#also tysm anon! i hope you're having a good week too!

[brother-emperors]

Hi! Could you please recommend more books like Great effusion of blood? Many thanks. P.S. I love, LOVE what you do. You are amazingly talented and interesting person. Hope you're having a great week!

oh man it took me a minute to think of some recs for this bc I forgot what I had been reading that book for*

so! if you enjoyed the Great Effusion of Blood, you might ALSO enjoy

Violence and Civil Disorder in Italian Cities, 1200-1500, ed. Lauro Martines

Robin Hood in the Greenwood Stood: Alterity and Context in English Outlaw Tradition, Stephen Knight

*I was reading this book for one essay in it about Robin Hood, so I'm basing these recs off of that

#also tysm anon! i hope you're having a good week too! #i've mostly been reading essays and texts on philippine history and politics lately so it took me a full week to remember anything #about what i usually post on this blog. if it's not 2pm kanjani8 or the philippines my brain starts making a dial up tone #like all i can think of that's most like this book is a collection of essays on ph history UP made open access #ask tag #rec tag

[xxzlushiez]

Can you do tom x f!reader who's in the band and they were always like bestfriends no feelings for eachother or anything but as they get older like around 2007/08 he starts to realize he's totally in love w/ reader and tries to get rid of his feelings by sleeping w/ a bunch of girls but nothing helps because he can only think of reader? And they end up going to a party together and having fun and shii and then they end up on a balcony outside just drinking out of solo cups totally plastered and tom confesses to reader and kisses her but reader is super shocked and surprised and doesn't really know what to say so she doesn't kiss him back and just stares at him, and he doesn't take it very well he's just like "...oh.." and then gets up and reader tries to stop him and he's like "no, no I'm just gonna go back to the party" and stumbles out w/ a broken heart but in reality reader liked him back too but didn't know she did until he confesses so over the next few weeks she realizes how much she's in love with him and she goes to his room to tell him all romantic and shit and they end up having soft sex (or not wtv you're comfortable with) ty sm!! I love your writing btw!

EEEHHHH THIS IS SO CUTE IM SO EXCITED TO DO THIS (and tysm for the compliment❤️)

Miscommunication

T! Kaulitz x F! Reader

Synopsis: you and Tom have always been good friends, but he realizes he wants to be more..what’ll happen when those feelings don’t falter?

Notes: 18+, Name is in the band, flashbacks to ‘Devilish’, drinking, getting drunk, concerts, parties, jealousy, talks of unrequited feelings, Tom being a attention whore💀, insecurities, platonic! Bill x reader, oral, soft sex, underlying sub! Tom (I hate using that word but idk how else to describe it???)

A/N:tysm Anon for requesting and I hope this lives up to your expectations, I decided to right this in normal style instead of bullet points, I hope you don’t mind. This is was frustrated I wanted to get it out on the 3rd😭 bro this is a few days later and it took so long because i just hate the way it turned out im so pissed at myself rn

“I act like I don’t care, that’s cause I don’t care”

For as long as you’ve lived you and Tom have stuck together like glue, you lived a few streets away but being one of the only kids their age in the neighborhood it was hard for you to not gravitate towards them.

You guys weren’t exactly alike, but more like you complimented each other, he was all brash and broody like almost every other boy going through puberty and you were kind and sweet always helping whenever it was needed.

Soon you were invited into a band that consisted of two other troublemaking kids you hadn’t met yet, you traveled around to small talent shows and state fairs to perform music. It was a rough start; you weren’t popular by any means and were made fun of for what you liked to do.

It didn’t get to you like it got to Tom yet you let him rant and yell about it to you because you knew, along with everyone else, that it was just a matter of time before you five would be praised for your talents instead of bullied.

And you were, your band became a hit, Devilish became Tokio Hotel, garage performances became studio practices, and backyard shows slowly became country-wide concerts. Tom also changed, from a little boy who would yell at anyone who messed with his friends to a teen that couldn’t even bother with people hating.

It was different, you were all different, but it was a good difference. Bill became confident, Tom became more open, Gustav wasn’t shy, and Georg was well…Georg was amazing to begin with, it just doubled. The few fans that consisted of you guy’s parents and a few old neighbors became thousands, girls and boys alike paid to come and watch the five of you perform live.

When 2009 rolled around you were known across all of Germany and a few other countries. You couldn’t have been more successful, as the years progressed Tom morphed into someone completely different. Everyone knew of his reputation, a boy who had a new girl in his car every day.

You guys didn’t drift per se, but you didn’t talk about all the things like you used to. That was okay, some things are better left unsaid, but it was weird. You both used to talk to each other about everything and it just changed so suddenly it left you confused for a while.

But you learned to accept the fact that he wasn’t the same and took advantage of that time to get closer to the rest of the band, especially Bill. He became your number 1, always there with you whether it be shopping to helping you get ready. This was one of those instances where you ended up in your shared hotel room with him and Tom.

“This is going to look really good on your Name I promise!”

You let Bill practice his makeup skills on you, a little hesitant at first because of the particular style but when you saw how his face lit up when you agreed you couldn’t say no. Bill also said the style suited you perfectly.

Tonight, was particularly special compared to other nights. It was a large party hosted by a company in celebration of Tokio Hotel’s rise to fame. Bill made it a goal to doll you up in fancy lipstick and glittery eyeshadow before leaving, which Tom wasn’t too keen on.

“Bill hurry up the party starts in like 20 minutes.”

You looked over a Tom from the corner of your eye. He was sprawled out on your bed flicking through the channels on the hotel’s tv. He was already ready and had been ready for at least an hour now.

“Be patient Tommy not everyone can just wear whatever they find on the floor.”

Bill let out a laugh when he saw how offended his brother got at your insult before turning back and applying pretty shade to your lips.

“Tom wah wah hurry up the party starts in 20 minutes blah blah blah!”

He mocked his brother in a high-pitched voice before pulling his brother from the bed and onto the hard floor with a thump! grabbing your hand and running out of the room leaving him behind as you laugh.

“What the fuck you two! Get back here, I’m literally your ride to the party!”

———

The party was boring if you were being honest. But that was probably just you. There was no one you knew except the band and some celebrities and they were all doing their own thing so you were stuck lying on one of the many plush sofas the company had lying around.

Your eyes trailed over to Tom as he walked towards you, handing you a vibrant red solo cup while he settled himself next to you on the couch, moving your legs to lay comfortably over his lap while you stared at the contents of the cup.

“What’re you doing just sitting here? You’re always in the mood to party.”

He was right, you loved to party. It was one of the only times you could let loose when on tour. Today you just weren’t feeling it like you usually were.

“I don’t know, I think it’s the fact that I ordered a Pina Colada and got vodka. But who knows.”

He hummed as he absentmindedly observed the area. Tom had an unusual habit of wanting to be around you but never talking, preferring silence, it never bothered you so you let your head lay against the armchair swirling the drink around in your hand as you observed him.

He was never really good at taking your compliments, always avoiding them in some way with a “What’re you talking about?” Or the “Name just shut the fuck up”. You figured it had to do with the whole ‘I’m too cool for compliments’ thing he had going on, but it never stopped you from slipping up and saying something every once in a while.

“You're so beautiful Tom” and he was, honestly. His eyes reflected the neon lights that flashed above giving him that euphoric effect, the curves and dips of his face were perfectly sculpted to him. His true smile was so unbelievably cute, one that only you and the band had the pleasure of seeing, and his laugh…oh my god his laugh. You were definitely drunk. Whatever.

He gave you a quick side eye at the sudden praise before getting up and grabbing the cup out of your hand successfully spooking you.

“Let’s go smoke.”

‘Let’s go smoke’ was usually his way of saying “you're being annoying, let's get high” but you nodded and took his waiting hand as he led you through the busy crowd and out some double doors.

When out on the fairly sized balcony he grabbed a joint from out of one of the side pockets on his pants, while you flicked open your lighter that you had found stuffed under some gum and candy wrappers in your handbag.

He always enjoyed it when you smoked together, the delicate flame illuminated your face just enough to see the features that he’d always admired. Maybe that’s why he hated it when you complimented him, because he always wanted to do the same but couldn’t. 

Nervousness wasn’t something he felt. There was no reason for him to be nervous. Nerves were for insecurity, anxiousness, that was bullshit to him, well until it came to you, and that oh so familiar feeling bubbled up in his stomach when you looked at him under the dim light.

He concluded that he had a thing for you pretty early on, when he was about 16. One time you pulled a fan on stage that you told the band you found particularly attractive. Bill teased you and Georg and Gustav laughed as you all made your way to the bus, but he stayed back. Deciding that the pit in his stomach wasn’t jealousy like he thought it might be and just that natural protective feeling for a friend.

He didn’t want to think about the possibility that he liked you. You’d always been best friends and that was how it was supposed to say. He remembers how Bill would always tell him “Being best friends with someone like Name isn’t a good idea” because he wouldn’t wanna be just friends. Bill was right and that scared him.

After that realization he took notice of who he gravitated towards in hookups, they all looked in some way, like you. He thought it was weird. It wasn’t like he selectively picked out the ones with similar features as you…right?

