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sailorkamino · 1 year

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Hi! Could you write some headcannons for tbb x body insecure or plus sized reader?

body insecurities [bad batch]

relationships: gn!reader x bad batch

warnings: weight insecurities, echo has body dysmorphia, diet culture, an older sibling being a parental figure, autistic tech struggling w/ emotions, past body shaming

a/n: i love writing for tech but i struggle with his dialogue, if you're a bad batch writer pls send me some tips to making him sound in character <3

crosshair

• great at reading body language so he can tell when you need comfort even if you don't verbalize it

• he might seem annoyed but that's just his rbf, if he didn't care he wouldn't ask

• the type to be angry when he's worried

• it's eaiser to threaten you then admit he cares

• he'll say stuff like "take a risk like that again and i'll shoot you" or "drink some water dumb ass, i'm not your baby sitter"

• his first reaction is to fight the problem

• "did someone tell you that shit?"

• once he realizes he doesn't need to commit murder he's not leaving you along until you talk

• cross is the best listener and i will die on this hill

• he can seem dismissive of your insecurities but he does care, he just thinks you're wrong lmao

• brutally honest so any praise from him means a lot

echo

• the most empathetic boyfriend part 1

• def has suffered from body dysmorphia so he understands

• but also baffled cuz you're perfect to him

• he's very serious about your mental health so he wants to his a conversation about this

• the most genleman to ever gentleman, he will shower you in love!!

• lots of cuddling and sweet words

• hope you don't have any plans cuz you're not allowed to leave his arms until you feel better

• if you want to eat better that's great! but none of these unhealthy diets you see on the holonet

• no he'll research the best diet/exercise plan for you personally to make sure you're safe <3

• you've helped so much with his confidence he's determined to return the favor

hunter

• instantly knows when something's bothering you

• as the oldest he was forced into a parental role at a young age so he has a lot of expierence with comforting

• will give you a worried dad look until you tell him what's wrong

• he might get a little pushy if you aren't opening up

• he doesn't mean to but worrying about his loved ones is like his default setting

• [protective mode activated] did someone say something? cross will probably help get rid of a body if he asks-

• blames himself for your doubt

• secretly reads/watches romance stories so he'll probably drop some cheesy lines from them

• shows your tummy lots of love, like using it as a pillow while you stroke his hair or sneaking a hand under your top, lulled by your breaths

• cuddles with skin to skin contact are very intimate to hunter cuz of his higtened senses so this is very special privilege

• if it'll give you confidence he offers to work out with you, using the holonet he tries to find 'fun' exercises you can both enjoy (yoga, zumba, etc.)

tech

• he'll get frustrated because he doesn't understand your pov

• he's told you that you're attractive and healthy, why are you still upset?

• hunter has always told him "you can't make others see things the way you do" and it's infuriating for him

• tech is a fixer so he feels helpless when he can't just fix your insecurities

• he'll encourage you to talk to one of his more emotionally intelligent brothers which you take as rejection

• when your eyes fill with tears he panics even more

• "perhaps i should get hunter-" "i don't want your brothers, i want you tech"

• he's quiet for a moment before awkwardly opening his arms, "physical touch causes the brain to release oxytocin, a bonding hormone that strengthens social bonds in mammals. would you like a hug?"

• he's always found you attractive but never voiced it, now he makes sure to tell you every time

• get ready for blunt but 100% genuine compliments like "your chest is distracting in that shirt"

wrecker

• the most empathetic boyfriend part 2

• king of emotional intelligence

• will pick you up and hold you like you're a doll, laughs if you call yourself 'heavy'

• everyone is kind of small to wrecker (even his brothers) so to him you're practically a baby tooka

• but still he takes your feelings seriously

• cadet wrecker was definitely body shamed by regs so he knows how it feels

• showers you with affection 24/7 so it's hard to feel insecure around this guy

• will fight anyone who makes you feel bad >:(

• like hunter, he also offers to work out with you (not just cuz he loves showing off-)

• loves active games, like just dance or wii sports

• is up for any activity has long as you're involved tbh

#the bad batch #clone wars #bad batch #the bad batch x reader #bad batch x reader #tbb crosshair #tbb crosshair x reader #tbb echo #tbb echo x reader #tbb hunter x reader #tbb hunter #tbb tech x reader #tbb tech #tbb wrecker x reader #tbb wrecker #sergeant hunter x reader

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marshmallowprotection · 1 year

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Hi! I hope I'm asking correctly, I read the rules but am generally new to asking for things on tumblr so I apologize if I missed anything <3 Could you possibly do a RFA x a stubborn MC who's in slight denial that she's sick with a fever because she nevers gets fevers and hates being a burden? So she'll often push herself to do things around the house or continue on with how things normally are even if it means that she'll pass out from straining herself too much?

Yoosung would never want you to work yourself into the ground. It doesn't matter if you finish something in a timely manner. If it affects your health in any way that makes it harder on you, that doesn't need to be something you do. It's not like he's a stranger to working into the night on something. He's done it a few times before and he always comes out on the other side feeling exhausted with himself for choosing to do it.

He knows better but everybody makes mistakes sometimes. He isn't the kind of person that can be strict with somebody but, by god, he will stop you if you're running around with a fever. It makes him feel like he is taking after his mother, but he doesn't want you to feel bad so he starts to understand what it feels like to care about somebody enough to say no when they need to hear it. He's gentle, of course, but he doesn't want you to wind up in the hospital because you didn't slow down.

Zen never has to worry about his health because his body always takes care of it for him. But that doesn't mean that he doesn't understand that other people aren't as lucky as him. He knows that everyone else has a harder time healing and taking care of themselves. When it comes to you, he would never want you to overwork yourself.

Even if he's guilty of doing that to himself all the time on set, it shouldn't be that way for you. He would grab you by the wrist if you tried to make dinner by yourself in a feverish state. He isn't going to be stern, but he's going to be forward. His voice is gentle but he warns you to not do this to yourself. You're not going to make things worse on yourself. Not if he can help it. He has the time to take care of you. He will make time.

Jaehee desperately needs to be told what you need to be told. You might be able to get all the work done that you need to, but you shouldn't be doing it at the risk of your health. She understands that, and maybe you do too, but you're both guilty of wanting to make sure everything is okay. That means that you're constantly going to be calling each other out on this.

You'll tell her that she needs to stop pushing it, and she'll tell you that you need to take a break. At some point, the two of you are going to have to take a break together. That might be where you find the middle ground. When you have a fever and she is falling all over herself, that means it's high time to sit down and detox with something on the couch so you're both holding each other accountable in different ways. It's kind of sweet.

Jumin would never let you get to that point if we're being honest. He is hypervigilant when it comes to your health. He wants to make sure you're always taken care of so that means he knows when something isn't quite right. You take one step out of your room when you have a fever, and he knows it. He would quickly usher you back to bed and call the doctor if need be.

You're not going to work yourself sick, not on his watch. He understands that you like to have control of the situation and make sure that everything is in a row. He feels the same way about his own work, but that's why you always get people you can trust to help you in your time of need. He means well even if he comes across as pushy. But, you know that if you love him. That's just his personality.

Saeyoung definitely isn't about to let you work yourself into the ground. He has more sneaky tactics when it comes to making sure that you do not work like he did. He makes a point of making sure that you cannot get up and push yourself. Even if that means he has to change the passcode on a door or two. He wants you to be able to take care of yourself just as much as he wants to take care of you.

He doesn't want to take away that control from you, but he would do it once or twice just to make a point to remind you that you wouldn't want him to do that to himself so why should he stand aside and let you do that to yourself. It's a hard conversation but it's one that you obviously need to have. You can't have it both ways. You can't destroy yourself and tell him he's not allowed to do the same. If that makes any sense.

