#Headspace chatter

[pulse-system]

Socks:She Explores my Mystery Dungeon until I Sky

Zoey:....It's 6am....I love you and you are my dear partner but please...it's 6am

#headspace chatter

[trustmeimadoctor]

#mental health #<3 #lol #plurality #silly post #THC #6-16-22 #Headspace chatter #medical marijuana #medical cannabis #plural #Dissociative diary #did journal #endogenic safe #tulpa safe #endogenic friendly #tulpa friendly #pro endo #pro endogenic #radically inclusive #radical inclusion #Inclusive

[dreamwinged]

sometimes honestly if you're feeling invalid/anxious/any sort of negative feeling about your selfship , you just have to go back to canon. and i know it seems like such an easy answer but you really do have to. it is always SO comforting to me when i'm feeling bad about things to just see my f/os normally, without any fan interpretation or characterization or opportunities for jealousy involved; to remember why i fell in love with them and that no one can take that specific experience away from me. that other people's thoughts on the character don't matter because at the end of the day, none of it has any bearing on canon and no one can "know" a character any better than anyone else. it really really does work and i wish id realized it sooner

#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ #ok maybe this isnt relatable BUT #idk #i'm someone who gets really sensitive about sharing or seeing my f/os shipped with canon characters #yet simultaneously i have a raging inferiority complex #so when i get in a “uweeueuhhh uim not good enough😢😢😢🥺🥺🥺” headspace #this really really really helps meeee #its hard to remember it sometimes but we're all on equal footing yk? like -> #no one's ship or understanding of a character can be better than yours because we're all just operating off the same limited information #i dont Know. i find it comfroting #.fav #<- FOR MYSELF BC I NEED TO REMEMBER THIS NEXT TIME I TWEAK OUT. ifee llike im having an epiphany #f/o #self ship #f/o community #self ship community #.f/o positivity ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ #f/o positivity #self ship positivity

[mean-scarlet-deceiver]

Ships for Flying Scotsman?

I really never think about Flying Scotsman tbh

#either as character or as real-life engine #like i wish him well he's cool but he takes up none of my headspace at all #i'm partial to joe's hcs about his globetrotting love life #because they make me laugh #chatter #ttte flying scotsman

[cosmic-kaden]

Sorry if I'm not super interactive with content at the moment. I had an extremely stressful morning- I'm sort of in a daze now, I can't really describe it. My body went into overdrive this morning with all the fear and stress so I'm trying to bounce back from that.

I may write a comfort fic or something and see if that will help?

#Still tag me of course and I will get to it when I'm in a better headspace. I feel so drained at the moment because of this morning. #I hope you understand :c #cosmic chatter

[nursesharkinfirmary]

items came in for a cosplay of myself and its all becoming more and more real, i definitely don't look like myself bodily and to get one of my fancier outfits and a nice wig is a very happy feeling

#just a bit of a positive ramble! cosplaying as yourself in headspace is so much fun i cant reccomend it enough #shark chatter #🎊🐭

[jebiknights]

I say my cross to bear is being an Anakin and Obi-Wan apologist at the same time but my true cross is being a Mace Windu and Anakin apologist. Fandom is determined to pit one against the other constantly. I think they are both neat T.T

#comm chatter #this is nonsensical sorry im #apparently NOT in a good headspace today

[carriagelamp]

the only reason i know about the fourth wing is because youtube recommended me a fansong of it and from the lyrics alone i knew what to expect (mid writing)

The concept sounded really good! I love a good dragon rider story and people seemed so hyped about it! But man, I just couldn't get into it. Maybe my expectations were overblown but it just felt so middling, and the romance(?) was really stilted, abrupt and just... not appealing. I have nothing against with some good smut but it just felt like it was trying too hard to be a tiktok ~*spicy*~ book, yknow? And so many things just felt like they did not fit with the world or pacing or whatever. I dunno. Weird book. Disappointing.

#like i was also pretty busy with work at the time so maybe i just didn't have the headspace to devote to getting into it #but... nah. #chatter #no hate to people who liked it i am in favour of anything and everything that makes people read #and god knows i've read and enjoyed pure trash this year #but this one was NOT for me

[akinachiri]

huh! before we didnt really have a headspace, seems like thats very slowly changing though. very interesting

#checkmates chatter #the dream was a bit weird #i think it was in headspace? #i barely remember the details though.. #/arashi

[pulse-system]

Evan:You ever just sit down and wonder what the fuck you're even doing, not in an existential way more like, "Hey, why are you just sitting here, don't you have like...hobbies?"

