#I'm still on my break/hiatus

[welcometogrouchland]

Hello, another doodle compilation post of everything I haven't posted since the period of May to now that I didn't hate but didn't like enough to post on its own + fanart i made of @catboymoments's fankids Azura and Hyacinth! I'm not normally a fankid person but these guys are a whole moment unto themselves I love them sm. ID in alt text bc it was getting lengthy! Let me know if there's any issues

#the owl house #toh #luz noceda #willow park #gus porter #hunter toh #(he's there too! just very small. let me have this) #i had a lot of fun trying to figure out Hyacinth and Azura! they were unfamiliar so it was a challenge #hyacinth especially doesn't have a face I'd normally draw but i ended up really enjoying getting out of my comfort zone for him #i hope all the details translated well and that i interpreted aspects of their designs correctly? #i ended up accidentally giving Azura a slightly hooked nose bc i for some reason thought she had one? also struggled w/ her mouth a tad #but i decided to keep it in bc it made her face more unique lol. i already draw amity with a hooked nose so it kind of makes sense #you could say it's from alador though (which was also how i justified the way i drew her mouth since i normally draw Luz's differently- #-just imagine she got it from Camila) #also i recognize thst Hyacinth's cane arm is wonky?? really sorry about that! he was leaning on it a certain way in the ref photo #and i tried to replicate that but. eh #It's been a weird difficult time art wise recently #mainly cause of the hiatus I had to take cause of exams that I'm still recovering from. #Probably gonna end up taking another art/posting break (though we'll see how that all plays out??) #it's been a weird few weeks but not bad. I'm just kind of. trying to remain chill! #kinds wanna rewatch but I'm always afraid I'll overindulge and get sick of the shows i love 😭 but also the longer i go w/o rewatching #the more insane i become. like the joker #I've also been slightly back into comics recently and it sucks. i hate it here fr let me out #but yeah that's where we are rn at ladel studios. just chilling i think! #i like it. gonna see if i can cultivate it as a skill

[willowser]

ahhh imagine after the confrontation and everyone in the villa is feeling the intensity, katsuki most of all who's probably in a corner somewhere brooding, just stressing about how he’s gonna lose you!!! maybe you guys end up taking a break or not really speaking to each other for a day or two, until he's literally at his breaking point (kiri probs isnt making the situation any better since he's been trying to comfort you- because that's just who he is but katsuki becomes even more frustrated with both himself and the situation).

how do you think he'd resolve it? I'd love to see your interpretation of how he'd handle such a tricky conflict, i mean obviously he just really cares about you but how does he show that??? on national tv??? with everyone being involved??? honestly I get where he's coming from because that seems nerve wracking even for me lol

adore your writing btw <3333

aahh, friend !! 🥺 i think he literally sits by himself, tearing up the inside skin of his lips, about to pull his hair out !! 🥺 and you're so right !! kirishima is absolutely trying to make things better, because he's just a sweetheart 🥺 and he's not even trying to make a move or anything; he's just sitting with you when you're all alone, finding little things to do to make you laugh 🥺 and you're wearing no make up and hiding behind mina's overly large sunglasses, just sitting in the sun and chatting with him, because he cares ! he even feels bad, of course, but he's admitting in the one-on-one/confessional,

"i didn't realize it was gonna 'cause this much of an upset, and i hate that i'm at the head of that," he runs a hand through his own hair — which is down and soft, and stares at the ground for a moment, chewing on his own lip as he thinks. "not a good sign for him, though, this is the worst way for him to act, if he really wants to keep her."

and mina is probably telling you, too, like very quietly as you're getting ready for the day, "that's not okay. you can't be with someone that's gonna freak out over stuff like this and won't even let you explain yourself. you didn't even do anything wrong, you know that right?"

