#I AM RAMBLING ANYWAYS im driving home now :] very happy with what i got today....

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Ali & Carly

Ali: . . . – – – . . . Carly: ? Carly: nodded on your phone Ali: OG 🍑📞 Ali: nah save me Carly: it's pretty lemme just grab a 💄 really quick Carly: what's up baby? Ali: you are and I need distracting Ali: got band practice and I really have to Ali: missed the last two so she's dead moody Carly: go solo ill play a tambourine for you Carly: until you get famous anyway Ali: we'll get you those noise cancelling headphones they give to rockstars kids Ali: then you just gotta close your eyes n shine Carly: aw Carly: you're a 🍑 Carly: but before then I know how to sweeten up rockstars Carly: lots of jd is 🔑 yea so ill swipe ronans & its a party Ali: know that'll go down a treat Ali: almost as good as the ego stroke of calling them rockstars Carly: y you asked me its a not so hidden talent of mine Carly: strokes where needed Ali: 🎨 Ali: alright monet Ali: I'll try not to make it completely boring Carly: i have to take 5 to finish up here or he'll be dead moody Carly: so he's all you have to be more fun than Carly: & whats more boring than a horny lad when ur not feeling it Ali: easy Ali: I remember being that bored Ali: less memory more reliving but shh Ali: all fun and games yeah ✌ Carly: yea Carly: he gets it over quick tho some go & go without getting u anywhere Carly: ha Carly: ive got a home to go to sometimes boy Ali: he's very considerate like that Carly: i wont share it w him too big of a word for rn Carly: wheres this practice @ Ali: 'course not Ali: all he needs to hear is biggest and best Ali: memory serves Ali: in one of the other's garage Ali: so punk rock Ali: I'll come meet you Carly: long as he can call me a slut & I make the right noises it dont matter what I say Carly: thats every lad on here Carly: k well he's done so direct me Carly: u dont wanna meet me outside here Ali: if that's your jam, go off Ali: you mean you don't trust me not to 👊 your mans 😏 Ali: I started walking, call me a pessimist, Ronan 🤷 Carly: yea u kno for a good time call any of these caravans Carly: the old lady w the gnomes is a dark horse like Carly: i don't want u to see me looking this way ty ronan 💘 Carly: so rough about everything Carly: him & u ha Ali: she's living my dream, I remember her Ali: the pink trailer, like Ali: shoulda been going to see her if not you Ali: 🤡 Ali: you alright? Ali: you need a sec or Ali: idk, anything else Carly: her cats are living my dream Carly: lying in the sun all day, getting fat Carly: being loved whenever they ask Carly: i need a drink but im taking all of his its k Ali: duh Ali: only had it slightly better in ancient Egypt, like Ali: forever goals Ali: we'll drink it on the way Ali: need to see where to put their fingers Ali: not code for gay shit but like Ali: also Carly: theres lots they can have some as promised Carly: he owed me for all the 💊 Ali: you're sweet Carly: we can get your gf ☕ to dump it in thats the adult thing to do Carly: trying to make her happy not more mad Ali: she's 17 Ali: she just fronts a good game Ali: suppose one of us should Ali: #badgirlfriend Carly: ur the best wife tho Carly: ive missed u Ali: 😚 Ali: comments like that are why I've deffo missed you more Carly: aw Carly: comments like urs r why ill make today really fun for u Ali: 💚 Ali: we can make anything a party yeah Carly: yea Carly: but u gotta help me carry these drinks to cos i think my wrist was broken from all the coaxing that boy needs when hes been on it Ali: ugh, the struggle is so real Ali: though if you use that as an ice breaker they're all gonna look at you blankly Ali: fucking lesbian priviledge amirite Carly: i bet at least one of them's hurt their wrist trying to get a girl off Carly: half who go to our school r so uptight you need to check for sticks Carly: catholic guilt be like Ali: 😂 real Ali: but you gotta be on my side Ali: already outnumbered Ali: team bi for the day okay Carly: so i can talk about masturbating with my grandma's jesus cross or i cant Ali: you can Ali: that's a story whoevers company Ali: 'cept grandma, obvs Carly: punk rock enough? Carly: if theyre all as scary as ur lesbian im shotgunning more beers Carly: bag of recycling before we even get to the garage Ali: when she cares about the 🌍 Ali: 😍 Ali: they ain't, if we're being real Carly: dont want the earth to die Carly: its so pretty Carly: & fun Carly: k i wont have every can Carly: before we get there Ali: 👼🌟🌈🍓🐰👸 Ali: you Ali: and I'm literally just 'round the corner hold on Ali: not dragging my feet 'cos of you babe Carly: ur too sweet Carly: are you the singer & the guitarist or do they make you just do one cos youre too big of a 🌟 Ali: got it in one babe, I'm relegated to guitar #2 most the time Ali: at least you can own the stage more when you ain't so Carly: ill tell them you need to be 1st guitar & lead singer you're too talented for it to go to waste Carly: its sad Carly: but its cute that youre in a band together Ali: you wanna be backup baby? Carly: yea but