#ah....bad thoughts. bad thoughts

[kelocitta]

Day 23: Pearls Crown Jewel

#rain world #rainworld #rwartmonth #rw art month #was originally brown. rapidly learned i do not work well with browns. it is no longer brown #Also its not really clear thats the ID drone but it turns out it also looks bad when its the only thing obviously at a different angle so #whatever. anyway i like to think the scavengers just thought it was a really cool shiny thing like a pearl #also the scavenger chief doesnt have the mark of communication here cause i like to think the only reason it got that #was because pebbles couldnt blow it up due to the citizen drone #so they were trying to be like “please stop fucking around” and it Did Not Work #anyway i dont think i really did this prompt 'well' but im going to be busy tomorrow so ah well!!!!

[2aceofspades]

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#rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #f!leo #future leo #bad future rottmnt #wrong fabricated time branch #i thought i knew where this was going but uh i guess not.. #ah well.. #:)

[lunian]

why Astarion has one day long condition "Happy" after drinking blood but Gale gets nothing after consuming artefact

because i want him having a "Will to live" condition but just for 1 turn

#you know #mystuff #baldur's gate #baldur's gate 3 #gale dekarios #gale of waterdeep #its dumb thought but like Gale having a thought oh its not so bad now ah no hold on its horrible again

[heytherecentaurs]

Lady Plumbeline so thoroughly dishonours her father. Not only betraying King Amethar, her father's dear friend, heir to the Concordant throne and a man who has shown her nothing but grace and kindness, she throws away two decades of a hard won peace her father built, she sides with Ceresia and Vegetania against Fructera's long-standing ally Candia, and goes against every wish Emperor Gustavo Uvano could have regarding the Concordant Empire and House Uvano. And in the end she is killed by a teenage boy in front of Castle Candia, having gained nothing but dishonour.

All that being said she's an absolute smokeshow and that hot plum lady can commit as many crimes as she wants.

#dimension 20 #a crown of candy #acoc #acoc spoilers #a crown of candy spoilers #d20 acoc spoilers #amethar rocks #plumbeline uvano #gustavo uvano #ah yes - the type of thoughtful analysis one should expect: 'She bad. But she hot.' #any character that can pull off slinky dresses and armour will always have my heart #but for real she's a real asshole #hey there centaurs

[orange-frog]

Text post dump

#enstars #ensemble stars #THERE WERE WAY MORE OF THESE I HADNT POST THAN I THOUGHT #ah eto. bleh ! #oh no i made a bad post #im pretty sure i havent posted any of these over here. if i have then tumblrs search system is to blame #whatever 👍

[kraviolis]

no one has explored the idea of darius and camila co-parenting hunter enough. like where the hell are the fics about darius calling camila asking if hunter left his derby uniform at her house or camila personally going to drop off hunter at his dad's house and sharing a cup of tea with him while she asks about hunter's grades at hexside and darius asks about hunter's sleeping habits and if she had any human alternatives to sleeping nettles that might help him sleep without the dream-enhancing side effect.

what about camila inviting darius to stay for dinner when he comes to drop off hunter at his mom's house and darius asking for the recipe and then asking the kids what ingredients he could substitute and which ones have to stay the same. or camila specifically adding three more lines to her phone plan-- one for vee, one for hunter, and one for darius so that they can keep in contact more easily. or hunter getting in trouble at school for picking a fight with boscha but when principal bump calls, darius is extremely busy with work so he calls camila and asks her to handle it.

maybe darius gets in an argument with hunter and he cant tell where he went wrong and calls camila and she listens and gives him her advice as someone whose been a parent for fourteen years vs. his own eight months. or camila opens up to darius about her own struggles with losing her husband and he opens up with his own grief over losing his mentor. or they talk on the phone for hours and gossip with each other. maybe darius comes over to hang out with camila and binge watch a new show with her while the kids are at school

#krav talks #toh #darius deamonne #camila noceda #average camila and darius phone conversation: #“dont take this the wrong way.” “naturally.” “i think eda and raine are moving too fast.” #“absolutely. its only been what. two months?” #“two months! and theyre already moving in together!” #“this is not going to go well. ive known raine for years and they havent had a long term relationship since they first broke up with eda.” #“oh noooo... thats even worse than i thought...” #“it gets even worse! raine just spoke to me the other day and complained about eda not letting them help her with the curse again!" #“ah... saw that coming. not that i think eda is bad--” #“no of course not! we love eda.” #“we love eda! but that witch has a serious amount of baggage she needs to sort through before rushing into a relationship.” #“oh you have no idea how right you are. have i told you about what she'd tried to do when i was still pretending to be loyal to belos?” #“oh? im listening...”

