#I know nothing about anime sorry

[rhapsoddity]

some qsmp sketches for my friends!

ive been starting to watch a plot summary of the server so I can actually watch more current streams lmao

you can very clearly see who im familiar with and who I turned into basic twinks LMAO I promise I'll have a round two of drawing them

#qsmp #jadien animations #tubbo #fitmc #tazercraft #philza #listen i know NOTHING about tazercraft i twinkified them im so sorry #and as u can see the two bird ppl are my favorites lol #rhaps art #sketch

[biirbygorl]

hurry up queen! (70’s edition)

#artists on tumblr #art #fanart #tiger & bunny #tiger and bunny #t&b #t&b2 #karina lyle #blue rose #keith goodman #sky high #anime fanart #anime #im always surprised when i remember it actually takes place in the 70s #i know nothing about the 70s #i was a coward when it came to their hair i’m sorry

[evilkaeya]

ok so what's gonna happen once the anime catches up to the manga tho

#you're telling me we're gonna be just as clueless as anime onlys for a while after this season? #haha FUCK YOU #I'm sorry I see anime onlys as a species lower than me #no actually I see them as how ranpo sees other humans #babies. infants. knows nothing about the world.

[redbootsindoriath]

I was sitting around with my sketchbooks trying to choose who to draw and realized I’d never drawn Finarfin before.  Which makes sense because I don’t draw much of what went on in Aman, but still I decided it needed to be remedied because he’s a great guy.

And then this happened:

#fëanor #finarfin #fingolfin #the man the myth the legends #three shinies #my trash #is this actually funny or am i just tired #i'm sorry professor tolkien #/end classification tags #fact about me: dinosaurs are my favorite animal #i freakin love dinosaurs #my best friend already knows that if i'm getting heated in a conversation we can change the subject to dinosaurs and that'll calm me down #it's like magic #nothing else is like this #dinosaurs at their core are so un-charged with any social expectations #there is NO way they have any bearing on the previous conversation topic #so i can just immediately leave all the tension behind and be like ''DINOSAURS'' #anyway i should probably add some tags about finarfin too since he's literally what the post is about #i decided he should be pretty jacked because finrod and galadriel had to get it from SOMEWHERE #(and maybe the other siblings but i don't really have any headcanons for them) #and it felt weird to picture eärwen with a ripped body type so #finarfin got it #good for him #i can continue to picture the teleri generally leaner and more graceful #with the ñoldor as the swol hellenistic god types

[castdowns]

the only half way safe space to be a lesbian is online and literally y’all fucking suck too, i am so depressed

#castdowns.txt #i hate conversion therapy i don’t want to be straight i don’t want to like men i don’t like them i don’t care for them #i am so tired of feeling like the most hideous creature because everything changes when people find out that i’m gay #like i’m either a little boy or a problem and i am so fucking sad #like sorry you can’t fix me but literally i will not be able to function if i concede more ground to men and patriarchy like i am so tired #i wanna lock myself in my room a lot of the time like i don’t feel good ever #and yes my period is coming but god dammit thats not the only thing wrong #its never the only thing wrong unfortunately i just have very strong emotions that i try to suppress all of the time #yes my fawn response is bad i know this i dont know what to do about the fact that there is nothing people organically like about me #everyone has to train themselves to tolerate me and i am not above working to be loved but it doesnt feel like work towards the love i want #it feels like tying a noose tighter and tighter #it feels like smiling while my blood is pooling down the fucking drain again and again #and i love people around me i do it just always feels like i am alone #i sleep under the flag and i sleep in my bed alone every night surrounded by the stuffed animals i buy to feel something #*jo march voice* i’m just so damn lonely

[dhmis-autism]

SORRY. JUST REALIZED I ORIGINALLY SKETCHED THE STUFF FROM THAT LAST WIP POST IN. MARCH.

GODDDD...

