#also this is exactly how I feel rn

[hellsite-hall-of-fame]

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what a beautiful scream into the void, thank you

#also this is exactly how I feel rn #glad you can relate anon lol #ask #anonymous #the hellsite answers #scream into the void #hellsite hall of fame curator’s bullshit

[kaltacore]

no way my bestie just made me the best bday gift ever. that's my little fucked up the great old one warlock and she's never been more gorgeous

#your most normal ex sshamath citizen with the most normal lurking patron and a tadpole in her head yeah that's her! but most importantly #have you ever seen a painting that belongs to an art gallery and then realized it's the one with your oc. that's exactly how i feel rn #oc: yibern #also known as yuri tax evader among my friends. i just can't help but mention it #bg3

[antrea]

[24.04.06] @ columbus blue jackets

tk slams the bench door in frustration (but also has to push it fully closed afterwards)

#travis konecny #scott laughton #ryan poehling #philadelphia flyers #flyers #flyers hockey #gif #this is also exactly how i feel rn

[crow-with-a-pencil]

@naffeclipse

Them ❤️

#HOLD ON IMMA RAMBLE IN TAGS #my ârt #fnaf daycare attendant #cryptid sightings #naffeclipse #OKOKok so maybe I got busy with school for a few weeks there and couldn't keep up #BUT last week I finally sat down and read like 6 chapters in a row #and my stars I am bouncing off the walls #naff naff listen these demon guys live in my brain #this is exactly how I got excited during sleuth jesters naff you have sorcery #good lord you know how to write tension and foreshadowing #I have theories I have thoughts but I truly just want to see all the guns placed on stage and they are about to go off I can feel it #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh their emotional conflict is killing me and ripping my heart out #they want to say something so bad but also protect the bean bc they're clearly scared and they're gonna freak out but #can they calm the heart down before it runs away? #naff I am not joking this is literally my favorite thing rn #anyway it's almost 2am have a lovely night!!!! #friend fanart #tw blood

[keii]

Yoosung doesn't like that Zen keeps calling MC at night.

#i love possessive yoosung sm LOL #IT'S SO MESSY #but that's bc i'm trying to get used to drawing on my big tablet monitor again!!! #also the position on my desk is kinda weird bc i don't have a proper chair rn #but anyway i have been thinking so much about yoosung outside of my own ocs #and god... i STILL LOVE HIM LOL #like ocs are one thing bc you can literally mold them to be exactly how you want them to be #but there’s also a special feeling of finding a character that is surprisingly your taste #I did not know Yoosung was my exact taste until I played through his route LMFAOO #art #killamonart #fanart #mystic messenger #yoosung kim #yoosung #mysme #digital art #artists on tumblr

[chibishortdeath]

I filled an entire sketchbook page recently with just doodles of Simon based on various photos of Jerma I hope you guys understand—

#castlevania #castlevania games #akumajo dracula #akumajou dracula #castlevania ii #castlevania simon’s quest #simon’s quest #castlevania ii: simon's quest #Castlevania nes #simon belmont #art post #my art #shitpost? #uhhhh should I even tag this Jerma or #this idea kinda from post on here that was one of those ‘died (year) born (year) welcome back (person)’ but it was Simon and Jerma #I think about that all the time it lives in my head rent free forever now lol #and also cause I watched Jerma a lot recently #i debated even posting this but then I saw how dead the Castlevania tags are rn and like ya know what #maybe Jerma Simon is exactly what the fandom needs rn lmaoooo #idk it can’t hurt #I wanna animate simon picking up one of those boss monster orbs and being like WHAT IS THIS THIS IS MAGIC POWERS like Jerma and the geode #idk I think he’d announce to a live stream that he’s legally insane and 40% of what he says isn’t true #I gotta animate the meatgrinder rant too oh my goooodddddd— #I feel like my idea of this guy is way different than the common fandom depictions 💀💀💀💀💀💀 #welp anyways

[hailsatanacab]

I LIED!! MEMES ARE TODAY >:D

wow a lot of these are about jason lol

now to actually go to sleep, it's much too late for me to be up ily bye!!