i cant 😢😢 Ali: you can when it's just us though Ali: you're too pure for rock n roll anyway Ali: their brand of Carly: how you said that makes me think i need to drink more Ali: it's a good thing about you Ali: just saying though, my voice will be fucked by the end of this Carly: ill get you some 🍯 baby Carly: you can be 👼 again in no time Carly: church ready Ali: only if you coming with Ali: 😈 Carly: only if we do some more sinning first Carly: make it worth the walk Ali: naturally Ali: how we do Carly: k Carly: are all the band dating each other or just you two Ali: 😏 more and more apparent how straight you ain't tbh Ali: currently off again, I think Ali: they've all dated each other though, every which way you can combo it Carly: i have met a lesbian before ur rescued me @ that party Carly: been hit on by lots Carly: i kno they like to date in circles & all kinds of other shapes Ali: I bet Carly: aw don't be jealous Carly: i didnt like it Carly: ur my fave Ali: I'm not Ali: am glad I ain't giving off those predatory vibes though Ali: good to know, like Carly: you give off the best vibes Ali: 👼 energy, baby Carly: 🌟💙 Ali: let's hit 'em with it Carly: yea Ali: after she can drive us to a decent shindig 🤞 Carly: me & a car full of gays Carly: ronan will be in a mood ha Ali: always a bonus Ali: also always in a mood Ali: they really would get on if she could get over the whole man hate vibe Carly: ill bring him to the next rehearsal Carly: he thinks hes got what it takes Ali: 😏 Ali: I'll put my money on Mar Ali: poor boy Carly: steals my 🎸 every time he comes over Carly: i cant be impressed that you can play 2 chords baby boy I'm sorry Ali: 😩💦 Ali: even as relegated #2 I can do more than that Ali: promise Carly: me too & im only groupie #1 Carly: he still tries to teach me tho Carly: so boring Ali: 🙄 Ali: what a dickhead Ali: he just wants to be behind you to 'position' your hands, boys love that shit don't they Ali: I know how to play pool too so get off Carly: we should play my da taught me Carly: make some money & have some fun Ali: I'm down Carly: k Carly: cos i need to buy more 💊s he really did eat them all Carly: 😢😢 Ali: Babe Ali: I know a reliable lad Ali: invite him Ali: make it a party Carly: yea me & him been up since i saw you last how long ago was that? forever it feels Carly: be more fun away from site Ali: damn Ali: how the other half live Ali: I feel like I haven't had any fun since I last saw you Ali: get enough to take the edge of your comedown if nothing else or that'll be rough Carly: i wanted to invite u my baby but u kno how he gets Carly: hates that weve met Carly: ill make you feel good now promise Carly: hes had too much of my time Ali: worried that Imma tell you horror stories like you don't know him? Ali: backatcha 💚 Ali: swear Carly: yea he thinks my head's empty Carly: just a body like Carly: not that weve done school for years together or anything Carly: i kno i dont always go but boy come on Ali: you're miles ahead of him Ali: he only acts like he reckons that 'cos he don't want you coming to your senses and binning him off proper, like Carly: ur lil bro writes & reads better Carly: but hes a smart lil cutie Carly: what am i gonna do move the caravan in the middle of the night? no wheels is there Carly: stuck as fwb til he gets married his wife finds out & comes for me Ali: yeah he likes you too Ali: always chatting on when you coming 'round again so you know Ali: better hang some more, for his sake Ali: I know you got locks Carly: aw i love him Carly: always wanted a lil bro but my rents dont fuck no more so that ain't happening Carly: unless my dad knocks up someone younger Carly: u kno id lock myself out & end up round there Carly: ha Ali: lil blue pills don't fail us now Ali: ick Ali: should go to casa flamenco Ali: don't think she'd steal your stash Ali: oldies always have their own, the real good shit too Carly: that what ur calling it Carly: ill steal hers Ali: exactly Ali: 😍 #babe Ali: ronan who Carly: i do go older but not sure i could handle peeling back the wrinkles Ali: weak 😉 Carly: you seduce her for me, thats love Carly: & you wanna be under her anyway Ali: 'scuse you Ali: I'm happily married Carly: me too Carly: pimping me out to the older generation wasnt in the vows were it Ali: could've been Ali: you know how creative I am Carly: yea i do love that about you Ali: I 👀 you Ali: [runs up and takes some of the shit] Carly: [unnecessarily long hug moment because always] Ali: ['it does feel like forever'] Carly: [just rambling on about how much she's missed her & like all the compliments for how she looks/what she's wearing etc cos again always] Ali: [lbr she'd go all out for rehersals even so it would be a look, Ali lowkey fixing Carly up whilst checking 'cos was concerned but not gonna make it a Thing tm] Carly: [save her Ali she looks like shit rn & your gf don't need to be seeing her like that] Ali: [finishing by kissing her nose 'cos that is a thing] Carly: [😳 but really happy obvs & another hug cos they really have missed each other so] Ali: [walking and talking