#I don't regret the decision

[butterdebuttery]

I love being lonely while sitting on my poop-colored dino beanbag 😔

#ajpw #animal jam play wild #jamblr #i bought the beanbag for a couple sapphires off of someone's shop #I don't regret the decision #I want one of these in real life #I wish blueprints and crafting crystals were real #to the original crafter sorry for calling it poop-colored #I hope I didn't offend you

[dianagj-art]

The coolest wine aunt there is

for @gemini-forest's DTIYS

version without the chains so Mikey can be seen in his full glory

#It's been a while since I don't do something like this #lineart my beloved how i missed you #light source was hell on this one #me knowing the consequences of my decisions because I've made the same coment before: #Oh I'm gonna hand-draw the chains so I can do some cool perpective with it:) #me some hours latter: life is pain #i have no regrets because it looks cool af #rottmnt #rottmnt fanart #rottmnt future mikey #rottmnt coin toss au #coin toss au #coin toss dtiys #coin toss mikey #dg art #dg fanart

[weepynymph]

How to Train Your Dragon 2 / Hiccup & Astrid

#they mean EVERYTHING TO ME #this kiss changed the trajectory of my romantic expectations #I can't tell you how much fun I'm having slowing down this movie #the details???? #yes i did slow down the kiss more because the clip is so short #and no i don't regret that decision it was necessary #hiccstrid #hiccstrid gif #httyd #httyd 2 #httyd gif #my gifs #my edits #hiccup x astrid #astrid x hiccup #hiccup haddock #astrid hofferson

[ilovereadingandstuff]

I FUCKING LOVE that Blackwhip is literally Izuku's heart. Like...these black strings are almost the only thing we get to know about Izuku's emotions and feelings... because he doesn't voice them out...

And about this last point...I feel like the 'lost of Izuku's pov' arc hasn't come to an actual end to be honest...but that we're getting closer...way more closer than before...i feel it.

#bnha manga spoilers #bakudeku #midoriya izuku #izuku midoriya #yassss baby please tell us everything that has been on your mind... #i need for izuku to talk about his feelings of being quirkless and losing ofa... #he was so emotional about losing it #and now the decision was made #and it seems he regretted it #because the ofa holders were fucking annoying the whole time #(that's the truth tbh but it's not like i wanted them to be dead) #(but yeah) #and he got a moment of losing his arms for real... #and reaching shiggy in an emotional level... #omg this is too much #i don't know what to expect #but i'll trust the process #hori i believe in you

[uselessnbee]

what i wish people would also explore more when it comes to Percy is the other side of his feelings about his mom about family and his childhood but this fandom is too afraid to paint Sally even in the slightest bad light (even if it's not bad just acknowledging her flaws because she's a human being and not perfect) that no one will touch on that subject. like yes Sally is the best mom but she also isn't and that's the thing! She isn't perfect! but she tried her best but her best still got Percy hurt and it isn't her fault at all but that's the tragedy of it. i want Percy's feelings about this explored. how he grew up with a loving mom but an abusive step father. how his step father would humiliate him and call him stupid but then his mom soothed him and told him he's not the things Gabe calls him. how Gabe would hurt him and Sally would be there to make him happy and loved but at the same time she stayed with him. i want Percy's feelings explored about how he knows his mother loves him but her absence still hurt him. she would work so much to have money to raise him she did that for him but at the same time it meant Percy was left alone or with Gabe. Sally gave up so much for him, she sent him away to protect him but at the same time he was sent away from his mom. she's the only parent he has because his father is absent and Gabe is not actually a parental figure at all but she's also often absent in his life too and that must have left him with such mixed feelings because it's not all black and white! Sally's love protected him but also hurt him. Percy loves his mom so so so much but there's also this deep-seated bitterness and hurt and anger he never let himself feel and then the guilt for having those feelings because his mom loves him he knows that and she gave up so much for him and she married a monster that abused her to protect him, he knows that but it doesn't make it hurt any less. the mess his emotions are because he knows his mom suffered for him and did it from her love for him but he still desperately wishes she never married that monster that he wouldn't have to have the childhood he had with him that he wouldn't have to live with the trauma he was left with. this all is exactly what makes their relationship so fascinating and also heartbreaking.

or the idea of Percy having weird mixed feelings after Estelle is born because that's his little sister and he loves her with his whole heart and would do anything for her and wants only the best for her but there's also this little jealous monster deep down that wonders why she gets to have a loving mom and a loving dad and a happy normal life but he never got that. why does she deserve it but not him? why couldn't he have that too? doesn't he deserve that too? he was just a child too so why why why??? and then the guilt of feeling that way too it makes me want to scream. emotions are fucking messy and they can be really ugly and they can make you hate yourself and there's no way Percy's feelings aren't a mess when it comes to this and i want to see it explored so badly!

