warmth while sliding the portrait out of the frame you put it in. "Say chibi-chan, why don't you start calling me captain in bed?" You looked at him with the best deadpan expression you could make while he wiggled his eyebrows at you as a way to say 'whatcha think???' "No". You answered back.

you stood up grabbing the frame you thought fit best on the wall and he followed you like a lost puppy "oooohhh come on chibi-chan, how would that hurt? You refused to call me daddy you know!" You laughed at his annoying smug grin and rolled your eyes at his pouty face.

"I'm not calling you captain testu- besides why isn't testu enough for you? Sex is supposed to be intimate why would I call you something that I don't like thinking about." You chuckled,

but he knew better than anyone that your chuckle wasn't because you thought it was funny but because you were hiding the slight pain in your voice.

If you had anything common with kuroo it was that your home wasn't as perfect either. Your father was indeed home and he lived with you guys but if he wasn't it would've probably been for the better. And he knew about that.

"Kitten can I ask you something?" You rolled your eyes thinking this was going to be another bribe for you to call him some nick name during sexual intercourse but decided to play along. "Aye aye captain ask away." Popping the cardboard open to place the portrait inside the decided frame you heard him swallow and he opened his mouth to talk.

"Is it because of him?" You almost dropped the portrait from your hands. Grip hardening on the piece of paper in your hold.

You looked at him sadness reflecting your eyes trying to hide it behind your weak smile. You nodded. "Yeah. It is".

You didn't notice how your hand started shaking becoming angry and over rushed with every negative emotion in your body tears swelling up your eyes not noticing how your boyfriend was already by your side placing the paper you held so tightly on to the side while pulling you in to his chest and relaxing as you softened against him.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked you that." You sniffles against shaking your head. "No it's okay, it's just.." he placed his hand on your head tracing his thumb against your hair lightly something that always soothed you when your sad.

"I just don't want to remember him, You know and I still feel like it's my fault that he's the way he is, maybe if I-" "no."

Kuroo cut you off by lifting your chin up to look at him worry and pain plastered onto his face. How can anyone hurt you he thought.

"It's not your fault kitten, if anything he's the asshole. You didn't deserve him and his shitty behaviour if I was in his place I would've made sure to protect you even from myself."

You laughed while he wiped your tears and you leaned to his touch "you just made this sound gross testu" he chuckled and pulled you into his chest once again allowing you to hear his racing heart that only raced for you.

"guess I'm gross for making my kitten laugh while crying" you giggled wrapping your arms tightly around him, enjoying his warmth and love for a few seconds before mumbling. "Captain sounds nice.." giggling to yourself and suddenly yelping as he picked you up bridal style and kissing your lips making his way to the bedroom

"Tetsu put me down!!! We still didn't hang the portrait yet!!" He chuckled as you squirmed in his hold "nope I'm sure the portrait could wait right now I have to take this new nickname for a test drive" as he closed the door to the bedroom leaving you and your worries behind.

You knew that at the end of the day kuroo would never hurt you. Unless it's in bed but that's beside the point.. he truly loved you and while you laid in his arms that night completely bare he vowed to himself to always protect you. Even if that meant from himself.

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A/N: I hope that you guys enjoyed this piece dedicated to mental health month! Please don't ever doubt your feelings they are valid and you have every right to feel the way you feel thank you all for being the way you guys are ! Much love to everyone! Stay strong

P.S: ILL UPDATE AS SOON AS I GET MY REQUESTS OPEN!!!

- with love kira

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1987vampire · 3 years

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Just A Few Hours? | L Lawliet

Fandom: Death Note Word Count: 859 Warnings: None! This is fluff! Request: None! A/N: Do I kin L? Yes, absolutely. Am I still going to write fics for him because I love him? Yes, absolutely. Extra:

Your socks slid easily against the tiled flooring of the hotel kitchen. When L said he had to relocate to a hotel to work on a case, you hadn’t excepted such an expensive room, but then again, Watari never settled for less. You hummed gently to the sound of piano coming from the CD player you had set up near the door as you watched the kettle on the stove. Then, you turned at the sound of feet padding against the floor and smiled softly at the sight of L, his hands in his pockets as he stared at you.