MEMES ARE TODAY PEOPLE 🚨🙏🥳🎊🎉🙌

for chapter 9 of cetbwa

#cetbwa #danny phantom #dp dc #dp x dc #batman #literally just finished reading your comment and how you werent doing memes until later #which would have been absolutely fine please dont feel like you have to meme straight away on my account (you do have to meme tho haha) #and i go to put my phone down and see a tumblr notification with MEME TODAY lmao #ilysm bestie #i am very spoiled today thank you so much!!!! #these are fuxking quality too like holy shit - literal laugh out loud funny #the fucking jason office one had me in stitches its so funny #thats exactly the way jason is feeling rn - and i was so in two minds about how long to keep danny pretending to be damian for!! #like on the one hand its not exactly the right way to start off a relationship，but on the other hand.... it absolutely fits into the batfam #also i had this funny little phone text conversation thing mocked up between tim and jason that i was gonna put in the notes but rip me #i have no idea how to do that lmao i tried so hard and for so long but it just kept coming up blank 😔😔 #it was gonna be like 'thanks for telling me he's identical i almost outed red hood!' and then tim would be like #'wow red hood's gay??' #it was funny #BUT NOT AS FUNNY AS THESE #oh fuck i made it big again by accident how do i keep doing that #oH FUCK I FORGOT TO TAG YOU AGAIN FUCK ME #tellmeabtspinos #the butterfly one 'is this a normal undead man?' because thats a sentence normal people say - danny has such a skewed view of normal lmao #also you very much are a psychic with your kitten drawing，apollo really socked you because next chapter 😽🥺 #damn these are all so good like #hope you have a good sleep and thank you again so so much!!! love you bby you are incredible and funny and so so creative ilysm ❤️

[alwayshungrytoo]

she’s literally so cool

#she’s my best friend #listen i love her already #i need her to be exactly like how i imagine her rn #i feel like i’m pretty close #but anyway #shes A VAMPIRE she looks cool her vibes are cool she’s so pretty ok #yoko tanaka #yoko #yoko wednesday #wednesday addams #wednesday #netflix #also she’s fun to draw #i love her vampire glasses

[thorarms]

The loki series is fascinating to me in that it says so much more about the writers than it ever could about loki himself

#its difficult to put into words exactly what it is that makes it Like That #like the way the writing feels so oblivious to any of the big concepts or archetypes in the story #and it misses the mark so badly with them. i could do a full rant JUST about how misused the trickster archetype was #the morals are all over the place too with the tva #like ok so the tva is Bad and Fascist or whatever and theres a ton of stylised propaganda lying about #that specifically invokes big brother esque comparisons. but also theres a shot of mobius bathed in angelic light in a church with a halo?? #like mobius is portrayed as one of the good guys in a bad system. he even has a whole bit about finding 'his own glorious purpose' #which im not even gonna touch that rn #he lies to loki. manipulates him. locks him in a room and forces him to replay a shitty memory over and over till he breaks down #and the show frames this as good?? as loki getting what he deserves to induce character development?? #i havent even gotten to sylvie yet. and i wont here bc this is already way too long #loki series critical

[carpisuns]

theOrEticalLy . if I opened commissions at some point. would there be. a smackerel of interest . ??

#i have never opened them bc it’s intimidating and I don’t know how to price things!! #but mostly bc i work full time w a good salary so I don’t really need side things to make money #like it feels selfish to suggest that people should pay me to make fanart?? When #a) I already do that for free bc i enjoy it lol #and b) there are so many creators out there who are struggling to make ends meet #and I am privileged enough to generally not have to worry about that #this would be just like extra spending money to fund my scented candle habit DHDJDN #and the clothes I just bought while trying to Discover My Vibe and Finally Be Myself (at age 28 lol) #also tbh it would likely be reinvested in other commissions bc I buy commissions fairly often lol #anyway. idk the idea of commissions always sounded cool but also guilt inducing and scary #it feels weird and silly bc it would make me have to take my art seriously if that makes sense?? #like me saying ‘I think I’m good enough at art that people would buy it from me.’ that feels so bold and like. arrogant or something dhjsjd #coming from me I mean. just a silly little guy who still struggles to draw human limbs properly #ok I’m thinking about how I’d have to make a commission sheet and put a dollar sign on my art and I’m aaaaaaa #and I’d have to execute exactly what people want and what if I can’t!!! #omg ok maybe noT help lol #well im not committing to anything rn im simply. asking a question while the dash is asleep and then running off to bed seeya #i think part of me always wanted to try commissions to see if I could be a Real Artist about it ?? #and potentially end up with like. Portfolio pieces ?? #why I would need an art portfolio I don’t know. I am an editor. What do I think I will be doing here #ppl left comments on my animatic that have been giving me crazy what if thoughts. sit down #don’t look at me #ohhh swirly brain thoughts I need to sleep

