60 hours into my fast
I am working on my exams and i want to binge so hard i don’t know if i’m going to be able to fast for 72 hours.
Why is it so hard ? Why do i love food that much it’s so tiring…
I am just a pig.
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Let me knowww...... I'm mr cancer :p
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"motylki" z tik toka wypierdalac stad
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why did god have to curse me with wide ass shoulders ugh
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i wonder how the the working class employees think of when they see young girls with ed’s.
What dose the starbucks employee think when a groups of skinny teenaged girls order Frappuccino’s but one of them gets a black coffee with stevia in the raw packets
what the cashier at the grocery store thinks of a young kid getting energy drinks, almonds, gum, and rice cakes.
I always wonder if they know ? i wonder if they would give me a look of worry only i wouldn’t know cause i could never look them in the eye.

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After a big weight gain i am back again…
This time i really gained a lot, i feel so huge like i’m just a big pile of fat.
And i know i have been this weight before but i can not accept it now, it feels so disgusting.
So i am starting this journey by a 72h fast to cleanse my mind of the urge to binge
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recovering? eating 3 meals a day? in this economy????
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the fact that i probably would already been a skinny legend if i didnt live with my family
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eating dinner last night, i was having tuna salad with crackers for my OMAD, and my husband sees how much tuna salad i have on my plate and goes, “hungry much??” like thank you bb for the free motivation. but sometimes it hurts because he doesn’t know that’s it’s the first bite of food I’ve taken for the entire day. having an ED is so confusing sometimes.
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