#mod kait #ask #mystic messenger #anon #mysme #mysticmessenger #mm #saeyoung choi #choi Saeyoung #kim yoosung #yoosung kim #jaehee kang #kang jaehee #ryu hyun #zen hyun ryu #jumin han #han jumin

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angelicgaming1007 · 2 months

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Let me put this out here: get to know me

This is just the basics: 1. I am the type of person Who gives everyone a first chance unless you're phobic, racist or ableist. 2. I am the type of person who Gives everyone a second chance unless you hurt someone else not just me. OR if you do something way too big to let slip. 3. I'm friendly to everyone why? because this world is shit. We need to be kinder to one another especially when this world is so disability and mental health unfriendly to us. Im not trying to "be liked by everyone" while yes that'd be nice. Im simply trying to treat everyone as the humans with emotions and souls that they are. 3.1: I am a huge mental health / disability advocate and I am Pro LGBTQIA+ and Pro freedom of choice, expression and speech. I am very big on my body my choice. I'm not going to judge you if you have a disability or mental health issue. I do too, lots of em. 4. I am an ambivert, I love to be around people like an extrovert but I have anxiety like an introvert and burn out fast and recharge like an introvert 5. I am a Sagittarius, King and an INFP do with that what you will. 6. My birthday is december 21st and winter is my favourite season 7. Im canadian. My milk IS in bags and I love Poutine. and I do happen to say eh quite a lot just not in the ways people think lmao 8. I do not talk about politics or religion. I prefer to stay away from such topics because conflicting opinions ruin friendships I also find them boring topics personally. 9. I'm asexual and s*x repulsed. So I do not want to see gibbly bits nor do I want to hear about your s*x life with all due respect. You do you, I do me. 9.1: However I have an NSFW channel in my own server and I am okay with. Tasteful NSFW / Kink FanArt (Think the leaf and pasty covers in BG3) I am okay with NSFW fanfictions, I will just skip past the NSFW part skimming to get back to the plot, I am okay with dirty jokes just if they are overly explicit I'd prefer they aren't explained if I do not get them because im personally not interested and explaining a joke of this nature is uncomfortable and seems pushy / forceful to me if I say I'd rather not know. 9.2: I am not okay with, Any photos involving real people tasteful nudity or otherwise. Non tasteful nudity (gibbly bits) of Fanart or real people. Any sort of kink photos of real people. Being forced into sexual situations or games. Hearing about someones s*x life (the exception is if you have been assaulted and need an ear, that falls under mental health for me and does not count)

more gritty personal details will be over on @angelicasks1007 and asks are open if you have any questions on that tumblr

#get to know me

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sopebubbles · 1 year

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omg i just finished reading ch 2 & i have sm to say!!🤩🤩 but 1st lemme tell u that once i finished reading i had to resist the urge to just start clapping out loud fr! 😂

HI! hope to find u well!^^

so 1st of all i wanna TRY to go in order & write my thoughts in a way that isn't as messy & chaotic as usual,hope i succeed(doubt,knowing myself🙄)

u already mentioned how there would be some parallels to various things that are also found in our society & it's a sensitive thing to include if u don't do it in a proper way & don't handle important subjects well in the fiction BUT up untill now you'r doing an amazing job,literally perfect!!💜💜💜

this may be what u intended to communicate through your writing or maybe just my overthinking-ass interpretations:

-the one that stands out the most is the obvious discrimination against lykos in society,as a marginalized group. & we can see how in the ff-au it is also a systemic oppression(some ppl don't hire omegas or alphas. 4 lykos it's harder to pursue studies & carreers,like yoongi. the whole crisis of homelesness,abandonment,abuse & mental health issues. the active violence against lykos that we see mentioned more than once through the presentation of yoongi's & jk's jobs..ETC)

-through jk we can see how the police wrk in a similar way to how it does irl. it's a body that thrives on bigotry,discrimination & brutality & its inneficency in solving or descalating situations that include lykos is bc it is part of the systemic oppresion & upholds the system as well & bc of this,u can't make it better by joining this system,even if u don't directly partake into the violence,u'll end up being complicit or find yourself w/ your hands tied like poor jungkook. poor boy had nothing but good intentions & wanted a way to help & change & better but now he's just stuck in the role of a helpless witness to the violence around him who can only try to do as much as he can,given the situation😭💔

-through the experience of jimin & what is narrated in the story,we can also see how fucked up & exploitative the foster care(& sheltering) system is,esp when managed by saps.

sidenote: i really appreciated the way u gave us introspection into how it may feel to be an alpha through jungkook,a beta,wondering if they always feel this worried & anxious over an omega's safety all the time. by giving them this characteristic instinct of protection & need to provide it & be sure to have provided it,it further humanises them & distance them from the common harmful stereotype of just being driven by aggressive,territorial instincts of dominance & need to overpower etc. ofc it's a thing that may be present or not,depending also on the personal believes & way of thinking of the alpha themselves. we can see it missing in the 2 alphas in the alley in ch & the ex-neighbour lone-wolf alpha in ch 2 & we see it present in all the pack's alphas(even when not being influnced by y/n scent,yoongi still had a reaction to the lack of security when he noticed that there weren't locks)

uhm...i'm sure there's way more depth & elements in your writing that i glossed over/missed/didn't catch enough & i'm srry 4 that,i have a goldfish brain😥 but what i could get made up 4 an excellent read!

ik i got a bit too much excited abt your writing & i'm truly srry if i made u feel overwhelmed or uncomfy by talking this much & abt topics that may be sensitive to you or if my interpretations were a bit too pushy😖

but i hope u know how good your writing is & feel proud & satisfied w/ it!

i look forward to seeing more of what u can create,at your own terms & w/ your own timing ofc!💜💜🐇

(apologies 4 any spelling monstrousity,english is a hard beast to tame😭)

😂✋️ not clapping! Lmao that's cute

I think your interpretations are spot on! The lykos could stand in for any marginalized group in different scenarios. Personally i think im working through some identities things in this fic, but thats just me. Im not trying to make it about one group in particular and there are a lot of possible interpretations!

Poor jk. He really wants to be making a difference. I'm not totally sure he wont be looking for a different career by the end of this.

The foster care/adoption thing will be a big deal and will be emphasized in the coming chapters! Both mc and jimin have been in this system. In particular there are a lot of abandoned lykos babies who end up adopted out and kept away from their culture to the point of making them ashamed of it, and for that i think there are lots of parallels to the situation of native american children in the United States.

I'm glad you liked the slightly different perspective on the alpha betas and omegas! I wanted to step a little outside of stereotypes bc i dont see why secondary gender stereotypes should be any different from our gender stereotypes. I dont think protective=possessive/agressivr and nurturing=soft/weak. I think there can be a lot more nuance than that!

Im so happy you appreciated the depth and it made you think about things 🥰 i really enjoyed your analysis and it wasnt too much at all! Keep em coming. Thanks for taking the time.

P.s. you're english is just fine!