“-Tom, are you listening? Pass the joint you hog”

You plucked the blunt from his hand and he stared as you inhaled some of it, releasing the air into his face, looking at him with a weird expression. You watched him stride forward and suddenly his lips were pressed against yours.

You pulled away after a few antagonizing seconds and hesitantly looked at him. You saw the way his face dropped, probably realizing what he just did. Shit.

“Tom I... you're drunk. It’s fine, okay? You won’t remember this in the morning let’s just...let’s just go home, okay?”

That nerve quickly turned into frustration as he rolled his eyes turning towards the entrance and muttering something under his breath before pushing through the doors back into the party, leaving you alone on the cold balcony with a burnt out joint and heart.

———

It had been a few weeks since the incident on the balcony, and you concluded that he did remember it the day after as he wouldn’t talk or even be around you alone. It was fine at first, but by the time the second week rolled around it was starting to affect everyone else. 

His performance was slower than normal, and he brought more girls to the hotel who unsurprisingly leaked where he was were staying and crowded around the hotel to catch a glimpse of the five of you.

He was being so unprofessional; he didn't give you time to voice your feelings about what happened and just up and left you in the dark. Like how do you even bring that up?

“Hey Tom, yeah I know that I didn’t kiss you back even though you totally unexpectedly pounced on me and it looked like I rejected you because I thought you were full-on plastered but like I’m in love with you so could you stop ignoring me?”

Yeah, that’s a no. So, you just endured it for a while until he decided to lay off. That point happened around the 3-week mark when the band was on a small break from tour.

He made it his goal to stay inside his room the whole time, sulking as Bill told you. You were at ends meet, if he couldn’t just talk to you about it like adults then you would have to do it yourself.

This leads up to the moment where you’re standing in front of his door contemplating all your life choices.

Crrrrrreeeakkk

Are you serious, the one time you were hesitant about your decision he just had to open the door and make it for you?

“Name?”

“Hey, Tom uhh..can we talk about the party?” This is so awkward. What the fuuck.

He stood there hesitant for a second before opening up the door for you to come in. You ducked under his arm and situated yourself at the edge of his bed as he stared at you from the doorway.

“Okay um..so I’ve been thinking a lot about that moment and I just wanted to ask you something.”

He gave you a small nod of acknowledgment and you continued. 

“Do you like me? Like I don’t know if the reason you kissed me was just heat of the moment and you just got upset because you were drunk and your feelings were all mixed or something but I really want us to go back to normal…I miss you a lot and it's weird not seeing you at our practices”

You watched him closely for any signs of discomfort but his face was unwavering except for a light smile at your words easing your nerves only a little.

“I like you; I’ve liked you for years And Scheiße I miss you too but don’t wanna be just your friend anymore and if that changes things between us just forget about this whole thing”

You smiled softly walking towards him and cupping his face with your hands, bringing your lips to his feeling him relax into you. 

His breath caught in his throat when you grazed your fingers against the front of his pants, slightly palming him through the jeans when he abruptly pulled your hand away.

“Name I wanna do this with you…but I don’t wanna have sex like I normally do. I want it to mean something because you really mean something, I just don’t know how”

“Let me show you, Tom.”

——

Tom groaned when your lips pressed against his pelvis, muscles flexing underneath you at the feeling. You hummed in contentment before coming back up to him and giving him a quick kiss and taking off his boxers.

He’d never had someone take their time on him, it was foreign, different, you looked so pretty as you toyed with his cock. Seeing what made him shiver and what gave him goosebumps. 

Laying your tongue flat you licked a thick strip up the underside of his dick watching the way his eyes roll back in pleasure.

“Mhm…just- just like that Name please mhm…keep going.”

Voice slightly weak, he begged you to continue, not like you’ve ever heard and it encouraged you to continue, hands slick with his precum you stroked him at a controlled pace, squeezing slightly at the head hearing his soft curses get louder.

“Let’s empty that brain of yours ‘mkay?”

While you made yourself comfortable on top of him you felt his hips shift under you, his hands finding place on your hips. You align yourself with his cock, sliding down and listening to the way he mutters your name like a prayer as his cock disappears inside you.

“Shit this is much better than I ever imagined… s’much better...” his eyes raked your body seeing his hips met your thighs. You push down on his legs to keep him steady and use them as leverage to grind against him. Not even minutes later did his quiet concealed groans turn into gasps and random obscenities.

Seeing your pace begin to slow he flips himself over taking you with him, letting your legs rest flush against his shoulders next to his ears. He experimentally rocks his hips finding a comfortable rhythm, laying his hand flat on your stomach feeling at the bulge.

Now it was your turn to be a noisy mess, covering your face with a pillow in an attempt to muffle yourself but it was quickly discarded somewhere on the floor by Tom.

“Don’t- don’t do that- you look so pretty writhing under me like that, I could stare at you all day…shit shit shit.. if you keep tightening around me, I won’t last long...”

You smiled as you looked up at him. His eyes were closed tight and his jaw was clenched tight, focused on how you squeezed around him. You let your hand travel to his face tracing his features. His eyes opened at the touch and he sucked in his breath, feeling his high approaching.

 You were glowing, your hair fanned out on the bed, your eyes slightly glassy from his pace, sweat collecting on your hairline, suddenly every part of him felt so sensitive and his lips connected with yours before his hips stuttered letting out a guttural moan making sure you had ridden through your orgasm.

You cried out in his neck holding him against you as he continued for a little longer before coming to a halt, collapsing on top of you. Holding you against him in a vice grip. 

“I love you Name, a lot”

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[purinfelix]

Helloo, can i request something with Christmas vibes with gavi?

Have a good day!

secret santa ⁺₊❆ ⁺⋆

pairing: gavi x reader (established relationship) summary: your boyfriend starts acting strange around Christmastime and you're determined to get to the bottom of it warnings: none w/c: 1.1k

a/n: okay firstly anon tysm for the request and secondly IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK FOREEVER im literally an idiot who can't process the concept of time and realised Christmas is like ... tomorrow so .... hope you enjoy this !!!

Gavi had been acting strangely lately - at least, stranger than usual. And whilst you didn’t consider yourself the most observant person, even you had managed to pick up on his antics over the past couple of weeks.

It had started around the beginning of December. Usually you didn’t bother to care about what he was doing on his phone because when he wasn’t texting you, he was texting his teammates or coach about football. And he was never private about this either, not even putting a password on his phone and often getting you to answer calls and texts for him. It added a layer of trust to your relationship that you hadn’t expected at first, but had come to appreciate as second nature.

However one day, when you had been planning to carry out your favourite past time - spamming his camera roll with as many dumb selfies of yourself as possible - you had been surprised by a password prompt. And whilst it shocked you a little, you hadn’t worried too much about it, assuming he would casually mention the password to you the next time he needed you to check his phone for him.

But this time never came. Instead, and only adding to your surprise, he stopped asking you to answer his texts and calls. And if this wasn’t enough he became increasingly conscious of you watching his phone screen, often tilting away from you or glancing shiftily at you from time to time before resuming his typing.

And then there were the times away. You were by no means the clingiest partner, not like you had much of a choice when your boyfriend’s training regime was merciless to your already limited time together. But the two of you had managed to forge small pockets of time for each other, and maybe it was their limited nature that made them all the more important - in the concentration of love, affection, of care for one another. Which was why, when these became replaced with quick afternoon texts from Gavi saying he would come home a couple hours late, or when you would wake up on weekends to an empty bed, and a note that had clearly been written in a rush, you found yourself feeling fed up.

So you sought to get to the bottom of whatever had seized your boyfriend up, and caused him to act so uncharacteristically. Sure, you wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt - he did not seem like the type to cheat, but then again it was a possibility you just couldn’t deem impossible. And a possibility that only haunted you more and more given all of the breadcrumbs he seemed to be dropping.

Your opportunity struck when the two of you were sitting together on the couch watching your favourite Christmas movie Love Actually, which you considered a must-watch given it was almost a week until Christmas. And given that your moments spent together were rare nowadays, you wanted to spend as much time with Gavi as possible. That was, until he muttered to you softly that he had to go to the bathroom, setting down his phone on the couch before he got up.

You waited until the soft padding of his feet told you he was out of the room, then sprung up to grab his unlocked phone. Was a small part of you screaming about how wrong this was, and how you should just trust your boyfriend, yes. But was the rest of you also dying of curiosity, and partially of never-ending worry? Also yes.

That was, until you noticed a notification - a text message from Pedri.

“dude you don’t need to worry - they’ll like whatever you get them”

Your brows furrowed, clicking on the notification you scrolled up several days into the conversation between the two teammates and felt your heart almost shatter. There, laid out in front of you in digital messages was a manifestation of your boyfriend’s utmost love for you as he fretted to his friend about what kind of Christmas gift to get you.

Oh god, you were horrible.

There were pictures of several gifts, necklaces, rings, and stuffed toys, as well as messages figuring out meeting times between the two to visit shops - which you recognised as ones you had often dragged Gavi to on your outings together.

You were truly, really, horrible.

As if this wasn’t enough, a quick glance through your boyfriend’s search history showed a seemingly never-ending array of “romantic gifts for Christmas” and “how to shop for a Christmas gift for your partner”.