You turned back as the kettle started whistling, pulling it off the heat quickly. “Hello, L.”

He hummed in response, and after a glance over your shoulder, You knew he had settled in his normal crouching position but on the countertop. You poured the water into two separate cups and set tea bags in it, then turned and leaned against the counter, making eye contact with L. He looked away, preferring to stare the slightest bit away from your eyes so he was still looking at you without meeting your gaze.

“Those policemen were here for quite a while; I was beginning to become bored,” you spoke.

“Yes, I must say they make terrible company after a bit, and most of them are completely incompetent.” His toes curled around the edge of the counter as he spoke. “Still, this meeting has marked most of them down to under the two percent margin of being Kira.” He bit at his thumb and shook his head. “I don’t know, though. I suppose I’m not dead, but he could just be waiting it out so he’s not suspicious.” He was quiet for a bit. Then, he met your eyes before looking away again. “Thoughts?”

You laughed lightly and turned around, grabbing his teacup and bowl of sugar. You walked it over to him slowly, making sure not to spill anything as you went. “I think that you should take a second away from the case and rest.”

L took the cup from your hands while sending you a sharp look, stifling a yawn as he did so. “And let Kira get away with killing a few dozen more? I don’t think so, y/n. We have to think about this carefully and quickly; the less dead bodies, the better.”

“Yes, but when’s the last time you’ve slept, L?” He stayed quiet. “I’ve been here with you for almost four days now, and all you’ve done is sit in front of that computer waiting. You barely eat unless I force you to, and the few times you’ve slept have been when you nodded off while in that same sitting position. How are you going to catch the Kira if you can’t even take care of yourself?”

L sipped his tea and then reached for a few sugar cubes. “This is critical work, and I can’t waste time by rest-“

“You can take a few hours,” you insisted. “I doubt there will be any updates until daybreak, so why don’t you come sleep with me in the nice bed in this nice hotel that Watari got us?”

He stared at you as he stirred his tea. “Just a few hours?”

“Just a few,” you answered, a grin settling on your face.

He took a sip and then placed his cup on the counter. Then, he sat down fully and jumped so he was standing on the floor. He stretched his hands out in front of him and let out a loud yawn before turning to you and nodding his head towards the door. “Fine, but not too long. This is already a risk in itself.” He stuffed his hands in his pockets and butted your shoulder gently. “Come on, I want to be up before the sun rises.”

You made your way from the kitchen to the freezing cold bedroom side by side. As you slid onto the bed, already in sleep clothes, you got to watch L strip down to his underwear, sniffling gently as he went, finally let his tiredness settle in his bones. Afterward, he crawled onto the bed and under the covers, settling on top of you with his head on your chest and arms wrapped around you. He was incredibly warm on your skin, clashing against the cold room.

He let out a groan and then a moan, breath fanning against you as he settled. Your hands carded through his hair, calming him down. His heart was beating furiously in his chest; you could feel it. “You’re okay, L,” you whispered towards him. He grumbled in response and sighed. “I love you.”

He tapped your side three times, saying it back, and then the two of you fell into silence. It was only a few moments before L had drifted off, snoring quietly as he did so, and you followed shortly after. The both of you slept well into the afternoon, content to stay in each other’s arms for as long as possible; L didn’t even complain that much when he finally pried himself away. He even had a small smile on his face as he got dressed for the day.

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deathnotescenarios · 3 years

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Hello hello. I was thinking of a bigger story with a fem! reader, Matt, Mello, L, and Near. get ready.

Here's an intro: Reader was always best friends with Matt and Mello. They did everything together. But she was also friends with Near, and scolded Mello for picking on him and scolded Matt for doing nothing. When Mello and Matt decided to leave, Mello decided you could not follow them. And that wad that. Reader had no choice because if she left with them, they would desert her eventually anyways. So she stayed with Near, took the #2 spot at Wammy's and hated it. When she went to work on the Kira case, she decided to find Matt and Mello, and ran away from Near. Near, of course, knew already. (that bastard), and told Matt and Mello ahead of time. (I would like this to end with reader getting involved with Matt but still being close to Mello, please). Also, plot twist, Light knows about Reader. And Matt, Mello, and Near have to work together to keep her safe. (If we could change the story to where Matt and Mello's deaths were FAKE so Kir would get cocky, that would be great)

Yeah, definitely. This is going to have to be a multiple-part story otherwise it'll be too long to write in one sitting. I hope you enjoy it!