[ingoodjesst]

[light spoilers] "when evil lurks" (2023) was a thoroughly engaging horror movie with great direction, pacing, and lighting that complement its themes well. that said, it was also an intense and disturbing watch with a finale that frankly had my stomach churning. it's a film interested in the fear of losing control and what it reveals about its characters. though the catalyst for misfortune is a demonic presence that possesses and manipulates people, it's generally the characters' rash attempts to recapture a sense of control over their situations that cause things to spiral. their fear-striken actions are understandable in the face of a force they cannot predict the scope of or attack directly. but over and over again, we see our protagonists choose to run away or react with violence, even when they have both folk wisdom and mounting first-hand experience to advise them against such futile actions.

there's also an interesting lens of gender to view the film through, as we often see men choosing to exert violence in a desperate bid to feel powerful again against victims that - possession aside - are generally weaker than them: disabled folks, animals, women, children, etc. all this despite women pleading with them to remember how this violence will just guarantee the evil's spread. it's worth examining how the male characters feel the need to project themselves as protectors while overriding the feelings of the people around them, how their predominant emotions of fear and anger tend to preclude their ability to clearly communicate the stakes of their predicament, etc.

in a way, violence becomes synonymous with running away throughout the film. despite what their behavior would have you believe, our MCs always have options available to them (both in their personal pasts and in the present) that are less likely to lead to ruin… yet their fear always leads them to dig deeper holes. by seeking only the physical destruction of something that refuses to be destroyed, the rotten possession is never truly dealt with. it is simply put off and worsened. instead of engaging the root problem with care and deliberation, using the rules and expertise that are gradually presented to us, our MCs constantly fall victim to their insecurities, constantly fall back on maladaptive instincts that fool them into thinking that somehow their attempts at violence and domination will work this time. maybe the brief catharsis will be worth the consequences this time.

which isn't to say that the movie necessarily suggests that things could've ever been brought back under "control". but in the end, our protagonists fail every chance they have to confront their problems properly. in seeking shortcuts to regain an illusion of control, they sacrifice whatever possibility existed of reclaiming true agency.

it's also worth mentioning that it's not hard to find parallels to the ongoing covid pandemic, i.e. fighting an invisible enemy that cannot be directly eliminated, where violation of specific guidelines intended to keep you safe leads to further spread of the "possession" and therefore further tragedy. hell, even the way that government institutions (like the police in the film) absolve themselves of dealing with the problem properly, forcing citizens to fend for themselves…

the thing is, although the demon haunting our MCs manipulates their terror to its own ends, there's still a palpable sense that many of their losses could've been avoided, if only they didn't succumb to rage and dismay at their loss of control… in this way, i see parallels with the movie "the thing" too; once you let the terror into your heart, the path to destruction is paved with the resulting paranoia and panic. thus the film leaves you with a powerful sense of powerlessness, as you watch characters get progressively consumed by their fear (and uh, other more literal things), until their fates simply fulfill themselves.

#my jessays #when evil lurks #when evil lurks spoilers #when evil lurks analysis #movie analysis #there's actually a bunch more i would wanna say about its themes and motifs particularly about the gender/toxic masculinity part lol #but i don't think i could fit all my thoughts well into this more general review rn so maybe another time #i also feel like i should mention how... weird i feel about it uses its one autistic character... but i'm not sure i'm equipped to break #down exactly why it makes me feel that way and what i think it ends up saying

[suave-hogan]

A package from @kingcorvuscreations came in today! You know what that means!

