#NOW THAT I GOT THIS OFF MY CHEST

[andy-clutterbuck]

Rick's leather sling | requested by EVERYONE

#the power this has??? #Rick Grimes #* #rg #The Ones Who Live #pls #nice to be attacked by my own gifsets again #HIS UPPER BODY #STAB ME WITH A RAKE #i love arm #anyone got a quarter we can bounce off his chest? #forget about refashioning my legs as a hula hoop..... #i found out what i wanna be when i grow up #also his arm hair but I'm not gonna be that weird right now #i know he's gotta be SOLID as hell #excuse me where is the ticket booth for this ride #nice rack rick #that second gif is just illegal #i'd be more open than Motel 6 #would let him raw me in a gas station bathroom in one of those towns in the boonies that are always the center of horror movies #*GLASS BREAKING* *SIRENS WAILING* #*me on my front lawn apologizing to CBS News* #Kay i need to bring back the tag™ remember the tag? #he's so goddamn fine i want his dick in my lungs #that one #classic

[deer-knight]

they/them

photos of my top surgery healing process quickly spiraled into elven warrior photos. y’know? i’m not sorry.

[image description: four photos of op from the knees or hips up, standing indoors. op is a slim 20s white person with long wavy brown hair worn loose. they wear a dark green damask skirt with a leaf pattern, elf ears, and hold an arming sword in two of the photos. their bare chest has tape covering top surgery incisions. end image description.]

#top surgery #trans #nonbinary #elfcore #fantasycore #nonbinary elf #they/them #y'all i cannot begin to explain the euphoria i got from just standing in my room like this #hopefully the tape will come off at my appointment tomorrow! #you're all gonna see way more of my chest than anyone signed up for #i was always supposed to be like this #i feel so at home in my body now

[gideonisms]

Look wake is not winning any mother of the year awards but you also have to consider, Gideon was her unwanted pregnancy she went through with to keep john from continuing to colonize her people. it's clear that wake had family she DID love and chose to prioritize their future. But years later, after watching gideon sacrifice everything for the empire wake spent her whole life fighting, with no indication Gideon will ever switch sides, wake chooses not to destroy her. Apparently for no other reason than that she's her child. meanwhile john sticks his traumatized recently dead 19 year old on the front lines of a war! now WHO do y'all think should win this custody battle

#wake is not heartless she's just got priorities #yes she did say fuck that kid. but she also saved her twice #tbh none of these people should be parents not even pyrrha #okay NOW i think i may have gotten all my tlt thoughts from this week off my chest #they were pent up in there

[laniemae]

Just gonna say it again- I really hate when people flanderise John to just some “always angry guy” who’s always bitchy but actually an uwu tsundere. Like seriously John in canon is a lot more stoic and composed yet EVERY fan content I see of him has him be constantly angry and hot headed like he’s Fuuta! And it makes me upset because I really love John and he’s probably the most flanderised character I’ve seen so far ever and just. Ugh I want people to properly understand him instead having him be a ship tool.

#milgram #mikoto kayano #John kayano #john milgram #like please let him be an actual person instead of just a tsundere! #I elaborated on this in a tag rant not too long ago but I really feel like it’s mido’s fault #Like before double people always thought that John was the angry one and mido existed and he was the stoic one #But now we’ve got more characterisation for John people still haven’t dropped the thing of him being hotheaded and just #Basically having him be a flat archetype and mido be the stoic one and like #I still really don’t like mido and how his involvement always flanderises John (and mikoto to an extent) #And his fans are so pushy about him being canon it’s just aughh #it’s sad as lots of mikoto (and especially john) fans I see don’t actually like them who who they actually are in canon #But for this distorted perception of them by fanon #I just needed to let this off my chest this thing has been annoying me forever #I guess I’ve always felt iffy as having mikoto and John as some of my favorites and I guess since I focus more on their actual canon selves #This is why I’ve always felt weird about my love for them as I just feel like what people’s ideas of them are just completely different #I just want people to understand this

[leona-florianova]

prediction on me vs the fallout show

I will watch it on some czech pirating site, and get tired of it after the first two episodes..I wont stop watching tho...cause I will watch the third episode sped up to at least 1.25... and after that I will either watch episodes skipping scene to scene that have KMac n/or Goggins in it...or I will stop watching completely.