and with Sally too! her feelings about Percy because she did so much and tried her best but sometimes unfortunately your best isn't good enough and it still got her beloved son hurt and she hates it and feels so guilty but she just has to live with that but she can't help to wish it was different. that their lives would be different. better. normal. she can't help but to wish she didn't have to do the things she's done, didn't have to suffer so much just to protect her child. can't help to wish she didn't have to worry so much, didn't have to be so scared about Percy, didn't have to be terrified that one day he won't come back home to her, that she won't be able to hold her son anymore because he will be gone, she just wishes he didn't have to suffer so much, she just wishes and wishes and wishes

and i just wish people weren't so afraid to explore this because it's so heartwrenching and yes if you want something do it yourself but unfortunately i cannot write nor am i able to handle this topic in a way it deserves so i am left only with rambling about it on here thank you

#i am not trying to victim blame or anything i love Sally and she did her best and didn't deserve any of the crap life gave her #but there's just something so tragic about the fact that she married a vile man and suffered abuse to protect her son #just for her decision to hurt him anyways just in a different way but the only other option would probably be Percy ending up dead #so she can't really truly regret it but she just wishes those weren't their only options #that she didn't have to do this just so that her child could stay alive #thinking about it makes me go feral #they had no choice but to suffer there was no way for their lives to be without this much hurt and trauma and it's terrible #and they didn't deserve it but there was so much love too #but the horrible thing is that that love just wasn't enough to save them from all that pain and i need to be sedated bye #percy jackson #sally jackson #pjo #hoo #percy and sally #percy jackon and the olympians #whatever you do don't think about a six years old lonely Percy sitting in a corner waiting for his mom to come back home from work #and he knows she loves him but he misses her so much when she spends so much time in work and that hurts #don't think about a ten years old Percy being sent away to a boarding school and he knows his mom loves him #but what if she's sending him away because he's just too much? or not enough? and what if she doesn't want him anymore? #and he knows that's not true but what if? #i'm thinking it #okay i think that's enough

[sysig]

Light and darkness, but mostly darkness (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Gaster #Sans #Papyrus #Ft. Mercyplates! :D Yaaay #Unaligned made its way onto my Handplates playlist So quickly - it's such a Gaster song to me! #His connection to Toriel's riddle and his regrets and wanting to constantly go back on his decisions - positive and negative! #And depending on how you want to read it his relationship with Toriel as adoptive family as well - and definitely ''Will I create a martyr'' #That's you Gaster! It's you! #And that's not even mentioning how the bros fit in heck and gosh #Would definitely recommend - Unaligned by Natewantstobattle (for the 50th time recommending a NWTB song lol - they're good!) #Mercyplates! :D Yay!! #Sans and Gaster wearing father/son matching turtlenecks lol everyone is happy abou t this haha #It would be an interesting divergence from Papyrus defaulting to dark shirts to feel grown up :0 #Gaster was here first! It's a very teen thing to do haha #''My uncool dad and copying my really cool style'' while Gaster provided him with all his clothes from his own closet lol #Silly one of Gaster reacting to being punched in the face a la Mercyplates haha - you deserve more than that! #/There's/ the misery shower :) Have a nice guilty shower why don't you really ruminate on everything #Privately rattling his bones away from where anyone can hear over the white noise of the water falling #And finally a smoking smoke-goop post-void Gaster :) #I actually wasn't sure if I wanted that one to be voidy Mercyplates Gaster or not but I eventually decided on just regular classic void #Darkness everywhere! Inside and out! Soul dipped in it - outside reflects it

[fivekrystalpetals]

I find it really funny that Dazai has, if my memory serves me right, has swore only two times in the whole manga (he seldom swears even at his enemies, he an annoyingly polite boy) and both times coz of Fyodor... like this man made Dazai-annoy-everyone-around-me-to-death-Osamu go WTF at his antics

I bet if Fyodor drops his mask of the perfectly-in-control mastermind and let loose, he's gonna be weirder than Dazai + Gogol combined. Sigma hasn't seen the worst of this gang yet...