#I GUESS MY WRIST FUCKING UP PUT ME FURTHER BACK THAN I THOUGHT #but also like. i was JUST talking about it in chat. i have a comic about the Three Of Them that i wrote in a frenzy in FEBUARY. #by the time i rewrote the dialogue and figured out the ending it was SEVEN FUCKING PAGES. SOLID. #OF JUST SCRIPT. #I STILL HAVENT EVEN FINISHED SKETCHING IT. YOU GUYS ARE NOT SEEING THAT SHIT UNTIL 2024 #sometimes an idea of them will grasp me and i will just write the script out in the middle of the night #I realistically. dont even know if you guys are gonna like my scripted stuff. #the first scripted thing i wrote was a yellow&duck comic that im STILL SKETCHING BACKGROUNDS ON #i could be really bad at writing for them. i could totally not get them at all. #but hey! #we'll see when we see I guess #BUT YEAH UH. SORRY FOR LITERALLY ALL I POST BEING WIPS NOWADAYS I AM JUST WORKING ON LIKE 5 DIFFERENT DRAWINGS AT ONCE #STILL TRYING TO GET MY SPRING STUFF DONE. AND ITS ALMOST FALL. SO :] #I JUST CARE SO MUCH ABT THOSE PUPPETS DAWG I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS FOR THEM #I HAVE!!! EVEN MORE DRAWINGS THAT I JUST HAVENT SHARED!!! bc i either made them for something real specific in the discord #or bc theyre phone doodles and i dont think theyre that great. or bc i made them just for a friend and thats like. theirs now kjdhkjdfhs #a lotta times once i finish drawing smth for a friend ill just never post it bft. so its just like. for that one thing and nothing else #ANYWAYS HAPPY 3 AM IM FORCING MYSELF TO GO TO BED #AND I STILL HAVE THE ANIMATIONS #AND THE FANART FOR LIKE 5 FICS I WANNA DO #OHHH GOD CMONNN BRO IM NEVER FINISHING ANYTHING #my postings

[actual-changeling]

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#alex gets personal #no because now that i think about it the funniest fucking part is that this. this. #is the best i have ever been. #and i still wanna off myself every single second of every day. #i don't even have standards at this point #they're not in hell or anywhere they just don't exist. #like i cant believe 'i should be fucking grateful i am not longer terrified of being legit murdered in my sleep by my father' is a sentence #that i can think and actually mean #if it had been any worse id be dead aka it was as horrible as it could have possibly been #if you had given three year old me a way out they would have taken it #do you know how horrifying that is #a toddler. who loves books and is fascinated by animals and would love nothing more than to die #what a life i have huh literally cant believe i made it this far #sorry for the breakdown on main it will happen again

[psikind]

hey so. childhood friend of mine commited suicide late july and his dad’s trying to fund the money for his funeral service - if people have the money to donate please do the service is in 3 days (august 5th) and he’s very close to the goal but otherwise it’d mean a lot if people spread the link around -> https://gofund.me/f04d9bf0

#gofundme #suicide #donations #idk what else I would tag this with but. yeah #sorry to the people that're gonna get jumpscared by a blocked tag I just felt liek this was important to share #he was like. the one irl friend I had consistently that never bullied me because we were both so different from everyone else #we fell out of touch but I always talk about him fondly and then my mom told me this morning and just. god #I'm really glad I'm gonna have a lot of support and love this month I already know that but what a way to start it huh. #I hope everyone's doing okay. if you're in a hard place right now take this as a sign to do something nice for yourself #talk to a friend go buy some chocolate listen to your favorite song anything #and if it feels like nothing's making you happy #please trust me when I say it will some day #I know everyone says that I know but I've been there I've been through some horrible fucking shit #like anime anti-hero/rival/love interest-to-die levels of trauma #trust me. trust. me. #it will get better. wake up another day. this too shall pass #sorry for the ramble I just feel Very Strongly about this

[tariah23]

Well, I’m still glad that Gojo was always a character who was growing and learning at least. He’s literally one of my favorite characters of all time now. Like, he’s never been as perfect as how the fans would make him out to be despite canonically being viewed as an absolute nuisance to everyone around him (I don’t think his peers necessarily hate him but a lot of them probably hate to see him coming and the ones who’ve dealt with him long enough to consider him a friend, tolerate him and groan whenever he opens his mouth, too 😭… out of love. He’s extremely childish so there is only sm the other adults around him can take and to an extent, his students. I think the only characters in canon who adore him and their eye’s sparkle whenever he’s around, and being a silly teacher was Yuuji and Miwa (she asked him for his autograph (he’s the most famous sorcerer in the jjk world) and when she was alone, she did a little dance in the empty hallway 🥺…) from what we’ve seen even though the others still care about him, too. They just find him rather annoying, which he most definitely is. And he does it on purpose. He plays too much.)