And my biggest gripe for the duration of the show will really be the lack of textures, the general griminess, and wear and tear on some props, costumes and sets. I will be hyperfocusing on those insufficiently rusted, windswept, decaying, festering and oozing surfaces SO BAD I wont even catch what the show is about.

But that wont be a problem for long cause I will forget that the show was a thing just a week or two after it ends.

Ill go back to replaying the original fallouts and to drawing side characters that nobody else really cares about. Happily oblivious to whats happening with the rest of the fandom, because I dont really go there that much anyway.

#fallout #thoughts #i got that off my chest now so i dont have to say that when it airs #ill just reblog this #and if it will be actually good #which i doubt #ill just say.. yah...its ok #i love preparing for worst #)

[bookrat]

Pretty sure my little man has a case of abundism affecting the marble tabby coat under all those white splotches

#random pet post #it really is a weird coat pattern #I'm never sure if I should describe him accurately as a white marked tabby or as the first impression people get of a black and white cat #love his little backward C's #I got all my other pets around the same time and they've been dying off one by one this last year or so #I'm down to just this 4yo kit and Bruiser #actually I'm not done whispering in the tags #pretty soon it's just gonna be me and this terrible little man against the world #and he gives me such weird problems you cannot even begin to imagine #took to the leash and harness without a bit of difficulty but I can't take him anywhere cuz he freaks out about people 500ft away #really difficult to find sitters for him cuz he gets so stressed about changes and waits until 3am to SCREAM #he's 17 lbs and wants to sleep on my chest 14 hours a day #took him on a work trip a week or 2 ago cuz of aforementioned petsitting troubles and some kind of wire got crossed #so instead of stress peeing in my laundry basket he now humps the nearest blanket covered limb to alert me of problems #he got scared of his water dish recently and is only now starting to get over it after 3 weeks of drama #he knocked it over last night and humped my leg while I tried to sleep to try and convey to me that he was thirsty #I'm thinking of getting a second cat and just fucking hoping that it'll be normal and maybe Prompto can target it for some of his weirdness

[luck-of-the-drawings]

THAT WOUND. THAT VILE WOUND. it throbs in time with your speeding heart, and the ache it carries through your veins is oppressive, its hot, it tangles around your jaw and through your spine and behind your eyes. there are needles, sprouting from the lacerations like the most heinous ivy, and it strangles your lungs, rips tears from your eyes, lures bile to your throat. it hurts. oh god it hurts. you cant think, you cant breathe, you cant swallow, you cant see. you cant see. you cant see. you cannot see but you know when your eyes are closed, because there are colors stained upon the backs of your eyelids. they form images of loved ones, of viscera, of bile and blood and blackened mud. its jarring, they make anxiety spike outwards, frantic ferro fluid, frightened from faces too scared, too pained, too dead, too piercing with eyes staring straight at you, straight at you. actually, you cant tell when your eyes are open.

SAUCE FREE VERSION UNDER THE CUT.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #jrwi riptide spoilers #cw blood #gillion tidestrider #cw injury #wadda hell else i tag this as huh #OHH I HAVCE A STORY FOR THIS ONE. IM ACTUALLY POSTING SMTH AS SOON AS I FINISH IT THIS TIME #I STARTED THIS LIKEEE I THINK A TWO WEEKS OR SO AGO. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SCRIBBLE SKETCH similar to that one i made o chip #BUT THEN WELL. I GOT ILL AND MY WRIST STOPPED WORKING N MY PEN PRESSURE STOPPED BEING REAL #SO FOR A MISERABLE WEEK I WAS JUST PLACING PIXELS WITH MOUSE OR NONDOMMY HAND. SLOWLY BUT SURELY #THE PAIN I DEPICT HERE IS REAL. AND ALSO BASED OFF MY EXPERIENCE WITH AGONIZING TOOTH PAIN. I LOVE DESCRIBING PAIN #ALSO so i have limits with how Gross i draw gore. like i cant stand puss or anythign too gnarly like eeeeww i dont like it too yucky #EVEN SO. THIS WOUND? FESTERING? BLISTERING? HOOOWWW FUN EHEHE i wanted to make this wound look PAINFUL and AWFUL and GROSS but not TOO GROS #OH TURN UR BRIGHTNESS UP FOR THIS ONE BTW #THERE ARE THINGS HIDDEN IN THE DARK AND ALSO THE COLORS LOOK LIKE SHIT ON MY DARKER MONITER #im also rly proud o the colors... pink blood on chest vs blue blood on face. the STICKYNESS. BEHOLD MY VISCOSITY. the splatter. the pain. #OKAY OKAy i think im done ramblin for now #if u read all this thankuuuu i loove yooouu