Loona:Evan I'm fronting right now and actively watching Youtube and even I don't know what I'm doing.

Nia:I think that's called dissociation.

#headspace chatter #plural system

[trustmeimadoctor]

"Posting *warnings* and *clues* where no one is going to look. Really? Why?"

"Because it's funny 🤣"

Turning coping mechanisms into a weird puzzle solving game because...???

#Headspace chatter #6-11-22 #Plurality #multiplicity #plural pride #dissociative identity disorder #did #<3 #lol #mental health #ptsd #post traumatic stress disorder #coping mechanism #endogenic safe #tulpa safe #pro endo #radical inclusion #radically inclusive #Inclusive

[dreamwinged]

food + alc

finally got myself out of bed … baby steps … and this meal is healing me

#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ #it’s like 5pm shchdjdndj but i feel a lot better #i hate hate hate when i get like this augh #sorry for lapse in selfshipping content atm ik the lifeposting isn’t interesting but #im just not in the headspace for it rn #i still love my pixel darlings i just . mmm i can’t do that rn yk #anywaaaay #good #tw alc

[inkykeiji]

so i’ve read rashōmon + in a grove by the real akutagawa, and i’ve begun reading crime and punishment by the real dostoevsky (absolutely loving it so far!!) but i’m kind of terrified to touch any of the real dazai’s work, especially no longer human, because i don’t want to accidentally trigger myself LMAO (*/ω＼*)

#rashōmon was SO good like #it’s super short even for a short story but the meditations on morality and how in changes based on where you stand and who you are and what #you’re going through was just !!!!!! so good #i liked it better than in a grove but in a grove was good too #i read it because i plan on watching kurosawa’s rashōmon and i know it’s based off of those two stories so! #i started naomi/a fool’s love but i haven’t gotten very far #it kinda saddens me that i can’t read these books in their original languages but :(( ah well #i almost took russian language classes in uni!!!! #because i wanted to be able to read eisenstein’s work untranslated #but it didn’t work out!!! so alas i do not know russian hahaha #if i had stuck with japanese when i began attempting to learn it three years ago i’d probably be well on my way to fluent now >.> #but yeah anyway no longer human sounds rough and very depressing #maybe when i’m in a better headspace and time in my life i can try picking it up hahaha #hope ur all having a lovely monday!!! #clari chatters

[sprinklesselfships]

Revamped list update, just got parental F/O's to do and then I'll be done. And yes, it surprisingly consists of not just these two.

#colored chatter #tk in fuckin' particular #this woman has taken over my headspace fr fr

[bobatealie-archived]

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#❝ chattering ! ♡ #i feel like im getting closer to my friends again #its nice #my mental headspace has kinda been getting better so im pretty happy :] #i want to watch grav.ity falls w one of my friends sometime too so wahoo !!!! #we r also gonna watch ot.gw ofc tho >:]]]

[sttoru]

your boyfriend sleeps on the couch after an argument you both had earlier that day. after calming your nerves and taking time for yourself, you realise that you might have been a bit too harsh on him.

☀︎｜tags. older bf!gojo satoru x female reader. fluff / angst / hurt + comfort. age gap (reader early 20’s & satoru early 30’s). nicknames used; ‘(little) baby’. he’s honestly just the perfect combination of gentle and teasing. subtle mentions of size difference.

satoru shifts on the couch whilst letting out an inaudible yawn. he was tired after an entire day at work and finally had the chance to settle down in the comfort of his apartment.

though, he couldn’t really relax just yet. the reason why being the undeniable tension hanging in the air. he was in fact home, but it didn’t feel like it. not when you were missing.

you had holed yourself up in the master bedroom after an earlier argument the two of you had. it wasn’t a big fight — just a little squabble between lovers. satoru didn’t rush after you when you had decided to walk away midst argument. you clearly weren’t in the right headspace to properly articulate nor communicate your feelings.

he figured that you just needed some time alone and thus decided to leave you be. he didn’t want to risk losing you by annoying you any further.

satoru scrolls on his phone out of boredom. the light radiating off the screen starts to bother his already sensitive eyes. with a sigh, he shuts off the device and puts it down on the coffee table.

it was dead silent in the apartment that was usually filled with your lively chatter. the sorcerer wants nothing more than to cuddle up with you under the covers and fall asleep. but, you needed space and he wasn’t going to disturb you.

he drapes an arm over his eyes and pulls the thin blanket over his chest. his breaths were steady and his thoughts were surprisingly calm. satoru almost drifts off to sleep, however his body lightly jolts awake once he hears the creaking of a door.

careful footsteps echo throughout the hallway and stop right at the doorstep of the living room.

satoru moves his arm to the side so his vision wouldn’t be obstructed. his eyes land on the figure standing at the doorframe — one he could recognise instantly.

it was you, standing there with your head held low and your fingers curled around the hem of your nightgown. you didn’t take another step forwards and just lingered in your spot for a few seconds without saying anything.