#I’m also not usually one to get annoyed whenever ppl shit on the things I like #like I’m an adult sorry idc 😵‍💫 #but it’s always annoying seeing ppl who know nothing about the story complaining about it #even just as recently with the Gojo being racist shit 😭.. #like he’s a really great character despite all of that and even though Gege’s #execution of that could’ve been better or didn’t need to happen at all #because idk what gege was doing even though I do strongly believe that he used a moment like this to showcase Gojo’s ignorance and #that how he’s also human and makes mistakes since if you’re familiar with the series Gojo isn’t really treated like person at all #more like a deity and he doesn’t like that #but he’s never been one to voice his personal feelings and talk about his trauma ever #he gets treated like a god and because of this he’s never felt like he could truly connect with other people #so that’s why he puts on that whole act of being overly friendly/ playing with others and even rude to shut others out because of his #aversion to opening his traumatized self To other ppl like he’s so cool #and when he’s friendly he gives the others just enough of his affection so that he wouldn’t be worried about and not have others pry #but he’s incredibly flawed as well #I feel like gege could’ve showed Gojo being ‘humbled’ some other kind of way over the racism tho 😭. But it’s fine lmfao #I’m still so grateful that he had Gojo actually apologize instead of waving Miguel off like he didn’t matter because like I’ve said before #he literally never apologizes (this is probably the first time that I’ve ever seen gojo apologize to anyone in canon I’m so serious 🗿) #that’s literally not part of him #like he feels regret but he never apologies or shows that he actually cares about what others are expressing to him when they’re upset with #him. like this is crazy. but it shows that he did care about the mistake that he made which I appreciate…. like idk how I would’ve felt #about his character if he showed that he could care less when hurting someone like this🗿….. #I adore him so much sorry sorry for taking about anime I’m just 😭…. ❤️❤️❤️ #rambling #I’m glad that everyone is fucking with Miguel now because he is a really interesting character even though we haven’t seen much of him #he’s one of the few ppl who Gojo trusted enough to look after someone who he cared about despite the horrors #because he knew that Miguel would protect yuuta and do right by him #it’s very 😭❤️…

[samuraisharkie]

If you’re putting off loud ass firework tonight in the suburbs around other houses, let it be known I hate you. nearly kills my dog every year.

#first day of disability month is flooded with panic inducing noise. fuck America #could you losers drive out to open country that’s flat to let out fucking industrial level fireworks. #I don’t mean the small driveway ones or even just one or two smaller ones #I mean the ones that fucking send a shockwave through the whole house like a bomb is dropping. #nothing BUT those it sounds like a war zone out here #I hope you people set ur house on fire #killing birds bats and bugs and more #y’all aren’t even celebrating veterans like you think you are. every vet I’ve ever talked to or heard of HATES it. #putting people in danger to blow out ur eardrums setting off massive fireworks at close range. #y’all are fucking annoying #I wish there was like. etiquette for fireworks this time of year. #where you could put a sign out like ‘this neighborhood as a very anxious senior dog’ or ‘this house is sensitive to loud noises’ #’this house as someone w PTSD’ etc. but no everyone is supposed to get over it and shut the fuck up #and if we don’t like it we’re joyless funkillers #and if the sign is out then you have to find somewhere else away from that house to set off your fireworks. #and if you can’t find a spot without signs then you fucking get over it and have ur burger without ear shattering noise #or you know. go watch PROFESSIONALS set off fireworks instead of risking yourselves your neighbors and everything around you #I’m sorry if ur 4th of July is ruined bc you could set off industrial professional level fireworks then you genuinely need psychiatric help #if you set off a few. this isn’t about you. if you’re putting on a fucking show stopping finale this in fact is #every Fourth of July is a borderline extinction event for wildlife too. animals can die just from the sound. #they DO die. there’s a massive amount of dead animals found every year after nationwide firework events like this #y’all are killing the wildlife and then scratching ur dumbass heads going ‘huh I wonder where the fireflies went’ #you know what’s prettier than polluting the air with pyrotechnics? fireflies! where are they? you killed them! #i LIKE fireworks too. I just don’t like them in my neighborhood by my novice neighbors surrounding me on all sides. #not every single house needs to set off fireworks. fucking stop it

[archirdarchernar]

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#vent #it feels awful #not knowing what the fuck to do #i WANT like a fucking gluttonous beast #i wanna be good at everything #i wanna be good at art and singing and worldbuilding and writing and editing and animating and academics #and i never feel satisfied #and no ones forcing me to do any of this #i just fucking want to for some reason and its destroying me #i just end up being not good at anything. im shit at studying and sleeping and keeping to deadlines #i want there to be enough time for me to explore everything #for me to learn everything at my own pace and perfect my skills #but it just feels like i have no time for myself anymore #everything i have i must dedicate to studying for a levels and its so tiring. i wanna draw and be creative too but theres so much course #content that its killing me. i want my free time back #and im forever thankful to my parents for moving with me all the way to the uk so i can learn about things that actually interest me but #even that doesnt really mean anything anymore thanks to the standardization of education and especially exams and exam boards #so my parents spent all that effort and money for nothing and i really just want to break down and cry and say sorry #but that would just hurt them even more and even i dont have the heart to do that so im stuck with this and im so goddamn tired #and of course by spreading my attention and efforts so thin everything i do is lackluster so of course my grades are shit #and i get sick often so my attendence record is also shit #it just feels like im a burden for existing like a malignant tumour #and i have to relearn how to cry. imagine that. a grown adult not knowing how to cry #i never knew there was supposed to be emotional relief when crying sometimes because whenever i cry when im overwhelmed...or anytime really #i get told to stop immediately so i got trained to hold everything in.and i get that its easy for the adults to deal with a not-crying child #but i kinda feel cheated #i want that emotional catharsis that comes with crying your feelings out and i have to teach myself how to do it #how pathetic is that #had to get this out there its just too much for me #arc 3am logs