baby] Carly: [& letting Ali catch up with all the drinks Carly's had] Ali: [giving her the lowdown on the other bitches who are clearly not as scary as kstew] Carly: [you'd think she's not listening because 1. state of her & 2. how distracting Ali is in her lewk but she is] Ali: [is like soz it's boring but I'll make it fun] Carly: [she's like its not you're just pretty & also I'm saving you & making it fun] Ali: ['not about to beg but please do'] Carly: ['knew I should've locked that down in the vows' cos being flirty with it] Ali: ['too late now babe, 'less you make me wanna renew'] Carly: [is just like yeah okay will do, soz kstew but we know its true so] Ali: [turning up to your function, imagine kstews face oop] Carly: [Carly handing the booze out cos she's a babe while kstew talks shit on her by pulling Ali aside like we said] Carly: u want me to go? Ali: [Ali tryna explain but also being kinda over this mood like why can't she be here, u lowkey know why but you know] Ali: no Ali: don't Ali: I'll sort it Carly: k Carly: [Carly just drinking a little bit too hard cos the vibe is wrong & her anxiety don't need this thank you ladies] Ali: [just walking away and being like okay come on let's start 'cos can't argue if you're playing] Carly: [pissing about on some spare instruments while they're setting up cos awks] Ali: I've text the lad Ali: reckons 10 minutes 👍 Carly: 💙🌟 Carly: ty Ali: [ooh crimson and clover 'cos joan did it and it'd be a sexy moment so blatantly directed at carly] Carly: [Carly literally 😍 harder than her gf is, oops] Carly: [& so many compliments as soon as the song is over before kstew can get a word in, god bless] Ali: [gently/not being a patronizing dick with it showing her dance moves and stuff like getting her involved without being like you have to perform now lol] Carly: [k stew fuming like now the WARM UP is done we should play OUR songs we all know the type like excuse you everyone is having fun especially my sweet baby angel] Ali: [being like oh but I just learnt this song it's got a good bass bit we should do that, overruled lol] Carly: [has to go with it cos no argument she can make that won't sound petty as hell and not trying to look like that bitch in front of the squad] Ali: [doing electric feel for the gay sexiness] Carly: [Carly even more into it cos a song she knows cos lets say she don't know the glory of our cat song just because so its such a moment okay bye] Carly: [Marlene calling a 🚬 break immediately after cos fuming & that can also be when Drew comes] Ali: [as if you weren't fuming enough there's how a man here 😍 at your woman, also giving them droogs] Carly: [meanwhile Carly ain't noticed cos sharing a 🚬 with the prettiest & least intimidating lesbian perched on her lap like so cosy....way to kill Ali babe we know she's special but let her know please] Carly: [hops off to get her drugs but still a moment] Ali: [these other girls just stirring the pot rn lmao] Carly: [that girl being like you should come out with us & Carly's like yeah cos she's pure] Ali: you know this one's flirting with you too, yeah? Ali: 😏 Carly: ha Carly: shes nice Ali: yeah Ali: pretty cute Carly: u kno the dealer wants to fuck you tho yea Carly: hes pretty Ali: obvs Ali: his hairs a bit naff but yeah Carly: ur gf is gonna drag him out by it Carly: let me slip him my number first ty Ali: lol 🙄 Ali: better you have his, no Ali: 💊 Ali: idk why she's the fun police today Carly: k good idea Carly: [goes to get his deets] Carly: she's so mad Carly: u gotta love me more when shes not around Ali: i ain't done nothing Carly: shes jealous of me like i am of her Carly: two girls one 💙 Carly: [lowkey flirting with Drew before he gets thrown out] Ali: hmm Ali: maybe you can duel Ali: [helping herself 'cos they clearly got enough to go around 'cos Drew's easy lol] Carly: 😢😢 Carly: you want me to be killed Ali: don't be silly Ali: not very gentlemanly of her, she'd never Ali: for someone so punk she loves following rules you know Carly: y u like her or y ur bored? Ali: [casually loling at her phone like what you think] Carly: [a moment of eye contact soz kstew] Carly: y dont i kno this lad? Ali: idk Ali: he wasn't always that cocky Ali: maybe his pubes came in Carly: ha Carly: ill find out Carly: gotta b known as the school slag not the girl who pissed herself on the stage Ali: more catchy Ali: I get it Carly: u only remember our wedding day i kno but it tends to stick in everyone else's memories Carly: a day of bad vibes Ali: I remember you but not like that Carly: hope its not worse Carly: how you do Carly: [casually taking too many 💊 to deal with the bender she's been on with the gypsies, you know Drew will remember her like this] Ali: nah Ali: you were cute Ali: and nice when all these random english kids showed up Carly: cos you were cuter Carly: im always nice to the pretty ones Ali: 💘 Ali: s'a good line walsh, you get it off him n all Carly: 💔😢 Carly: i love you i dont need him feeding me those kind of lines Carly: we gotta crush some of these tho its gonna take forever to kick in Ali: only joking baby