#But it's done I guess so theres that.

[marathedemonoverlord]

Finished Lesson 20

I'm sort of in a mix between disappointment and bemusement. Either it's a subpar ending or I just outgrew Obey Me but I give it a C-/10

I'm like mad we're still stuck here. How much you wanna bet we never work on our Pacts/Go back to the Future again?

#obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me nightbringer Season 1 #I'm like... Bored. #But it's done I guess so theres that. #Real Talk; We'll never go back to the Future- With how the app is set up I get it but ngl I'm really sad about that because I hate the past #It had good story concepts and ideas but it left me feeling hollow... Man it makes me sad cause I used to be so whipped for Obey Me... #Guess we close the chapter on this part of my life for now #Anyone got other games to recommend? I'm kind of tired #Would have preferred S5 of OG Obey Me instead of this #Ngl its as disorganized as S4 of OG Obey Me. #Ah well fun while it lasted.

[hecksupremechips]

Akihiko becoming a cop is something that simply doesn’t happen in the coma route cuz Shinji would see that shit and be like Aki what the actual hell is wrong with you

#persona #persona 3 #akihiko sanada #shinjiro aragaki #akishinji #i guess #im making it that way lol #see if you know me you know i actively avoid p4 arena like the plague both cuz i hate p4 and cuz #i simply have no interest in how the p3 characters turn out if this is whats being done to them #i seen how akihiko and mitsuru look I HATE IT I HATE IT SO MUCH I WANNA EAT GRAVEL #the only character i care about is ken really i approve of him getting to be a funny teenager i love my baby boy so much #but i watched the akihiko social episodes for reload and he talks about becoming a cop and i was just like. of fucking course 😞 #we just cant escape this shit huh theres always gotta be a cop character for some reason #i consider this a bad ending for him cuz even though atlus and their copaganda loving asses would probably looove to tell me otherwise #theres literally no way shinji would stand for that shit like my guy has beef with the kirijos and was a homeless addict #so you know cops wouldnt like him and hes seen some shit #they had to kill him cuz hed tell the truth sldjks #i definitely am gonna explore this dynamic in my fic but you know. no way in hell is aki gonna be a cop on my watch lol #maybe he can be like. a PE teacher or some shit akskkls

[the-king-of-lemons]

Headcanon i've had for a while now about how minecraft hack clients could work, similar to the headcanons about how in game chat would work.

Just sort of an explanation with some examples, obviously some hacks are pretty hard to translate into a physical thing, but i tried my best. :)

Full text can also be found under read more.

"Hack Clients" are illegal modifications of a player's attire (i.e. player skin) in order to give them an unfair advantage. The visibility of a "Hack Client" modification depends on the server a player is on. On servers such as 2b2t, these modifications are obviously visible while on stricter servers, such as Hypixel, hackers will try to be more subtle, often hiding modifications underneath clothing.

Eyewear: Modified for use of visual hacks (i.e. x-ray. fullbright, esp, etc.), the easiest to hide from moderators.

Footwear: Modified for use of hacks such as Anti-Knockback, High-jump, and other similar hacks.

Mechanical Braces: Used to allow players to move with otherwise impossible reaction times, most often used for PVP. Completely illegal on most servers, players will attempt to hide them underneath clothing but often fail.

Leg brace: Used for b-hopping.

Arm brace: Used for kill-aura and aimbot.

#mcyt #mcyt fanart #technically? i mean its based around mcyt stuff so im not sure i should tag the game even though this isnt specifically mcyt #accidentally hit ctrl z and had to rewrite the image descs like three times so sorry if theres any mistakes #lmk if theres anything i need to fix/change #le dood #tiggady tags #id in alt #anyways fit specific headcanons coming tomorrow (theyre mostly done but i gotta finish some of the text) #just wanted to get this out first to set up a basis #lots of ppl rbing are tagging this as mc so i guess ill add it #sorry to all of mneblr who has mcyt blocked i prommy its just bc thats where my inspo was from #minecraft #minecraft headcanons

[puppyeared]

its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously

#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to #im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i can’t do literally anything else until thats done. but #because I don’t want to do it I’m just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of #exec dysfunction.. I’ll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something #and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh #and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing #because BOY id love to know too. I’d love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant #even my period can’t decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still #its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damn…. #if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally won’t die. it’ll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about #I know this but I’m still stressing myself about it so my thoughts aren’t really connecting to my body. weird #maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I don’t really feel #a strong attachment to it I guess? it’s been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just don’t #I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but it’s not very fun when it feels like I’m going to #be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol #idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week #had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting #yapping #does this count as vent #vent #Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly

[skcirthinq]

Soooo, funny story. @heckitall started a very cool crossover between the Rise and 03 TMNT and I. May have. Immediately became invested.