You were awful for ever doubting him.

You had seen enough to satisfy your nerves - and to fuel your guilty conscience - and were just about to put his phone back until you heard the creaking of floor boards behind you. Whipping your head around and trying your best to conceal your guilty expression you locked eyes with a shocked-looking Gavi.

“Hi,” you said, more of a gasp of surprise than an actual greeting.

“You,” Gavi’s tone came less annoyed or betrayed, but more of a whine, “You saw?”

You nodded tentatively. “But, I didn’t see what you actually got me! Just some of the messages and searches and-”

He groaned softly as he fell onto the couch next to you, a pout spread across his face and his brows furrowed. “It was supposed to be a surprise!” Guilt overtook you, especially as you watched the defeated expression his face. All you could do was let his phone slip from your hand, bringing it up to cup his face gently.

“I’m so sorry my love,” you cooed, trying your best to sound as apologetic as you could without giving away how endeared you were by this whole situation, by his effort, by him.

“You ruined the surprise…” he mumbled in a defeated tone, although he didn’t move away from your touch, prompting you to scoot closer.

“Hey, I didn’t see the actual gift but I’ll make it up to you” you sighed pleadingly, pecking his cheeks softly before adding “I really appreciate the thought and effort baby.”

The additional line seemed to warm him up as he let out a sigh, “You promise you didn’t see what I got you?”

“Promise.”

At that, he finally broke into a smile - one that was small but tinged with the mischievous look only someone who was planning a big surprise had. And whilst this fuelled a newfound curiosity within you regarding what exactly it was he got you, you couldn’t help but relish in the comfort of your new finding as you ran your fingers through your boyfriend’s hair, smiling as he leant into your touch.

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[dwindlinghaze]

Hey! I loved your Andrew fic and I was wondering if I could request an Andrew fic where both him and the reader are costars, they've already acted together before in a movie and have had this great friendship and there's been a spark ever since they first met, like they know there's something more than friendship between them but they're scared to try it out. But when they're working together for their second movie, which is a romance once, they end up dating? Thank you <33

the sweetener you are

(andrew garfield x co-star reader)

hi anon!! tysm for requesting! i hope this is what u want! <3 pls don't be afraid to ask more, i love it when u guys talk to me ☁️

contents : friends to lovers, fluff, idk just rlly sweet <3 (sorry for any typos or incorrect grammars !)

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as an actress who works in the film industry, it is a strict rule for co-stars to not fall in love with each other. mostly because it's all an act. if one thing goes wrong, then everything will probably come tumbling down.

it all started when the two of you worked together. you met the andrew garfield for a project and you two instantly clicked together.

you have always admired him. the dedication and passion he puts onto his works are incredible. so working with him is so exciting for you. he also loved your last movie. andrew told you how talented you are as an actress and he's ecstatic to finally work with you.

ever since you met, he always does small but yet sweet things for you. like he will pull out your chair, offers you his scarf if you're cold during filming, give you flowers after a tiring week of shooting, bring you your favourite drink and snacks.

you thought of it as a best friend and gentleman kind of thing because you don't want to jump into conclusions but you know there's something in there since you don't see him doing these things to other people.

he greets you with a "good morning" every day and brings you breakfast too. you told him that none of that was necessary but you accepted anyway.

andrew calls you in his free time even after the movie was finished and done. you two had grown a sweet little friendship and he enjoys talking and spending time with you, like today when you're in your dressing room, taking all of your make up off. "hello? [y/n] are you there?" his voice came from the other line. you put him on speaker so you could continue taking those make up off.

"yes, hi! do you need something, andy?" you spoke.

"why do you immediately think i'm calling you because i'm in need of something?" he joked.

"no, s'not like that," you paused to let out a laugh, "just a habit, i guess, i don't know. but do you need something though?"

"what are you doing now? hope i'm not interrupting something,"

"in my dressing room- getting ready for bed,"

"it's five in the evening,"

"and what about it!"

"i was wondering if you'd like to come to mine for a movie night, but if you need your beauty sleep then we can forget i ever said that,"

you let out a laugh, smiling in the mirror to yourself. "do i need to wear a versace dress or is a shirt fine?"

"as much as i love seeing you in a fancy dress looking like a million dollar pay-check, you in normal clothes are beautiful to me too,"

you blushed profusely, disliking the way he makes you feel but enjoying it at the same time. "i'll meet you there, is six good?"

"sure, six is fine. i'll pick you up by the way, walking alone in the streets is not worth it as much as i hate to say it. also i'm grabbing dinner for us so don't tell me that i don't have to do it,"

you smiled for the millionth time because of this man. you sometimes wonder if he's just really that nice to everyone or is it just to you. he is a kind man so it shouldn't really be a question.

"alright, see you soon!" you said before he returned the greet and ended the call. a few minutes passed and your phone lit up, andrew's message had delivered to you and he said he's outside the building.

"hello stranger, why are you in my property?" you squinted your eyes to him, biting back a smile.

"hello to you too, i'm here to pick someone named [y/n] [l/n]. do you happen to know where she is?" he played along as he opened the door of his car.

"hmm... i think she's sitting in your car," said you, getting inside his car.

"silly me, i should get my eyes checked," he said smiling before he went back to the driver's seat. "i bought us dinner by the way," his thumb pointing behind him.

you looked over to the back seat to see a pack of uncooked meal and frozen fruits. you almost laugh at how ridiculous it looks. "oh absolutely! i'm eating raw chicken, frozen lemons, and raw eggs for dinner. so amazing! i give the andrew garfield restaurant a five-star review and a five-star service!"

"now don't make fun of me! that chinese restaurant closed right before i arrived and the pizza place across the street was so packed. i was thinking we can cook together, you know i really really love your cooking," he peered over at the rearview mirror to look at your face as he emphasised the word 'love'.

"okay, fine," you agreed. the drive was short and calm, you two talked about how much the two of you had grown.

just a year ago, you met him for the first time in a movie screen test and he was a stuttering and awkward mess. he tripped over your leg when you got up from your chair, but you laughed about it now. "i was so nervous to meet you because you're like so professional and i'm just- stood there watching you say all the words in your script-" he laughed, his eyes crinkling at the ends.

when you arrived at his place, he opened the door for you to walk in and brought the grocery bag to the kitchen, setting it down. you made dinner for the both of you before settling down on the sofa to watch a movie together.

he laid beside you on the sofa, wrapping an arm around you protectively as he pulled you closer to him. you thought of this as a friendly gesture because his flat is freezing cold. he knows you're cold, so he's sharing his warmth with you, but you can't deny the fact that there's something in your stomach, like a kaleidoscope of butterflies.

the thing is, you didn't know that he's purposely making his apartment cold so he can have you close like this. he loves it when you press your cheek to his shoulder.

as the movie ended, he looked down only to see you fast asleep. he smiled down at your peaceful state, wishing the two of you have more than just a friendship (though he is grateful either way). he knew exactly what his feeling is towards you and maybe by chance he knew you felt the same way too, but the friendship you had going on was too important to him to be ruined.

he didn't realise that he's lost in his trance until he felt your head turned to the other side, your eyelids fluttering because you're dreaming so he tuck you in his bed, and turn the night light on. that night he slept on the sofa; he didn't want you to feel uncomfortable.

as that routine goes on and on, the feelings between you two were sparking more and more.

one tuesday morning, you woke up to a call from liz, your manager, she told you that you got in this role for a romance movie and filming will start in two weeks. you were beyond happy to get this role because you loved how sweet and dreamy the storyline is and you're also excited to fly across the globe to film it.

it was until then that you realised your co-star is once again, andrew garfield, your best friend. you're going to be his love interest in this film. you're going to be kissing him, you're going to-

"[y/n] you're here!" the director greeted you. she smiled and waved at you, "it's really nice to see you. i'm honoured to be working with someone as brilliant as you are. i trust you in this role, i know you and andrew will have awesome chemistry to bring this to life."

"thank you! i will not disappoint i promise," you let out a small laugh. a few seconds later, andrew walked in, his presence sweet and his aura bright.

you talked together in depth about what the director wants to see in this film and how the characters are supposed to be. she's very specific so it's quite easy for you to hop on her boat and went along with her sail.

the filming went smoothly, you and andrew were so good together that sometimes the director really thought that you both are in love. well, maybe she's not entirely wrong... ?

"oh my god i'm going to kiss you in less than 45 minutes," andrew said out of the blue when the crew were taking a break for lunch. he was sitting on the floor across from you. reading the script as he casually took a large bite of his burger.

you almost choked at what he said. he said it so normally that you almost didn't catch up on what he's actually saying. "don't eat garlic or any of those sorts please," you replied, biting back a smile as you ignored the butterflies at the thought of it.

"oh i will never!" he chuckled, feeling the blood rushed into his cheeks, so scarlet it was maroon. he's excited to kiss you actually. he has been dreaming on how's it like feeling your lips against his. he knew it will be the best feeling in the world. he knows he will not regret this.

the break is over and it's time for them to... kiss?