[desnoot]

Been doing a lot of animatics lately (none of which are finished) so here are some sketchy bits of the boys being in pain since, apparently, tis the season for that.

#aizawa shouta #hizashi yamada #erasermic #bnha #spoilers #my boys are having all of the bad times #all of them #yes I will post the animatics someday don't come at me #damn I haven't drawn Shirakumo properly since back when we still thought his name was Shiragumo #ah #oboro shirakumo #my art

[melusthings]

#I’m sorry who allowed this?! #destined with you #jo bo ah #my girl #rowoon #this is so bad but I had to and couldn’t get over this scene! #it was so good so rewarding after that mess of a drama #I love it #thoughts #kdrama

[grumpyoldsnake]

One of these days. One of these days, I will figure out what the hell makes the tipping point beyond which either a) there’s socialization that I feel insulated from and kind of numb about and too tired to pursue, or b) socialization where the very notion of so much as expressing one (1) internal thought or emotion suffuses my whole body with adrenaline and blaring Nope instincts.

#don’t get me wrong I think I *do* feel fairly Normal about. idk. a good portion of my social interactions #enough that I can go about my daily life just fine #but the numb times and the freeze-or-flight times are always Mightily inconveniently timed #with regards to actually forming new friendships #and there’s a certain threshold of Acknowledging that I Personally Exist where it *all* becomes freeze-or-flight fffff #(it goes like this: I start to think ‘it’d be kind of neat if—‘) #(and then I consider the actual logistics of getting TO the If. and one way or another — fear or tiredness — it becomes ‘ah. right. nvm.’) #(and then if it’s a bad day I have the further thought that the If probably wouldn’t be fulfilling for other involved parties anyway) #(which is. self defeating in the extreme and a distortion and I know it. >_>) #(but it’s ALSO objectively true on some specific axis and like. mm. some nights finding that balance is hard I guess) #(on the one hand not putting myself down but on the other hand being realistic about what I need vs. what other people need) #(and the fact that there are just some types of socialization that just aren’t a good fit for me) #(and that I can’t be for or have with other folk without burning out spectacularly) #life flails #mental health flails #my stuff #complaining

[dollsome-does-tumblr]

i know that the IRL explanation for gerri's wardrobe getting fancier in season two is that they realized someone with her job would be dressing more expensive and designer-y or whatever, but i love the idea that in-universe, gerri and roman went on a 'sorry about that rocket exploding and your thumbs' apology tour to japan and then came back both crushing so gerri started dressing cute and letting her hair down 💕

#i'm just 100% delighted at how well it tracks that they just went on this trip together and we don't really know what happened #but they came back 💕down bad💕 #and spiraled quickly into insanity together #ah l'amour! #dollsome's deep thoughts #romangerri #roman x gerri #making these posts is my fic-writing fuel so i will not apologize! (but also i'm sorry i'm back on my silliness.)

[skitskatdacat63]

2010 Australian Grand Prix - Jenson Button(ft. Robert Kubica & Felipe Massa)

#this was genuinely a race of attrition in the back. 10/24 cars dnfed and i think all but 2 were technical problems #this was a really exciting race tbh i really had no clue what the podium would be #its weird cause i knew seb mark and nando didnt win it but i was so confused how they were gonna lose it? and then it was like OH JENSE OFC #jense was incredible in this race ah what a comeback #everyone thought he made a huge mistake switching to slicks so early on and then it turned out he was the strat goat #and it makes it better cause it wasnt even a call from the team! it was literally his call!! #as we all know hes a god in the wet and it was so admirable and brave of him to make such a bold call for himself and have it work out #the way he has such dominance and performance in wet races(ex canada 2011) is forever so impressive and cool to me #also!!! this race really proves to me why rly i like 2010. really close racing BUT ALSO: #its so sick that both nando and jense won their first/second race with their new team against their teammates who have been there longer #like to have both of them win with the same prestige is so satisying and emotional for me #and god i got flashbacks to aus 2009 seeing him standing on the car. its cool he won melbourne back to back #but also. this post race honestly sucked. bad tv direction bad lighting(not in their control tbf) i felt like they showed nothing well ah : #tho my fav gif is where felipe is standing on his tippy toes and jense bends down sjakjf #jenson button #robert kubica #felipe massa #f1 #formula 1 #2010 australian gp #we do a little bit of f1