#bsd #bsd fyodor #my-bsd-posts #funpost #dazai rarely swears iirc unlike chuuya who is a cursing machine #if at the end of the story maybe twenty years down the lane lol #if fyodor gets to be friends with the ada #friends as in he hangs out in the building uninvited and jobless coz his world changing plans are all finished #or he changes sides or something #in the beginning maybe atsushi goes from demon fyodor to fyodor-san the way he went for sigma #but then he comes to know his real personality (which is trash worse than dazai) and he regrets the decision #and ranpo realizes he was wrong #this isn't like going up against dazai but his eviller twin #as for dazai he'd be like if u can't beat 'em join 'em #so it's two dazais for ada now #plus one clown free pass #and one hardworking ex manager who is the only one kunikida atsushi and co respects #i kind of wanna see this demon trio 2.0 go loose on yokohama haha #also please don't take this seriously #i don't write it as a dazai character analysis or anything #ig translations for the first panel are different in the official ones #but i like the fan translations' dazai went hol' up hold' up wtf on fyodor hehehe

[clarissawealsey-10]

Mr.Forkle: You kids really got permission from Councillor Alina? Sophie: Keefe:Yup she was a bit tricky at first but of course she couldn't resist my charm,I have that effect on ladies*nudges Sophie Forklenator:Why do I sense something fishy? Sophie: Tell him Keefe Forklenator:Tell me what? Keefe:Well I may or may not have blackmailed her with a tape of her singing in the shower Forklenator:Do I want to know how you got the tape? Keefe:Nope :) Sophie:

#another footage of forklenator regretting his life decisions #he can't handle his kids #don't ask me for what Alina gave them permission #this is just a random idea I had at 3 am #keefe sencen #kotlc keefe #sophie foster #sophie kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #Forklenator #mr forkle #kotlc #sokeefe

[the-whispers-of-death]

"I love you"

I was thinking about Stone and his variants and their responses to if you said you love him (along with my little comments). It's a little angsty for some of them and for Serial Killer!Stone you get a little more insight on why he thinks loving him always ends in tragedy.

Stone/Canon!Stone: "You do? ...No one has ever loved me before."

(Canon!Stone truly has no idea what to do with someone who loves him, huh?)

Girl Dad!Stone: "Ever since my early adult years, I thought only Saira would be the one to say those words to me. I love you too."

(There's enough room in his heart to love you and Saira.)

Grim Reaper!Stone: "You don't have to pretend to love me. I'm already your weapon to wield."

(Every time I think about him, it hurts. And here I thought Canon!Stone hurt me the most.)

Criminal!Stone: "I love you too. You're the air I breathe."

(Please stop him before he tells you about how you're his entire universe. We get it, you're obsessed with the mafia boss, Criminal!Stone.)

Baker!Stone: "You have no idea how much I love you too. I want to marry you. Please do me the honor of calling myself your husband?"

(Baker!Stone is so soft and sweet. He'll buy you the most expensive engagement and wedding ring he can afford.)

Feral!Stone: "As you should."

(I have no words for this response except for that it somehow fits Feral!Stone so much. Why does he think you should worship the very ground he walks on?? Where did this arrogance come from??)

Serial Killer!Stone: "The last man to love me died in a dirty alleyway with no one around to be with him in his last moments."

(Fun fact, Kali and Serial!Stone were dating and Kali was on his way to propose to Stone when he got mugged. Yes, Kali's death was the preverbal straw that broke the camel's back and got Stone into vigilantism.)

Experiment!Stone: "I didn't think anyone would love me after what the military did to me. But I feel so happy that you love me because I love you too."

(He thinks he's a monster due to the fact that he's half-tiger-half-man now. But you remind him that he still has his humanity.)

Vampire!Stone: "Know that I'd burn in the sun for you if it meant you were safe."

(It's an odd way to say he loves you too, but at least the intention is there.)

Werewolf!Stone: "I don't need a huge pack, I just need you."

(That's his way of saying he wants to bear your pups. I mean, it's his way of saying he loves you.)

#call of duty #cod #cod mw2 #cod mwii #call of duty modern warfare 2 #task force 141 oc #call of duty oc #cod oc #task force 141 oc: stone #call of duty oc: stone #cod oc: stone #girl dad!stone #grim reaper!stone #criminal!stone #baker!stone #feral!stone #serial killer!stone #experiment!Stone #vampire!Stone #werewolf!stone #stone variants #the multiverse of Stone #the Stone multiverse #don't let this flop because my sister came into my room and had to grab my attention write when I wrote Werewolf!Stone's part #I think she saw the “bear your pups” thing and I lowkey am regretting my life decisions #:)

[theraggedygirl11]

I might have underestimated the choice I made when I changed my phone background picture from Jan to Kris

Now I get a heart attack every time I open my phone

And if we ever get that photo of Bojan with that spiky thing, then bye bye Kris-welcome Bojan and I'll die for good