Like. I was worried for days about one of the characters. Soooo I made some fanart. And then couldn't decide which version I liked best, so I dunno. Here's three! With bonus detail shots under the cut.

It's called 'Same as it Never Will Be' and is linked in their pinned post!

Images 1-3: rendered illustrations of (on the left) the cast of TMNT 03, and toddler versions of Rise Leo and Donnie. 03 Raph and Leo are in the foreground, holding injured Rise Leo and Donnie. R!Donnie is biting 03 Leo, while squirming and reaching to the right, and holding R!Leo's hands. R!Leo is being held by an angry 03 Raph. In the background, in the TMNT 03 lair, 03's Splinter, Casey, April, Leatherhead, and an injured Mikey are looking on in various stages of amusement or resignation.

On the right is an illustrated render of the Rise cast meeting up after the events of the movie. R!Raph and Mikey are in the foreground, with Raph holding a toddler version of 03!Donnie, who is upset and reaching toward the left. Mikey is also upset, and gesturing at Raph. They are both visibly injured and battle damaged. In the background of a destroyed New York, scuffed up R! April, Splinter, and Casey Jr are running and swinging their way towards Mikey and Raph, all looking visibly distressed.

Both illustrations are framed and bordered by white-gray mist, with ripple patterns overlaying parts of the whole image. The title of the work and authors name ( 'Same as it Never Will Be' and Heckitall) are written on the bottom border in purple text with blue spray paint effect behind them. Between the two illustrations is a representation of a portal with the the abbreviation of the title (SAINWB) in white over top of it.

There are small differences between images 1-3 in terms of lighting and coloring effects.

Images 4-7 are detail shots of the two illustrations with some lighting effects removed.

#rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #illustration #tmnt #soooo i actually started this before op heckitall announced their dtiys and i was like. oops lol. but i was already halfway done so i just. #kept going. and then the holidays hit me so. theres the context i guess. #but i was legit so worried for 03 Donnie for days its honestly kinda hilarious. #teenage mutant ninja turtles 03 #rottmnt fanart #same as it never will be

[clannfearrunt]

it's time to c-c-c-c-atch 'em all

#yugioh #uhhhhhhh #pokemon #Con goes to the shadow realm #Conarts #yugi muto #uhhhhhhhhhhh?? tags #bakura #yamask #spiritomb #idk if im done drawing these so i dunno if there'll be more or not #so i guess i can come up with a tag later if theres more

[petruchio]

"snow hates katniss because she's lucy gray reincarnated" well no. it's not magic, not some kind of prophecy, not a saga of one family that's fated to overthrow the regime. katniss *isn't* lucy gray, she's just a girl. that's the point. she's nobody.

except that she is lucy gray. not *actually* but in spirit, in her actions. because what lucy gray and katniss -- and snow himself -- prove is that nobody can be truly independent of their community. snow wants to believe (he is taught to believe) that we are all ungenerous, calculating, power-hungry. that we all value ourselves above all else, that we could never love selflessly because we are, at our core, selfish. so when lucy gray shows him that doesn't have to be the case, it terrifies him. and so, in his fear, he kills her, hoping that will kill the doubt she seeds inside of him. kill the source of the doubt, kill the doubt itself. prove to yourself that love is selfish. win at the game that you yourself created -- snow lands on top.

and for years, you really believe that. you won. you steadily gain power, people show you the same story, over and over. and it twists you, warps you, into the calculating dictator you were told you had to be.