[evilbubu]

nobody cares but i just want to say thank you to twenty one pilots song; next semester for giving me the strength to drop out of University after it absolutely crushed me mentally, emotionally and physically. So, thank you. I'll try again, next semester.

#twenty one pilots #twenty øne piløts #next semester #“I don't wanna be here” #“Can you die of anxiousness?” #“This is a taste test of what i hate less” #“There's a pressure in my chest” #“start fresh next semester” #never felt so heard and understood by a song at the perfect period of my life before #me at 2AM sitting alone watching the music video when it got on my recommendation page on ytb #it was like #a weight has been lifted off my chest #sounds corny but its so true #im not even like a fan #the only other songs i know are heathens and stressed out #i think ill become a fan now

[kitsquared]

I've been memeing on Dazai and leaning on the theories that's its all his plan he's doing this to convince fyodor and Sigma etc but it didn't hit me at all till watching episode 8 that he may have been genuinely trying to reach Chuuya by mentioning their partnership

Like I do think Dazai was being honest in that speech but the anime has made me think he is trying to get into chuuya's head and ch 109 kept springing up in my mind while watching

That implies that there isn't a 100% certainty he's conscious yet in ch 109

But Dazai has already placed his trust and life on Chuuya at that point too

#its wild. Im really hung up over this i need to ramble in the tags to get it off my chest #bsd spoilers #(kit)^2 #chuuya isnt conscious but Chuuya's life is in Dazai's hands in this dangerous plan #which is one main reason its upsetting to dazai #since dazai is always upfront of the high stakes in the situations theyre in and asks for Chuuya's agreement on plans #chuuya got dragged into this. Chuuya is being used without his knowledge. As a weapon and as something that is not human #and dazai knows? predicts? that theyll survive the drowning room #but chuuya doesnt know that #doesnt know dazai isnt trying to kill him. That dazai has to trust fyodor to have a plan to survive yknow #the two scenes in his flashback are when they both understood each other. When it was life or death #so dazai is trying to project that. try to get chuuya to understand that this is a plan #To trust their partnership and history together that they will get out of this #And then later. Once more brings it up #After also seeing that he got a reaction from commenting on chuuya's punches #He was entrusted with chuuyas life and now he entrusts his with chuuya who is still vampirized ?? #And it's some dead apple level of trust #...all this with the belief that's its all according to dazais plan #Rambling #My boy really had a misdirection an apology and a plea in one speech #Bsd #I'm going off by vibes. We still don't know the truth

[thecowboykatsuki-anon]

On the rare occasion I join the boys at the gym, Kats pouts cause I only let Eiji spot me. It’s completely his own fault though after nearly getting me crushed under the bar while I was bench pressing.

He glanced down at me mid-rep, arms crossed and went “I’m getting deja vu from this position, princess,” with a sudden wolffish grin and suddenly all I could think of was the night before when he’d had my head hanging off the bed so he could watch my throat bulge with his cock while Eiji fucked me.

The comment caught me so off guard I faltered and the asshole was laughing too hard to properly get the bar completely off, so Eiji had to rush over and help lift it so I wasn’t crushed.

He still grumbles about it not being fair everytime I borrow Eiji to spot me and it takes everything in me not to flip him off everytime.

#now the entire reason he couldn’t get me out from under the bar is literally because he was doubled over it LAUGHING #not cause it’s too heavy for him #like he got it off my chest enough for me to breathe but Eijiro had to actually replace the weight on the rack #he wheezed he thought he was gonna bust a rib he was laughing so hard #and I nearly strangled him right there #t’s selfship #goose’s selfship #Katsuki x goose x Eijiro #kiribaku x goose #selfship #Bakugou smut #I guess?? #bakugou #Kiri #mha

[bananasbyler]

Thinking abt how they’re all looking at a different person LMAO

Will -> El

El -> Mike

Mike -> Will

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Will’s uncomfortable, feels left out, and notices El acting different around Mike.

