#What's the fucking point

[cloverhighfive]

tbh not sure I'll ever watch SPN again

why watch Dean have a rough life only to get nothing out of it?

obviously Destielgate

Sam has Jared's face hard to ignore

Anyway wake me up when Dean kisses Cas.

#spn #clover talks #good thing I've watched it a few times already #I own s1 to s14 #didn't even bother buying s15 #what's the fucking point #destiel #destielgate #spn rewatch

[in-sufficientdata]

okay but literally

literally

has any fibro patient out there found any single thing that does anything for anything

they tried me on lyrica and it made my symptoms worse

they tried nerve blocks and it was a needle stick and pain from that, and a day of recovery, and then the same pain level as before afterwards

the strongest thing they'll prescribe as pain pills is 500mg aleve which is like I might as well go swallow some tictacs

and every time I try to discuss pain options I get a speech about how they won't give me opioids, which I don't even want because when I was on one once for a broken bone it gave me brain fog and no pain relief at all anyway

the only thing I've found that improves things is physical therapy but last course of that insurance was willing to pay for, I slept wrong one night, and it undid a month of work, and then my sessions were up for the year

#fibromyalgia #chronic pain #chronic illness #chronic #molly's mad life #what's the fucking point

[raccoonium]

i saw a promotional flyer for a gym in my town made with AI i wanna kms

#it's got to a point #where i just can't see anything #instead of looking to appreciate the details #i keep searching for proof that it's not made by a person #it's disgusting #i cant even enjoy art anymore #what's the fucking point

[somnambulic-thing]

always remember:

Every time you send an anon to rain on someone's parade, Eddie flips you the bird.

#really #like a massive fucking condor of a bird #just don't be a dick #what's the fucking point

[ricksanchezbignaturals]

y'know i don't understand the whole reaching out to your friends when you feel like self harming thing that therapists want you to do because like they can't even help me with that shit themselves. you're supposed to be some kind of psychology professional, ive been talking to people like you since i was like 9 and guess what, im still miserable, i still wanna cut myself. tf is kevin the headshop cashier supposed to say? fucking hell im just so tired

#i just didn't bother texting anybody. i have in the past i know how that goes so what's the point #i guess that's kinda how im feeling about everything y'know #ive seen a million different doctors and been on a million different pills and i only get worse as time goes on so idk #what's the fucking point #i'll just keep sleeping my life away and doing all the same little bad for you coping mechanisms over and over again #because what else is there to do #fuck #vent #vent post #tw vent #vent tw #sh tw #tw sh #self harm #self harm tw #tw self harm

[cryptidfagswag]

i will never be seen as a man. i know that and I wish with everything i am that that will change but i cant think of a future like that. i dont want to die but is it really worth living if nobody fucking cares. i don't even fucking care anymore. misgender me i dont give a fucking shit. you clearly fucking dont so i wont either.

#ive been introduced to so many people as a guy but they still fucking call me she #im so fucking tired #rant #transmasc dysphoria #tw dysphoria #tw sui ideation #i fucking hate this #so fucking much #what's the fucking point

[itstimeforstarwars]

Currently wasting my entire day off because of the grief depression.

#chit chat #i need to get out of bed i have stuff i have to do #but like #what's the fucking point #negative

[tetrafelino]

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#I am just unbelievably superfluous and incapable of doing anyone good even myself #I am nothing a human being should be #what's the fucking point

[truetgirl]

I just realized I don't think I have ever been gendered correctly by a stranger that didn't ask first. Not even once. Cool. Anybody wanna fucking kill me real quick? I'll pay ya five bucks.

#what's the fucking point #HRT does almost nothing to me physically and I haven't been able to continue laser in a few months and #I just #I wanna be me #kelly things #transgender #trans

[alicethecamelhas2humps]

fuck tumblr

one of my fav mutuals has deactivated, fair enough they probably need a detox, but...

they aent me a last message, and I can't fucking read it because tumblr is a pile of shit.

fuck this place

#rant #what's the fucking point

[alvadee]

the world is so crazy i just wanna know that somewhere i could in theory go and see alw's poto in its original form with maria björnson's gorgeous costumes, haunting set design and hal prince's wonderful staging. like, it's a thing i've clung onto since many, many years.

#alvadee's shit #i hate how everything changes and gets much more cheap #what do you even live for if nothing has value anymore #there's not enough budget to put any love in it #what's the fucking point

[chenziee]

tumblr: choose what tabs you see on your dash!!! :D

me: HOLY SHIT I CAN HIDE THE FOR YOU TAB YES THANK GOD

tumblr: you can hide tags you follow but do NOT touch our beloved algo stuff <3

me:

me:

me: are you for fucking real rn

#tumblr dot com #why #what's the fucking POINT

[carnival-core]

Ok it is rlly late for me rlly early for others so fuck it I'll make a post here . If I remember to I'll delete it later if not it's not like anyone stalks my blog that I know of so whatever

But gotta ask , partially as just a depressed person but especially as a trans Floridian . Like . What's the point. Of anything. Anymore. What's the point.

#I hate that I #Gotta fight and claw and scream every day so stupid old dudes dont take away my constitutional rigjts and it doesnt even work #and I Cant fight #I got like three diagnosed mental illnesses and god knows how many undiagnosed physical chronic ones #I dont know how to drive #I dont have the energy to fight . #So I guess some day #the people who are supposed to protect me will kill me #fine #I am too afraid of what might come after to die #but I #sure don't want to live #and I'm #supposed to interact with people and be nice and do things in spite of everything? #What's the fucking point #neg #ask to tag #behind the tent

[of-another-broken-heart]

I had hoped to file taxes. Not because I have to. I definitely didn’t make enough to be required to file.

But, just in the small chance I’d be owed something for itemized deductions, since all my work was independent contractor type.

I couldn’t get it done, though. Too overwhelming. Too much information to try to wrestle. Too much stress and uncertainty. Too exhausted.

Too exhausted.

So now the opportunity is gone and the guilt is here.

The guilt is here. Forever and ever, and oh how it grows.

#personal #I used all the money I saved for my car #to help pay our overdue electric bill #and now my car registration is coming due #and my mom won't let me just sell or scrap the damn thing #sitting broken down for two fucking years #completely fucking trapped and isolated #and now I'm supposed to pull $200 out of my ass #to renew registration on a car that doesn't run #and that no one will fucking fix #what's the fucking point #I'm sick I'm hungry I'm tired I'm poor and it never gets better

[hwiyoungies]

what’s the point of having a fucking doorbell if people are going to call you instead of fucking ringing it and then leaving with your food because you aren’t on your phone 24/7 to see if someone is calling

#i'm so fucking mad the store had their phone turned off as well #what's the fucking point #b.txt

[sarenhale]

bought flowers and pastries for mother’s day to just have my mom being fucking mad at me and giving me the silent treatment for no reason. fuck this 

#i should shove this shit in the trashbin at this point #what's the fucking point