#lone wolf asks #im-sinking-in-mud

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sleephavenchoice · 1 month

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marcholasmoth · 6 months

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OSRR: 3374

i woke up today at like 10:26 feeling great! catalogued how i felt and immediately fell back asleep.

woke up around 11:something to a phone call, which was from my therapist, so i woke up for that. talked to her about the con plague i'm suffering from as well as a friend i need to set boundaries with. she helped me think about the situation and equipped me with knowledge i did not previously have so i can do a better job when i need to reinforce those boundaries i once set a while ago. but so far, im okay.

unfortunately, when i got up out of bed i did not feel as good as i thought i did. but i did shower today, which was beneficial. helps to be clean.

i gotta wash some laundry tomorrow. my comfy stuff is dirty.

anyway, i had soup for lunch and came back upstairs and napped for a while. i've been trying to tell my mom to stop doing things and to actually rest, because she's sick, but she hasn't been listening to me a lot and is doing stuff anyway. so i think today she finally caved. she was supposed to go to the dentist thursday. she called and told them, and they rescheduled for her. she napped today. she's the type of person to power through an illness and by doing so makes it last six times longer than it should. so i'm trying to get her to stay down for more than a day or two because getting better is not something you can simply will your body to do when you have an autoimmune deficiency. lady's got lupus for god's sake. just stop, ma. stop. go back to bed. sleep. she doesn't sleep well, either, so that sucks too.

the good news is that i see what she's doing even though nobody else does. and i know what she needs to be doing because i'm 31 years old and basically have her immune system, plus i've been around her for three decades. so like, mom. you gotta stop running yourself into the ground. you'll get sickER, and then you'll STAY sick. which is the last thing you want. she hates being sick but she gets sick and stays sick for a long time because of her habits.

but i'm pushy with her when she gets sick. "go back to bed. now." "call the dentist and reschedule. they're not gonna wanna see you if you're sick." "get someone else to take her. you're SICK." constantly reminding her that she is, in fact, sick is something that she needs because she says shit like "i'll be better tomorrow morning," or "i'll be better in two days."

yes manifesting is one thing and the power of will of a human is another thing, but healing from illnesses is something entirely different. dad gave you a blessing? okay, so are you gonna help yourself by going to the doctor, or are you gonna rely on sky daddy to fix it?

so that's what i've been dealing with on top of trying to feel better.

my sister is also sick. but mom got sick before i came home, so i didn't give con plague to her. i probably gave it to my sister, though, even though she avoided me. her symptoms sound like mine. but i have health insurance. it's too risky in this country to not have health insurance. i hate this place. i'm gonna fuckin file for medicaid for the two of them. they need insurance. if something happens to james, then what, huh?? goddamn.

i may be reckless and a dumbass, but i have the sense to have health insurance to help me take care of the consequences of my dumbassery.

sigh. didn't really mean for this to turn into a rant about health.

but seriously, guys. whoever is reading this, make sure you've got health insurance and that you take steps to help yourself. if you live in the US, it's FAR too dangerous to live without insurance. medicaid is low-cost or doesn't cost you a dime. you can get doctors appointments, dentistry, glasses, specialists, physical therapy, and mental health therapy, along with medications to help you if something ever does happen. local state governments have their own applications, but if you search on the page for the department of health and human services (DHHS), you should be able to find links and stuff to access it.

if you don't qualify for medicaid because you make too much, the healthcare marketplace will often give discounts so insurance is only $10 a month or something. it really depends. i have to fix my application tomorrow because my medicaid ended today. having both was a good cover just in case it got ended because of my new job, but now that it's just the one, i gotta change it and hopefully they'll change my monthly premium.

anyway.

get health insurance!!

for those who live in single-payer systems, what is your favorite part about it? besides the fact that you don't have to ridiculous bullshit of american insurance lmao

also yeah, i still feel shitty. not as shitty as before, but still not great. my head is still fuzzy and thinking is hard. which isn't fun. but i'll be taking mucinex sinus day stuff with me so i can take it and function at work when i go in on wednesday. i can't afford to not go in. womp womp.

anyway. i didn't get to talk to joel today, but that's mostly because i was completely out of it for like 80% of the day.

and my hair is weird so i need to get it fixed but i don't want to cut it because i want to grow it out again, but i hate leaving it this awkward length. bleh.

i could use a thousand-dollar trip to the mall or barnes and noble. or both. they're right across the street from each other anyway.

#molly rambles #operation srr #osrr #3000s #3300s #sunshine boy

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animeyanderelover · 3 years

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In regards to my second ask (the experiment one) can you add Tsunade, Sakura, Kiba, Temari, Konan (maybe Tayuya and Anko if you do them? If not it’s ok)

It’s been a while since I wrote it and I apologize for the lack of updates, I’m just busy and my motivation kind of slowed down as well😫. The request referred to is here.

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, paranoia, clinginess, overprotective behavior, kidnapping, mentioning of abusive past, scars

Experiment

Tsunade Senju

🐌Keeping it a secret from her will be a task of impossibility, once she starts caring she probably has those dates every month, or even week, where she checks on her darling and their health. A full check-up as well and so she will notice the one and other rather odd thing pretty early, be that by some scars and wounds they have from their time in their old world or for the unique DNA, looking like it has been altered somehow and for that changed their whole body system and circulation. All that are alarming signs for you having been experimented on, pretty harshly as well and since she doesn't know yet that you're from another universe, she can only think of one person able to be that cruel and she is dead set on killing Orochimaru with her own bare hands. She believes that he was the one and it makes sense, he played on a lot of people to reach his goal, one person more or less wouldn't matter to him. Next to her fuming, she is also shattered knowing that you had to go through torture like this.

🐌She won't kill Orochimaru when hearing the true story, she isn't even angry even more. She's just heartbreakingly confused to why you never told her before what you had to go through, she could have helped you. The rather clingy and and insecure behavior of her darling suddenly makes so much sense to her, even though she already suspected before that there was something wrong. She is a medic, the best as well so no wonder she has a really clean eye on such things and this is why she might have even wanted a check-up to start with. Tsunade will act quickly as well, needing to help you physically and mentally to get over your past and learn to move on. If there wouldn't be a whole dimension separating her and the jerks who harmed you, she would end them. But the most important thing now is attending to your needs and doing whatever she can in her power to help you. She becomes extremely serious when your well-being is at stake and only few people know about the truth. She still grows more clingy and smothering in a desperate way.

Konan

🤍She is initially pretty surprised by the way her darling is behaving. Konan knows that any normal person would be terrified of her at first since she has just kidnapped the s/o and locked them away in the same tower where Nagato is. And yet they seem to desperately want to help her in all way they can which is sadly not too much since Konan wants her darling to be safe. Paperwork might be possible though. Yet she also senses that there is more than you want to tell her first and she, whilst not forcing you, asks you worried why you are that way. She wants to help you with all the possibilities she has and sees that you try to prove your worth which shows a low self-esteem. And the more you shut up about it, yet give her those alarming signs, she gets more worried and for that more pushy. Pain knows about it and wants to force you to tell Konan. She is after all his friend and he knows how much she gets concerned over this. Before it comes to this it is better to tell her since she won't let Pain have it his way.

🤍Konan really is not as messy as Pain is and she barely really gets angry at others, she is more stoic. But hearing what her darling had to go through manages to make even her mad enough that she would kill to do some justice. She autmoatically tries to let you out more often, wanting to take your mind off your insecure thoughts and nightmarish past. Given her paper jutsu she probably also starts doing origami as some sort of theraphy lesson because she can not really bring her darling to a therapist. She will not force you to tell her about your past, even though she will be there if you need her. Pain kind of gets interested in all of this, even though he has enough morals to not trigger you and even Konan gets more stern with him if he should try. Of course no one can be allowed to find out about the fact that her darling is from another universe and might have special powers. If you really do have strong and unique powers, Pain might make you a member of the Akatsuki, but only if Konan allows it.

Anko Mitarashi

🟪She has the ability to be quite loud and even childish, but that's not all she is made of. Anko takes the task protecting her darling very serious and can be strict when it comes down to it. This is exactly why she finds herself becoming very serious once she has figured out that something isn't right. At first she might brush it off as something else, her darling being extremely motivated for example. But she also has something that greatly burdens her seeing how she sees it as her obligation to take Orochimaru, her old sensei, down. There are hidden motives behind the s/o's actions just like they're behind hers and she knows when someone is suffering from something because she is that way as well. This is why she wants to know what exactly bothers her darling so greatly that they push themselves so much to the point where it isn't healthy anymore. And she gets quickly frustrated when they don't tell her sooner. She doesn't joke around with things involving your health.