only then, decades later, another girl shows you the very same thing: true, unselfish, radical love. a girl who volunteers to die for her sister, who sings to her friend as she dies, would rather die than kill the boy she loves, and she's from the same place as the very person who first made you doubt it. you thought you'd killed that doubt years ago, but what you failed to account for was that killing lucy gray doesn't kill her love.

so katniss reminds snow of lucy gray, but not because she *is* her, but because she created something that can't be killed. it's not magic, it's art. it's no accident that katniss grew up singing her songs. lucy gray is dead, but her art lives on, and woven into that art is the love she showed snow all those years ago. her love can't be killed because it doesn't belong to her individually -- it belongs to her people. and it's nurtured in that community. it's in the art, the music, and thus in the people that live there. love becomes the soundtrack of an entire community, and then it lives on in their lives and their actions. it lives on in katniss' father who sings his way into her mother's heart, it lives on in haymitch who holds his ally when she dies, and then in katniss and prim and peeta and every person from district 12 who shows that same selfless, radical love. it wasn't fate, or destiny, or even one family. it's community. it's art. no man is an island. we cannot survive without love.

#cate you had me thinking i had to make my own post so i wouldnt clog up your comments #thg #tbosas #thg thoughts #i guess?? #I THOUGHT I WAS DONE DOING THIS HOW ARE THESE BOOKS SOO GOOOOOOOOD #theres a better way to phrase that last paragraph but idk what it is #tbosas thoughts

[witchspeka]

Ritsu doesn't respond to Shou's messages, not cause he's disinterested or doesn't consider him a friend, but because 90% of the time he forgets he owns a phone

Like from an outsider's POV Ritsu seems like he's cold towards him or mildly annoyed but in reality he's just introverted and hasn't had any friends before besides his brother

Whatever you think they feel for one another is mutual, whether it's friendship or love or just mutual understanding and sympathy

Like, I can see them argue and be annoyed with eachother's personality once in a while but they care. I like to believe this isn't my bias but canon fact, Ritsu wouldn't have agreed to help Shou otherwise

They understand eachother. Shou tells Ritsu his big ideas and Ritsu understands how he's come to that conclusion and gives criticism and Shou listens to him. Because he knows it isn't an insult, he knows its genuine advice, he knows Ritsu actually listens and wants to help

That has its shortcomings as well, I think they're overestimating how well they understand eachother sometimes, there's a certain degree of projection happening. Their situations are similar but very, very different

What I'm trying to say is that they don't hang out that often but ten years post canon Shou could call Ritsu up after they haven't spoken in forever, unsure if he even has his number anymore, ask for help and still receive it. That Shou would let Ritsu crash on his couch after he impulsively quits his job even if months passed since their last conversation. It's not about personality compatibility with them, its about trust.

#mp100 #mob psycho 100 #cine te a intrebat #does this count as #ritshou #? #i like talking about them i think they are neat #also can we call them shitsu instead its a much funnier name #anyway is this headcanon? is this analysis?? no fucken clue it has shou in it so its a mix of both #hes so weird to talk about.... theres so much interpretation to be done on his end. i do think theyre besties tho #i said this before but i dont like ppl making shitsu one sided. like huh what where??? any flavour of shitsu btw. platonic romantic qpr ALL #i wanna ramble more but its getting too long everytime i try whdbwjx guess that calls for another post at another time #listen. theyve got their issues. theyve got their flaws. they dont fully understand eachother. but they will try. #they trust one another. they have eachothers backs. thats what matters. that theyre trying

[foxx-queen]

its really starting to bother me that theres so little to be done for karlach in act 3. like when you first meet dammon he seems so hopeful about finding a solution. he runs through a bunch of ideas and says he cant do anything with the tools he has but he'll keep looking. and then when you meet him in act 2 hes says he cant think of anything but he'll keep trying. and then in act 3?? all he says is that he cant find a solution. theres no way to ask him what research hes been doing. no way to try and do any research yourself.

karlach's companion quest basically ends in act 2. you get that second upgrade and it doesn't make a difference to the way her endings turn out. yeah you can touch her, but that's it. theres still only two 'good' endings for her character.

and it feels like theres so much we should be trying to do? the steel watchers are made of infernal iron. every single watcher has a piece of infernal iron you can collect. some of them even have enriched infernal iron. and apart from the armor dammon can make... there's nothing else to be done with those pieces? even the enriched infernal iron doesnt seem to serve a bigger purpose.