Some little guys have arrived!!

The silly

Tiny Sung looks so mischievous >:3c

If you like this selection, you should check out their shop! There are a few more items there to choose from as well.

#suave says #yes yes yes yes! #so very very happy rn!!! #look at the Havve!!!!!! they absolutely knew what they were doing #he’s such a sweetheart in that big sweater!! it’s definitely going up on the twrp wall with everything else #I know exactly where I’m putting keychain Sung #he shall travel everywhere on my earplugs-case that also has my stim/fidget toy and a Ladyworld keychain #it’s a necessity to take those everywhere. so I feel like it’s a fitting place to put a little Sung #oooo! and the holo on the cone gremlin turned out very nice. although I’m not sure how to show that in a picture #this wasn't meant to be like a full review or anything. I just got very excited when I realized what was in the mail

[pikslasrce]

guys the apartment is so prettyyyy

#the plan rn is to move in completely by december since the place is unfurnished #and well have to get our furniture from our house in the hometown so theres a lot of logistics going on for the next month #anyways i went w my bro to check the place out for myself and aaah the room thatll be mine is perfect #its a bit small but like. in a good way. theres breathing room #i can already tell exactly where everything will be i cant wait to be able to start decorating it >:3 #ALSO THERES A BOMB SHELTER IN THE BASEMENT??? u guys dont know just how safe that makes me feel 😭👍 #also a cat lady lives next door and apparently the kitties hang out in the hallway which means ENRICHMENT FOR ME #piksla.txt

[sickgraymeat]

It’s funny that I can only read/write AT fanfic that’s both (a) canon compliant and (b) not too sad by my (very sensitive baby) standards, bc ofc those things contradict each other a lot

#OH and throw in there no smut #my library is so small 😭 #some of my fics are definitely too sad but I wrote them so its different? #blah I did a lot of writing abt how I can’t write today abdbsbndnsb it’s making me mad #mostly just that I like to write until I realize that what I’m writing is horrible terrible disgusting shit trash #jus talkin #adventure time #I just love canon and especially post canon!!!!! it’s so good there’s so much there #I do have a draft of a regular world modern day au and it’s fun to think abt but .. canon is more fun #also I think things feel less sad in the canon universe bc they by nature can’t be 100% exactly like our universe #plus I love my girls being immortal (ish?)…. bubbline ♾️ #sorry I’m so sleepy today I’m just sayin stuff how is it like almost early evening rn what’s hallenjng #I hate that I can’t write anything that has like. grit or whatever. like I feel like no one wants to read this elmo baby shit but me #(& i don’t like the way I execute it) #like I wish I could write stuff that’s idk. cool. #that’s it ahdbbdndn

[shiroselia]

#sso #ssoblr #Maintagging cause I think I'm funny #Hi I'm having some dilemmas have them in meme form cause this is exactly how I feel rn #Also by easier in the second meme I mean I don't have to come up with ANOTHER FUCKING NAME #Because IF I got both the name I have for the gray one rn is being Directly switched to the dark brown and good God I don't wanna go throug #another round of Manda finds a name for the gray belgian

[phantomoftheorpheum]

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#people really relate thinness to health so much that i keep getting compliments about how 'great' i look lately #like yeah thanks just rapidly losing large amounts of weight and none of my doctors can figure out why and also my hair is falling out #just girly things obvs #but yeah i'm skinny rn and my ribs and collarbones are sticking out and apparently that trumps everything else #in december i might have weighed a lot more but i felt great #so far all of 2024 i have been incredibly sick and all my lab work comes back weird but not definitive #anyway #tw: weight loss #tw: ed #tw: disordered eating #<< i mean it's not but this could be triggering for people so tagging it #tw: chronic illness #I think the extreme weight loss and the hair falling out are related like both of these things have only been happening since my #chronic illness flare but they can't find any reason for the flare and it is not stopping so honestly idk what to do #also i feel like i have a uti all the time but the results come back negative #venting will delete this later #my chronic illness was in remission for basically exactly one year and now it's worse than ever #and i'm so tired #td #personal