"one, two, three, action!"

andrew placed his hand on your face, tugging it closer to him. you felt your breath hitched, the smell of him covering your nostrils. you were lost and long gone in his scent until you came back to reality when andrew pressed his lips to yours.

his tongue made its way inside your mouth and you almost broke out of character when you noticed the peppermint flavour. prior to this, he brushed his teeth profusely and ate packs of mint leaves.

his lips were incredibly soft, they moved ever so slowly with yours, you could melt. your hands went up to his hair as his went down your waist. the feeling was just like the movies. everything went in slow motion, everything is spinning around.

"cut!" the director yelled, seemingly satisfied by the shot. "awesome, [y/n], andrew!" she gave the two of you a thumbs up.

now you moved along with the script, trying to ignore the sparks in your stomach. when the scenes for the day were all finished, andrew walked you back to your dressing room. by the looks of it, he seemed like he wanted to say something.

"okay well hello," he started, clearing his throat.

"hi?" you knitted your brows as you smile at him.

"i want to tell you something actually, something i've been hiding for a while now," he said it in a low whisper, taking baby steps over your carpet.

"okay, c'mere sit with me,"

"you know the kiss? i really enjoyed it," he cringed at his words, wishing it had come out better.

you smiled, crimson creeping up your cheeks. "me too," you nodded.

"yes, well- i know this sounds truly crazy," he shook his head, closing his eyes. "but i really have to tell you that i have- feelings that i feel for you... and by this i mean like in a romantic way. i can ruin our friendship and make my comfort person despise me but i'm giving it a shot anyway."

since we've met i can't stop thinking about you. how your day is or- or how you are feeling that day. i feel like i can be myself around you, and the thing is, i'm rarely being myself. i come to you in by best days and talk to you in my worst days because i trust you. i hope you know that you can trust me too."

you stayed silent, processing what you just heard. you never thought he will confess to you, but he just did. "um [y/n]? please answer me right now because i'm freaking out."

"i feel feels too to you," now it's your turn to cringe on what you just said. "i mean- i feel the same way, i really like you. wholeheartedly."

"okay," a genuine smile spread across his face as he leaned forward to bump his nose on yours. "can we kiss now? is this the right time to kiss like in the movies?"

"sure," you laughed but your voice were quickly shut up by his lips. this time you weren't acting. you two were actually kissing off screen with real feelings behind them. this time, it was much better. he kissed you with more passion and tenderness than earlier.

he didn't want to pull apart but he did anyway as for breathing is a need to keep on living. "i never thought your lips would be so soft. not gonna lie, i'm pretty sure your lips were dry," you said jokingly, rubbing his knuckles that sat on your cheekbone.

"i use lip balm before i go to bed religiously after i found out that we're gonna kiss," he admitted. "for good impressions.."

you laughed at him, your heart practically melting underneath your ribs. "i will still like you if you have crocodile skin lips anyway," you shrugged.

"stop that," he laughed. before you know it, his lips were on yours for the third time that day, and you wouldn't want to have it in any other way.

since then, the two of you have been the happiest creatures on the planet. you always woke up to him by your side or him on top of you, completely covering you like a blanket. he will greet you with small kisses on your forehead and hold your hand whenever he can. he is the definition of a gentleman and the best boyfriend anyone could ever ask for.

"morning, lovie! it's premiere day!" andrew whispered to you one morning in his apartment. you were in his arms, face hiding in his neck.

"don't wanna wake up," you mumbled. "i slept at four am yesterday, so sleepy."

"i know, love," he smiled, kissing your nose. you love those nicknames he gave you. when he calls you using pet names, your heart is like a field of blossoming flowers. "once we came back, you can be a bear hibernating throughout winter and i will stay by your side for the whole season, but now we have to get up."

"fine," you rolled over, grabbing the blanket with you so andrew is left with nothing but his pj's and the cold air around the room.

"hey you're evil!" he quickly rolled himself to a ball next to you. "i don't know why i'm dating you."

"you date me because i'm your favourite person and you're in love with me."

he chuckled, nuzzling his head to the crook of your neck. "i love you, so can you please share the blanket with me? how dare you leave your loving boyfriend shaking from the cold."

"you should really install a heater in here to avoid situations like these," you dodged him nonchalantly.

"you should really consider sharing our blanket to avoid situations like these."

"the blanket is all yours, i'm taking a shower!" you jumped up from the bed and ran to the bathroom but your steps were stopped midway when andrew pulled you back.

"i'm not letting you go from me without a kiss."

#andrew garfield x female reader #andrew garfield x actress!reader #andrew garfield fic #andrew garfield x you #andrew garfield x reader #andrew garfield fluff #andrew garfield imagine

[chicken-fifi]

Jang Hanseo (Vincenzo) Headcanon | Him as a Boyfriend

Pairing: Jang Hanseo x Fem!Reader

Requested by anons: (1) Hii!! Can you please write jealousy and boyfriend headcanons for Jang Han Seo,Jang Han Seo and Youngwoon from Vincenzo? Thank you in advance 💝 and (2) Since your reqs are open 🥳 can I pls request dating and smut (if you're not uncomfortable) headcanons for Jang Han Seo and Jang Han Seok with a female reader? Tysm 🫶.

Genre: fluff, angst, NSFW

A/n: please check out the SFW A-Z for Jang Hanseo for some of the references made in this headcanon. i hope you enjoy this!

Tunes: i decided to watch Jeffrey Epstein: Filthy Rich. dear lord help me.

Dating

As discussed in the A-Z

Dates are far and few in-between for all of the reason listed in that post

The dates that you do go out on tend to be in very quiet and small places

Diners

Cafes

Not places one would think to find a man like himself

The dates that occur at his home are just as private, but more relaxed

The two of you cooking dinner together

Until you realize just how bad he can be in the kitchen and you take over

Dinner is usually eaten on the couch watching a movie or a show

It’s very lowkey

Other than these dates

He’s very quiet when you two aren’t together

He does text you and call you in private moments just to check up on you

Hear your voice

Let you know he’s not toying with you

He also send you flowers

Every week

With a long letter apologizing for not being able to be the boyfriend he knows you deserve

Saying he understand if you were to ever leave him because you deserve someone who won’t hide you from the world and will introduce you to others as their girlfriend and not pretend like they don’t know you

This stage is rough ngl

Jealousy

Given all of the above

It’s not surprise that he gets very jealous

Very easily too

He’s well aware that he’s too distant from you on any given occasion

Even if he knows or thinks that it’s for your own good, well being, safety

He gets pouty and almost childlike in these moments

But he never shuts you out

Not completely at least

He does pull away and it’s like a puppy who has been rejected by their owner

It takes a lot of physical affection

And verbal reassurance

To get him through this

Despite the many instances in which he gets jealous

Each one is solved through some solid communication and reassurance

NSFW

I mentioned in the A-Z that Hanseo is a sub

Outside the bedroom

Remember that

Inside the bedroom things are very different

Yes he does have subby tendencies

And given his personality

I do believe him to be a soft dom majority of the time in your intimate moments

He’s a dom in a sense that he wants you to be pleased

In every way he please you with his body

He can be rough

But passionate

Sex with him is an other worldly experience to put it simply

He will leave you spent

But will take the time and energy to bathe you and help you relax, clean up

Aftercare might as well be his love language here

That being said

Sex isn’t a must for him in your relationship

But it certain does help establish a sense of seriousness that hadn’t been as evident before

Because during all of these intimate moments

Hanseo shares the future he sees with you

Promising,

Sometimes in tears,

That he will give you the life you deserve as his wife

#kdrama #kdrama headcanons #vincenzo #vincenzo masterlist #vincenzo headcanons #vincenzo jang hanseo #jang hanseo #jang hanseo headcanons

[spaceyflowerswriting]

hihi !! i hope you dont mind but can i request headcanons/drabble prompts with kim joongoo (lookism) ? like the gn!reader having a crush on him when he was in middle school (his age where he saved vasco) and him also having a crush on reader but isnt too obvious with it ^^ tysm! (feel free to ignore/delete this if you're uncomfy!!)

middle school!goo and reader

details: gender neutral reader but written in 2nd pov, general canon au, you and goo are middle schoolers and neighbors

a/n: hello anon~ no worries, this request is fine !! but i wasnt given much about reader so i just vaguely wrote reader as a neighbor to goo, i hope thats okay T_T

i also wrote more than intended and feel like this was a messy oneshot instead of headcanons;; sorry, hopefully this still works for u!!

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> 15 or so year old goo, who was free as a bird and felt like he was on top of the world; there was never a fight he couldn't win and all he had his eyes on was money, which he had plenty of thanks to people always asking for his "beat 'em up" services

> and then he got a crush. he didn't acknowledge it for a while though because he really only regarded money and violence as his true loves but yet here you were pulling at his heart strings

> he was unashamedly shallow in starting his attraction because he thought you were good looking, but over time your personality charmed him and that's when he went, "oh, is this what a crush is?"