and you do 🥺 you just have no idea what to make of the situation 🥺 or how to fix it 🥺 kirishima shares a bed with sero so that you and mina can share the extra for a few nights, and you miss him 🥺 he doesn't really do anything, doesn't really talk to anyone for a few days. just thinks to himself, on what he's done and what he's gonna do 🥺 doesn't talk in the confessional, just sits in the chair with his arms crossed and his head leaned back, eyes closed 🥺

and then one day — he's awake before everyone else like always, and you come to early, with him kneeling on the ground by the bed, gently shaking you by the shoulder, askin', "y'wanna come outside with me for a minute?"

he's made a whole spread of breakfast for the two of you, plated some up at the bar at one of the stools, cup of morning tea included. you tell him it smells delicious and offer him a tired smile, because you're nervous, and you watch the muscle in his cheek jump as he grits his jaw. it's not until you're a few bites into the food that he speaks, fiddling with a napkin, staring at the counter with a frown.

bakugou starts with a heavy sigh, shaking his head like even he can't believe what he's done. "i jus'—fuckin' panicked."

it opens something for him, then, when you reach across the bar to stop his fingers from their anxious drumming, intertwining them with your own.

"i dunno what i expected when i came in here, to get fuckin'—kicked off in the first week, maybe," the furrow of his brow and the down-turn of his lips, the tension in his jaw are all anger, but not at you; the impatience he has for himself is clear as day on his face. "i know what this shit is, but i jus' didn't think i'd—you—"

when he sighs again, full of frustration, you scoot yourself off the stool, frowning. he looks at you for the first time as you come around the counter, staring down through his long, dark eyelashes as you wrap your arms around him, as you rest your chin on his chest.

"i ain't ever gonna be some shitty-haired nice guy," he has yet to return your hug, you notice, instead just frowning at you with his arms at his side. "and if that's what you want, then—you should go after it, or whatever."

"and what if i want a shitty-haired tough guy? hmm?" you press a smile into the center of his chest, nestling into the softness of his hoodie. "one that drags me across every obstacle course in his way and dives headfirst into wedding cake after wedding cake. that makes me tea and breakfast every morning." again, you watch the clench of his jaw, and the fear in his eyes melts down into something warm between you. "that doesn't shut me out because he's scared and lets me speak, even if he thinks he doesn't want to hear it."

the weight of his arm at your back is comforting, as he tugs you a little further into him, humming. "think that's doable."

"oh, y'think so?"

"'m sorry," he tells you earnestly, quietly, resting his forehead against yours gently when you smile. "make me all crazy, 'cus i just—fuckin' like you, or somethin'."

"i know," you smile again, pressing a kiss to his mouth when the corners quirk up, leaning further into him when he insists on another, and then another. "it's something like that for me, too."

#probably going to take a small break from posting anything new on here #but i'll be cleaning out my drafts so. still new for yall #edit to add: i'm such a terrible pushover and would forgive him in a heartbeat #blast from the past: hiatus q #✿ willow writes #✿ ask willow #✿ thoughts: bakugou #✿ theme: love island bakugou

[rainymoodlet]

... i made her do yoga once, and now it's the first thing she does every morning! ⛓️ good morning, first weekend off of work!

#ts4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 gameplay #ts4 legacy #;tjol+ #;tjolg1+ #sim: ivory #|| #she hasn't actually gone to one day of work lmfaooo she has the time to study up on her gourmet cooking skill! #i am such an eager player too like i'm challenging myself hardcore with this one yo #i skipped about every gen of the hadleys up to teen at the least #and then would power through their ya to the next gen #NOT WITH THIS ONE DAMMIT #thats what neveah is there for uvu #ivory has a bad morning and a very good morning on this day 🤔 #also i 300% meant that i'm taking a lil break in the tjol save/with neveah for a bit because i am so dfkjdklf SO UPSET over the rose #ceremony dsfjkhsfj i have some announcements this weekend and then #the next week is probably going to be the fishing challenge! #my hiatus is going to be more soft than i originally thought #i'll still be posting but not nearly as often! #i love you all <3 i know i've been very inactive outside of posts but this week has been a doozy #also ivory 1000% inherited dallas' butt and its why i cant change their broken ass tummy-folded-in-half no-bellybutton body preset dsjkfsdh

[rosewheresheshouldntbe]

> Rose: We need to cook!