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

thinking so so hard about LaughingStock and how that'd go down. disastrously, probably

#and ill talk about it at Length in the tags until tumblr cuts me off like a rowdy drunk after last call #please keep in mind this is all in my Brain and relationship dynamics etc are all technically speculation. anyway #so while franklydear is your more classic 'oh no im in love with him! / aw shucks im in love with him<3' #laughingstock is 'feelings what feelings / oh shit oh fuck this is bad' #to Me. #in my mind howdy is completely oblivious to his emotions #he's out here like 'gotta get the store impressively neat & shiny for barnaby! and everyone else' without blinking an eye #he starts assembling barnaby and wally's dogs slower an slower so that barnaby has to hang around a smidge longer than usual #he's out here giggling at barnaby's jokes while sweeping Hours or Days after the joke was told like a lovesick idiot #all while being like Ah Yes Barnaby My Dear Friend. My Platonic Buddy Whose Jokes I Laugh At A Little Too Hard. Platonically. #meanwhile barnaby Realizes his own feels. has a minor crisis. goes through the 12 stages of grief and absolutely panics #he's like 'ok just gotta play it cool. normal. dont be weird. he'll fall for your natural charm in no time' #'ill hold all of my feelings right here until i die or howdy reciprocates. i just cant tell anyone about this.' #'....hey wally you can keep a secret right' #and rizzes it up yk. rolls a nat 20 on charisma every time without howdy even realizing it. ig barns rolled for stealth too #and from barnabys pov its going great! #howdy is flirting back! hes showing all the signs! when eddie views their interactions he comes to barnaby later and is like A+ gay as fuck #so barnaby is a soft pining mess and howdy is Absurdly Oblivious despite being a clever & observant guy #so im imagining (will freely admit that this Train of Thought is slightly inspired by the latest chapter of Stamps by Indigopoptart) #that eventually barnaby is Confident in their budding relationship ok. hes ready to ask howdy out. #everyone who Knows (wally & eddie) are like Go For It He Clearly Loves You #and when barnaby tells howdy. howdys like 'ohhhh geez um im really flattered 🥺 but i dont feel the same 😔😭' #cue barnaby turning into the 'never again' meme while trying to laugh it off and pretend like he didnt just have his heart mr starked #so he goes home to smoke his pipe and cry and howdy goes about his day feeling Strange #why cant he stop thinking about that confession. what are these emotions. i mean its not as if hes in love with Ohhhhhh No. Oh No. #so howdy has his 'holy shit! im in love with barnaby! (lovestruck. swooning) ....Holy Shit I Rejected Barnaby (horrified. nauseous)' moment #cue howdy expecting barnaby to come by in the morning as per Routine so they can talk. he Doesnt. cue howdy stressing the fuck out over it #meanwhile wally sally (eddie sent her in his place. hes too busy) and barnaby are having a girls day (eating ice cream and watchin romcoms) #eventually barnaby hears that howdy has been Dropping The Ball and cant not check on him. cue emotional heart-2-heart outside the bodega #this is all very specific but its in my brain. these scenarious lull me to sleep every night lately

[ssstrawberryflowers]

well this morning as I woke up from a 4 or so hour night of sleep i had the brilliant idea of trying to fight Gabriel in 3-2 on Violent while listening to a youtube video, with no in-game music, relatively low in-game master sound and without having actually beaten him (on Violent) after having spent over three hours and a half exclusively trying to kick his ass a few days ago.

so. uhm. yeah. drew how it felt (while also remaining as vague as i could as to not upset anyone lol)

this was both surprisingly hard but also relatively quick? in a weird sort of way? idk girl

screenshots below if you care lol

the 3h30 hour attempt proof (i quit at fucking 3 am my wrists were sore as fuck)

the one successful attempt (was surprisingly quicker than expected)

so uh. yea. laughed really loudly when i did beat him and when he called me an insignificant fuck again. 11/10 will do again.