don't be sad Ali: [comes over and helps 'cos why not kstew already furious her band practice has descended into anarchy] Carly: [using a shoe she's wearing for once to crush pills casually but stops to put her head on Ali's shoulder cos is sad lowkey] Ali: [gives her top of the head kisses] Carly: [is smiling again & telling her how much she missed her again and all that good gay content while Marlene fumes in the distance] Ali: [whispers like sorry for the bad vibes and I am gonna fix this 'cos she knows it's been fucked but realistically don't know what she's doing about it yet 'cos where do we stand] Carly: [kisses her on the forehead cos that big brain always thinking & worrying & she know] Carly: u wanna 👃 or 👅? Ali: 👃 Carly: yea dont want a numb mouth Carly: no fun Ali: probably would help my throat but kinda 'bout that smokes and drinks a 40 a day vibe so Ali: soz to my nasal cavity in advance Carly: the 🍯 is coming as promised Carly: [puts enough powder in her hand for Ali to snort, how intimate excuse them like she could have used her own hand or any surface Carly but go off] Ali: you're sweet enough darling Ali: [soz kstew just gals being pals 'cos obvs returning the favour and 'holding her hair out the way' aka stroking it] Carly: [when you more about that intimacy than the drug you're trying to take] Carly: aw Ali: [moment being ruined by some kind of unignorable strop moment from marlene clearly so she has to go and have an argument brb] Carly: should i go now? Ali: wait for me Ali: please? Ali: outside if you like or whatever, I'm being selfish but Ali: I ain't staying either Carly: k Carly: [is outside quietly singing a little mash up of both gay covers while she waits, just little bits of lyrics she likes from each lol] Ali: [not tryna drag this out and clearly we can't let it get to let's break up point so] Carly: lets go have some real fun Ali: [when she comes out, resting her arms on her shoulders and spinning her 'round and 'round like let's go] Carly: [is loving life again bye bitches] Ali: ['we can do anything we wanna' means now but also like always] Carly: [is buzzing because her life is literally so stagnant already like what a welcome premise & hugs her cos that's what she wants to do, always gotta be touching] Ali: [and hand holding] Carly: [complimenting her AGAIN as they going along cos she's a really good singer tbf so] Ali: [chatting away 'bout the kinda music she wanna do and what the band is about and starting her own etc but also about how pretty Carly's voice is and how it's too precious for the stage anyway] Carly: [okay but after they've nerded out over music Carly be like 'wait for me' runs into a shop really quick & buys Ali some honey for real cos she that nerd & presents it to her really happily wrapped in her headscarf or something cos again nerd] Ali: [you know how buzzing and touched she'd be 'cos also that nerd, being like you're such an angel and imma get you something so special etc] Carly: [Carly like you gotta eat it tho & opens it right there like she gonna drip it into Ali's mouth if she don't how gaaaaaay, steals some with her finger too obvs cos cute but also accidentally sexy all the time] Ali: [winnie screeching in the distance] Carly: [gets a phone call from her mum & answers in this state cos no fucks given on either side & then turns to Ali like my turn to take you to a family bbq cos I think the contrast would be hilarious so we should but not now cos give them some alone time @ god] Ali: [is down 'cos she's not a snob unlike someone we know rosalin and she'd be lowkey about it 'cos any excuse to spend time] Carly: [ronan will 100% be there cos hilarious like you gotta fight him Ali tbh] Carly: [just rambling about how much she loves Ali rn though cos always] Carly: 💙🌟🐝👼🚀 Ali: [backatcha and dropping the charity shop plan] Carly: [is so down obvs like little kid levels of excited] Ali: [running thru the streets of dublin like babes] Carly: [god fucking bless] Ali: [charity shop crawl so wild like leave 'em be world] Carly: [like how pure that they think of cat lady Ro & kstew would never bitch] Ali: [probably making friends with all the nice old ladies in there/horrifying the old bitches tho too lol] Carly: [this is why Carly makes my heart hurt cos she'd wanna be friends but would probably horrify lol] Ali: [tbf they are high] Carly: [as per again let them live peeps its summer] Ali: [should steal something but like something really tiny and silly 'cos sinning and stealing from a charity shop is pretty bad in a cute way somehow lol] Carly: [but leaving shoes behind or something cos barefoot life so the universe is balanced] Ali: [and ali would buy stuff for 'em both but making sure carly knows this ain't THE gift 'cos wants to swag that lol] Carly: [okay but can they also come back to buy homewares for the caravan when she gets her own thanks bye] Ali: [absolutely, just window shopping rn how you do like 'when I have my own place' but saying we 'cos #married] Carly: [Ali can actually get one of the actual things when cos its still there, oh my heart]