🟪Whilst she does think that killing for her darling can be wrong, there are exceptions as well. For Anko this counts as an exception and she is only that far away to throw a loud and violent tantrum, not wanting to believe this. She is not exactly a medic, but she needs the help of one since this issue goes deeper to the point where she feels like she alone might not be the right help. There is hesitation since there is a waterproof story needed since she has to keep the truth about you a secret, the only persons she would be somewhat comfortable knowing it would be the Hokage and the people she respects. She puts a stop to as much of that pushing behavior of her darling as she can, even if it makes them feel like she thinks of them as useless which leads to them panicking. It just feels wrong for Anko to accept this kind of help and instead she wants you to understand that you don't have to prove yourself. She tells you most likely her story as well so you hopefully realize you aren't the one who has to feel like they have to make for something up.

Temari

🌪It is not like she doesn't appreciate the help of her darling, it is really friendly and nice. But Temari is a bit more on the side of people who tend to work a bit too much and she likes doing things herself. A bit help here and there is of course only welcomed, specifically if she is already pretty tired and exhausted. But it seems like the one ho pushes themselves to their limits is not her, but her darling. Temari scolds them at first for being so stupid to push themselves so much, but that is before she notices the desperation behind all those acts and realizes that there is more to it than she knows. Her youngest brother got affected by his past as well, though he has gotten for the biggest part over it by now. That makes her already quite worried, not wanting another person she cherishes suffering from a horrible past. It itches her and whilst she really tries to have a careful approach on all of this, knowing that it can be triggering to be too straightforward, she becomes a bit demanding.

🌪She doesn't have bad intentions though, she just wants to help her darling and that is a bit hard when they won't tell her what is wrong. Knowing that she doesn't want you to help her anymore, not wanting you to force yourself to help her this way. Once she finds out what has been done to you, she shortly has a angry outburst, being beyond mad that someone did this to her darling. But she quickly cools off as well and that's the point where she instantly searches for help. She has already messed up in helping her little brother Gaara when he needed help, now she has to do better. She might tell over time her siblings the truth about you, even though she might even lie to them at first. Temari just wants to ensure that no one who shouldn't find out hears about it, her brothers as persons she trusts limitlessly are exceptions of course. She as well considers a good theraphy as long as it helps in some way. Also starts making more time for them and be there for them.

Sakura Haruno

🌸In general Sakura would be more than happy to do things together with her darling, be that cooking, doing the laundry or them wanting to help her a bit with her work. She also feels flattered just as much if her darling prepares something special for her, it makes her purely happy. But she was trained from no other than the Tsunade Senju as well and for that has developed some sort of eye on when people suffer from something, physically or mentally. And whilst she happily nurses her darling back to health when they have a cold, when it comes to their psyche, she becomes very quickly more cautious and worried. She has seen what the mindset of someone can do to a person and how heavily it can have it's toll. This is the exact reason she starts wanting to know how she can possibly help her darling, starting by preventing them from helping her. She makes it clear that she appreciates all their hard work, but there is obviously something wrong.

🌸She sees temporarily red and se would totally smash the persons for what they did, but her darling takes priority right now. Sakura can estimate possible consequences if you were to found out and this is why she promises to never let anyone know except her closest friends and comrades and of course her sensei. Sakura actually might be able to understand her darling from a certain point the best. Her darling feels useless because they were merely treated as an object to play on and want to prove that they're useful for more as well. Sakura knows how the desire to prove that you're worth more feels like and that makes it all the more painful for her to watch. She can tell from her own experience that you only have to start believing more in yourself and Naruto definitely cheers her darling up as well just like Ino does. Sakura starts wanting to show that she loves you no matter what, be that with doing something cozy and relaxing with you or whatever you want to do.

Kiba Inuzuka

🐕Blame his sharp senses on it, but he just kind of notices so very early on that there is something that bothers his darling a lot. To the point that they feel like they constantly have to help him and his family in some way which sometimes can lead to unwanted situations. Not all dogs the family has are perfectly tamed, some are still in the process of learning and interacting with them can be a bit more dangerous and it might have already happened once that either Kiba, his sister or his mother had to save you from them. And at the very least the way you apologized afterwards like you had just committed murder was a sign that something was definitely wrong. And whilst Kiba worries, he can be more overbearing because he is extremely alarmed, noticing your low self-confidence. The whole clan gets concerned as well since they have a pack mentality and adore Kiba's darling, they would want to get involved and help as well. There is a chance that his sister Hana proves to be the one who can make the s/o talk since she is a bit more sensible than her brother.

🐕At the very least his family will be involved in this secret and let's be honest, if they could they all would tear those people who hurt and abused you like this to small shreds if they could. Tsume, Hana and Akamaru are honestly just shaken up from the news that you've been only tortured and used as a human experiment to the point where you think that you have to be useful to be loved. But the most paranoid and horrified person here is Kiba since you're his darling and at first he doesn't know what else to do besides latching onto you and somewhat trying to help and comfort you. Knowing this story makes him much more territorial and additionally so much more prone when someone says bad stuff about you since this will get to you. His mum, sis and dog are actually no different regading this, they all grow more protective. Given the family's connection with dogs, they might give you a young and tame puppy who would function as a therapy dog.

Tayuya

🎶Okay, Tayuya in general is a very foul-mouthed individual and she doesn't shy away from being harsh on her darling either. She pretty much takes her mood out on her darling, be that consciously or unconsciously, she has not the best temper. What's more is that she is just not there for her darling, she is strictly busy and the only reason why her darling might be even allowed to live after the others found about Tayuya's little distraction is because they were willing to work so hard. Who is Orochimaru to reject such eager will to be useful for Tayuya and for that for him? The desperation might at first be simply thought of as the fear to be killed when not doing good enough which is too understandable. It is only because of Orochimaru because he is good in reading people so he knows you simply wish to prove yourself, especially when Tayuya is there. Romantic, isn't it? He is amused as long as neither one of you messes up something important and Tayuya can live with that. Her darling is alive.

🎶Showing a soft spot is not her strength, but due to Orochimaru being so "friendly" to advice her to appreciate her hard-working darling who seeks for her approval, she does say some nice things. Deep down she actually is pretty proud that you seem to gain approval from her lord as well which puts her in a better mood since she doesn't have to worry that much anymore. It might be more likely that Orochimaru figured everything out instead of her, even though her darling might tell her about their special powers and whereabouts, discovering that by pleasing her master they might earn more of her approval as well. And of course that man is set on fire when he finds out and instantly wants to inspect and know more about you and the good thing might honestly that, depending on how much you want Tayuya to appreciate you, tell him everything. This is actually the first time Tayuya truly feels a bit bad when hearing your story. The interesting thing is anyways that not only afterwards you become a treasured thing for Orochimaru, but he also demands from Tayuya to treat you with more respect.

#yandere naruto #yandere naruto shippuden #yandere tsunade #yandere tsunade senju #yandere konan #yandere anko #yandere anko mitarashi #yandere temari #yandere sakura #yandere sakura haruno #yandere kiba #yandere kiba inuzuka #yandere tayuya

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sugarakis-p2 · 3 years

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Shigaraki's Muse ch18

Ember makes a lot of confessions to Bakugou, not that she has much choice or much else going on. Bakugou finds homemade porn so that's fun and awkward. We get to find out whose the daddy with bonus smut! I like smutty, NSFW!

Don't worry, if you don't like smut I'll do a quick tasteful recap in the next chapter.

Warning: Bondage, punishment torture, drugs and smut.

