#and it's very awkard

[pbaintthetb]

It hits Wuxian like a bullet to the brain, Jiang Cheng sneers when Wuxian says he thinks he might have an idea as to how to walk through the herd, and it just hits him. "You think I caused this, don't you?" His brother doesn't say anything, just wipes the viscera off his knife and scowls at the heavily barracade door. Heavily barracaded it may be, they both know it won't be enough. Not for long enough. The sneers, the looks, the- the everything. "I would never," Wei Wuxian insists hotly. Because sure, things had been bad, ruined- not ruined before the world had imploded itself, but they've taken a new turn. And Wei Wuxian doesn't want his brother to think him capable of this- doesn't want to belive his brother could believe him capable. Not really, not truly. But the evidence is here. He does. "What's the genius plan then?" Jiang Cheng asks, pushing forward, ignoring. Just ignoring. Never listening. Taking and- Not before, not when- "I wouldn't do this." Wei Wuxian reiterates. "And you have to know that." Maybe death is better than living when his brother thinks this of him. His brother's eyes sweep up and over, calculating and brimming with ice. "No, I know you never stick around to deal with your messes." Jiang Cheng sweeps out a hand, at the barricaded door, the starving mass outside, the weapons bedecking their person. For a brief hysteric moment Wei Wuxian can envision Jiang Cheng making the exact same gesture to Jin Ling to get him to clean up his room. Then the reality quickly rolls back in. And the relief. Because- "You-" "You just create them. And you never think about the consequences you create. And you mess with things you shouldn't." Jiang Cheng speaks over him, smile terrible and wide. "Don't worry, A-Xian, I know this isn't your mess, but that doesn't mean it isn't your fault."

when you have a fun idea but wwx would never explictly call JC out on his bullshit so. rip. so OOC for wwx alas

#vibe was (probs modern) zombie au #where actually wwx and jc find each other as survivors like to think jc (and friend?) accidentally stumbles across wwx's group #obvs iwth all their histor #and it's very awkard #and at some point wwx starts to realise/wonder if the reason jc is so extra petty at him is like #also because it's fun i should clarify just becuase jc doesn't think wwx is the necromancer who created the apocalyspe #he does stil think it's wwx's fault in the sense that he thinks someone tried to imitate wwx and fucked it up #so he blames wwx for messing around with this shit in the first place #he also kind of doesn't blame him but where most people may blame god for inconvienieces jc blames wwx #tumblr fic #to jc's surprise wwx does not leave him there to die despite him being a prick #admittedly jc was sceptical wwx would really have a way out cos he considers himself a thorn in wwxs side so he's like rip im dying here #wwx does not consider him a thorn more like a misplaced rib #jc thinks wwx should be worried that he (jc) is going to fuck up wwx's life and reputation with his group #wwx doesn't really ahve the capacity to worry about things jc will or he won't but he hasn't so he probably won't #also if jc calls him out then they have to TALK about it and he's banking on the fact that JC hates talking as much as he does

[undergroundwubwubmaster]

In final DnD session for 2022, we managed to slip in a face-reveal for my monk Maaru! Meaning i can post all the art of them i’ve been sitting on for a whole year!!

#dungeons and dragons #dnd #aasimar #character design #maaru #my art #first picture most recent with scarring included #tell me hes pretty #i kinda wanna commission art of maaru now #but im both very awkard and very picky about that

[buumbaby]

+ blood version

#will graham #hannibal #time to dump my hannibal art too #gotta start with the very beginning here #got him signed by mads a week after my birthday <3 #the blood one #still feel awkard i showed up and had him sign something that wasnt even him fdjkkfkj #tbf tho i only just started watching hannibal and it was very short notice and this was all i had to be signed oopsy #its probably fine but if i think too hard about it i do die a little bit #pls forgive me mads mikkelsen #also im sorry i forgot i was holding a pen and you stared at me waiting to do something - i blacked out #anyway back to actual tagging #hannibal nbc #nbc hannibal #hannigram #murder husbands #illustration #hugh dancy #the wrath of the lamb #cw blood

[spicyboyo]

Hey I saw your reblog of the list 5 things you can talk about for an hour and I wanna say I think you’re really cool can we talk about quantum physics sometime?

Oh hi!!!

I want you to know that I'm kissing you passionately and would LOVE to talk quantum physics with you any time *blushes kicks my feet twirls my hair*

#now i must warn you #i don't know if it's possible to be a 'casual enjoyer' of quantum physics #but i am no scientist #and 98% of our conversation very well may be me being an awkard idiot #LET US PERCEIVE AND FIND OUT

[musette22]

Accidentally pocket texted my brand new landlord 😂 this is going well

#Yo #fortunately he's very chill and nice lol #but still #kind of awkard 😅 #translation: he just asked me where I was going to meet him and I replied with whatever that was #lmao

[twobruhsinahottub]

Guys....my gf is being fucked by someone else IN MY ROOM wtf do i do rn

#tbc i said its fine cause were in an open/polyam relationship but its very awkard when they just kick you out of your own room and fuck

[nthflower]

I don't trust bos simps who woobify danse to death while treating Preston like worst thing to ever exist. .

Like I like Danse as a character he is fun but why he is only treated as autism boy who did nothing wrong. Preston is more autism actually btw.