i feel like i should be able to talk to the gondian gnomes for help. they built the steel watchers, which are made of infernal iron and can blast hellfire at you. we can literally go to hell and theres no way to look around or ask about a solution. theres a magic tower with a locked vault and no way to look for magic to nullify/contain the heat.

also we cant talk to karlach about going to stay in the house of hope? i know one of the endings is that she can go to avernus with wyll but shouldn't we be able to suggest she can stay with hope? who's literally trying to make a place of hope in the middle of the hells? theres even portals in one of the rooms to a bunch of places. she could come and go as she pleases. we already have the means to visit if we want.

like i get it the whole point is that shes doomed from the start tragedy etc etc but it still sucks that we can't at least try to do more when it feels like theres so many ways we should be able to

#baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #karlach #bg3 #bg3 critical #i guess? if people want to avoid anything negative #im just kind of bummed i started romancing her on my first playthrough and discovered theres really only two endings where she doesnt die #and they both kind of suck #and got disheartened and haven't finished it #and im doing another playthrough where i skilled the grove stuff so she only has one upgrade and discovered that it doesn't change her end #at all #her companion quest basically ends in act 2. after that theres nothing to be done #also what does that first upgrade even do??? i know it makes her feel more powerful but does that actually change her stats??? #why cant the first upgrade let me hug her #why cant the second upgrade stabilize her more #why is one of my fav companions so neglected in act 3 le sigh

[ttvck]

ive beebn inthe almost done mines for what feels l7ke years

#coughs. withers.560layers now and its going to be so underwhelmingg well i had fun anyway^_^)b <- regained my youthful vigor #but i really am almost done........just some backgtounds and a few cery very small things left and then tmrw ill start uploading=w=)b #its kindof difficult bc i alrdy forgot half the things i even drew and or what color they were.so its kind of. hehe #AGH.theres a jacket i wanted to draw still.....and a few more hairstyles........... #itll be two more days i guess-_-)💭💭💭💭and then i can draw my sillies againn yippie #i wsnt to draw cashs place for onceee he could ehen smoke while they do it since noah would kill him if he tried that at his blace.thumbs u #noah is mostly just lookign out for his babyy but theres something seriously soo awesome avt the look and smell of a cigarette-w-)💭💭💭

[gifti3]

lilia is amazing humans took loved ones from him multiple times and he still chooses to love them

this is the type of shit that joker-fies characters and hes like nah i love my son and i would love for fae and humans to live among each other in peace

#ugh how HOW #theres ppl like this in real life u know #thats amazing!? #shit happens and im like “...i think im done here dont talk to me ever again.” #lilia vanrouge #twisted wonderland #god im not done yet catching up #but im guessing the knight of the dawn and raising silver really had an affect on his view of humans #...and then im sure with all his traveling that also had an affect #but even then #u think that would only really make him indifferent #its so easy to get caught up in negative feelings #but nah he seems to really like humans lol #ig his age would also be a factor #he has had a lot of time to process and mourn im sure #silver being the way he is makes more sense now lol

[nano30cm]

im sure they all get along swimmingly

#reprise reprise #total drama fanart #td alejandro #td heather #td owen #im going to definitely redo the older body sheets ive done because doing all of these has REALLY loosened me up #sorry to heather for not detailing her legs i am. so tired. #its fine girl we both know you have knees #tragically i am in love with heather so i spent so long staring at her face i forgot abt the rest of her #theres so many errors here to make up with the confident lines lmao #like owen should be taller but i scaled him down wrong #i had a lot of fun drawing owen hes such a big sweetie and i think hed go full mountain man #it used to be convenient bc of izzys lab being out in the sticks away form light pollution but. well. #i guess youll find out in this comic im working on #alejandro waxes his entire body unfortunately. more power to him but. #yall heather looks so good. do you see her? are you looking at her? #theres so many things i like and also dont like abt this BUT its just a general body/height ref sheet for the futura #also i am OFFICIALLY out of ideas for TD ref sheets so request mode is on #i have yet to watch RR or the reboot tho

[coridallasmultipass]

Jake's first metal show. Dirk's first Jake show.