#that was an extremely stupid decision to make #do i regret it? maybe #will i change my background? absolutely not #watch me wince and giggle (and die) every time i open my phone #please don't make the same mistake i did #joker out #jan peteh #kris guštin #damon baker

[melonn-soda]

WIP..?

idk I've just been thinking about bna (brand new animal) for a bit and Shirou's been on my mind hehe. I'm only on ep 10 but holy schmoly he's gonna make me act up

also I'm so sorry kinktober prompts are gonna be super delayed because my internet is being fucky and I accidentally deleted the google doc that had ALL MY WRITING. so, I'm currently rewriting, hehe.. ha.......

dunno if I wanna make this a full fledged fic or smth but here's a little snack for u guys while u wait :3 (it's rlly short, no smut.. yet)

the door to the house was opened briskly, welcoming the two other current inhabitants with a warming glow of the lamplight that sat on the coffee table. rain dripped and splattered all over the streets and roofs of animacity, soaking the cement and the fur of the now quiet town. shirou and michiru fell victim to the uncomfortable clinging of water and clothes, shaking off any heavy amounts of rain that stuck to them the second their shoes touched the floor mat.

towels were on the ready for them, sitting on a little table to the right of the door, the father and daughter-like duo using them to soak up a majority of the rain. shirou sniffed the towel slightly and was shocked at how much the towel smelled like... cat. ‘there was no way he was already here.. was he?’ shirou thought to himself, pressing his nose further into the soaked fabric.

“man, i can’t believe it was going to rain that much!” michiru complained, shaking up her fur with the towel from how hard she was drying herself, “if i had known, i wouldn’t even have bothered coming out today..” her voice now fell into a near whisper, setting her towel in her room as the two of them walked up the stairs.

“if a little rain is going to bother you, then you might as well not come with me for missions at all.” shirou bit back playfully, setting his towel on a coat rack, opening the door to his room before promptly getting knocked over by a larger weight. he landed on his back with a heavy thud, feeling arms wrap around his neck affectionately and a face burying itself into his neck. the scent radiating off of the being was what caught him most off guard, being way too akin to a cat’s smell.

“shirou! i missed you so much!” the person yelled almost right next to his ear, clinging onto him even more. shirou’s hand found themselves on the jumper’s waist, recognizing the shape and feel of it as he tried to pull them away to get a better view of their face.

“shirou-! are you okay!?” michiru yells, immediately running towards him to pull the stranger away from him, making her arms bigger incase they were a fighter.

the older man grunted, getting the clingy person off of him with ease, knowing that they were too smart to fight back, “i’m fine.” he told her, feeling the person on him removing their weight off his chest and settled on sitting on his lap with their legs on either side of his, “it’s just my fiancé.” he sighed, looking at the man that was staring up at him with excited eyes.

“fiancé?” michiru echoed back, staring at the two of them before her face turned into one of shock, “wait, you were dating someone and you didn’t even bother to tell me!?” 

#male reader #bottom male reader #x bottom male reader #x male reader #bna #brand new animal #shirou oogami #oogami shirou #shirou oogami x male reader #shirou oogami x reader #michiru kagemori #reader is a catboy #forgive me #but I don't regret my decisions teehee #fluff!!???

[beaft]

the idea that gender confirmation treatment is scary because it's "irreversible" has never made sense to me because, like, loads of things are irreversible. tattoos are irreversible (unless you get them lasered off, which is expensive and painful, and may leave scarring). plastic surgery is often irreversible. body augmentations - branding, skin implants, tongue splitting - are irreversible. studying ballet long-term can alter your body, and so can wearing a corset. smoking. drinking. extreme sports. there are a million ways to permanently change or damage your body, some good, some bad, some neutral. but none of them are subject to state legislature unless they pertain to trans bodies.

that's it, really, isn't it? as soon as gender identity enters the equation, suddenly bodily autonomy is thrown aside on the off-chance that the person is too deluded or naïve to understand the consequences of their own decisions. it's false concern. it's a smokescreen. none of this is about preventing "irreversible damage" (thanks, abigail shrier). it's about transphobia and it's about control.

#i have a permanent scar through my left eyebrow where there used to be a piercing #my parents didn't like the piercing and they don't like the scar #and it's their right to feel that way #it's their right to disapprove of what i do with my body just as it's my right to ignore their opinions and do it anyway #and so should it be with gender confirmation surgery and HRT #you don't have to like it but you have to trust me (an adult) to make my own decisions #if they turn out to be the wrong ones and i regret it then that's on me #be shh now

[pomeramu]

Yesterday I got my first tattoo.