Anything for you: Reader x Wammy Boys

"Nateeeee," You say, whining and following a very tired Near just trying to find a quiet place to think. You thought saying his name might trigger a response since the last 20 times of asking for a reply hadn't worked. "I break one toy and suddenly you ice me out like I'm the North Pole." No response. "NATE RIVER!"

"Yes?" He says, finally, clearly unbothered by your agitated state

"I'm bored"

"You are always bored, y/n. That's inevitable at this point."

"Nate, all we ever do is talk about Kira and, occasionally, L. This isn't exciting. I wanted my life to be exciting."

Near stopped walking, and turned to you, the same melancholic face plastered onto him. "You know what you want to do, y/n. And I know I can't stop you."

"I do know what to do. The only question is; can I?"

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"Yeah, I can." You say, holdig a first class plane ticket to America. Near was kind enough to buy you a ticket. Although, his phone call with Roger lasted way longer than expected. Normally it's straight to the point and over with. "Whatever." You decide

As you board the plane, you drift into thinking. What if they're different? I mean, how different could they be, right? Matt can't love jokes and games any less, and Mello.... yeah. He's probably different. Oh yeah. When he left, he didn't even say goodbye. And when Matt left, it was even harder on both of you. You two were all you had for years until you left that hell-hole house. And then you woke up one day, and he was gone, leaving nothing but a note telling you what was happening, and one singular picture of you, Matt, and Mello together, which Matt said in his note to take to your grave. You planned on it.

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"Finally" you groan, rubbing your very sore behind "I thought I'd die before I got here. I sort of wish Kira had gotten to me, that was brutal. Okay, last time I flew with Near we just walked out and there was a car there. I'll just do the same thing."

As you walked throgh the glass doors of the airport, you saw a pecular looking car parked near the curb of the entrance you came out of. You looked for the driver, only to see a highly familiar face. Leaning o the front side of the car was Matt, smoking and glaring at the people around you, obviously not wanting to be there. There he was, stnding there after years. You didn't know weather to cry or punch him. Well, you did both.

You dropped your bag and ran to him, feeling tears run down your face. Matt looks at you and for a second does nothing, before his whole physique changes. He opens his arms, smiling and calling your name the same way he did when you were kids and hadn't seen each other for a couple hours. Only this time it had been years.

You jumped into his embrace, him twirling you around in pure joy, you bawling at this point, and him laughing, partly out of joy and partly out of how silly you looked. He set you downand for a couple minutes, didn't let you go, just enjoying having you around again. Until you punched him. Hard. In the chest.

"Ow! God damn." He exclaimed "What the hell?!"

"How dare you leave me and not take me with you, you bastard? You were all I had left Matt."

For the first time in your whole life, you saw Matt actually feel bad about something. He looked down, dropped his cigar and put it out. That was enough of a apology for you (he knew you hated him smoking). "You're here now, and so am I. And soon it will all be the same again. And please, y/n, don't hit me again. Mello abuses me enough, I don't need you doing it too."

As you were driving in Matt's... eccentric is the word you decided to call it... car, you began to think again about what would happen. What if Mello didn't want you there? What if he was mad at you for staying with Near? Well he left you so if he's mad about that you were going to set him straight.

Matt's car pulled up to the hideout and you got out, Matt guiding your lost in thought body through the hideout to find Mello. You began to think about how Mello looked, all baggy clothes, messy hair and big eyes. You wondered about how much he really changed because it couldn't be that mu-

Holy shit.

Well i hope you guys liked this chapter. It's relatively short but I figured it would be funny to leave it here. I'll write chapter 2 within the next two weeks ish, unless someone wants me to write sooner. ;)

Kisses xo

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