/

Flashback match cut, because Dirk having his head in Jake's hands reminds him of that day.

#theyre both trans men #homestuck #dirkjake #dirk #jake #dirk strider #jake english #trans dirk #trans jake #trans dirk strider #trans jake english #striders #i was gonna colour the first one and then i remembered its metal show lighting and said fuck that lol so sorry for the lines... #...where i drew out the shadows i wanted #the headliner is Conk Slunt i guess?? just thought that would look funny on shirts #the collar and necklace have each others initials #hom3stuck #what tag uh sweats nervously bc like he hasnt done it yet theres no blood or nothin #piercings #survival #lonely day #lyrics #soad #Cori.exe #Image.exe #Create.exe #fan art #otp

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#thinking about death again bc my dad texted an update on my mum #apparently she got a blood transfusion and threw up. thrilling stuff. but it just nudges at my head #bc it just makes me think. when shes gone its going to leave a trace. the outline of a person #i dont kno why i find that so upsetting. i just think about all the half completed scrapbooks that will whither away in my sisters old room #and it makes me cry. shell leave behind her incomplete scrapbooks. half tumbled rocks. containers of sea glass and lucky stones. digital #conversation thatll never be responded to. shoes and clothes #and memories. evidence of of a life no longer there to live it #and it just makes me sad i guess. i dunno. theres something sad about a project that will never be finished #a project doomed to be forgotten because it was only ever in the care of one person #but thats how it goes. what is is. nothing to be done about it but feel that sadness #i dunno. my head is full of static and frustration for unrelated reasons #but death pokes at my head during the day and i lose my already unsteady focus in an effort not to cry #im tired and sad and wishing my medication was working better #shes not even dead yet. im pulling a roman r0y and pre grieving. except for reals #unrelated

[lazaruspiss]

so many people just hear "dick was a cop" and go "eww im gonna pretend i didnt see that" and like. if its just bc you cant handle the subject matter thats one thing, but often times its just. performative. especially because the actually storyline is so much about dick trying (and as far as ive gotten to reading so far, failing) to make a change in the system and be a "good cop". it's an extremely heavy but genuinely very interesting storyline. dick does find other "good cops", but they're very much the minority and usually keep their heads down, because cops are bastards and will ruin the lives of "fellow officers" who try and do things right. they try to frame dick for murder at one point and everything.

#its such a long and significant thing that happened and im like. youre explicitly mentioning it just to say you're ignoring it? alright. #sure. so proud of you. im sure that makes a huge difference in the world. very cool. #not trying to shade at any one person but ive just seen that attitude from people have definitely never read nw96 lol #at most they read 93 so they can bitch about how 'terrible' they think it is and use it as an excuse to wish terrible things #onto like. one of Very Few women who were in the comic book industry at the time #but im sure theres nothing internalized going on there. sure its just coincidence that they never bitch about male authors #using the excuse of social justice #love me some social justice but fuckin hate people who try to do it in fictional space instead of like. reality #literally helping no one by harassing Problematic Woman Author #dont even wanna name her bc her haters are some of the worst people ive ever seen on the internet lol #ANYWAYS. im done ranting #woke up at 03:30 and chose violence i guess

[handweavers]

i've also developed such a preference for hand sewing (vs machine sewing) primarily because i can do it in bed but also because i really genuinely enjoy the slowness of it and the knowledge that every seam and stitch has been done well because i've had to slowly go over it inch by inch with just my hands and a needle and thread. but when i say slowness i guess it's relative because it's gotten to the point where i'm able to completely handsew (and hand-finish all the seam allowances) a shirt in about 12~ hours of labour, and a pair of pants in probably about 24~ hours spread out over the course of a couple days.

compared to the speed i can machine sew something those numbers are 'slow', but if machine sewing i can sew a long sleeve shirt in like 4 hours and still hand-finish all the seams in that same time frame bc i prefer hand felling as a seam finish compared to serging or zig zag etc. i'm quite proud of how fast i can do these things now w/o compromising quality.

#pants are longer by machine like probably 8 hours esp if theres pockets and i hand finish everything #so i guess nothing is fully done by machine but whatever