[jinxe18]

Song of the day #2

phony by Will Stetson

wow this really scratches my adhd brain cells in the right way. I was struggling to pick my song of the day until I found this bad boy in my spotify curated Otacore playlist. I'm assuming it is a play on otaku core as this is an english cover of phony by KAFU and Tsumiki. It sounds like it came straight out of an anime and tastes like a cold shotgunned redbull. I can admit I don't know much about the Japanese music scene but I love me a good high energy bop.

I've also linked the original version and encourage a listen as well. Consider it a treat or a bonus song, because while these are the same song, Will Stetson's deeper voice brings a more classy feel to the vocaloid original!

Bonus link to Will Stetson's TikTok he made for this song! go follow!

#adhd #song of the day #new music #will stetson #vocaloid #please correct me if I'm wrong #i know nothing about vocaloid music #it's just a really good song in all languages #sorry for the long post #polyjamorous #tiktok #support small artists #cover song #Tsumiki #KAFU #phony #anime opening #anime #Spotify

[thanatoseyes]

Can someone tell a boy girl boy where to find an art print of grimmjow from Bleach?

#look i know the show came out in 2004 but it was my first anime #and i love a feral spirit entity turned man #im like finding nothing with any of my search terms #fan girls pls #im desperate #okay i did find a cool grimmichi chibi art on etsy and ive bookmarked it #but thats about it man #cat boi energy #bleach #bleach fanart #anime #its five thirty in the morning im so sorry ive abandoned you hypnos

[enfrigginfuego]

New special coming out 2023!! I'm stoked!

#Lupin III #Lupin the third #cat's eye #I kinda dig the animation #fun to shake it up every now and again #sorry cat's eye folk I know nothing about the show #but I guess I got time to learn now! #Youtube

[ofyorkshire]

i am once again thinking about 17 year old bj, shaken and upset after seeing clare's body being carried out of the garage, knowing he's been spotted by the policeman who murdered her... thinking about how he likens fleeing from searching police to a war zone, and how when he finds a place to hide and rest a moment in someone's garden shed, he pulls up his shirt and searches his back for evidence of severed wings (real as in he once had wings sewn into his shoulder blades like the murder victims? imagined bc he's in the middle of a mental and emotional breakdown? wholly metaphorical?)

something something... seeing a character hold it together for such a long time, numbing numbing numbing, then finally shatter into pieces bc there is too much for them to stitch themselves around. and something something... the way bj is connected to the murder victims (found with swan wings sewn to their backs) but also the mutilated swans themselves (found without their wings). and. the. idk. the way that the police had all the answers in front of them from the start with the swans, but they kept dismissing pieces as unimportant ("just birds", "just troublemakers", "just prostitutes", "just" the unimportant things we don't want to deal with or acknowledge). and as a result, bj and every other victim were failed at every turn even though the signs and the cries for help were all there.

there's interesting things being said there about bj and i wish i could place my finger on all the somethings.

#nothing makes me sound less sane than trying to make sense of rr's symbolism and metaphors skglsdkgs i am aware of this #knowing there's prob things to dissect but not understanding it enough TO dissect it properly is... annoying. #animal abuse for ts #animal death for ts #only mentioned but still #out of fairy tales [ooc]; #spark puts on her clown nose once more to pick apart media that probably was not actually meant to be picked apart #i'm sorry i keep focusing on the sad things btw but in my defense bj is 98% sad and never not canonically suffering. #even when he's happy (?) there's a shadow of bad things to come hanging over him. like. i could not talk about him at all if i didn't.

[growlithe]

I have such conflicting views about the 2 headed calf that was recently born, I’ve seen animal people whose opinions i view highly (irt animal welfare) saying it’s cruel to keep it alive when it will have no quality of life, but i am also a physically disabled person living in a world that would prefer I die… so, it’s hard not to sympathise with it

#dgmw i know Nothing about the topic of deformities in animals so i wish someone would explain it to me #eurgh migraine kicking my ass sorry if this makes no sense #but I can’t get this outta my head