Chapter 17

Chapter 18: Hide and seek

Ember relishes the water flowing over her hot body. Fingers are expertly sending shudders of pleasure through her.

"Do you like that, my little toy?" a raspy voice whispers near her ear. "Better answer me, or I'll start experimenting and find out the fun way." She moans and leans into him.

A pounding at the door is interrupting. Ember tries to hold onto the mental image of Tomura biting her shoulder, telling her not to squirm too much because he couldn't wear gloves in the shower. More pounding. "Dammit! We need to talk!" The loud voice breaks in her thoughts. No, no, no, she sulks.

"Tell me your mine, say my name, and tell me you will never leave me," Tomura begs his demands as he makes her clit tingle. "Seriously, you've been in there for an hour. I know you're just masturbating in there!" the annoying voice cuts through. FUUUUCK! Her mind screams as Tomura vanishes. Leaving her wet and unsatisfied. She had become extremely horny lately, and this living arrangement was testing her pacifism in new ways.

"Go the fuck away!" "No, we agreed to forty-five minutes. Plus, we need to talk, so get your ass out here already!" She wishes the huge fight with Bakugou about her brother would be their last fight. It wasn't. They had arguments about where to dig, fights about food, disputes over the tv, fights about talking, arguments about not talking. The perfect example was the fight they had almost a week ago.

"We have three months of food? How do you know? Because originally you said five months." "Because I worked in a retirement home! Part of my job is helping the nutritionist develop a food plan to assist patients in staying at optimal health. With the pregnancy, I will need more calories, but with the extra energy you will need for digging, you will use calories too. Also, I assumed Tomura would come back, but it's been weeks. We need to eat the perishable first. This means we're going to have some interesting meals. Which you are going to eat because we need to be out of here in three months. Otherwise, we'll starve to death pretty quick."

"I would have already started, but I had a paranoid bitch screeching in my ear about being watched." "Which we are! I never thought he we watch us die, though. I wonder if something happened to him? Maybe he's punishing me for considering escaping again?" "Quit being concerned for that fucker! Just focus on us. Someone broke our flashlight so, you're going to have to help me with escaping." "That's not a problem. I have those rooms memorized. I wondered if we should widen one of the ventilation systems? It should spare some calories, and we may get lucky and find a maintenance exit out." "That's not the worst idea. But if I fuck up, we may lose our oxygen."

"Then don't fuck up. Either way, we run some kind of risk. I'm begging you to wait another week after the perishables are gone. It's going to be our highest energy content, and maybe Tomura will be back." Bakugou gives her a look of pity and annoyance. "He's not coming back!" "He might!" "He's not!" And then more fighting. The week was almost up, and still no Tomura.

After that night were, he confessed he wanted to save her; he became a thousand times more annoying with a thousand rules. The pushy bastard spent his time putting her on a strict regimen like a little fascist. Dressing in fluffy pants and a shirt, she hurries. She puts on her unicorn robe and takes a few breathes before she opens the door to see Bakugou's fuming face. "Well? What is so fucking important I couldn't finish my 'me time'?" She snips at him.

"Lotion first, you need to…." He starts with her holding out the bottle. "Put it on while you're still wet. I heard you the first hundred times." Ember snatches the bottle. Sitting down with a huff, she watches him move to the computer while rubbing lotion on her growing belly. It's not that big right now, but Bakugou won't stop yelling about stretch marks. He won't stop yellling period. "What? You want to end up looking all gross and crusty like your captor," he grumbled while opening a file on the computer.

Ember is giving him a dirty look when she hears moaning and grunting coming from the computer. What fresh hell is this? she wonders. When she recognizes the voice coming from the computer. It's hers. Screaming, she moves quickly to stop the video while Bakugou blocks her.

"You tried to erase these; you can't do that. There is evidence here of how you were tortured. There are several where you are saying no and begging Tomura to stop." He's trying to sound reasonable, but she wants to kill him. This was crossing a line. She was so embarrassed and ashamed.

"You watched them, you fucking creep? Oh no, I can't, I just can't with you. Where do I start? How about there is plenty of times I'm not saying no, and the DA will argue that I was just playing a rape fantasy. Which, for the most part, I was. So, thank you for this uncomfortable and shameful moment where I wish we are both dead." She pushed him aside to crawl under the desk, which was getting harder to fit under. She hears the moans stop, and Bakugou sits next to her. She buries her face in her arms and knees. She can't look at him.

"I'm really trying here. No matter what, say you were scared and ask for..." "For a lawyer. I know, but you are so naive. The second I get out of here, I'm running." "Running makes you look guilty, don't do that. Throw yourself at the heroes." "The fuck I will. Never," She feels his fingers wiggle their way under her own and squeeze gently. It is an incredibly tender gesture for Bakugou. "Trust me. You will not be in jail for long and will never be in prison." "Leave me alone," she sobs. "You never did tell me about your second argument or why you were in chains when we met. Come on, you told me you had so much to tell me, so, tell me."

"What's the point? We're escaping. No need to build a third argument." "I know, but it felt like you have something to say, and I want to hear it. Tell me how you know the other rooms in the dark." "It's the same story of how I found out I was pregnant. I don't want to talk about it. I have already been embarrassed enough today," Ember snivels.

Bakugou had found a tissue and handed it to her. He looked pissed, but he squeezed her fingers and gave her a timid expression with those eyes that made her miss Tomura. She suspects he knows all he has to do is ask sweetly, and she will give in. "I want to know. Who's, is it? Please tell me. I think that information could help too." She's so weak for those eyes. "Fine, I'll tell you, but I don't see how it could help. I was…."

"Please, please, please, let's just lie to him. I don't want to go back to Dabi without my quirk. Please, I'll do anything." Ember is begging on her knees while Shigaraki tries to convince her to pee in a plastic cup. "Dabi is not an idiot. He needs to see some proof before he gives up. He's been nagging me for a test for days. Master already agreed to give you back your quirk if you are pregnant. Now be good and pee in this cup. If you keep fighting, I'll have to get Kurogiri in here and take you to the Doctor. Is that what you want? To be knocked out and have a tube shoved up your bladder?" "If Master agreed, why didn't he tell me? No, I don't believe you. Please, don't make me do this." Ember pleaded. Tomura light scratching turned into flesh digging scrapes.

"You don't believe me? The man who holds you at night when you cry out for help? What do you and Master talk about?" he is teeming with jealousy over both. Reaching to grab her, she bats him away. Growling pissed now, he tries again faster. She bats him away again. Dropping the cup, he uses both hands, and she expertly strikes them away. His hands dart at breakneck speed, and she smacks each attempt away until she screams and shoves him. She's quick to run away into the dark. He is so aroused with her defense he doesn't pay close attention to her escape. He should have kept the door locked, but he was striving to show he trusted her.

"Master, why didn't you tell Ember you will give her quirk back?" "It wouldn't have mattered. She still would have run away. She doesn't want to know if she's pregnant and trapped. She's being childish and doesn't want to hear bad news," Master smirks. "You can't let her think she can get away with being disobedient. Go play hide and seek."

Ember stumbles in the darkness. Running her hand along the wall, she starts counting. She wants to go to the medical room. It has the most hiding spots and the furthest away. She felt the edge of the last door at the same time she heard the door open behind her, and a flashlight turned on. Crawling until she feels a cabinet, her seeking hands trying to find a hiding place, and the first one is full. Her fingers scramble to the next, no room, then the next. Her hands find an empty one, and she crawls in, stifling her cries. She jerks as she hears each door open and slam shut, growing closer. The hinges screech as footsteps enter, the rasping of nails on flesh.