> was grossed out at the beginning lol like "ew this kind of stuff leads to marriage and all that weird ass adult stuff" which was something he didn't want to think about as a teen; he just wanted to enjoy his youth

> really did his best to just treat you as someone he kind of likes until he was bored watching tv one day as an ad for a romance movie played and he imagined you and him as the main characters

> instant cringe and panic. he began to admit he really did have a crush on you then, but still kept it on the low

> honestly you seemed like a good person and he didn't want to take your kindness for granted. so, he never bothered asking you out because he was actually worried about hurting you if it turned out he wasn't committed. plus, you two were just teens, and he's seen other teens around in their "dumb relationships" that last like 2 weeks and didn't want to deal with that

> for now he was content being your friend. occasionally spoiling you with the money he earned or often visiting your home (usually by breaking and entering your room through a window...) just meant you two were close friends and nothing more

> little did he know, your feelings were mutual! you simply couldn't resist the lovable grin and upbeat personality of the strangely charming boy next door

> the time you spent patching him up when he dropped by with small injuries, the time spent together vandalizing old buildings, him casually and randomly dropping over $500 for something you mentioned liking the other day...

> still, the two of you were just friends. sometimes things felt awkward and you wondered if he had a crush on you, too, but there was just no way with how he acted... right?

BONUS rushed cliche drabble of this scenario but fast forwarded to present time because my brain was on a roll for whatever reason :

Goo Kim was a man who only valued money and enjoyed the violence often needed to obtain it. And that was all he needed to feel satisfied. He never felt empty or lonely, but he did feel like he was missing something in his life. Not in a puzzle piece way because he knew he was complete, but more so an ingredient to make his life even better.

However, this was not something he needed to ponder about. He knew the answer was the neighbor he had as a friend growing up. It honestly confused him how such an ordinary person that happened to live next to his place then could affect him so much. Whatever it was about you that enticed him, he didn't care, he just knew he wanted it.

No, he needed the excitement you gave him; it was a different but similar thrill to the ones being surrounded in blood and riches gave him.

"It's a shame," he muttered aloud, strolling down the fairly empty street as the sun began to set. He really should've tried to find a way to keep in contact with you, but after meeting Gun and getting mixed in with Charles Choi's business, all he felt like he could do was leave with a goodbye. How could he even begin to explain to you what he was going to get involved in?

If only he could see you again. He was more mature now, as hard as that was to believe, and felt he could be the proper partner for you. Not to mention, the fact that he still thought about you to this day meant his feelings for you were more than just a "crush." The commitment and "gross" relationship stuff he didn't want to deal with as a middle schooler then, he was ready for now. Probably.

Goo sighed. Maybe you still lived in his old neighborhood? He hadn't visited it ever since he left, perhaps you still lived in the area. Later this week, he should--

"Goo...?"

Somehow, despite the years and the clear change in it, Goo recognized the voice. When he turned his head to the side, he saw a familiar face standing outside the convenience store nearby. A grin grew on his lips as he walked closer to the figure.

You were as lovely as he remembered.

"Today must be my lucky day," he thought, holding a hand out.

"Hey, it's you. It's been a while, but we should hang out just like we used to. Whaddya say?"

Seeing your eyes light up just at the sight of him still remembering you was enough of an answer to him. Explanations and confessions could come later, all he wanted now was some time with you.

#lookism x reader #goo kim x reader #goo kim #requests #i went so ham on this request 😭😭😭😭😭 #sorry if goo is ooc... i tried my best;; #i was trying to write 15 yr old him as immature but not That immature if that makes sense

[strayklds]

hi Em, this is the birthday anon from a few weeks ago!! i am the luckiest Stay ever, i just opened my copy of 5 Stars & my OOTD mini poster was of Han, ahhhh!!! then i pulled my bias line in the photocards: A ver of Chan, B of Seungmin, & the Target exclusive of Han 😭💓💓 no double sided ones or Lino, but this is actually my first Kpop album ever & i couldn't be happier??? i'm telling all my friends abt this. this is like. MAD luck 🍀 i'm shaking & my face is still warm. they look so good, i've been in love w/everything this comeback!

while setting out to buy the album, i felt i should trust my gut & also whatever copy the store employee handed to me. i had a good feeling abt everything & told myself that i would have been fine with anyone, but truthfully out of everyone i really wanted to get Han. then my heart was going to jump out of my chest when i saw him - twice! goodbye, goodnight, i feel insane 🙈🙊

(also tysm to you & your moots who shared recs w/me! i haven't finished checking them all out yet & picking which ones i like most since there's so much else going on, but i'm extremely grateful for how kind everyone's been! 💗💗)

omg hello!!! i hope you're doing well <3 i'm so happy to hear that you pulled your bias line thats so awesome!!!! (im lowkey jealous that you pulled a han but im so happy you got him at the same time😭😭) i'm sooooo happy you've been loving the album cause i have been too! what's your favorite song off of it so far? (for me it's probably collision...... i think.....)

& ofc! you're so welcome i'm glad you've gotten the chance to listen to some of the recs! skz discography is HUGEEE so i totally get that it's kind of overwhelming to go through it all hahah but taking your time with it is totally part of the fun! 🤍🤍🤍🤍

#i also pulled the rest of my bias line from my target album too!! maybe there's something in the target albums that hit different.... #i can show you some pics of my pulls if you want!!!! #i'd love to see your han pc too🥺 #anyways im so glad u got back to me! it was nice hearing from you again <3 #replies #anonymous

[v8nom]

random question: what are ur favorite twice ships and their dynamics to write??

(and btw i absolutely love everything you’ve written btw like esp ur hurt/comfort self harm series like i eat that shit up and reread it when i’m having a rough time :) and ur also REALLY fucking good at writing smut like ur the entire package)

ah anyway hope ur doing well!! thank u!!

!! first of all tysm! I appreciate it <333

Also mmmm that's a good question, tbh my secret is that the method of how I write can only be described as receiving a vision from a god and desperately trying to transcribe what I see into words . if that makes sense. So the *goal* is to think deeply about dynamics n all that good deep stuff because I notice when other authors do that and I love it, but in reality . I don't really do that much . Or maybe I do on some level just not super consciously. (adding a read more for those who don’t care and don’t wanna scroll)

Sorry you probably weren't going for that with your question! Big fan of the misamo dynamics both for hurt/comfort and for smut, because imo sn and mn can either be needy and whiny as fuck or seductress vibes/Mean. And I've been on this puppy mm thing for a bit bc of things I've read, but I forget if I've always thought that way. In the hurt/comfort world of things, something about me likes to project onto mn (sorry to her), and mm and sn I feel are Good with emotional things, sn in the talking and shes good at comforting way, mm in the way she's just , kinda puppy actually lol. (omg I can go on and on abt sn if u wanna hear it). Jh with anyone is fun to play with, because you can either go leader vibes she's in charge/she knows how to help, or she wants to give up control/she's hiding her pain because she wants to be a good leader.

I hope that answers it! u were probably talking dynamic in general but in the visions i receive (lol) they tend to be either hurt/comfort or smut so I can speak to that. Also can u believe I actually wrote more for this and had to cut it out .. apologies if u wanted a quick and easy answer ! But if you wanna hear more about someone or a dynamic specifically, please ask. Thoughts tend to come to me when I'm prompted so hit me the fuck up.

I hope you're doing well too anon! thank you for the ask <3 also sorry for having this sit here for 4 days, I've got plans and drafts TRUST I wanna keep this acct alive and well, unfortunately things got super busy but hopefully after the next week I should have more time!

#ask #nonreq

[nulltune]

Positivity anon back at it again! I hope you have an excellent week! Is there anything you're particularly excited about that's happening this week? Or, is there anything you're looking forward to for Halloween? Lastly, only answer this if you feel comfy doing so! What is something that you'd like to let your mutuals know about you?

POSITIVITY ANON!!!!!! HI HI welcome back to my humble lil blog! ur always welcome here aight 😤❤️ tysm for dropping in again!! <333 MY WEEK'S BEEN GOOD! tis been the same as always tbh but that's the way i like it uvu✨️ (i like Routine) not too excited abt this week tho ngl </3 bc it's the week before midterms next week 😳😳😭 i'll survive tho!!! just gotta revise and prepare a lot of stuff so my schedule's gonna be a lil packed T___T /winter break wya !!

ooo tbh i've never really celebrated halloween..... i'm a weenie so i avoid horror movies like the plague but maybe i'll watch something lighthearted but with some halloween kinda vibes! willl probably stay home and treat it like any other day orr go out with some friends if they invite me-- whiich is also like any other day in a lynn's life actually 🗿

SOMETHING I'D LIKE TO LET MY MUTUALS KNOW ABT ME.... HM.... i'm slow!!! but that doesn't say anything abt my interest okok 🥺 andd i can be a damn chatterbox! i just never shut up sometimes egad...... walls of text?? more likely than u think !

#&&. out of #anonymous #BLOWS A KISS 2 U #thank u for taking the time to send all ur super sweet asks nonnieee 🥺🥺❤️💖

[deadlyleomidget]

heyy! I hope ur having a good day, whenever you have time i’d like to request miyuki x oc (i was thinking azusa from one your ur fics sort of like a oneshot? but whatever you think is best!) specifically fluff, it’s miyuki’s birthday and she tries to throw a surprise party and they have a “moment” when she gives the gift (kinda like when he gave her the pen for her birthday)

sorry this is my first time doing this so I’m sorry if this is weird but tysm!! <3

Hi anon! I hope you're having a good day as well. This request made me so happy. Not just because it's a brand new request, but because it's the first one involving one of my OCs. Anon, I must say you kinda read my mind lol. I was actually planning a similar plot line for 'More Than A Shadow.' You beat me to it :P So no, it's not weird at all. Anyway, I apologize for the delay. I hope you enjoy it!

