Welp,
Im not feeling myself right now. My heart rate was around 130-150 (that’s what her blood pressure cup said). I felt really weird and I started to cry. I could feel my heart racing. I was feeling like I was going to die…
For those wondering, a normal heartbeat is 60-100. My epilepsy causes my heart to race. I felt strange, and I was panicking. I entire body felt as if it were trying to be separated from my soul and consciousness.
Maybe it was the 🍃🌿 (Mary Jane) (I vaped. But I’ve never felt like this vaping before. I hope it completely passes).
I’ll update in a bit. I apologize for the inconvenience. I appreciate you all.
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OK YES THAT END SCENE BUT THE WAY TIM IMMEDIATELY SAID IT WAS SERIOUS WHEN GREY ASKED WITH ZERO HESITATION. AT ALL???? I’M LAUNCHING MYSELF INTO THE SUN
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I really am God’s strongest solider when I buckle down to knock out multiple uni projects at once while blasting the Bloodborne soundtrack and One-Winged Angel in my ears for the night.
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Hach, ich schmelze 😫😍🙏
Klaas redet in der neuen Folge Baywatch Berlin davon, wie er und Joko ja eine gewisse Vertrautheit haben, die neulich soweit ging, dass Joko ihm während ihres Gesprächs den Schnittlauch zwischen den Zähnen ganz selbstverständlich rausgefummelt hat (und Klaas erst später darüber gestolpert ist und nicht in diesem Moment) ❤️😭
(ich mein ihh bäh niemand sollte das tun hahahha aber diese Vertrautheit der zwei ist 👌)
❤️🙏😍
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tell me why i'm crying
i haven't even watched the new episode and i'm crying
this has been a long time coming
the relief i feel
*flies into the sun*
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"My girl, I'm here again to continue being sweet. You know, I couldn't help but read you early. There are curious little cherubs wondering what I'm writing to you. This makes me nervous for some reason, but I like this threatening tactic, and you won't stop me from putting more dedication into my letters. You know that you are my source of inspiration. When I close my eyes, I think about how you would be in person, but a description of you is something that I can't define because perfection knows no limits, just like describing your voice, your scent, your skin... Oh God, you're so perfect that I feel insignificant. It's not because I fall into those silly clichés of others, but because when one truly loves another, there is no one else, because our souls harmonize to the tune of the birdsong to become one. Because your concerns, your anger, your needs, they are also mine. I want to learn more about you. I want to know what it feels like to share a walk through the city or a town, pampering you in the smallest detail with sweets or maybe pastries. How about something savory? Do you like being treated like a queen? Well, let me open the door to that restaurant you've been longing to go to. Sit down before I take your seat. Let me show you that I am a gentleman first and let you take the order. Laugh at my formality, but I am happy that you are there. Order whatever you want, my little angel. I am so in love and lost in your eyes that all I want is to join my lips with yours and feel like I've reached heaven. Soft and wet, it's paradise to feel this flutter in my chest. Can I touch them? With a soft and fearful movement, let me run my thumb over them because this sensation is so strong. Why do you let me do it? Not only caressing your cheek, looking into your eyes, you imprison me, you corner me, you've blinded me. My girl, come and take my hand, and let's keep walking through this city or town. We'll laugh at anything, talk endlessly until you get tired. You're ecstatic, and so am I. Don't feel bad when we have to say goodbye. There's always tomorrow and a new day to smile at. I'll kiss your hands as many times as necessary, I'll scare your pain away, and I'll be your handkerchief when your tears fall. My girl, no matter how hard it is, I love you. Together we can overcome that pain. You are strong, you are beautiful, you are a gift that no one can compare to. Can't anyone see how incredible my angel is? She can create unimaginable things that no one can appreciate like I do because she is so misunderstood by many, but for those who get to know her, they can't understand how you do it. Let's dance, my precious, let's dance again and again on this night. Hide your face in my chest, feel my heartbeats, they are for you, don't you see it? It's not a joke. What I would like most is to live in the same place, on the same street, and in your same space. My love is pure. I don't want to hurt you, just listen to what I want to tell you, just a little... Even if we never see each other or hear each other, let this beautiful memory live on of two beings who loved each other through fearless night letters."
LOVE LETTER #8 (Last One So Far)
Received this one from him less than six hours ago...
I was crying so hard through this I couldn't properly draw anymore. I'm sorry... I'm just so moved. I'm not crying from sadness but because I am so so happy.
I think it was (hilariously) a response to the playful Twitter post I made lol:
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