And I can't explain how happy I am because of it.

(let's please ignore my skinny ahh arm)

The first time I read that phrase finishing the pacifist run in undertale it didn't make much sense to me; like, yeah, it's me??? of course it is???

But throughout the years, I started to understand, that it doesn't matter what happens to you, no matter who you decide to be in this life, it will always be you. Your body can change, you may end up going through some heavy shit or the best experiences ever, but your SOUL will always remain the same.

Despite everything, it's always gonna be you.

This has been my dream tattoo since I was like, fourteen, and now at seventeen I finally got it, so you can probably guess I cried a lot when I came to the realization that I finally got it.

And as a plus, it didn't hurt much!! It felt more like a constant papercut, more like a burn rather than pain, but nothing unbearable!! :3 (at least for me)

anyway, just wanted to show off my tattoo a little bit BECAUSE I'M SO HAPPY LIKE HSNFHSHWNFHDNDJMXBbye

#pome's rambles #I'M SO HAPPYYYYY #it was an impulsive decision tbh #undertale #undertale tattoo #despite everything #it's still you #!!! #i cried #but those were happy tears #i don't regret anything!!

[ofmd-ann]

Handed in my latest essay/research that was consuming me and causing me ridiculous stress the last few weeks.

Don't know if it even makes sense and it's probably complete garbage 🤷‍♀️ lmao but it's submitted

Got an even worse one coming up in a few weeks but trying not to think about it yet

#going back to study in my 30's was a decision I made and totally don't regret at all 👀 #studying and working do not recommend #i need a drink #personal rambling

[takethatandparty]

We need to talk about something really important

✨Jason Orange✨

Look at him

This man simply doesn't know what it's like to have a bad phase

That's it, thanks for coming to my TED talk

#don't come @ me bc of the paparazzi pics #i know it's not nice #but that's not the point #he's giving daddy vibes and I'm so here for it #aging like fine wine #i miss him #but i love him even more #i respect his decision #but i also am a dog for him #absolutely no regrets #we love an ecological king #take that #tt #jason orange #take that band

[ridestomars]

starting a book club (of sorts) with eddie was something you did on a whim. you just randomly said one day that you "didn't have anyone to talk about the old books you like" and ed immediately said that he would read whatever book you wanted if, in turn, you'd read whatever he wanted you to. it was an agreement: every time you'd finish a book, you'd let him borrow it. 

you decided you should read only one book a month, so it gave time for both of you to finish it, and then you'd spend the next month reading each others' selection. it worked, except that eddie didn't give you any book of his own, which you found extremely weird, but went along with it.  until one day he showed up at school with an extremely old book in his hands, impossible even to read the title, since it was all faded. it was a well-loved copy.

you were excited to figure out which book that was, and once you got home that day, the first thing you did was sit down at your desk and open it up. and you should've seen it coming, honestly. of course he chose the lord of the rings for you to read. of fucking course.  but then, the title wasn't importart anymore because your attention immediately was caught by a yellow paper that was clipped on the first page of the first chapter. it wasn't hard to recognize eddie's distinctly messy handwriting. this really caught you by surprise, but didn't fail to bring a smile to your lips. 

dearest y/n, 

you should've known that this book club thing was just an excuse for me to make you read this. but you won't regret it, i promise – at last, you'll finally know what mordor actually is, and why i reference it all the time. 

i know you will like this for you are as much of a nerd as i am, but i would love to hear all about what you've thought while reading these old pages! think of this experience as another weird topic for us to discuss. 

faithfully yours, your favorite nerd. 

and when you decided to actually dive in the book, you found out that he took his time to annotate his feelings and thoughts throughout the whole book, which only made it extra enjoyable. it was filled with "this is super fucked up. isn't that right, y/n?", "what the fuck was he thinking?" and "they're so cool, we should dress up as them for halloween". 

needless to say that this became an unspoken rule in your little club: you had to make notes in your books before lending them to each other. if you were head over heels in love with him while reading the lord of the rings, can you imagine the state you were in when he gave you back your copy of jane austen's pride and prejudice? 

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#have i ever read lord of the rings? absolutely not #now i'm regretting my decision #i don't know shit about it to write a good reference #i was kinda scared to include a quote i found since i don't know if it's from the movies or the books #im so sorry tolkien #im even more sorry eddie my love #hope this is at least readable #not proofread #obviously #bookworm!eddie #eddie munson x reader #eddie <3 #stranger things x reader #liv talks about eddie #liv writes #liv’s personal favorite