Gas mask sprite by @kalza. Hoodie base sprite by nerdferd.

#the rose beyond canon sprite is from the wikia page btw #these didn't turn out as good as I had hoped but I haven't seen a lot of breaking bad so I wasn't sure about scenes to use #I just wanted images of them in their hazmat suits which is what I based my sprite design/edit off of #which one is more cursed? life sized or small? lmao #I'll be posting all the sprite edits & such before the 29th btw & going on a hiatus soon so fill up the ask box with requests #i'll get to them later on; eventually; just a lot going on irl #I'll be okay it's just going to be a very chaotic time for a bit & not any access to good editing software on my old phone iOS #I'm actually surprised my phone is still working somehow tbh #anyway hs rose cooking with walter white & jesse pinkman is canon now /j #rosewheresheshouldntbe #rose lalonde #homestuck beyond canon #homestuck #homestuck^2 #hs^2 #breaking bad #brba #walter white #jesse pinkman #originals

[brokentoys]

hi. honestly it does get kinda annoying when they do have harley quinn lecture batman. especially on morals. ESPECIALLY when it's in a continuity where she's done some of the most fucked up things imaginable. like, literally irredeemable, drop her in the middle of the ocean, fucked up things. like it'd be understandable if she was lecturing batman and it's clear that she's either being manipulative, or delusional. but when you can just feel the writers are agreeing with her and going "yeah, harley is telling him OFF!!" then it's just so stupid.

DC needs to realize if they want harley to be a somewhat redeemable person or convince us she's an antihero, they shouldn't have her killing kids only for her to turn around and start lecturing batman as if she has a stool to stand on.

#( 🧩 ✧ INFERIOR PUPPETEER ✧ | OOC ) #// this may or may not be a vague at the new suey side squad game #// and yeah - my eddie is the type to ALSO lecture batman #// but i also make it clear that my depiction is stuck in delulu land and refuses to take his medication and is also very high on hard drug #// and well ... my eddie doesn't kill children lmao #// this blog's still kinda on hiatus ? i wanna return sometime but rn i'm currently sick #// and i've been way too focused on my other blog due to new content #// and new content that hasn't been disappointing me like dc has whoops SDFJNSDFN #// still love eddie tho - he'll always ALWAYS be in my heart #// always be fav character #// sometimes you just need a break

[dante-and-dragons]

Ough. Post-session fatigue is hitting harder than usual today.

#i think it's because it's um. a friday after school. and also we picked up after like a 2 month hiatus. and also it's my new player group #as much as i love them (truly they are Amazing players in terms of creativity and roleplay and scheduling and such) it is a little... #it feels like higher stress because i want to match their level of detail and like... creativity (which i did) #but also i want to make sure that they are having fun which like. dms always want to do. but them especially #bc this is their first experience w/ dnd and i don't want to turn them off it. bc your first dm can really make or break it yk? #but like hhhhh after my players left i just. kinda cried. and it's wild bc it was a good session and they said that they enjoyed it #but the crash was still So real. also like explaining the rules (it was our first combat they know the rules In Theorybut yk how it is) #like tbh explaining the rules wasn't even that bad it was just. i think it was also just i was tired bc of school #(tbh this year i've just gone home midday on fridays bc i get so exhausted on them) and also first sess in a while and cetera #anyway i'm feeling a little better now bc i talked w/ one of my players and she was like. enthusing abt it. and i listened to good music #but like. wooo. that was a REALLY bad post sess crash i haven't felt that bad in ages #d&D #dante dicit #might delete #dming #dm'ing #dungeon master #dm #dungeons and dragons

[herawell]