El’s laughing and trying to be like a couple again to Mike, but also lying to him a lot of the day.

Mike is joking around and wants to include Will, but won’t do it directly. He’s also making sure Will is having fun, but trying to please El by acting coupley at the rink.

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How else would Will know that El is faking her emotions and lying to Mike constantly if he wasn’t focusing on El?

Why else would El try to convince Mike that she was happy and had friends in California if she wasn’t trying to put up a front for him?

How else would Mike know if Will was being sulky or grumpy if he wasn’t watching Will’s reaction all the time?

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All of these result in different outcomes:

Will sternly tells El that she shouldn’t be faking things and hiding the fact that she’s getting bullied all the time.

El can’t hide her emotions anymore and she bonks her bully in front of Mike— even before that, she demands her bully to just go and tell Mike that it was a joke amongst friends.

Mike lashes out on Will because he’s mad that Will didn’t reach out to him either and calls Will out for being visibly upset the whole day at the rink.

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In conclusion:

Will wants El to be honest to Mike.

El wants to seem happy for Mike.

Mike wants Will to actually be happy.

=

Will is saying it’s okay to be upset in front of Mike.

El is hiding being upset for the sake of Mike.

Mike is trying to make Will not upset anymore.

#phew #okay #I gotta sleep now lmao #glad I got that off of my chest #if y’all say TLDR…. I mean fair enough but damn #will byers #mike wheeler #byler s4 #stranger things #byler #michael wheeler #william byers #stranger things s4 #stranger things s5 #stranger things season 5 #stranger things 5 #byler season 5 #byler s5 #byler season 4

[sysig]

How is skeleton shaped (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Papyrus #Sans #Some redraws! I just don't feel like scanning the originals so they'll stay contextless for now lol #I apparently used to draw Papyrus' scarf/cape with a little squiggly bit down the middle of his chest as well :0 I think it looks silly now #The donk-pecks I was talking about! :D Give your sibling a family kiss ♪ As much as skeletons can anyhow lol #Papyrus was being silly and then leaned down fully expecting it lol - another thing smol and I do a lot haha #Sometimes doing the cat thing of headbutting for attention lol #Sad skele doodles! Oh no! D: Best boy is the saddest around </3 #I used to draw Papyrus' mouth as having teeth behind his teeth so I gave it another go - I think I'm good on it now lol I like his weird jaw #I don't know if I based the original eye-glows off anything specific :0 I wasn't as particular about my notes back then haha #He is still very fun to draw crying tho poor lad :') #Originally the second one of Papyrus with his eyes glowing had Sans comforting him with a forehead donk - even in this redraw! #But I got the angle wrong so I removed him and then had brainworms about it lol #Something something the player (the artist) controlling the appearance/experience and moving the pieces (the characters) around as they like #I already know all that! I've been metaphorically playing with dolls for years years years! It just never stops being weird #It's like being aware of my own breathing and blinking - it's ''natural'' and normal and there's obviously nothing wrong with it lol #There's just a level of awkward....Feeling surrounding awareness lol - intentionality! It's not like I can stop just because I'm aware of it #It's just so whimsical /neutral - if Sans had turned out how I wanted him to he'd be there comforting his brother! But because I... #As stated I have brainworms please excuse me lol #The level of weird feels between the various mediums is really interesting to me tho :) Being a player or reader or watcher or artist! #They all feel different - more or less in control of what happens to them and yet never fully without culpability hehe #Obviously as an artist it feels the most in control - even to my own empathetic detriment! (It's not that serious lol) #The difference between being a player and a reader is a lot closer than being a watcher tho imo it's like a spectrum of responsibility #Though that's kinda also just how I feel about media consumption in general lol - I guess one of those is technically media production #Anyway! Lol #I don't know where I got the idea that his hoodie is two-tone other than the separation of his pockets? #It is a cute design! Dunno if I'll keep it going forward just for convenience but I'm not mad about it lol

[willkimurashat]

Rant? (potential spoilers?)