“hey, baby.” satoru breaks the silence. his voice was as soft as it could be, not an ounce of annoyance or frustration in it. even if he had all the reason to be upset according to you.

you remember just how childish you acted earlier; you had lost all rationality, shouted at your boyfriend out of frustration and ran off mid sentence instead of properly addressing the issue at hand. the way you handled that situation was wrong and immature.

in contrast to your immature behaviour, satoru had stayed calm and collected throughout the entirety of your argument. he hadn’t raised his voice at you even once nor did he blame you for anything. you felt bad for acting like a bratty kid who didn’t get her way.

you eventually move towards the couch, still not making eye contact with your boyfriend. he sits up and simply watches you with a raised eyebrow—curious as to what you were about to do.

you knew you had to apologise for your behaviour, but what you needed first was his validation. you wordlessly climb onto the couch and under the blanket satoru was using.

your arms wrap around his torso and you hug him tightly to your body, face buried in his shirt to cover your embarrassed and remorseful expression.

satoru’s eyes widen a bit at the sudden show of affection, though he wasn’t complaining. he reciprocates the gesture and nuzzles his cheek against the top of your head.

“my little baby.” he chuckles, hands rubbing your back in attempt to reassure you that everything was and will be fine, “i’m happy you decided to come back to me — thank you.”

again. that tender tone satoru uses only with you and for you. the guilt from earlier hits you like a truck and your eyes well up with tears before you could stop the process.

“sorry,” your voice cracks once you finally muster out an apology. the warmth engulfing your cold body was enough to make you sob in his comforting embrace. satoru sighs and closes his eyes. he rests his chin on top of your head whilst holding you like his life depended on it.

no words were exchanged between you two for a good minute. satoru silently encourages you to cry it out and so you do. after calming down, you sniffle and pull your head away from his chest. your eyes were watery and a bit red.

the pad of his thumb sweeps the stray tears away from your cheeks, his touch precise and careful. he smiles softly at the sight of his teary-eyed girlfriend. you were so adorable and precious to him. even when you looked like a mess — a pretty mess.

“i just..” you start off, small hiccups interrupting your sentence, “i wanted to apologise for acting so childish. i shouldn’t have said nor did any of those hurtful things. i apologise for that as well.”

your lover nods along to your words. he hums in delight and kisses your forehead, his lips lingering there for longer than intended, “don’t worry, baby. i understand. thank you for apologising, though.”

you mutter a small ‘of course’ in-between sniffles. that was all the reassurance you had needed to hear from your boyfriend. though, you still felt bad and the guilt of your immature actions seemed to linger in the back of your mind.

you lay your head back on satoru’s chest and listen to his heartbeat — hoping that the constant sound would drown out any other thoughts. your lover lays on his back and pulls you down on top of him. his hands rub your sides, slender fingers toying with the silky material of your nightgown.

“i’m sorry for being immature sometimes. i’m sure it must be troubling to deal with.” you whisper as you enjoy the feeling of being back in satoru’s arms.

he grins and shakes his head in response. he loves every side of yours — even your immature one. if he didn’t, he wouldn’t be here right now. he truly loves all of you.

the older man places another soft kiss on top of your head and closes his eyes afterwards, “heh, i’d be lying if i said that you trying to act all tough earlier wasn’t cute.”

satoru snickers at the memory. he remembers how you pointed that little finger of yours in front of his face and how you tried to subtly stand on the tips of your toes so you could look him in the eyes properly. your attempts at looking intimidating were quite endearing.

it’s not like he was invalidating your feelings with that comment — he was genuinely trying to lighten your mood. and it wasn’t like it didn’t work.

“whatever.” you huff, playfully swatting his biceps and gaining an over exaggerated ‘ow!’ in response. you’re glad that things have gone back to normal between you two. if the situation had continued for any longer, you’d have lost your mind.

you aren’t the only one who is extremely relieved. satoru is beaming with joy because he gets to hold and talk to you again. that small period of silence between the both of you felt like an eternity to him.

no matter how many times you have those little arguments, satoru will still love you all the same.

#sttoru writes. #jjk x reader #gojo x reader #gojo satoru x reader #jjk x you #jjk fluff #gojo x you #jjk x y/n #gojo x y/n #jjk fanfic #jjk fic #jjk angst