“Surprise!” Azusa exclaimed with the rest of the team as they surprised Miyuki in the meeting room. 

Miyuki looked around perplexed. “What is this?” he asked, taking everything in. The room was decorated with banners, strings, balloons, and a big “Happy Birthday” sign. There was also a table filled with different plates of food and at the center of them all the birthday cake. 

“Happy Birthday!” Azusa said in response with a big smile plastered on her face. “Do you like your surprise?” she asked excitedly, pointing out to the room behind her. 

The catcher took another look at the room and then at her. “A surprise birthday party?” he asked, mild shock still lingering in his tone. 

The manager nodded. “Yes, everyone helped out.” 

“Hyahaha! Look at his face! He totally wasn’t expecting it!” Kuramochi snickered along with other players. 

“You guys are not that good at keeping secrets,” Miyuki smirked. “I knew something weird was going on. But I’ll admit that I didn’t think it was going to be this… Who would’ve thought that you guys actually liked me this much?” he teased. 

“Shut up you bastard!” Kuramochi exclaimed. 

“Is that the way to speak to me on my birthday?” Miyuki asked, feigning offense. 

“Fine,” Kuramochi spat. “Happy birthday you bastard and shut up!” the shortstop exclaimed instead, making everyone laugh. 

“Alright, thank you for this guys,” Miyuki said with sincerity. “This was nice of you. I know you so I know that everyone must be dying to eat and mingle, so go!” the captain said pointing towards the food. He didn’t have to say it twice as many people disappeared as soon as he said that. 

While the party started, many people such as Testsu-san, Chris-senpai, and Nabe came up to Miyuki to congratulate him. 

Azusa stood aside and went to mingle but without taking her eyes off Miyuki. She wanted to make sure that he was enjoying himself. She asked him if he liked the party but he didn’t answer her question which unnerved her. Did she do something wrong? Part of her seemed to think so, but the other part wasn’t so sure. He was mingling with other people, laughing and teasing as always. She and the managers even went to him with the sushi that they made so he could give them his honest opinion. Which to Azusa was more like masochism. Deep down they knew that he was going to give them at least one critique, but the allure of getting his approval, even if it was just once, was too tempting to resist. 

As if freaking out over the possibility that he was probably hating her for throwing a surprise birthday party wasn’t enough, there was something else bothering her. The birthday gift. Miyuki’s birthday gift to be more precise. She had it ready weeks in advance but now was sweating and getting anxious over giving it to him. She tried to play it cool while she and Takako called everyone to gather around the cake and sing happy birthday. But now that everyone was eating the cake it was the perfect chance to give it to him. Yes, she could’ve just walked up to him and given him the gift and then walk away. That would’ve been the sensible thing to do. 

But no, that made too much sense. So naturally, Azusa opted out of leaving the room altogether with the gift in hand. What if others teased her for giving him a gift?  What if he teased her? What if he didn’t like it and thought it was stupid along with the party? 

‘I’m such an idiot,’ the manager whined to herself as she slid her back on the wall next to the entrance. ‘I’ve always been a bit insecure around him but this is too much. When did things get so complicated? Is it because he is captain now? Because we’re older?’ she lost herself in her thoughts. 

“So there you are,” she heard Miyuki’s voice from behind her which startled her a bit. Azusa didn’t say anything as she watched him close the door behind him, and walk around to face her. “What are you doing here?” he asked. 

Azusa shrugged. “I just needed a bit of air,” she replied. 

“Hmmm. I think that’s my line considering that it’s my birthday,” he teased. 

Azusa rolled her eyes. “Anyone can say that. We’re all in the same place.” 

Miyuki chuckled. “Are you sure that is all?” 

“What do you mean?” 

“Nothing is bothering you?” 

Azusa’s pulse quickened. How did he almost always knew when something was bothering her?

“No, I’m fine,” she lied. 

The catcher just stared at her into her blue eyes as he shoved his hands in his pockets, making a noncommittal sound. 

Azusa replied with another noncommittal sound of her own while she held his intense stare. Shortly after, he broke the eye contact as his eyes travelled down to her legs and feet which made her heart race again. 

“What is that?” he asked, pointing to a red small bag that was sitting on the ground next to her feet. 

A blush quickly spread across the manager’s cheeks. “I… Uh…” she trailed off before gulping a thick lump down her throat. Why was she so nervous? It was a gift for the birthday boy. That’s what you do for people on their birthdays, you give them gifts. 

She met his expectant gaze and then looked away. Azusa bent down slightly to pick it up and handed it over to him. “It’s a gift.” 

“A birthday gift?”

“Yes, a birthday gift,” she clarified, not daring to look at him. 

“Well, let’s see what we got here,” Miyuki said. She heard him opening the bag as soon as he made contact with the white wrapping paper. After he tore the paper a bit, he pulled out the gift from the bag. She now couldn’t withstand the curiosity and turned to him to see his reaction. 

“A scarf,” he said to one in particular as he held it out in the air. It was a knit red scarf that she made just for him. 

“Do you like it?” she asked timidly, with a blush still adorning her face. 

Miyuki bored his brown eyes into her blue ones again without a response. He then gave her a warm smile. “Yes, I like it. I like it very much,” he replied, wrapping the scarf around his neck. “Did you make it?” 

The manager nodded. “Hai.” 

“Really? That’s impressive Azu-chan. Who would’ve thought?” he jokingly complimented. 

Azusa gave him a half-smile. “So you really like it?” 

Miyuki let out a small laugh. “Yes, I do.” 

That made Azusa’s heart jump in joy. “And the surprise party? Did you like it too? “ 

The catcher smiled at her once again. “Yes, I liked it very much. I enjoyed myself.” 

“Did you really?” she asked, unconvinced. 

Miyuki narrowed his eyes in suspicion. “Why do you think I’m lying?” 

Azusa averted her gaze in embarrassment. “It’s just that you didn’t say anything when I first asked you.” she explained. 

Her response took the catcher by surprise a bit.  

“That’s why I wasn’t sure whether you liked the party or not,” she continued, looking down at her feet. 

Suddenly Azusa felt something warm touch her chin. She quickly realized that it was Miyuki’s hand. He softly moved her chin up so she could meet his eyes. “I’m sorry Azusa,” he said in a quiet sincere tone which surprised her. 

Azusa blinked in confusion. 

“It was not my intention to make it seem as if I hated the party or that I was unappreciative. That couldn’t be further from the truth,” the catcher explained. 

“Then what was it?” 

“It’s just… It’s just that I wasn’t expecting it at all,” he tried to explain. “I haven’t had a birthday party ever since my mother passed away, much less a surprise birthday party. I didn’t think that anyone would care enough to throw me a party,” Miyuki added sheepishly, averting his gaze. 

Azusa widened her eyes, not expecting that type of response from him. She never gave it too much thought. But in reality, he had been very isolated before coming to Seido. His only friends were Mei and herself but they never attended the same middle school. Also, she knew that he didn’t have the best relationship with his previous teammates even though he didn’t talk about it. She felt like an idiot again. 

“Of course, we care enough. I care,” she replied with conviction, forgetting all about the nervousness and embarrassment that she was feeling previously. “I’ll always care about you.” 

Now it was Miyuki’s turn to blush while she was cool as a cucumber. He couldn’t bare to look at her and awkwardly scratched his cheek. “Arigatou, Azusa. For organizing the birthday party, for the gift, for caring,” he turned to her slightly for the last part. 

Azusa gave him a big smile and didn’t think about it, as she enveloped him in a hug that completely took him off guard. 

“Happy Birthday Kazuya.” 

#miyuki kazuya #miyuki kazuya x oc #daiya no ace

[soulrph]

Same anon that asked about your other blog, I also wanted to let you know that as a fanfic writer I find your prompts utterly amazing, and also extremely pleasing to look at (the text formatting is on point 💖)! You seem like a lovely person too, so it's a win-win 💞 I'll make sure to credit you whenever I'll use your prompts! -the superfluous anon ⚜️

your name is super now. you are my very kind and loving and gentle friend, whose name is "super", and who i love very very dearly!! 🥺 tysm for taking the time to say these wonderful things! it makes my heart soft and warm to know that there are people as good and kind as yourself in the world, and god knows, we need many more to adopt the same love and light as you have! i'm so glad that my prompts have been helpful for you, and that you enjoy reading and using them! and i really hope you're having a wonderful week, my darling super flower, bc u deserve nothing but happiness in your life!