Alright, don't hate me for this, but I actually feel bad for Amelia. Firstly, no one's interested in her romantically (story of my life, and let me tell you, that really does your head in sometimes). Secondly, she's been put in the middle of drama multiple times now, for the sake of drama and/or for shaking her already somewhat shady/unsteady relationship with her twin. Thirdly, the guy that is supposedly head over heels with mc (in my game it was Roberto) goes on to kiss Amelia and then she has to act like nothing happened because she doesn't want to cause more drama for her sister, plus, he still acts all pouty around mc and looks disappointed when she doesn't pick him at the recoupling. Who's to say that Zeph didn't actually pine for Amelia the whole time he's been in a relationship with mc, and Amelia just had to watch that with pain all these years?? And now she has to see everyone in the villa swoon over mc, while she is, again, left in the shadow. I meannn, if I were Amelia, I'd probably cry all day or walk, ngl. So no, I don't want to be her enemy, we're siblings and I want us to be on the same team - I don't want any discourse between us, I just want to forget the past and for her to be happy in a couple with someone who genuinely cares for her.

#litg spoilers #i always click the option that says 'we're cool' #i don't want to be enemies with my sister - what kind of family would i be? #idk maybe if i had siblings irl i would say different things but this is like a sibling simulator to me and i want to make things right lol #anyways.. i also didn't like how roberto was awfully quiet during that whole conversation about their kiss on the terrace:/ #it rubbed me the wrong way how he just let amelia take the blame completely ignoring his constant grafting with mc after that... #okay i got it off my chest now lol #perhaps this means an amelia fic is in the making lol... #litg #love island the game #litg s6 #litg double trouble #litg amelia #litg roberto #litg mc

[possession1981]

JACOB Thrill Ride fancam / 210812

#the boyz #tbz #tbzinc #jacob #jacob bae #kflops #kpopccc #underratedidolsedit #kpopco #malegroupsnet #*mywork #ult #eyestrain #listen- don't look at me. #i wanna say smth bitter tho bc this is my post and my tags lol uh if they don't give him some mf screentime for this cb i will... idek #something really mean anyways. he literally won't turn it off for a SECOND on stage even tho he's constantly half hidden and u know what #i want some justice. #lmao anywayssssssss! now that i got that off my chest i can tell u all that i am so normal about this :) #*ults

[zagreus-eats-your-bread]

Wtf is red dwarf and why does it look so cool

It's a British scifi comedy show from 1988 where in the very first episode everyone but one guy on the space ship "red dwarf" fucking dies. This one guy survives bc he was put in stasis for smuggling a cat on board. After 3 million years he gets outta stasis and learns that everyone died from a radiation leak and yk, it being 3MILLON years later its basically safe to assume hes the only human left alive. The ships computer, who is a floating head on a screen and who (legit and no joke) later transes his gender for a few seasons resurrects the guys boss as a hologram, who incidentally is also the person that accidentally killed everyone. The guys cat was pregnant and in the 3million years it took him to get outta stasis the cats evolved into humanoid guys so one of those cat people is there too. This all happens in the first episode.

The show has legit such interesting scifi ideas and shit i am so mad about how good it is. Shaking. If you like parallel universes then boy will you have something here. This guy:

Is legit at least 10 completely different characters.

You need to watch it rn. The only thing that keeps you from going "this shit is actually very sad" is the laugh tracks. For some fucking reason they keep making this show every 5 years or so. There was a movie in 2020. I hope they never stop.

#the two main guys also hate eachother and if your thinking 'that seems pretty yaoi' i must also point out theres an episode where the one #guy really misses the other guy and has a dream aboit making out #idek what this show is man. its so good #thank yoi for asking me though now i got all that off my chest here and dont have to annoy my friends #also they have a made up swear word and it took me like 4 episodes before i was sure that its not just some real obscure British swear word

[mjtheartist04]

*sigh*….today was not my day

It was a long tiring day and work for the past few days was…something💀 people just know how to make you feel like crap sometimes.

But I am home now and ya know what makes me feel better???…

Drinking hot cocoa and Drawing my blorbo :]

#atleast it got me out to draw SOMETHING #I don’t really rent or talk about my feelings like this- #but wanted to get it off my chest a bit #and it’s giving me some what of a relief. #Srry if it’s like random💀 #anyways I like how this came out tho #getting into the Christmas spirit :D #I getting ready to change my blog soon #so this’ll be my Christmas banner #I just now gotta make a pfp✨