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Bts reacts them being jealous (Hyung line)

Hiya! I hope you like it. Just let me tell you one thing. I HATE it when someone gives me the cold shoulder. I hate it so much. it drives me crazy. I need response otherwise I just… ugh. Anyways I am rambling on. Here it is! I think I changed it kind of.. again? I don’t know. I hope you still like it though ^^

Here is the Hyung line! Wooohooo! Maknae line will follow later! Hopefully tomorrow otherwise it will be the day after tomorrow. I will do my best.

Thank you for your kind words!💙 It are words like this that make you will push through. Dont forget that Bangtan loves you, so please do love them back kindly 🌼

Seokjin:

‘‘Why are you laughing?’’ Seokjin asked you as you tried to keep the food inside your mouth as you giggled, quickly swallowing the bite of noodles. ‘‘It’s nothing, it’s nothing.’’ you waved your hand infront of your face, lifting another big chunck off noodles however just when you openend your mouth, you laughed again. this time dropping the fork while biting your lip.

Seokjin was getting annoyed, thinking your were laughing at him and so he too put his chopsticks down, leaned backwards aswell and folded his arms over his chest, looking at you questionly.

‘‘I’m sorry.’‘ you apologized ‘‘It’s just, remember last week when I went to get an Ice cream?’‘ this time your smirked, you had leaned forward again, elbows planted on the table while wiggling your eyebrows.

At this he sighed loudly, slumping down the chair, not wanting to remember what he did.

It was on early morning, hanging upside down on the couch while looking at the morning sky you decided you really needed an ice cream. Normally you wouldnt mind going alone since you liked to be on yourself sometimes. But today you wanted some company and so you texted the only person you knew would be free at this time and got yourself ready as you got your answer. Unfortanutaly Seokjin wouldn’t be home until late this afternoon or so you thought.

‘‘Im glad you texted me. I was bored out of my mind. And trust me I don’t get bored quickly. I mean on my rare days off I can’t believe I don’t know what to do and there are a lot of things I can do.’‘ you chuckled while shaking your head, your eyes scanning all the flavours in the freezer. ‘‘Taehyung…’‘ you turned to him ‘‘Relax.. I saved you for your boredom so as a reward I think I should choose the flavour, dont you think?’‘ smiling you turned back and grabbed the box your eyes had fallen for.

‘‘You’re unbelievable really. Didn’t I also save your from your boredom?’‘ Taehyung laughed, the spoon still in his mouth as he elbowed you in your side softly. ‘‘Hey!’‘ you yelled, jerking away from him, your spoon falling out of your mouth landing on top of your shirt… well you’re boyfriends shirt now staining it with ice cream. ‘‘You know I am ticklish Tae!’‘ you whined looking down on his favourite shirt. ‘‘Shit it’s hyung’s isn’t it.’‘ he winced. Before you could answer he ran to the kitched anc came back with a wet towel and began to wipe, trying to get the most out of it.

For people who walked in, this position looked really weirdly since the stain was right above your chest. and you can guess what happened.. Right at the time Seokjin walked in, ready to announce he was home but stopped right in his tracks as he saw Taehyung hovering above your chest, your head thrown backwards with your eyes closed and the bomb exploded when he heard you speak. ‘’Tae hurry. What if Seokjin sees this. He would be pissed. Well maybe it’s better if I get this off of me… and..’’  

‘‘Get the hell away from her!’‘ The sudden loud familiar but very angry voice sounded through the room causing you to shoot away from the couch, while Taehyung fell on the ground both of you looking eye wided to the harshy breathing man.

‘‘Jin… ‘‘ you panicked. ‘‘I’m sorry. I didn’t mean for this to happen! It’s okay though.. right. It happens quite often and you know that.’‘ you spoke fast, shuffling towards him and grabbed his hand but he yanked it back, eyes boring into yours before looking at Taehyung who now was standing beside the couch .

‘‘Ha-Happens all the TIME!’‘ He began soft but screamed the last word and you flinched. Just when you wanted to show him that the stain was almost gone he walked past you and marched to his friend and with the speed of light he had him by his collar, nose to nose. ‘‘What the heck do you think you’re doing? Don’t you have any respect? I never thought you would do this to me.’‘ he spat.

You were flabbergasted. You knew he wouldn’t like it that you made his shirt dirty but this.. this..