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#i still can't read fics for most of my favorite fandoms or pairings #because i still feel like all existing fics are better than my own writing #and i get very very bitter and i have to step away because that is Not a headspace i want to go down #i think i'm just going to have to take an extended break from fandom #and continue my hiatus of 2-3 months by this point #i think finishing college and starting my first job and moving out have taken more out of me than i realized #after 3 months of a 3hour commute i'm finall living 15 min from my workplace but even with that gone #i still have very little energy #and also #other stuff about fandom and my abillity to formulate opinions and have convictions #which i cannot and will not articulate here because that's like level 10 friendship/therapists only #so i just avoid writing #but yeah #step back and stay back it is #negativity cw

[dreamsb0u]

I'm gonna be honest, I really haven't been doing well recently and I know it's probably been pretty obvious but I just felt like I should say something. I don't think I'll be super active for a few weeks

#taking a little break #vent ish #thats not to say im gonna be completely gone i'll be around liking people's stuff and commenting and replying and stuff #i probably just wont be posting #this isnt really anyone's fault its a mixture of stuff online and offline that have taken up a lot of my energy to deal with #i have trouble pacing myself and i like to smash out things all at once and feeling the consequences after #i just need a little bit of time to unwind yk #im still happy to talk to people! #just not about anything that makes me stressed i'll back out if i feel like i'm being pressured #i think its burnout? i dont know. #just dont expect much from me rn #is this a hiatus? #i think so #its loud in my head

[incorrect-mltd-quotes]

i love this account so much. thank you for running it its a source of joy every time theres a new post

Ahhh, thank you! I adore seeing messages from people saying how much they love this blog. It completely makes my day...who am I kidding, my week- I'm glad it brings you joy!

#admin talks #just got home from a long shift at work and saw this #could have cried honestly hahaha #to be at my most honest #with how hectic my life is now #i've had to seriously and sadly consider either putting this blog on hiatus for a break to see what that does or stopping it altogether #it's getting harder for me to find the 'right' quotes #and i was wondering if people still liked these #but you know what screw it #i'm not being defeated that easily #mwahahaha #our girls deserve the best #and you all do too! #i think i've said it before somewhere #but the goofiness will continue for as long as i'm able #okay enough of my rambling #thank you to everyone who enjoys this silly little blog of mine #don't forget to look after yourselves!

[ryuunosenshi]

so tempted to break my hiatus just to reblog everything halsin I come across

#i don't love what tumblr has become.. i miss the good old days #but also just miss coming on here and vomiting my newest hyperfixation all over my blog without warning - confusing my followers #then immediately feel bad cause I'm not a tokusatsu blog anymore and letting down people who to this day still like and reblog my old gifs #guess this in itself counts as breaking hiatus so maybe expect an influx of halsin/bg3 and other stuff soon idk

[correct-bangtannies]

I don't even like men and I'm somehow already a military wife, what goes on

PS. Don't open the tags unless you want a big ass wall of text of me rambling on your screen

#hit #im just honestly so glad that I've become a lot more chill with the whole being an army thing #in the sense that i used to be a lot more attached and hyped over everything #i do still get very hyped and i do still have an attachment to them n their work but y'know just more toned down #(i mean i remember the days of staying up all night to watch award shows knowing damn well they'd always perform last) #(mma 2018 was an emotional rollercoaster like i legit cried a little from the tiredness and being overwhelmed with the performance) #so im glad im a lot more calm about the enlistment news than what i would've been say three years ago before they started to #take longer breaks and eventually announce the hiatus this year #it's like they did it in purpose so that the fandom would grow a bit more used to it n im glad to see that a huge majority are very calm #many are sad ofc but its not being treated as some kind of horrific news #if anything ppl are coping with humor including me lmao #so idk im mostly just happy for them that they're taking their VERY well deserved break before doing their service #i just hope everything goes well and is decently peaceful (as peaceful as enlistment can be at least lol) for them once they're there #now why am i rambling in the tags? bc i need to put my thoughts in order but i don't wanna clog my blog with a long ass wall of text 💀 #I'm at least relieved to know that they already have a set plan of when they're going to go and return + BH is sure af gonna keep putting #out a lot of content that they've filmed over all these years #i mean run bts; documentaries; probably even music and ofc not all of them are gonna go at the exact same time #and ofc stuff related to the HYYH and Chakho #them being absent won't as hard for most hopefully #and hey 2 years aint nothing ive waited far longer for stuff to come out than that we'll be fine! #*cries in silksong and the YOI movie