#but nooo everywhere i go that stupid map joke okay it was funny it is not anymore #i cant stand when genuinely good boy scouts treated like losers or lame #like not the ones that are poorly written amd characterless but nice ones #and he is nice he is cute he was the first human i found in this game #he tries hard and i think he is alcoholic he is very awkard actually #also of course suicidal and in depression and have survivors guilt #and still tries hard #also cool Fashion #fallout 4 #preston garvey #mark all my maps Preston i love you #i love settlement doing too #i cant fight with people because most threads are from 5 years ago joining things late sometimes annoying 😔 #anyways i am having fun tho

[cryptic-michael]

I can't get over meeting the cool cashier at the little Cafe like place I went to yesterday, like ahh he was the vibes THE VIBES!!! small town win babbyyyyy!!!

YIPPEEEEEEE WHAAAAAAA!!!🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

#theres NOTHING BETTER than getting told you look androgynous like LETS GOOOO YES HOMIE FUCK YEAAAAH!!!! #theres somthing so nice like really y'all its so good for me mentally to hear that #becuse ive been feeling very down about gender lately and just all and so getting told that let alone seeing it in public is soooo just so #soooo good for me #it was so nice even if i was a little awkard and half asleep it was sooo nice #gender euphoria is meeting another alt trans guy in your town and bonding instantly #over just fashion and transness #gender go brrrrrrrrrr #💕🎉💕🎉💕🎉🎉🎉🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉💕🎉💕🎉💕🎉💕 #trans rights! tiny town said we got gays that are closeted #trans #transmasc #trans guy #transgender #i feel inspired and happy again maybe ill write a little lavender cowboy

[rotzaprachim]

two wet feral cats having feelings but in a tragicomic what is going wrong way and other scenarios that are my favorite scenarios 

#there's the part of me that thinks cassian and jyn would be /that/ low key staring into each other's eyes getting married soulmatey couple #and then there's the part of me that things they'd have an awkard friends with benefits but in a comradely way until the war ends #or they're in the grey area of /did the war end or not/ #what now. comrade. #both r fun 2 think about #i think tender friends with benefits who like. r very committed but are not doing this (a romantic relationship now or ever actually) is #a wildly underrated scenario for many ships but THEM especially

[13thsinnr]

i hate having songs stuck in my head. i had i hate jimmy page stuck in myhead all day it was so frustrating

#i had it stuck in my head at camp also #and it sucked bc we could not listen to music that wasnt camp appropriate (our counselors had to play it) #and that song is VERY NOT APPROPRIATE #esp since it has the f slur and. it was an lgbt camp #awkard

[twicethetrouble]

I just had to look up how to flirt for a stupid, short fanfic. That is the most awkward research I've done thus far. I’m too ace for this.

#random stuff #you can ignore this #ace bs #i used incogneto mode b/c i didn't want google to think i was trying to flirt #but seriously #why am i writing a romance fic if i don't know this shit? #i mean don't get me wrong #i'm loving how it's going #both characters are very awkard #so my awkward romance kinda works #but still! #the fact i had to look that up is weird #this is the same fic i had to research how to throw knives #at least that research was fun #and made me want to get throwing knives #this just made me squirm #especially whenever they mentioned ''you should casually touch them'' #i'm like ''the f you should! no touch!'' #though that might just be my ''don't touch me'' brain going off

[fiapple]

i apologize but i do not like the one piece first season opening theme sonically. she is going on the skip list. please do not hate me.

#this post is largely tongue & cheek lol. #grey's one piece tag #also like. my brain has been in a dumpster since about feb. like there was build up since abt september but thats when it god bad for lik #very obvious reasons but also personal ones. & this will give me something to focus on outside of attending what i can & thus help balance #my loser brain. so there will be posts. like i feel kinda awkard about it so i'm rambling but yeah. at least till i have a better handle #on things i will probably be fiction-rambling from time to time just to balance my shit out. ngl being deeply isolated prolly contributes #to that lol. need to work on that. #also like tbc i don't mean this in a “focusing less on the real world” way. just there will be this as well.

[saccharinescorpion]

messaging you here because I’m too shy to respond to your tweets publicly, but fwiw, tengoku daimakyou has a ton of intersex characters and makes a point of exploring the dysphoric disconnect between how kiruko feels and is perceived by others, so I think it’s an intentional attempt at narrative genderfuckery akin to like, that fujimoto story about a character magically waking up as a girl but still wanting to be seen as a man, which very much reads to me as a trans narrative as well

"adding on to my last message about tengoku, the intersex characters were raised in an environment that wasn’t particularly concerned about gender distinctions, so that’s why I mentioned them - I think the manga is making intentional commentary on the subjectivity of gender socialization and not just pulling a clueless cis person move"

i get that, more than anything i just feel bad for viewers who are definitely expecting something very different from that explanation

#i might delete this later i probably shouldn't have brought it up to begin with #in general i just didn't really like the manga lol #for a few reasons #i understand the importance of messy narratives about gender it's just #it's very awkard seeing people say stuff like 'wow two anime with trans characters!' #when StL is so careful and caring about Nao #and HD is... #well some of the revelations about Kiruko are part of what put me off the manga let's just say

[gainprincess]

would you rp with anyone?

I RP with friends and (try to RP with) other fat-RP focused blogs!

#mun talks #social awkardness means I'm very bad at it

[lord-of-the-vibes]

awakebutstillinbed gig last night was fucking incredible.. she played (almost) every song i wanted to hear AND we talked for like 20 mins after the show outside

#itoldyouiwouldeatyou were also sick #talked with joey and maeve and they were really cool #very awkard in retrospect tho cus i didnt recognise them so i thought they were just fellow concert goers until i put the pieces together #also to be clear shannon approached me and a guy i was talking to after the show i didnt like walk up to her and start ranting #she wanted to know if there were any vegan places still serving:) #we both said 'idk:(' and then we chatted shit for a while