"Baby, I don't know why you're playing these games. You're being a brat and only delaying the inevitable. I'll find you. Then we're going to see the Doctor. I know you're scared of Dabi. But he's not going to do anything more than he already has done. I don't want to, but I have to share you. Otherwise, Master will take you away. Are you worried I won't want you after sharing? You're mine. I'll take care of you, so don't be afraid." Cabinets are opening and closing.

"Besides, maybe we'll be lucky. Maybe you're pregnant already, and I won't have to share you anymore. You'll be pregnant, and then you can stay with just me, forever." Oh god, trapped underground forever is not as appealing as he thinks. Ember tries to stop crying, her hands tightly planted over her mouth, salty tears running over them.

"I didn't know you had those moves my sweet toy. That was impressive. Is that left-over hero training? It made me hard. You know I like this game. You can make this easy, but I don't want you to anymore. When I find you, I think I'm going to reward myself with your tight body. " More banging cabinets, she stifles a shriek.

"What I want to know is what you and Master have been talking about behind my back? You don't have to answer now, but at some point, you're going to be a good girl and tell me." Another bang closer.

A bright light blinds her as she's yanked from the cramped space. She wriggles out of Tomura's grip, but his grasp is painfully tight, even with just four fingers. They struggle. He's not heavy, but he is stronger and has her arm painfully twisted, pinning her under him.

"I saw Dabi do this to you. Never thought I would have the strength to do it. Now that I have a taste for it. I'm going to insist you be a brat for me once in a while. I want you tied and helpless while I pound my frustrations in your tig…"

"Tomura, you cannot do that right now. We need a clean sample," Kurogiri says. She never saw him in the darkness. The man blends in with the shadows. She knows she has no chance of escaping now.

“Shut up. Fine, let’s go,” He hisses at Kurogiri. "We can always pick up this game later," He rasps in her ear. Ember whimpers as the landscape changes. "Please, Shigaraki, let's just lie," Ember wails as she feels a sharp sting of a needle in her buttock. "Don't call me that again. From now on, I'm only Tomura to you. Shigaraki is also his name. It's only my name you get to scream," he whispers in her ear. She nods as the darkness crowds her vision.

She can't move when she wakes up. There is panting and grunting above her. When she tries to speak, she feels something is shoved in her mouth. Wet slapping sounds fill the room. Her ass is in the air. Rhythmic pressure is between her legs while a big dick is using her and making her moan.

Her face pressed into the sheets of the bed she and Tomura share. What if this is Dabi? She wants to panic, but her head is floating in a cloud of euphoria. "Oh, you're awake. Here let me untie you. I was just celebrating and taking my reward for finding you," the familiar voice rasps. Ember is so relieved it's not Dabi she doesn't care he was screwing her without permission.

"I know I didn't ask, but I didn't think you would mind. Here, my sweetness." He does quick work of releasing her wrists and sitting her up. His fingers play with her hard nipples. Tomura is smiling in a good mood. He unties her enough to let her use her arms. Looking down, she can see she is elaborately tied in shibari. Ember kisses Tomura when he pulls out the ball gag. Her knees and legs are bound to keep them bent and spread open.

"For fuck sake. Did you do this? I didn't know you knew how to do this. It's really impressive, reaaaaal nice. I like it," she slurs. She's high, and she loves it. Giving him her prettiest smile, she soars with her high. It just occurred to her she may be an addict. She always thought she only needed it on special occasions and could quit any time. But since she met the League, weeeeeeell she may have a little habit. But what should she care when those beautiful red eyes made her melt?

"I learned after I saw you. About the time I started to work out. You look so good in it I couldn't help myself." Pulling her into his lap, he brushes her hair back, admiring her honied eyes. Sometimes they almost seem to shine. "What the hell was in that needle? I feel great. What are we celebrating?" Ember giggles.

"We're going to be parents. You are pregnant. The Doctor says with the timing and size, it's Dabi's. I don't have to share you. Fuuuck, that feels good. You naughty tease," Her delicious mouth sucking on his neck, lightly nipping at the tender flesh.

"Oh, good. Did you know I wanted one?" Ember thinks, she says. "Oh boy, you're high. Are you going to be good for me? Hmmm, tell me the truth. What have you and Master been talking about?" "Just work stuff, boring stuff about retire quirks, and tea." It hurts to deceive him. Even with the drugs, she must lie. Master is listening. Master is always listening.

"Is that all?" He gives her a doubtful look. "You know what this means, right?" "What?" she asks cheerfully. "I don't have to hold back anymore," Tomura says to her running his fingers through her hair. "You were holding back?" she's shocked and a little worried. This whole time was him holding back. What would free-range Tomura be like? "Obviously, I was ordered to do right by Dabi. More importantly, you can never leave me." He is holding her head roughly and forcing her to look at him in his blood-red eyes. She chuckles, the drugs making her too honest.

"Why would I ever leave you? You saved me from a bad hero. You are keeping me safe. You are keeping me out of Dabi's reach. Now, you're going to be my baby's daddy. Plus, look at all that need. I love being needed and wanted. If you need me, how can I say no? I'll never leave you." He shudders in bliss, moaning. She finds it so cute she kisses him.

"Say it again," he breathes, closing his eyes. "I'll never leave you. I'm yours forever. I belong to Tomura." Suddenly he's on top of her, hyperventilating. At the same time, he demands her to repeat it, shoving himself roughly between her legs. His cold cock growing harder and hotter in her with every word. "Who do you belong to?" "You, Tomura." She screams in surprise as he frantically pulls his length most of the way out to force his way back in her. "For how long?" he pants. "Forever," Ember whimpers. He pumps harder, bouncing her on the bed, snarling.

"Say it. Say all of it again! I need you. I need you to. I need you." "I'll never leave you. I belong to you forever." Even through the drug, he's relentless with his thrusting. She can feel a deep ache as the tip of his cock bruises her cervix. His bucking is beating her pelvis as he plunges himself balls deep. She is begging him to slow down. Her nails dig in his back, leaving claw marks. He's used to that. Tomura loves her marking him. He continues to violate and stretch her hole. Adding two of his nimble fingers, circling, and pressing her sweet clit. Sucking on her neck and panting in her ear.

"You're mine. I own your orgasm. You can only cum for me. You're pussy, and body are mine. I'm going to rearrange your organs until you fit only me. I need you; I'll always need you," Tomura growls. He yanks her head by her hair and kisses her forcefully while his other hand is dangerously wrapped around her neck.

"Look, at me, look me in the eyes. I love you. Doesn't matter if you don't love me back. I love you, you're mine, and I love you," his red eyes blazing. Tomura is ruthless until he feels her walls tighten and spasm. Cumming in unison is transcendent. He growls while she screams his name like a mantra. A hot rush of fluid washes over his cock. Embers back arching to him, her sex pulsing and firmly milking him as she writhes under him. Moaning like a slut before she lets him go. He rises back to admire her expression of rapture that he created. Her twitching sex feels like heaven. Ember loves Tomura's cum and cock in her; she feels sore and filled. Tomura embraces her while he waits to grow soft.

Tears are rolling down Ember's cheeks. No one has ever told her they loved her since her parents died. She thinks the Terror does, but no one has said it to her. She feels whole for the first time in a long time, and her heart is breaking. She kisses him and brings his ear close to whisper.

"I lied. I didn't want to, but he terrified me. I'm so scared. He says things, bad things, don't trust him, not ever. He told me he's using you. Please never trust him. I love you." He grunts and kisses her. "Good girl. My good girl. I know, he told me what he said to you. I will be yours forever, and you will be mine." Her heart sank again. The Master was always one step ahead of her.

"After we found out it's Dabi's, we played a game of hide and seek randomly." "Was it random? Or was it when you really tried to hide from him?" Bakugou asked.