‘‘I was just trying to wipe off the ice cream so it wouldn’t stain. I’m sorry!’‘ Taehyung squeeked out, eyes shut closed. ‘‘Stain?’‘ your boyfriend whispered, his eyes now seeing the wet towel in his hand. He quickly turned around, orbs landing on the fading pink spot just above the chest.

‘‘A stain! Of course oh geez thats all!’‘ He sighed out in relief, taking Taehyung in his arms and hugged him tightly and kissed you on the lips when he was done hugging him.

‘‘Can’t believe you were thinking we were about to have se-’‘ you snickered, picking up the fork again when Seokjin cut you off.

‘‘Just shut up. Everyone is teasing me especially Taehyung.’‘ He whined. ‘‘It’s okay. It was kind of hot though. and than I am talking about after Taehyung left.’‘ you winked.

Yoongi:

‘‘He will turn around soon.” Namjoon chukled, patting your shoulder in sympathy while you laid with your head on the table, looking defeated at the picture on the wall. 

You had come here with a good mood but it instantly dropped when you greeted your boyfriend with a quick kiss on the lips. at least that’s what you went for but Yoongi didn’t even look your way, dissapearing in his room with a slam of the door. 

He was angry for some reason, you knew that. He hadn’t answer your texts since last night or answered them with really short answers but you guessed he was just tired and so did not want to bother him anymore and let it be. However you didn’t expect this as he didn’t even spare you a glance, ignoring you to the max. You were getting desperate, doing anything to get his attention. From taking his favourite drink from the fridge to sitting down against the door of his room but he just walked over you, sat down on the couch and talked to the other members. 

It hurt, it hurt really bad. Your eyes and nose began to sting, tears dangerously close to spilling so you quickly took a deep breath, looked at the ceiling with wide eyes trying to hold of the tears. ‘’You shouldn’t cry. Don’t cry. He is just stupid. Stupid Yoongi.’’ you mumbled to yourself while standing up, taking your coat off the hanger and putting it on aswell as your shoes. Maybe it was best if you went home. The tension was awkward for the rest eventhough they pretend they couldn’t feel it or didn’t notice but it was very clear. Namjoon’s words told you. They felt it and so you decided to go home. Not wanting to burst into tears infront of everyone. You were a pridefull woman. You didn’t like to show that sight of you. 

With your scarf on, you openend the door ready to go home when a deep voice made you freeze. ‘’Why are you leaving?’’ the voice asked. Without turning around you replied. ‘’You really expect me to anwer that? I think it’s very clear why I am going home Yoongi’’ 

What did he expect? That you would throw yourself into his arms? Okay you wanted to that, happy he wasn’t avoiding you anymore however you refrained yourself from doing that. ‘’Haven’t anyting to say to me?’’ he went on, his fingers grasping your wrist making you shiver. ‘’I have a lot to say to you Yoongi. I have a lot questions but how do I am going to ask if you pretend I dont exist. I have been standing infront of you the whole time! ‘’ you had turned around, your hand gripping the one holding on to you as you snatched it off you. 

‘‘Oh smart y/n… You really think I like giving you the cold shoulder that I am doing this for my own pleasure… It hurt y/n.. I’ve been hurting too!’‘ he shouted, his hands now tugging on his hair. ‘‘I havent felt like this in a long time… my chest. It burned. I shouldn’t feel this way, I.. It was nothing and I know that but I couldn’t help but think.. I couldn’t help…’‘ the words that left his mouth like a speed train had him breathing fast, his voice cracking as he stuttered with eyes looking like they saw something they shouldn’t have seen. Tears slowly slipping away, gently rolling down his cheeks as he silenty sobbed, head lowered, shoulders shaking. You shattered, yanking him into your arms, one of your hands holding the back of his head, muffling his sobs into your shirt as you slid down the door you had closed in midst of this all. 

You sat there rocking back and forth. ‘’I felt guilty for being jealous. He gets to see you more often than I do. He has more time for you and your laugh while he talks to you. Flames started to rise. I was jealous, I was so jealous I wanted to punch him in the face. I am the one who should make you laugh. I am the one who should go to little cafés and go walk in the park with you. Not him. And than I just.. I walked away fuming.. wanted to make you feel like how I felt and thats so wrong of me. I’m sorry I should not have ignored you. I am so sorry.’’ 

You chuckled, caressing his hair while listening as you let him finish.