[brynnmclean]

y'all, I feel like I've said this a lot, it is truly a joy to be a GM, but I am so fucking ready to get out of the chair and be a player again

#the goalpost keeps moving #i think i have 10 more sessions in me max #those sessions will be PACKED. have to have a mini boss fight. the breaking of a curse. the boss fight. some kind of arc resolution #that will be player driven! whatever they want to do with relations between two groups before they go north! #and THEN the long awaited audience with gil galad to hopefully broker some kind of alliance between them and tar miriel. #winter will arrive and it will see them either at sea or in lindon. hoping for lindon but they could fuck up negotiations for sure. #the problem with my notes tbh is that there is a lot of stuff in my brain but not a lot on paper #anyway. christ. what is it like just showing up to a d&d session with a character sheet and a notebook. #AKB will be 3 years old in january #i think i'm still in the hot seat until april #i love this campaign. i do i really do. but hoooooo boy. i want a real break. #this last hiatus doesn't feel like it counted because it was schedule driven and i still have to keep things spinning in my mental space. #not to mention no one GMed anything in the meantime #there was some poll recently that was about being a player for a long form campaign like what type of characters have you played #and one-shots and campaigns that fizzled out <3 sessions in don't count #i looked at that poll and was like well damn. i haven't been a player in a long form campaign since probably... 2016. GURPs 4e. #wait that's not true-- the 5e/Star Wars Saga ed hybrid campaign that was a mixed bag. scoundrel ship mechanic zabrak life. #ha! checked my notes! that ended in july 2022 #i feel like that one barely counts though because my PC was wrangling the group to keep us on task (frustrating. i am a plot hound player) #these tags are out of hand #i'm just tired and struggling with stat blocks nbd #to be deleted i guess #do i need a loremaster tag?

[shyspider]

ONE MORE MONTH AAAHHHHSDGUSDGSDBARKBARKBARKBARK I AM READY I AM SO SO READY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Easy there. Breathe, anon.

#You may be ready but I'm not! #I still in the middle of writing Smallest stars #Gotta feed my fluffy fic lovers #and practice NOT writing angst and violence #anon asks #Shyspider answers #Friday Hiatus break

[heiavikings]

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#anyway hi #just a brief come back for one sec to blog about lestappen #because the holy temple of lestappen didn't dissapoint <3 #and threated my boys right #i'm still on my semi-hiatus thing probably #i'm watching the races and lurking blogs #just had to take a break from actively posting and reblogging

[tenspontaneite]

Ok so. Soon, probably not today because my head is mush, but maybe tomorrow, I think I'll be starting to put edits live. Feel free to download the current ao3 version of piaj if you like. I'll reblog this post with progress updates and post the full changelog when it's done.

#piaj misc #i didn't actually finish the info timelining for a few reasons #1. it takes about a million years #2. it was really unlikely to make me have to re-edit any of the edits anyway #like I'm still going to have to catch up on it because it is very important to the plot #but i need to stop willingly giving my adhd brain more barriers between me and doing stuff #so #it's about time to get this edits in order #and then we can hiatus break #about fucking time honestly

[normaltothemax]

Haven't gotten much writing done here this weekend, but I just...haven't felt like it?

#✦ ooc #oh well #all the stuff you guys have responded to are in my drafts #maybe this week at some point i'll feel up to it #taking a little tumblr writing break for rn though #i'm still around and wouldn't call it a hiatus bc ill probably still do some little things #but most of the stuff there's gonna be a bit of a wait on #sorry