Ember buries her head and doesn't answer him. Tomura loved her. He really did. It was the Master who constantly interfered. His little mind games testing her and bringing Tomura closer to that fucking monster. She hated Bakugou because he always left her drowning in doubt.

Bakugou didn't understand. He never needed her like Tomura. Tomura made her feel like his everything. It was the only thing that made her better than an NPC, that made those years in hell worthwhile, that gave her a place in society. To be needed and then to fulfill those needs was her ultimate drug. She could do the most vulnerable thing and put her heart out there if it was what was needed of her. How sick was she that a child could tear down her resolve?

"Ember, look at me!" Bakugou shouts. How weak was she to obey? She wonders. God, she wishes she was high or with Tomura. "I'm starting to get it. It's like one of those old-time shows……a puppet show. I don't know Tomura. But I know you. You cannot! Under any circumstance, tell them that you gave Shigaraki the idea of guns! Not ever! You ask for a lawyer and then ask for ME! Never tell them what you told me! I will save you!"

Oh so he did figure it out. He wasn't a dumb as he acted. He is yanking her out and cloying to her. Squeezing her so tight it hurt to breathe, and she cherished it. It was the best high to her. A sick part of her relished in the fact he needed her to do this for him. His tears are fueling her desire to comply, wetting her shoulder and making her want.

"Why do you care Baku? I haven't even told you the worse of it yet," she weeps.

"Promise me. It's the only thing you will say! I'm scared, I want a lawyer, and where's Bakugou!"

She would do anything for a drink or Tomura at this point. But she would have to settle for Bakugou's need.

"Yes, Bakugou, I promise."

Chapter 19

#yandere x shigaraki #yandere #shigaraki tomura #lemon #boku no hero academia tomura #soft bakugou

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foxymoxynoona · 2 years

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I've been thinking about Sasha and JK a lot lately. Could you please elaborate more about Sasha's downward spiral? It seemed to me that the India trip and Seojoon's assault were the big triggers. And getting stretched thin with work and school. You write with such nuances that sometimes it takes multiple reads to really understand some clues. Or maybe I'm just dumb 😅 This is all the more proof that your writing is a godsend ✨ I hope your head cold is getting better. Catching a cold sucks 🤧

Yeah, you're picking up on a lot of things! It's interesting when you look at dates and realize this both happened very quickly and was also building for a long time.

One other thing you may have noticed is that while Sasha controls the information JK has about her pretty tightly, that's somewhat mirrored with you dear readers in Little Bean. I tried to be upfront enough not to surprise people about the kind of traumatic background Sasha's had but in terms of actual impact on her life, how she handles it, what triggers or upsets her, how previous events in her life have actually impacted her, your reading experience probably mirrors JK’s: you know more than Sasha wants you to know, but you also don’t know a whole lot and other than some quirks and clear communication issues, she wasn’t doing too bad in Little Bean. She talks a little bit about Emily, a little bit about Brielle, a little about Zander, a little about Maxi. You guys don't know anything about her family even! In Flux, you're all seeing more of the cracks, more of the doubt and mistakes and struggle behavior because she's losing control of her own narrative. It ran away from her.

So a lot of the things you're calling out are the symptomatic branches that connect to deep, painful roots. Mental health can be very cyclical, and a breakdown in coping strategies and control can be due to triggers, due to stress, or due to fucking nothing, it just happens. What I mean is, you are right that all of these things are likely playing a part in her spiral... but she may have spiraled even without any of them happening.

So in bullet-list, here's some of what we know Sasha has been dealing with, including the ones you identified: - Seojoon assault - Triggering time spent among women with similar trauma in India (triggering both experiential trauma and survivor's guilt!) - Too much work! Too busy! Not enough fun! - Michele and Dom, her support network, are busy - Maxi, her ideal support network, has now lived far away from her for over a year. - JK her bf is also very busy, and obliviously gets more demanding and impatient with her, which sets off all sorts of insecurities. His comfort and confidence means he's taking on more control in the relationship; this shift in dynamic is a scary one for her, even if in a vacuum it's not necessarily a bad one! - JK her boyfriend has a life that can really contribute to her poor mental health when she's not feeling strong: he's insanely rich, insanely successful, has women all over the world pining him, he's incredibly talented. She has a lot of guilt and feelings of inadequacy she has not been able to quiet these days. - She is working on a book about trauma survival with two pushy, arrogant men who keep ignoring her voice and belittling her (though granted she also doesn't feel comfortable telling them about her first-hand experience) - She is hungry. I know she has no appetite, but her body needs food. She has not had the energy to cook any food she would get comfort food --remember her Russian cooking in the first book? I'm sure anyone who's live in countries other than their own knows that ache of needing your home comfort food and not being able to get it. - She isn't sleeping, her insomnia was already not great in the spring and now it's worse. - She's losing weight/her appearance is changing. She gets a lot of her confidence from sex and her appearance. She wants to be able to control her body. She likes it. This change in her appearance is beyond her control. - She's running into a lot of other triggers lately. Kwang-su's party was not a good place for her to be. The emotional vulnerability of letting JK go down on her was really challenging. - She's been off all medication and not under the care of a therapist for a very long time now. She doesn't even have migraine medicine yet!

Ok, that's a lot, right? She's been deeper than this before but it's still not a good place to be...

#asks #flux #mywriting #cw: trauma #cw: mental health #cw: assault

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Hi Rose! Do you think you could write something about how the BMP1 princes and/or butlers would respond to finding out MC was in an abusive relationship? Only if you're comfortable with it of course. Thanks!

TW: abusive relationships, unhealthy relationships, domestic violence

So I will admit that this is a rough subject for me to write because it’s a fairly heavy topic; however, I want to focus on the comforting aspect so that will be what my headcanons are centered around. If you are in an abusive or unhealthy relationship, PLEASE speak up, connect with resources, and find support. I know things are tough right now with COVID-19 and having to be isolated/in quarantine.

BMP1 Princes reacting to MC in an abusive relationship

Wilfred

He’s always been very protective of you, and he had started seeing some worrisome things recently

You’d be fidgeting with your sleeves, making multiple excuses about why you couldn’t contact him

As your friend, he was worried and had asked Claude to keep an eye on you

Things finally come to a head when Claude shows up with you in tow, your entire body trembling

Wilfred immediately made sure that he was able to send Claude along with some of his other employees to get your things from your house that you needed, asking you to stay with him in the palace until things settled down

Made sure that if you wanted to pursue any legal action, he would be able to help speed things along like a restraining order

Will make sure that he can provide as much of a safe space as he can for you and will support you each step of the way

Joshua

He’d asked Jan to keep an eye on you and your partner; he felt something off from the person ever since you had first introduced them

So when Jan began to update him on some concerning developments, Joshua was prepared to spring into action at any moment

He’d noticed that you were looking more haggard recently, and finally asked that you stay over at the palace

It’s hard for him to keep his mouth shut, especially since he’s worried about you

So he’s a little pushy but his worry far outweighs his feelings and you can tell, so you eventually open up about all the things that have been happening between you and your partner

After he hears the detail, Joshua spares no second to getting any legal proceedings started on your partner-if you want to pursue that route-and makes sure that he’s there for you as a show of support if you were feeling nervous having to see your partner

Keith

Keith knew that you were good friends with Catherine, and you had first confessed your situation to his little sister when things started to get tough

As you can recall, Catherine was very intuitive and could pick up on things; so she had been the first one to notice that something seemed off about you, especially in conversations about you and your partner

With your permission, Catherine told Keith about the situation and asked for permission to have you stay with them temporarily so they could offer protection

Definitely, Keith is the guy that needs to be held back before he goes finding whoever the bastard is and beating them up

A little more awkward when it comes to how he comforts you, definitely doesn’t know exactly the best way to talk to you but he makes it clear that both he and Catherine will be there to support you, and you shouldn’t hesitate to speak up if you need anything from him