#ooc. #positivity. #mobile. #not rp related. #cinnanon roll. #( i often cling to the kind positivity messages in my inbox ) #( bc sometimes i struggle and then i read them and i feel strong enough to persevere! )

[simisaint]

I apologise and I hope you'll forgive me for using your simblr askbox for this but i just read your rants on your writing blog and I had to drop by. You can ignore this ask if it oversteps boundaries. I hope people can see n understand that writing fics is not your source of income and respect the fact that your office job is what gets your bills paid. I dont think they've got any right to say "leave the company" type-thing to you when they dont know the whole story, it's just unecessary advice-

I really hope people, instead of screaming at you to update SY with their pitchforks in the air, wait patiently for the update (WHENEVER u decide to do so) and at least empathise with your situation as working people/corporate slaves themselves. Im sure most of us are the same so I dont understand why some have the nerve to act entitled on the internet? I mean i get it that the story might be something they were looking forward to but god, its not just them who have lives separate of tumblr. (2)

I'm now ranting, I'm sorry but seeing you apologise for not updating SY when you already said you've put the series on hiatus till 19th May didnt sit well with me. I didnt think you needed to apologise when you've said time and time again that your promotion has left you with very little free time on your hands. Doesn't that clearly mean that you wont be able to update your fics as quick and frequent as SN got updated cause you literally don't have free time? Shouldn't people respect that? (3)

And shouldn't they respect the fact that free time doesn't always mean that you're gonna spend it all on writing SY?? Like, fuck i'm so fucking mad rn. I'm so sorry that you have to deal with entitled readers too who think that all your free time should be devoted to writing fics only. You genuinely sound so fucking stressed, frustrated and thoroughly overworked in your posts, Saint and I hope people fucking open their eyes to see it instead of being Seras and seeing only their woes. (4)

I do hope and pray you get your break and rest first cause i know you've got your personal reasons for putting yourself through this whole overworking ordeal and i'm no one to tell you what to do or not. I can just hope for your good mental and physical health and for your boss to not ask you to cover full shifts last minute when you've already worked full time for yours the entire week. Again, before I forget, PLEASE, update SY at YOUR pace. (5)

I've been locked in ever since u posted SN1 so im not leavin til' I get SY15 (OH WAIT, ill have to get off the roller coaster if u ever discontinue it, which is totally fine too! pls dont take that as me pushing u to finish sy T-T im sorry) Take your time with it. You're already risking your health over your job rn and u dont need to do that with writing- something that's your escape. ANYWAY, ive talked bs for way too long and i apologise if this all isn't coherent and for repetitive ask-ings. 6

it’s okkk and thank u, i appreciate u sm :’( i’m sorry you had to see me freaking out earlier. i’m truly just fed up and exhausted with my life outside of this web space. i only apologized for not being able to post frequent updates bc i want readers to understand that i’m not abandoning sy by choice. in fact, i get very veryyy sad that i can’t find the time to write it. i feel bad that i can’t even have proper conversations with my moots here and they prob think i’m ignoring them 😭 i also just came across this post where two of my readers are having an exchange abt how sy has slow updates and it’s making them lose interest and i was kinda hurt but i understand tbh sddjfjsjs but YOU, ILY AND I HOPE YOU’RE HAVING A WONDERFUL DAY. tysm for dropping by and for understanding my situation (ik i sound dramatic but aaaaaaa)

i’ll open anon on main so u can reach out there too <33

#[✉️] anon.

[caruliaa]

hi!! so sorry about not being more present - i think about you but tend not to know what to say. trying to worry less about that so - hope you're doing okay! wishing you strength for your finals and schoolwork. can't wait to see my girl tomorrow for the milan episode, i've missed her so much. have a nice day/night <3 - cs-obsessed anon

CS OBSESSED ANON !!! :D iv missed you sm i was starting to get a little worried about you lol but im glad youre doing alright !! and yeah i get not knowing what to say too but if it helps even if you dont have much to say i always appreciate you just checking in !!! and tysm omg i have my art final next week and im kinda stressed about it because its my final piece for this unit so yk i wanna do well but im also pretty confident in art as a subject so hopefully i should be fine !! and same omg !! im gonna be honest idk if your referring to carmen or julia but either way i 100% agree because theyre both so beloved to me !! as are you i wish you a good night/day <3

#cs-obsessed anon #flappy rambles #asks #🍓🍓🍓 <- for u

[berryunho]

BESTEAAA I CAME BACK TO CHECK UP ON YOU AND GIVE YOU AN UPDATE ONLY TO BE BLESSED BY ANOTHER CHAPTER!??!? YH6TGRCR WHAT A LOVELY PRESENT LOLOL AND OMG OUR GIRL NAYEON IS BACK TOO AHH 😭💖

Another chapter of the ‘who should apologize first’ debate which personally has me conflicted cause yeah y/n doesn’t owe him feelings BUT MAN ARE YOU SURE THERE WASNT EVEN A SMIDGE OF ROMANTIC FEELINGS THERE?? ARGH def helped me realize that I should communicate more and be more honest with the ppl around me to avoid miscommunication and possibly having them end up escaping to a cult 💀

BUT SAN- Gotta keep an eye out for Selener and San cause he’s so bf but at the same time he’s like one of Hongjoong’s most loyal followers and was also a factor that got our main girlie into this whole mess in the first place- I would also totally smash him too tho @ Nayeon OOP

BUT YEAH AS ALWAYS PEAK TOP TIER WRITING MUAH 😘

I took my vacay down Florida and now I’m stuck here with a hurricane/tornado warning LMAO just the thing I needed rn 🤩/s but dw I should be safe I just have to stay indoors pretty much the whole time which is what I normally do anyways

About my major… drumroll please! 🥁🥁🥁🥁🥁 you were right ding ding ding! 🔔 I’m majoring in liberal arts since I’m not sure exactly on what I want to do but liberal arts encompasses quite a bit so that’s prob my best bet lolol esp since I’m interested in things like art history, languages, graphic design occasionally, English, Philosophy and Psychology! Although I can’t really get into visual arts cause yikes I suck at being creative/doing art when ppl force or tell me to but yeah! Fun times lolol

Also! TYSM FOR MAKING YEOSANG TALK ABT BLEACHED HAIR AND ROOTS LIKE OOOOOOOMLLLLL ISTG I BLEACHED MY HAIR AND THE DAY AFTER MY ROOTS STARTED GROWING WHICH WAS PROB UNNOTICEABLE UNLESS YOU LOOKED AT IT REALLY CLOSELY BUT DANG MY HAIR HAS NEVER GROWN AS FAST AS IT DID WHEN I DYED MY HAIR UDNGUNDU Yeosang gets it 🤧😪😔

Anyway, can’t wait to see the next chapter and I hope you have an amazing hurricane-free week!

- Much love, 🍓 anon!

hehehe im glad it was a pleasant surprise !

im literally conflicted for yn too bc if i was in this situation there is no way in HELL id be apologizing but for yns sake ... its a tough-y for sure LMAO LKFJ:DKSLFJ hopefully you never interact w a cult in any capacity 😭😭

SAN is .... JDLFKJS:DLF im having the time of my life writing him FR like the whole story that's gonna go on w san is ..... something im very excited to write hehe so im excited to be getting there ... hehe BUT THANK YOU SM BAE <333

UMMMM.....?????? omg i hope you're okay ??? stay safe pls omg i cannot even imagine ...

omg my mind ... i was so ready for you to be like "um actually im majoring in aerospace engineering and i cannot believe you would even sugges-" LMAO but yay im glad you're exploring your options while also knowing what you like hehe !!

LMAOOO YEAH THE BLEACH ALKDFJSKDJ my brother is a platinum blonde hair bleacher and yeah its literally like days after he gets his roots done that they're already showing so i get it LMAO yes fr

heheh thank you again <3 i hope you're doing alright down there ... and have a good weekend !

#🍓 anon #answered

[nikos-oneshots]

niko, may i request because, 1. I love your writing and 2. Uhhh idk i like you generally (because i love talking to people online or irl lol)

Anyway, aubrey and sunny with a uhhh very much not taking care of themselves and uhhh acting very much out-of-character(or in simple terms: having a mental illness(can be anything you think it is cause i didn't think of which)) hope this isn't to much for you, have a good week!

With Lots Of Love,

mf that can't take care of themselves well, ✨ anon (i wanna be referred to as javier for some reason)

Aubrey and Sunny (Separate) X Mentally Ill! Reader

Warnings: Mental Illness, Omori Spoilers Word Count: 0.7k Pronouns: Second Person, They/Them Implied Notes: Tysm for the request ✨! It wasn't too much! I really hope you feel better soon! Drink lots of water! Also if you want to be called Javier, then do it! You could always just try it out for a bit and see if you like it! Or maybe you could have multiple names! Having multiple names is always fun!

Sunny knows a lot about the subject of depression and overall not feeling very good since he has been in this situation for years because of the Mari incident.

He knows the pain and doesn't want anybody else to experience it, even if it's for a different reason.

He's a very attentive person toward the people he likes, you are no exception. He would be more attentive to your body language because that is something he can read quite well.

Once he started noticing your body language slowing down, becoming more distanced and unenergized, he knew something was up.

He didn't want to talk to you about it right away, so he showed you that he cared first.

He makes sure you weren't alone like he was throughout the death of his sister. He tries to visit you more than he already does.

Even though he isn't a fan of doing stuff, he tries to get you to do stuff inside the comfort of your own home.