#my favorite thing to do in ultrakill (aside from bullying V2 into oblivion) is dying to my own projectile boosts <33 #really though i'm sorry this is yet another stupid post and not actual art i just thought this was kinda funny; art is being made i promise #shredding through his health in his first phase is actually really easy i think; it just gets real hard once he goes angy #like just send four coins in the air and hit them with the railcanon (except i was too dumb to do a proper railcoin because ah eto bleh) #but his swords dance attack when he enters his second phase as well as his increased speed are really hard to figure out #also his timings are so different from standard!!! somehow i could parry some of his slashes but almost none of his light hatchets!! #what the fuck!!!! aaaaaa #really though beating Gabriel again was actually fun as hell fr #oh yeah the video i was listening to was a woman commenting on a “healthy christian sex course” while also giving advice and stuff #chose it cause it was almost four hours long and i didn't know how much it might take me to beat Gabe (also cause irony) #(my sense of humour is busted as fuck and really bad and im sorry) #ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #hb talks #dumb shit #shitpost #←i think. maybe #again if you read through all of this shit i love you <3

[thealogie]

if bbcs couldn’t give us what we wanted/needed/richly deserved ie canon johnlock at least s4 was so spectacularly bad that we don’t have to watch people who don’t care about johnlock enjoy it for the wrong reasons. There could have been an adlock renaissance there could be an ONGOING adlock renaissance they could have plunged us ruthlessly back into 2012 and caused an adlock vs sherlolly trend 😬

LITERALLY I think about this all the time. There were only two good endings for me: johnlock or scorched earth we burn the show to the ground so no one gets anything and I can move on in peace. And boy did they burn the show to the ground beautifully ♥️

#the thing is ​we always said. gay or trash. the story they chose to tell was so close to what I thought it would look like if it was trash #like I immediately went: ah I see now how you guys as the creators have viewed this show the whole time my bad!

[hephaestuscrew]

Thinking 'If I had a nickel for every time a podcast production company was named after the fictional sinister corporation that plays a major role in their first audio drama, I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice' thoughts about Third Sight Media (Greater Boston) and Hartlife NFP (Our Fair City).

#It just amuses me #A solid company-naming strategy I guess #Feel like a bit of a fraud to post this #because I know in my heart of hearts that I'll never listen to all of Our Fair City #Not as a comment on the quality of the show #just that I binge-listened to a decent chunk of it during a period in which I was having a particular kind of Bad Time #and so I can't ever go back #Sorry mole-people #I'll never know what happened to you... #Now I've said that I feel like I can't put this in the tags for these shows #Ah well... it was a niche thought anyway #the empty man rambleth

[socksandbuttons]

I have an odd feeling we haven't exactly seen the last of Killcode. Moon seems to be... Stressed... As well as completely MIA right now. He might go and see if there is anything left of Killcode to salvage and if Lunar can be brought back from a single Nanomachine, he might be able to bring KC back. Even if it directly goes against KCs wishes. Given that he had knowledge of Star Power and with just everything going on... It's not impossible. Though it might really piss KC off.

Might scare the life out of the Blood Twins too...

...it would be nice to get giant KC back. Although he'd need to renovate his home to actually fit in it.

I MEAN THATS A VALID THOUGHT. (Altho i think the VA is sick that might be whyyyy but also also... use it) Bloodmoon may have assured nothing was left but like... look at him. Mightve thought he did in the rage of it all (and itd make sense to crush everything he could cause Yeah No They Definitely were very upset from that. which thE PROCEEDS NOT TO UTILIZE A BIT MORE BUT YKNOW) I mean if Moon DOES bring KC back and against his wishes you could have KC literally break off connection with them due to that. Also parallels with sun once againw ith bloodmoons if we scare bloodmoon (emotionally distraught AND confused?? hella yeah). How KC would react to that tho... well first of all. its an 'I told you so' but also me going ... kc trying to calm them down but they run off. TALL KC RETURNNNNNN i would love that

but would they give this to me

#kc just gets a taller bus #two story bus and guts it #kc returning tho but like... wrong #however is a thought #we have a lot of death and rebirth on this channel actually #give killcode a better redemption and character exploration #but idk if they have like... they have a lot going on with three channels already #but kc coming back not as he was and might have to restart confused but effectively realizing ah. Shit was BAD. #but also this would bring in kc not remembering WHY he ran so far too #further having him look into his own code if he doesnt have that memory anymore #trigger the poor man with creator stopping earth and hes just '....OH. OH RIGHT' #anyway. pacifst kc aint bad but you can use this #U CAN USE THIS but also i dont think they will they already shattered my dreams #sun and moon show