Roberto

Roberto is his normal, cheerful self around you-he notices that you seemed to be rather down and that there were some signs that you weren’t doing so well health-wise, but he’s careful not to press you too far

Definitely asks Alberto to keep a closer eye on you and encourages you to go to him if you needed anything and if he wasn’t available

One day, you show up for your normal afternoon chat, and you’re in the middle of drinking tea when you suddenly burst into tears

And everything that’s been happening spills over and you confess to Roberto about all the difficulties and how your partner was treating you and hurting you

Roberto’s definitely very comforting, wrapping you up in a hug while he helps you calm down, and he makes sure that you know he’s here for you. He asks if you want to pursue any legal charges, and has Alberto assist with that while he gets you settled to stay at the palace temporarily

Glenn

When you first tell him about what’s going on, I can see Glenn being overwhelmed with the information and feeling a little bit helpless

Kicks himself for not noticing anything odd sooner; he probably was able to pick up on things here and there, but part of him feels guilt that maybe he should have done something sooner and it would have prevented things from getting to this point

Doesn’t spare any time now that he knows what’s going on, makes sure to have Yu protecting you and having someone be able to pick up the things you need from your apartment while he goes to help you figure out how to get things moving in a legal fashion-if you wanted to press charges

I can see him as being upset if you try to decide not to press any charges, but eventually relents since it’s up to your choice even though he tells you that he’s ready to help in any way he can if you decide to go the legal route

He’s determined to protect you this time, and make up for the time that he wasn’t able to be there for you back in your childhood

Edward

Is terrifying when he’s angry and upset, and definitely hearing about all the things you had been subjected to at the hands of your partner makes him want to make sure that you are protected and your partner can never do anything like that again

I see him keeping it a secret from you and Louis, but he makes a personal visit to your partner and threatens them to stay away and warns them that if you wanted to press charges, Edward would make sure that any legal action that can be taken will be taken against your partner

Will work to make sure that he or Louis is always available for you if you need anything, and reminds you that nothing is your fault; it is the fault of the aggressor and never you, the victim

I can see Edward as working towards laws or new policies to be put in place to help people who may be in similar situations speak up and ask for help

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I've been having a difficult time with my family, and have started notice that they aren't exactly.. Good people per second, at least for me. As a result, I've been trying to distance myself from them, especially my brother, but it's been really hard on me. I know it's an oddly specific request, but can you maybe write about how Zenyatta, Genji, Tracer, and maybe Baptiste (if you're okay with requests for him) might support their s/O through this? Thank you 💜

Hey, Anon, I really hope you’re doing better lately! I definitely get what you’re going through. Sometimes people are capable of working through those things, which is great if you can manage that (and I highly recommend that route if you haven’t tried it), but there situations where working things out just doesn’t… work. so important, because without that stuff there really is no you, and you should do what you need to do to reach that good headspace.

Anyway, I hope you’re doing alright and I wish you luck on your endeavors! Sorry this piece is so late because I apparently missed it when I was purging my ask box and moving things to my drafts. I’d love to hear an update and make sure everything’s okay!

Also, fun fact: I tried to do a read more break after Zenyatta’s section but the post’s formatting got weird on me, so I guess here’s an extended post without a break. Lemme know if this is the length of post that could have used a read more break, or if that should be reserved for longer ones.

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Zenyatta

His first suggestion is to try working it out with your family before making any drastic decisions

If there’s a way to come to some sort of understanding (family therapy, for example), or be able to change their toxic mindset, that’s the first path he’d try to help you take

However, if you’d already tried that, or the effort would be fruitless, he’d fully support you in doing whatever you need to do to better your own life

He understands how difficult it is to distance yourself from people who surrounded you your entire life

Constant gentle encouragement and reminding that you need to do what’s best for you

He invites you to either live and/or work at his sanctuary home or join him on your travels to both help yourself gain some distance but also to take some time to refresh your body and mind in a positive environment

Meditation, exercise, and healthy work to keep the bad thoughts away

At the same time, he often checks in with you to see how you’re doing and is always willing to listen and talk through your problems when you’re having a hard time

During your travels with Zen, should you choose to join him, he helps you explore communities and people to see if there’s one you fancy and would like to settle there

However, if you’d like to simply stay with him, he’d be happy to let you

Considering this something he does as work already, and he cares about you, he’ll support you on your journey anyway he can

Genji Shimada

His method is very similar to Zen’s

However, as someone who was forced to leave a toxic household (y’know, on account of basically d y i n g), he’s surprisingly not as keen on telling you to try and work things out first

In the beginning, offers to take you traveling with him in order to both clear your head and put some space between you and your family

Helps you talk through the situation in a calm and thought-out manner, to make a mind-map of sorts about not only the situation and how your realization came to be, but also your options on how to deal with it

Works everything out with you every step of the way and tries to keep things from getting overwhelming

Might even share some of his own past experiences with you as a way of meeting the situation on equal ground

Offers advice and suggestions when you ask him for them, but never tries to control your final decision on things

Does his best to make sure that the situation at hand doesn’t overtake the rest of your life

AKA date nights and break-times and fun things included

He did something similar and became stronger for it

He considers you ten times braver than him, so he knows you can do it too

He has absolute faith in you

Tracer

Having issues with the bloodline squad? No problem, she’s got you

If you life with any of the toxic family, she’ll give you her bed and sleep on the couch

There for all your talking/ranting needs

Despite herself, Lena’s probably one of the best listeners around

Hangs on to every detail

She’s also the best at the ‘put a pin in it, let’s chill’ method

When you go to talk to her and start getting overwhelmed or worked up, she puts a pause in the chat with a sweet ‘Alright, love, time for a break and we’ll come back to that’

The ways she helps you relax and regroup can very from just snuggling and random chatting for a bit in the same place the two of you have been sitting the entire time

To ordering some food and a special dessert (your favorite) and turning on some dumb TV

To ‘hey, a new arcade opened up a couple days ago in town, let’s go have fun for a spell’

Eventually always coming back to the situation at hand and talking it out, though

If you’re okay with it, she also probably talks to her older/more experienced peers about the situation and what they would suggest you do

Probably does a lot of research on such subjects so she can properly help you

Whatever you need, she’s ready to help; whether that be walking with you because you have to pass by a relative’s home or work place, or being there if you decide to go as far as changing your number, or giving you a place to stay if you don’t have to be alone during such a difficult time

Jean-Baptiste

His first action is to take your mind of things and help you cheer up and relax a bit

This probably means sweeping you away on one of his travels and pampering the shit out of you

I imagine anyone dating him just kinda periodically travels with him as is because he’s a traveling medic and all

The special part is taking you to the most fun and coziest local spots and pulling out all the dorky moves until you’re giggling a little too loud in the nice diner

Eventually there will be a serious chat about the situation

He’ll ask you for details (mainly why your family’s toxic) and try to help you make a plan on how to deal with the situation

Realistically, depending on where you live, you won’t be able to avoid your family completely unless you wanted to pack up and move someplace new

Not that he’s against that, if that’s what you’re going for; that just adds a whole different level to the situation

If you live with family, he’ll set up his traveling clinic nearby so you can stay with him until you find a place of your own

Or, if you do feel like moving would be a good change of pace, and you’d be interested in helping at said traveling clinic, Jean definitely wouldn’t be opposed to having an assistant

Especially a cute one

Also he’d have to train you but he’s down

Anyway

He’s a reasonably blunt dude, so he probably suggests straight-up letting your family members know that you’re wanting to go your own way

“And if they get pushy, they can die mad.”

But if you’ve already tried that, or feel like you’re in an unsafe environment to do so, he helps you safely plan a way out

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