He likes to watch stuff, so you guys binge-watch many of your favourite movies, some movies you wanted to see, and maybe some to get a laugh out of you.

He respects your space, he doesn't want to overwhelm you with constant company because he knows that sometimes people just want to be alone.

When he notices you haven't been taking care of yourself, he won't try and push you to do things, since he knows it isn't that easy.

He instead, will do the things he wants you to do, and invite you to do them with him.

"Hey. I'm going to brush my teeth… Want to come with me.?" or "I'm making some food. Want to come help me?"

He tries to make himself a safe space without telling you that he is a safe space. He wants you to make that decision whether you want to tell him what's up or not.

Aubrey cares about you. She will listen to you and she tries to do stuff for you.

Aubrey notices it fairly quickly, but she only notices it may be kind of serious if it has been going on for a while.

If it's just a day or 2 of you acting off, she won't think anything of it, that it's just an off day for you.

If it's like a week, she will start to suspect that something is up.

At first, she starts to think that somebody did something to you.

She will ask you stuff like "do you need me to beat anyone up?" Every once in a while because If you're with her, there's NO way she would allow anybody to do anything to you.

She wants answers, so she will kind of pry into you, it may not be the best thing to do, but she has good intentions.

If you tell her what's up, she will try to do everything in her power to try and make you feel better again.

She is there to listen, she is there to talk, she is there to distract you, she is there for you.

She knows what it feels like to be abandoned at your lowest point, so she makes a huge effort to stick with you through everything.

She likes to get you out of the house. That's a big thing for her. She saw what staying inside for long periods of time does for somebody. But she does know that some days are just indoor days.

If you like the hooligans, you all will hang out, but if you're not the biggest fans of them, Aubrey will respect that and have some 1-on-1 outdoor time with her.

She knows how to cook pretty well, so she will cook you some actually good meals to keep you healthy.

Wants to be by your side the entire time. She is kind of clingy in hopes that you will feel better, so hope you don't mind that!

She puts you first. Before she can do anything, she needs to know if you're ok; If you ate, drank water, slept, or anything else.

Tysm again for the request! I hope I did this right! If there's anything off, please let me know! Also sorry for being kind of inactive for a month! Motivation was kicking my ass dsjhkfkj! I hope to come back to this blog because I really love posting here! I hope you all have a good day!

Lots of Love -Niko 🥞

#aubrey omori #omori x reader #omori headcanons #omori sunny #omori game #omori aubrey #sunny omori

[fluffypeachwriting]

idk if you're still accepting mystery prompts but I have one in mind. (sorry for sending if you stopped accepting and feel free delete this)

Poof! Something happened and all of a sudden Saburo is the same age as Jiro for the three days (or week if you like). How will Saburo react? How do you think his /usual/ arguing with Jiro would go?

-same anon who req. the Hitoya + music sheets. (Ty Tysm for it. Don't forget to take breaks and stay safe! (｡’▽’｡)♡)

Yes, I am still taking mystery prompts, and I’m glad you enjoyed that Hitoya request!  (´ ∀ ` *)

This was a lot of fun to write, since it’s interesting to think about how Saburo will grow up. I personally think he’ll get a burst of character development at some point, and his whole holier-than-thou persona will crumble or get tested. I also think that he’ll turn out to be a delinquent just like the other two, maybe not to the same extent though. I think he’ll prefer to do things the way he sees fit, and be less inclined to follow someone else’s rules. 

Saburo is very fun to write for, and so I hope you like what I did with this idea!

Saburo woke up, like any other free day, in the afternoon. He yawned at stretched his limbs out, noticing that he had a few more clicks and creaks in his joints than usual. A few twists and turns later took out most of them.

He gave out one last stretch – and winced in pain as he whacked his ankle against the end of the bed. Wincing in pain would be the normal thing to do, but Saburo shrugged it off without thinking, as if this happened every day. Expecting to have slid down the bed in his sleep or something, he craned his head up to look at the headstand, but it was right there.

Like a baby deer struggling to stand for the first time, Saburo wobbled and stood up on lanky legs and stretched his arms up, touching the ceiling. For the first time, he could press his palms flat on the ceiling, whereas usually only his fingers could reach that high. Saburo smiled, pleased that he was actually growing. Perhaps he would grow to be as tall as Ichiro, he thought. It took smaller steps to get over to his door too. He then missed the light switch a few times, though he had been able to do that in the dark easily for years. After slapping the wall a few times, Saburo eventually turned on the light. He didn’t want to think that his body had traded memory for height.

One his eyes adjusted to the light, he noticed that his body wasn’t the only different thing there. His room was largely the same. But largely wasn’t exactly. It wasn’t as if he kept track of all the loose trash in his room, but he didn’t remember having two bento boxes, three ramune sodas, and countless snacks the night before. He knew that his stomach would give him the repercussions.

There was the possibility that this litter had accumulated over a few days, which was the most logical conclusion. However, there was the issue of: what was so important the Saburo had neglected to take care of his bedroom? Being messy was Jiro’s usual crime, and if Saburo was used to doing anything, it was competing with him. Had he given up on being neat and tidy?

Saburo was still too tired to think about it. First, he needed to check himself, on the possibility that he was ill, then get ready to clean up this mess. With tired steps, Saburo made his way to a full-length mirror.

Or, it was supposed to be full length, but for some reason the top of his head was cut off. Assuming that it was just wonky, Saburo got closer and tried to fix it.

However, now that he’d woken up some more and was close enough to see his face, he forgot about the mirror and almost leaped back in shock. It was like there was a different person looking back at him. Saburo was no stranger to all-nighters and sleeping at ridiculous hours, but on this particular afternoon there were dark circles under his eyes which he’d never noticed before.

No, it couldn’t be anyone else. His eyes were the same and he had the same three moles. But his face was slightly longer, and his cheeks slightly less round – the thought of his brothers no longer pinching them crossed his mind, and despite him putting on a displeased face to them, the thought scared him. He didn’t want that to change. He wanted to be the same Saburo that had his hair ruffled when he’d done a good job. But this person had shoulder length hair, with his bangs almost going past his nose.

Contemplatively, he put one hand on his cheek. There was something wrong there too. Until now he was too occupied with his hair to realise that there were patches of stubble on his face. No, that couldn’t be right. There was no hair on his face yesterday, so how could it be this much now? Saburo squinted at his reflection, wondering if he needed to get his vision checked out.

A knock on the door startled him out of this confused haze. Saburo heard from the other side:

“Oi, get up before Aniki gets back unless you wanna get dragged out of bed. It’s almost 3 y’know.”

He was pretty sure that that was Jiro.

Saburo cleared his throat and replied: “Yeah, I’m up.”

Those three words sounded a lot different than he was expecting. Different, in the way that it was significantly deeper than the voice he was used to. He clutched his throat – was he ill?

“You are? Sweet. I’m off to work now so don’t go back to sleep. I won’t be here to wake you.”

He didn’t want to get up and ready for the day. He didn’t want to deal with whatever strange new things were in store for him. There was a lot of things he didn’t want to do, and one of them, surprisingly, was to argue with Jiro. On any other day he’d argue that he wasn’t really asleep for that long, and that Jiro was exaggerating to make him look bad.

“Just five more minutes.” He mumbled, crawling back under the sheets, pulling them over his head.

“Suit yourself, man.” Jiro replied, as Saburo heard him walk away. There was no arguing, no bursting down his door, there was nothing of the sort. Jiro sounded almost… responsible.

The weirdest part was that Saburo still didn’t feel the urge to throw any biting words at him. Was this a new normal? It was calming, in a way. Everything was more stable, and their daily routine had calmed down somewhat.

Wait… Since when did Jiro go to work? Was he talking about a job for Yorozuya Yamada? He must have been, Saburo thought.

His head rested back on the pillow. He knew that he wouldn’t actually be dragged out of bed, the few times where it did happen, Ichiro picked them up out of bed and carried them to the kitchen as the only way to ensure that he would eat breakfast. Thoughts of warm food drowned out everything else, and before he knew it, he fell back asleep.

He woke up and checked his phone. It was midday… but he was sure that Jiro said it was getting close to 3pm. His first instinct was to run his hands through his hair, and he felt an immense weight off his shoulders now that it was back to its short length. His face was as smooth as usual too. He sighed, not even caring if it was a school day or not; he could lie in bed all day bathing in the relief that he as back to his normal self. Saburo didn’t know if it had been a glimpse into the future or a nonsense dream. He hoped it was the latter.

A creak came from his door. Saburo craned his neck up to meet Ichiro’s face.

“Hey, we warned you. Am I gonna have to come in there and drag you out? If you get up within the hour we can go to that new Italian food place you wanted to check out. Okay?” Ichiro acted as if nothing was out of the ordinary – whatever happened must have only happened to Saburo.

“Okay, Ichi-nii.” Saburo rubbed his eyes and threw the covers off. His pyjamas fit normally again.

Though, he was looking forward to growing out of them.

#i may have forgotten about it being for a few days as i was writing this #oopsie! #hypmic #hypnosis mic #saburo yamada #buster bros #mystery prompts