‘‘Yoongi.. I forgive you, If you forgive me too. You’re so selfless it hurts me. Being jealous is not wrong baby. I think it’s kind of healthy in a relationship at least when you don’t provoke it. It’s only healthy when you talk about it in a calm way. Being jealous shows the other, they still care. slightly jealous, only slightly till a certain amount. Do you understand?’‘  he nodded his head, his face no longer hiding in your sweater, now laying on your shoulder as he drew little circles on your neck. ‘‘ BUT this’‘ you carried on’‘ .. this is not. If it makes you feel like being ripped apart inside, its not. If it makes you cry. It is not. If it makes you feel scared. It is not. I’m sorry too Yoongi. Maybe I shouldn’t have gone out so much with him. Maybe I should have told you that I was going somewhere with him. I mean not all the time. Freedom and trust is also important in a relationship but sometimes telling the other what you’re doing can re-assure them it’s all good and you still think about them. I just don’t want to bother you while you’re busy and maybe I should not have thought that. You know how I get jealous lots especially when you are around all those beautiful women. Man.. just if one of them looks to long, I shoot them looks and you know that. Anyways it’s okay sweets. Just next time talk to me so we can prevent all the heartache.’‘  you giggled, looking down at him, his beautiful smile brightening up your world. ‘’I love you’’ he spoke and leaned in to place his lips on yours.

Hoseok:

He was totally jealous, he just didn’t want to admit it. Plus he was embarrassed as heck too. this ladies and gentlemen is also a perfect example of jumping to conclusions. 

It all started 3 hours ago. 

You went ahead to the park as Hoseok would follow later still having to finish something at the dorm and so you went alone first. 

Strolling past the flowers, the playing children while listening to the birds happily singing their song in the fresh spring air, you searched for a perfect spot where you two could enjoy some time outside, to enjoy time together without the others buzzing around you both. Oh don’t get it wrong. You loved them all very deeply but it was hard to talk to eachother if someone would jump on you guys in a playfull mood or asking to play videogames together. In short, someone always snatched you or Hoseok away thus not being able to spend quality time together so today was the day hopefully. 

Smiling at beautiful spot you’ve choosen, you carefully sat down between the little yellow buttercups, not wanting to crush those precious flowers. With your weight leaning on your hands behind you, you faced the sun and closed your eyes, taking in the warmth and clear air. The scent that spring sprinkled on earth had you sighing in relief and feeling all giggly inside. 

‘‘Waah this is so nice!’‘ you breathed out in a high voice, letting yourself fall down on the grass, arms under your head for support. ‘‘You’re still lazy.’‘ A man chuckled, blocking the sunlight once he came closer. Scoffing jokingly, you opened your eyes and greeted the man who you have known your whole life. ‘‘And you’re still someone who points out the best traits in people.’‘ 

‘‘See. you agree.’‘ 

‘‘Ass.’‘ you responded laughing and sat up. Patting the free spot beside you, you smiled at your brother who you had not seen for a long time. He had gone on a work related trip on the other side of the earth. What has it been? 7 months? 

‘‘Always complaining about work but sir here has a great tan.’‘ you tsk’ed while observing him. You were happy with your relationship with your brother. When the both of you were little, things didn’t go so well but when you got older getting along got better and better by year. You did lots of things together and sometimes you missed it but hey.. you were glad he was back. 

‘‘Where is my Hoseok?’‘ he asked looking around. ‘‘or did he finally get tired of your lazy ass.’‘ this time he laughed, punching your arm quite hard. 

‘‘Oh fuck off’‘ you swung an arm around his neck and yanked him towards you holding him in a necklock. ‘‘You bitch. Stop hitting me!’‘ 

Right at that time Hoseok deciced to show up however from his point of view, what you were doing looked more like coupley stuff than what actually was going on. 

With quick footsteps he stomped his way over to you and cleared his throat. ‘’Y/n let go of that man. There is a perfect guy standing right here!’’ he waved his hand around his face and body, foot tapping unpatiently on the ground when the both of you turned around, your brother holding your arm behind your back while your hand was on his forehead, earlier pushing against it hoping he would let go of you. ‘’What?’’ you were confused, not really processing what he just said, still in pain because of your arm. Your brother however understood rather quickly and laughed. Hoseok’s  mouth dropped when he recognized the strange man as your brother. 

‘‘Isn’t it a wonderful day!’‘ he stated suddenly in a much higher voice. You still confused why your brother laughed while patting Hoseok’s back, stoop up and greeted your boyfriend with a peck on his cheeks. His cheeks were rose coloured you noticed, his eyes looking downwards and rubbed his neck. He only did that when he was flustered or shy so that means… 

Rewinding the minutes back it finally clicked. He was totally jealous! Smirking, you hit his chest lightly. ‘’Iew gross Hoseok! That’s my brother you know!’’ You laughed out loud, watching how his cheeks turned from rosé to bright red. ‘’What, why? What did I do?’’ Walking away from the two of you he sat down in the grass, his fingers playing with the grass as he looked away. ‘’It’s okay bro. Misunderstandings happen. I’m glad you know that you too perfect for my sister.’’ your brother snickered, greeting Hoseok with a handshake and left. ‘’Ass!’’ you shouted after him. 

‘‘It’s sexy though’‘ you broke the silence, still playing with his thumb as you walked home hand in hand. ‘‘I know I am sexy. You dont have to tell me babe.’‘ he winked, moving his arm around your shoulder. ‘‘You’re lucky my brother like you more than me otherwise he would have made fun of you so bad.’‘ 

‘‘But I like you way more than your brother. Like way way more.’‘ 

‘‘Only like?’’ huffing, you were to move his arm away. 

Hoseok hummed, now placing his arm around your waist while leaning down. ‘’Hmm you know I love you everyday more and more’’ he whispered in your ear and you giggled. 

‘‘And you know that I only have eyes for you. I think.. I can say this.. I have never felt like this before. The love I feel for you is infinite. I love you that much.’‘

Hoseok smiled at you.

‘‘Lets go to your place y/n I have much more planned’‘

Namjoon:

‘‘Why do you always have to hang out with him. You know he had a crush on you!’‘ Namjoon said annoyed, putting the plates back in the cabinet and took some of his anger out on it making a slam. 

‘‘It doesn’t have to break Namjoon.’‘ you didn’t answer his question, irritated he started this up again. ‘’Oh are you making fun of me now?’’ this time he slammed it close on purpose. ‘’No I am not. I’m just stating a fact. When you close it like that it will surely break. geez.’’ your eye twitched, trying not to release the anger you felt. Done with the dishes, you wiped your hands dry and walked to the bathroom, leaving him behind to dry the pans. 

‘‘Really? you are really going? I can’t believe you’‘ he looked directly at you, arms crossing over eachother, leaning against the doorframe, demanding an answer.

‘‘yes Namjoon. I am going. Can’t I go out with my friends now? Should I dedicate all my time on my boyfriend? dropping all my friends? Oh wait… what if you’re going on tour. Aah I should just wait till my sweet baby will come home. I will just sit here in this house, watching tv all day. That sounds wonderful honey’‘ you pinched his cheeks, smiling at him but how fast the smile came, how fast it also dropped, carrying on with what you were doing. 

‘‘Are you even listening to me?!’‘ he was getting frustrated you could hear it in his voice, the once calm tone had dissapeared, a more shaky one surfaced.

‘‘I have. It’s just everytime I go out, you tell me the same thing over and over again. Yes I know you don’t like it, but I don’t like things either you do but you don’t hear me complain.’‘ finishing the last touch on your hair, you tidied up the bathroom and walked out, passing your boyfriend.

‘‘I am not one of those people who will forget about her friends‘’ you said sternly, making clear you didn’t want to hear anything about it anymore. 

‘‘Y/n.. please. It’s not your friends it’s just him.’‘ he followed you to the bedroom, sitting down on the bed watching you with sad eyes getting yourself ready to go.

‘‘Namjoon stop it please. You’re never like this. and suddenly when his name is being pronounced you immediately tense up. He hasn’t a crush on me and he never had, I promise.’‘ you sighed, feeling kind of bad. You listened to him. you have but it’s every time the same and it gets tiring. Why is he like this? He wouldn’t possible be jealous right? 

‘‘I just feel really insecure when you’re with him.’‘ he murmered, his voice so soft you almost didn’t understand him. Almost. 

Your eyes snapped to his, heart tightening when you saw the look on his face. ‘’What?’’ was the only thing you could come up with, your brain trying to translate. ‘’I just. The way you both..’’ he hesitated, his fingers playing with his shirt nervously. ‘’Just what you said in the bathroom. about me going away all the time. What if you get tired of it and get with him. He wouldn’t have trouble seducing you. He is a smooth talker, you’ve seen it. Heck he has it done on you. Now you laugh y/n.. but what if you are feeling lonely when I am away, you’re vulnerable and maybe than you won’t laugh. Maybe than… you will fall for his words. I can’t blame you than y/n.. but it will hurt me. it will ache so much. ‘’ 

‘‘Namjoon..’‘ you chocked. His words hit you right in your heart. How could be so stupid? His shaky voice. His constant nagging what wasn’t the case but a scream of insecurity. ‘‘I can say that I am sorry. I don’t that’s enough and that is not enough of an apology you deserve. I already have hurt you and that wasn’t my intention. You’re right. You are absolutely right. You know I don’t like to admit that I am wrong but I was. So much.’‘ Laying down on the bed, you dragged him with you, now laying face to face. One hand on his cheek, the other holding his gently. ‘‘I love you. I love you like the moon loves the night. like the earth loves the sun and the rain. Like the rain loves its clouds. I love you like Yoongi loves his dog. I love you like army loves bts. And especially I love you like y/n y/l/n/ loves Kim Namjoon. Don’t you ever forget it. Otherwise I will keep going and going and going untill you remember.’‘ rubbing the soft skin of his cheeks, you smiled lightly, his diamond like orbs meeting yours. 

‘‘Let’s stay like this. I love this.’‘ crawling into his warmth, you hid your face in the crook of his neck, while your arms locked him in your embrace. ‘‘It’s okay babe. it’s okay.’‘

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